#the moment their crush just 🌻exists🌻

[darabeatha]

Where do I sign for dynamics where your muse has a crush on mine and/or my muses developing these silly crushes o r obsessions towards other characters-

[mikeyss1ut]

Thank you for telling me. Now my request.

Wednesday and her gf get into a fight. She's cold as always but WAY meaner and cold as ice, gf tries talking to her in class or out in the hall? Brushed off, ignored. (But lowkey hoping y/n begs for forgiveness, even if it wasn't her fault) but to her surprise, y/n goes "fine whatever!" And gives her the same rude attitude.

They ignore each other until Wednesday breaks..

Can't think of anything? I'll understand don't worry!

- 🌻

I did not see this my precious sun flower I miss you dearly you have not returned home in a while. It’s been way to long that I haven’t spoken to you . Do feel free to speak to me again my love.

“Wednesday, please I swear I didn’t mean to tell them about us! You know it was an accident!” You cried

“Listen, I did not want those ruin imbeciles knowing about us because then we will end up on a pointless provision post on some social network app with abnormal humans praying on our rise or downfall. And I don’t want that you ruined it now. Stay away from me we could have made this work if your soul sucking soul didn’t have to be so needy to me. Which honestly if the buckled shoe fits y/n your so love all the time it disturbs me and crushes bones in my body I didn’t know existed. Leave.” Wednesday said. No emotion which when she was taking to you she at least had some form of emotion. She was colder than ice saying that statement tears dripped down your frame as you ran out. She didn’t mean it , it didn’t hit her that everything she said was a lie to make you hurt or beg until you walked out. And for a second she felt - sad?

The next day she ignored you even though she wanted to talk to you . She was trained that way and she was never gonna be . That was just that.

You, sweet innocent you even stayed getting mad. How dare she not respond to you after being nice about it and even trying to be nice to Wednesday after the names and things she said and called you.

You ignored her for days. Until Wednesday couldn’t handle it anymore. That’s saying something.

She wasn’t sure what to say?

“I’m sorry.”

No she doesn’t say sorry.

“It’s my fault.”

It was her fault but in a way it wasn’t. She couldn’t say that.

“I love you.”

No. No way to lovey for her .

Screw it say whatever comes to your mind when you see her again.

She knocked on your dorm. You opened. Then closed it again. Wednesday began to walk away but she was done avoiding you when she loved you as much as she did . It was that moment she knew what to say.

She walked back to the door. But didn’t knock.

“Y/n? I know that you don’t want to talk to me right now. But I’m not sure I can live without you. I lay in bed at night cold, colder than usual from knowing I no longer have you in my life. There’s a void in my heart that needs your space. Your hugs when I let you. You ranting on to me about things I don’t care about until you care about it. I don’t know what to do without those little things I enjoy about you. I still have your necklace you gave me. The blood vile necklace I hold on to it when I think of the possibilities of what I would be doing if I was with you at that moment.” She says. She cringes at what she says but still does not regret it.

You open the door and for the first time in your life and hers.

She hugged you.

This is iffy for me I feel like I didn’t write Wednesday well but I don’t care. Also if your read my other Wednesday fics you might have caught onto the blood vile necklace You gave Wednesday in my other one shots<3333

[supermaks]

i'm dying for the part 2 of the essential max verstappen races i've watched all the first 10 (teenage crime era) and now i need the rest!!

✨💘 part 1 💘✨💎🧨🌠part 3🗽🎯

Brazil, 2019 In part 1 I said Max always stunted in the US, but like both Americas have a crush on him. People like to yap about his 'luck' and how 'lucky' he is. Max bends luck to his favor with a crowbar if he has to and this race proves that. also shout out to Hannah she’s BEEN the best CS in F1 fr 🌻

Austria, 2019 yes honey, that Austria, 2019. First Honda powered win for red bull and it came on the back of a cracked out prancing horse. Lestappen had angry sex in front of 200000 orange shirts and we just let them

70th year anniversary GP, 2020 Set the scene: for 2020 mercedes has put thee most competent driver of all time behind the wheel of a Boeing 707. They say it's a car but its an airplane ok. So every race is basically like 2 hour long british orgasm ASMR. This one tho, this should've been the beans and toast equivalent to Beyoncé at the superbowl. This should've been their Homecoming. They got 2 races in the calendar for the 1st time, it's F1's birthday, Lewis is driving a commercial airplane, it's happening during peak covid because their prime minister is insane, period. They had it all. Except, it was kinda warm out. And Max Verstappen noticed. Whole british empire vs one man's inability to not be the moment. Guess who won

