#today i

[study-core-101]

Saturday 04.05.24

Expectations:

to do at least 2 (but hopefully 3) Communication assigments

to do my English homework

to read at least two plays

to add credits to the short film i was editing

Reality:

did half of the first Communication assigment

read half a play and skimmed through a few others

added credits and sent it for feedback (for edits made on a different day, didnt send it back then because i was just missing the credits lmao)

Notes

-Really liked how my handwriting was. Somedays it's really messy, but it was pretty today

- I'm dissapointed I couldnt do more, but I got a migraine so I had to stop. I'll catch up during the week.

[dogstarblues]

5/20/24

today i

coped with medicine withdrawals. i went on a walk, i listened to swedish rnb (will probably post the albums later) and shared the albums with friends, and i danced while cooking (something i havent done in ages becaise i wasnt capable). i ordered donuts for lunch and a silly little drink. i wore perfume to set the mood of the day and take comfort in the softness of the smell. i made a comfort food in the morning as a migraine was building. i listened to my body and stopped dancing once my thighs started burning. i coped with anxiety, meditating and going on a walk and cleaning up. i listened to my body before today and canceled all appointments anticipating withdrawals. i found a new easy food for when my brain doesnt want to cook or i dont have energy. i sought support from a friend to help me eat. i listened to a romance novel with unhinged leads. i worked a little and stopped working when i felt like it. and i wore a cute and comfy outfit that shows a lot of skin so the sun could touch me.

lately ive been making it a loose goal in my weekly planner to prioritize myself. little by little ive been doing it.

im getting better, even with setbacks.

[dancing-with-stars]

[joqatana]

Today I

Forgot to do yoga but did do ballet stuff

Did 15 minutes lights

Got hung up on by clinic phone staff who said she wasn’t tone policing me but didn’t like my tone.

Got bone density test. Nobody told me I had to take my belly button ring off. Fortunately it went back in after.

Tried to organize meeting up with Annie to get my stuff out her barn, finally gave up & told her I’d call her later.

Fed several Little Free Libraries. Their app is so bad.

Don’t know what to do with the dirty books. I know what I want to do with them but they probably have surveillance.

Two people have said they will buy a paper print of this so that pays for printing a dozen. I can offer canvas. And pray they get it close to right.

Will order tomorrow.

Talked to Annie for 2 hours. We made an appointment. I will call her many times on Sat.

Said Happy Birthday to Lake. Doubt I’ll hear back.

Need to finish book I’m reading so I can start library book.

Contemplating a TJs run first thing in the morning for food for 3 day catsit next week.

10/26/23

[sethdomain]

I've been feeling like dis all de time

today im on the right despite on my period

[savvy-devine666]

Todays accomplishment - Deleting my twitter account because I just can't anymore

[happyheidi]

𝖠𝗋𝗍 𝖻𝗒 𝖠𝗇𝗇𝖺-𝖫𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺 𝖲𝗎𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖺𝗇 | 𝖨𝖦: 𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺𝗅𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺_𝖺𝗋𝗍

[i-was-today-years-old-when]

i learned about Shiniuzhai, a convenience store hanging on a cliff in Hunan, that’s been nicknamed “most inconvenient convenience store” in China (x)

[carouselcometh]

Devastating! Art museum gift shop doesn’t sell prints of specific and unpopular painting that struck a cord with you!

[etherealspacejelly]

me when the disability disables me: oh what the fuck? this sucks. what the hell man!

[badolmen]

WARNING 18+

19

[dancing-with-stars]

[joqatana]

Today I did lights & yoga

Tore up more documents

Laundry

Watched it rain

Muted everybody I like who don’t want to understand that nothing is nore important than keeping cheeto out of office. None of them were old enough to vote in the Bush/Gore/Nader fiasco. They’re just not gonna vote.

Continue to like Bluesky better than all my other social media combined even though it’s hard to sell there

Found out that band I don’t speak by name may have infected more than one person I actually like. Maybe someone I don’t like will pick it up.

Haven’t arted since I got back from Toni’s but am relatively relaxed except I probably shouldn’t have said that.

Really hating everything about instagram & facebook

Reading. Playing stupid games.

Accidentally caught the sunset.

12/6/23

[stuckinapril]

I could get over anything as long as I have something new to be obsessed with

[shining-sphinx]

So I got into dungeon meshi and i’ve been telling everyone who I talk to. I love everything about the world, characters, the art, etc.

BUT

People are not kidding when they say that senshi will manifest in your head to tell you to eat better. Like I have a hard time remembering to eat but my brain would be like “you haven’t eaten in some hours, you need a meal” and I would be like you’re very right internal senshi I’m gonna see what I can make. Then I make food??? Honestly Gods sent senshi for helping so many people eat better

[machineryangel]

grabbing every 13 yo girl by the arms and yelling "YOU LOOK FINE !!!!!!! DON'T SPEND UR ALLOWANCE ON CONCEALERS GO SEE A BAD MOVIE INSTEAD !!!!!!!!!!! BEAUTY IS POETRY AND SONGS AND LAUGHTER W FRIENDS AND COLORFUL LEAVES !!!!!!!!!! GO READ A MARY OLIVER POEM AND YOU'LL BE OK!!!!!!!!!"