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Wrote a very emotional and heavy scene for my sterek new moon au. Cried two times. Safe to say, Bella jumped into the water (metaphorically) (Stiles WISHES he could get away that easily). We are nearing the finish line, kittens. This is the best Stiles I've ever written, and the most complex story

#my fics#everything went to shit for stiles and he doesnt know it yet but it's gonna continue that route for a long while#he's like... shaking throughout the entire fic#i can't wait to finish it for y'all to see but i also don't want to let it go#but oh derek... i missed him so much THEY'RE GONNA SEE EACH OTHER SOON AND IT'S GONNA BE SOOOOOOO AAAHHHHHHHHHHH#sterek new moon au#god I'm smiling just thinking about the fact that they are so close to being in one another's arms again
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did you know that macaque's staff has a name in jttw too? It's called the "acquiescent staff of iron"/ “Acquiescent Iron Pole Arm” (随心铁杆兵, "Suíxīn tiěgǎn bīng"), or Tùy Tâm Thiết Can Binh in vnese. It clearly mirrors wukong's staff in name, the “As-You-Will Gold-Banded Staff” (Ruyi Jingu Bang), or Như Ý Kim Cô Bổng.
Now here's me being crazy based on the vnese translation alone, do NOT think of this as truth but there's at least a smidge of sense in my rambling because vietnamese is very close to chinese due to our history (the fancy names above and our old literature used a kind of phonetic translation of chinese called Hán Việt) and the meaning of chinese words more or less can be inferred by our Hán Việt version:
So the word "Như Ý" in wukong's staff name in almost only used in the phrase/blessing "Vạn sự như ý" in modern vnese, which means "may all things go your way/according to your wishes". Meanwhile, the phrase "Tùy Tâm" is used when asked about some sort of favor, for example a charity when asking for your donation will ask you to give an amount "according to your heart".
You see it right? "Như Ý" is more passive, you wish for it but not necessary go out of your way to achieve it, and "Tùy Tâm" being used in situations where your own conscience/empathy is judged, it demands you to actively question yourself to make an action. I've decided the names can play into mtwgo shadowpeach's mental states. Wukong wants freedom but afraid to pursue it at the cost of his sworn brotherhood, while macaque has always assessed the effort it takes to join in a fight, but ultimately he decided to go through all that hardship to right this wrong.
Furthermore, "Ý" means thoughts/ideas/will, which is one of the reasons the book has wukong store his staff in his ear/take the staff out of his "head", "Tâm" means heart in its literal sense and feelings in a slightly more abstract sense, so thats why i have macaque pull his shadow staff from the magic core in his chest. Fun detail isnt it? :3c
One more thing is that theres a chinese saying that goes like "mind-monkey, will-horse" (Tâm Viên Ý Mã) so Tâm -> Mind is also a very wukong/mac thing. That says, in mtwgo macaque's staff/ his strength to fight is summoned to serve wukong :)
The altered form of wukong's staff that macaque gonna use in mtwgo will be called Suixin Jingu Bang (As-You-Feel Gold-Banded Staff or Tùy Tâm Kim Cô Bổng), combining macaque's resolve/loyalty and wukong's strength. When he swings that staff with its body painted in his own color, his victims will also know wukong's might when the golden glint of its ends becomes the last thing they see.
