#they’re so sweet I love them (my own selfship)

[fle4floves]

Starin’ <3

[ablizmal]

hello!! this is my selfship introductory post!!!

(i’m posting two versions of this post— one with all these lovely little gifs, and one without, as i know some people can be sensitive to them <33)

my dearly beloved selfship is lawliz 🥰 (or lawlizzie if i want it to sound even cuter lol).

it’s of. uhhhhhh. me and the sweets loving detective from death note/// 👉👈

(no this isn’t suggestive, it’s just y2k in-universe and i LOVE y2k clothing lol)

some basics on the selfship!!!

we appear to be solar opposites in a bunch of different ways!

he’s calm and collected, always keeping things to himself unless he wants to ruin someone’s entire life and be painfully blunt about something HAKDJAHDSJS. whereas i seemingly am open, emotional, and spirited!!

my alias is “juliette rae ambers” (YES i created a full ass pseudo name dhsjdkajdjajajs). but to distinguish me irl and in-selfship-universe me, i’ll refer to my self insert as “juliette” whenever i talk about them.

L first met juliette through a past case, as they did some SHADY looking shit lmao. she’s just that eccentric and erratic <333

SO after spending some time with her, he eventually realizes they’re not apart of the case. like at ALL. but L basically goes “okay. wait, what the fuck’s wrong with her actually?” and continues to spend time with them because of that HAHAJDJSJSKSJS (again— juliette is eccentric and unpredictable.)

watari brings up how excited and affectionate juliette gets whenever he catches a glimpse of them together. L doesn’t get why watari is bringing this up. watari suggests that perhaps, juliette has a crush on L.

yeah, so L’s brain crashes DHSKDJSKDJAJHSAKS

he didn’t even think of that as a POSSIBILITY because he views himself as undesirable, ugly, creepy, etc (🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺)

so L brings this up with juliette. she denies it terribly (because they’re such a mess when they’re flustered), but after relenting, L reveals that he brought it up because he’s interesting in learning more about it. he has trouble identifying his own emotions and hasn’t been in love before, so he asks me to be apart of a study. it’s just information, essentially, letters detailing specific sensations and lovey dovey thoughts i get of him.

i agree to it because i LOVE psychology and have always wanted to be apart of a psychological study!

but at this point, L isn’t in love with me. he slowly falls over time, much to his mental debates on if it’s “ethical” or not. (he’s overthinking it!!! ALSO, WOW, L thinking about morals when it comes to someone?? they must be a ~special someone~ to him 🤭)

the stoic character who keeps to himself is (mutually) in love with the visually expressive, musically inclined jester!!! (does this make sense 😭)

juliette is with L throughout the entire kira case. the first time the taskforce meets L, she’s just standing to his right side (it’s a whole thing) in a lolita getup, so they assume, like watari, that juliette is a maid to L of sorts. but NO, juliette just fucking LOVES fashion lmaooooooo

ANYWAYS, what i’m trying to get to is that juliette loves music. it connects to them on such a deep level, and they love to sing and entertain. so sometimes, as a break/interlude in the kira case, she sings and plays songs. (they’re oddly captivating… just like a performer at an event.)

L can’t have the taskforce knowing him and juliette’s interpersonal relationship, so he and juliette have silently agreed to refer to each other as “associates” whenever the question comes up.

juliette talks out loud a lot as a habit. but, again, she likes to be entertaining first and foremost, so she only says things she thinks will be the most intriguing. she can keep to herself just fine. but L knows. he knows how intentional everything they do is. he can relate, and is intrigued about this part of them. and without fail, he listens, catalogues, and responds to everything she says U///U because he caaaaares 🥹🥹🥹 (much to light’s annoyance during the case lol)

once misa starts to reside in the taskforce headquarters, you fucking KNOW she and juliette would become ✨fashion besties✨ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

juliette is very silly, laidback, loose, witty, thoughtful, and compassionate. will and has been promptly serious when the time calls for it.

juliette has forced L to watch rocky horror with them so. many. times. it’s now their couple movie of sorts aha <3

juliette cannot STAND light. he’s such an arrogant bitch baby, so she insults and burns him constantly (which L… enjoys 👀 JFKSJFKSJDKSJS, HE LOVES THE FACT THAT I CAN DEFEND MYSELF AND THAT I’M NOT A DOORMAT)

it’s so interesting to listen to these two talk. cause like, L is formal, a bit oddly polite in his wording, and naturally uses long words here and there. juliette, on the other hand, is very casual in speech. she casually swears, she refers to others with “dude,” “bro,” and “man,” and uses some slang words here and there. the taskforce members gawk at the sheer contrast sometimes.

so juliette’s mainly goth, right?? misa introduces her to the fashion, and she fucking loves it. her usual goth color combo is hot pink and black!!

…buuuuuut, juliette likes fashion in general, so sometimes she wear “pretty in pink” ass y2k outfits, then at other times glam rock-y, then gritty type of clothing, then elegant, they girly, then—

L loves to see whatever outfit they come up with (he for sure spoils the FUCK out of her hahajdjsjsja awwwwwwwww 😊 <333)

THEY’RE LITERALLY THE “plain boyfriend + alt girlfriend” COUPLE DHSKDHKADJKASJKASJAJA

i could go on and on, but this is an INTRODUCTORY post, soo……….. these are the basics of their dynamic!! i will post art, fics, and just ramble posts in general talking about it!!! :]

you can find more content in my “accidental emo boy meets intentional goth girl(gender neutral)” tag on here, OR on my new, selfship only account @lawliz-indulgence !

i love this little selfshipping community, xxx (✿ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)

[seiwas]

hi sweet sel 🥺 i hope you’ve been well!! i wanted to let u know i promise i’m not ignoring ur asks 😭 i appreciate u so much for sending them,, they’re really so lovely,, unfortunately i’ve lost all interest in jjk (bc it sucks) and not that i would ever lose interest in my man my lover my heart gojo but i just haven’t been thinking as much about my selfship w him!!

i would however LOVE to hear about u and him,, since it’s finally summer, do u have any summer traditions? any activities that u like to do with him? do u guys like to vacation anywhere?

love u lots and lots!! 💞🌺☀️🍒

char 🥺🥺🥺🥺 i’ve missed you 🥺🥺🥺🥺 it’s so nice of you to drop by 🥺🥺🥺🥺 i’ve been doing well!! busy with work mostly, wbu?

and pls omg don’t worry about it 🥺 there’s no need to apologise!! and perfectly reasonable and real to lose interest in jjk atp 😭 (i’ve stopped looking at leaks for the most part, and just live in my own canon 😭)

omg me and gojo tho… 🤧 my selfship with gojo is a fun little actor!au, so i’ll answer with that in mind 🥹 for summer traditions, we have picnics more often 🥹 but it’s tough to do anything publicly without worrying about the papz 🥹 so we mostly do like to travel!! if our schedules align and we don’t have any projects lined up, we typically take a month off to just get away 🥹 we definitely DO NOT go to the beach bc he burns like crazy LOL but we like walking around places like greece and italy 🥹 (i like sightseeing, he likes ice cream (or gelato) tasting…)

this is so sweet of you, thanks for asking 🥺🥺 love u love u loads 🥺

[entesi]

A Proper Introduction

Self ship blog: entesi-selfship

Art blog: enttesi

Antis DNI

Hey there everyone! I was inspired by some friends to finally make a new introduction post, this one for me and my system. I am an endogenic soulbond system named the Dragon Soulbond System. I am married to my in-system spouse Vandarian, and we plan on sharing more of us and our system together!

