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marengogo · 1 year

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CORONA BOREALIS - 3: NINETY FIVE

Like Crazy + People Pt.2 PLAYLIST.

[Music is a very big part of my life and I’m MOSTLY INCAPABLE of writing without music, so I just thought I'd share what I am listening to while writing this]

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Every year we spend on this planet something that will change the course of our lives tends to happen. Sometimes, it is something as small as the discovery of a new plant, and sometimes it is as big as a pandemic. So let’s, for example, look at positive things that happened in 1995 cause believe me some pretty fucked up shit also happened this year. This was the year that made the internet mainstream (can you imagine our lives without the internet? … ).

Music was also 👌🏾this year, it brought us some classics such as Waterfalls by TLC, You Are Not Alone by Michael Jackson and a “little” song named Gangsta’s Paradise, which instantly raised its singer to worldwide fame; Coolio. Yeah, 1995 was an amazing year for Coolio, but little did he know that his life would end up being intertwined with seven others, two of which were also born in 1995: 13 October 1995, in Busan, a little bundle of joy, named Park Jimin graces this planet and a couple of months later another one decides to make his surly quirky entrance, 30 December 1995, in Daegu.

Jimin. He turned out to be a boy who would be very confident in his abilities, but perhaps not so much in himself as a person. Nevertheless, he knew he wanted to accomplish big-big things, and was going to stop at nothing to accomplish his goals. Then there was Taehyung. He on the other hand turned out to be a boy very confident in himself as a person, but perhaps not too sure of his abilities per say. Yet, he had dreams, very big ones at that, and admittedly he might have not known exactly how to get there but his desire to make them come true was as big as the dream itself.

They don’t seem to have much in common up to this point do they? Like, if there ever were a human representation of the concept of YingYang, it be them, no cap.

Even from an astrological point, don’t mind me an my interest in things of the sort 😬😬😬 not only do they seem to fit their descriptions, but they also just so happen to be each other’s opposite. Jimin is an Air Sign, and people with this element are known to be intellectual and communicative. They are experts in the ephemeral, the things of this world that lack physical form, and this is especially true of language and information. Taehyung is an Earth Sign and people with this element are known to be patient and practical. On a bad day: Just as Earth signs can be loyal, they can also be stubborn and inflexible. It's often their way or the highway .

In conclusion, regardless of whether you look at their factual past or their theoretical astrology, any kind of relationship between these two would seem impossible and even non-advisable. Yet, there they are being soulmates and here are some in the fandom scratching our heads, which is exactly the problem. They are here taking in superficial information regarding VMIN, rather than moving a couple of steps further and going there, where VMIN actually are, and take a closer look. If they did, they’d find out that in fact, Park Jimin and Kim Taehyung share the same exact spiritual level. And what do I mean by this?

Tae and JM’s isn’t a simple story of “opposite attracts” because they actually also have so much in common. Both look for warmth and love in their relationships, they are indeed very tactile and in the same way respond well to being touched by those they love/care about. They like and seem to crave attention a touch more than all other members in the group, and admittedly, they have recalibrated this desire as they grew up. Both are not comfortable when those they care about are suffering, they have a need to reach out and try to “kiss it” better. This might have been very apparent to people lately with regards to Jimin They are both painfully shy, Tae simply has a better control of his facial expressions, but once that cracks, it is off to the nearest hiding point. Lastly, and this is very important in their friendship dynamic; they do whatever they want to do. Always this JM is more skillful in hiding.

It is only fair to now take a look at the tangible parts of their personas which aren’t, or weren’t as I think they’ve actually grown out of some of them compatible. Jimin is actively aware of his surroundings and Tae isn’t, meaning that JM is more likely to quickly try and make a change in his situation if he doesn’t like it (help someone in need, cheat to win, etc …) and perhaps regret it later, but not really. Tae, who also has the same kind of awareness, is however a ponderer; do I have to do something? What will happen if I do something? Depending on his personal answer, and the situation at hand, he may or may not do something about it, and perhaps regret it later, but not really. The following, I feel like it applied to them as teens, their “possessiveness” towards things, or relationships, has always been to a point where JM would do his might best to latch on to whatever he wanted to “monopolise” until he did, whereas Tae, if he found out he couldn’t “monopolise” whatever, he would move on to the next thing he could.

And it is exactly because they could understand each other on this level that their friendship has become so solid and further from reach that it’s understanding is also eluding the mind of many. Their friendship, in my opinion, has now exceeded the performative level, on every level, it is almost as if these two have unlocked the ultimate regular friendship goal, which has the dynamics of a non-celebrity strong-ass friendship. This is a friendship that right at its very core didn’t skip any step and has experienced it all, from euphoria for example, ANY and EVERY TIME they start acting like characters in their imaginary scenarios to tribulations arguments caused by thoughtless, resulting in insensitive, words or actions, particularly in their youth.

So then finally, if you piece all of the aforementioned together a situation where the two of them had a completely different opinion, then one starts an action, the other has a reaction, they then stay put in their opinions for a bit but then one will eventually cave and the other will cave even harder as they soothe each other … isn’t too hard to imagine, is it?

In a way, if you think of them as their astrological signs. JM (air sign) has been that one person who has been able to understand and vibe with Tae’s quirkiness, helping him to elevate towards those heights he always dreamed of. And at the same Tae (earth sign) has kept Jimin grounded in moments when perhaps being up there in the air wasn’t it. In moments, when he perhaps needed someone who would be willing to very normally share a hug and/or a tear.

As we all know, they both have separate friendship groups and are very involved with their respective ones, which also goes with the nature of their character; they will do what they want to do and this we know from videos, pictures they decided to share with us. But please, let’s not forget that Tae is the one person who has probably called JM the most, the one who has declared Jimin as his fav, the one thanks to whom Jimin's back is blessed with more moons. Let’s also not forget that Jimin has been around for Tae in moments of great loss, or that Tae is his forever teddy bear, and that Jimin can understand him just by looking into his eyes. They’ve gained each other’s trust and I’d like to believe that they also know how to protect and cherish it.

Great. Now, let’s get back out here . BTS as a whole has really reached levels where performative actions are, yes, a fan-fav but they can, in all honesty, decide not to act up on them, like posting things on social media, fanservice, etc, it is really all to their discretion. So let me ask you? If you were either JM/Tae, in 2023, and had a problem with Tae/JM, which you wanted to solve, who would you address it to?: Tae/JM? Or your fans’? …

Whose words would ultimately provide you with the solution you are searching for? Tae/JM? Or your fans’?

Always respectfully yours 💚💛

Marengo.

