We all know my pinned post:
May I now present, a spectacle most of this evening in the making:
And if you can't pick between the brothers? Well, don't worry!
But wait, you didn't think I'd forget Candace, now did you?
"But Bex, I love ALL THREE OF THEM!" So does Perry, you just know he keeps this on his desk:
Did I reuse some photos here and there? Yes, yes I did. Some of them were too cute not to.
Feel free to use these as you please, I made them to be shared.
And ofc, a bonus, because I couldn't not make Stacy one:
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if you guys want a guy thats the sweetest snuggler and so spunky and hilarious still at 10y old get u a chiweenie
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How do you think the member would react if their partner laughs when theyāre overstimulated? Just them going to town on them and their partner canāt stop laughing pushing their head away. (Story is from experienceš)
this is funny as fuck i cant lie and im a VERY giggly person in general so i could 100% see myself doing this depending on how overstimulated i amššim so curious about this experience tho LMFAO
gender neutral & suggestive | idk who you wanted specifically so I'll write little drabbles in order of least to most bothered :3
I'm stuck between Felix and Changbin being the least bothered and least likely to get turned off over it... they're both probably the type to start giggling with you even though they don't really understand what you're laughing about right away. I think he would catch on very fast though and would stop for a second to make sure you're okay and not actually losing your mindš(Also in general i just headcanon them both as the main ones who are the least serious about sex. imo all the others are at least like 60% serious in bed in terms of wanting things to stay in the right mood, but i could see these two cracking jokes here and there or stopping mid stroke just to say something stupid and make you laugh)
i think thenn would be Hyunjin? another one who would giggle with you but would probably just try to overstim you even more to see if it stops your giggle fit š(which may or may not just make it worse) would probably end up laughing at the fact that your laughing and having to stop everything because to calm you both down LMFAO,, he's the one who, if he does get turned off because of it, is the easiest to get back into the mood
the three that i would see be slightly bothered by it is Chris, Han, and Jeongin >.> would be the ones to not be offended about it but does try to get you guys back into a "sexy" mood LOL I think the second he hears delirious little giggles falling from you he's smirking/smiling to himself because he thinks youre so cute. He lets it go on for a little while but if you continue he'll lean in and get all close to your face to either ask "what's so funny" or full dom you all of the sudden to try to push you back into the mood. the ones who will stop overstimulating you just to get you to stop laughing lol
The last 2 (Minho, Seungmin) i think would also find it amusing but only after the fact lol. they can laugh it off after you both are finished but depending on the day they might find it a teeeeny bit offensive during the fact, they'll stare up at you all confused (queue minho's slow blinks) and stop what theyre doing because they think ur crazy LMFAO,, would only let it go on for a short time before it bothers them and they stop to ask you whats wrong (also sorry but theyre the ones i could see being the most easily turned off by it and hardest to turn back on after the fact, depending on the dayš)
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a nonsense christmas | l.n
summary: f1 heartthrob meets pop girlie central
face claim: sabrina carpenter
warnings: social media!au, language, this is my second ever social media au pls bear w me
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āsue meā mv is out now! š
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zendaya
iām obsessed with you
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tell thomas to move aside bc im coming over.
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LMFAAOOOO
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lando norris??? whatāre u doing here??
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i was just about to ask the same thing š
madisonbeer
iām literally in love with you
y/ny/l/n
will u pls accept my hand in marriage?
madisonbeer
of course
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london, huh?
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š«£
fan1
Y/N X F1 CROSSOVER??
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wait, landonorris, this is her?
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WHAT DO U MEAN DANIEL
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WHAT DO U KNOW DANNY!!!!
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whatve you done, mate?
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home is where the fun is š
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home is where i am, thatās all that matters
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ur the best wag of them all, truly
landonorris
keep telling yourself that, mate š
y/ny/l/n
as a wise man once said: london, huh?
landonorris
you canāt use the same lines on me that i use on you
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or what? š„“
fan1
OH????????
danielricciardo
lando.jpg content??
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š«£
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OH YES WE WON!
madisonbeer
i didnāt know u knew how to dress š¤Ø
landonorris
funny š
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iām ur fav š„°
landonorris
ur just full of jokes today arenāt u
madisonbeer
ik where u live
landonorris
š° uh oh
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london is cool i guess
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one chance is all iām asking for PLEASE
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u always have a chance š„°š„°š„°
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TELL HIM TO MOVE THEN!!!!
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HIM?? WHOS HIM???? MADS!!!
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nice hat
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thanks š
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didnāt know you had a new merch line out, mate?? landonorris
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FUCK OFF???
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oscarpiastri LMFAOOO
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lovely to meet you ā¤ļø
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you too!! š„¹š«¶š»
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donāt let her fool you, sheās in her element
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sheās so pretty
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shut up iāll marry you
madisonbeer
FINALLY
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the way he captures her?? YOU CANT CONVINCE ME THEYRE NOT A THING!
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oh they DEFINITELY ARE
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SHE WAS AT THE MIAMI GP!! IM CONVINCED THEYVE BEEN TALKING SINCE
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OMG SHUT UP!!!!!!
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hey, ur pretty good at this photography thing!
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helps when iāve got a pretty good model
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SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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itās cuffing season, or whatever sza said
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madisonbeer
FINALLY!!!
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:)
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š„ŗš„ŗ the note
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I KNOW š„ŗš„ŗ
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i donāt think u understood what she meant by big boy
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oh no, TRUST me, i got it š
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IM GONNA GO WASH MY EYES WITH BLEACH
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IM JOINING YOU oscarpiastri
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this is adorable, actually
landonorris
whoever wrote that has terrible handwriting
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and no rizz š
landonorris
now thatās a violation
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tis the season
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love ur face š¤
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love urs more ā¤ļø
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that last pic š
landonorris
im honestly surprised she hasn't stabbed me yet
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sleep with one eye open tonight
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oh no
madisonbeer
so like... hard launch of soft launch?
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both
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FINALLY GOD DO U KNOW HOW HARD OF A SECRET THIS WAS TO KEEP
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^!!!!!
landonorris
SORRY
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what kind of cookies were u making tho?
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chocolate chip š
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ayeee
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I KNEW IT!!!
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wrote a cute christmas song about a cute boy, 'a nonsense christmas' is out now š§”
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MY EARS HAVE BEEN BLESSED
y/ny/l/n
me whenever u release new music
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š§” i love you
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i love u, too, my papaya boy š§”š§”
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āmy papaya boy' IM CRYING
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i don't know what i was expecting but it wasn't THAT MY GOD.
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danielricciado
'im talking big snow balls' now...
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i never thought we'd hear her sing about balls but here we are
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idk how im supposed to look the two of you in the eyes ever again
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CAN YOU BLAME ME??? IM NOT GONNA APOLOGISE, I MEAN LOOK AT HIM!!!
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real.
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Another play-by-play of this AMAZING chapter:
Lilith and Xaden are two sides of the same coin imo. They both want to protect Violet but also want to use/prepare her as best as they can in their fucked way and they probably hate each other for it. They make such an interesting contrast/parallel. Lilith referring to Violet as Xaden's wife feels very intentional and like shes trying to provoke/gauge Xaden's feelings towards her daughter
God, I love Rhi so fucking much. She is literally the best bestie. She is such a good friend and squad leader;-;
āHow do you want me, your majesty?ā he asked sarcastically.Ā Ā EXCUSE ME???? THEYRE FLIRTING!!!!!! THEYRE FLIRTING
Violet manhandling Xaden to be a better cuddler was not on my 2024 bingo card yet here we are and I am here for it. This scene was so unexpectedly funny and lighthearted. Was Xaden stroking her scar above her shirt or under?