About Our Relationship

Vandarian and I have been together since the 29th of December 2015 and married in May 8th 2018 (this is a guess since we were going through trauma at the time and don’t remember our exact marriage date) and we have three beautiful soulbond children! I’ve been host to a soulbond system since I was very young but didn’t know until recently that I was part of a system or what it was called, I just called things my own words until I learnt of the term soulbond and endogenic systems. I feel so much happier being able to connect to my soulbonds in a better way which is awesome! We thought we’d make a proper post for everyone to know about us :)

Stay tuned for our Carrd page that describes our experiences on being a soulbond system and how we met! This post will be edited with the link when it’s finished

Art by Physis Phyo on Facebook!

More about us is below!

About Me

Noven Hethreku | 24 | He/they

I am Noven Hethreku, but you can also call me Dragon or Entesi. I am a disabled, queer, autistic dragonkin boy from Australia who is a digital artist and character designer. I am obsessed with dragons and cats, and I love drawing characters based off of them and also other creatures that I like. I am a practitioning psychic and medium and I often practice my magical abilities with my soulbonds. I am in the process of making things such as a webcomic and a video game and I want to make content for people to feel happy about and see what I like to make. I try to draw where I can and when I want to I often commission others for art of me and my soulbonds. I treasure my soulbonds very deeply and I’m so happy to be able to share them with you guys!

If you want to see some of my other soulbonds, you can check my F/O and soulbonds page here!

I am always happy to talk about soulbonds! Feel free to send me messages or asks about them

About Van

Vandarian Rintzu Bluuven | 26 | They/them or fae/faer, occasionally he/him

I apologise for the old art, this is the only full reference I have of them that I’ve drawn, but I plan on redrawing them!

Vandarian is my spouse. They are from a species of alien called Bluuven (they don’t like being called alien by most people though as it has bad memories tied to it) and they are two years older than me. They are incredibly intelligent and can build almost any sort of technology, and can also grow sweet plants with their magic. They’re very sassy and have a lot of energy, and they’re very protective of me and my soulbonds. Van has DID, schizophrenia, autism, PTSD, anxiety and depression, and we help each other through the things that are upsetting us. They are very talented at many things such as dancing and singing, and they love showing off for others by looking good and showing that they’re very talented in the stuff they can do. They have tentacles in their back and they have mind reading abilities which are both from their species but they also have some unique abilities other members of their species don’t have. They are an absolute sweetheart and make me so happy

We are always happy to talk about our soulbond experiences so long as you’re being friendly so please feel free to ask us about stuff or share your own soulbond stuff! We always love meeting other soulbonds systems and we would love to see you guys if you want to chat! We give a big thank you to @liya-system for inspiring us to make this post for you guys so you guys can see what we’re like! Please let us know if you need anything

We hope you guys are happy!

[heartnagi]

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do read everything till the end! it's very important! i hope you enjoy your stay here. remember to read my FAQ as well!

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[eiflawriting]

My headcannon for you and Nanami is that y’all go shopping for candles and plants a lot, idk I get the earthy, chill vibe from you two relationship. He’ll have his favorite candle and you’ll have your own, I just know you both would light up if they have it and if they don’t he will point out other candles by telling you to smell them and you’ll do the same to him. The plants though, it’ll have to be when you two shop for books too, reading by plants just does something, idk☺️

out of all the assumptions i receive, this one is my favorite because it’s true. i’ve had a few people say i give off an earthy vibe, and i feel like that’s such a big compliment. so thank you first of all. i’m definitely a candle mom and he’s a plant dad, what you said was accurate and i think we both got each other interested in our love for candles and plants. he’s grown to love beach scents and i love sweet fall scents. we also have a couple of plants around our apartment, i don’t know the name, but they’re gorgeous. we spend almost everyday reading by them while enjoying a cup of tea. we also have a whole shelf of candles. kento says it’s because of me, but somehow everyday he returns home from work with a new candle lol. ☺️

make an assumption about my selfship and i.

[tenjikyu]

sending this on anon bc some of my mutuals selfship and i don’t want to get exploded but you might be able to tell who i am. anyway i honestly completely agree. like 💀💀 fanfic is one thing but GENUINELY pretending to be in a relationship with a fictional character… it’s just. too far imo?? it’s always seemed childish to me especially the people who are like “oh me and my bf/gf (fictional) did this” as if it’s real or “people who share ‘fictional others’ with me dni” like?? 😭😭 idk man. do what u want but 😐 ehhhhh…

thankfully i’ve had someone go through how they express themselves through self-shipping so i can understand at least a bit how they use it.

honestly, it’s not my cup of tea at ALL but it seems like people just do it for funsies and that isn’t too harmful as far as i’m concerned, ESPECIALLY if they’re under 18.

my only issue with it (which NOBODY is changing my opinion on) is people who are over 25 shipping themselves with literal TEENAGE boys. that behaviour will NEVER fail to gross me out. yes, i had crushes on them 4 years ago but i found that as i get older, i love seeing them in a platonic light and find myself drawn to older characters ( shinichiro & izana for example )

I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE CAN GATEKEEP CHARACTERS but i think that’s a UNIVERSAL opinion. nobody owns your favourite fictional character except the artist and some people just have to realise that.

overall, while it’s not something i see myself doing, it’s a pretty harmless and it seems most people do it for fun, and it’s sweet to see younger people on this app do it.

[mrskodzuken]

pairing: Kozume Kenma x f!reader

wc: 0.9k (word dump 🤦🏻‍♀️😂)

warnings: watch out for incoming ants—this is pure domestic fluff; also one swear word at the end. No beta, don’t wanna bother my wifey today 🥰 ily tho~ did I also say ‘word dump’?

a/n: this was supposed to be a sm*t drabble piece (containing f**d play) but motivation left me months ago—hope they have a nice sleep tonight /lh idk if this counts as a contribution for my Kenella agenda this Selfship September 🤔🤷🏻‍♀️

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"Kitten, I'm home!" Kenma heard the sound of footsteps coming his way as he removed his shoes and slipped on his house slippers. He felt two arms hugging him from behind, as you nuzzled your face on his faux blond hair.

"Welcome home, Kitten~" you hugged him closer. "I missed you!"

He chuckled, turning to place a small peck on your cheek, smiling. "I missed you, too, my Y/N. But, hey, I've only gone for four hours though? And you say you missed me? How greedy~" He flicked your forehead lightly, to which you responded with an "Ow!".

You rubbed the spot on your forehead where Kenma hit you. "Why? Is it wrong for me to be greedy and miss you all of a sudden? What if some hot-looking colleague decided to whisk you away from me and never come back? I hate losing you, Kenma! You’re mine and mine alone, remember that," you pouted, your eyes suddenly became doe-like.

This made his heart swoon. How come you were so adorably cute? Even when in a worried but annoyed mood?

He cleared his throat and nodded at the small bag beside him. "One of my colleagues gave me a bag of apples they picked from their orchard back home. It would be such a waste to not accept them."

You peered inside the bag and your eyes twinkled. "Uwaa~ Red Delicious? Perfect! I can make cute apple bunnies out of these for us to snack on later, if you want."

Your boyfriend then caressed your cheek, you leaning on it and purring on impulse. He smiled softly.

"I would love to, kitten."

