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ebi-noodle-doodles · 15 days

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i am home

but at what cost

i am ill

help

#this is a cycle for me #i travel #i be gone #i come back #i become ill #i travel again #xixiriima #ebi noodle doodles #text post #updates

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nirvanaida · 2 months

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#me i did romeo and juliet in third year #othello in senior cycle #and then i briefly did twelfth night in college last year #fucking hated twelfth night but othello slapped #shakespeare #tumblr poll #poll #english literature

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 7 months

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going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:

There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’

like wow babe. good fucking point

#like you were on the ground biting the carpet and dry sobbing while you wrote that and still. good fucking point #not a shitpost #cptsd #and it's true. there's never a satisfying answer #the truth is i know why i wasn't loved #i analyzed my parent's traumas and abuse to death. i understand why i alienated and was alienated from my siblings #i know why my mom was too overwhelmed to be capable of nurturing #i know why my dad vanished into addiction and avoidance #the details of our cycles of trauma and cptsd and family history i have a phd in all of it #i understood perfectly. i spent years studying and now i knew the answer #and guess what? IT WAS NOT SATISFYING!!!#because they still didn't love me! and i still couldn't change that!#it was still a completely unsatisfying state of affairs!#so like. when the people who are supposed to love you...don't.#when the people who are supposed to take care of you...fail to #you can look for answers and reasons and explanations #but that's not actually going to FIX your situation.#and it's probably not within your ability TO fix the situation. (and definitely not your job)#because you don't need answers--you need a new situation #*inserts Just Walk Out. You Can Leave!!! (Running Skeleton) Meme*#and yes. walking out isn't always possible.#but for you i hope it will be one day soon. and i hope you build the courage to take that leap.#stepping away from the people who failed to love you...it feels like being untethered but also like being lighter than air #new and scary. immensely relieving. the future opens up. empty but empty like a canvas. blindingly bright until your eyes adjust #like climbing out of a pit you called home and for the first time realizing how bright the light of day can truly be #when you aren't just getting glimpses from the bottom of a hole

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chikkenhawke · 4 months

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enraptured by the shape of this beast 🐣

get stickers etc -> here

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #owlbear #owlbear cub #dnd #dungeons and dragons #chicken scribbles #sorry for catfishing with bg3 art i still havent played the game kjasdjkads #i love his expression it reminds me of the face my dog pulls when she gets her picture taken 😭😭#doing a run cycle for his animation and these were some studies :^)

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dcvina-claires · 1 year

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i love when a character is a ghost but in a tragic way instead of a scary way. i love when a character has been dead from the beginning but is still holding on to stay in the narrative. i love when a character could choose to resent the living but ends up loving them instead. i love when a character drives the story but isn’t quite there enough to be at the center of it. i love when the ghosts are the protectors instead of the ones causing the harm. i love when a character is at the heart of the story because depending on where you began it, no matter how you told it, the story is about the ghost who struggled to keep their humanity

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dykenav · 3 months

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watching mstief’s writing the raven cycle webinar and I just want everyone to know that she just explicitly stated that adam was supposed to go full villain in her first draft but changed her mind bc “the worst thing that could happen is they stop being friends”

#I know ppl have said this before but like. hearing it from her. waow #villain adam…. you are so real to me #trc #the raven cycle #maggie stiefvater #adam parrish #trc webinar liveblog

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binbrick · 7 months

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i think we're all too desensitized to "Adam lived in an apartment located above the office of St. Agnes Catholic Church, a fortuitous combination that focused most of the objects of Ronan's worship into one downtown block." because i'm thinking about it again and maggie was actually insane to write that

#maggie literally owes me for emotional damages #trc #the raven cycle #the raven king #ronan lynch #adam parrish #pynch #sav sav sav

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dailylagomorphs · 1 year

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10/04/2023

#10042023 #100 #i cant believe number 100 is the peepster bunny cycle.#art #artists on tumblr #dailylagomorphs #this came to me as i was drawing a different one what ever get it out while its still kind of easter huh #happy easter xbox..