OMG we explicitly get to see that Xaden pulled her closer to him when she was having nightmares in Aretia, it was just instinct for him, mans was half asleep and was like "Come here, let me make it better"
The kids conversation actually broke my heart for these two. I can 100% relate to the raging mommy issues in these two
āOnce whatever this isāonce itās over, and Iām not useful anymoreāyou could find someone else.āĀ Violet thinks so little of herself/expendable in these moments and it's ALL XADENS FAULT. FUCK YOU RIORSON
Garrick scoffed. āYouāre such a fucking idiot. Are you ready?āĀ
Tell him Garrick!!! tell him
Next to him, Garrick laughed brightly. āYouāre so fucked,ā he declared cheerfully, and clapped Xaden on the shoulder
Im quite literally giggling and squealing like a little girl. Xaden is down BAD for his hot wife, and in Cam's words, everyone falls a little in love with Violet. Insert bi-panic meme
Girl you may not know if you like this chapter but I am literally sobbing, this was so good!!!!!! Xaden could not keep his hands off of his beautiful wife and he is still breaking her heart by lying to her.
Lilith and Xaden are SO similar. So are Lilith and Violet in some ways, too. I wish that was explored more in canon but since Iām in charge now I get to do that š«”
Theyāre flirting!! So hard!! Violet really said if weāre going to cuddle weāre going to do it RIGHT. Also Iām just in love with the (sad) idea that Xaden has never done anything romantic before Violet so the entire idea and process of it is unfamiliar but he loves figuring it out so he can be close to her. He was touching her above her shirt! Weāve not quite reached the resting his hand under her shirt moment yet.
These two and their mommy issues and their insecurities. But like through that conversation theyāre slowly learning what the other needs and how to love each other the right way and thatās very important š«¶š»
I like this chapter much better now that I havenāt been staring at it for hours and Iām not half asleep š thatās always the case though lmao. Thank you!!! š©·š©·š©·
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ok so first things first, i loooove gatwa's doctor so much already. if nothing else, i love the masterclass in acting he's putting on, his expressiveness is so impressive. he brings a very fun energy to the role
the church on ruby road has me feeling a bit mixed as well. the plot was kind of meh, and i didn't like how in the alternate universe ruby's mum was just so mean without her. it didn't make sense. like what makes ruby so special, hm š¤Ø what's this one white blond baby got that all the other babies in the world don't š¤Ø i know the point was to show how much ruby meant to her mum, but like. there are other ways to do it than have a complete 180 in characterization.
i'm honestly not super interested in the mystery of ruby's parentage (which apparently seems like it will be a huge thing unless they're just making stuff up to fake us out, in which case, good on them). but i don't want it to be some big reveal i'm sorry š© especially not because if it is, people will bend over backwards to say how great storytelling it is when they'd never say that if moffat did a plot like this. i hadn't even considered the possibility really, when i'd first watched it, i thought it's just not that deep, but maybe i'm wrong. the people who are theorizing that ruby is rose and tentoo's daughter are sooo funny though like
ur only saying that because she's blond and we all know nobody on this show can be blond without being related to The Blond(tm) š
that literally means they abandoned their kid. yes. such good parents š«
i also feel like we didn't....really get to know ruby that well? i'll reserve judgement to give them more time obviously, and millie seems very green (not a judgement on her, and she and ncuti seem to have a lot of fun energy together) so there's still time and there's a lot of time in general for the stories to get going, and it had to do double duty as a christmas special and an intro episode for both new doctor and new companion so like, my feelings may also change with time. anyways those are my thots for now
yesss i was sold on gatwa very quickly i just hope he doesn't become 10th doctor rehash number 2345932853845 i am so tired. give him something new. also praying him and ruby don't have a romance angle there were a couple of moments in CORR i was like. GOD NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT AGAIN.
CORR plot being meh i agreeee but also xmas specials plot is a lot of times like a wafer and as someone who watched it quite roasted ngl i kinda appreciated it š
YEAH omhg tho with ruby disappearing and her mum (i want to say carla??) completely changing as a person??? i get that the point was supposed to be like one little change can make such an impact etc etc as well. but also i was just like. .... ok but what about the other kids wasnt good enuf ???? maybe i'm a cynic lol. but fr have another MORE kids on the wall bc she's trying to fill a gap she doesn't know is from what !!!! IMAGINE.... especially with it being sort of set up as a doctor/companions parallel oh my god
nooo oh my god i know what you mean about rubys parents i like that theyre setting it up as a counter to 13s "it doesn't matter i'm good as i am my past doesnt define me" etc. but i really want it to not be interesting. i want her parents to just be like. normal people who had to make a hard choice lol. oh my god. i just realised. we're gonna go thru a fucking rey star wars arc with her im gonna lose it byee... imagine she ends the series like "im ruby doctor" :) i would quit watching.
but yeah 100% it's gonna be a big thing. atm i dont care but i guess we'll see and hope they do something interesting with it.... prayers she's an alien tbf
rose and tentoo would be terrible parents tbf i said what i said.
YEAH i know what you mean i feel like that about gatwa too i think its hard making the first intro for both an xmas special because it has to be kinda silly and rompy so you cant rlly get too into the grit of the characters?? still reserving judgement on them both, but its taken me a while to warm up to like. everyone in dr who since bill--- wait i take that back i loved bel in flux from like her first scene but she's not a doc or companion.
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Do you have anym more modern au ruetash headcanons you might share? I love that fic too along with lsdl.
I love hearing your head canons about Rue and Gortash, theyāre so cute and I just want to read nice things about them whilst they suffer and through lsdlš
Also when Iām reading lsdl now Iām always like āoh my god noā¦.this is terrible. The pain. The angstā¦ā¦canāt wait for the next chapter.šāš
THANK U!!! i love these two in any universe and i will make them suffer for it<3 anytime i think too hard about them i do feel a little sad. one day i'll be nice to them. not today, though š¤
some silly modern au headcanons that have been floating around in my brain lately! (some may become proper chapters in that fic):
they first hook up at some big conference in waterdeep. theres only one bed in the hotel and both of them indulge a little too much in the open bar at the place they're at. its a one time mistake until they wake up in the morning and do it again
rue actually gets on really well with karlach and despite the fact she signed an nda about her and gortash hooking up, karlach is the first to know ("please. you can do so much better. look at my friend wyll, he's cute and single and so much better than gortash" - karlach, moments later)
rue has broken into gortashs apartment many times before. he expects to see her there now and its weird when she isnt
gortash ends up picking rue up from various nights out with karlach & the gang after shes drank too much and drunk-called him, saying how she misses him (they saw each other hours ago) and how she wants to go home (and by home she means his place). he does so every time and gets vaguely threatened by karlach to keep her safe
rue posts a photo of her sitting opposite gortash in a fancy restaurant with the caption "first date kind of nervous" and immediately deletes it. fans go crazy
i like to think theres full on conspiracy theories about them being together or not. people are piecing together a timeline. others say it doesnt matter, hes only using her because his policies are so bad. a small group of people write fanfiction (rue sends them all to him because she thinks its funny)
she really eggs on their followers to think theres something there. posting pictures of her wearing his shirts. tagging him in videos of her walking around the city. asking people for reccommendations on good places for dates. its a blast. shes loving it
theyre so silly to me!!!! ahhhhh losing my mind over these two guys!!!!!! thanks for asking about them! theyre the only thing in my brain ever
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What was the rick mayall comedy with ade that rheyre two old fucks living in an apartment together... ik thats so vauge but im trying to remember the name of it to watch it again š i just re watched all of tyo and neeeddd to find it again lol
Also hope your doing well its been awhile since ive been on tumblr to see or ask about ur page but i think abt u occasionally and im like yeah i hope theyre doing well keeping the tyo fandom alive
Also is there no charictor limit on these asks now????
Hi! Sorry it's taken me a while to answer this.
It sounds like you're describing Bottom, the '90s sitcom where Rik and Ade played two broadly middle aged bastards at the bottom (get it?) of society, loafing about, being pervy, and causing chaos. It isn't quite as surreal as The Young Ones, but it does feature lots of slapstick violence - Richie and Eddie have at least one very creative physical fight per episode - and there are occasions where something extra mad will happen, like the ceiling caving in, underpants being filled with custard, and fire farts (to name a few examples). Christopher Ryan also appears in a few episodes as one of Eddie's mates, Dave Hedgehog.
One of the original inspirations for Bottom was Samuel Beckett's Waiting for Godot, which Rik and Ade both loved and thought was funny. It was one of the things they bonded over at uni, and the two of them got to star in a run of it in the early '90s (again, with Christopher Ryan).
