#the only thing keeping me alive is

[doorlene]

hey chicago i dont like u very much atm. probably has something to do with taylors surprise songs. idk. take a guess. bitch.

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[lotus-pear]

dazai stop rizzing up the enemy challenge go!!

[dreemurr-skelememer]

they make me ill

[mikaelasgraveyard]

i really really loved the scavengers reign final episodes.

that scene where sam steps under that tree and just. looks up at the light coming through the branches…Before anything even happened i knew at that moment he decided he was going to die there.

like can you imagine how that trip must’ve been ? he died long before he was even infected. he knew that. but ursula needed to see the demeter before he left her. he knew that. and so he went , dragging his corpse along. waiting. watching for the perfect place to say goodbye

[starrylevi]

Levi who has an untitled album in his phone and it’s all pictures of you. Most are candids in which you’re caught off guard. He’s talented at taking pictures without you noticing. There’s a picture of you sleeping, another of you snuggled up against his chest, one of you belly laughing, and more. However, his favorites are the ones that are the most ordinary, the ones that you personally don’t think are all that special. In these pictures you’re doing the most mundane things like laundry, washing the dishes, watching television, engaging in your favorite hobby, etc. He thinks you look beautiful in all of them. He doesn’t believe there needs to be a reason for him to take these pictures. You simply existing is reason enough for him.

[pisscentral]

i was plagued by vivid hallucinations and wasted an hour of my life by making this at 1 am

this drawing is stupid and i hate it and my leg hurts a lot

[autisticandroids]

CASTIEL: Stop. What's the point if you don't mean it? You fear me - not love, not respect, just fear.

[youtube with closed captions]

a godstiel pity party. i'd like to thank an anon i got way back in february of 2021.

[ventique18]

A married 🐉 who has to fill out a form, giggling like a schoolgirl when he has to check "married" as his status and write down his spouse's name. He accidentally puts a heart sign at the end of their name and has to redo the form again lol.

[jujoobedoodling]

Haunting.

Phantom of the Opera Spire anyone? Jaina is once again the nerdy skeptic just can't let the ghost rumours go. She finds more than she bargained for - namely, a hot and broody elf named Sylvanas Windrunner.

inspired by this femslash february prompt list

[myokk]

[blackkatdraws2]

Laptop screen problems!! Might take a while for me to post something new. (◠‿◠)

Ha. Hahahahah hahe heaah. For the majority of my life, I have animated and drawn on a shitty cheap phone screen with cracks all over it and this laptop thinks it can stop me with a little green tint.?

Screw this fuck. I have my tablet display screen just fine, this thing isn't going into any repair shops anytime soon. Not until I finish my animation and I will finish that fucking animation, I am NOT going a single day not drawing because of a faulty display cable or whatever other problems this dainty little Acer laptop has.

I most definitely do not have the money to fix this thing at the moment, school has just started, and my body is currently in pain because of physical problems beyond my control, I don't care. I am finishing that goddamn animation, I am drawing, I will animate until I drop dead in front of my SCREEN.

If I die I'm taking my drawing equipment with me so I can still draw in hell.

[acecroft]

ALAN WAKE 2 - Behind the Scenes #4 ☕️

[macabremarble]

found some traditional sketches with veronica and grell (they’re pretty old? how come i never posted them here)

[greenstudies]

Sometimes self care looks like a 3 hour long walk through the forest and looking for birds and plants you don't know and getting your shoes all dirty and just walking off to the forest

sometimes self care is also finishing the walk with hot chocolate in a local café

[gold0venice]

Vivinos/Alien Stage:

- Sua haunting the narrative

- Mizi not healed from her death

- Omg it’s Hyuna she is so cool and badass (I genuinely love her so much don’t mind me)

- Ivantill kiss but at the cost of our sanity

- Sua slapping Ivan in the head and calling him a hypocrite

Alien Stage fans: *sobbing in fics and fan art*