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annimir · 2 months

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They are my life now. All the characters are the love of my life, and I’m yearning for a place that doesn’t exist. If you even care.

#trc #tdt #the raven boys #the raven cycle #ronan lynch #adam parrish #blue sargent #noah czerny #the dream thieves #yes everyone and their mother draws this scene #I’m one of those people now #gansey #Richard gansey #these books make me YEARN

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carlyraejepsans · 1 year

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these should get their own post actually. toriel my dear toriel

#it's about female characters it's about the subversion of their genre tropes it's about motherhood it's about trauma #and the cycles trauma traps you in like a ghost hunting your own past and basically she means everything to me #answered asks #undertale #toriel #asgore #metanalysis

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bubblesbinxs · 26 days

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it’s currently 2am where i am so technically 4th of april.. Happy 2 Years ISWM !!!!!!!

#it’s not the Smoothest running cycle by all means but!!!! wanted to do a little something to celebrate:>#i don’t think i was there to celebrate its first year so here i am not messing it up this time>:)#what is college hw when you want to make an hommage to one of the biggest person who’s inspired you overall amarite fellas?#thank you mark for all the great stuff you put… it pushes me to want to tell my stories too #:)#drawing #my art #digital art #markiplier #fanart #animation #wilford warfstache #wilford motherloving warfstache #murderiplier #actor mark #engineer mark #iswm #in space with markiplier

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lucksea · 2 months

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just had to resurrect my cat for a second time the friskies temptations were too strong

#null havoc damage #cult of the lamb #he didnt even get put in 3 more rituals. i fought him once and was like ok that takes a while ill just cycle the others #WHY ARE *YOU* MAD AT ME. AGAIN. I HAVE NOT DONE THINGS TO YOU THIS TIME #my comrade in death. you are the one who walked to the bar. not even my fault

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pangur-and-grim · 1 year

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just got a blazed post about sonic laying eggsacs from his cloaca, maybe I will turn on that ad-free after all

#how much money did they spend to put that in front of my eyes #EDIT: oh I just realized. Ive done to all of you what they did to me #it's the cycle of violence........inescapable

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spirithalloweeping · 1 year

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hey how do you deal with the fact that your mental health is reaching an all time low and you’ve lost the ambition you once had and your future seems bleak at best??? because i’m dealing with it by rewatching supernatural for the 100th time and i’m not sure that’s the best way to do it

#it’s at least a distraction #this is a cycle for me #whenever i feel like shit i rewatch supernatural #is that healthy?#probably not #but it’s the way i’ve been doing things since i was 12 #the first time i watched supernatural was when i was in middle school and experiencing poor mental health for the first time #so here i am always returning to the same old cycle #anyway #love rambling in the tags #supernatural #mental health #spn #i’ve gone so far off topic. any advice guys #tumblr

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archivebottles · 5 months

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Happy birthday to the most special girl in the universe!! Wanted to try something ambitious and ended up with the biggest comic I've done to date

#signalis #ariane yeong #elster #overestimating elsters ability to paint so ignore how it looks probably way better than she could have done ok?#myart #i have nothing cool to say here i am so tired. i baked a cake from scratch lol and that took so much out of me...#im old..#im like cycling(hah) thru three diff elster designs bear with me here #elster seems like the type of person to be really good at gifts..kinda feel like u gotta be when ur on the same ship for um like. 15 years

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false-guinevere · 4 months

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Thinking rambly Thoughts about Athena and her genderfuckery and her relationships with Odysseus and Penelope.

Anyway I think it’d be neat if Athena functioned as both Odysseus’ wife and Penelope’s husband in each others absence (and also as a father to Telemachus). Not even necessarily in a romantic way, just a weirdly intimate but unknowable ThingTM they have going on with Athena

TFW your in a triad and one member is a virgin goddess whose definitely playing with you and your family’s lives like Barbie dolls

#just rambles that came to me on the verge of sleep last night #Athena is the third member of Odysseus and Penelope’s relationship but in the Weirdest way possible #Athena thoughts all day every day this week #the odyssey #Odysseus #Penelope #athena #tagamemnon #epic cycle

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