#these will be my tags idk if i need more ill update

[daily-purple-character]

haiii!!!! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

yes, this is based on @daily-pink-character i love them and have been following for a bit now soooo i made my own account with my fav color!

mod is @rose022 and has way too many sideblogs atp

borders by cafekitsune, bunnysrph, and glittergraphicsandmore. pfp by my friend on insta

MASTERLIST

characters to be posted! ~60

sorry if i miss a day, this will inevitably happen. just idfk check out one of my other accounts in the meantime or check out the other color accounts

asks open and you can request a character or say smth else. send as many as you want, but theyll be spread out and not posted all right after each other. if your non anon ill reply to your ask when its posted!

queue is in order of when i get the request so apologies if the character you want takes a while to be posted, some people send a billion people in an ask lol

you can spam like or rb idc and you can tag anything as like me/kin/self or f/o or whatever i dont mind at all

request info! you dont have to worry if someone's purple enough, im not picky and if youre requesting them, then its good enough for me! you dont need to send a picture with it as long as i can find them through an internet search easily. if you know your character is niche, be very specific with where theyre from so i can find stuff. ocs are ok if you can provide ample images, tagging me in posts so i can make a gif from a vid is welcome. i will not accept real people, or submitting yourself in any way. a person playing a character is allowed.

what else do i need to say? uhhhh idk but ily

[robinfollies]

some design comcepts for older lily + lewis!!! my latest and greatest headcanon for them is that in the future they get gems and can do magic of their own :33 i just think it’d be neat,,, something to do with their love of magic!!!! 🥺

[todayisafridaynight]

old man yaoi sketch commission........

Commission Info

[callmehere-iwillappear]

anniversary chapter yippee!!! enjoy casey

[frecklystars]

I love that all of my friends who have watched Crazy Stupid Love with me will point at Ryan Gosling's character and say "ohhh I see why you like him... he's like your other F/O, Barney Stinson :) except he kinda respects women a little bit more" and I'm like... what. oh... huh.

I see.

[gemharvest]

I'm seeing that regular users are finally getting the new Discord username system I think I'm gonna be nauseoussssss..

[activesplooger]

Progress Update on some WIPS! + teasers! :) | Doe!Reader x Alastor SMUT | Help Me: Part 3 Vox x Assistant!Reader | His New Obsession: Reader x Yandere!Vox

a few days ago i posted a screenshot of some WIPS, and i thought I’d give a progress update! + teasers! i promise im working on everything guys i just want everything to be quality :) ive also been quite busy so, yeah!

Doe!Reader x Alastor SMUT 1/2 DONE

About halfway done! Maybe a lil less than halfway? So far I’ve gotten a lot of the exposition out of the way and im starting to get onto the dirty little smutty part ;) its taking awhile bc ive been busy ALSOO smut is hard asf to write and writing deer themed smut is even harder! lmao guys the amount of deer mating season research ive done is crazy im definitely on some type of watch list now bc of my weird search history lol. I’ve gotten a lot done though! Should be out soon, I’ll let you guys know when itll be out when I get more of it done! A teaser is on my page if u wanna see it!

Help Me: Part 3 Vox x Assistant!Reader

i dont rlly have an exact fraction amount for how much is done lol. i promise i didnt forget about it guys 🙏 i have the whole story pretty much planned out! all the scenes and stuff i want to include (+ the ending duh) are all written down! perchance ill do a bigger teaser tmrw idk sometime this wknd maybeee. I have all the scenes planned out and ik how the whole story is gonna go i just have to articulate it into words and spice it up! :) stay tuned!!

teaser!:

“The Vee's empire grew exponentially and are now the three top overlords in hell. You still worked for Vox, however, your job description changed over the next few years. A lot changed over the next few years…. You went from being introduced as “This is Y/N, my friend and assistant!” to “This is an employee of mine, she won’t be a bother.”.”

this whole paragraph is subject to change, i wouldve done a bigger teaser but im just so unsure about the other paragraphs i might literally delete it all and redo them and i dont wanna edge u guys like that lol.