Emilia Romagna, 2021 emilianos first victory of his maiden title year , and a race I remember watching and thinking. oh okay. so it’s time. With Max, even as a baby fan of both him and Lewis, I was always kinda like, waiting for the dog fight. And finally, lil bro has the car. Everything else was already in place. If u do watch my dumb list in order, which I recommend u do, u can actually c him get ready for 2021 over the years. His starts, and especially this one, become flawless, he has somehow learned how to manage his tires and dominate races in lesser machinery ((we dont talk about it enough. max has won races every single season he's driven in f1. every rbr car he's ever had, he got it home. that's a shooting star fr. thats a once in a lifetime.)) , he's patient, and still uncompromising, still unflinching. He's ready. We were not tho lmfaooo

Zandvoort, 2021 baby boys first home gp win. a lovely lil watch to feel warm and fuzzy inside and also just like watch him be the best driver on the grid at home

Russia, 2021 p20 to p2. Max in the rain, u already know wtf is going ONNN. A race for the GP girlies. SOOO so dope to watch a driver and an engineer orchestrate a comeback of that level in real time. A true privilege and I mean it wholeheartedly. I think GP and Max are soulmates like professionally. Also literally the funniest thing in the world when they're pulling into their lil positions after the race and my fav old man Lewis does a double take like that better not be who I think it is 😭

USA, 2021 listennn. it's 2021. I can't mention Max without mentioning Lewis. They took each other to realms of racing that F1 didnt even remember existed. When I tell u these bitches were 40 seconds ahead of everybody else. 40 seconds. In 2021. But yuh, the blond one set a purple sector with like 100 lap old tires to defend that win. 2021 was just very kind to the Circuit. Sexy sexy race

Jeddah, 2021 well if he's just some guy why does his pussy pop so severely. 😐 No F1 driver will ever serve cunt the way Max served cunt in Jeddah. Driver of the day for no reason other than pure fucking headassery. They said u can't move the culture by losing and that white man said hold on. That quali lap almost put a child in me. I am so sorry

((lil bonus from Zandvoort, 2022 like shut up imagine doing this to lewis hamiltondfmsnfksdlkjf))

Japan, 2022 2nd title win. And fittingly so, he would've lapped the whole field if the race had been completed in its full distance. 1 second faster than everybody else, still improving at the end. But its his recovery at the start that I wanna highlight here. On a wet track, awful conditions, mf sent it outside of t1 around sharl, not because he had to, not because his championship was on the line, but because he could. He went for it, no hesitation. Nobody else would go for a move like that. First, because they wouldnt be able to do it. Its an overtake that requires a control of the car that is left to the Hamiltons and Verstappens of this world. U put a wheel wrong and you’re done. Second, it just wasnt worth it. Rb was a rocket anyway, he would've gotten the lead back eventually. But that is not who Max is. Max refused to give up the lead for even a second. It has nothing to do with having a dominant car, its about racing. Max will always, always go racing. And I love him for it.

ty for reading 💝 I hope that u can return to these races again and again and find joy in watching our fav public enemy number one do his thing. He’s very good at it

[heliosrisingheroesimagines]

Hiii! Can we get red chrysanthemums, sunflower, fennel, peony and pink camellia for gray? If that’s too much feel free to leave some out 💚

Gray Reverse:

🌻fennel: what are their kisses like? where do they like to be kissed the most? 

Gray’s kisses reminded you of butterflies, soft, gentle, a true blink and you’ll miss it moment as he fluttered close one second but was a million miles away in another. He seemed hesitant even when you made the first move, as if he thought you might just be teasing him and you revoke the privilege at any time. His cautious attitude fits with the rest of him but you do feel a little sad that he doesn’t take the initiative more often, hoping once you build his confidence up a bit more he’ll get a little bolder when it comes to exchanging kisses with you.

The least stressful place to be kissed is the top of his head, so Gray preferred there while he got used to being in a relationship with someone who wanted to kiss him. Not having to see your face or recognize how close you are to him certainly helped some of his nerves, but then your smell would fill his nose and he’d begin to sweat. He never knew if he was reacting the way he should or if you noticed how anxious he was, but it was never because of your own actions, more from his inexperience leading to a head full of doubts.

🌻peony: how do they get their s/o to blush? how does their s/o make them blush?

Making you blush tended to be when Gray was relaxed, gushing to you about this or that, showing you that precious smile of his that always had your heart fluttering. Seeing him trust you was overwhelming, his honesty appreciated and encouraged, though you’re at your most flustered when Jet is the one who comes out to play. He always left you speechless on Gray’s behalf, much bolder with his flirting and leaving Gray reeling over how to apologize properly to you.