#LMK#lmk monkey king#lmk six eared macaque#lmk macaque#lmk sun wukong#shadowpeach#please take this with a mountain of salt lmao im not responsible for inaccuracies. dis jus my barely coherent ramblings#brazenly putting chapter 5 spoilers in this post bc i know no one gonna visit this blog#<3#my footprints#my lmk stuff#mtwgo#lego monkie kid#tbh its kinda hard to differentiate between “tâm” and “ý” in chinese?#there is a saying in chinese that goes “tâm viên ý mã” and its translated as “mind of a monkey. will of a horse”#-> the symbolism of why the white horse dragon didnt do much throughout the journey bc only when all other means#are down that the will (the white horse dragon) acts/becomes the last thing that helps continue the journey
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i've occasionally written about this "prologue" idea, but haven't posted much of what i envision it to look like.... lemme take care of that real quick
#the lineup specifically represents the kickoff of the prologue when they're all 15-16#from there it continues for a few years up until yíng's death#each of them are gonna have a few subtle design changes throughout that period#in the original proposed idea they were much younger actually lol it's been forever since orst posted it#wip#metronome ocs#should i make another tag for oc&canon ehhhh#keiArt
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having an incredible amount of fun not stating shadow and amy's relationship actually
#bee blabs#this is gonna continue throughout >:)#I mean they're in a qpr and I KNOW they're in a qpr#but them not knowing how to state that is in a loottt of this#bc they've not labelled it they just feel what they feel#but by the time it comes to addressing the other to another person they're like “uhhh what do I call u bc nothing feels accurate”#I like navigating this ?? it's just a happy element of grey that I love to bits#the funny thing is that they talk about them in different relationships and situations#but they're not bothered by it or want to change anything in the outer narrative#they're just like “teehee what if we were lovers or strangers or unspoken enemies or-”#they explore those possibilities think it's entertaining and then don't change who they are as a pair#but ofc that doesn't mean there's no sense of progression in their connection... !! 👀#have I told u I have too much planned for shadamy week or-#I did NOT have to make it this convoluted by doing a frame narrative but yes I did lmao
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Larchpaw
She/her, 8 moons, cis molly
#Larchpaw#beetleclan#apprentice#clangen#warrior cats oc#kiri’s clangen#warrior#kiri's clangen#Wow i wonder who this mini Berrymurk is. Surely it’s not his one and only daughter#surely him and his daughter don’t have nearly identical sprites save for Larch having a slightly yellower tint and an apprentice pose#But to be so forreal the name Larch is actually really fitting becuase of that becuase larch trees are a conifer that isn’t an evergreen.#their needles turn yellow and fall off in the fall which fits because she’s just a little more yellow than her dad#I also made the pointy parts of her fur point down instead of up like the rest of her family just to show she doesn’t look all that much-#-like her grandma Gravelshock#She’s technically half-clan and her other parent is unknown so I like to think her other parent had droopier fur (though I have no one in-#-particular planned)#Anyways she’s sort of friends/rivals with Swallowpaw (who I’m planning on having as the starting POV for beetleclan) so expect to see and-#-read a lot of her whenever I get to the actual story part#I actually love Larch a lot she’s very cute I’m tempted to do her POV at least sometimes#but Idk#Also I’M FUCKING BACK!!!#can’t say how regular posts will be considering the computer I use to add the border afterwords is Wigging The Fuck Out Constantly and I-#-can barely use it but I’ve got one more cat queued after this at least so there’s that!#I can’t wait to get to the actual story I’m gonna do it in fic form with some illustrations scattered throughout instead of a comic (unless#-I feel like a specific moons needs a comic)#and I think I’ll put in on my AO3 which’ll be fun so yeah. I’m excited to finally get through all these designs hopefully over this summer#and I’m done with hs now so I can continue working on it during this next year because I don’t plan on doing college immediately!! So yeah-#-I’ve got a lot of time on my hands now and I’m excited to get back to Projects!!#I’m thinking of doing commissions on my main too (including warriors/clangen designs) so look out for that if you’re interested
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Ow
#The magnus archives final episode#The more I sit with it the better it gets I think#Very good very bittersweet very sad#The fucking hubris of Jon i was wincing throughout the whole first part of it cuz u can see it coming from a mile off#And you just sit there knowing he's been played and what that's gonna mean for martin#Oof ouch#Such a good series so well worth the time#I'm a narrative podcast truther now#And Jonathan sims continues to deliver as a very good writer#Fantastic performances as well even if basiras actor sounded like she had something wrong with her Mike??#Like she just sounded weirdly echoey and low quality compared to everyone else????#Wonder if there were some tech issues or smthn#It's tricky cuz is love to give it a relisten but also I know I'm gonna need to wait at least a year for smthn as big as this#Before I'm ready for a relisten#I've got protocol and all the q&as to listen to n stuff#Also possibly check out redacted and penumbra cuz they're the other ones I heard a lot about#But I'm glad I checked out tma#And I'm glad that despite all the fanart I've seen I wasn't really spoiled for anything lmao#I knew ceasless watcher quote n that Jon would be less human by the end than at the beginning#But those are very non specific in the grand scheme#I don't even think any of my friends really do podcasts I need someone else to listen to this lmaooooo rip
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2wink Week Day 1 - Neon/TRIP!