There were three series of Bottom from 1991-1995, totalling at 18 episodes. All episodes were available on Dailymotion the last time I checked - in fact, I have a post somewhere on this blog with links to them, though it may very well be outdated by now. If you have a mooch around online, you should be able to find them.
The reason I'm guessing you mean Bottom is because Richie Richard and Eddie Hitler live together in a (disgusting) flat in Hammersmith, and there are some episodes set entirely within this horrid hovel. However, Filthy, Rich and Catflap also sees Richie Rich and Eddie Catflap sharing a (not quite as disgusting) flat, but these characters were a bit younger - and, to be honest, Bottom is the more highly regarded of the two sitcoms, though I don't think FR&C is anywhere near as bad as some critics made out.
Rik and Ade made five live stage shows for Bottom (Bottom Live) between 1993-2003. In fact, the fifth Bottom Live was the last substantial work they did together. All five of these have been available on YouTube for some years, so I assume they still are. I personally just slightly prefer the sitcom (or maybe I'm just jealous I can't go and see Bottom Live š), and I think a general rule of thumb is the quality does decline a little across the five (apologies to my comedy gods, although I think Ade might agree with me), but they are all absolutely worth a watch. Rik and Ade break character in them from time to time, and they're allowed to say fuck.
They also made a Bottom film in 1999 called Guest House Paradiso, which features Simon Pegg. Rik and Ade play the same characters, but now they run an appalling hotel on the Isle of Wight and their surnames are different (which Ade acknowledged when I went to see him touring with his autobiography was inexplicable). The film is not for the weak of stomach, certainly not for anyone with emetophobia, and unfortunately it does suffer from the curse of most sitcom movies apart from Alan Partridge: Alpha Papa in that it doesn't quite translate. To be fair, they didn't have a massive budget, and it happened only a year after Rik's accident (they were both meant to direct it, but Ade took on full directing duties as a result of this). Still, it's not unfunny, and I think it's available on Dailymotion; if you like Bottom, you should give it a watch. I wonder what a Bottom film set in the original world of the sitcom would've been like...
I have an inking who you are, although I might be wrong. I hope you're well, anyway. š I'm fine, just trundling along, coming up to my last semester as an undergrad. Tumblr may well have changed the character limit on asks, though I honestly couldn't say for sure.
Thanks for the ask!
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CHAPTER 35 IS HITTING LIKE ALL MY FAVORITE TROPES,, the ao3 outage earlier this week KILLED me right during my standard "rereading the latest chapter over and over" frenzy,,,
this one had me throwing my phone on my bed and covering my face w my hands like a flustered maiden. losing my fucking shit the entire time
the sudden "theres something going on that all the staff are whispering about" had me like,, what the fuck is going on,, is someone DEAD? and a momentary "HOW MANY MONTHS HAS IT BEEN SINCE THAT ULTIMATUM" and then its naoya's dumb ass getting himself sick. i'd be annoyed at him if it weren't for the incredible scenes this grants us later in the chapter
(and its also SO FUNNY *how* he got sick-- literally stranded in some cursed energy zone all pathetic and alone. just like my sad kicked dog description i keep using for him. he is embodying it fully and truly.)
when naoya's staff came up to y/n like "its about naoya's health we need you" i was like "ohh the drama is he gonna die without her there or something" and,, turns out thats exactly it he probably would've died from refusing to take medicine if she weren't there. glorious. hes so pathetic its unreal (affectionate)
THEYRE FINALLY ALONE TOGETHER AGAIN,, it feels like its been so long and it apparently has been for him-- feeling like its been centuries since hes seen her. ME TOO MF MAYBE IF YOU WERE LESS OF AN ASSHOLE WE COULDVE BEEN HERE EARLIER
"it feels like you could literally do just about anything with him and he wouldn't be able to stop it" - "you were sure you could control him" Y/N,, GIRL,, YOU WANNA TOP HIM SO BAD OOO YOU WANT TO DOM HIM SO BAD. IM CHEERING FOR YOU (she might've been thinking more about murder. but i know what i was thinking) that followed by the "holding the cup directly to his lips to make him drink" scene is killing me. im going insane for them.
she FINALLY gets to interrogate his ass and he CAN'T go anywhere or do anything about it this whole scene was AMAZING. we get so much added dimension to both of them with y/n finally getting to snap on him somewhat and say/ask all the things she's been hiding, and naoya finally showing a little bit of that vulnerability with the discussion about the records and his mother. there's SO much going on here and i can't WAIT to see how that's gonna unfold in the next chapter ft. all sorts of flashbacks
i would read like 35 more chapters of just these sick shenanigans going on tbh. naoya's pov during this kinda thing would be so interesting too-- how deliriously out of it is he actually? is he gonna be absolutely mortified at this behavior when he's more lucid? i could also imagine him pretending to be sick for wayyy longer than he really is just so y/n won't leave,,,
outstanding showstopping amazing. i cant wait to see whats next!
Hi!!!! AAAA sorry for taking a while to get back to your ask, however I must say that when I saw this pop up on my inbox I was going through somewhat of a sad moment, and this made me very happy :ā) So thank you!! šā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
Now onto the juicy detailsā¦
Iām 100% aware that Iāve been writing nothing less than indulging tropesā¦ AND IāM GLAD ABOUT IT HAHAHAH IāM NEVER GONNA STOP
I think I mightāve been a bit dramatic when writing the reaction from the staff. But after everything that happenedā¦ thereās no other way for them to react š The never-ending drama in the Naoya-Y/N soap opera has them on edge, they saw this coming and was only a matter of waiting when it would occur.
It makes me wonder what Naobitoās opinion about this whole charade was š¤ From disappointment towards his son, to amusement when hearing that Naoya has been incessantly calling for Y/N. He probably lurked around as close as he could to get a better look of what was happening, maybe even bringing some popcorn to enjoy the show. Y/N was right to assume that his family wouldāve intervened to force her into aiding Naoya, althoughā¦ not because they cared but rather because Naobito was tired of things being boring.
Omgā¦ who does he ship Y/N with? Naoya or Naoaki? WTF am I even saying lmao š I need to log off.
As for the timelineā¦ please donāt ask me about it AHAHAH I feel like after all the things that happened, if I were to sit down and determine how much time has passed since the beginning of the storyā¦ it would probably be like 5 years or so lol āwell, it certainly feels like it anyways. But I will set a time frame in the following chapters to give you an example of how long itās been, if itās believable anyways š Thank god itās fiction AMIRITE? (excuse my lazy writing š)
Anyways, the way he got sick is exactly as you described: overall pathetic. There really is no better words to say, serves to show how heās slowly losing himself šš ah, poor Naoya, but canāt say he doesnāt deserve it. I wonder what he actually did in those missing days?
Iām very surprised y/n was involved at all for thereās no way the staff didnāt know of their tumultuous relationship. This more likely than not couldāve worsened his situationā¦ and if she was truly vengeful she couldāve taken this chance to kill him and yet, they still had faith on her, believed she would somehow ignore all the horrible things he had done to her and do the right thing. And in that matter, they donāt deserve Y/N lol. Once again if she were a bit more unhinged, she could easily be a Tomie-type of characterā¦ but whereās the fun in that? (at least for what I have in mind, not gonna say that writing that kind of story isnāt intriguing hehe)
Well, the threat of her being forced by her in-laws lingered in the back of her mind, perhaps even her main motivator, but all things considered she decided to do so because, well, sheās not completely evil. She shouldāve been a bit harsherā¦ but well, that doesnāt really align to the values she was taught with.
Talking about the alone partā¦ wow. It has been a while since we saw them together like that; like what, 10 chapters? Lol Still, if Y/N had been that unhinged she couldāve been like āIām taking my ladies with me AND Naoaki for my well-beingā and that wouldāve murdered Naoya and his staff immediately. HAHAHAH Can you imagine that though? Still, I wonāt say that doesnāt sound a bit ridiculous š the whole family reunited in his room lol.
But yeah!! Itās been so long, and itās finally happeningā¦ under relatively normal conditions where Naoya isnāt terrorizing her. It does make me wonder how their time at the ryokan during their honeymoon was likeā¦ I might write about itā¦ some snippets here and there (or if someone wants to send in an ask of what they think happened heheh) anyways, her being in this position of power is a bit unnerving to her, and within reason. From being berated almost daily, to being in a situation where she can literally do anything and whoās gonna stop her?????
