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cryptcatz · 2 years

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question: do ppl ACTUALLY say things they don’t mean when they’re angry? or is that just an excuse after letting something true slip? i wouldn’t ever say something i don’t mean in anger, so the concept confuses me.

but something was said to me that is bothering me, though apparently was said in an argument and wasn’t meant. but i don’t rlly believe it wasn’t like, deep down true thoughts/feelings??? anyone have any insight? anyone say things they don’t mean in anger?

EDIT: this was a hastily worded post that i didn’t expect to get notes. this is a genuine question asked in good faith that i got a lot of amazing answers to!

also re: the many ppl saying “OP is lying about not saying things they don’t mean in anger because everyone does it”— i genuinely have never done that. if i say something mean while angry, i meant it. that’s literally why i asked this question and why the concept confuses me, because i wouldn’t do something like that so i wanted perspective from people who do it. idk why y’all can’t believe that lmao not everyone is as prone to anger and outbursts

#i know im asking The Autism Website but lol will tag autism stuff cuz i think my confusion is related. idk #autism #autistic #actuallyautistic #autistic community #autistic problems #autistic life #autism problems #neurodivergence #neurodiversesquad #personal #btw i do wanna note that this post is abt an abusive person tho #not everyone who does this is abusive! but in my specific case yes #just a warning cuz some stuff being said to me can be a lil uncomfy when saying i should forgive them #i HAVE. MANY times. too many #the anger post #< if you wanna hear more of my thoughts on this #and others thoughts

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quirkle2 · 3 months

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a labor of love about milk. there are other things too i guess

#qkdraws #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho #mp100 #shigeo kageyama #mp100 mob #mp100 shigeo #ritsu kageyama #mp100 ritsu #fun fact this took 5 weeks to make #another fun fact this started bc of my girlfriend saying he thought it'd be funny if ritsu was lactose intolerant #i uhm. added some stuff tho VGEAYV #listen.i have to add trauma or bust #this was SUCH a blast to make.god i had sm fun #what a joy this was.im glad i made it #even if it's kinda messy and all over the place i had fun working on it #and i do think it's Vastly better than my other comic #watch this receive like 40 notes and then get dropped into the abyss.haha wouldn't that be funny hahahah hahhaa #i hope one person is like vaguely ill abt it at least.be ill with me

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doffies · 1 month

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i imagine family photos are a nightmare for them

#op #one piece #opfanart #crocodad #dragodile #luffy #monkey d. luffy #sir crocodile #monkey d dragon #figured I’d post some of my op stuff here sometimes #so normal abt these guys #modern au also kinda #i think smiling for photos is hell on earth for dragon #and keeping luffy well dressed and still is yet another trial #so really crocodile can only wrangle both of them to take a picture #like once a year if he’s lucky

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taxinealkaloids · 6 months

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behold hitherto unposted htn doodles! harrow+her terrible mentor, harrow+her terrible roommate

#tlt #my art #these were unfinished which i thought was a shame so i sort slapped some colors nd background stuff on them and now here they are.#top one soooo old but i still liked it and didnt want to condemn it to a fate of sitting in my wip folder forever and ever #bottom ones are more recent; they were scattered throughout the margins of a bunch of different wips and i grouped them together #in this one canvas so i could post them cause i like em. im charmed by soup bowl harrow w/ her normal pajamas. she would probably #not wear that.#ive been thinking abt harrianthe a lot lately i want to post about them more but i can't finish anything lately #not cause im artblocked or anything i'm fine in that respect i just have no free time 💀

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stankworth · 9 months

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after many years of being strong // may you have the chance to be gentle again

#simon blackquill #aura blackquill #athena cykes #ace attorney #more fanfi c deleted scenes :V this is how i deal w being stressed #i hope its clear theyre getting simons stuff from auras storage unit and putting aura's stuff in while shes in priso n #this sequence is also many headcannons deep. mainly that he was into birds before samurai stuff and also is autisti c #there's scholarship abt the correlation btwn being aut istic and tra ns. not that simon is but he mightve been Bad At Gende r in other ways #as in Let Me Bring My Soft Pink Thing To School. which might lead you to seek out more mas c interests at some point #like strong muscuIar men fighting each other with swords. A very manIy interest for someone whos 1000% straigh t of course #Also if you consider the timing and Auras whole Vibe I think you will agree she was a scene queen #my art

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biblically-accurate-dca · 11 months

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encore!

#my art #daycare attendant #sundrop #sunnydrop #moondrop #dca fandom #the shading on this was super annoying so if it looks bad it's cause i gave up #anyway.... this was supposed to have some sort of symbolism in it. but i've forgotten what it was by now #interpret it as you'd like i suppose?#also oh my GOD THE DLC. i've been thinking abt them all day it's making me physically ill #this drawing is from way before that but hopefully i'll be able to post some ruin stuff soon

