Tumgik
#the satisfaction i feel right now
twinsarekeepers · 4 months
Text
Walker and Leah being the top result when you put percabeth in the search engine WAR IS OVER
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
1K notes · View notes
britcision · 3 months
Text
Out here trying to just write a fun and slightly awkward first time but these goddamn men are suddenly out here giving themselves Revelations and Dramatic Moments and the best worst sex of both of their lives and I just
That is not what this is for
That is not what I wanted
But it’s good shit and I have nowhere else to put it and if I stop and go back what the hell else do I do instead?
27 notes · View notes
orcelito · 7 months
Text
I've always known that my dad loved us, but nothing's driven that home as much as everything we've found in the After.
Our prominence in his home (pictures, father's day cards, gifts on display, the letter), the way he prioritized us... and a damned good life insurance policy, set up specifically so that if he died early (always a possibility, since driving jobs are more dangerous than many) then we would have enough to get ourselves Set.
He raised us to become as independent as possible as soon as possible. Made sure we knew how to cook, clean, handle our finances (though he was hilariously kind of bad at that, himself), and much more. I've been doing my own laundry since I was about 10 years old, so it's a surprise when I hear about people going off to college still not knowing. Utterly unimaginable to me.
He wanted us to finish college so we could live more comfortable lives than he did. My sister accomplished this in good time. I have not. But with his final gift to us, this life insurance money, it's a very real thing I could do. I could Realistically pay for the rest of my schooling and not even have to work through it. And in not having to work as I take classes, I can dedicate myself to them more thoroughly than ever before, and hopefully Finally finish my degree.
Just as he wanted for me.
I'll always miss him, since having him in my life was worth more than any amount of money I could have. But I'll always be grateful to him for everything he gave to me.
I dont need a mother, however much mine is trying to scrabble for us right now. I haven't had a true mother in a long time (or maybe Ever).
Instead, I had the best father I could've ever asked for. He was the only parent I needed.
13 notes · View notes
Text
the MOST terrifying thing is getting a surprise message from someone you genuinely despise
16 notes · View notes
highlifeboat · 2 months
Text
I love being productive in ways that only matter to me
4 notes · View notes
walnutcookie · 3 months
Text
still kind of ticked abt how my trans friends get all the respect in the world and my parents are putting in effort to use the right pronouns and gendered words and then when it comes to me i get "you wont be a boy unless you cut your hair short" yelled at me at the dinner table
2 notes · View notes
that-ineffable-devil · 6 months
Text
I know that like rule number 1 of job hunting is not to get attached to any job you've applied for, but I applied for a diversity and inclusion analyst position in a northern state I'm dying to move to and it is consuming my thoughts.
Keep your fingers, eyes, and toes crossed for me.
4 notes · View notes
ambagel · 4 months
Text
Oh no
Tumblr media
Maybe the panic of the masses is getting to me, but I'm worried for the fate of the first game
5 notes · View notes
lumielwinchester · 8 months
Text
I'm watching "My happy marriage" on Netflix and God damn is this girl annoying! People are throwing her less than breadcrumbs and she thanks them for it. Hell, those the "good-ish guys" are throwing her fucking rat poison and she still thanks them for it.
I was hoping there'd be some character growth, that she learns to recognise the abuse around her and learns to stand up for herself. And while there's been some of that as well as trusting her husband's family that is actually worth trusting. She still not even remotely recognises, how 95% of people don't give a shit about her personally and only want to use her for her power. Half her family literally abused her because they thought she had no power and the other half left her to that abuse before they found out she would be useful. And this girl still fucking thanks them for it!!!
She has been abused for such a long time and the fact that no one sits her down and explains to her that it wasn't her fault, that she didn't deserve to be treated like that and needs to ask for help, if ever anyone else locks her away or forces her to do things she doesn't want to do, is upsetting in its own right.
God damn it. I hate romantic anime.
5 notes · View notes
hopecomesbacktolife · 10 months
Text
I (genuinely!) love how having many writing WIPs and having a books TBR list is a little bit like raising bunnies. it’s like,
1. you have 34 fanfic ideas.