That's right, I'm back to participate in another fandom week! I hope you're all ready for a week of unconventional prompt fills. Today's a two for one, because I found the most perfect palette — Neon Zombie! It's the same colors as the TRIP outfits even. Serendipitous!
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#aoi yuta#aoi hinata#2wink#2wink week 2024#enstars#enstars icons#ensemble stars#ensemble stars icons#yeah yeah i continue to be annoying with the tags. sorry#anyway! i'm looking forward to the rest of this week#hopefully i get everything done on time....i've had other fandoms and activities vying for my attention for the last month or so#which is why i'm doing edits instead of fic fdjkdf#i'm gonna try some experiments and get creative throughout the week. i'm sure there will be both successes and failures#i hope you look forward to it and stick with me either way!
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{ insert image of ookurikara faceplanting into the ground }
#ic for ooc#just END the PAIN#wasn't feeling too good when i woke up and thought it was just i hate waking up#but no it's gonna continue throughout the day#still not done dealing with insurance bs#and now i have to tell the pharmacist i'm shadowing that i'm expecting a phonecall#not a good look#when the place you have to call is open 8-4 aka when you aren't available either#i got here early so i could try to get a hold of them but nope straight to voicemail again
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quivering rn what the heck
baron from the baronies is something that can be so personal actually
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#fantasy high#baja’s blasting#the sheer unadulterated aromantic horror in his and rizz’s interactions jesus christ#‘everyone else will find someone they care about more than you’ hey. hey what if i cried#brennan lee mulligan why did you do this to me#the raw fucking dread the science with rizz seeing everyone he knows falling in love or dancing or making out#coupled with this freakish mannequin thing insisting that it is his romance partner. what the fuck#‘you are quite unlike your parents’ hey what the fuck man#and the fact that baron comes from a mirror which ties him into how riz perceives himself…aaaaaa#what if i cried. what if as in i am and have#AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO#it’s so sorrowful and realistic and terrifying and oh my god#i just can’t get over it. it is an amalgamation of riz’s fears of his friends all moving on from him after high school#and settling down romantically#it’s just so shfofksiokgnririe#AND THE FACT THAT BARON IS CREATED FROM A LIE RIZ TOLD IN ORDER TO FIT IN. HOW HE CARRIES BARON AROUND IN HIS SUITCASE#BECAUSE U CARRY THAT AROUND THROUGHOUT YOUR DAY#the horror of being in the closet is displayed so purely#also like. being aroace is really scary. it seems like everyone else has something magical that you never will#and you can’t attain it#and just jelstieoektkvkksir#they really did it justice#never gonna recover#sorry i wrote this before i learned that baron uses they/them :(#ignore my lack of lore knowledge#what i lack in facts i make up for in vibes
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oh fuck inm gonna have to rewatch all this with my mom so she can witness it
#arcane tag#she has no way to watch it herself without me and my computer :)#i literally burst into tears tALKING about the show with her so this is gonna be fun#actually wait it will be bc i can continually gaslight her about what characters will/won't die like i did all throughout season 1#: )#the same thing made making her watch yellowjackets the same experience lol#thank you ella purnell for playing characters i can lie about to devastate my mom through
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okay realtalk? i much prefer live action garp. he's a better (and more interesting) character.
i was only exposed to animu garp, so take that how you will, but him showing up after a bajillion episodes post water 7, out of fucking nowhere, AFTER going through a bunch of worldgov bullshit getting robin back and all i wanted to do was fucking never see marines ever again... out comes this tie to luffy who's like 'welp guess i'm fighting you now, lol JK not really, gonna wreck this property, let's continue this fight in a few days when you get your new ship'.
it's-it's so fuckin annoying-anime-trope #658. he comes out of nowhere, contributes nothing, interrupts the flow, serves his singular meta purpose in the most clumsy slapped-on way possible, then leaves, no lasting impact, nothing.