After cutting and making the washed apples into apple bunnies, you went inside Kenma's game room with the plate in hand.

You noticed he hasn't changed out of his polo dress shirt, 1-2 buttons unbuttoned revealing smooth fair skin, his sleeves rolled in an uneven way. He was scrolling something on his phone, his face deep in thought.

"Is there a problem at work, kitten?" You placed the plate on the coffee table before joining Kenma on the couch, snuggling up to his side. He wrapped one arm around your waist and pulled you closely, giving you a soft kiss on the forehead.

"Mhmm nah~ I'm just checking on some cool gaming equipment, might order one later.”

“Hmm…”

“What did you do today, aside from waiting for me earlier? Hm?” the puddinghead gamer asked, smiling smugly while taking a bite off an apple bunny, his golden eyes lingering at you lovingly.

You felt your cheeks heat up, not looking towards Kenma. You fiddled your fingers anxiously.

“Um, I… actually, I left the house a bit earlier, had a breath of fresh air and walked to a park nearby. Here!” You opened your phone to your photo gallery and scrolled up a bit before showing the screen to your boyfriend, smiling giddily, cheeks a bit flushed. “I took some pictures!”

“Eh? Flowers? I didn’t know there’s a flower garden hidden in the park…” Kenma swiped through the gallery until his thumb stopped at a candid picture of a family of three having a picnic in the grass. They look so happy here, he thought, remembering his own family and the times they went out when he was a child, and shot a knowingly glance at you before returning the phone back.

“Say… do you love kids?” His sudden question made you look surprised from your phone. You chuckled, leaning back from your sitting position.

“Yes! I love kids, I really do. They’re lovable and fun to be with, even if they act like brats sometimes!” You looked at him, your head tilting a bit sideways. “Why do you ask?”

Kenma shook his head, smiling with his eyes closed, and planted another kiss on your temple before resting his forehead on your shoulder. “Nothing.”

A few moments later, you heard him whisper something: “Do you want to start a family of your own? Have kids of your own? With me?”

Your eyes widened and felt your cheeks heated up, making you stutter. “W-what kind of question is that, kitten?”

“Marry me.” And he fished some maroon-colored velveteen box from his pants pocket and opened it, revealing a simple but beautiful engagement ring.

“We’ve been together for only 5 months, but for me it feels like an eternity when I’m with you. I don’t know how to explain it but… my heart’s beating like crazy just hearing your sweet voice. I turn into a puddling mess whenever you’re nearby. Your hugs, your kisses, the way you look at me… all of them, I love it all—I love you! I can’t imagine a bright and beautiful future without you, Y/N… I can’t live without you—“

Kenma continued with his monologue but when he looked at you, he was shocked to see your crying form, soft whines and sniffles filling up the room. He began to panic.

“Kitten? Y/N, what’s wrong… w-why are you crying?” Your boyfriend proceeded to wipe your tears away with his polo sleeve, peppering your face with kisses.

“N-nothing, don’t worry about it! I was a bit surprised at your on-the-spot marriage proposal and felt happy while hearing your reasons… a-and then, tears start to come out of nowhere,” you sniffled.

“You do?”

“Yes, I do, and I do!” You shoved your splayed hand in front of him, pouting. “Now, can you please put that goddamn ring into my finger or I’ll take back what I said in five… four—“

[hanmine]

🎉 NEW GAME: Introduce your mutuals to everyone and what do you think of them? 🎉

okay deep breath this is gonna take a minute damn

*disclaimer that i have a lot of moots and i can’t include all i’m sorry i love you all pls don’t be sad 😭*

@rindouphiliac RIS MY LOVE literally is my (real) boyfriend and ID KILL ANYONE THAT STARES TOO LONG like ris is mine if that wasn’t clear and i love love love would literally break up with hanma in a split second to marry ris

@maitani mich is the inspiration to every clap back to snarky anons on my page BUT ALSO she is too funny ong makes me cackle LMAO we get so heated together over the pettiest shit and also she comes up with genius ideas and i take her genius ideas and boom it all works in the end thanks to her so everyone go to mich for genius ideas except she’s not helping you bc you’re ugly and she only helps me so yeah

@kisakunt i see blair all the time bc they’re kisaki’s and i’m hanma’s and it’s unavoidable 🙄 but i’m glad blair got me into my gatekeeping agenda bc it’s liberating and thrilling and also they’re so funny and have a story for everything i kid you not this bitch got some crazy experience for every topic of convo never a dull moment with this one

@mitsuyahh is one of my first friends on tumblr ever and i love cypher so much like so much literally can say anything and she always either pick my side immediately or say something out of pocket and i love telling all my 3 am fic ideas that i’ll probably never write

@8kh hunter wrote the first haikyuu series i ever read and we all know i have a sakusa obsession well guess what their series was also the first sakusa series i read and it’s part of the catapult to my deep and canon love for him literally was like :O when i realized we were moots and is the talented moot that could literally be a novelist i just sit there like 😯😧🤭 every time they post

@mqtsuno chi is baji’s and chifuyus’s 🤚🏽and she claimed a whole drabble that i wrote for her anyway ?? i didn’t even know it at the time but i was like hmm this is for someone and i can’t put my finger on it and now i know and that’s some soulmate stuff right there

@mtsuyas mika is so hot and sweet and her selfship name is so cute like are u serious ?? mikuya ?? it’s an L that shutee can’t be that cute LMAO and rip teenma that was horrid too

@titsuya one of my first moots on my other secret blog ;) AND I LOVE SAR SO MUCH HELLO !?? so hot and we are texas buddies even though sar doesn’t rly like texas LMAO and i would like to give her a big forehead kiss so bad

@miykui waka’s princess 🤚🏽but also the sweetest ever romi baby ily mwah will think of them whenever i write for him bc that is his lover no questions comments concerns please and thank you

@fuenn SO SO LOVELY AND TALENTED omg i rmr fuenn entering my 5k event for a kita drabble as the first time we spoke and drew me a lil oikawa and kuroo doodle AND ALSO GIFTED ME A SAKUSA SELF SHIP ART AND IS SO TALENTED WHAT like blew my mind i love fuenn so so much

@chimielie omgggg lia is such a good writer like first of all i have actually gushed about her writing with like four different moots on multiple occasions like everyone can disagree on a lot of things but one thing we can agree on is that she writes sooo well and also sees me act a fool on dash all the time but still acts like i’m sane in the head and i appreciate that greatly

@luvbub BUB MY SWEET ANGEL omg i was a fan of bub when i was new to the fandom in haikyuu, lost her blog, later found her blog again after i had my own writing blog, followed her, proceeded to get followed back, and had a heart attack. also watches me act a fool on dash and sees me be a snappy little snark and picks my side every time even 😭 bubashi and bubtsuya for the win

@kairakeiji CALISTA ANOTHER SWEET ANGEL so cute >:( and now she writes for tr and i’m so excited bc she’s so talented and she stole hanma’s place so now it’s calistee for life so yeah rip hanma

@solarchuu OTHER TEE AND THATS SO COOL THAT WE’RE BOTH TEE and they’re soooo sweet and i love so much would kill for tee always make me smile on dash and always says the sweetest things and makes me laugh and if no one else loves me tee will love tee so tee x tee literally tee squared or tee^2 or tee the power of two

@kr3idz and @takemittchy MIMA AND CECI my cinnamon rolls i miss them :( we bonded over our love for nanami and then we rode out our haikyuu phases together and entered tokrev phases and i love love love them so much always make me smile on discord mwah cutest cinnamon rolls ever

[the-13th-rose]

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So I post a lot of writing on this blog. Pretty much all of it is done on here now. Below are the tags you can search for my different pieces (as well as like. posts that reminded me of them or stuff about the stories)

#nago & the demon - My Samurai Jack fic, in which a woman named Nago seeks revenge for the destruction of her village as a child. To do so, she resurrects Demongo, a once-formidable demon who served as Aku’s right-hand-man. The fic tells a story of the pair seeking to restore Demongo’s power and becoming closer as a result.