#CoroBore #VMIN #JM & Tae

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woodflooringhh · 8 months

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When you buy a new house

When you buy a new house, it is truly a dream come true moment for you and your family. However, now begins the hard work of trying to decorate your house in the best way possible. This is no easy task because you will not only have to make some significant decisions but also spend a lump sum amount of money in making your house look fresh and exciting.

One of the essential aspects of the home decoration is the flooring. There are a wide variety of options when it comes to flooring; from affordable to expensive, you will be able to find everything. However, choosing the right flooring for your house is not easy, and you have to take a number of things into consideration and learn a lot about the different types of flooring options, the pros and cons, and their pricing. Engineered Wood

Engineered wood has the look and feel of the hardwood. However, they are actually made up of vinyl that is made up of natural wood on the top, while the bottom layer consists of more affordable plywood. While it has the aesthetic appeal of hardwood, engineered wood is way cheaper because of the use of affordable plywood and is also much sturdier.

The best part about engineered wood is that it comes in a variety of forms with different patterns and wood types. They can also be installed in various ways, making them an extremely versatile option for your house. They are made to be completely dent and Scratch proof while being way Stabler than ordinary hardwood. However, they are not as durable as hardwood and cannot be refinished over and over again. Hardwood

No other flooring options are as famous and widely used as hardwood. It is a simple concept and one that lasts for ages. Over the years, even with the production of a wide variety of new flooring options, hardwood is still one of the favorites and has an irreplaceable value. Wooden planks are installed by simply nailing them to the wooden subfloor, making the installation quite simple and easy. Now hardwood floors come in various options, ranging from the more basic options to the rather exotic ones, which includes purpleheart and Brazilian cherry.

You can also buy them either finished or unfinished. Finished varieties are much more durable and are also less costly. So it is an excellent choice for homeowners. Hardwood floors are timeless and can be refinished over and over again without any difficulty. This makes these floors way more durable, and they are also very easy to clean. However, the main disadvantage of a hardwood floor is that it can wear off quickly when handled roughly. So, it is best to have them installed in rooms with low traffic. Bamboo

Bamboo has been voted as one of the most eco-friendly and sustainable options when it comes to finding an exciting yet gorgeous flooring option. While it has the look of hardwood, because bamboo grows much faster, it can be harvested sustainably and put to good use as a healthy flooring choice. They are also available as solid strips, or you can also find the engineered variety. You can also choose the bamboo flooring depending on how you want the grains of the grass to come off on your floor.

Pine wood photo created by yingyang - freepik

While bamboo flooring is way more eco-friendly, it is also much more moisture-resistant than regular hardwood. The engineered variety is very easy to install and can also be refinished from time to time. However, if you do not buy the right kind of bamboo flooring, you might not be able to find the most resistant and durable option. Since bamboo flooring can vary in its strength and durability, you need a trusted seller for the right product. Laminate

The production of laminate flooring is much like engineered wood. How about the top layer of this kind of flooring is not made up of wood but consists of a clear plastic coat. Under this layer remains photograph-like material, and you can choose to laminate whatever you want, ranging from stone, time, wood, or any other material. They can be installed very easily on top of old flooring or over the subfloor.

Laminate flooring is an extremely cost-effective means of making your floor mimic any other material. It is extremely easy to maintain and clean and is also known for being scratch and dent-resistant. This is one of the best and most affordable options when it comes to park chair finding flooring for your house. However, you must keep in mind that laminates can be extremely slippery when they are wet and might not be the best choice if you live in a rather wet environment.Ceramic Tiles

Ceramic tiles have been accepted as one of the most versatile flooring options simply because of their variety. It comes in all kinds of patterns, textures, and shapes so it can be customized and used according to the Vibe of your house. There are basically four major categories of ceramic tiles, including quarry tile, glazed ceramic, Terracotta, and porcelain. Ceramic tiles have become very popular because they provide a customizable option and can mimic any material that you want. However, one of the most significant disadvantages of using ceramic tiles in your house is that they can be extremely hard and cold. You must also be aware that not all ceramic tiles are equally durable and make an informed decision before you choose one.

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baoshan-sanren · 5 years

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Can I? Talk about Lan Xichen? I’m having some Feelings™. Idk what those feelings are but they are Feelings™. I felt bad for him at the end of the show but I also wanted to kick him in the ass a little bit like “how did you not see this???” Also I can’t tell if he’s husband material or not. He’s confusing.

Oh God, you’re gonna regret asking me this.

I’ve been thinking about Lan Xichen A LOT lately espc bc there was that post going around about the top 5 himbos of The Untamed, and ofc Lan Xichen took the #1 himbo spot bc Jin Guangyao played him like a fiddle for 50 episodes.

But the thing is, I don’t think Lan Xichen is dumb, I think he’s got some serious avoidance issues. This is my theory, and bear with me here cause I’m a psych major and I can’t help myself. I think Lan Xichen’s childhood was pretty shit. Everyone (including Lan Xichen) always focuses on how Lan Wangji felt when his mother died, and how it affected his relationships with other people, but like, Lan Xichen was there too. He’s older than Lan Wangji, so he probably understood a lot more of what was going on, and he was the older brother with absentee parents, and he was probably the one his uncle really focused on since he was the future clan leader, so he had quite a burden to bear at a young age.

I think Lan Xichen’s everyday motto is basically like I need to lead the clan and be a solid presence for Lan Zhan and be an example to the younger disciples and a comfort/help to my uncle and a morally upright example to the sects at large and… you get what I’m saying? My boy’s got childhood PTSD lingering all over the place and no one sees it. That part in the novel where he gets drunk and his voice changes is a dead giveaway. The dude doesn’t even speak in his natural tone because it’s loud and booming, and we can’t have that, he has to be the soothing one, he has to be the peacemaker, he has to be the shining example of upright behavior, he has to be Lan Xichen who is calm and placid and steady, because if he’s not, then what is he? We talk about Lan Wangji and his strict adherence to the Lan Sect Rules (+ adding another thousand or so, and boy, do I have a field day with that whole psychology of rigid mr. perfect who nevertheless gets drunk every time wei wuxian smiles pretty, but that’s another essay all together) but I think Lan Xichen suffered a lot of damage to his psyche in the childhood, and instead of therapy, he filled all the ragged holes and edges with duty and responsibility and Lan Sect Rules, basically allowing them to complete him as a person.

But no set of rules ever written can make a man complete, and Lan Xichen could be the actual embodiment of moral uprightness, but he’s still a thirty-something year old man who doesn’t know what to do when people he loves let him down. And how could he? He never dealt with the fact that his parents let him down. When he tells Wei Wuxian about his parents, and then asks if Wei Wuxian understands why his father did what he did, that section broke my heart.