I understand people having beef with this more antagonistic garp in the live action, but holy fucking shit is he ever a breath of fresh air. Here lies a goddamn CHARACTER with so many layers that are constantly showcased. Here lies a character with PURPOSE, with SO much purpose, who is written so beautifully into the narrative to fulfill so many needs. Live action garp sold me on his stupid horrible tough 'love' attitude (it's not boring trope bullshit, you can actually see the trauma behind it, the horrible reasoning), sold me on coby and helmeppo's story, sold me on actually giving more than zero shits about world-happenings away from the strawhats.
#then fuckin coby and helmeppo turned out goddamn wonderful#so i gave a shit there too#and got invested in their shenanigans#again unlike with the anime#and of course garp is just as silly and stubborn and unhinged as luffy#and continues the whole laughter theme carried throughout the series#laughter and the interpretation of that laughter#he's great#it's all great#wacky pirates#rambling#ramblings#thoughts#i really heckin love it taking MULTIPLE people all throughout the series to be like 'garp ya gotta let go holy shit'#from coby to goddamn ZEFF and on and on#always appreciate more zeff i'm not gonna lie#that lil old man date was narratively beautiful
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ONE MORE WEEK UNTIL ARISTOTLE AND DANTE DISCOVER THE SECRETS OF THE UNIVERSE MOVIE!!!!!
I GET TO SEE MY BOYS!!! ON A SCREEN AND NOT JUST IN MY HEAD!!! I GET TO CRY AND LAUGH AND HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS!! IN A THEATER!!!! I WILL SEE ARI AND DANTE!!!! I GET TO SEE THE HOSBITAL SCEEN! THE OG LOVE CONFESSION! THE END LOVE CONFESSION! THEY WILL KISS! OH THE COMPLEXITIES OF THEIR FAMILY LIVES AND THE LOVE THEY HAVE!!! I GET TO SEE EVERYTHING ON A SCREEN!!! NEW PEOPLE GET TO EXPERIENCE ARISTOTLE AND DANTE!!!!!!
and thats the best part, NEW PEOPLE WILL GET TO FALL IN LOVE WITH THESE CHARACTERS AND THIS STORY!!!!!!!
#aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe#ari and dante movie#ari & dante#my boys#ive been waiting 5 years for this movie#since it was just a concept of something that could come to be from a tweet from ben in 2018#to the production of the movie in 2020#and Aitch and everyones insta stories and behind the scenes looks#to the movie going to film festivals throughout the past years#and being picked up by blue fox entertainment for US release#THIS MOVIE IS GONNA MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AND I FINALLY GET TO SEE IT WITH MY OWN EYES#IN#ONE#WEEK#i have been insane about this book for 10 years and will continue to be#i am also insane about this movie and its gonna get worse when i finally actually see it#AHHHHHHHHHHH#oh i cant wait
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one hour turned into two but : ) time to write some stuff : ))
#i might concentrate on stuff @tvrningon bc the brainrot continues despite my nervousness :' ))#gonna try to get it out of my system a lil bit tonight and try to write stuff throughout the week from now on#it's just easy for me to remember/feel encouraged to write spice on the weekend bc everyone starts talking about it#but we're gonna try to get more comfortable with it folks!! any day is spicy day if the inspiration strikes!!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Oh.
OOOHHHHHH.