Prologue / Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 / Chapter 5 / Chapter 6

#kiss from a rose - A self-indulgent crossover taking place in a dream world. This fic is a self-ship experience and a journey into my own mind. It takes an often surreal tone due to the setting’s dream nature. Rose finds herself called into the woods outside of her college campus and stumbles across a dilapidated lodge. Upon entering the lodge she finds herself confined to a dream world within her own mind, populated by her most beloved, her most whimsical daydreams, her deepest desires...and her darkest fears.

Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3

#helluva boss: in desire we trust - Upon her death, erotica writer Thorny197 finds herself in Hell, where she is promptly offered a job by the prince of lust, Asmodeus. The fic follows Thorny as she tries to adapt to her new afterlife, making meaningful connections, hooking up, getting into trouble, learning more about herself, and developing into a more confident person. (Mature readers only please! There’s lots of sexual references and it’s possible there will be actual smut in later chapters)

Chapter 1 / Chapter 2

#blosc: partners in crime - A miniseries of fics based on Buzz Lightyear of Star Command, centering around NOS-4-A2 and his new henchwoman, Carmilla. 

“Carmilla” (Episode 1) / “Under My Wing” (Episode 2) / “Return of the Slayer” (Episode 3)

#reaching into thorns - a fandomless story based on a fantasy au for some of my f/os that portrays them as suitors for a princess. Princess Rose of Briarburg is being courted by a lich, a man-eating demon, a fallen god, a nøkken, and a vampire, but she’s none the wiser.

Chapter 1 / 

#the witch and the war machine - a Clone Wars fic I've wanted to write for years. Asajj Ventress and General Grievous are put to the test and must work together to survive. Gradually putting aside their differences and getting closer, when they realize what their master, Count Dooku, has been hiding from them, they begin plotting against both him and Darth Sidious.

Chapter 1 / 

You can also read this one on AO3 / Chapter 2

I’m gonna list one-off stuff I want to share here

other stuff

#selfship stuff: I am a selfshipper and have a number of romantic and platonic f/os. I’m not the jealous type and am poly with all of the romantic ones anyway, so you don’t need to worry if we share an f/o. We’re cool. They’re listed below the read more

I make stimboards now! the tag is just #stimboard. I might make one for you if requested but it depends on how I feel

I love #whump and #hurt/comfort. Both are tagged in case that bothers you but also so you can find it more easily if you want to look for it

Romantic F/Os

- Demongo (Samurai Jack) [Tag: #merchant of doom]

- The Beast (Over the Garden Wall) [Tag: #the loveliest lies of all]

- General Grievous/Qymaen jai Sheelal (Star Wars) [Tag: #i’m no errand boy] (poly with Ventress & Ronderu)

- The Horned King (The Black Cauldron) [Tag: #black-hearted devil] (poly with Maleficent)

- Christine (originally an AU version of the titular Christine from the book and film adaptation but is now pretty much a Helluva Boss succubus OC) [Tag: #let’s cruise]

- The Miner/Harry Warden (My Bloody Valentine (1981)) [Tag: #be mine 💝]

- Asajj Ventress (Star Wars) [Tag: #the bald banshee] (poly with Grievous & Ronderu)

- Asterios (Fate) [Tag: #sweet berserker]

- Hassan of the Cursed Arm (Fate) [Tag: #caring assassin]

- Yorktown (Azur Lane) [Tag: #love and liberty]

- Kurogiri/Oboro Shirakumo (My Hero Academia) [Tag: #mama i’m in love with a criminal]

- Green Mage (Everhood) [Tag: #born chaos] (poly with Drawcia)

- Licorice Cookie (Cookie Run) [Tag: #bittersweet heart]

- Millennial Tree Cookie (Cookie Run) [Tag: #tears of the millennial tree]

- Rattlesnake Jake (Rango) [Tag: #snake rattle n’ roll] (if you're the type who freaks out over ppl self-shipping with animal characters [he's obviously anthropomorphized and of human intelligence but go off I guess] he's got human and naga forms too)

- Lord Shen (Kung Fu Panda) [Tag: #ghost with a hundred eyes] (ditto of the above, he's got human and harpy forms too)

- The Spirit of Christmas Yet to Come/”Future” (A Christmas Carol) [Tag: #let us spend infinite winters together]

- Anubis (various fictional interpretations of Egyptian myth, not like the actual pagan deity) [Tag: #you can trust a good boy with your heart]

- Asmodeus/”Ozzie” (Helluva Boss) [Tag: #tell me you love me in private 🎶] (poly with Fizzarolli)

- NOS-4-A2 (Buzz Lightyear of Star Command) [Tag: #love bites 🦇]

??? (When I can’t decide between friend and lover)

- Striker (Helluva Boss) [Tag: #save a horse 🐴 ride a cowboy 🐍]

- Obanai Iguro (Demon Slayer) [Tag: #the serpent blade]

- Takasu (Merman in My Tub) [Tag: #himbo of the bath]

Platonic F/Os

- No Face (Spirited Away) [Tag: #best faceless friend]

- Valtiel (Silent Hill) [Tag: #they looked like monsters to you?]

- Samhain/”Sam” (Trick ‘r Treat) [Tag: #season’s greetings 🎃🍭] (My little murder nephew)

- Fizzarolli/”Fizz” (Helluva Boss) [Tag: #send in the clown]

- Charlotte "Charlie" Emily/The Marionette (Five Nights at Freddy's) [Tag: #surprise! 🎁] (My niece who needs so many hugs)

- Mitsuri Kanroji (Demon Slayer) [Tag: #the loving blade 🍡]

- Saki Nikaido (Zombieland Saga) [Tag: #the delinquent idol]

S/I gallery

Self-inserts to me are more like characters that I simply play as. Some are heavily based on me in both appearance and personality, while others are mostly their own characters.

- Apple Cider Cookie (Cookie Run)

A scarecrow that Licorice Cookie brought to life with an experimental spell. She’s made of spiced apple bread dough with apple cider filling and caramel frosting for hair. She’s a loyal minion of Licorice Cookie and. Very hyper.

Tag: #s/i apple cider cookie

- Six-Prong Lucy (Rango)

A jackalope who works as a gun for hire and made a name for herself as a sharpshooter. Lesser known is her status as a long-time “companion” of Rattlesnake Jake.

tag: #s/i lucy

- Dr. Carmen Lugosi/”Carmilla” (Buzz Lightyear of Star Command)

A medical researcher specializing in artificial replacement parts for organics. She sought to cure her own cardiovascular disorder so that she would no longer need to rely on the microscopic nanobots in her blood. When she came across what was left of NOS-4-A2, she began trying to piece him back together, hoping she would achieve her goals by reverse-engineering Zurg’s technology. The energy vampire bit her out of reflex when he was brought back online, and infected the nanobots in her blood, which gradually caused her body to resemble a more vampiric form. Eventually, the nanobots crafted a robotic-looking metal exoskeleton from the machinery in her lab and the iron in her blood, transforming her into the vampiric cyborg, “Carmilla”. Make no mistake, she’s no victim. Though her physical change was accidental, becoming a full-blown villain was entirely her own choice. She quite likes the way she is. This reference shows her without and with her exoskeleton.