Lan XiChen continued, “After the ceremony was completed, my father found a house and locked my mother inside. He found another house and locked himself inside. It was called secluded meditation, but it was in truth to repent.”

He paused before speaking again, “Young Master Wei, can you understand why he did such a thing?”

Wei WuXian answered after a moment of silence, “He could neither forgive the one who killed his teacher nor watch the death of the woman who he loved. He could only marry her to protect her life and force himself not to see her.”

Lan XiChen, “Do you think that this was right?”

Wei WuXian, “I don’t know.”

Lan XiChen looked somewhat lost, “Then, what do you think would be right?”

Wei WuXian, “I don’t know.”

I’m not at all surprised that someone as intelligent as Jin Guangyao so easily found Lan Xichen’s vulnerabilities and exploited the shit out of them. If it wasn’t Jin Guanyao, it would’ve been someone else at a later date.

So I mostly feel bad for him. Like, a lot.

#the untamed #mo dao zu shi #lan xichen #i love him so much though #and this why i have a weird obsession with lan xichen/xue yang #one who hides in placid rigidity versus one who hides in destructive chaos #the true yingyang if you will #ugh i wrote a fucking essay #xueyangg #ask for ts

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terriblygrimm · 4 years

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the firebending masters episode is literally a marriage ceremony and no you can’t change my mind

their hearts and minds being judged, their teamwork being tested, their humility and souls being beared before two ancient spirits in unity, the sunwarrior chief giving them both an everlasting heartbeat to keep burning together, the ceremonial procession of the sunwarriors creating the rings (ahem 💍) of fire as they ascend the stairs (aka the aisle) to a sacred altar fjejshcsksdn. not to mention the heartshaped & yingyang figures the dragons make in all of the longshots

also beforehand, before all of this, the two of them learning a ceremonial dance that they have to complete together in trust and unison, they get physically stuck together by the glue in the temple.. also the two of them being deemed worthy and being gifted with colors others can’t see (rainbowfirerainbowfire), the two of them being gifted the true and original meaning of fire.

[sidenote of them also symbolizing the dragons themselves. the two last known to exist after the hundred yr war. ran and shaw, meaning ignite & blaze. and if we’re going by order of appearance and order of how their names are said, i’m assuming the first dragon to appear, the red one, is ran and the blue one is shaw. red=fire nation color=zuko=ignite. to set in motion, kindle, excite. and aang=blue dragon=blue arrows=blaze. brilliant, bright, impressive. the two of them together can bring about new life and a new beginning after the war. which they MF DID IN THEIR BABY REPUBLIC CITY]

also zuko “losing his stuff” bc it was originally misguided and fueled by the shame brought on by his father? and now he realizes he needs to stand by the avatar and bring about a world of peace and love? and aang learning not to fear fire, not to fear that new life that can brought into his own by uniting with the future firelord like are you kIDDING ME

zukaang is married and that’s that on that. i didn’t make the rules the mf creators of the show did and that’s the TEA

#zukaang #atla

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anakiyori · 3 years

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[If I go crazy, then will you still call me Superman?]

HEAD : LeLUTKA Ceylon Head 3.1 *

SKIN : [avarosa] Emiko LeL EVO X @ Blanc. *

HAIR : tram K1125 hair @ Uber

EYES : Nyoko - Nari Eyes (coming soon..) *

CAP : Nyoko - Anka Cap 2.0 [Anime] @ Harajuku *

CHOKER : Nyoko (coming soon..) *

CHAIN CHOKER : Nyoko - Dai Chain Choker *

BODYSUIT : Lunar - Demi Bodysuit @ Equal10 *

HIM :

HEAD : LeLUTKA Skyler Evox *

SKIN : [avarosa] Aamon LeL EVO X @ Blanc. *

EARRINGS & NECKLACE : True Damage-YINGYANG SET @ The Warehouse Sale *

#LeLUTKA #[avarosa]#tram #Uber #Nyoko #Harajuku Event #Lunar #Equal10 #True Damage #The Warehouse Sale #Jujutzo

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lovelivingmydreams · 4 years

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Paper Flowers: By any other name

Happy New year! I’m back with the fifth chapter. Other chapters are listed in the master post under Paper Flowers.

Thomas gets tmakes a fun youtube Video. Patton thinks there might be a breakthrough with Virgil. And Roman gets a surprise.

Thomas and Joan are sitting down at Joan’s kitchen table for a youtube video.

Earlier that week Thomas had sent out a tweet to ask the Fanders to send in questions and links for them to react to.

The video was a lot of fun so far. They saw cute dog video’s, inspiring coming out video’s, and then there was the artwork inspired by his vine stuff. Some fanders made misleading complement themed cards, and there were cute drawings of his teacher and dad character. And of course there was that stainglass/yingyang drawing of the Prince and his nemesis.

“This is just amazing, you guys are all so talented.” He gushes, not for the first time as he studies the gorgeous detailing on the latter. This must’ve taken hours and he can’t get over the fact that something he did inspired that.

The questions were fun to answer too. What subject is teacher’s favorite? What is Dad’s favorite cookie? What was the funniest interaction he’d ever had after a storytime? Some serious ones too. How did Joan know they were non binary?

What made him decide to come out as gay to his Christian parents? How did he know it was the right time?

Is it hard being out and proud while being a public figure?

Tips on how to handle social anxiety.

“Okay, final question, I peeked on this one,” Joan admitted, making Thomas let out a dramatic scandalized gasp. “I wanted to make sure we’d end the video on a fun note. Go on read it.”

Joan is chuckling already, so Thomas quickly reads the comment.

“Thomas love your content! But the people need to know. Is it Marcus or Kevin?”

Thomas frowns in confusion. There is a link and when he clicks on it he is brought to a long reblog chain on tumblr. He quickly reads through the first few posts and snorts.

“Oh My Goodness, that is just amazing!” he squeals in delight. He loves that the fanders are so enthusiastic about those two. And from what he can tell both ‘armies’ are battling it out in good fun.

“Well, I can’t confirm, nor deny either name at this time. But I think he’d very much approve of the one his faithful minions have chosen for him. Personally I do think Kevin would be hilarious though.”

Joan chuckles and nods in agreement.

“We might learn the dark overlord’s true name someday,” Thomas smiles. “But for now, take it easy guys galls and non-binary palls. Peace out!”

“Are you quite done Princey?” Virgil huffed. Roman had been laughing nonstop since Thomas heard about the debate going on in the Fanders comunity.

“Sorry. I’ll stop. Honestly it’s not that funny. Please do forgive me… Kevin,” And just like that he was doubled over again. Virgil groaned in annoyance.

“Okay, okay, I’m done. I honestly didn’t mean to. You can’t always help it when you laugh though. And you must admit it is a little funny,” Roman said once he got a hold of himself, whipping the mirth out of his eyes.