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noxtivagus · 2 years

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good afternoon 🥹

#🌙.rambles #i'm so sorry i'm probably going to be even more dramatic than usual this week #wait.... earlier it was just 4 pm.... WDYM IT'S NEARLY 5 PM NOW #😭 i have a lot of stuff to do!#my attention span is just really shit bcs i keep on switching from one task to another #i have not finished lunch. nor the hot chocolate by my desk #huh i wanted to ramble abt smth but i forgot #tmrrw even if i don't feel well enough i will force myself to go onsite #sighh i'm gna have to present in front of the class first period #why did i volunteer again. ik i'm good at speaking but fuck i really get nervous #thinking abt some stuff #n honestly though a lot of pain came with it #n i do wish the world was at least a bit kinder. bcs when i look back in the past #goddamn i really was so lonely. no wonder i genuinely struggled sm w my mental health #i'm proud of my development though.#i could always do more n regrets n wishes will always weigh me down but i'll always find the strength to outweigh that #wait i'm rambling again i really do realize how much i overshare on tumblr #i really need to take better care of my health hmm #wah my study habits have gotten so much worse compared to years back #reasons i can see why is bcs of my health. several aspects of it #i'm still performing well but it hurts when i think of how much better i can do ( i am capable after all ) if i just get a hold of myself #there must be something wrong with me #but ruminating and questioning like this won't get me anywhere. i'll live up to the strength of will i claim i have #i'm tired. there's so much to write. my mind's an ocean #i'm brain empty rn so that's good bcs i'm not overthinking abt a whole lot of crap buuut my body aches this is the worst #oh no i shld be productive but i feel the urge to research a lot of random interesting stuff #my curiosity does not go well with my attention span rn 😭#but thinking about life in general rn n #while i'm still uncertain about a lot of things as i'm still young. i do know what i want to improve on. what i want to do.#n at my core i do know myself. so i'll keep on going n doing what i can

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verflares · 2 months

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what if he was webkinz

#if you saw me post this like an hour ago. no you didnt (i saw stuff i wanted to change)#anyway this was todays warmup doodle i think . i thought the idea would be cute :]#i thought abt doing some more sprite edits but finding resources for webkinz is. surprisingly taxing nd not super well documented #sad. but thats the way it is ig #wolf link #tp link #twilight princess #loz #loz fanart #webkinz #my art

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seefasterdraws · 3 months

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from the homumiko mines

#dgs #tgaa #dgs spoilers #tgaa spoilers #homumiko #idk why mikotoba is taller in the kiss. hes on his tiptoes #the first one is inspired by the moment when sholmes puts his hands on ryu's neck so he can feel how cold they are from blood loss lol #anyway i continue to be deeply fascinated with early years homumiko #i feel like my view of their relationship is more slowburn than most #like. they were both not at their best when they met and i can very much see a scenario where they start living together w/out necessarily #liking each other #the last one in based on a line in 1-5 where gregson (?) says that after an hour of blood loss even sholmes piped down or something #which makes me think he would not shut up beforehand. and i think he'd say some stuff He Really Shouldn't Have #but susato wrote it off as delirium + she was too worried abt her dad and messing with the crime scene #que like 5 months later her going .........ohhhhhh #thats not how you write que i think. anyway

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girlboyburger · 3 months

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new icon ♡ 🌈⋆｡° ☀️ 🐮°｡⋆

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ninjasmudge · 3 months

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cult of the lamb has some really cool visuals and the accent color is my fave so i really wanted to do some post-game designs and doodles to get out of an art slump

#i havent even played this ive just watched a few playthoughs and i think all the concepts and visuals are neat #cult of the lamb #cotl #my art #cult of the lamb narinder #narinder #cotl narinder #cotl lamb #cult of the lamb lamb #im just playing with these designs and looking through canon stuff #i love working with just 3 colors i was doing that for a series of oc pieces a month or so ago #i hope the lamb gets more eldrich as time goes on #i have many thoughts abt some of the lore of this game jts very cool

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b4kuch1n · 3 months

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THEE audiodrama disguised as podcast

#sherlock and co #s&co #sherlock holmes #john watson #mariana ametxazurra #Ive been thinking abt these design SO much lmao. even while doing other things #decided to take cues from acd/granada more. hence sherlock's headband to mimic slicked back hair #and I went with Colors bc. well first of all Im a clown. but second of all I recall some stuff abt victorian fabrics and uh. the wonder of #arsenic green etc #they were enjoying the colors I can commit to some #and. okay Im so real with u Im also a long haired john truther bc he has a podcast of course he'd have long hair but #I think its gonna take a Hot minute. currently this is still like the slightly-grown-out regulation cut #john's jacket is bc he and sherlock are 90s kids. this was a moment of enlightenment to me. I can give john every windbreaker on earth #mariana gets the jean jacket bc I like to imagine she's a y2k kid #(sherlock I think is only 90s kid in year of birth that man's childhood was skipping class to burn shit in the wood)#(but he canonically sews which I fucking love so much. he has not bought new clothes for almost a decade #if a shirt's disintegrating no it isn't. not on his watch)#a lil sad I cant figure out how to give them hats lol I feel like thats the most victorian thing there is. a stupid hat #I can at any moment give one of them a beanie. but I refuse #there are. like a Hoard of other scribbly sketches I did to get used to drawing them. but those are for me those are not for the public #and also theyre in my sketchbook and Im too lazy to scan them #happened mostly during lunar new year lol. I was getting Hard whipped then thank u s&co for carrying me thru #ok I do other things now. have this for a while ok? thank u #have a good night lads. enjoy motion

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angelsdean · 2 months

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everyone you admire, idolize, put on a pedestal is just a person. everyone you hate, demonize, find irritating / annoying, is also just a person.

#oh another one from deep in the drafts. that's mmm perhaps relevant #idk!#i just think. maybe. sometimes people should be normal abt actors. that goes for both ends of the spectrum #like sometimes (most times) things are not that deep #and people get all up in arms abt stuff and it's like. whatever. that's literally just some guy #who's not as evil malicious OR perfect and wooby as either side thinks them to be #vic.txt

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welcometogrouchland · 24 days

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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.

Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!