His New Obsession: Reader x Yandere!Vox

OK THIS ONES SO RANDOM BUT LEMME COOK LMAO. this one has SO MUCH BUT ITS NOT EVEN CLOSE LOL. its gonna be like pretty smutty i think like toxic sweater electrocute my fukin pussy type smut. its gonna be a big one bc im trying not to make it into different parts but that might change. its gonna be a fat minute till it comes out im just chipping away at it every once in awhile 4 fun! :))

teaser!:

“Yes, dear,” Vox gestures to Papermint standing idly in a corner, “This one over here will also be my assistant. You’ll handle the more personal needs of mine while Papermint handles more business related needs.”

“I see…”

Vox, completely entranced by you, puts your resume down and extends a hand out to you across the desk, “Well, that’s all I really need! Congratulations! You got the job!”. Winning sound effects could be heard from Vox’s speakers as he congratulates you.

“Oh! I-Is that it..? No questions..?”

“Nope, I’ve seen enough- Actually, what size are you?”

“Uh… Why?”

“For your uniform, of course!”

(this is also subject to change btw! im slowly doing it its just kind of a fun lil random thing i like to do when i need a break or just feel like it)

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stay tuned folks! if u wanna be tagged for any of these lmk in the replies!

[lilpixielixie]

Delicate | hwang hyunjin x fem! reader

"This ain't for the best, my reputation's never been worse, so you must like me for me"

- Delicate, Taylor Swift

Summary: Moving to Seul wasn't something that Selene expected to do, but her broken heart and tired soul were craving for peace. She didn't even think too much about it: she simply saw an opportunity that would let her hide from the media and Hollywood for some time and took it. However, she will have to make a decision by the end of the year and she hopes that, when the time comes, the same world that was hating on her right now would forget everything. Maybe she wasn't meant to be an actress, but she was sure she wasn't meant to be loved. At least, that was what she thought before meeting an idol who wasn't treating her like a broken and pitiful person.

Status: on going (started 08/02/2024)

Genre: actress!reader x idol!hyunjin, SLOW BURN, angst, hurt/comfort, eventual smut (minors dni)

Warnings: there will be descriptions and heavy talk about mental illnesses (depression mainly), past abusive and toxic relationship (the character is oc and not present in the story), past abusive household, depression recovery, cheating (not between the main couple), hate on the web (idk how to tag this), the not so secret dark side of being a celebrity and I think nothing else...I will add things up if anything else comes into my mind.

General info: I won't be constant with the updates because it's a complex plot and I need time to write it down and I'm a perfectionist. Also, this is just a hobby, unfortunately I need to work irl (being an adult sucks and your girl needs money🥲). Actually, it's been two years since I got this idea and I've been thinking about it everyday since then and finally I decided to write and post it. This fic is settled back in 2021 because it follows skz's career from the end of hyunjin's hiatus to (for now) the release of case 143. For now it will be divided into two seasons: the first one is from their meeting to them becoming friends and the second one will focus on them going from friends to lovers. Even though in the first season they're not a couple, there will be hints to romance. Also, it's necessary for the introduction to the backstory of the reader. As for the reader, I'll make a post with the basic info you need to know before diving into the story. There will be all skz members, some members of enhypen for plot reasons and mentions of other idols.

~ Selene Profile

SEASON ONE🔓

~ Chapter one (08/02/24) ~ Chapter two (14/03/24) ~ Chapter three (21/04/24) ~ Chapter four (27/04/24) ~ Chapter five (21/06/24) ~ Chapter six (19/07/2024) ~ Chapter seven ~ Chapter eight ~ Chapter nine ~ Chapter ten

more to come!

SEASON TWO🔒

© lilpixielixie all rights reserved | do not copy, repost or translate this fic.