“What’s all this commotion about?” Patton wondered as he entered the commons.

Virgil tensed up. Patton had been… Different lately. He’d been checking if Virgil took enough food when he ate in his room, and that he ate everything when Roman coaxed him into eating with the others. He knocked more often to check if Virgil had laundry to be done, or to tell him that it was time for him to go to bed. He was taking this whole dad thing a little too seriously.

And some part of Virgil wanted to just accept and appreciate the effort, but the other kept wondering why Patton was doing all that for him when he clearly wanted him to just move back downstairs already.

It was in the little things. The way Patton would tense when he entered the room. How he would hesitate before smiling at him or greeting him. The way his voice wavered when he asked him stuff. And sometimes Patton would say stuff like “I don’t care how Deceit does things, but up here we…” Insert whatever rule Patton was trying to get Virgil to accept.

Honestly. He didn’t mind doing chores. Even if it was redundant when you can just will stuff to be clean. He didn’t mind making an appearance in the commons once a day either. Patton had just jumped from not involving him in anything into expecting him to fight him on everything.

Sure he’d roll his eyes and huff a little, but he wasn’t that difficult. Patton clearly expected him to be though. Perhaps even expected him to get tired of the rules and leave.

The problem was, Virgil had actually tried a few times in the beginning, and he couldn’t go back downstairs. Not really. Not for more than a visit when Thomas was asleep. The rest of the time, he was stuck in the in between only able to go to the upper commons.

Virgil’s best guess at how this worked was that Thomas had acknowledged his existence, but was still trying to push him down most of the time.

It’d been Janus’ decision to reveal this truth, when Virgil had been triggered into a panic attack one morning out of seemingly nowhere. Janus and Remus had been very calm that day and that had been exactly what had made Virgil worry that something big was coming. Janus realized this was not a healthy environment for him. So he lifted the denial on Thomas’ anxiety and told Patton and the others that Virgil would be living with them from now on.

Next thing Virgil knew his room was moved up, just not all the way.

He wasn’t sure, but he felt like he’d gotten closer to the upper level since he and Roman became friends. Logan didn’t seem to care one way or another. So that left Patton as the one to push him down right?

Virgil closed his eyes to calm his reeling thoughts for a moment. He couldn’t get swept up by his own head when in public. Princey got it by now, but how would he explain this to Patton.

“Oh, hello Padre. Kevin and I were just discussing the latest video and…”

Then Virgil found himself crouching on the kitchen counter ready for an attack. Patton’s high pitched squeal had been unexpected and terrifying.

Roman, once he recovered from his own surprise, moved a little closer to Virgil, putting himself in between him and the perceived danger. It helped calming him down a lot faster and adjust his position to look more casual and less terrified.

Patton was still squealing and clapping. It seemed like he had missed Virgil’s panicked reaction.

“Your name is Kevin?” he gushed.

“No,” Virgil objected immediately. Holding up both hands in a stop sign.

“That’s just one of the names the fanders gave the villain character. Princey thinks he’s hilarious for calling me that,” he explained.

Patton deflated. “Oh… Well, it’s nice the fanders enjoy your character so much,” he smiled awkwardly. Virgil suppressed the urge to roll his eyes. He wanted to get out of here, like now.

“Padre! You just must see the gorgeous artwork this fander did about the prince!” Roman declared as he grabbed Patton by the arm and led him away.

Virgil finally fully relaxed. Roman was really pulling through on every level.

Protecting him from Patton’s parenting, deflecting Logan’s tough questions, and even making Virgil feel appreciated. Whenever Virgil had had a rough day of keeping Thomas safe, Roman would come find him in the field and just hang with him, humming his favorite music, set up one of his favorite movies with him, telling him stories of his grand adventures. Just hanging out. Once they did each other’s nails. That was a lot of fun. Virgil had actually quit nailbiting all together because he didn’t want to ruin them.

At first Roman had tried gifts and lavish praise, but that did not sit well with Virgil. He panicked over not being able to live up to the praise or give good gifts in return. And Roman listened and adapted.

Virgil in turn had been trying to give Roman verbal praise whenever he did something nice for him, or did a good job with Thomas. It was hard for Virgil to say this stuff out loud though.

Virgil entered his room trying to think of a way to thank Roman for today without making it awkward for the both of them.

His eye fell on some purple craft paper. One of Roman’s early gifts. He’d thought that maybe Virgil might enjoy creating things to take his mind of off his worries every once in a while.

Virgil had never really found a good project to use it for… But now.

When Roman got back to his room after bidding Patton a good day he could feel a slow rhythmic knock on his door. They never agreed on a code, but he could tell that this was just Virgil trying to get his attention, but that he could take his time if needed.

He decided to note down his new idea for a Vine first so he wouldn’t lose it. When he opened the door, Virgil was nowhere to be seen. Not that Roman noticed right away, he was far too focused on the purple paper rose hanging from the doorframe by a piece of yarn.

It was clearly hand crafted. Which must have taken Virgil quite some effort. He carefully untied the flower and brought it to his room where he put it on his vanity in a little vase.

He smiled softly at the little token of appreciation. A friendship with the emo knight wasn’t always easy to navigate. But it was definitely worth it.

He picked up the idea again, confident it would be another hit.

The dark overlord scowled at the bright morning sky. "Curse you, eternal sun." He turns his attention to the star map on the table in front of him "and every single one of you stars." He raised a picture of the solar system and glared. "And to hell with all you planets! I hate you all!" Then he dramatically turned and picked up a small ball resembling a certain non-planet. "Except for you,” he says softly stroking the ball delicately as if to comfort it. “You get me. You may stay."