Tag: #s/i carmilla

- Helena (Over the Garden Wall)

A kind loner who lives in the Unknown and farms apples and a few other crops for a living. She mistakenly revived The Beast by lighting his lantern and mistook him for a weary traveler cursed with a monstrous appearance. Despite learning the truth, she can’t bring herself to refuse help to anyone, not even the scourge of the Unknown.

Tag: #s/i helena

- Sarah “Thorny” Hawthorne (Helluva Boss)

Protagonist of “Helluva Boss: In Desire We Trust”. A celebrated online erotica writer who had the unusual (and perhaps not completely legal) fate of being welcomed into the Lust Ring upon her untimely, isekai-style death. Employed by the prince of lust, she struggles to adjust to her new afterlife. 

Tag: #s/i thorny

- Rose (Any verse, crossovers)

This one’s literally JUST me. Nothing added or omitted. Protagonist of “Kiss From a Rose”.

Tag: #s/i rose

[rose-wine-selfships]

For the gemstone ship asks 💖 UwU 🌹💐

Opal, Onyx, Ametrine, and Labradorite with Minerva Mink and Spongebob!

(alphasmoonlitjinko)

Thank you for asking my darling @alphasmoonlitjinko ! 😍🥰💕💖💞💝💕💖

Opal: In your selfship, which one of you is more of the leader? How good are you and your F/O at taking charge?

For me and Spongebob, I’d say I’m definitely the one taking charge of the relationship. SpongeBob is pretty flexible anyways, and he finds my creative and leader-like ways remarkable. He often admires me when I take charge in emergency situations, or even when I carry him away from danger. He often gets this blushy, dewy eyed schoolgirl look in his blue eyes when I do something brave or heroic every time! Lol. 😄🥰

Minerva is actually the one wearing the hot yoga pants in this relationship tbh! Lol. She likes to make me think I’m in charge. But the moment she makes those seductive, flirty eyes at me, I’m a goner! I’ll do anything she wants because I know she gives me tons of hot lovin’, if you know what I mean! 😉😏💕

Onyx: What are you and your F/O’s reputations like, in-universe? Do many people know about your relationship?

Me and Spongebob are pretty well known. Most of the Bikini Bottom residents refer to us as “that couple”. Aka the couple that annoys and simultaneously makes everybody jealous because we’re pretty open, playful, and loving about our relationship. Not to mention some fish guys keep checking me out and hitting on me because I’m quite the pretty axolotl! Spongebob doesn’t get jealous easily though, he just accepts how pretty I am and lets me be my own person! 🥰🥰🥰

Minerva and me are often labeled “the hot lesbian couple” because the both of us are really good looking. We can’t help it, but we often have other people hitting on us frequently even while we’re out dating! Lol. I usually handle the riff-raff by myself if they make us feel really uncomfortable. Usually I do that by growling or gnashing my teeth at them to get lost. It usually works! 😄👍

But here and there, Minerva gets REALLY jealous and protective of me when someone gets a little “too close”. She often throws cartoon anvils over their head before telling them stay away from me while hugging me close to her. This usually gets me blushing like crazy and I get extra lovey dovey cartoon style! Ah, I love her so much! 😍🥰😍🥰

Ametrine: How do you and your F/O deal with cold weather? Which of you favours it more?

I’d say Minerva handles winter really well. She sheds out of her white summer coat and gets a nice tan coat for the winter. This fur coat makes her look so pretty! She’s also usually extra soft, fuzzy, and warm, but then she complains about it because she thinks she looks fat in it! I couldn’t even care less about that. I just love her no matter what! Lol. 🤣🥰

I can’t do it tbh. I hate winter and extreme cold temperatures. However, Minerva does her best to keep me warm by curling her whole body around me when we’re inside her den in front of the fireplace. I love inhaling her sweet scent this way, and she usually buries her face in my neck while purring softly. (Fun fact: Minks purr just like a cat if they’re happy!) And OMG, It’s the best thing ever! 😍🥰😍🥰

Me and Spongebob can’t handle the cold for real lol! None of us are that warm blooded since we’re sea creatures. However, that doesn’t mean we can’t get warm and cozy either. Spongebob usually sets up the blankets and hot cocoa with marshmallows while I get our movies ready.

Labradorite: What do you think the future holds for you and your F/O? Do you have any particular plans?

I know for sure me and Minerva will be pursuing separate degrees in certain subjects. Minerva is actually working on an associates degree in cosmetology so she could be in a high class beauty academy. She surprisingly has a double degree in criminal justice too. I’m going to obtain a bachelors degree in education so I can teach at any private school I want to. We’re still living together, but we’re not quite sure on tying the knot soon. We might in the future though. Who knows? 😊

Me and Spongebob definitely have our lives together! Spongebob is currently the manager of the Krusty Krab and I’m working on international affairs through Mexico and the U.S. as a foreign diplomat. We’re both raking in good money and having pretty stable jobs. Spongebob is definitely interested in getting married to me, and he’s very vocal with wanting to do so! Haha! I do think we will get married in the future though. 😚💖💞💕

[ablizmal]

hello!! this is my selfship introductory post!!!

(i’m posting two versions of this post— one with all these lovely little gifs, and one without, as i know some people can be sensitive to them <33)

my dearly beloved selfship is lawliz 🥰 (or lawlizzie if i want it to sound even cuter lol).

it’s of. uhhhhhh. me and the sweets loving detective from death note/// 👉👈

(no this isn’t suggestive, it’s just y2k in-universe and i LOVE y2k clothing lol)

some basics on the selfship!!!

we appear to be solar opposites in a bunch of different ways!

he’s calm and collected, always keeping things to himself unless he wants to ruin someone’s entire life and be painfully blunt about something HAKDJAHDSJS. whereas i seemingly am open, emotional, and spirited!!

my alias is “juliette rae ambers” (YES i created a full ass pseudo name dhsjdkajdjajajs). but to distinguish me irl and in-selfship-universe me, i’ll refer to my self insert as “juliette” whenever i talk about them.

L first met juliette through a past case, as they did some SHADY looking shit lmao. she’s just that eccentric and erratic <333

SO after spending some time with her, he eventually realizes they’re not apart of the case. like at ALL. but L basically goes “okay. wait, what the fuck’s wrong with her actually?” and continues to spend time with them because of that HAHAJDJSJSKSJS (again— juliette is eccentric and unpredictable.)

watari brings up how excited and affectionate juliette gets whenever he catches a glimpse of them together. L doesn’t get why watari is bringing this up. watari suggests that perhaps, juliette has a crush on L.

yeah, so L’s brain crashes DHSKDJSKDJAJHSAKS

he didn’t even think of that as a POSSIBILITY because he views himself as undesirable, ugly, creepy, etc (🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺)

so L brings this up with juliette. she denies it terribly (because they’re such a mess when they’re flustered), but after relenting, L reveals that he brought it up because he’s interesting in learning more about it. he has trouble identifying his own emotions and hasn’t been in love before, so he asks me to be apart of a study. it’s just information, essentially, letters detailing specific sensations and lovey dovey thoughts i get of him.

i agree to it because i LOVE psychology and have always wanted to be apart of a psychological study!

but at this point, L isn’t in love with me. he slowly falls over time, much to his mental debates on if it’s “ethical” or not. (he’s overthinking it!!! ALSO, WOW, L thinking about morals when it comes to someone?? they must be a ~special someone~ to him 🤭)

the stoic character who keeps to himself is (mutually) in love with the visually expressive, musically inclined jester!!! (does this make sense 😭)

juliette is with L throughout the entire kira case. the first time the taskforce meets L, she’s just standing to his right side (it’s a whole thing) in a lolita getup, so they assume, like watari, that juliette is a maid to L of sorts. but NO, juliette just fucking LOVES fashion lmaooooooo

ANYWAYS, what i’m trying to get to is that juliette loves music. it connects to them on such a deep level, and they love to sing and entertain. so sometimes, as a break/interlude in the kira case, she sings and plays songs. (they’re oddly captivating… just like a performer at an event.)

