had to buy different masks bc the usual listing I order from doesn't exist anymore. with the old ones when I airbrushed cakes at work, the outside would get a bit colourful especially near my nostrils, but these new ones the outside stays mostly clean while the inside gets brightly coloured and my nose and the bags under my eyes get tons of colour on them too, more so than if I wasn't wearing a mask at all. I'm guessing this probably means they're not as good?
was using a lot of red today making valentines stuff and genuinely after I took the mask off I looked either very sick or like someone had beaten this shit out of me bc my eyes and nose were so red
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when ahsoka leaves the temple and anakin runs after her, you can see obi-wan starting to follow them as well but he's stopped by master plo's hand on his shoulder.
here's this: anakin finding his way back to his quarters in the temple, tears welling in his eyes, he can barely walk straight, but once he gets there he finds obi-wan already waiting for him. and they've never been too open about physical contact with one another but obi-wan opens his arms and all anakin can do is choke out his master's name and throw himself into his arms, sobbing and finally letting his emotions flow out into the force, but especially into their bond
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I'm all ears about bottom Minthara.
I keep thinking how nice it would be if there was a second scene for her romance when you reach act 3 and get together with her. And for it to be softer and more tender in comparison to the scene at the goblin party. I desperately need it and to have Tav take care of her please
I'm so normal about bottom Minthara, not because of the smut, but it shows her ultimate trust in Tav as their relationship evolves from Act 1 to Act 3. Given what she's been through, it's understandable for her to want to be in control, because let's be honest throughout the centuries under Lolth and then the Absolute, when was the last time her mind was her own for her to make a choice, for herself? (hint: "Tonight, I wanted this - for myself.") So for her to willingly trust Tav to let that go, even just for a few moments. Alurlssrin is unselfish, deep, unbreakable love, but do you know what Tav is? Tav is her tri âm tri kỷ (know the sound, know the self) in both romantic and platonic ways, do you understand?!?!?!? Her scars are invisible and Tav is the only one who sees through them, that is why she only cares for how Tav sees her through their eyes *go outside and scream*
Between "Tonight there will be no voices, no orders, no gods... I belong only to you." (Act 2/3) and "Minthara is my home." in the epilogue, I'd say there's nothing but soft between them as time goes on and it gets softer as each night passes.
The dream is a very soft romance scene after "I belong only to you." which is a total contrast to Act 1 (bonus is including the alurlssrin dialogue during aftercare). I wish Tav could also comfort her after saving her from Orin because that level of trauma coming back, ooof.
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Yesterday marked a month since I got diagnosed with Covid and today I nearly collapsed because I dared to try to lightly exercise. My lungs felt like when you suck in a lungful of freezing cold air, like it hurts and burns all through your chest, and I could barely get my breath. So I guess I officially have Long Covid. Yaaaay <-wants to be dead
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Three sentence prompts: bounce!
Tilieth watched light flicks of white puffy pollen bounce in the breeze, carrying the promise of new life to a scorched land. Hyrule was still so scarred after the calamity ten years ago, and even the smallest of signs brought her hope. She glanced down at her lap, where her boy lay sleeping, and she bent down to kiss his forehead.
She prayed someday soon the promise of new life would awaken him as well.
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Does Jessie have a theme song? How bout Shiloh?
I can just pick songs from the playlist... Let's go with Autotheist by Baby Bugs for Jessie and like... Appetite by Casey Edwards or Victim by Halflives...
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hoooooo boy. when you’re under the illusion that you, with good reason, are topping and they flip the fucking switch on you 🙃🙃🙃
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after doing my usual lap swimming tonight i dove off the diving board a couple times and god there really is nothing like the deep end of a pool. the local pool is 12 feet deep which is deeper than anywhere that i've swum before (that's a non open body of water) and just. sitting at the bottom in the silence and the stillness with the weight of the water pressing down on you and looking up and seeing the lights and the surface so so so far away bc you are down in your little alien world and everything is calm and quiet and empty and still. i have been chasing this for nearly 27 years. when i was a kid i asked to buy a scuba tank so i could lay on the floor of a pool for an hour.
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Ugh i hate that i went back to caring about actors.
It has been a few days since i stopped checking their socials but the need to see what's happening is there and im trying to fight it so much.
I dont want to care because I know they are nothing of me and I'm nothing of them. I'm aware of it and yet i cant stop myself from caring...
I hate this bad habit I dont remember how i got out of it the last time.
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One of the things that hurts Khare the most isn't so much the eyes and teeth growing in her flesh but rather her memory issues, how easily she forgets things and struggles with the most basic tasks. Her IQ wasn't impressive before getting experimented on but she lived independently and picked up a range of skills from doing so along with working many odd jobs back in Hull. It's immensely frustrating - and upsetting - to her when it takes so long to learn what should be a simple thing.
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