[istherewifiinhell]

HM for the bingo: matoba, um um um. your least favorite oppie. your most favorite starscreamer. ummmmm. Abyssal Black Flame Dragon

HEHEHE

shitty id in alt. WELL THATS URRRR GUY. thats the guy thats nat.sume is about. pretty sure <- took me like a year to figure out this is not the case. he is silly. ive seen it in the gag manga. hessss a pretty loser goth in and out of drag what is not to like. im just assuming ur the most right about him i dunno if that means other ppl are wrong tho

joelle joelleity joelletwo is trying to get my ass murdered on tumblr dot gov. EDITED AND UPDATED. need to reflect that my constant with this one is i get why megs got like that

[alt]. ohhh buddy...... you asked. 1. no personality. 2. hate his whole vibe (aesthetics/affect) 3. BETRAYED THE REVOLUTION. 4. not a very good conflicted pasicfist if thats what they were gonna go for. 5. tee fee pee special. u know show dont tell. this is tell, then forget to bring up ever again. simply. simply. listen if the girlies in the tag have to make him interesting for their fanfic and fuck nasty shit (honourary) go with god. i have read good fic of him. but thats compliments to the fans. me personally. i would simply use any other iteration. i suppose u cant beat how DIVORCED this guy is. im not opposed any of his specific characteristics really. its the holistic sum thats my enemy.

DOODLING HEARTS AND GRAPHIC VIOLENCE ON THE SCANTRON <- which tf is that 🥁🔔

[ALT] actually can i edit this again lets do a bingo for bullying. he got bullied possible the most anyone has but ill bully him some more 😏🤨😳. now ur some ppl might think oh u like this screamer so much to u inversely not like this megs for beating him up. well not u tho. thats gotta be one of my favourite 2 minutes in all of tf kajdgbjfdhb. hes not real so hes fine with that i asked him myself. ANYWAY WHAT IF U WERE BACKED INTO A CORNER BY UR OWN VIOLENT IMPULSES AND CONSEQUENCES OF UR OWN ACTIONS and also millennia of unending war so u just decide to go full nihilist about it. and this literally saves your world and people. well not the ones u killed but most of em. and u keep winning <3 and ur pettiness and self severing survival instincts also saved the universe. btw. idk if i have HC so much as. i can see my reading of the text not being universal but also im right <3. billybob thompson one of 2 fav non latta screamers. prettiest modern screamer design

out of LEFT field but i LOVE IT

[alt] wait how did u land on a orbeez side character i would at remember the vibes of enough to get double bingo. was it dragon sooyoung? kfjjdf. DO U KNOW. how often i watch something and think. this character would be improved if they were an edgy anime fourteen year old. WELL HERE IT IS. the most important thing u can be in the world is a shitty emo teen with a deviant art dragon fursona. i dont remember anything else im literally just like. thats perfect. what a shit head. the best character in the book now im saying so.

[killerssideblog]

i made a sideblog for myself to spam system shit so i dont flood our main blog!

USERBOX REQUESTS ARE CURRENTLY OPEN

see "#requests open" for userbox req details when open!

haiiii! im killer. im part of an OSDD system and i made this blog bc i felt bad spamming our main blog with our system stuff lol. some others may or may not post here, idk, i just made this. my signoff is 🎯 or just my name, but since its my blog just assume its me posting unless theres a different signoff. i also usually type in all lowercase, unless i'm on our phone since it auto capitalizes things and its just too much of a hassle to fight it.

i like to make custom userboxes for my system, so if you want you can request some! i cant promice that i'll get around to them quickly, but yk! You can use ours too if you like them, i dont really care. hope you enjoy our bullshit!

if im rebloging stuff i probobally wont tag it, just an fyi. i'll try to remember but im also gonna try not to reblog a bunch of stuff here.

if you wanna use my userboxes, you absolutely can! you don't need to credit me, but it's very appreciated if you do. Singlets and traumagenic systems are allowed to use them. non-traumagenics are the only ones not allowed to use them.

Tags for shit are as follows:

- #killer talks: my insane ramblings.

- #system userboxes: userboxes i made.

- #killers art: art i made that isnt userboxes.

- #killer reblogs: reblogs of things.

- #killer reblogs cats: reblogs of cats

- #cannon in my brain: stuff abt our introjects and shit they do.

- #system sillys: silly stuff going on in our system

- #friend system sillys: silly stuff relating to our system friends

- #information: important info regarding my blog (should check this out probably)

- #-[other persons name/signoff]: someone else's posting.

basic DNI, racist, homophobic, zoo, map, trans-id etc.

DNI endos! we dont do that shit here! traumagenic systems only!