Just exist within Gray’s thoughts and the man is a blushing mess. The thought of something you did a year ago would still have the power to fluster Gray, allowing him to get lost in memories of you when he needed a distraction from his anxieties. It’s embarrassing to be reactive the way he is to everything you do but the fact you call it cute (which only made his face grow hotter) made him feel a little better about how weak his heart was when it came to you.

🌻pink camellia: how do they react when their s/o is gone for a week? a month?

Thankfully, Gray being so sensitive to everything about you meant that he could get lost in memories and still feel like you were close, even when you were out of reach. You weren’t offended that the memories bring him comfort because you know Gray always wanted to make new ones, and the thought of him being sad that you were gone would have you never leaving his side again (which might not be possible with the job you have). Anything longer than a week leaves him a little restless, with Gray trying even more to throw himself into training and his hero work to keep himself distracted from worrying about you.

🌻red chrysanthemums: how long does it take for them to say ‘i love you’?

Be patient, as those three little words are a hard hurdle for Gray to jump over; he wants to scream it out after every cute thing that you do, but he doesn't want to chase you away so early in the relationship. It would mostly be his confidence issues speaking to him, telling him he doesn’t deserve to love you and expect the same sentiment to be returned. He’s forever working himself out of old habits like psyching himself out and not taking risks, knowing he had to move out of his comfort zone for the sake of your relationship. It’ll still be awhile before Gray manages to spit it out but he’ll make the moment extra special and you’ll see a side of him that you’d never seen before.

🌻sunflower: how would they confess their feelings to their crush?

Gray was working off an adrenaline rush, with Billy hyping him up to chase after his dreams and do what he felt is right in the moment. The minute Gray had you in his sights, with your full attention now on him, the temporary confidence crumbled and now he had no idea what to do. He was floundering, stuttering out excuses that make no sense, wishing he could just disappear into the floor. But now that you were looking at him expectantly he knew he had to swallow his fear and just spit it out, since Billy had promised to be there for him should anything bad happen during his confession.

[heyyyitsmegia]

Hi, saw all the b0nrad asks and so I just wanted to chip in a positive, jelly ask 😊

I hope everyone understands that the reason it's called the "cheating" plot in the 1st place is coz Belly LOVES Jeremiah so much so infact it's actually proof of her love for him (and NOT some "proof" that Jere is a villain as that fandom likes to claim). A simple analogy can be how heartbroken one might feel when their crush gets with someone else eventhough in that moment we have no right to be that sad/mad about it coz technically we weren't tgt with/dating our crush at the time it happened. We feel a sort of heartbreak/ "betrayal" coz we felt that they were ours even if they weren't in that moment/even if that wasn't the truth. Belly loved him so much that she still felt he was hers (even when he wasn't hers coz they were broken up), so it was as painful as cheating without it actually be cheating.

Just like the reason why the name Cam Cameron exists in the 1st place was coz Jere gave him that nickname. And Jere was jealous of Cam no matter how much b0nrads like to deny it.

So Cam's nickname being Cam Cameron & the Cabo plot being called the "cheating" plot are actually infact literally proof of Jeremiah & Belly being in love with each other. Some people are just too shallow to get it smh.

And book 3 Jere was just too ooc (out of character) so haters criticing him is so laughable to me coz we all know he just wouldn't do things book 3 Jere did. And I'm not even saying it out of my bias & trying to make him flawless. Like it's just so ooc that Book 3 Jere wanted to live in a dirty apartment so badly esp with Belly too, when infact Jeremiah grew up rich and he's like a rich princess let's be honest so why would he want that lmao. And you can't make him a frat boy & then make him want that apartment (coz frat boys are rich), it's ooc & was so painfully forced.

Sorry for the long pro jelly rant, have a great day 🌻💛💚❤💖

I agree with everything you said. I'm def going to start looking at it from this standpoint from now on. And yes book Jere wasn't Jere in my opinion. Jenny def made him immature and I hated that she did that. Real Jere would have never done those things. The apartment being an example (just like u said). And Jere was 100% jealous of Cam Cameron. Jeremiah in book 3 was ooc. It was forced. And b0nrads are grasping straws trying to find more of Jeremiah's red flags. Don't apologize for a jelly rant. It was much needed! Love you girly!