2. you write one (1) fanfic, using one of the ideas.
3. you now have 57 fanfic ideas.
and for books it’s a lot like,
1. you have 150 books on your TBR.
2. you read two (2) books.
3. you now have 168 books on your TBR.
like, it’s genuinely, literally, something that delights me so much, that the more you read/write, the more things you discover you have yet to read/write still. it’s such a joy, and I love how creating your own stories and reading other people’s stories truly just keeps yes/and-ing itself to infinity :)
it’s like one of my favorite lines from The Lion King’s song The Circle of Life,
there is more to see than can ever be seen /
more to do than can ever be done
like. isn’t that beautiful? ♡
5 notes · View notes
I think I’ve been horribly burned out for the past year ahaha
#Let’s be real: I‘ve been burned out since fifth grade… but it’s worse now than it ever was#I wake up at around 10:00 or 11:00 and loiter in my room until 2:00 and by that time it feels like I failed to start my day#and like everything is a waste so I do nothing#Can’t use the bathroom without interviewing myself in the mirror and whispering for hours on end#so I’m dehydrated from whispering#and for some reason I’m afraid to engage in all my hobbies#Tumblr isn’t a hobby#Reddit isn’t a hobby#They’re time killers#I don’t write whump on here anymore and I feel like a fraud keeping my username as it is#The only time I ever do things is when it’s for other people#and when I do things for other people it’s like a switch gets flipped and I instantly want to give them everything I have#because I won’t feel like I deserve the things I want to do for myself so I’m serially codependent apparently#and when I do try to help people; my best never ends up being enough and only exacerbates the situation#and everyone wants more from me than I can give#I just want one thing I do for someone to work right the first time and end cleanly so I can get some fucking satisfaction#And if I think it’s working smoothly; I never have proof that it came to fruition because I can’t read people’s minds#“There is more happiness in giving than there is in receiving” my ASS#I don’t like receiving either… it’s uncomfortable#besides I don’t want anything that can be given to me; I want freedom and peace of mind and thunderstorms#that’s it#I will be happy if I can have freedom and peace of mind and thunderstorms
2 notes · View notes
the-kipsabian · 2 years
Text
where is that one post about gif making being such an embarrassing hobby cause yeah mood
2 notes · View notes
blurryface-bitch · 2 years
Text
social anxiety is so dumb. I come home from a great night out and when I wake up I immediately think of all the things I did wrong and become CONVINCED that everyone hates me now despite all evidence pointing to quite the opposite
2 notes · View notes
starlit-mansion · 2 years
Text
I'm really excited to play minecraft tonight
3 notes · View notes
yo9urt · 1 month
Text
omg i want a snake tattoo so bad
#mine#preferably an ouroboros ive been wanting one of those for years#but before i get it i should figure out what i want it to look like and where it will go bcause even though ive wanted one for so long#i still dont really know the details lol but the other day i saw a pic of one where it was lik#one neat loop of a snake and then a wriggly snake that was wrapped around it and they were both eating their own tails#i thougtht at was so cool so maybe id do that but where would i put it? hmm#snakes are jut so cool idk im scared of them but theyre baller as fuck plus i was born in year of the snake so it fits#ohh maybe i could get them wrapping around my arm or something#as like a figure 8/infinity. that would be cool i thnk#hae i ever told u guys 8 is my favorite number...i like it because you can flip it around and it turns into infinity which i think is a rea#ly baller property for a numbre to have#7 was my favorite when i was a kid i would probably say its my 2nd favorite now#after that probably 9 i really fuck with 9 it feels like a warrior#after that maybe ummm. i think 1. 1 is a good classic number everyone fucks with 1#after that 5. another classic number plus i can put it at 5th place for maximum satisfaction#the other ones are all mostly unremarkable to me and fyi im only talking 1-9 right now#0 is another story and once yu go past 9 theres too many to think about#i do like 28 tohugh thats another good one. 808 is also really cool fuck kanye though for real i judt like how it looks
1 note · View note
sehodreamsthoughts · 3 months
Text
1 note · View note