Next: everyone falls

#paper flowers au #sanders sides #ts sides #virgil sanders #roman sanders #Patton Sanders

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karmicstar · 5 years

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This is very very true. It's our good & bad side... our ying & yang. we are fighting our own demons...we crucify ourselves with self hate, negative thoughts, patterns & action for people who will never understand YOUR world due to what they were taught to believe. The power you hold inside of you is real. We are all GOD'S 🙏& GODDESSES 😇...an energy going through a school of the karmic human experience in the hopes of passing in order to obtain Spiritual Growth.. #spiritualawakening #spiritualgangster #spiritualgrowth #kings #queens #karma #karmicstar #namaste #solar #energy #yingyang #tuesday #conciousness #twinflame #soulmates #win #peaceofmind #awakening #solarbeing #universallaws #lawsofattraction #loa #healing

#twin flame #teaching #life quotes #wisdom #life #spiritually #spiritualjourney #spiritual guide #spiritual #spiritualgangster #spiritualawakening #yingyang #satan #alter ego #egotistic #karmaticwriting #karma #karmiro #karmicstar

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primaltek-blog · 5 years

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simplykitts · 6 years

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In true “Me” fashion, I’m playing so catch up of #Faebruary. Spent a few days on a side project stemming from day 6’s prompt, which you can see detailed and inked in an earlier post. . For now, here’s Day 5: Lunar Fae. The idea here was to go with a Full Moon and Eclipse ying-yang kind of thing. Don’t know how successful it was, but I did enjoy it. . #faebruary2019 #february #fae #fairy #faerie #fairie #lunar #eclipse #yingyang #homosexual #cute #blueline #sketch #illustration https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt1HXl6FgrS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wk3h9ixrrn8

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wannawrite · 6 years

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Hundredth - LYJ 2

who?: Nine Percent’s Lin Yanjun genre: 🌺 type: bullet point TW: toxic relationship blog navigator. part two / two

part one You love yanjun, I love yanjun. pls read part one first!! sorry for the lateness, school just started up again and it’s been so hectic :((( - admin l

disclaimer: pictures used do not belong to me and credit goes to their original owners everything that is written here is purely fictional DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERING

two things

one: you felt absolutely shitfaced

two: you dreamed about meeting a handsome dude and giving him your jewelry

losing money

fantastic

but hey, he was cute though

head sore, back aching and the urge to throw up all the alcohol consumed last night, you didn’t want to pry your memory for details

your dating life was now non-existent

that hurt

it was very real

and very tragic

the pain of realisation must’ve triggered your imagination to create your

ideal soulmate

tall

handsome

playful

sexy

all in one package

he was no Ken doll

not a trace of any of Yang’s characteristics

a scowl edged itself onto your face at the thought of your ex-fiancé

who was in Paris chasing the woman of his dreams, mind you

if only Evan was a real human and not some figment of your imagination

you would have married him in an instant

unfortunately, Evan was a mere hologram of your expectations

thus, you were doomed to stay single

your back hit the soft bed with a thump

sigh

I just want to go back to sleep

so Evan and I can keep meeting in our dreams

想要牵着你的手到��们的梦中梦游

wait!

this is still Yang’s apartment,,,that I used to call ‘home’

I lied to myself

he’ll be back from his ‘business trip’ tonight

I have to pack up and get the hell out of here!

f*ck, I wasted time daydreaming about something so useless

ouch! my head

what the hell! why can’t anything go my way for once

you groped around to find balance, vision distorted, dizziness settling into your brain

i’m never drinking again!

what happened last night?

.....did I?

so, I got drunk, drew up my little own Ken doll in my head

lost almost 250 million worth of gems that aren’t mine

your face began to flush red

lol at least Yang won’t have them either

he designed that entire collection with her in his head

that aside, I’m never getting drunk again

carelessly, your hand swept over the bedside table

effectively knocking over most of the items

indistinct clinks and clatters filled the empty space

then, a soft ping of a tiny item hitting the carpeted ground caught your attention

squinting against the sunlight, your eyes searched for the object

even though it was mildly damaging to your retinas, the sunlight caused the object to sparkle

your hands curved around the smooth metal

fingers traced the distinctive carvings along the band

Cartier

upon closer inspection, you noticed that there was a strip of paper wrapped around it

cautiously, you unwrapped it

‘I’m sorry’ was scrawled on the paper

it made your breath hitch in your throat

who was apologising?

what for?

‘Don’t worry, things will start looking up from here. - E’

E v a n

your hands began to shake uncontrollably

either in excitement or anxiety - you weren’t sure

evan was real

he had returned your Cartier bracelet

at least he had kept your damned engagement ring

throw it out or whatever, you didn’t care about that chunk of space rock anymore

hopefully, Evan had burned in it an incinerator

hopefully, he would run back to slip a new one on your finger

NO!

lmao you just swore off relationships yesterday

and now you’re desperate for a guy to sweep you off your feet

but this wasn’t just any guy

he was your guy

your dream guy

drunk or not, you knew he was a 12/10 personality wise

or maybe,,,you just haven’t met anyone befitting of your standards

tbh idk if that’s grammatically correct

were you just desperate because of a broken heart?

god no

Yang didn’t deserve your prized heart

Evan though…

Was he a real, breathing man with blood flowing through his veins and sunlight gracing his skin?

Could he be the person you had been looking for?

Would you ever have a future together?

There were just too many questions

and too few answers

but what were the chances of you ever meeting Evan again?

what were the odds of him coming back into your life again?

outside of your dreamland

There was absolutely no guarantee that this note was genuine too

Someone could just be pulling a gross prank

Maybe there was a thief and he had just pretended to be Evan

had you been robbed last night?

NO I’M THINKING TOO FAR

Evan is off limits since he’s currently still a fictional dude

besides, it would be creepy to just keep dreaming about this guy

if he even exists

This itself is creepy...only because I can’t remember anything

a shudder shook your shoulders as you clambered off the bed

your mind had to be made

right now

two things:

No, I won’t go searching for him

Yes, I’ll quit thinking about him

or anyone for that matter

It’s about time I enjoy my life while single and youthful

Time to pack up my things

Leave this apartment

the Cartier bracelet slid onto your wrist perfectly

this,,,you would keep closely

you marched out of the building with confidence in your stride

even your bags were tugged with strength and determination

no more Yang

no more Evan

no more relationships

...for some time at least

just me, I’m content being single

however, if you had been honest with yourself

your heart would not begin to tug your brain in the opposite direction

‘I lied when I said this necklace was worth 17 million,’ Cheng Xiao revealed.

‘It’s that value multiplied by nine.

A hundred and fifty-three million dollar necklace

and that amount would double after the deal was sealed

Yanjun’s guilty conscience began to awake

he,,,stole close to 250 million in an unfair squabble

The nine leaders surrounding the table were clearly shocked by the discovery

Cheng Xiao chuckled

She knew those boys wouldn’t bother to wholly invest themselves in the jewelry

The necklace was not theirs to keep anyway

It was a mere pawn in this game

There was 0.00% chance that YingYang Gems would continue their showcase

the necklace was supposed to debut in that collection

looks like they had to wait until Hundredths returned the gems

more likely than not, YingYang Gems would be forced to pull a plug on the showcase

which would give Yuehua Jewellers the window to be the only top-tier jewelry debuting a new collection this month

Hundredths held a huge amount of shares in Yuehua Jewellers

believe me, I did research on this

Cheng Xiao was not going to lose them all

‘Once their stock market rises, so will our shares,’ Cheng Xiao explained, gesturing to a chart. ‘Jieqiong will decide when to buy and sell.’