[vikkirosko]

Hello! Long time not seen! 😚 I can't wait for Christmas. 😍*̣̥☆·͙̥❄‧̩̥࿌ིྀ྇˟͙☃️˟͙࿌ིྀ྇‧̩̥❄·͙̥̣☆*̣̥

The same tall, outgoing, popular and going to sport activities male reader with the same characters. (Craig, Tweek, Clyde, Butters)

Basically the male reader is having a lazy day which happens very rarely and I mean very rarely. 😶 He loves to lean into them no matter the position (Good thing he doesn't crush them. 💀) He lays his head on their lap or stomach and talk about anything, future, what it's like gonna be for them both. When they don't do anything that much and laying on the bed, that is the end for them cause male reader gonna to be clingy to them like a koala who wouldn't let them go for a good long time...Like if they say that they need to do something important the only answer is gonna to be 'Mhm, the only important thing is being here with me. Now shush.' If they somehow still get out, he would go after them just after a good while. He will sneak up quietly and slowly behind them with a blanket and pick them up with the blanket rolled around for them not to move and get them back to bed. It's like a trap that you can't get out. 😭 After those lazy days he is back being the loving, affectional boyfriend. 😅

-from 🌻sunflower🌻 anon

Hey hey 👋

I had snow a couple of days ago and I really hope that it will stay until the New Year. Last year there was slush on the street on New Year's Eve, which frankly does not really contribute to the New Year mood

Headcanons Lazy day

🖕 Craig Tucker x male!Reader 🚀

Craig got used to the fact that you were active and you were overflowing with energy. However, very rarely, about once every few months, or even less often, you had a lazy day. On this day, you did absolutely nothing, preferring to lie in bed. Most often it happened on the weekend, so Craig kept you company in your laziness

On your lazy day, you loved hugging him, leaning towards him. Craig stood quietly, not really worried about it. Most of the time you were lying on the bed with your head on his lap and looking at the ceiling. You spoke calmly about everything in the world. You talked about everything that came into your head, including your future. You shared your thoughts with him, telling him which college you would like to study at, which colleges you could study together and about the life you would like to spend with him

You were holding his hand and you weren't going to let go. When Craig wanted to get up, referring to the fact that he had something he had to do, you squeezed his hand a little tighter and said that the only important thing was being with you. At such moments, Craig only sighed heavily, abandoning his attempts to leave

Craig knew that the next day your laziness would disappear as if it never existed. He understood that even you had moments when you didn't want to do anything, so he kept you company, just being next to you, watching some movie or just napping together. The next day you were already awake and fresh again, ready for anything that could happen, causing a grin from Craig

☕ Tweek Tweak x male!Reader ☕

Tweek was active and nervous all the time. You were often active too, but you rarely had lazy days. On days like these, you didn't want to do anything. You could just lie on the bed, rarely getting up, and that was the kind of day you had when you decided to come visit your boyfriend

Tweek was sitting on the bed in his room while you were lying with your head on his lap. Your legs were hanging off the bed, but it didn't bother you much. You spoke quietly about everything in the world, not expecting an answer from him. You talked about everything that came into your head, including your future. He didn't hear some of your phrases, but some of those he heard made him embarrassed, because you were talking about your future together

When Tweek was about to go to the kitchen, he couldn't get up because you weren't going to get up from his lap. You were lying with your eyes closed and muttered that the most important thing right now was his being with you. It was only when you dozed off that he was able to gently put your head on the bed and go to the first floor. However, you came after him a few minutes later. Tweek didn't have time to notice you, which allowed you to wrap him in a blanket and carry him back to the room, after which you fell asleep again, hugging him

At first, Tweek tried to break out of the blanket trap he found himself in, but pretty quickly he came to terms with it. Your relaxed and calm expression made him smile softly. He rarely saw you so calm, because you were usually quite active. He knew that tomorrow you would be the same as usual again, so he decided to rest next to you

🌮 Clyde Donovan x male!Reader 💧

From the first day of your acquaintance, Clyde knew you as a sociable and energetic person. However, in the few years that you have been together, he has learned that sometimes, extremely rarely, but you are too lazy to do absolutely everything. You called such days lazy days. On such days, you almost didn't get out of bed, preferring to wrap yourself in a blanket and lie in bed, and Clyde was happy to keep you company in this

When you had a lazy day again, Clyde came to visit you. You were lying on your bed together and talking about everything in the world. At some point you started talking about your future. You shared your plans for the future with Clyde and told him that you would like a common future to await you. Clyde answered you vividly with a smile listening to what you were saying

When Clyde got a call from his father, he tried to get up to talk to him in the hallway, but he couldn't get up. You were lying on top of him, putting your head on his stomach and hugging him with your arms. When he told you that it could be something important, you told him that the most important thing right now is his being with you. Clyde didn't argue with you and calmly talked on the phone without getting up from your bed

Clyde liked your lazy days. He usually tried to keep up with you and your energy, but on days like these, you were both relaxed. He enjoyed this day, realizing that the very next day you will become energetic and sociable again, the way you were every day. He loved you regardless of whether you were energetic or not

