#the motivation needs to come back...
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So I am a firm believer that Elias put Martin in the Archives to die first. He was like "Okay Martin's pretty much completely useless and Jon doesn't like him. This is perfect, he'll be the first person to die, so Jon will learn the stakes of this job but won't be too upset about it!"
And then Martin didn't die. And kept not dying. And Jon started to actually like him. A lot. This is a problem because Jon is getting distracted and sentimental and focused o
So Elias is like "Damn okay Jon now wants me dead (passive) but if I do anything to Martin directly Jon will want me dead (active) and might actually try to kill me and/or do other things that will ruin my plans."
So, he's tries to pass him off to Peter to get rid of him that way.
And then Jon kills Peter, confirming what Elias thought would happen if he did something to Martin, but none of that matters now because Jon is right where Elias wants him.
And then the Eyepocalypse happens, and Martin is the one who helps Jon stay as they travel across the broken world and to the Panopitcon, where Jon killed Elias anyway.
And all of this could have been avoided on Jonah's end if he had just not put Martin in the Archives.
#a talking bunkat#the magnus archives#Tma#tma spoilers#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#elias bouchard#I have been planning on drawing art of Peter Elias and Annabelle all being like#''I just need to make him not be so in love with the Archivest then all my evil plans will come to fruition''#i'm back on my bullshit#I love you talking about character motivations for no reason 💜
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OH MY GOODNESS i love this !!!! 🥹🩷🩷
Eden belongs to @manuellarts
@nerdy-bunny-girl did original art for eden
Alef is my original art
#I LOVE IT#man i haven't continued awakening in a while#i miss it#the motivation needs to come back...#THIS IS SO CUTE
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boy that causes me great pain
#my art#bdouble0100 fanart#bdouble0100#bdubs fanart#i still do not know what tags to use for him#<— says that every time i post art of him#ehhhhhhhhh.#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#i guess#you knowww i dont feel like im getting much enjoyment or satisfaction from drawing anymore#i just do it because if i dont then i go insane#but im so tired raghghrgh. never make anything worth it#come back to me passion for creating. come back to me. i need youuuu#motivation. energy. ideas. please
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FINALLY ANOTHER SLASHER DRAWING RAHHHHH
i haven’t been active at all guys im so sorry 😭😭😭😭 i’ve been doodling daily to get back into the habit more so hopefully lots more is coming very soon!! thank you to everyone who’s being patient with me :,3 🫶🏻
also yes slasher’s real name is officially harvey now thank you alex g
i drew this last night to play around with new ways of coloring/rendering with gradient maps and overlay layers :33 i really like it actually!! it was a lot of fun :DDD and also a small bit of lore and diving more into slasher’s memory issues and depersonalization 🤭🤭 oh how i love using him as my therapy LMAOO
#art#small artist#artists on tumblr#digital art#creepypasta fandom#my artwork#creepypasta oc#my oc art#creepypasta oc art#‘erm…. he’s right behind me isn’t he…..’ -slasher probably#whether that refers to the version of himself before he became a proxy he can barely remember or slender is up to you HAHAHAHA#no but i actually relly really like how this turned out#i wanna try a similar method but like… with MORE rendering. make it more polished if that makes sense bc i really enjoyed drawing this#like drawing like this lowkey made me really love drawing again#NOT THAT I DIDNT ALREADY LOVE IT i’ve always loved it#but like… motivation is hard yk?#especially bc i’ve been wanting to experiment more with my art but haven’t known how#and i think this is a very fun way of doing that :33#ANYWAY ough fanart…. need to draw more pastas…. nedeed… dneed pasta….. im hungry LOL#BEN art coming so soon i can feel it in my blood#i can hear him in the back of my mind ‘ooooo you wanna draw me so bad’ LMAOOO#omg you know who i REALLY need to draw? jeff#I STILL HAVENT PROPERLY DRAWN OUT MY DESIGN FOR HIM this needs to be fixed immediately#also i love emo boy jeff he is SOOOO emo boy in my au#i love non emo jeffs too but emo jeff will never not have a place in my heart#jeff was in my dream last night actually that was neat#BEN was there too ofc but that’s not a rare occurrence
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okay, this one's a LIIIIIITTLE different from what i usually draw, hope ya don't mindheheahahahehahaha
4 am sketch under the cUT