Well, Y/N isnāt that crazy like Naoya, but Iām sure sheāll make the most out of this situation anyways.
AS FOR THE TOPPING IMPLICATIONā¦. Damn. I didnāt even think about it like that hahah I was out here imagining how āY/N wants to beat him up, make him suffer, so he can get a taste of what sheās been throughā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.ā And then you show me the other side of the coin where she might want to top him DAMN thatās an interesting perspective of something that might happen further down the roadā¦. AHAHAHHAHA I wonāt say anything more.
Either way, not that the aspect of āintimacyā has been brought up, for me those moments that Y/N was taking care of Naoya feltā¦ well, intimate, if that makes sense. Probably a delusion from my side, but itās the kind of domestic things I want to see happening between the two š no more drama or fighting, just the two being in a healthy, happy relationship. Like Naoya coming back injured from a mission and Y/N tending for him because she cares for him, not because sheās being forced or because Naoya was acting stupid or whatever.
But we shall see, weāre getting somewhere after all :>
The highlights of this chapter would definitely be Naoya opening up to Y/N (although a bit, and when heās not 100% him, but itās somethingā¦) and Y/N talking (or more like demanding) to know about the records and why heās acting like thatā¦ even though she doesnāt believe him that much lol.
NGL Iām excited for the next chapter, itās going to be flashbacks that will certainly affect their relationshipāsomething Iāve been wanting to write too! Like, I hadnāt said anything about Tomoko outside of Naoakiās perspective, but what about Naoya?! Whatās his relationship with her like? How was she during her last days at the Estate? And for Y/N, HOW DID MINAKO DIE? Oof, very interesting indeed.
The following chapter, whether for the worse or for the better, is necessary for their marriage. As well as his sickness :> Weāre finally getting development for the two yall!!
Anyways, thank you so much for your patience and support! Weāre slowly moving forward to the āgood stuffā that I cannot WAIT to post!!! Thereās also a few more tropes (I guess) that I want to introduceā¦ some that I think are very obvious (of course, because I know whatās happening lmao) š but I canāt help but indulge on them!!!! Itās like an addiction, I mustā¦ haveā¦ it.
Once again, thank you so much for being patient with me during this short break š„ŗā¤ļø I hope you like the next chapters!! Take care, have a wonderful week, and hope to see you soon!!
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2, 3, 9, and 44 for Violet? <3 (hopefully that's not too much lol)
Ohohoh absolutely thank you for asking!š„°
2. Something about character creator that just couldn't quite capture Violet:
I wish there was more freedom to move and position scars/tattoos. And to have more than just one or two. Violet has the sword neck tattoo and I really would have liked to have been able to size the tattoo up and move it further down so the pomel starts at the hollow of their neck and the blade goes down to their sternum. Give us more body scar options!! Give me top surgery scars!!!! (Theres a good mod for them on nexus if anyones interested!)
I also had a bit of an annoying time finding a body and face structure I liked together. I wish all face presets were available on every body type, I liked a masc face preset in body 2 but wanted to use body 3. And like....the character creator is nice but JUST GIVE ME SLIDERS!!!! Body sliders, facial structures sliders, ear length sliders like !!!!! I want options!!!! Let me make an abomination of a character if I so choosešš
I used a mod for more tiefling horns bc I wanted horns that went further back along the head (its really funny seeing them clip through the bedroll during long rest animations lols). The base horns arent bad, again I wanted sliders so they could be the length/in the position I wanted.
3. Using illithid powers?
Oh yeah, I took full advantage of charm and psionic backlash during combat. I took concentrated blast and used it...maybe once? It was kinda lackluster to me.
Survival instinct (the ability you get for helping omeluum) and favourable beginnings got me out of a couple of rough spots, so i really liked those:)
9. Fave member of the tiefling refugees? Is it the same as your Tavs?
Personally I *adoooore* Alfira (yes I was crushed when [redacted] happened during my durge run). I defs spent too much time fighting my mods to give Violet musical proficiency so they could stand roof of the elfsong and play music with togetherš„° Arabella and Roland both really grew on me, and of course best boi Dammon is always a fave!
Violets got a soft spot for Mol and Lia, theyre both so feisty! I headcannon Dammon and Violet being pals, Violets a Hexblade so I feel like they'd have some interesting weapon chats and Dammon is the only one who they trust to take care of their pact weapon when it needs repair. They respect Zevlor for having to make the hard calls, and thinks Alfira and her girlfriend are really sweet (theyd get drinks together 100%).
My choice of a question!
41: used to adventuring before events of the game?
Absolutely. Violet wasnt originally from Baulders Gate, they grew up a ways away in a place that was always in conflict with their neighbouring kingdom. As such, they were trained in a militia, they had fought before and were fairly competent in taking care of themselves on the battlefield. But one day everything went wrong, their home fell, and they found themselves close to death on the battlefield, weapon broken and missing an eye. They made their pact that day, a shadowy sword being the only thing to save them from oncoming monsters and soldiers.
Once recovered, they began traveling, searching for items or people their patron required. This is what lead them to Baulders Gate. They'd join with other bands of travelers and mercs every now and then, but was very much used to roughing it on their own. Having such a lively camp was a big change for Violet, it took a while for them to trust others to take watch overnight and they still fight Gale over cooking rights some nights (tho they will admit, hes a much better cook than they are).
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Thank you for your reply, KO! This is the anon from #asked and answered 176.
1 yes i like your fics, i like no apologies the most because we had insights to emmy's career and life in sf. Emmy might find herself boring, but ive always been a busy body reader so i would eat up everything about her personal and professional life in sf. I still hated will there, but thanks to you i hated him 5% less
2 "Ummm. I do think itās a little weird that youāve read multiple PD books, and even finished the DN seriesā¦ especially since you were looking forward to Will. Because I hated Will for the first three books and if I werenāt curious about Emory, I wouldnāt have finished the series at all."
KO, you've underestimated a loyal hate reader's journey of hate readingĀ šĀ i love pd's writing and i love some of their books that were not DN because of the chemistry of the main lovers (theyre not bad as many have said actually), but i still hated the ongoing misogynistic dynamic that they always had in their books. Its like having an author that you majorly like what they do, but their side mistakes were big enough to irritate you so you remember them, kinda thing. Do you have these kinds of author that feel like this towards? To answer this simply: pd's books are like worms for brain for me. Like when i read books by Colleen hoover, or hd carlton, sophie lark, lauren asher, or susanne valnti &peckham. It's the kind of toxicity you need from time to time but still get mad and disappointed by your low expectation at their shit ass plot and mfcs and fmcs anyway, yk.Ā
KO, i cant lie, im just a hater first, a hate reader second and a reader thirdĀ š¤£Ā once i stop, i cnat quit. Like damon torrance, that punk ass devils night philosopher said, sometimes you just want to feel everything including the ugly ones you know, and like michael crist the logician, you just gotta own it, before it owns you, GOD HAHAHAH i cant believe im using them as my metaphors right now!! Please bare with me here.
3 "I also find it equally weird that your first impulse after finishing a series you hate is to go to the tag of the character you hated the most? I mean, Iāve definitely clicked on hot-takes I know Iām going to disagree with and hate-read things, but itās not my go-to."
hmm? KO, i think... youre just not as toxic of a reader than me, ohmygod, im so sorry!Ā š¤£ā ļøĀ im really of those people that will immideately look up one and two star ratings on goodreads so that i know my feelings and thoughts were validated by other haters, lmao! Do not mind me, its not a good thing, but like damon torrance said, live, love, laugh, and hate, you knowĀ š¤©
4 thank you so much for your recs, i also actually grew up watching hana yori dongo! I watched the kdrama version too but idk if i'll watch the thai version. I have less patient for dramas now unfortunately, and the last drama i watched was "celebrity" on netflix, and i still havent finished it, even after 3 monthĀ ā ļøĀ I used to love kdramas and lee minho was so popular back then, so i also watched him in "the heirs" too. Ohmygod his hairsyles in both dramas (boys over flowers and the heirs) were so funny, but i remember enjoying these stories a lot. I believe these two kdramas were released during the time where kdramas were having a lot more angsty romantic relationship than platonic ones and they both stood out among many others, not only because of lee minho, park shinhye and bunch of k-idols acting there, but also because of the friendships and platonic relationships shown that were fun to watch. It's a break from other dramas like moon embracing the sun, or my love from another star that were romance-heavy, yk. But tbh, i prefer my love from another star and moon embracing the sun more than bof/hyd and the heirs. If there are two recs i'd like to give you, they would be "hotel del luna" and "sky castle". God damn, i cried in every single episode watching these two dramas. They really touched my soul, everything was so good!