⚡Butters Stotch x male!Reader 🔨

Every day Butters saw you as an active and sociable guy. You had a huge amount of classes that you spent your energy on. However, it was extremely rare for you to have a lazy day when you didn't want to do absolutely anything and spent most of the day in bed. That's the kind of day Butters spent with you

You were lying on your bed. Your head was lying on his lap and he gently stroked your hair, unable to keep a smile. You lay with your eyes closed, quietly talking about everything that came into your head. You were talking about the weather, about the recent snowfall, but gradually the topic of your monologue changed to your future. You talked about where you would like to go and that you would like to spend your life with Butters. Your words made him blush, but he didn't interrupt you

When his embarrassment became too strong, he tried to get up to leave the room and calm down a little, but he couldn't do it. You weren't going to get up, and when Butters said that he needed to leave on a very important matter, you just said that the most important thing right now was to be with you. Your words confused him even more, but he didn't argue with you

Butters knew that you were pretty clingy on normal days, but on your lazy day your clinginess became especially strong, but he didn't mind it. He knew that the very next day you would become active and sociable again, the way you were every day. In the meantime, he could relax a little and relax with you without worrying about anything

[twst-lovecraft]

Waah! I just loves you little things post! May i request something similar but with Azul, Rook and one from your choosing? ty ty

twst character x reader || fluff || romantic relationship (at crushing state) [🌻]

TW: mention of childhood trauma because of bullying, lack of self-worth (Azul); OOC  

Little things they do: {part 1} {part 2} 

Summary: {part 2} - Little things that they do when they're crushing on you, although they do not notice their change in behaviour.

Characters(s): Azul Ashengrotto, Floyd Leech, Rook Hunt

Au note: Thank you anon for liking my humble headcanons 💖 And for the random character I choose Floyd because the spinning wheel online said so - Last but not least, thank you my dear friend, Yiini (they do not have a tumblr), for helping me with headcanoning Floyd in this request! 

Azul Ashengrotto:

Azul would also be in the denial category because of his cautiousness and self-doubts despite he knows the existence of his more vulnerable sides. What he has learned throughout his childhood is that you should suppress your emotion and put on a facade so that you seem invulnerable to the public eyes. The same things when he started to notice his feelings beginning to blossom. He started to think of the worse scenario: you will reject him in the first place and he would have no chance at all to win your heart and favour.

The first sign that Azul is holding feelings for you is that he would become more distant from you than usual. His facade would be easier to spot as when Azul must have a conversation with you, he would put on his fake business smile and attitude which is weird if you had known him before (rather you had been one of his childhood friends or you had known him ever since your first year in Night Raven Collage).

Azul might need a little push to fully court you properly or a reason for him to live in the moment without caring about the consequences. You might catch him "accidentally" walking alongside you to classes when Azul had entirely accepted that with romance; he needs to try before assuming anything.

Azul would also be one of the boys who really hard to catch him slipping up something important, especially his more vulnerable sides and his little soft spots for you. This usually happens off-scene when he's alone because he always tries to be presentable to you whenever you two are sitting in the same room. Sometimes when Azul's in his office and VIP room, he may wander his thought to you or reminds him of one of your hobbies when going through some paperwork of Mostro Lounge. When he's going through the suggestion of the seasonal menu of the Mostro Lounge, maybe it was spring and you perhaps like strawberry and a type of strawberry flavour desert on the new menu might remind him of you.

After some time, he would appear more vulnerable in front of you and your chances of catching him off guard are more regular than before. Azul would easily be touched by your kindness to everyone and him despite of his sketchy reputation.

If you two could schedule some alone time with each other (which would definitely make Azul feel over the moon), Azul would drink up every drop of your affection and care and you might hear him ramble about how tired he's. He would have the trust to ramble to you freely without a care that you would judge him for it. Because he knows that you're not that kind of person which is also the reason why he had fallen for you in the first place.

Floyd Leech:

Floyd would be confused for a while when he started to liking you because he seems like a person who did not have any experience with land dwellers’ romance nor had read about it in the first place. At first, Floyd might think that he had a heart attack or nearly dying because all of the air has been suck out of his lungs whenever he’s standing beside you. You bet that Floyd is extremely baffle with this situation that he’s facing. He would also be less focus during his shift at Mostro Lounge which makes Azul very frustrated. 

Sometimes after, when Floyd finally understand the feelings inside of his chest is actually called “love” and he’s being introduce to the topic of romance and how the human body would react whenever they’re near someone they’re attracted to. He would also immediately became more clinger to you despite of his mood. 

If he has a sour mood, Floyd would basically talk your ear off and became so whiny like a child who had lost one of his favourite toy and expected you to coax him with love and care.  