Yanjun didn’t understand the specifics mentioned but he got the rough idea

sort of

he left issues like these to Xukun, Linong

Cheng Xiao and Xukun continued to explain and discuss the situation

Yanjun tuned out to most of it

His job was done

he felt that he no longer wanted to play a part in this particular operation

He just felt so damn stupid for allowing his feelings to get caught up in his work

Yanjun felt like leaving the meeting room but he dug his heels into the carpet, forcing himself to stay

His work was constantly emotionally and physically draining, yes

but never like this

Cheng Xiao glanced at the clock on the wall

‘Okay. That’s all for today. We’ll discuss further when there’s an update from YingYang or Yuehua. Good work!’

Yanjun smiled and clapped along with everyone

He was genuinely proud and happy for his mentor and fellow comrades

It was just his own emotions that got in the way

‘I want to praise Yanjun for doing such an excellent job at acquiring the goods. An applause for him please! Bro did well,’ Xukun suddenly announced.

He had good intentions - Yanjun could tell by the look in his eyes

Xukun meant well

his friends praised him with good wishes and slaps on the back

The more attention and recognition he received, the nauseous feeling only grew

Yanjun finally caught a breath when he slipped out of the meeting room and headed towards the gymnasium

at this hour, the gym would usually have one or two athletes exercising

it was an awkward hour between late lunch and early dinner time

true enough, Ziyi and Yuntian were the only two in the huge complex

Yuntian as in Zhu Yuntian, 1/2 on the slept on Zhu twins

‘Hey bro,’ Ziyi greeted warmly as Yanjun stepped into the gym.

Yuntian smiled from his place on a weight machine

‘It’s great you’re keeping to your workout schedule,’ Ziyi beamed. ‘That ensures you’re always healthy for more missions like these.’

‘And hopefully a daily dose of endorphins keep that scowl off your face,’ Yuntian joked

that managed to crack a small smile from Yanjun

Yanjun began to stretch as a warm up

‘Jun, you did well. You’re happy with yourself, aren’t you?’

Yanjun’s mouth went dry, he pressed his lips together

‘Of course, all of us worked hard for this mission,’ he forced the words out through gritted teeth

brainwashing himself to focus on the benefits was harder than imagined

Ziyi furrowed his thick brows

‘I-it’s j-just...you seem to be a bit glum and undermining yourself. I want you to know how great you performed.’

Ziyi

‘It must’ve been so difficult getting in there,’

Please

‘Especially when Zhangjing and I went offline and you were left by yourself,’

Stop

‘I realised how much you’ve improved and I must commend you on that,’

Talking

‘Yanjun, you’re so amazing-‘

‘ZIYI!’ Yanjun finally exploded

He didn’t mean to

truly

Ziyi was going what he thought would uplift Yanjun, it’s what any good friend would do

shocked by his outburst, Ziyi stumbled back, losing his composure

even Yuntian stopped his exercise to find out what had happened

Yanjun bit down hard on his lips

he had to calm down before he spoke

otherwise, a dear friend could be hurt by his words

His words had already taken away many things

He wasn’t about to lose his dear friend

‘Ziyi, I’m sorry I reacted that way,’ Yanjun began by apologising

he gripped onto Ziyi’s shoulders but not in a domineering manner

he just had to ensure his best friend wouldn’t slip away

Yanjun sighed. ‘I-I’ve just been worn out from this mission and I’m trying to think of other things.’

Ziyi nodded. ‘Of course, of course.’

ways to cheer Ziyi up

clogs in his brain reeled to find an appropriate solution

‘You know, let’s take a break and get a coffee from the nearby cafe.’

manwhore: I know you stole my new collection. Return it to me, or you’ll pay

manwhore: don’t think for a minute that I won’t press charges

hiss hiss hoe: there’s evidence you left MY apartment with a big ass suitcase

hiss hiss hoe: you can’t possibly have that many things just own up that you took the collection and I’ll drop the charges

hiss hiss snake: listen, call my lawyer by 10pm today and all is even

just reading your messed up texts gets my blood boiling

dumbass

you: I don’t take shit that doesn’t mean anything to me

you: you’ve got the wrong person

you: the apartment was already wrecked when I got there and whoever was there had left ages ago

*snake is calling*

*call declined*

*snake is calling*

*call declined*

*snake is calling*

‘What!’ you snapped, causing customers seated around you to divert their attention.

‘What the hell do you want? I don’t want anything to do with you!’

‘You know what I want,’ your ex-fiancé’s voice crackled. ‘I want you to return my collection by today or I’m going ahead with the police.’

‘I didn’t take your shit,’ you growled in frustration, exasperated. ‘I’m not playing childish games here, Yang.’

yes, I wore the jewelry but when I woke up only my Cartier bracelet was left

I genuinely don’t know what happened!

but it isn’t my problem

Yang sighed from the other end of the line, most likely in annoyance. ‘Fine, be like that. I’m coming over to your townhouse with my lawyer to negotiate. Don’t drag our parents into this, you’ve already delayed the launch. That’s enough from you.’

the line went dead on the other side before you had a chance to protest

your phone thudded onto the table as you buried your head in your hands

in the queue, Yanjun, Yuntian, and Ziyi were well aware of your situation

their keen ears had heard it all

‘What are we going to do?’ Yanjun hissed. ‘We can’t let Yang do this.’

‘Honestly, I don’t think there’s much we can do at this point.’ Yuntian looked uncertain, shaking his head.

‘But if we allow Yang to press charges and call the police, we’re at a bigger risk of being found out. How did he get back from Paris so fast?’

oh no

Ziyi shot him a strange look. ‘Paris? I know he was due back tonight but wasn’t he in the city the whole time?’

cover blown

‘Jun ge, a-are you hiding something from us?’ Yuntian asked

Ziyi sipped his mocha latte,

‘Okay,’ Yanjun said. ‘Let me explain.’

it was hard to whisper in hushed tones through their masks AND with the person in question sitting less than 5 tables away

also, Ziyi and Yuntian weren’t the most helpful by ‘oohing’ and ‘ahhing’ at Yanjun’s every word

once he was done with his storytelling, the table went silent as they were all deep in thought

Ziyi huffed, feeling clueless as to what to do

‘We have to help them for the sake of protecting ourselves,’ he voiced after awhile

Yuntian and Yanjun nodded attentively

‘Okay,’ Ziyi muttered after a while. ‘I have a plan.’

