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biggerthanmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee · 2 years

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I will keep you, day and night ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁

Here until the day I die ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁

‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ I know you'll be waiting

‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘❁ ‘❁ ,❁ ‘ I'll see you again

#they come to visit us today #día de muertos #two of us will always be my favorite song to remember them #pictures are from last night me and Cris went to see this. the city looks so pretty right now 🧡💜

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oatbugs · 26 days

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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chappellrroan · 2 months

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society if daughters didn't have to be the peace mediator in the family

#NONE OF YOU ARE RIGHT #neither of you have healthy coping mechanisms and i am saying this as a very selfaware person #one is so short tempered other is so emotional #like ok. maybe it wasn't the best thing that happened but do you see yow you're reacting rm #your problem is you already plan to ruin everyone's mood the next time you visit #you don't know how to let things go #oh and this side of you will NEVER come out for your own fuckass brothers and sisters #then it's all about maintaining peace and shit #jfc act like adults for once bro i was so tired i couldn't take it #so i decided to visit her today because no way i was going to study peacefully #and then i come back now and yall are still stuck on the same topic like.#you're 50 smth year old shut the fuck up and use your brain pls #v.txt

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buglaur · 1 year

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my first exam went really well!! one down nine to go. second one starts in an hour and a half

#it was so easy yesterday #answer these questions about why ai is bad for us #then tell me about a historical place of interest you visited #and then write me an essay about things that bring you wonder and excitement #and that was the whole exam #but i have english paper 2 today which is going to be hell on a page #write an essay about 6 poems from a mystery poet you wont know until you open the paper #then write this essay about macbeth #and lastly write an essay about the handmaids tale + philadelphia here i come + winter's bone and compare them all #i'm gonna be sitting in the damn exam hall until 5:20pm 😭#it should be fine tbh #once a good poet comes up #anon who sent me a message back in feburary also doing the leaving i wish you lucl #luck #non sims #text

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 month

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#ugh. im so tried. why is crying so exhausting? i havent done anything. this is bullshit #we went from a slow motion breakdown to full on freakout meltdown today #luckily no one was around in the lab this morning bc i couldnt stop crying #so i went to the counseling center and made myself their problem #canceled my committee meeting. which everyone tells me is fine. its all fine #think about going home for a while they say. maybe tell ur dad ur having a bad time thry say #but im so tired. and i dont kno what to do and its all falling apart #i just feel like im brushing up against the limits of what i can do intellectually and its like well where do i go from here?#what do i do with my old data? how do i move my project forward? whats the point of any of this?#why did i put myself in this position? would taking a leave even help? id still have to come back to the same mess #its just so frustrating bc theres no solution ill find satisfying. everything just sucks.#idk what my advisor even told my committee. bc we were supposed to meet tomorrow morning. ugh. it would have been so bad #it also sucks bc im so drained that i can just feel my own weight when im trying to talk to ppl #like u kno when ur being a wet blanket but u dont kno how to fix it. like srry my vibes r wretched. maybe im just stuck like this #i dunno. my dad invited us home for a week in july and also plans to come out to visit me in August. but that seems like a long time away #i dunno what im gonna do. what a disaster #unrelated

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cryptids · 1 year

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All of my mental illness hyperfixations being typical preteen boy things (transformers, naruto, dinosaurs, star trek, comic books, batman, godzilla etc.) are finally coming together to make our family friends' 9 year old kid think I'm the coolest adult on earth

#this is like the third time hes asked to come visit us just so he can look at all the shit in my room lmao #its really funny honestly sksjsmsnsjs he's a sweet kid #he spent like 2 hours today telling me about five nights at freddys #🐊

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eebie · 5 months

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u ever speak to a person once person and then Sense the holy ghost of the timeline where u met earlier and became best friends forever pass through you

#someone who graduated last year comes back and visits occasionally and god. god whst couldve been #she’s always swagged out and her sister too And she knew who jerma was …..#if only we had classes together the last few years #i sense the whimsical spirit. she hugged me like 1000times today in art class we talked like we were talking 2 old friends #despite us only having spoken a handful of times

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taichi-x-koushiro · 8 months