L can’t have the taskforce knowing him and juliette’s interpersonal relationship, so he and juliette have silently agreed to refer to each other as “associates” whenever the question comes up.

juliette talks out loud a lot as a habit. but, again, she likes to be entertaining first and foremost, so she only says things she thinks will be the most intriguing. she can keep to herself just fine. but L knows. he knows how intentional everything they do is. he can relate, and is intrigued about this part of them. and without fail, he listens, catalogues, and responds to everything she says U///U because he caaaaares 🥹🥹🥹 (much to light’s annoyance during the case lol)

once misa starts to reside in the taskforce headquarters, you fucking KNOW she and juliette would become ✨fashion besties✨ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

juliette is very silly, laidback, loose, witty, thoughtful, and compassionate. will and has been promptly serious when the time calls for it.

juliette has forced L to watch rocky horror with them so. many. times. it’s now their couple movie of sorts aha <3

juliette cannot STAND light. he’s such an arrogant bitch baby, so she insults and burns him constantly (which L… enjoys 👀 JFKSJFKSJDKSJS, HE LOVES THE FACT THAT I CAN DEFEND MYSELF AND THAT I’M NOT A DOORMAT)

it’s so interesting to listen to these two talk. cause like, L is formal, a bit oddly polite in his wording, and naturally uses long words here and there. juliette, on the other hand, is very casual in speech. she casually swears, she refers to others with “dude,” “bro,” and “man,” and uses some slang words here and there. the taskforce members gawk at the sheer contrast sometimes.

so juliette’s mainly goth, right?? misa introduces her to the fashion, and she fucking loves it. her usual goth color combo is hot pink and black!!

…buuuuuut, juliette likes fashion in general, so sometimes she wear “pretty in pink” ass y2k outfits, then at other times glam rock-y, then gritty type of clothing, then elegant, they girly, then—

L loves to see whatever outfit they come up with (he for sure spoils the FUCK out of her hahajdjsjsja awwwwwwwww 😊 <333)

THEY’RE LITERALLY THE “plain boyfriend + alt girlfriend” COUPLE DHSKDHKADJKASJKASJAJA

i could go on and on, but this is an INTRODUCTORY post, soo……….. these are the basics of their dynamic!! i will post art, fics, and just ramble posts in general talking about it!!! :]

you can find more content in my “accidental emo boy meets intentional goth girl(gender neutral)” tag on here, OR on my new, selfship only account @lawliz-indulgence !

i love this little selfshipping community, xxx (✿ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)

[okk9tsu]

Ship your moots!!

i actually didn't expect to be sent one of these AHAHHA ty for indulging in my moots self ships cause man do i have a lot to say @ the person who sent this <3 ure so hot for that yeah

note : not in any particular order !! i'm sorry to the people i've missed, all ur guys' selfships are hawt yeah and it's all canon 💯💯 i'm sorry for not answering asks, i was writing this 😖

#MILA&KUROO : i have never shipped anyone with kuroo as much as i do with mila </3 they just ... fit so well guys idk how to explain it 😞😖 their dynamics is just :((( i love it sm and her interactions with her kuroo anon? everytime i see it in my dash i ship them even more 😿☝ she wrote this drabble with kuroo and it rlly shows their dynamics <3 [ @tetsusaki ]

#VAL%ATSUMU&SUNA : BEFORE SHE EVEN STARTED SELFSHIPPING W/ ATSUMU I ALRDY SHIPPED THEM TGT FR PLS THEY WOULD LOOK SOO GOOD TOGETHER HELLO !!! SHE LOOKS SO GOOD WITH THEM AND THEIR DYNAMICS TOO PLS </3 atsuval and rinval's vibes are so attractive and yeah idk how to explain it but i love her selfships 😿😿☝💯 [ @sunakissses ]

#SAMMIE%EREN&ATSUMU+SEMI+BOKUTO : idk much abt eren since ion watch aot and only watched s1 in 2016 😭 but now im just programmed to ship sammie with eren with the amount of renmie posts i've seen 😭 they're a hawt couple yes <3 ALONG WITH ATSUMU, SEMI & BOKUTO PLS THIS BITCH HAS SM SELFSHIPS AND I SHIP THEM W/ ALL OF THEM CAUSE THEY JUST . FIT YKNOW [ @erensluv ]

#TRICIA%KOMORI&AKAASHI : LMAO PLS THEYRE THE ONLY ONES THAT WOULD BE ABLE TO KEEP THIS BITCH ON HER FEET <//3 komori is given but like . akaashi?? LISTEN OK,,, SHE JUST LOOKS GOOD W/ HIM SM. THESE TWO MEN ARE THE ONLY MEN THAT WOULD TREAT HER RIGHT 😩😩 !!! tricia : men are shit,,,,but these two,,, they're alright 👍👍 (+ her jjk boys 😹😹) [ @dearsukuna ]

#JESS&KEI : WE ALWAYS TALK ABT OUR SELFSHIPS W/ EACH OTHER AND NOW IM JUST . THEY LIVE ON MY MIND RENT FREE PLS 😣😣😞☝ ate jess would always joe about liking guys that dont care about her but i genuinely think that kei would be so soft and so caring with her in his own tsukishima kei way yknow?? would scold her, and hold playful bickering sessions with her AND WOULD GET MATCHING DINO PLUSHIES W/ HER WHJDSJNS <//3 cuties :((( [ @keitoshi ]

#ZURA&KIYOOMI : my rich parents yes they are my rich parents that go traveling every month and would either bring us along or would leave us to come back with many presents </3 PLSSS ZURA IS KIYOOMI'S PRINCEX AND MY BRAIN IS JUST PROGRAMED TO THINK THAT WAY 😣 i love their dynamics a lot, love seeing zura's selfships post witb kiyoomi, they just hit different wow such a hot couple. they just bring out a side from kiyoomi that no one has ever seen <3 [ @omisluvr ]

#MYRA&KENMA : PLS i associate myra with kenma so much and vice versa <//3 u know how kenma has a soft spot with shoyo right?? YEAH HE'S LIKE THAT WITH MYRA. MYRA JUST ELICITS THIS NEW SIDE OF KENMA THAT NO ONE HAS EVER SEEN BEFORE AND MAKES KENMA ALIVE(??) IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT YEAH 😖😖 kenma would spoil them sm and would help w/ genshin 😩 [ @zenmaki ]