Like Azul, Floyds loves to rambling every things that he feels at the moment when he sees you. Another thing is that Floyd actually do not needs to hide away his crush for you. He would express that openly for everyone to see, because of that, no one would even dare to mess with you ever and anon. Floyd would also has the urge to hug and squeeze you with love when ever he cross path with you in the hallway. 

Much like Azul himself, Floyd would very much being reminds of you through simple objects in his everyday life. Unlike Azul though, Floyd would immediately show the thing reminds him of you in a heart beat like a child who had discover something interesting on their own and waiting for you to praise them. If he saw an interesting rock on the road then he would simply bring it to you and said this rock is special because it’s reminds him of you. 

As you can guess, Floyd is a big tease himself and even before he has notice his feeling for you, Floyd has been teasing you from the start, trying to get a reaction out of you. Even drag you further into his rendezvous, outburst of emotion to do something all of a sudden. He might wanted to skip Trein’s period so he just pick you up drag you by himself to a place where he could show you the interesting things that he had just found and keep you for himself. 

Rook Hunt:

Rook is also a tough nut to crack. Despite Rook claims himself as Le chasseur d’amour, he might take a while to started notice his feelings for you is romantic because Rook simply spend all of his time to admire beauty and sang his heart out to praising the concept of “Love”. So for him to notice that his action towards you act out of that concept it’s gonna be a whole journey. 

With Rook, the synopsis of slip up does not exists in the first place because he has always openly express his honest feeling about everything that’s surrounding him but before Rook could realize his own feelings, most of his action was act out on unconsciousness psyche while chasing after the said concept of love, romance and beauty in life. 

As Rook go on his outdoors activities to search and discover undercover beauty and charms of life, he always made a mental note, even speak out his thoughts that nothing could compare to your ethereal charms and beauty. That’s when reality hit him, the Hunter has finally met and understand the feeling of love and it was right under his nose yet he can not recognize it. 

Even before Rook realize his feelings, you can guess that he has his eyes on you for while before that. At first, it might not because you had shot a Cupid’s Arrow straight through his heart but rather you had caught his interest like a few beastmen, mermen or faes in the school ground. 

But after Rook known about his undying love for you, the purpose of his observation tendency started to changes. In the past, he may used to observe you from afar to gush or singing praises about how adorable you are (even if you’re like taller than 6 feet), at the present, he think you’re adorable still but he prefer to just watch and admire you from afar. After all, Rook is kinda a hopeless romantic himself. 

[sw1mmingfoolz]

🌻 sunflower sheets, sunshine boy - lee donghyuck🌻

requested? Y/N

genre: pre-established best friends to lovers, only one bed, fluff, mentioned mark lee being a lil shit, honestly very self indulgent lmao

content warnings: implied past abuse (it isn't discussed, also pre-established), reader has a lil nightmare

pairing: haechan x gn! reader

wc: 2.3k

a/n: i have SO many WIPs going atm and the motivation to actually write none of them, so i apparently wrote this instead. the only one bed scenario is something that actually happened to me (it did not go this way though i didn't really like the dude we were both just drunk so we shared a mattress lmao. he sucked.) and this all came to me after a nightmare of my own past abuser so this is just self indulgent garbage really lmaooo :') as always feedback is super appreciated even if this is just a lil vignette kinda oneshot! much love to you all mwah mwah 💞💞

You cursed whatever deities may exist for your current predicament as the warmth from Donghyuck's torso radiated over your back. Well, more specifically, you supposed you cursed Mark Lee and his horrendously obvious attempts at matchmaking; a lone double bed made fresh with sunflower patterned linens that emanated a faint lemony scent sat in the small attic of his family home and the other beds somehow already claimed before everyone had gone over to celebrate his birthday. For whatever reason, Donghyuck hadn't seemed to find it suspicious that you and he were the only ones who hadn't been asked where you'd prefer to sleep the week prior. Or if he had, he hadn't mentioned it, simply shooting you a lopsided smile and informing you with a smirk that he sleeps shirtless before accepting the arrangements without question.

And so here you were, rolling to lie on your back and stare at the ceiling, where in the dark your brain conjured warping patterns that didn't exist as if trying to distract you from your racing thoughts. A small square of moonlight bathed golden skin next to you, filtering through the window on the roof like a spotlight. Donghyuck let out a small snore and you wondered how on earth he was able to sleep so easily like this, his feet grazing yours under the sprawling duvet and his face smushed unceremoniously into the pillow he'd claimed for his own. The trees rustled outside in the audible breeze, a sound that would lull you into peaceful dreams any other time. Yet you'd never felt more awake in your life than you did at that moment.