DNI fakeclaimers! I dont wanna deal with that drama.

ill update with more later as needed ig.

user sign-offs

🎯 - killer

🌈 - fresh

🔻 - red

[asherenjoysbeingtransparent]

Those are all the answers, how wonderful they are!

☆ To be made/Queued

☆ Requests are… open! / Request rules

☆ Hellooo… It’s me, Asher ( @asherenjoysart ), again, back with a new account for yet another thing…

☆ I’ll be making transparents here!! (Like the ones I submit on @/sekaitransparents , except NOT JUST PJSK!!)

☆ I do take submissions. Do not be offended if I clean up your submission though!! I might do that!!

☆ I don’t require credit for my transparents but it would be silly if you did credit me for them (mainly so I’m tagged and can see what you made with them) ! ! Don’t tag me if you use them for weird stuff (“weird stuff” to me includes basically for anything that is related to something on the basic DNI… idk its a somewhat long list and there’s probably something niche thats really bad and ill eventually get tagged for it because I left it out so I’m just saying this). Preferably do not use them for weird stuff at all, but hey, I can’t control you…

☆ I do multiple fandoms. Usually when I fixate on something, there’ll be a LOT of transparents for it posted during the time I’m fixating.

☆ Here is a list of the fandoms I take transparent requests for:

Twisted Wonderland

MILGRAM

PJSK

Houseki no Kuni (No complicated panels please)

Bungo Stray Dogs (Refer to the bracketed text for HNK)

☆ Tags:

# … Isnt this for transparents? (Non-Transparent posts)

# Asher is trans… parent! (Transparent posts. yes that was a joke about me being transgender.)

# Looks like someone else is transparent! (Submissions and reblogged transparents)

# No more jokes. (Important posts, like announcements and stuff. Serious posts will just be tagged “important”.)

# Someone’s awesome edit!! (Edits that use my transparents and that I’m tagged in)

☆ And below the cut is other transparent blogs that I like!

1. @/sekaitransparents

… is anyone surprised by me adding them? This blog was made only because I wanted to post transparents I couldn’t submit to them, after all.

ANYWAYS they do pjsk cards! Check if their requests are open before submitting a pjsk card request to here.

2. @/prsk2dmv-transparents

As their name suggests, pjsk 2dmv transparents. I believe they don’t take requests, though. Still a good blog nonetheless.

3. @/transparentwuwa

For all your wuwa transparents needs!

4. @/Bsd-transparents

Very cool bsd transparent blog uhhh. Idk the transparents are good

5. @/twstrenders

This person reblogged a bunch of my twst transparents thats how I became aware of them. So anyways uhhh I dont do twst much anymore so if you followed my blog for my twst transparents go follow this one instead!

I’ll update this as I find/remember more blogs

[send-up-my-heart-to-you]

this is far overdue, so heres an introduction post

• you can call me queenie, im keeping my real name anonymous • muslim (feel free to ask any questions, idm, theres no stupid questions only misinformation) • minor • my birthday is march 20th, astrology is full of shit because i am the epitome of a gemini but apparently im a pisces ??? no • she/her • poc • intp (i know way too much about mbti and not enough about other forms of typology, like socionics, enneagram, etc) • self-diagnosed autistic • my special interests include writing (either original work or fanfics) and psychology • hobbies include hyperfixating, reading, writing, listening to music, and ranting to my friends about books ive recently read

on this blog pretty much all i do is talk about my fandoms, which may include:

• riordanverse • shadowhunters • the folk of the air • the ascendance series • heartstopper • anne with an e

(its mostly the first two tho)

and then the slew of anime i watch, which ill link here

my asks are also open in case youd like to request headcanons or fanfics, but obviously i cant do it if i dont know the fandom, so please if its anything anime/manga related, i cant guarantee that ill know it, so try to include the name in the ask

i also have a side blog @queenie-says-free-palestine. dont think i need to clarify what the posts are abt

uquiz masterlist (uquizzes i made):

• assigning you an ascendance series kin • choose something about me and ill decide if i like you or not • i assign you a percy jackson kin except the questions are stupid

more to come

kinlist here

my tags:

#queenie doesnt shut up #eka asks

dni if you are:

• zionist • ableist • sexist (that counts as misogyny OR supporting #killallmen) • racist • religiophobic (including antisemitism) • xenophobic • proshipper • sexualise minors (real OR fictional. idc if you age them up)

masterlist of my writing

i do have an ao3 account, which i will link here, but i only have like two works up on there as of april 2023

i also have a wattpad account, but its just the same fics as my ao3 account

also please follow the writing blog i made with my friendsss

tagging people who deserve some love:

irl: @itadori-yujiii - sister who is always on the receiving end of my rants @tinadablackthorn - other sister, sometimes forget she exists tbh @greenmanwiththesauce - asshole friend who exists solely to make me question my existence @velversess - my parabatai ily @1tomie1 - one of my irl friends who is literally me but not really @maybecordelia - cousin but also best friend also my fangirl buddy 🫶🫶 @ada-apolog1st - frenemy 😘😘

online (all of which are very cool people w amazing taste) @aliciasfantasyxox - online-friend-in-law we have not conversed but hello @moondust-on-the-hijabi - one of the first friends i made on here :D lovely lady lin rules over EVERYTHINGGG @that-multi-fandom-hijabi - ARAB MUSLIM AROACES UNITE !!!! @nerdy-girl3791 - showed up one day n i love seeing you around yes hello @sleepy-vix - someone who likes heartstopper, bsd, sk8, thats hot people shit right there @loife1m - LOLLIPOP :DD my love you are a breath of heaven walking upon this beautiful earth STAY STRONG BABES @someonewhogotanaccount - rambling twinsies whos basically a confused n optimistic me @heartstars - MY LITTLE SISTER I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH @reyna-obsessed - my darling mini come lets be gremlins together @hijabi-desi-bookworm - STOP CALLING ME [redacted nickname] OR I SWEAR TO GOD ILL SMITE YOU (jk ily esme<33)

yea thats pretty much it, may update later idk

[sinnerandafool]

I've been off Tumblr for a while because I just needed a break. In fact, I meant to get off most social media except Instagram (which I supposedly need to use in order to bolster my business as a hairdresser). However, my stupid old human brain that craves dopamine will literally not stop going on Reddit to read the various headlines of human folly. Reddit is so easy to access in a web browser. For some reason, Tumblr is not the same, and so if I delete the app from my phone it essentially disappears. Idk why. "Psychology", I guess.

Anyway, on Reddit I am served content relevant to myself, such as Seattle, Fall Out Boy, eating disorders, hairdressers complaining and panicking, and, most notable for this post, Watcher Entertainment drama.

The Watcher thing started like four or five months ago when they announced they would be switching to their own streaming site. I'm sure many Watcherinas will remember that day and the following week vividly. It was so impactful it took over the r/watcherentertainment subreddit and the watcher tags here on Tumblr for a while. It even got a cute little nickname: "Watchergate". I had to block users for the first time in my life because I was just so tired of reading the same misinformation about Watcher over and over again.

My reaction was to retreat from Tumblr, but I continue to lurk on Reddit, and I read threads on r/WatcherSnark frequently, reading the same misinformation about Watcher over and over again. My strategy didn't work well. The very idea of creating a whole separate community just to hate on something is pretty wild, but the snark subreddit is currently wayyy more active than the regular one so...they must be on to something. But I have to say: it's very fucking depressing to read those threads. It reminds me of reading the comment section on a Kamala Harris interview. Just loads of MAGA people reiterating the same talking points again and again, and getting a minuscule dopamine hit when someone likes their comment. It's a circlejerk in the most classic sense of the word.

Which is why I've been thinking, lately, that I don't want Watcher to share their next "Making Watcher" video with the public at all. Like, why even bother? Whether this streaming site has been a success, or whether its been a failure, why bother sharing your heartfelt behind-the-scenes look at Watcher with people who are just waiting for the next out of context line to ridicule? At this point, wouldn't it be better to keep this content to the streaming site? It's been FOUR months since Watcher made their ill-fated announcement, and the r/WatcherSnark users are still ruminating on it.

