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prettyboysmlm · 1 year

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ughhhh headacheeeeeee

#dying slowly #the loud noises of my job don’t help #i do have a pair of construction headphones #but guess what!#they make the headache worse too #yippee fucking ki yay #k.txt

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pcktknife · 8 days

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I feel bad like you would not believe

#i feel stressed out and overwhelmed and trapped and liked im missing out on alot but theres nothing i can do and etc etc #im tired i took a nap yesterday so i cant sleep now and i have a headache too and i keep thinking about things that make me feel worse #kae.txt

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abigail · 9 months

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how do people just like.. know what they want to do with their life ?? genuinely asking.. because honestly my whole life I’ve had no idea and would always change my mind and I never ‘figured it out’ and I know I still have time but I just. I’ve kind of figured out I’m never going to figure it out and I just feel so lost and I don’t know how to ask for help because I don’t know what I’m asking for help with .. if you get me ?? I don’t know. I just feel like I should be doing Something but I don’t know what that Something is… I want to be working towards Something even if I’m making small steps but I don’t know where I’m meant to be going. it’s like I have a blindfold on and I’m in an empty room and I can’t even feel around for stuff because there’s nothing in the room and I don’t know how big the room is and my objective is to find the door.. I can’t remove the blindfold and whenever I try I find myself focusing too much on that instead of the door.. but I can’t help but struggle with the blindfold because I know it would help me so much if I could just see the direction of the door so I can go towards it .. does this make sense ? I feel insane

#if I think about it too much I genuinely give myself a headache and crying doesn’t help it just makes my headache worse lol #a

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arctic-hands · 2 months

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I still think it's stupidly funny that a year and a half after getting vision-saving brain surgery I get diagnosed with pretty significant astigmatism and need glasses

#for realsies this time #I've had glasses on and off before more for eye strain than anything #one time i was told my vision was TOO good and was super fixating on everything and giving me headaches #the glasses i wore for that period were actually to make my vision slightly worse and softer to ease the headaches #like two years ago i got a very weak prescription for readers but ultimately never wore them bc the difference was so minute #but now I'm def having trouble reading especially but also seeing in general #like wtf body #i can't see an optometrist until October 😮‍💨#i asked my neuro-ophthalmologist if we could just use the eye data from my last visit and skip optometry all together #but he said my pupils were dialated for that scan and i need non-embiggened (my phrasing) scans for glasses prescribing #ugh wearing glasses and a mask is gonna be a bitch and a half

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triptychofvoids · 6 months

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i know you say youre not a rp acc and not kin, but i wanted to ask, your art of medic, are you depicting yourself? should i refer to medic in your art as you? example "i love how you drew yourself in this"? idkk i dont wanna poke around but i wanted to be sure im referring to you correctly??

this is a good question, just one that im not sure i will ever be able to give a satisfying answer to. i did answer something similar here that im definitely not an rp account but im neutral on kinning, because the term seems so broad that i cant say for certain if thats whats going on. maybe! or maybe not! hmm and then my art of medic.. yes it is depicting myself. but i also recognize that medic is a fictional character, so it doesnt bother me if people refer to medic as medic! im just drawing him, it doesnt have to be more complicated than that. if that makes sense. its all one in the same to me so it doesnt matter and you dont have to worry about it :]€

#its in the same way i will make posts talking about medic sometimes or will sometimes answer asks in third person #im referring to myself because thats me but #i do understand that hes also fictional character from the video game Team Fortress 2 #and i know people have their own interpretations and ocs and whatever else #i try not to think about it too hard or i will only give myself a headache #tl;dr dont worry about changing the way you refer to medic on my posts i know what people are talking about #i will know what you mean #it does not bother me #i think i would actually find it Worse if someone refered to Only my drawings of medic as 'you/yourself'#but then talked about every other medic thing as normal #is this comprehensible...? i hope so #it feels like there was another thing i was going to say also.. but ive already forgotten it oh well #see i dont bite at least not at first #thank youu for the ask my friend!!#its just a difficult question to answer because i dont fully understand what is happening either #there has to be some way for me to explain this better i just havent found it yet #THE POINT IS thank you for asking and i dont mind please talk about things as you normally would. smiles ^^#the doc is in #replies from the void

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swordmaid · 8 months

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I’ve finally done the act 2 durge scene and I’m crying so badly on the morning after yves going like -

[I promise I will be the person you see in me] bffr thats literally in response to what wyll says if you decide to break up with the others for him are you kidding me!!!!!!!