#SOPHIA&KEI : THEYRE ENEMIES TO LOVERS TROPE OR STILL ENEMIES EVEN WHILE LOVERS PLSSSS would insult & bully each other lovingly and i LOVE that for us sophtsukki stannies yes 😿💯</3 but there are also moments where they can be soft with each other n stuff :(( random but whenever i think of these two, i think of strawberry cake 😭 [ @sophiashortcake ]

#TINA&SUNA : in my head, she is sunarin's angel and no one else can make me think otherwise 😁 !!! they might come off as intimidating with how good looking they both are and how they look so good tht and aesthetic but their vibes guys. i love it vv hawt couple n they would get matching pretty rings w/ each other yes omg [ @lovesunas ]

#WID&SUGA : CUTIES !!! THEY ARE JUST SWEETHEARTS I LOVE THEIR VIBES THEY'RE LIKE THAT SWEET, SOFT COUPLE :(((( would give just good vibes. THEY HAVE THAT GOOD AND POSITIVE VIBES THAT IF U EVER TALK TO THEM, U'D GET A LIL SEROTONIN BOOST :((( and ur heart will feel lighter n stuff aHh <//3 [ @catchmewiddershins ]

THESE ARE ALL SO LONG AND MANY AND IM SORRY TO THE ONES I DIDNT MENTION 😿:((( ITS GONNA GET TOO LONG AND IM JUST SO . TALKATIVE <//3 BUT HERE ARE THE RUNNER UPS !!!

@blooody-inspired & atsumu (ily my fellow atsumu lover bestie) but also akaashi??, @softieynnie & ishikawa (YES JUST YES PLS I SAW UR RECENT POST ABT ISHIKAWA U GUYS WOULD BE SO CUE :(( ), @kawaiinishii & shirabu (imagine coworkers in the medical field au ... omg) @kozutenshi & kita (IM SORRY TO KENMA BUT U AND KITA ARE JUST 💯💯<//3) @hajimine & bokuto + iwa (JUST LOOK AT THEIR INTERACTIONS WITH BO AND IWA ANON PLS I SHIP LEX WITH THESE 2 SM <//3), @soranihimawari & iwa, @sunasbabie & suna + sachiro and @velvetfireworks & osamu + suna ( IMAGINE HOW POWERFUL U GUYS WOULD BE OF U GUYS ARE LIKE IN A POLY )

[sweet-shipper-dreams]

My f/o's are beautiful and caring and so incredibly sweet. I'm often afraid that Im not good enough for them. A lot of others selfship with one of my f/o's and I can't help but feel insecure about it. They just mean everything to me, and I feel a bit worried that they'd probably like someone prettier or happier or anything like that. They're so wonderful and I love them both with me entire heart

saaaame anon

Self esteem issues are a tough thing to work with. First of all, I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. I know it absolutely sucks, and I don't exactly know the trick to building up self esteem in the long-term.

But when it comes to self shipping, the beauty is that you can make your entirely unique, personal narrative and nothing can stop you. Make up your own reasons, your own stories, even your own versions of the characters, and do it all for you. Maybe your f/o was looking for exactly the kind of person you are! For what reason? You decide!

It doesn't have to be for traditional reasons. You don't have to be beautiful by society's standards. You don't have to have the same skills or the same amount of care to give. You are one unique individual, there is absolutely only one of you, and I understand how hard it can be to find likable qualities about yourself with self esteem issues, but you are a person like no other, simply by virtue of being you.

Your love for your f/o is unique just like your self ship is unique.

Multiple people may ship with that character, but no one's ship has everything your ship has. Something, at least one thing, is only yours and your f/o's. Your f/o will never get the same experience elsewhere, just like no two people experience and feel about the same character the same way. Just from this ask, I can tell you are someone who sees the best in a person (from your description of your f/o) and you love hard. You give consideration to other people before you give it to yourself.

You're a good person who deserves love.

And so I guarantee your f/o loves you.

As for the other people shipping with the character, I'll only say that you don't have to interact with them, you can always choose to avoid, and also find solace in the fact that your ship is unique, even if the character is common, and I for one, like to think there's a version of the character that only I know (that might just be me).

And I noticed, in the end, that you said they might want someone happier than you. I believe you're going through some struggle, then, and first of all I wish you good luck. I hope things get better for you.

Second of all, consider that your f/o is not there waiting for a happier partner, they are there to help you through the tough times and to be there for you on the journey to happiness. If the roles were reversed, and your f/o was the one struggling, thinking they're dragging you down by not being happy enough, wouldn't your first thought be to help them through, instead of ditching them? Well, extend that same courtesy to yourself. Self shipping is not some trophy you can win when you're finally good enough. It's a fantasy you can engage in no matter where you are in life, and how good or bad you think you are.

[alphasmoonlit-selfships]

5, 10, and 15 for either Atsushi or Jason for the domestic f/o ask game! I’m feeling extra generous today. You’re welcome. 😉💕💓💖💞💝

(@rose-wine-selfships 🌹🍷✨)

🥺💖🥺 Bless you @rose-wine-selfships 🥺💖🥺 honestly do excuse me I didn’t see this till like this afternoon ;;w;;

Ah, my beaus 🥺🥰 Imma go ahead and speak on both of them because I am in dear need to just speak on both of them 🥺♥️ my heart beats with amore UwU do hope you bare through my rambles ✨😚 I also don’t do the asks as often as I should and really just want to speak about my f/os when I have the chance!

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5.) Who’s more spontaneous? Would your f/o randomly want to go on a midnight drive out in town or would they be the one to complain that they’re tired?

I feel like Atsushi is definitely more spontaneous in AtsuDany relationship, he is the one to kind of abruptly ask without thinking about it. Such as suggesting to go for a walk in the middle of the night or maybe go to the pier to watch the sunset. He kind of asks simply, especially when I am the most stressed and feeling bad anxiety 🥲 I have taken notice how often it happens when a simple moment to break away from the area causing me stress, especially with a friend or loved one, definitely helps a lot. Atsushi is definitely more spontaneous in the relationship, especially when it comes to de-stressing Dany. I think it also works vice versa, Danielle often encouraging him to take a run with her at night or star gazing, maybe even going to a cat cafe! Cats always are a sweet furry friend, especially with a tiger mans! 🥰

In DanyJay relationship, I think Danielle is more spontaneous, especially in Digimon Au. Considering Darkwolfmon’s presence, Dany is more free and willing to take a chance that I otherwise would hesitate in. While Jason can spontaneous in his own way, he isn’t one to outwardly suggest something, unless Dany is severely taking a heavy toll mentally. He isn’t really one to complain and just kind of goes along with what other suggests are fun. Such as when Dany suggests to take a fly with her on Cyberwolfmon, Jason is nervous but all for it and honestly becomes a sweet romantic thing~ I have claimed this moment as the first, official moment he and Dany get together and also first kiss ☺️💖

10.) What’s their contact name and assigned picture? What do they have for you?

💖🥺 ohh I wish I had a perfect image draw for this but heck knows it would take me forever UwU”

What Dany would have for Atsushi in the beginning of their friendship would probably be “Atsushi-kun🐯” then “Atsu-Kun 🐯💕” when she is growing feelings before finalizing with “Mi Tigre 💖🐯”. Her assigned photo of him would probably be a cute picture of his tiger self in the start. In relationship, she changed it to one she snuck a picture of him when out on a date. It’s one of him handsomely looking at the sunset, before he began to snicker laughing. 🥰

With Jason, at the beginning of friendship was “Jason 🐺⚡️” then “Jay 🐺⚡️”. It took the two of them in Digimon Au forever to really get together, but once Dany had true and real feelings for him and they got together, she changed it to “My dearest Jay 💕”. His picture at the start was one she took of him with Raiwolfmon, and current one, relationship wise, is a picture of him gazing at the camera lovingly and softly. Looking beyond it to Dany UwU 💖.