You hadn't exactly protested yourself; in fact you knew Mark would be awaiting your exuberant thanks for giving you such an opportunity with a man only he knew you to have had a silent crush on for years by that point. But you were far too stubborn to actually admit that his plan was pretty decent. You knew if you'd dissented he would have found other sleeping arrangements for you without complaint, but his smugness had almost felt like a challenge, and you were adamant you’d never lose a challenge to Mark of all people.

You and Donghyuck had been best friends for longer than you could even remember—he'd seen so many of your triumphs and losses, your highs and lows, the big moments in your life and the little ones you didn't even know if he remembered and treasured the way you did—and far be it from you to threaten a connection you weren't sure you'd find again if you lost him. Your heart raced and you prayed it didn't cut through the silence in actuality the way it consumed your sense of hearing, pulse thrumming in your ears like a kick drum. After probably too many minutes of being definitely too aware of the process of breathing, Donghyuck stirred with a small groan and turned to face you.

"Can't sleep?" He asked groggily, rubbing at his sleep laden eyes with a clumsy fist before looking up at you through heavy eyelashes.

"No," you responded simply, voice coming out as more of a hoarse whisper than you'd intended. He nodded, and you heard it against the fabric of the pillowcase. A weighted silence followed briefly, the air weirdly stuffy, and you felt like you were fighting for breath. You eventually looked over to find him watching your face, contemplative, as if studying every detail for the first time.

"Do you wanna, like, cuddle or something?" You blinked at him, amazed as always at the way he was able to be so bold as if it were no big deal. He threw the suggestion out so casually that it threw you off. If it were any of your other friends you would have laughed, joked about it and probably accepted because of the comfort the contact provided, but in your lovesick state you found yourself entirely frozen where you laid.

"Um," you faltered, biting the inside of your cheek. He exhaled through his nose, a somewhat-laugh quiet enough to be appropriate for the time of night, and smiled up at you, though you didn't feel strong enough to look at said smile for more than a few seconds. Truly dazzling, you thought.

"It was a totally good-natured suggestion," he clarified, feet nudging yours again but more purposefully this time. He resisted the urge to intertwine his legs with yours fully and moved his hair from where it had fallen in front of his tired eyes, still looking at you with more focus than you felt you desired. "Since I know you like the touch and it might help you sleep. There's no pressure, you can say no." You smiled at him, grateful for the way he offered you an out so considerately, but you then realised this wasn't a situation you were in often. And, in your humble opinion, if there were any time to indulge in such timid desires, it totally would be at buttfuck o'clock in the morning with your entire friend group a floor below.

"Sure." His eyes widened slightly; he obviously didn't expect you to agree, but his expression quickly softened when he noticed you falter. Before you could change your mind or stutter out a nervous string of "but only if you wanna!" adjacent sentences, he wrapped an arm around your shoulders and pulled you into his chest. As if on instinct, your fingers tried to ball into his shirt; however in its absence it looked more like you were trying to pinch at his chest. It made him laugh heartily, your face heating up, though he appeared to think the teasing was best saved for later as he bit his tongue and adjusted his arm to lie under your neck.

"Comfy?" He asked gently, breath hot on your ear before he nuzzled his chin against your head. You nodded the best you could, nudging further into his neck as you let his warmth consume you. He let himself slip a little further, tangling his legs with yours just a bit to see if you’d back away and feeling his heart swell when you intertwined them further. His other arm rested loosely over your waist, steady breathing inspiring yours to mimic, and before you could even realise how tired you were the security his presence offered you finally lured you to sleep.

The peace apparently didn't want to linger, however, as only an hour later Donghyuck awoke again to you trembling in his hold. He looked down at you blearily as your hand clutched at his side and your breathing staggered. He took a moment to come to and realise what was happening before shaking you gently to wake you up.

It happened with a start, your breath catching dramatically in your throat as your eyes blew wide. He shushed you gently, one hand stroking through your hair, as you silently searched his face with frantic pupils. They weren't looking for anything in particular; just the familiarity your heart apparently craved, your brain fighting to come back to reality fully and shake the remnants of the nightmare that plagued you.

"Are you okay?" His voice was so quiet it was barely audible, hand ceaseless in its careful motions. "Seemed like you were having a bad dream."

"Yeah," you whispered unsteadily, suddenly aware of the hand with which you held onto his side like you were scared he'd vanish from under it. He hummed in understanding, tightening his hold a little.

"Was it about who I think it was?"

"Yeah," you repeated, still too internally distressed to show any real outward emotions the way you wanted to. "They're less frequent these days, but y'know." He hummed again, hand dropping to draw comforting circles into the skin of your hip and bring you back a little.