when Ziyi said he had a plan...I didn’t think we were going to be waiting outside their townhouse

stalking is more of an accurate choice of words

this is so stupid,,,and creepy

but what else could we really do

Zhangjing had already gotten their information

Ziyi had said that Yang’s force would definitely pressure you into accepting his offer

and that was when the Hundredths came in

they were going to pretend to be Yuehua representatives and lawyers whatever role they could find

if you know YingYang Gems, you certainly know how Yuehua Jewellers is pitted against them

the townhouse seemed compact and cozy yet modern and elegant

clearly, it had not been lived in for a very long time

in fact, the only occupants were the monthly housemaids

Yanjun spotted your shoes strewn across the porch, a sign of your hasty arrival and departure to get coffee

from a mile away, Yuntian announced your arrival

unfortunately, a black Mercedes Benz was quickly making its way down the lane too

too fast if Yanjun may add

Yang on one end

you on the other

this wasn’t going to be pretty

Yanjun braced himself for a hissy fight

Probably most of the pettiness from YingYang

as expected, Yang’s car reached first

his car ignored the trio, nearly crashing into them

a polished, suited driver stepped out of the car to punch a code into the keypad

red began to shade his cheeks when the gate let out an alarming buzz, signaling the password was wrong

furious, Yang stuck his head out of the window and barked, ‘What! They changed the password! Not like that would stop me! Try again!’

then, he noticed Yuntian, Ziyi, and Yanjun

his lips curled into a nasty sneer

‘Who are you? Get away from my house!’ He snarled defensively

Yanjun had to bite his lips to stop the laughter

‘If it is indeed your house,’ Ziyi began smoothly, mockingly almost. ‘Wouldn’t you know the password?’

Yang’s temper only blew up, his face reddened in anger. ‘Of course, I do! My fiancé must’ve changed the password, thieves these days....I’ll contact them right now! Off my property! My lawyer is sitting in my car.’

so many ‘my’s, Yanjujn rolled his eyes

Yang ordered his driver to try again and even suggested breaking in

‘I don’t think you break into houses you call your own,’ Yanjun snapped, unable to take any more of his insolence.

Especially since he had heard your side of the story

Yang’s current behaviour only confirmed his suspicions

his shirt was made out of 100% dickhead material

‘What’s going on?’

three strangers, one shiny black all-too-familiar car with two all-too-familiar passengers were parked right in front of your house

‘Darling!’ Yang’s fake sugary tone made you want to throw hot coffee in his face

‘I was trying to stop these...these hooligans! from breaking into our house.’

the blood rushing through your veins began to boil like a tempest

‘The only hooligan here is you. We’re done, get away from my property,’ you fired back. ‘Leave my representatives alone!’

the company of three strangers seemed much better than his at that moment

guys, idw to be that person, but please do be careful around people you don’t know

suddenly, the window rolled down to reveal a woman sitting in the back seat

Yanjun’s breath hitched in his throat when he spotted the giant rock on her ring finger

‘Sweetheart,’ she shrieked. ‘Are we done here yet? I want to head inside, sort out this lawyer thing and go shopping for our wedding already.’

the sobs you choked back were so visible to Yanjun. You were trying your best to keep your emotions a bay

it wasn’t only your anger but his

‘Wow, Mr Yang I will say you have guts to act this way,’ he growled. ‘Our client has just parted ways with you after two years of engagement and more of betrothal without the slightest bit of a wedding in mind.’

‘And here you are, already planning a dream wedding to someone you’ve met a week ago after cruelly ditching your ex. Then, you have the audacity to accuse them, force them to meet your lawyer at their house, claiming the house was yours.’

Yang opened his mouth to reply but Yanjun didn’t even spare him a second to shut it

‘And you bring your new fiancé along to humiliate my client. If it truly is a legal matter between the two of you like you claim it to be, her presence isn’t required.’

your jaw dropped open and shut many times and you couldn’t stop thinking about how this mysterious man looked so,,, familiar

Recognisable

but you had to save your pride right now. ‘You’ve met my representatives, we’re here for a meeting. Go before I call the police.’

‘This house is in my name.’

Thankfully, the car sped off without another word from the passengers

your jelly legs sank on the pavement, breathes coming out in short bursts

‘T-thanks the help,’ you whispered. ‘D-do I know you from somewhere?’

Yanjun shook his head, eyes sparkling

he offered to help you up

‘Unfortunately not but, we’re here to help you.’

He had a smooth way of talking, you noted. Bad sign, bad sign. All the charming ones will are heartbreaking bad boys

but isn’t that a trait of your Ken doll Evan?

the raven-haired, man bun sporting man cleared his throat and stepped forward

‘We’re representatives from Yuehua Jewellers and there are some issues we would like to discuss regarding YingYang Gems.’

if they were Yuehua, they had to take your side

three strangers in your house isn’t a problem when you have about ten bodyguards inside

the gate let out a friendly beep and slid open without trouble after you had keyed in the password

‘If it’s about boycotting Yang,’ you said, gesturing for them to enter. ‘Then, be my guest.’

The ‘meeting’ was successful on both terms

Yanjun couldn’t be more ecstatic that you were finally getting away from Yang - at least for a while

but he had to keep his true identity a secret at all times, no matter what

However, the ‘subtle, casual’ looks that you gave him didn’t go unnoticed at all

it was SO obvious that your brain was reeling to provide answers to your burning questions

my last three brain cells during an exam:

as much as Yanjun wanted to answer them himself, he restrained himself from doing so

Now, you only knew him as Jun

That was how it was supposed to stay

but Yanjun wasn’t sure if his heart would allow it

…

did,,, did he really admit that?

he can’t

emotions and work don’t match, it would only complicate things

yet, he would surely crumble if you pressed any further

in order to protect himself, to protect his brothers and to protect you, Yanjun stayed far far away from you

he sent relatively harmless people out to meet and update you

you only held Ziyi’s contact

Yanjun was doing all this to keep you safe

from him

but it was the smallest of details that gave away his attraction

like how he pestered Cheng Xiao for an update on the transaction every hour

or how he snuck glances over Ziyi’s shoulder when he was texting you

he also snuck out with zheng ruibin to keep tabs on Yang, to ensure he was no longer harassing you

dread was gnawing at him from all sides

he felt as if eyes were glaring bullet holes into him even in the safety of his room

Yanjun lay on his bed, ears tuned into the goodnight wishes of his corridor mates

he had to sort out his life right now

first of all, he had gotten all heart-eyed when he met you and then charmed away your jewelry

he felt guilty for worsening your emotional breakdown AND for letting his own emotions get in the way of his work

now, he was trying to solve your problem

but Yanjun wasn’t going to waltz into your life, sweep you off your feet and propose to you

because he knew he didn’t deserve to

either way, he can’t satisfy both sides of a Gemini

Yanjun was not mistaking pity for attraction, he was schooled enough to know that

he wasn’t going to f*ck up your life and feelings more than he already had

Yanjun was placed in a tight spot

knowing him would only put you in more danger

so no matter what happened, for the sake of your sanity and safety

He had to withstand the pressure crushing his shoulders, go against the wind and grow against the sun

only diamonds come out of the rough

A Hundredth had no excuse not to

two days later, Yang’s collection was returned safely and anonymously

the launch continued

but by then, Yuehua had garnered the majority of the media’s attention and public eye

beneficial

today was essentially your last chance to get rid of the thought that bugged your mind