#I love that scene tho 😭 wyll cheering yves on meanwhile she’s like I will scoop out your one good eye and wear it on my circlet ☺️❤️💋#but I didn’t make yves tell the whole truth tho … she just cried … but she’s still withholding everything …#now I’m thinking she’s more reserved … that sweet cleric who’s a bit too trusting they met in act 1 is slowly fading away #I also hc she starts remembering some things the more they stay in moonrise #very minor things but enough to give her an idea of her past / what she’s done #now she’s more reserved … spending more time in contemplation … quietly searching to see if there’s anything else she can remember ..#all the while suffering from her dizzy spells and headache bc the more her memories get triggered the more her head hurts lol #so act 2 is not a fun time for her … and act 3 (w the stuff I’m planning) will b worse (:#shut up about bg3.#bg3 spoilers

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captain-habit · 15 days

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House Sickness has been really bad today. Does not help that the air OUTSIDE of the house is also trying to murder me by different means.

#northern Illinois does not want me to breathe #bluugh #is also making the brain fog and the inflammation worse #and the coughinf makes the headache and other pains worse #i wear a mask when im in certain areas for too long but the worst parts pf the first floor are open air #kaz post

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humanmorph · 1 month

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going to hell for not drawing

#i hate coloring so much it's not real anymore.i know i'm making it worse too #rosa rambles #i don't want headache pt.2 tomorrow though so i WILL sleep now

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idon-twannabeperceived · 1 month

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My head hurts so much I'm considering having myself beheaded someone help me

#i don't want to keep taking ibuprofen bc it's just TOO MUCH ibuprofen at this point #the pain has been around for like a week but it started as like shoulder/neck pain #and some days it's a bit better some days it's worse but it never really goes away #and now yesterday the pain started giving me a headache #this happens often anyways it just usually lasts less I'll just get myself something warm to relax the muscles ig #but i really really want to cry rn the fact that it happens often doesn't make it any better it still hurts like a bitch #and on top of that I've been having menstrual cramps so that was fun #i feel like my entire body hates me rn i just want it to stop

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running-in-the-dark · 2 months

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had a few really good days, now everything sucks. awesome. 🙃

#did stuff today. but I overdid it so now my hand hurts a lot & it'll most likely be worse tomorrow and I regret it.#really really tired.#and then I found out that I hurt my friend's feelings because I misunderstood the tone of their message so my reply came across totally #different from what I thought.#and intended #when I read their response it felt like. when you're going downstairs and you miss the last step #I feel like I'm a piece of shit. tried to explain that that wasn't how I meant it at all but idk if it'll be enough #they were really mad at me I think #I was just trying to be supportive and positive but apparently it came across like the opposite of that #and I hate myself now #I guess I'll just. go to bed. I feel too bed to do anything and I've got a horrible headache #I'm too fucking sensitive and also bad at reading people's tone and also everything else really #I shouldn't talk to anyone ever bc somehow everyone always ends up thinking I'm an asshole when I'm just trying to make everyone feel better #😭😭😭#personal

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writhe · 10 months

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my whole body hurts SO BAD

#my back hurts pretty bad. i can tune it out a little but not ignore it. i think this is making the rest of my spine really tense? and #shoulders too? and i’ve also been getting headaches almost every day #im still a little sick but it’s probably just gonna linger until i can rest which can’t happen for a few more days (i say this like #every week though no?)#hands and wrists are like. bad worse than usual #like both numb and painful and it’s taking a lot more focus to do things nimbly or not stop stuff #*drop stuff #ankles have kinda been sore i think just from walking so much which is manageable #but it’s hard with everything else rn. also i think i kinda pulled something yesterday because i almost hit it onto the concrete while #almost BIT IT not hit #walking at night #felt like a pull? but it was painless but then i ran across the street and a numbness shot up my leg #and it’s a little tingly today #i think i need to build some more core strength honestly #and get enough sleep more than one night per week #also probably more stretches for hands and wrists #ideally i’d also love to not be enormously stressed but i do not see this happening!#im actually less stressed this week but i think the months and months if not years have done their damage #also getting beat up for fun. which i think is objectively funny to layer over all this but yknow. i think that detracts from my overall #stress & doesn’t contribute to bad exhausting pain #(-:<

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godgavemenoname · 2 months

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as a younger alter i relate to claudia iwtv x_x'

#the isolation of being not a child but not an adult... screams #i just want FRIENDS #but like when im talking to adults... i usually have to lie that i dont exist so then we're not really friends even if we hang out imo #pretty sure it's impossible to be a friend to someone you don't know is alive!!!!#either that or they DO know i exist so they end up acting like my babysitter/aunt/whatever so we're never equals and it's uncomfortable :/#and i can't even talk to kids at all because like i KNOW i'm in an adult body i do not have to be told not to talk to kids i get it.#so i just hang out by myself a lot... dreaming to meet a system with some cool weird emo kid alter who would wanna be my friend...#wow. talking about it made me so sad i got a really bad headache DX #it's worse than back when i was real and alive because then at least i could go online and make friends #and now it's just the same shit online too!!!!!#how are we even supposed to deal with this?#i don't wanna integrate just to not be alone. i like myself and i like being myself!!!!#even after everything i still like being myself and im gonna keep doing it #fuck everyone who doesnt like it #this might not be my body or my life but i am still my own ME! and nobody and nothing in the universe can take that away from me #nico.exe