"Just try to focus on me," he murmured, still obviously sleepy. You nodded, doing your best to divert every conscious thought you had to his movements, his breathing, his very presence; and after a few moments you felt grounded enough to actually form sentences.

"You always know how to help," you laughed drily, voice low. You knew your friends couldn't hear you; even beyond the floor difference they were all insanely heavy sleepers, to the point you'd think they never slept a day in their life. Donghyuck giggled against your hair, more high pitched than he'd like, and manoeuvred you both so that he was lying on his back with your head resting on his chest. His heartbeat was steady against your cheek, and his hold remained tight. "What time is it?"

"I dunno, like, four in the morning?" He shrugged at his own estimate, phone too far on the nightstand for him to bother finding out. "Why?"

"Because." Your insecurity leaked through into your mumbles but you couldn't find it in you to care, knowing beyond your own mild discombobulation that Donghyuck was not all there himself. "I just think early morning hours are the time to be vulnerable."

"True." He stared at the ceiling, thumb massaging your shoulder absentmindedly. "Why, did you wanna talk about it?"

You took a deeper breath to try and steady yourself before snuggling into the crook of his neck. "I just think I had that nightmare because I'm sleeping with you."

"That sounds like something I should be offended by," he chuckled breathily. "Why me?"

"I mean. Being helplessly in love with you complicates a lot of things." You'd spoken before you could allow yourself to hesitate, though now that the words were out there and his body had stiffened beneath you regret started flooding your nerves, burning them like an electrical current under water.

"What?"

"You heard me," you pouted, growing more self-conscious by the second.

"Just wanted to make sure I heard you right." Another tense silence followed, one that made your ears ring and your chest flutter. "What does that have to do with the nightmare?"

"I dunno, just. The usual shit, allowing yourself to be vulnerable and all that stuff again. It's scary at the best of times, even without everything that happened with Hyunwoo." You hated the way your tongue felt jammed, unable to express the fear that festered like rot in the bottom of your heart. It was pervasive, parasitic almost, something you struggled to cast out even if you had reduced its impact greatly in the years since you'd escaped. You looked up to find him watching you yet again, expression fond and curious. "You can do a lot of work," you tried, brows furrowed as you searched for the words. "You help yourself as much as you can, you do the therapy, you get better at functioning, all that stuff." He nodded, entirely attentive and patient, giving you the odd encouraging squeeze around your shoulders. He could tell you'd been wanting to get this all off your chest for a while.

"You've come a really long way since then, we're all proud of you," he smiled when you hesitated, wary of interrupting but not wanting to lose the moment to tell you. While Donghyuck was one to poke fun a lot—one to be sarcastic, one to make constant jokes—he was also always the first to compliment you and encourage you, a balance you were always thankful to have in your life.

"Thank you," you grinned, continuing. "But it doesn't matter how much work you do when you meet someone you fall for because you kinda have to accept that there's a whole other kind of shit under the surface that you can't unpack on your own, and you have to hope the person you've found sees all that and tells you ‘it's okay’ while you figure your shit out together."

"Everyone has their own baggage." You sat up a little to look at his thoughtful expression, moonlight shimmering on his soft features. After a moment of intense eye contact, he broke the silence with a serene smile. "Hey Y/N?"

"Yeah?"

"It's okay." You stared at him for a moment, his words running laps around your own in your brain, the simplest kind of acceptance that seemed to short circuit you as your heart swelled. "And hey, I’m pretty in love with you too, so maybe you're not that hopeless."

"Is my want to kiss you right now equally as not hopeless?" You asked somewhat clumsily, grin mischievous. He took a moment to gawk at you being the bold one for a change before smirking, shaking his head.

"If you wanna kiss me so bad then do it."

You stared at him for a while longer, his gaze unwaveringly confident, and in sensing your slight hesitation he chuckled complacently before being the one to take the dive. You weren’t sure if it was the time of morning or the rawness in vulnerability that made you feel slightly delirious, head spinning as your mind took a second to catch up. The feeling of his lips on yours was unfamiliar but far from unwelcome, the warmth he radiated spreading like fire from the legs that twined together to the cheeks he cradled so tenderly. He smiled against your lips, breaking the kiss with a slightly bashful laugh, and you swear you saw galaxies in his eyes with the way he looked at you.

“What are you laughing at?” You watched him bewilderedly, the pull of his lips increasingly adoring as he pulled your head back to his neck and rocked you in his arms with another childish giggle.

“I’ve just wanted to do that for longer than you know.” His voice was angelic and light, like chimes in the wind, making you smirk against his collarbones. “It’s okay,” he repeated in a gaily hum, hold on you safe and reassuring. “We’ll get through anything, together.”

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