5 i havent scrolled through your blog and notice your recs for sempre, but from your recs, i checked and saw its goodreads rating and it's pretty high! Maybe i'll check it out if im interested. Seems like a mafia gang story? I need to be in the mood to be reading mafia stories because my first ones were from reading kpop mafia fanfics from years ago and the latest and the last one were the made series by danielle lori. The made series were entertaining but i noticed that i didnt care much about mafias? Hahahahah idk, and idc much about vampires, and wolf stories either, but i like faes. Not Sarah j maas type of faes, but holly black's and cassandra clare's. The ones that are beautiful, creepy, complicated and loves/have to lie but cant. So yeah, thanks for recommending sempre!
6 as for alex, im tired of her, and honestly i dont want to think about her anymore. I'll pretend nightfall alex never existed, and nightfall will grayson fucking died a gruesome death, becoming of two stupid selfish best friends who think theyre the only suffering in this world. You know this reminded me of a quote by madeline miller's Circe that really fits will's selfish behaviour especially in blackchurch: āHe showed me his scars, and in return he let me pretend that I had none.ā thats exctly how i felt throughout blackchurch. Because emmy always had to heavylift whatever bullshit that alexwillaydin put out to her. And as someone who was so used to just move forward and not caring about her small losses because she had suffered worse, emmy just had to act like she was okay with all the little hurts and cruelty cause by people, just because she loved them/will and wanted to not give up on him and give him a second chance, because he was hurting and she understood that he cared then (š). Good thing, she admitted she was at fault partly too, but god, i hated when she felt like she need to go above and beyond for a man who admitted didnt care enough about her. Gods, these mf men need therapy frfr.
7 "I truly am sorry that it was such a bad experience for you. Youāre welcome to stick around, but Iām sure since you hated so much, youāre ready to move on after unloading like that. But itās all good either way. I hope youāre on to better and better things."Ā
No need to be sorry, but you're right, i'm starting some new reads right now, and idk why, but kandi steiner, liz tomforde and laura pavlov really do be hitting with their releases!! Like their stories are not dark romance so tat cleansed me from devils night series a bit, and they are so fun to read! They gave me melanie harlow's vibes. If anyone's interested, i suggest checking out Blindside by Kandi Steiner, Right Move by Liz Tomforde, and all of these four authors backlogs tbh. Kandi Steiner even have like a college frat series? Which i havent checked out but it sounds fun, and its called Palm South University series.
I dont have anything else to add as well, thank you for reading my rants, have a nice day! I think this will be my last one, so goodbye!
KO, you've underestimated a loyal hate reader's journey of hate reading
Hey!! Okay. This is very helpful! Thank you for the insight. Iām not a stranger to hate watching/reading and (used to) do it frequently. And I would complain to all my friends about all the horrible stuff that was happening, but they knew I was having a good time.
Itās harder when I donāt really know who Iām talking to, to tell if I should take it seriously or if theyāre enjoying the trash like me. Weāre completely on the same page in that case so ignore very thing I said about not getting it. If youāre having a good time hating it, I got you!
i think... youre just not as toxic of a reader than me, ohmygod, im so sorry!
I might not be anymore but I definitely used to be, ngl. And I donāt know if you can end up running a DN blog without having some toxicity left in you??? I mean. Weāre not here because this work was a masterpiece, am I right?
I donāt currently have any authors I must read/hate-read. Like Iāve said, I havenāt had the time to get into a lot of new stuff lately, and my tastes have changed. They could always change back, since reading is a mood-based activity. For now, though, Iāve left the dark and toxic behind for something that makes me feel good about the world.
i also actually grew up watching hana yori dongo! I watched the kdrama version too but idk if i'll watch the thai version. I have less patient for dramas now unfortunately
Oh my god the Kdrama! It was my first Kdrama. Fond memories. And no worries, I havenāt touched any drama in years. Truthfully, I think the only reason I can get into the Thai version is because of the familiarity.
but from your recs, i checked and saw its goodreads rating and it's pretty high! Maybe i'll check it out if im interested. Seems like a mafia gang story? Ā
It is, kinda? But itās really layered, with a good plot and great characters. I could ramble about it for a while, but I donāt think anyone is interested currently, so I wonāt burden you with it š
holly black's and cassandra clare's
I did really like the folk of the air series, and I read the spiderwick chronicles in middle school, but I havenāt gone back to holly black in a long time. I did want to read the new one but havenāt had the chance.
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Oof Alex. Now that I know where youāre coming from, I can completely agree. Iāve been re-reading and analyzing her intro in Nightfall and how weird it was; how it derailed everything in the worse way. Sometimes, when writers are stuck on where to go with a scene or plot, thereās a tactic thatās recommended: have someone walk in with a gun. It causes enough of a upheaval to keep the plot moving. Iām not sure if that was what Alex was supposed to do, but it really didnāt work for me for a lot of reasons.
Because emmy always had to heavylift whatever bullshit that alexwillaydin put out to her. And as someone who was so used to just move forward and not caring about her small losses because she had suffered worse, emmy just had to act like she was okay with all the little hurts and cruelty cause by people,
Yes! She had to work so hard just for a little, and what killed me the most is reading her scenes where she agrees with them.
She has the moments of clarity, where it seems she remembers why she did what she did, and she's not sorry, and that she wasnāt to blame for what happened to Will. Then next minuteā¦ sheās back to blaming herself for no reason? Iāve said many times before that Emoryās guilt is misplaced, and at certain times, it canāt be ignored that it was really PD pushing this āEmory deserves thisā narrative, but I just canāt jive with it at all. There's a question on her good reads page where she says that she thinks Will is the most justified in his hatred.
And just... no. He's not. Literally none of them were justified in their hatred. They had the right to feel wronged. Sometimes we feel wronged, even if we carry some of the blame for what happened. But to say they were justified is just over the line. I really wish PD had more balance when it come to assigning blame. I think this series would have benefitted if one of the themes of the story was that everyone makes decisions, and right or wrong, we have to living with them. These are the consequences.
Like their stories are not dark romance so tat cleansed me from devils night series a bit, and they are so fun to read!
Yeah, itās always nice to find something new that works! Thanks for the recs. I hope if anyone is looking, theyāll look them up. Sorry I didnāt have more strong female friendships, but they can be tough to find in todays romance climate.
I totally get you not coming back. It was absolutely a blast talking to you and thanks for the clarification! It always helps.
Have a great one,
KO
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"Her fans wouldn't be so serious about pushing they are Happy."
The very few positive posts pales in comparison to the hundreds and hundreds of posts spewing negativity and hate. Who are these people trying to convince? Themselves? How are a few posts about a happy couple "pushing" an opinion. It seems like people are just daily, repeating the same old "she's evil" and he "looks bad" posts. I wonder who really has an agenda? Lol imo he looks great and so does she, he looks better than he used to look (2020-2022).
So let me get this straight, this is an actor none of us know personally. None of us know his mind, and some are stuck on what he said about privacy awhile back. But none of us get to determine what privacy means to him. No one but him has control over what privacy means to him, same for her.
Some think her friends are kiss ass narcissistic creepy people that are weird.Ā Ā No evidence though, just their take/read on them by a "gut" feeling.
Some think his friends that like her are all weird ( line, her husband, magnus, Johannes, Fanny etc etc) and theyre toxic ass kissers that put pressure on him. No evidence though, just their take/read on them by a "gut" feeling.