I'm not speaking as an authority on public relations or social media management, but I just don't want to see the trolls fed. And I'm sorry, I truly am, but people who are still harping on about "25 employees" and "expensive weddings" and "Sara's designer tote bag" at this point are trolls. The Internet at large just kinda sucks these days.

I'm sorry to anyone who wastes their time reading this. :( It's what I would post on Reddit if I wasn't so sure I would be shouted down by a group of bad faith commenters. I would love if anyone could update me on an active and positive community surrounding Watcher since I've been away for a few months.

(Also yeah, I know I just shouldn't read negativity. I am drawn to discourse like a moth to the flame.)

[nrc-asteryn-crew]

✧ welcome to the asteryn crew's blog ! ( please read the whole thing ... )

admin speaking here , welcome to the rp blog for my ocs :) blog and ocs are owned by @venaue !

i go by aue , x or ven , i use it/he and am a minor :D

this post is kind of... idk i sorta gave up if you couldnt tell but im putting it here anyways because i need a new pinned post featuring all of my ocs so i can actually rp them ...

featured ocs : (here for full (and updated) designs + gen info & relationship dynamics with each other) ILL UPDATE THE CARDS SOON BUT YEAH

basic blog rules are as follows: essentially, don't be weirdo and have some common sense . dni list pertains to homophobic , transphobic , racist , sexist , ableist , proshipper/incest liking behaviour. if your behaviour can be described using any of the above terms, and you interact, you will be blocked.

ships with my ocs are discussable, but don't get mad if i end up saying no. important to note discussing ships, is that crimson and aros will be together in all timelines. that is non-negotiable.

the characters and i are all minors, so please refrain from anything NSFW. slightly suggestive is fine, but nothing more than that.

ill add more here as i remember.

tags : #aue's asteryn - any posts related to my ocs #aue the yappertron(tm) - me when i yap basically #aue's art - the scarce moment i draw something #aue reblogs - when i (admin) reblogs, usually art or other oc posts :3 #asteryn [oc name] - any posts related to that oc #asteryn : ask games - ask games with my ocs #asteryn : lore post - lore posts abt my ocs #asteryn X jumpscare (aka mod post) - self explanatory

ill add more as i make more posts and stuff!!

Yuuto: ...What the hell does 'asteryn' even mean..? Mace: I dunno! X came up with it! Ask xem! Yuuto: Eugh. No thanks. Mace: LMAO.

divider creds : @/cafekitsune

[upsidedownwithsteve]

It’s so crazy to me that people seem to think big writers need to justify their popularity by reading and recommending other fics, as if you somehow owe us your blog as a democratic space?

I feel like this will make you blush/scoff as a comparison but you see it all the time with female celebs, especially young ones. They’re not allowed to just be well-liked for being really talented in their chosen craft, they have to dedicate half their time to being humble and grateful, and if they don’t they’re rude and entitled and don’t deserve their popularity. I feel like something similar is happening here with these anons.

Smaller writers/anons in general need to realise that just because someone’s blog is popular, it doesn’t make it public property. They have no claim to it.

Also it would be a real shame in my opinion if you had less time for writing because you felt obliged to spend more time reading and recommending!

the comparison definitely made me scoff haha, but it’s a well made point! like I said before, with a previous blog/fandom I wrote for, I was continuously made to feel like I was supposed to running some sort of newsletter? or website? an advertisement service? idk.

and it’s nowhere near as bad now, but this “anon” that’s making the rounds on the blogs of talented writers reeks of self entitlement. I truly enjoy writing, more so than ever, so I like using my free time for it too! but the guilt trips that can come with not reblogging and reviewing everything on the SH/EM tag? 😬

what happens if I fall ill? if I have a baby soon? i’m sure i’ll be yelled at for lacking in updates as well. i’ve found that I can’t please everyone all the time and at the end of the day, i’m doing this for fun and for free, just like almost every other writer on here. leave us be, let us breathe, you know?