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sophisticatedswifts · 8 months

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I feel like I can’t fully take in and enjoy the tracklist because I’m sick today 😕

#my headache makes it hard to focus on anything too much #and I’m pretty sure I have a fever #and I get random bouts of nausea #fun times #this started yesterday afternoon and got worse through the evening #I was hoping I would feel better today but that’s not happening

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orcelito · 3 months

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Got therapy in half an hour and I'm nervous that it might overlap with the apartment inspection today (which they only told me about yesterday). I did message to request it not happen during that hour, but I haven't received a reply so who knows.

Feeling... not the best. A brain squeeze. Primarily because of the inspection, I think. It wasn't a stressor I was anticipating having, and it made me get not enough sleep (for the third night in a row). I won't be able to nap until the inspection is done, which might be as late as 4 hours from now. So I'm not happy about that.

Got some cleaning done, though. I'm not really supposed to have posters up, but I'm hoping they don't actually care. Worst case scenario, they give me a fine and tell me to take them down. It's in the lease as something not to do, but I'm hoping that it'd just end up being me paying for any damages that there might be.

Also, my wrist hurts. And my head hurts. Which isn't really helping my mood.

#speculation nation #negative/#been reading too much fic and not getting enough sleep so my brain is a blender #i havent been wearing my glasses today bc my brain is just. i feel like itd make it worse.#so i am just existing in the squinting reality of pain and unfocus.#and my headache is bc of the tension and the lack of sleep but my wrist really has no business hurting rn #pretty sure it's just a fibro pain. aka my wrist is just decided to be a bitch today #imagine a slow throb that spreads through the wrist and into the hand before relaxing again #then after a few seconds it starts again. like a slow teasing torture. ya kno.#ive already taken 2 ibuprofen (when i usually only take 1) so really im better than i could be #still dont know how im gonna do my therapy tho. i dont really have access to my emotions rn.#outside of just. tired and unhappy.#oh well. i'll get through it i guess.

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dummerjan · 10 months

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today couldn't be more not-my-day i just want to scream and have a cry

#my laptop is breaking down #i just got my period and have had a headache since last evening #i have been awake since 5.15 despite only having to get up at 6.30 #and then my teacher called in sick and we have to do fashion illustration/technical fashion drawings at home #none of which i have ever done which is ok she knows that #but it still makes me want to cry because i am overwhelmed #and the really short term change of plans is not something i can handle well to begin with #and i have to go to school today anyway because of a ( likely exhausting/stressful) meeting with a counselor #nothing dramatic just too much at once before 9 am #i have been awake for 4 hours but i feel like a zombie #if only my laptop wasn't breaking down i need it for school today.#it's getting worse my the minute and it's taking for ever for icloud to upload files #i also overdid it socially lately #not my day whatsoever #could i at least not be on my period?#me being able to cry is thanks to only taking 1/4 of my usual anti-depressant dose #it's kinda nice #i dont want to cry but not being able to when the feelings are there is also frustrating #meins #okay enough venting #i am going to be a grown up now #or try to at least

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pepprs · 1 year

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ok i survived yom kippur. but it took every single scrap of strength in my body and i’m not completely better yet

#purrs #food #ask to tag #got my period thursday… bad cramps friday and saturday to the point where i had to go home early saturday (we were working lol 🤪)…. woke up #sunday with a. headache that got worse and worse throughout the day… 5-6 hours into the fast was in agony and felt like i was going to ****#so i… broke the fast and ate something at like 1am. then woke up in agony at 5am and then again at 9am and had a breakdown / fight with my #mom and then spend the whole rest of the fast deathly nauseous and my head hurting worse than ever. broke the fast an hour before everyone #else did (only ate a tiny bit) and then during the fast breaking dinner i started freaking out bc eating wasn’t making my head hurt less so #my grandpa told me to go lie down with a heating pad on my head and i did and slept for like 2 hours and it helped. finally feel better but #my head still hurts faintly and im scared it’ll come back. also i didn’t do my homework and missed class today to fast so im fucked #ive had headaches like this before but this is the worst one in a LONG time. it wasn’t a migraine bc those are in one specific spot iirc but #this was like… my ENTIRE face and the source of the pain migrated from my jaw to my temple to the bridge of my nose to the back of my head #etc etc and it kept moving around and was so sharp i didn’t even have the strength to open my eyes or walk around. and i think it was making #me interpret hunger as nausea. also i took my temperature bc i was flashing hot and cold and was like 2 degrees under normal body temp and #felt so weak and shaky and had body aches too. lol 😍 hpefully the worst of it is over but my head still hurts a little and im so scared itll #happen again. that was by far my worst fasting experience ever #delete later

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