Some think his mom is toxic, ass kissing, and putting pressure on him. No evidence though, just their take/read on her by their "gut" feeling. Edited:I'm just pointing out how I find this illogical. Using gut feelings as a legit argument for their opinions, bc some have really convinced themselves with this. It's good to check your gut when going into a room, or the vibe you get in person when you meet them in real life. But to take instagram, not in person contact that way, is irrational imo. Then there's the ones that just like to be haters to him, her or both. I mean hell, they tried to say ladybug on her hand video, was her flipping off his fans. Irrational.
If their gut is telling them everyone else is wrong or crepy, weird toxic, and etc then I'm going to question just how good their gut can gage reality. It doesn't make sense that a stranger would be more correct, than all the people that actually know her.
And apparently disagreeing politely (when directly addressed) without insults and being nice is argumentative. ššššššššššš at least I don't hurl personal insults like they did to me. And these are the people who claim to "hate bullies." šš
Oh and apparently bc of "notifications" being too much I'm not allowed to express my opinion in comments. The option is removed for me. Even though those that spread hate comments are always welcome under nearly every post. And if you send in a positive comment it won't be posted, only one out of 15 was ever posted. So much for welcoming all opinions, they blame it on tumblr. Used to be like, ok, tumblers at fault but now I've revised my opinion. ššš it seems like the haters just want to hate and there's no room for anything else. Seems like spreading misinformation and deliberate mistranslations, and censorship is what they have to do to control the narrative they want others to believe. Saw someone else's positive post get through, just one though (a miracle lol) and they were promptly called a troll (like I was called a leech licker and troll). Lol I find this funny bc clearly they don't understand what a troll is or that it's mostly about how bullies tend to spread hate about their subject online using misinformation/mistranslations/libel/hate/threats/sexual references (like how they said Venus Was a soft core porno lol). Someone once posted about cyber stalking, awhile back, but I think it's more akin to cyberbullying. Trying to twist everything a celebs GF does into something bad, to make her look bad, and to make other fans "turn on her." And she hasn't even ever done anything remotely bad. This is something cyberbullies do. And then act like it's all for "fun" or "gossip" (lies/projection) if that's how they get their jollies that says a lot about who they are As a person. I think people should be kind to those that they don't know and not make up lies about others. no one of reasonable sense should buy into this bollocks. And they'll attack anyone with a different opinion to silence them, or tell them to leave bc only hateful comments are welcome. All over the fact their celeb crush/fantasy getting a girlfriend. Misogynists are real.
Back on topic. A few people think the GF is toxic and a manipulating woman bc she accidently posted a drunk video while she herself was drunk. Accidents happen. It was up and down real quick, those that kept posting the mistake are imo more disrespectful. But they wanted to get that "gotcha moment" to Lord it over her.
And that she didn't respect the privacy rules for him. That's the relationship rules theyĀ made up for FOR THEM based on something he said ages ago.šššš we can't read his mind, rules made up by "fans" don't apply. Sure disagree with it, but why is she getting a bitch edit for living her life the way she sees fit?
Seriously how's she's supposed to know she's breaking a strangers rules and guidelines for dating her OWN BF?Ā Surely she knows her own life better than them.
As if and he and his friends never posted drunk videos before? Or him hooked up to an IV drugged before? Or posted and deleted something he didn't mean to publish before, like his mail. Lol
I'm glad everyone else was born perfect and Never made a post by accident. I'm not perfect I don't expect others to be perfect.
Someone said the other day "you don't give a shit about him" well that's partly true bc although I like him, good actor and good looking, I wish him the best, trust his judgement when it comes to his life and love. But that doesn't mean I care for him in a real way bc he is a person I only know through social media and tv/films.Ā Never talked to him, never met him, never commented on his posts etc.Ā I know the character Ivar better than I would know him lol. You can't truly care for people you don't know.
And you'll never convince me that you care for someone you don't know, more than their own family, friends, or GF.Ā She's just living her life, dating an actor as an actress herself, doing normal couple things. And they both look happy and adorable to me. šš
"Haters will see you walk on water, and say it's bc you can't swim."
I doubt anyone will ever read this, but I don't expect it to be read either. Just want to say, what I want to say. šššššš
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No, because you get it. Like Jonathan's so dumb he'd be so goofy and smiley about introducing her as his fiancĆ©e. Also 100% Nancy would guilt trip him and say it would break Joyce's heart and she can't do that. Like I imagine she really doesn't care about Ted & Karen being upset but she's not about to upset Joyce. I think he compromises on photos and insists on taking the ones that are just Nancy and letting someone else do their couple shots ... Can you tell that this scenario plagues my brain š
ITS PLAGUING MINE NOW TOO
heād be SO excited to be engaged i just know it, esp if after heād spent a while thinking about how to propose to her (i know heād be losing his mind over it for weeks before heād even pop the question). iām sure nancy too would go a little cuckoo bananas over it, if she proposed instead (which is very nancycore if u ask me, she knows jonathan well and has bore witness to his procrastination over getting what he wants relationship-wise; āi waitedā // ālike only a monthā). i actually donāt know who would propose, itās up in the air. i think itād be really funny and in character if after just a long time together and being Practically Married life partners, that people outside of their inner circle (hawkins ppl and argyle) would assume that theyre engaged from how in tune they are and they just. didnāt correct anyoneās assumptions (their relationship isnāt anyone elseās business anyways. also jonathan is Not Good in many social settings) and they just went with it. when ppl ask them things like āso whenās the big dayā or āwhenāre you thinking of settling down togetherā they just look at each other for a second, laugh nervously, before nancy finally says āoh you knowā¦ weāre still thinkingā (think that scene in s2 where they go to the wheelerās on their lunch break and karen asks what theyāre doing there, so nancy has to awkwardly make up an excuse while jonathan makes googoo eyes at her (but it just looks like theyre sneaking upstairs for. other reasons š))
WOAH thatās a straight up wall of text. kind of lost my train of thought to a tangent there lol. but yeah i think nancy could justify them eloping to her parents (karen might be angry for a brief while, but would understand their reasoning; plus she would understand not wanting to go with tradition i think) partially bc ted almost definitely wouldnāt give a shit ā but JOYCE????? nah they would never leave her out of such an important moment in their lives. like i mentioned in my tags the other day, sheās felt that sheās missed too much of her kidsā lives ESPECIALLY jonathanās. they wouldnāt do anything to exclude her from their wedding
also argyle would be jonathanās best man. thereās nothing that can make me doubt that. his cufflinks are little golden pizza slices
and YEAH jonathan feels he has an artistic obligation to capture this moment for himself. iāve said before that photography has always been a method for him to safely examine the world, and itās also a major comfort. part of me wants to imagine him with a secret small camera he keeps tucked away in his suit jacket bc thatās both adorable and very funny to me
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When i was writing it i also kept think about blindfolded Hawkeye, all evidence really does point towards him loving it...
He really does get lead and pushed around so often, I'd love to see someone's take on how it contrasts with his control and responsibilities as chief surgeon. Even outside of surgery, the contrast of him being with someone and then having a nurse or doctor coming in to ask for help or giving him an update on a patient and how he can swap between both mindsets ect.
I firmly believe that Hawkeye would valiantly try to be had by all of the nurses if given the time and opportunity. And any attention is good attention is the sort of mindset that Hawkeye would take and then promptly act like a terror until he got the attention he wants. I feel like he wouldnt have to do this with bj as much as others but he does anyways just to be a problem.
Margaret's a strange one bc it would make sense considering her personality and Hawkeye's interest but like, idk. I think its too much of a contrast in my head from his refusal to show her respect as a major, their relationship in the later seasons (in my head) hinges so much on their views of each other as equals and i think the power dynamics would be a mess.
Its kind of funny how they have Hawkeye acknowledge how sexist some of his actions were when i feel like i always remember there being more women in those earlier seasons. I might be misremembering but i feel like if theyre going to do that they could at least make female characters more core. Like not every woman has to be plot relevant to be featured.
Aro Hawkeye my beloved <3<3 I get him, he loves his friends so much it hurts and also is so so horny. He deserves to be held gently and then absolutely railed and then held again.
-majoranon
(listen okay sometimes I get worried that an ask is too personal or inappropriate so i hold off sending my name with it but the fact that you knew it was me is so funny. What tipped you of?)