Ohhhhh 🥺💖 and their name and image for little ol me?

Atsushi would put me under “Dany-chan ✨” in the beginning of friendship, slowly changing it to “Dany 💖✨” when his feelings for her grow. In relationship, he changes it to “Darling 💜✨”. His first picture of Dany is one he cropped from a whole picture taken of her during her small welcome party. In relationship, is one he took of her while she slept, cuddling a tiger plush she gifted him for his birthday.🥺💖

Jason would definitely have Dany as “Danielle 🐺💕”, adding the hearts for his first affections for her. Having a crush on her since they meet, which did dwindle a little when her attention was towards someone else, changing to “Dany 🐺✨”. Once in a relationship, he changed her contact to “My Always 🐺💖”. His picture of her is one of her and Darkwolfmon at the start, and changes to one of her during their wedding party in the Digital World. It was actually taken by one of their friends during their Union Dance, her smiling widely and in pure love and affection for him. 🥰

15.) What’s an inside joke between the two of you?

Hmm 🤔 an inside joke Eh? Am not good at what is funny to some but I think that is the point of an inside joke ^^’ it makes the party in question laugh and giggle in fondness or joke.

AtsuDany: I think an inside joke between them is the whole concept of wolves and tigers not really getting along together. Considering their abilities, many think they wouldn’t be a good pair or couldn’t be close friends. To which everyone is wrong in honestly 😤 it makes the both of them giggle with laughter at the assumption people have when they really are fond of each other; they have much in common and have a peacefulness with their abilities. If anything his tiger and her wolf are playful together and find each other appealing, in friendship and as mates later. 💕

I think it’s most definitely funny when someone who doesn’t know of their abilities says it, they kind of just start snorting with laughter and looking like silly idiots when the person looks at them confused.

DanyJay: An inside joke between them is essentially explaining how they met to anyone who wants to know~ Dany came in saving his life when a Digimon manifested and attacked him and his friends in an outing. She came swooping in on Cyberwolfmon, kind of slipping off as she wasn’t anticipating his weight and height (tiny stubborn lass is ambitious). They were caught just fine soon after by Cyberwolfmon! But essentially that whole ordeal was kind of hilarious considering how smol Dany is and how tol Jason is. While it was also terrifying if her Digimon didn’t come swooping in, it is still something they laugh about and is a sweet moment looking back on how they meet and gradually sparked a flame between them that lead to their forever. 💖 Some people are like “aww” others are like “👀 yall wild”

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Ahh these are so good and had a joyous and fun time writing 🥺💖 thank you so so much again for this Rose 🌹 I truly appreciate it! 🥰🥰 a chance to just talk about the two loves of my life and heart UwU

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9 for that AU ask with all your Romantic F/Os? Sounds interesting!

thanks so much for the ask!!! :)! <3!

9. If you have multiple f/os (romantic, platonic, anything), imagine them making or joining a Discord server or a group chat about you or your source. Who gushes, who shares art and fics, who analyses everything, who sends memes?

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Arthur: mostly lurks. doesn’t really know how Discord works, so he just kinda reads what everyone else has to say, and ignores the hundreds of notifications that pile up.

Saeran: the guy that draws godlike fanart in like 10 minutes. most of it is of me. also sometimes will just talk about how cool he finds the designs. tends to be kinda friendly in the chat, but doesn’t talk much.

Miku: has done covers of both the op and the ed, loves to talk about how much she loves me and how I’m her favorite character. has a bunch of stickers of me that she sticks everywhere and then enthusiastically posts pictures of. she also likes to put heart stickers with them, or get stickers of me with hearts.

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Akko: super enthusiastic. gushing like 24/7 about how much she loves me and stuff. she just openly links her selfship blog and tells everyone else it would mean a lot to her if they followed. she likes sending internet hugs and comforting anyone when they’re down.

Yuri: lurks, but knows exactly how Discord works. occasionally sends a meme to the memes channel. feels very proud of himself when people keyboard smash in response.

Knives: the wholesome sweet one. like always tells everyone else how great their stuff is, uses a bunch of smiley faces and hearts, and more. she also sometimes draws things and happily shows them off to everyone.

Sharpay: loves to be the center of attention. talks every time that she can. has made an English cover of the op and ed. drags Ryan into a lot of things, since he’s a little nervous to just join out of nowhere.

Lio: joined, dropped his intro, didn’t talk for like a year, when he talked, just gave the most out there excuse for why he was silent. it turned out his excuse was true.

Teru: a helper on the server and has to say “hey guys! can we take it down a notch? we wanna keep everything friendly haha.” quite a lot. gets along pretty well with everyone. has a link in promos to his academia Tumblr.

Kai: the owner of the server. practically like a father figure to everyone. asks if people finished their homework, offers life advice, and more. also politely posts screenshots of me in the screenies channel and tells everyone how pleasant, soothing, and therapeutic he finds the anime.

Keiji: literally owns the memes channel. like makes shitposts 24/7. links to his YouTube in promos. his YouTube is like 99% just shitposts about the show, and 1% speedpaints.

Sou: “haha everyone go check out my essay on why Parker’s a queer-coded character. I know it’s 5000 words. it’s on my main Tumblr. everyone go check it out.”, has made so many theories. when I got confirmed queer he literally screamed about it for like ever.

Arisa: I just watch it for the magical boys! I don’t like... like any of the characters or anything. super privative about everything relating to her affection to me. has used the “oh Parker we’re really in it now” meme so many times.

Alex: liked the anime so much that he made his grandparents watch it, too. pretty upbeat. likes to tell everyone about how his grandparents reacted to scenes. “I’m so glad to have this server because literally no-one I know irl knows about this show.”

Kent: lurks. just lurks. like has probably posted his intro and that’s about it. sometimes reacts with hearts to pictures of me and messages that he likes.

Geordo: his parents buy him like every piece of merch and he shows them off to everyone once he gets them. in the merch channel, he is king. if anyone wants to know whether something off of any of the merch lines looks good or is good quality or how big it is, they check in with Geordo, because he always owns it.

Light: gives everyone homework help, talks about how important of a character I am, goes on like rants about his theories in the theories channel.

Misa: the other wholesome sweet one. became super good friends with Knives. sends a bunch of supportive wholesome memes in the memes channel.

Hayasaka: “please @ me in every image of Parker sent. I’ll look at them on my lunch break.” like severely overworked, and everyone’s like “aren’t you,,,,, not on your lunch break right now?” and he’s like “shhh don’t tell my boss.” has a coffee mug with a picture of me on it that he shows off every chance he gets.

Ryan: gets dragged into talking by Sharpay. has ALSO made covers of the op and ed. knows the entire dance routine in the ending theme by heart. does a lot of cosplays.

Victor: likes things other people made and shows off things he made. loves using the pets channel to show off his dog, Wick. everyone oohs and ahs over him.

Mikoto: “let’s get along, everyone! :D!”. uses a bunch of exclamation points and smiley faces and hearts. makes a lot of theories about me and likes to talk to the theory makers about like what they think comes next and what they think my character’s like. super positive and likes to make sure everyone’s okay.