[carmenized-onions]

Yap sheet live and in color pt 2!! Um ily this is so fun im actually having such a good week and the fact that U updated also just makes it even better 🫶🫶🫶 also i think to maybe see if it doesn't make the ask so super long on like feeds imma try this with no spaces between maybe idk

1.) This is literally from the tags i haven't even started reading, but hurt,,, some comfort??? UGH okay off i go

2.) WAIT THE OTHER SHOE THING IS SO FUCKING BRILLIANT ONION WTF

3.) Lowk forgot i was doing this for a sec bc im waiting for water to boil cause im making dinner rn BUT OH BOY DID THIS BRING IT BACK FOR ME

CARMY CALLING RICHIE A DEAD BEAT MAN ILL BEAT UP THAT LITTLE RAT BOY i love him so much it hurts but ill kick his ass fr like just bc ur hurting doesnt mean u make everyone else hurt (even tho thats how he was raised :< anyways thats 1 L for carm major L

4.) YEAHH RICH FUCKING SPEAK ON IT SPEAK ON ITTTT oh uh oh not tony catching strays rip us. Double uh oh coming from carmy. Also carmy thats another L don't do richie like that :<

5.) I fucking love you :< AND THEN FOR HIM TO SAY RICHIE IS NOTHING LIKE FUCK RIGHT AWF L MAJOR L

6.) Yk what this chapter is going to be endless Ls for carm i can already tell but :< the whole oh are you gonna fix him too?? Like I can just feel and see like the hurt radiating off of him thru the screen like he's clearly so affected by all the stuff he saw but :< thats still not an excuse CARMEN

7.)The fact that Tony feels like she needs to prove herself, that she can take it, makes me very :<

8.) Also like I'm intrigued bc it almost feels like more than Tony just not charging them for the services out of like the goodness of her own heart or guilt over not being there for mikey like i originally thought like theres something else going on there i am ✨️confused✨️

9.) Noooo not Tony thinking she did something wrong :<<<

10.) i fear im going to jump off a bridge at this rate bc WAAAAAAA carmy is obviously so upset and he CLEARLY doesnt know how to handle that he IS SO ME

11.) MAJOR L MAJOR L

carmy im coming for you count your days that was so uncalled for Carmen what the FUCK onion im coming for u bc I just know I would be sobbing on the floor if carmen said that to me like especially bc Tony very obviously blames herself already :<

12.) Okay my noodles are done so BUT im mildly confused is all this carmy pov happening right after he yelled actually i just glanced back and yes it is and i will say i am glad carmy is at least A LITTLE self aware and that he's completely off the rails anyway

13.) :< i want my comfort neow right neow onion this is making me so sad (im on like point 7) also verbal confirmation that tony is crying like this isnt even a carmy specific L this is just an L

14.) Carmy just major self loathing makes me sad like yes he did this to himself but also like this is just the only way hes ever been shown how to express himself and ugh this better end with him going to therapy (i know it wont)

15.) Um so i read all of tonys thing just now i think uh anyway im gonna kms now tony thinks he hates her :< i really want my comfort now

16.) I know carmy doesnt deserve comfort but also i think he does a little is that too much to ask for

17.) Also the whole heart to heart with Richie makes me so :< i dont have a lot of coherent notes to write except for :< like im very :< right now

18.) Also i LOVE that tony is going to go to the fucking eras tour with richie and eva i LOVE that anyway um ACK ACK ACK

19.) ALSO ALSO ALSO like UGHHHH richie telling tony its not her fault mikey died and them commiserating is so fucking AGH

20.) STOP THE BANTER wait pause

21.) firstly um tony STILL looking out for carmy warms my heart thats fucking cold bc u KILLED ME anyway

22.) Right. UGHHHHH the banter has me just a touch :> bc like syd and tony dogging on richie is so :>. But overall im still :<.

23.) Stop not mikey thinking that tony and carmy would be a good match :< also like i feel like that *kinda* confirms that tony and mikey didnt have a thing bc why tf would he say that if they ever did but anyway

ONION TONY AND CARMY BETTER FUCKING TALK IN THE NEXT ONE IM SO FUCKING SERIOUS

As always i adore you and your writing even if i almost sobbed reading this one there were actual tears in my eyes and i never ever ever cry reading stuff or consuming media so fuck you so hard for that one

🫶🫶🫶 till next time pookie

LETS. GET. INTO ITTT.. Yap Sheet from Just Dropped, I'm excited to hear your thoughts on Something to Do!! Unless you already did-- And I'm just real fuckin slow to churn through my inbox.