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Just Koushiro Izumi Things

Concept, or, an A.U. I Haven't Written Yet: One day, Koushiro just isn't responding to any of the Chosen who try to get in touch - including the 02 Chosen, who were currently heading the group in the Adventure Chosen's various absences. They begin to panic a bit, because a Situation is happening, and they Can't Get In Touch With Koushiro, The Only One Who May Have A Semblance of Whats Even Going On (Technologically) Here. Taichi tries to get to the bottom of what's going on, by attempting to find out where Koushiro is, trying to get in touch more directly - but Koushiro isn't even answering Koushiro's personal cell number. It's only after Koushiro's left for a couple days - and after Taichi finally gets back in touch with the Izumi household (Mrs. Izumi had answered calls from Taichi before, so Mrs. Izuzmi knows Taichi enough) that they finally find out what's going on - Koushiro took a days+-long trip to visit the cemetary where Koushiro's biological relatives are buried. (Koushiro does this every year, after all. Notably for ohigan.) But now the Situation is getting out of hand - and Koushiro is somewhere with bad cell reception - so Taichi's the one who has to go help pick Koushiro back up (and FAST). There's just one other problem - Koushiro hasn't actually told the Chosen about BEING an Adoptee yet.

#taishiro headcanon #taishirou headcanon #taichi x koushiro #koushiro headcanon #izumi family #izumi koushirou #taishiro roadtrip au #(Im Not HosodaTM Voice ' The original concept {for 'Bokura no War Game' was a road-trip type story ')#(Yeah I Wonder How Such A Road-Trip Type A.U. Would Work Out Here)#(Hey Whoa There's A Scenario rIGHT THERE)#(A.K.A.: A.U. ideas that will never leave my mind until one day they force me to write them but today is Not That Day)#(Also A.K.A.: GIVE KOUSHIRO SOME LEGITIMATE DOWNTIME + *RECOGNITION* FROM THE OTHERS T O E I)#(In Which Koushiro Izumi Is A Human Being Too)#(MIYAKO IDEK ' But Izumi senpai HAS TO COME BACK we can tRY to get into {enemy territory} but we NEED Guidanc--- ')#(KOUSHIRO IN MIND IF KOUSHIRO KNEW 'Im Sorry . I Was Visiting My {Deceased Biological Relatives I Told You Nothing About}')#(YAMATO ' CANT YOU JUST COME BACK ')#(Koushiro ' Yamato san I am {OVER 5+ HOURS AWAY} And that is {ONE Way.....} ')#(JOU ' I know we ran into you between there before but youre BACK THERE????? ')#(KOUSHIRO ' Its A Very Long Story {I Am Not Sure I Can Tell Right Now} ')#(This is also before they figure out how to warp using the gates ok dont @ me so itd be before 2010 canon timeline wise)#(Anyway I One Hundred Percent Maintain This Happens At Least One Year of Koushiros Life BESIDES just 2012 The Beginning Timeline)#(AKA BESIDES just ' oh Koushiros busy with work again!!1!1! ')#(This is still something I plan to work with F.Y.I. it just may take me Many Years for it to Form into Something Written)

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sugajimin · 10 months

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relatives need to stop believing that because we have some blood connection means that we have to drop everything for them and we should know if they are bothered by something via telepathy

#i learned from a friend that my cousin is bothered by me because she believes she is the only one who sends messages #for us to hang out #and she got a job in another city when she used to come and visit on holidays i used to tell her to go out and she used to tell me #i ll tell you later and never tell me #and now she expects me to know she is mad at me without telling me #and funny part is that since she clearly doesn't talk to me and i stop trying i hang out with my friends #and today its her birthday and i called to wish her happy bday and she told me that she will go out today if i want to join her #but i have already planned for today since.. you know if you dont talk to me or message me i think you just dont want to hang out like #how would i know if you want to celebrate today or tomorrow #and to me it looks like..oh you called so yeah you are invited because why not like i am a filling member idk how else to explain #and i told her that i have already planned so i won't be there but i will contact her if something changes #but of course nothing changed and i will go out and the thing is that i will be the bad guy #keep in mind that if my friend didn't mention that she is bothered i wouldn't know

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jonny-b-meowborn · 9 months

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You fantasize about kissing or dating or having sex with them, I fantasize about them giving me head pats while I'm purring. We are not the same