Alright, post the first out of... maybe three (maybe four)! (the others of which will be about women in MASH and much shorter I think + blindfold Hawkeye + some more aro talks beyond this + idk, sometimes youāve just got to see where the typing takes you)
THE FIRST THING I DO IS APOLOGISE FOR THE RAMBLES AND THE FACT THAT I COULD WRITE THIS BETTER AND MORE SOURCED IF MY BRAIN WAS WORKING AND I HAD TIME... I donāt, Iām sad....
Iād originally put your message into bits and was answering them one at a time, but then everything started being about a few of the same things, SO
trust me this all comes from your message šĀ
This post: aro Hawkeye š¤ aro Margaret and my actual dream relationship on the show (or, youāll never guess where this meta/headcanon is going, or maybe you will, idk)
ALSO KNOWN AS: I make the argument that Hawkeye and Margaret are already in an aromantic life-partnership and so her occasionally topping him is really just a part of the benefits for both of them (but also I barely make the latter half of that argument, Iām sorry, I go all over the place with this one)
I think (and I mentioned that in another post) that Hawkeye being chief surgeon and Very Good at his high-stress job is a feature in this entire (somewhat jokey, but also haha kidding... unless... you know?) headcanon -- lots of people with those kinds of jobs want to get to shut off any decision-making/responsibilities outside of that space and we see that a lot with Hawkeye (in a non-sexual sense). He really really hates being in charge when itās not about the jobĀ
I just rewatched Carry On, Hawkeye and I love how thereās that scene where Margaret is likeĀ āI should be in charge nowā and Hawkeye basically goesĀ āabsolutely, have at it,ā but because sheās so used to him being contrarian and bitchy with her, she thinks heās arguing that she shouldnātĀ
and it gives us this interesting line:
and then in the same episode having just given Margaret the reports she needed, if weāre going for theĀ āHawkeye and strong women/Hawkeye and Iām just a little guy/Hawkeye and putting himself on the tableā well...
literally.... on the table....
(Margaret if youāre in charge you have to get used to a lanky weirdo lying about on your desk, thatās just who he is)
and then of course:
S I R (mr alan alda, you cannot tell me this guy has never been topped by a woman (we leave domming out of the discussion for today kids, but youknow.. itās Margaret, she of the riding crop and vibrator))
Anyway this takes us neatly intoĀ āMargaret and Hawkeyeā territory...Ā
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1. first thereās all this stuff around sexuality and gender and romance and relationships happening between those two -- Margaret andĀ āsirā and incorrect womanhood leading her relationships to not work and being openly sexual (and highly suggested dominating), Hawkeye and calling himselfĀ āauntā and being a motherhen and all the being pregnant jokes, and being stepped on jokes, and ājokingā about being married to men, etcetcetc --Ā
of course the crux of which is that amazing conversation they have inĀ āStars and Stripesā in which itās made textual how similar they are in their ideas about relationships. One of the main reasons I like to hc them as aro is that the way they phrase it is so... vague.... they canāt pinpoint why it never works out for them, time and time again, other thanĀ āthey canāt change who they are,ā and theyāre looking for aĀ ācustom fit,ā but at least with Hawkeye heās been shown toĀ āfall in loveā with people very fast (Erika, Kyung Soon, Inga, etc) and (due to the nature of syndication) get over those relationships again/fall in love with someone new just as fast -- and a note on Erika is that heās literally suggesting marriage and sheās the one to shut him down (in an also very aro way)
not to mention Carlye whom he proposes to have been in love with for years/never gotten over, but when given the chance for a do-over doesnāt leap at the chance... again because of vagueĀ āyou choose your job over romantic relationshipsā reasons (any aromantic who can relate to that reasoning/has literally scoured for historical people who were described that way, raise your hands)Ā
with Margaret you do get the sense that sheād wanted these relationships/that she invests in them, but that the men can never accept her as she is (which Hawkeye does -- and he doesnāt even do it on purpose, to begin with theyāre scratching and clawing at each other as we all know), so you see, sheād love to be in a romantic relationship if only she were a completely different person, but alas she canāt be and so sheāll never be a correct woman (again, any aro whoās felt that connection between brokenness and incorrect gender and aroness raise your hands...) and to stretch that one even further, the imagery inĀ āDreamsā of her in the wedding dress with those bodies of men in her bed and the miscarriage-looking blood-stain, itās all... very evocative of that same incorrect/broken woman, who will never get those things that society promises are what brings happiness that she wonāt have and maybe doesnāt even want, but whatās the alternative being offered here?Ā
dead bodies and a lifetime of being alone?
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2. Ā I think itās interesting that you said that because Margaretās and Hawkeyeās later relationship hinges on them being equals that the power dynamics would be a mess, when that respect is actually the very thing that makes me think of them being perfect for each other in this scenario ā thereās a lot of trust and vulnerability that goes into that, especially considering aforementioned gendered expectations and the ways they both already fuck around with them, and how well they know each other at that point. And if Iām gonna take āIngaā at face value, Hawkeye isnāt as out about his (in this headcanon) preferences as one might have thought, so being vulnerable with a stranger? Or someone who isnāt as under his skin as Margaret is?Ā Ā
What I do wonder about is whether later seasons Hawkeye isā¦ all that interested in sex? Overall? Comparatively? Sure, thereās the occasional āHawkeye has a dateā or āHawkeye does some flirting (with friends),ā but ā I will go more into this in my next post about women in MASH ā when he talks to Marina in opening s10 about how heās not treated women right in the past + has seen too much to ever be wide-eyed again, it is both good reasons to blow her off, and also something I definitely read at face value.
It also goes into something someone said on a post (Iām sorry I cannot remember where) about how later seasons had less sex, but also less homoeroticism hand-in-hand with that, but also that itās just that the tone is overall ā for Hawkeye more than any other character (he frequently gets The Narrative end of the stick, while everyone else is having a bit of a laugh) ā less light-hearted at that point, and also it may have had to do with how they wanted to write the women who did come on the show (again, for next post). My point is that it all adds up to make him seem both Really Really Tired and Much Less Interested In Sex, and then as a consequence gives it a fun read of maybe he's less interested in sex, because heās so damn tired?
In that scenario is he looking for an occasional fun time with his good friend Margaret Houlihan who maybe would step on him wearing heels (a thing he has canonically lamented her not doing at one point on the show) if he asked nicely and called her sir? Or is it that by the time they become good enough friends that he might trust her and she might trust him with these sexual and gender transgressions, heās not in a place to try and make anything like this happen at all, because heās justā¦ tired?
But overall, I do think out of anyone at the 4077thā¦ except for maybe Klinger (and also Sid, if weāre going beyond-but-adjacent), Margaret is the person who might be able to accommodate for Hawkeye the best, and Hawkeye might be able to give Margaret something she doesnāt entirely know how to balance with other men (the one downside is that technically Margaret would wanna be doing something like this with a guy like Trapper ā bigger/more traditionally outwardly masculine, but itās not like she doesnāt find Hawkeye attractive/I donāt think it would be a total dealbreaker ā anyway, also smthinsmthin Hawkeye and Margaret are often attracted to the same kinda guyā¦ as for women, I think Hawkeye is pretty broad, while Margaret likes Strong Women (similar to the men))
Meanwhile Margaret, it feels like, has prepared herself for this lifetime of loneliness, except sheās got this family all around her and maybe this guy whoās also not looking for normative relationship structures and is also Not Correct in vague, unspoken (queer) ways. But maybe, again, around the time where it could conceivably be going on, neither of them are in that headspace or maybe they can get each other out of the more tragedy-filled-careening-towards-the-end-of-the-narrative headspace, I canāt say for sure until Iāve finished the show
and speaking of that unknowable space...
What about after the show then?
