#the mental process behind it was:

[vorakh]

still believe that the funniest most incorrect thing i got wrong about disco elysium before playing it was thinking that jean was the union leader. that he was evrart claire (or edgar claire). or alternatively that he worked in the post office or something.

[alluralater]

when butches do that thing where they look away after watching you but they're smiling and it's like this little smirk and then they look you up and down and clench their jaw before averting their eyes AGAIN???? why do they do that??? why is it so hot??? someone explain QUICKLY

[jakowskis]

what's the countrycide filming fiasco? 👁️

fjfkfkfkfk so basically when they filmed countrycide they went out in the beacons and stayed at an old (haunted) hotel and the whole cast (possibly excluding naoko shes never mentioned when they talk about it? maybe she just didnt get as crazy fhdsjkf) got rlly drunk and had Misadventures. it's like their fav thing to talk abt at panels

some of those misadventures were

gareth hitting his forehead on a bell (you can see the welt in the finished episode), barrowman pissing in a public fountain at gareth's suggestion, barrowman + eve having a slumber party in their pjs (gwack activities tbh), and eve yelling at newlyweds. chaos! (link to one of the videos where they talk about it, timestamp included, is in the description of that gifset.)

burn gorman tried to steal a bathtub. this is like quintessential burn folklore, like this has reached modern newmanns who aren't even into tw because it's just so hilariously bizarre. better yet he denied trying to steal it to the rest of the cast for eight years and insisted the manager falsely accused him. he still won't talk about it when they bring it up. the man's mind is an enigma. he unscrewed it from the floor.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i love driving on perilous roads at night when it's just me and my good friend Cars Behind Me

[stereax]

saw you post 'listen before you go', thought you'd enjoy this:

oh...

[lewmagoo]

it’s cool and dreary outside, it feels like fall. i’ve spent my morning listening to classical music and i made some pancakes and coffee and now i’m just enjoying the sound of birds chirping through my open windows. very healing ♥️

[dracolizardlars]

I wake up, I see that my beloved musician Kavus Torabi's new album has released, I think "oh neat!", I end up reading the whole very in depth "biography" that comes with the album on Bandcamp and find out he's been through some serious shit regarding his mental health and familial relationships, I take immense psychic damage

[kerorowhump]

my boy best friend having trouble identifying/accepting envy?

actually makes so much sense for him

[quick-drawn]

i try to be open minded with ships and stuff, but i've always found it so hard to get behind hanzo x cass —

[tarantula-hawk-wasp]

Sometimes i decide not to post vent posts bc if someone says something nice or appeasing in response to it I’m going to snap and become evil

[waterdeepthroat]

i may have just written 3k words of angst about the tadfools having terrible body image when i was in a sleep-deprived haze and it needs to be edited down to a decent length but. i am cringe and i am free

[schakira]

you know, concealing a part of your identity in any setting is always going to be so alienating, especially when one does so for survival. i want to be a kinder, more honest person, but can i truly do that when i'm not even allowing myself to be an entire person? if i'm a third of what i should be, then am i anything at all?

[guarshroom]

Y'all ever just be an inch from having a complete mental breakdown at work?

[whumpshaped]

that last ask got me thinking (and obviously you in no way have to answer this if you don't want to)

use this as an excuse to talk about your disorders/illnesses:)) educate, rant, list them all down or trauma dump if you'd like - i give you full permission to talk about whatever you want

ily and your work by the way<3

putting it under a cut bc meh. but also im glad u like my work :)

i do that enough to my friends tbh. im not a professional. + i kinda feel like by disclosing i have npd to defend my portrayal of it was already counterproductive bc no one should have to do that just to write some random short story on tumblr dot com. i just get defensive and paranoid abt being attacked lol its silly. when in the story its never even mentioned that seth has it its just smth i feel he does have. and hes my oc SO-

if anything honestly i just wanna say ppl can be good or bad regardless of mental state. ppl can exhibit traits of mental illness without having the mental illness. most disorders r literally just... normal feelings or stuff thats amplified to the point it interferes w ur life. like anxiety. everyone has felt anxious before. not everyone finds it difficult to leave the house and go to school bc of full blown anxiety attacks. i think thats what my environment never rly understood and i wish more ppl would. u Might experience some of it but like... yeah. its not the same scale or same frequency. and abt pds, they SUCK to experience. if u ever feel like its annoying to be around someone w a pd, please remember, IT SUCKS TO HAVE THEM SOMETIMES. LOTS OF TIMES. IT SUCKS FOR ME AT LEAST. its exhausting sometimes and painful and annoying and hinders stuff and its not a fun time especially when other ppl wanna put fuel on the fire and say ur also a Bad Person and Hard To Be Around

[notquiteaghost]

Psychiatry UK have been providing a lot of NHS services for ADHD recently which is why she asked probably. They encourage ppl to get referred to them rather than local services as local are so stretched and then they do telehealth

oh yeah i know!! they're also significantly more competent than local services, is the thing. like, idk what they're like cuz i'm not actually under them, but i have gone private after my local nhs service decided i'm neurotypical actually, a decision made by a single psychiatrist after one (1) ninety-minute appointment + two double-sided questionnaires,

and, for contrast. so far, with the private service, i filled out those same two questionnaires purely as a screening measure. then i had a ninety-minute appointment with a psychologist just covering background/childhood, and when it was done she sent me her write-up and i got to correct it as much as i wanted and it only counted when i was happy with it. and then i had a ninety-minute cognitive assessment with a psychiatrist. and now i'm gonna have another final interview with a psych. and all that info is also looked over by the head of the assessment team and all decisions go through her.

so, yknow. i understand nhs services are being intentionally underfunded and that's not their fault, but psych uk isn't just encouraging people to go through them cuz their waiting lists are shorter. if you can get the govt to pay for you to go private you absolutely shld cuz in this specific case private is better

[alazyparallelworld]