GUYS I CALLED IT I FUCKING CALLED IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT ALL ALONG










Part 10 >:0
Warning. Brain cell used. Stunt performed by professionals, do not repeat this at home
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#Not trying to get my hopes up cuz they’ve been going up and down and all around throughout this whole sequence#But. Like. Oscar is actually using his brain????? He’s thinking????????? He isn’t an idiot???????? HE KNOWS THAT THE ALIENS HE LOVES ARE BA#DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW BIG THIS IS FOR OUR BOY OSCAR??????? DO YOU SEE WHERE I AM GOING WITH THIS????????#Oscar doesn’t fully know what to do here. That much is obvious. He doesn’t like seeing all these people get hurt.#In fact he hates it. He wants to help them but he doesn’t exactly know how.#On top of that he also knows that he has the trust of these guys. (The aliens he’s been with for a while I forget what they’re called)#Bro like. Ecliptica likes him. ECLIPTICA LIKES OSCAR. NOT AS A SUBJECT OR A LITTLE ALIEN SHE CAN EAT. NO. SHE LIKES OSCAR.#This is big. So whatever Oscar’s planning it isn’t gonna be in Ecliptica and her fam’s favor. Whatever that plan may be.#He just knows that he needs to stay alive to execute this plan and to do that he needs to keep her trust.#And to do THAT he needs to play the long waiting game and continue playing along with whatever it is she does.#Before all this he did genuinely like her. He loved being with those aliens. But after all this… He knows better now.#No no wait scratch that. Oscar doesn’t know better.#He knows.#Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.#the sky is marble
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once upon a time, i, too, was a goody two-shoes church girl 🧍🏻♀️
#this just in 🗣#i have grown out of that.#but i guarantee i was like that all the way up until freshman year#dk what changed honestly but now im agnostic lol#i just think abt how religiously brainwashed i was throughout literally my whole childhood#and i use “brainwash” bcuz i was literally told that everything happened bcuz god made it happen#even tho its clearly a scientific thing and not god#but i dont wanna get into that conversation#i reflect on my old church girl ways as i write continue to write this fic#in some way or another. my fics are gonna be selfship coded even if its not super selfship heavy yk#but i do pull inspo from my own real life experiences bcuz it makes it easier to write idk#that wont be that case for every fic tho. just particular ones#freshman year of high school btw
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賜物 - RADWIMPS
#賜物#radwimps#音楽#across time & space throughout all of human history there are no words that could encapsulate just how much i love this song 💓#with the あんぱん opening i really thought 'it doesn't get any more radwimps than this'#but then i heard the full version !! 😭#hints left & right of past songs but somehow it sounds utterly different from anything they've done before !!!#gonna go off about the movement again but i love how it surges up with such cinematic orchestration#and then settles into something slow -> super fast with an underlying groove#the guitars & bass line have me bopping along#it's kinda funk-y!! (a bit of a 70's vibe ??)#especially when it picks up from where the drama leaves off & there are those du-du's 😆#a surprise verse as well !#and don't even get me started on the bridge#the combination of those lyrics & yojiro's lovely lovely voice & it is instant tears#HOW does he do that?? how does he write the most beautiful & touching words you've ever heard time & time again#the last few lines from せっかくだから right up until the end hit me like a truck#i think they add so much context to the title of the song#you're like keenly aware of your own mortality but rather than feel afraid or defeated#the lyrics fill you with deep gratitude for every second you're alive & can share it with someone you love#a running theme in radwimps' music to be sure but this time the message 'we can do anything as long as we are together' is so strong!!!#it makes me feel completely unhinged ! but also so much affection#i'm really curious to know what the title was before since yojiro mentioned the change during today's listening party#which btw !!! was an absolute blast !!!!!!!!!#everyone commenting the lyrics in one longggg stream#the 前前前世 japanese vs english confusion alskdflsjlsk#the setlist itself!!!!#なかなかいいセトリ#ですね!#hope we can do that again :') in the meantime i shall continue basking in the happy glow that only comes from a new radwimps song 💗
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