Jun

Evan

why did both of them seem so,,, alike?

to clear up things, you decided that there was indeed a guy named Evan in your life

and the idea of it was absolutely mortifying

curiosity killed the cat,,,but the cat does have nine lives

if you did indeed dump your problems and jewelry through your mini cryfest on some poor dude, you had the right to know

from the start, YH representative Jun had caught your eye

he was calculating, cheeky, playful and intelligent all together

he also reminded you of someone

personality wise

you remembered Evan had a light silvery tint to his hair, a pair of dimples, deep voice and large eyes

your ideal ‘Ken doll’

Jun was definitely your type

nevermind, Evan didn’t have to exist if you had Jun

had

you wouldn’t ever be able to breathe the same air as him

Jun was slowly slipping away from you

in fact, the last time you heard of his existence was yesterday night

when Zacharie was texting you and mentioned a component that Jun would manage

take the Z from Ziyi and IE from Boogie and you get Zacharie

trying to make up fake names on the spot

there were so many burning questions at the tip of your tongue

Jun resembled Evan so closely

,,,were you confusing reality and fiction? are you going mad?

annoyed, you let out a huff and flopped onto your bed

men could be so infuriating and irritating!

you: hi Zacharie, thank you for all your help these few days. Please thank the team at Yuehua on my behalf. To properly bid you farewell, I ordered some small gifts for the office. It would be great if you could send someone to pick them up! Thanks!

mhm

Zacharie and Jun won’t even know what hit them

truthfully, you didn’t have any farewell gifts because you never wanted to part

you: assistant lu please prepare appropriate tokens of appreciation for colleagues by 2pm today

why why why why why!

the same mantra kept chanting over and over in Yanjun’s head

he had been so desperately trying to avoid you at all costs yet here he was, at your front gate

Ziyi had specifically said this errand was for him to run

currently, the only running Yanjun wanted to do was to run away from his responsibilities

to his surprise, it was you who opened the door and not your bodyguard

‘Hi! Come in for a minute,’ you greeted enthusiastically

Yanjun wondered how you could be so bubbly

well, you had the right to be after getting Yang off your back

‘Everything’s in here!’ you beamed, handing him paper bags with stamped with a brand name you couldn’t even pronounce

Yanjun smiled earnestly, taking the bags from you

your fingers brushed against his for a moment and sparks ignited through your body

‘Jun, would you something to drink? Coffee perhaps?’

Wow, every word you said sounded so formal and robotic

this was very unlike you

were you nervous? around a guy?

Never!

then again, the only guys you had encountered were the middle school boyfriend, college cheater, and Yang

so,,,that was a possibility

Yanjun politely declined much to your dismay

He mentioned that Zacharie needed him back at the office for a board meeting soon

sighing, you nodded understandingly

‘Sure, you should get going soon. Thanks for all the help these few days.’

you ran a hand through your hair as you spoke

Yanjun caught sight of the Cartier bracelet securely clasped on your wrist

the one piece he decided not to steal

‘Nice Cartier,’ he complimented. ‘Very classy and iconic.’

damn Yanjun, you’re the smoothest guy on this planet and all you come up with is ‘nice Cartier’?

impressive

however, you face practically lit up at his compliment

‘Thank you! It was the first piece I bought with my own money,’ you revealed with pride.

Yanjun paused at the driveway to slip his shoes back on

which gave you time to work up the courage

‘Hey, Jun.’

he hummed in reply

you tried to make your tone sound as nonchalant as possible. ‘Uh, I figured you would be in touch with many of these... jewelry specialists...’

oh no

Yanjun tried not to tense visibly. Instead, he offered a tight-lipped smile

‘Um, I know this is far-fetched but would you know of anyone named Evan?’

E v a n

Evan is standing right in front of you

In your doorway

Evan is lying

Right in your face

Evan doesn’t deserve you

Because he messed up

Yanjun shook his head and pushed back the whirlwind of emotions that was taking shape

‘Nope, I’m sorry. I don’t know anyone of that name,’ he lied perfectly. ‘Why?’

Oh, the audacity

you leaned against the doorframe, mildly disappointed

‘Nothing. H-he just seemed really knowledgeable about gems. My cousin and I met him at...at a place near your office so I just-‘ you kept yourself from rambling.

the silver-haired man chuckled softly at your outburst

‘Y-you just resembled him a bit. Tall, tan, dyed hair, large eyes. Haha, thought he was a colleague or something,’ you fibbed, making up a story on the spot

sadness flooded your lungs and made it hard to breathe, fires of vex scorched your skin and made it blister

Jun obviously had no interest and to compare him with Evan! oh wow

who even does this

the moment would’ve turned awkward if Jun didn’t announce that Zacharie had begun texting him and bid you farewell with sincerity

there was no need to rush

he could explain everything

but what good would it do him

what good would it do you?

‘Jun!’ you called out as he was about to step outside, dashing after him without slippers

‘I-i-is it okay i-if we stay in contact? I-I-. Can we b-be friends? We’re around the same age? It’ll be nice to know someone nearby.’

sentences began with stammers and ended with stumbles

alarm bells rang in his head

Flustered, Jun fought to find an appropriate response

Words got caught in his throat, they froze, then evaporated into thin air

‘Yes,’ he finally coughed out. ‘We can stay in contact but...I think it would be much better for us to stay as colleagues.’

hurt crumbled your features no matter how hard you forced them to stay upright

‘Oh, o-of course.’

of course, you had been too immature, too caught up in the moment

too fresh from a breakup and looking in the wrong places for a rebound

Yanjun’s smile seemed sympathetic but he too was struggling to keep his feelings at bay

‘Goodbye. I’m sure there will be projects for us to work on again. Rest early.’

In the safety of Hundredth HQ, Yanjun let crystal tears slip out from his pearl-like orbs

usually gleaming with fun, suavity, perfection

the mafia had made him focused, strong, bold and quick

and it was your diamonds that didn’t just scratch the surface of the onyx plating

but pierced right through it and pricked his soft golden heart

honestly, i’m not super satisfied with this :(((

it took me THREE weeks to write but it was interrupted by camp and school so my train of thought was lost

i’M SO SORRY

hopefully,,,school gets easier so I can focus on what I like to do

love all of you lots💓💓💓

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