#rubyart#mha#mha art#bnha#bnha art#all might#toshinori yagi#yagi toshinori#skrunkly man#is not so skrunkly👀#this took way longer than i wanted it to#oh well#drew that sketch at 4 am a fEW days ago#motivation does me dirty#i love this man so much#gonna draw an ask soon hehehe#how do you draw furniture#i need to get better at it#i aleo need to stop coming back to this and adding more tags😭
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what the inside of my brain feels like lately 😵💫
#the burnout has come for me i fear#haven’t been reading or motivated to take pics#need to get my mojo back#bookstack#book pile#book piles#pile of books#books on books#booklr#books#book#reading#mine#bookish#bookblr#read queer all year
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first non fanart/oc art i’ve done in 2 years
#don’t know how many people care about a non fandom art#but that’s kinda the point of doing this one#it was something nobody else would care about and that’s what i need to start drawing more#turns out only creating art based on other people’s ideas#doesn’t end up making you feel all that creative you know??#it’s midnight and i’m rambling#i haven’t had a decent amount of art motivation in over a year#after a year you start getting a little desperate to figure out why it’s not just coming back#i need to sleep#i’ll schedule the post and stop rambling to myself#runes art#artists on tumblr#art#what the heck do you tag general artwork??#whatever this isn’t made for getting a bunch of attention anyway
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mommy misses you all
#eeuaghhhhjsjaiiolkx#my love for this app is slowly subsiding and i feel like ive lost my spark#sorry to anyone who tagged me in games/sent me msgs/ etc ive not been on this app properly in a hot minute#i see all my asks though <33 i love u all#initially i wanted to finish sjap and just dip before uni but i think i just need a long break#i dont know im so conflicted w emotions rn but i think im gonna go on hiatus :’(#with uni and my job in retail & my new one @ the hospital im a busy busy girl#i have no motivation to write rn and i dont know when it’ll come back#im not joining ree in leaving god bless her soul though#if we’re mutuals feel free to ask for my socials or number or ssn or address idgaf let a bitch know#this post isnt a goodbye more of a see you later#love u all ill be back <3
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wow these guys are so gay...
#might finish some of those sketches later#motivation please come back to me where did you go#i feel like i just keep drawing them the exact same way but like oh well#silly sapphics for the win#blaze the cat#amy rose#blazamy#ravioliart#raviolisketches#i need to headcanon them more but also i just really like their canon designs#the only time i change them is for aus lmao#also i can't draw muscles but amy is buff btw#raviolioriginal
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When things get tough and/or I start catastrophizing and I feel like giving up (mostly related to career/studies/future studies because that's my biggest monster to slay rn 🐲⚔️):
Remember how younger you passionately worked her ass off to get you to where you are now. How would she feel if you didn't make the most of her effort?
Remember how hard your family — your parents and grandparents and great-grandparents, etc. —worked so that you could even think of your dreams as real possibilities to aspire to. They had a dream, and it was difficult for them to achieve it too, but they didn't give up.
Remember how past generations of women and their allies fought to give women a place in public life if they so chose it. You might not always believe in yourself, but people who didn't even know you believed in you enough to fight the inequality. Despite the setbacks you may face, they believed you belong and that you have potential. You should believe the same of yourself too.
#okay that last one is probs a broad romanticization since when we say women and their allies started fighting for equality#it wasn't for ALL women...#and tbh idk much about the history of women in STEM#which is my 'public sphere of life'#but i still find it quite empowering to look back and see all the progress we've made since then#i mean there's still lots of progress to make#but we have come a long way#at least in some places of the world...#women in stem#stem academia#stem student#stemblr#studyblr#study motivation#med studyblr#studyspo#studyinspo#don't give up#monday motivation#god knows i'll need it
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Forgot to post this here but small wip of Battle Queen Jinx and her royal mage & right hand man Ezreal ☝
#I've had this idea for so long#and battle queens coming back gave me the motivation I needed to start it#league of legends#ezreal#jinx#league of legends ezreal#league of legends jinx#sketch#wip#work in progress#my art
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Twin WIP!