THE NO SPACES SEEMED TO HAVE WORKED??? I hope that was easy for you, on your end-- If it's not, simply destroy people's pages it's fine we ball.

I did the.... some comfort because I was like... It does definitely hurt-- Comfort wise, it's definitely there, but you just don't really get it from the person you want it from, yknow?

AND THANK YOU-- I was very happy, when I realized the silly other shoe bit I could do. fun hat trick on my part.

DEAD BEAT BROOOO-- I can't remember if I added that or if it was in the original dialogue. I think I added it? I remember needing a transition line, to get into it-- It was like the Carmen equivalent of Richie's okay donna-- WOOF

I'll just do one point, for the Richie side of the fight, as I the writer don't have much to say about it but yeah it was-- Shit was brutal. It was very interesting to look at the freezer fight again with the perspective of Tony in mind and going,,,, huh,,,, they could both be talking to her, in this. The You're Nothing really also-- I wonder if Carmen will ever actually say that to someone, in canon. I don't think he could. But also they might just be saving it for the biggest explosion.

Writing Carmen's dialogue for this was very tough and interesting, for me-- Because like-- With the information he had, I kinda got it. Like yes 100% self-destructive tendencies but also I think I could sympathize with like, essentially him thinking he was basically some sort of manic pixie to be fixed by Tony. He was wrong, but like-- I get the concern. He shoulda voiced it better but I get him.

YEAAHHHH, YEAAHHHH Tony before this chapter for the most part I think only displayed the good/quirky parts about being the anxious helpful hero type, and this chapter and onward I think really got into the genuinely self-destructive behaviours of her thinking she needs to be able to take shit.

There was in fact, something going on there. With the invoice. LMAO. Tony's nice but she understands the power of a dollar

The repeated 'did i do something wrong' across multiple chapters-- Fuckin, in anything 'did i do something wrong' will always fucking get my ass. Like it's just so. It's. I'm, I'm fuckin sweatin just thinking about it. It always hurts.

CARMEN MAJOR L MOMENT ABSOLUTE L.

It's funny that while writing that line, I had always planned for that line to be like, the spinebreaker but I was worried, when I had actually put it to paper, that readers were somehow not gonna think it was that bad. I'm glad everyone thought it was horrifically bad. He fucked up there.

I won't comment much on Carmen's POV because there's some surprises I have in stock, for you, with that-- But I do agree. I think Carmen is typically slow to realize he fucked it-- But when it's something like that and everyone has a volatile reaction-- He's gonna know immediately that it's over.

Here's the thing, I can't show you any lines from the next chapter, because literally every single line is a spoiler for what the chapter is. but I've realized actually I can show you an old draft-- This was from the original list of the seven things.

I took this out, inevitably, but I did really like the idea of like... Realizing that this moment isn't just a now fuck up, it's a forever fuck up.

14. both of those fuckers went right on the self-loathing train. What could we expect from them? Choo choo, mf.

16. I hate to tell you this. He's gonna have a terrible time. I'm not letting that motherfucker catch a break. You'll see what I mean, in time.

17. WHY'S THE HEART TO HEART MAKE YOU FROWN--- I mean I get it but like BITTERSWEET RIGHT? RIGHT? ANYONE?? IS THIS THING ON?? Do you think the writers knew when they wrote season 2 and Richie getting Swift tickets they knew those things were gonna be like 3000 dollars a pop. I feel like they didn't. I like to go back and read this bit, from time to time. I just really like Richie and Chip. Am I a Rich/Chip believer? Honestly. A little bit I think. I have a wandering eye. I think.

21. Tony will always look out for Carm. It's so lame. get UP girl be PETTY-- HAUNT HIS ASS!!! DO A HAUNT!!!!

23. I love that you say kinda. I love that know one trusts me with a slight confirmation. I have poisoned the water mistrust and I love that.

I'M HONOURED TO GET YA MISTY-- MEANS A LOT, I hope you enjoy/enjoyed the next one. Love you fuck you sorry not sorry at all my bad your fault hugs and kisses THANK YOU BYYYYEE