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3. So hereās some stuff I canāt know until Iāve finished it -- I donāt know where Hawkeye ends up and I donāt know where Margaret ends up (or anyone else for that matter), but I do think theyāre the two characters who are the most conflicted at this point and likely will be right through to the endĀ
Margaret has made a choice to not get into a romantic relationship with anyone unless they understand her as she is, and so to all intents and purposes has practically sworn off romantic relationships -- this is also framed as her putting her career first, although not entirely. Itās more like sheās putting herself first, but alsoā¦ thereās something there that doesnāt quite fit. Itās certainly more possible for her to stick with the military than to conform to a housewife ideal, because sheās been with the military her whole life, but she also no longer idealizes what it is and stands for. I really do wonder where sheāll be by the end and I sort of assume sheāll stay with the military, but I also read that somewhat through the lens of disappointing, but expected romances.
Because sheās changed a lot. I donāt think the military really is her home, but I donāt think she knows of anywhere else to go. So I wouldnāt be surprised if she stays with it ā I think it would be in character ā I just think it would be bittersweet. Better than a marriage, but also not as good as she could do if she could unpack some more of those vague ideas that niggle in her brain (itās queerness, but not just that, but this read of her is based around that aromanticism in particular).
And meanwhile Hawkeye is just a mess. Idk, I canāt see that changing. I also canāt see where Iād place him after the war, because I canāt see him as okay in that movie-lotr Frodo Baggins Can Never Go Home way. I canāt see anyone as technically āokay,ā but I donāt think he has anyplace where he could go to attempt what people call āresuming a normal life.ā Hell, Iām not even entirely sure I could see him continuing as a surgeon (that episode with the surgeon who completely breaks down is uhā¦ well, itās not there for nothing). Similar to Margaret, but with added PTSD, thereās all that Vagueness niggling at his brain, which maybe angers him, because he already knows heās a big ol bisexual who falls for married men, so what gives? And he doesnāt even have a fallback like the army. At best he might simply be a surgeon or a general practitioner, but you knowā¦ The Horrors. I canāt see him as anything but haunted for the rest of his life
And so thinking of a dream scenario where they both somehow make it and itās not justĀ ātrying to get by (trying to get by in the army, trying to get by back in Maine, trying to remember whatĀ āhomeā is supposed to be)ā Iām likeā¦ what if they just moved in together and tried to deal with the Vagueness together, same as theyāve done multiple times on the show?Ā
(And sidenote I maybe shouldāve gotten into earlier, itās so interesting that their romantic travails are shared with one another more than any other character -- Hawkeye is the person who knows the most about what was going on with her and Frank/Don/Sully, and she knows about him and Kyung Soon, and the aforementioned Big Conversation about The Revolving Heart Of Korea, which is said by Margaret, but is really the both of them)
(sidenote: Hawkeye is consistently the person who makes her smile like this the most)
(other other sidenote:Ā ādouble-solitaireā ought to be codeword for queerplatonic aro partnership?????)
(other other other sidenote: literally just watchedĀ āBirthday Girlsā in which Margaret rails against getting sympathy, but in this one she accepts it so readily from Hawkeye, and has done multiple times ever since the episode with the dog)
Margaret is the woman (maybe even the person) that Hawkeye knows best/has Hawkeyeās number and has done from very early on (but now sheās incredibly fond of that nr), Hawkeye is at least 10% of Margaretās perfect man, it would be a great beard for the both of them, and theyād be able to draw a lot of comfort from each other.
And you know... they See Each Other and donāt expect the other person to change the core of themselves to fit, and they could challenge one another to become their most truthful selves better than anyone else couldĀ
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SO IN CONCLUSION WOULD MARGARET DOM HAWKEYE (is barely the question thatās been answered in this long fucking post): IT DEPENDSĀ
early seasons Hawkeye would have been SO up for it, but Margaret would not + it wouldnāt have been great for either of them I think? Although, sometimes they got along, even then, so maybe off the back of an episode like that... (but I do think it matters that they never canonically have sex untilĀ āComrade in Armsā)
later seasons Hawkeye may have been too depressed for sexual frolicking and Margaret was going through an identity crisis, so idk, somewhere in between all of that somewhere?Ā
POST seasons Hawkeye and Margaret... maybe? depending on where you puttem? if they get to spend time together?
would they at the very least have fantasized about it? Oh yeah, absolutely!
I leave you with this image:
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Previously, I sent an AU with time travel + the accidental acquisition of baby Mordred + season 5 Merlin and Morgana + divorced parents dynamics + UST. š¤ I was thinking... What if the accidental acquisition is of baby Arthur instead? Morgana time travels back in time to kill Uther, but doesn't realize she brought Merlin along for the ride (he's linked to her, being both her destiny and her doom).
Morgana kills Uther via poison and Merlin tries to stop her, but he's too late. Both proceed to argue about what she has done and throw spells to one another until baby Arthur makes an appearance. Gaius makes them responsible of Arthur (you killed the king, you deal with the consequences). In summary, prince Arthur grows up with passive aggressive foster parents with magic with a great ton of issues and maxed out UST. If and when that UST gets resolved, that's up to you. š
Arthur will be spoiled rotten by both of them lmaoo. They will make him read soooo many books. Morgana will teach him how to do politics and fight wars. At least MerMor will agree with each other on that aspect. There is increasing attraction and UST when their ideas match š. Bonus if by raising arthur they will both start to imagine what it would be like if they had a magical child aksjshjwsj (which brings them back to the mordred and aithusa question and then they fight again coz theyāll never get over it š). Then later cue teenage angst arthur coz he doesnt have 'giftsā like his foster parents. I think Arthur will be a more okay king because of them at least XD
Theyāll probably fall in bed while doing one of those heated fights about arthur, mordred and aithusa (theyāre a mess). I can see that happening. Basically Merlin would be all š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ when Morgana blurts out the truth about Aithusa in her frustration and rage and his whole attitude with her will shift šššš
But man the paradox this timeline will induce lmao
With Igrain and Uther dead and with the prince still a baby... that means the Purge will never start. Therefore, Nimueh and Balinor are still attending court. Magic is still alive and free in Camelot. The problem would be the civil unrest after the assasination of the monarch. So... whoās gonna show up and try to take the throne? Iām guessing Nimueh and Balinor would prolly fight it out? Morganaās birth is probably secure coz the Duke of Cornwall wont have to go fight a war or smth. But the problem would be Merlin not being conceived if Balinor is a Camelotian courtier and his future mom is waaaay over farming in Ealdor. Unless Nimueh takes the throne and drives Balinor away (which is unlikely). Merlin would have to find a way to be conceived by his mother smh š... all the while raising a future prince with his sworn enemy from their own timeline ššš
This timeline also have the funny side effect of morgana and nimueh being in the same room as merlin. Imagine the bitchfights bruh. And Merlin, Morgana and Nimue would be of approx the same age. Morgana would be so insanely jealous of Nimuehās confidence and merlinās attraction to her and and vice versa. Maybe morgs will side with nimue bec ofc she will... or maybe not.. morgs cannot stand if anyone not her sits on the throne of camelot... sheās gonna bring nimueh down.. i just know it and... Omg yeah theyre gonna fight over merlin. All the while the Gaius x Alice storyline is happening in the background with a nice nimue x gaius x alice tension going on.
Arthur is gonna grow up with this political landscape and i shiver thinking abt it. Morgana would parade him around as hers and Merlinās child in front of nimue and sheāll be extra flirty with merlin (holysht yep sheāll definitely seduce him to gain leverage over nimueh).
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And that is relatable - I'm the same way whenever Sweden or Denmark play other countries. I'll always root for whoever Denmark is playing, unless they're playing France.
thatās actually so funny, bc I always root for our (Swedenās) neighbours unless theyāre playing us. I donāt follow football at all, only hockey, but itās national teams so itās not that different. so unless Norway is playing us, (or finland, theyre the no 1 neighbour) im always gonna root for them. well itās difficult when itās against Denmark, thatās a 50/50, but otherwise Iām always š£ go neighbours! š£ I guess I assumed it would be the same for the rest, so itās funny to find out that thatās not the case! I donāt know a single swede who wouldnāt root for Norway. funny how different it can be between countriesĀ
Oh wow, that is so big of you! I'm the complete opposite - I want you guys to lose regardless of who you're playing. (Absolutely love Swedes as a people, though.)
I personally don't know a single Norwegian who would root for Sweden. š Maybe we're just a lot more petty than you guys, and we still haven't gotten over the fact that both Sweden and Denmark controlled us for so many years before we finally gained our independence?
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