#vampire hunter d#vhd#wip#I was big and greedy on insta but I feel generous on here#I've been incredibly motivated for this piece for some reason it basically was started what 4 days ago?#Ignore the janky anatomy for now I won't be able to draw much the next few days so I'll come back fresh soon✨✨#After the Valcua piece I went into a horrendous artblock but I'm back😎🫶🫶#In my head I had it placed more pre twin shadowed knight but it works being post too - choose whichever#I need more twin everything - so little fanart or fanfiction I'll do my part where I can💪
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hoping to finish my assignments by tonight, in the mean time, if yall have any nikprice/nik/price/ghost/alerudy/rudy stuff that I might've missed and you want to recommend em to me feel free to tag me under said posts or come say hi in my ask
u can rec ur own stuff too!
#i have a few blogs i wanna visit too#father...nekros...rem...bwuh...uhhh who else#oh yes i need to catch up on sy...ceil...and a few more xreader blog for some yummy fics#i wonder if the warren has new chapters#oh! also i know owlies also tagged me on the other blog i'll get to those after my assignments too#MUCH TO CATC UP LMAO#then i wanna draw again#i TRIED jn and jesus christ#i didnt draw for a week and shi goes cray i cant recognize my own art LMFAKDFHDFKLSGJFHDSFLKSJF#please i hope i get back that consistency....IT WAS SO HARD TO GET A STYLE IM COMFY WITH....#much to do#im using this as a motivation boost so i can come and see everyone's amazing fics and arts#LOCK IN GOMZ!! LOCK THE FUCK IN#gummmyspeaks
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okay wait but thats . thats really good. i love e soul's arc holy cow theres sm going on
#tbhx#the way hes completely masked now.. i dont think we'll get him unmasked again for a long while.#aha the costume as a symbol for him completely coming under the thumb of the system#i think it was a long time comjng#especially with how suddenly he got so much trust value.. it overwhelming#he got catapaulted from the very bottom to being a giant#how can he give that up?#and the people want him to be righteous and just and all of that#but finally bending to the public's whims and by extension the commission#AA i have more to say but ill hold off temporarily i need to Digest#tbhx spoilers#OK IM BACK#HE KILLED THE GUY WHO SAVED HIM !! THATS THE END OF WHAT HE COULDVE BEEN#THE FINAL STRAW#but everything was building up to it#he was so motivated by justice and it got twisted so easily#and you can tell how this will go forward#because killing somone.. and someone who saved him in the past at that -- thats a special type of low#and the important thing is also that it contributed nothing to getting justice for shang chao#if he ever wants to take the mask off and atone hes gonna have to face it#that his motivations have been bent#that at this point in time he was more worried about the public and his trust value#than really handling shang chao's death#the public turned it into him fighting the old e soul and taking the mantle#but it wasnt meant to be about that really#ahh man. so good
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Remember the dancing wip?

Well forget it I started a fresh art this afternoon! This angst comes first i need to draw it out of my head to focus on my soft wips uuuu (coming soon soon tonight probably its friday)
#i read a story now i am very motivated#and need to focus on my other stuff so i decided to just do it and go back to all my abandoned wips#also i dodnt do angst in forever its exciting kinda heheh#coming soon with a link to the fic and dedication to the author that gave me brainworms uu#buddie#art wip#wip#911 abc#angsty angst#sasankastuff#my art
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if i don’t go to the gym tomorrow everyone has permission to tell me im a loser
#but that’s only if i don’t go!!!#i’ll come back with proof#i just need to motivate myself#maybe it’ll drag me out of this depressive episode#anyways#goodnight minions
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