#tokio hotel comfort

[shinyrhinestones]

Bubbling over

Summary: Just some self care fluff with Bill.

Pairing: Bill Kaulitz X Fem!Reader. (Also this is around 2006, Reader is the same age as Bill).

Genre: fluff and angst.

Warnings: mental illness, depressive episode, neglecting yourself..use of Y/N..? Make-up, Kissing.

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The sun had made its appearence hours ago but you couldn’t find the motivation to get out of bed. You were still tired and had slept bad. You kept waking up every now and then interrupting your sleep. You normally forget to tend to the world outside of you and your connections. It wasn’t always on purpose. It was just hard to. It felt overwhelming at times. Bill had noticed that. You weren’t responding to his texts or calls. You had woken up and honestly just wanted to sleep more to escape reality but you couldn’t fall asleep. Like your body was ready to wake up but your mind wanted to shut down. You felt a hand on your shoulder expecting it to be a family member at first. You sighed, frowning into your pillow. “Y/N” You heard a familiar voice say. He shook you very gently, trying to wake you, assuming that you were still sleeping. You felt the bed shift as he sat down on his knees next to you. You didn’t even have energy to speak. It felt like if you did you would break down and cry. Bill might’ve noticed that. “Bist du ok?” He asked. (Are you okay?).

He looked around. Seeing how the sun tried to shine through your curtains but unable to fully reach you as your curtains had been left untouched, covering the window. It had been covering the windows for days now. He moved one side of the curtains out of the suns way. He didn’t want to disturb you completely even though he wanted to help.

You shook your head into your pillow. He understood. He rubbed your arm. You felt his cold rings along his soft palm. He left soft kisses on your arm, letting them linger. He pouted as he watched you lay still in your bed. Your hair was getting greasy and was a mess. He laid down next to you, wrapping an arm around your waist, holding you close. You hummed for a second, feeling his embrace from behind. You shuffled closer.

A few minuttes had passed you just couldn’t fall asleep again. Bill wasn’t event that tired. You turned around feeling his arm lift to give you space as your turned to face him. His palm was laying flat against your back as you shuffled closer. You lifted your hands up to his cheeks, cupping them. Studying his face for a few seconds, letting your fingertips stroke across his delicate face. You locked eyes with him for a moment, staring into his brown eyes.

He tried to study you too. Your eyes and expression. He was scared to do or say something. Honestly, he didn’t know what to do. You withdrawed your touch from him and held your hands against your own chest. Even though you didn’t want to do anything ‘cause of all the feelings overwhelming you, you just couldn’t sleep no more. You sat up and looked around. Bill didn’t take his eyes off you. Mess. Your whole room was messy. Clothing scattered all around your bedroom. It felt embarrassing, knowing that Bill had walked into this and seen it. You couldn’t hold it anymore. Your face feel into the place of your palms, tears starting to spill. Darkness having it’s turn with you all around. Inside you and around. Bill sat up immediately, wrapping an arm around your waist and setting his other hand in your hair. He frowned. Bill had had these days himself but he didn’t know what was going on inside of your mind. He wasn’t sure on how to help. You rested your head in the crook of his neck, sobbing in his arms. Even though you couldn’t see yourself, you knew your face had gotten red from crying. Bill didn’t care. He only cared about how to help you, hating that you were in this state. Not much was said between you. Like words weren’t important in the moment. Bill got up and took a hold of your hand. “Come.” He almost whispered. You closed your eyes for a second the thought of doing anything was too much to bear. However you followed. Holding onto his hand and following him as he took you to your bathroom.

It’s not that your family didn’t care about your well being, it’s just that they knew you felt like this and that they could only give what they had to give. They wanted to take it slow, at your own pace. Not wanting to pressure you into anything. But also not wanting to lose you from within their grip.

Your feet made contact with the cold tiles. He locked the door to your bathroom, ensuring privacy. He let the tub fill and dipped his fingertips into the water to make sure it was warm enough for you.

He turned the hot water on from the bathtub, letting it fill up and helped you out of your pjamas. When he reached for the edge of your shirt he looked into your eyes. “May I?” His voice was barely audible. You nodded, placing your own hands on his as he calmly undressed you.

Bill guided you into the bath letting you sit there for a moment, engulfed in the warm water. He took off his socks and placed a towel on the floor between him and the tub. He sat down on his knees. The only thing you could hear was the faint noise of what ever your family was doing downstairs and the sound of water moving whenever you stirred. “It’s okay, you know?” He suddenly said. You just nodded. It felt like no energy was left in you to even open your mouth, and if you did, you would most likely break down again. Bill gave you a vague smile. He started to take off his rings, placing them on the edge of the sink near you. Bill grabbed the shower head and turned it on. He motioned for you to lean your head back, so he could wash your hair. You closed your eyes and did what he gestured. It’s not like you didn’t enjoy your own body, but Bill had rarely seen intimate parts of you. You were both so young. So you both just took things as they came. And you and Bill hadn’t really gotten that far. You had been together for some time but you also didn’t feel completely ready. Perhaps Bill felt the same way. From Bills side he just wanted to do for you, what he himself found relaxing.

His hands brushed down your wet hair. His lips parted, his eyes concentrated on your hair. You closed your eyes. You felt the warmth around you and running down your head, shoulders and back. Bill took his other hand and laid it on your cheek, caressing you.

You could almost feel all of his hand pressing into you as he ran shampoo through hair. He washed it out again. He turned off the shower head and you both heard how the stopping of the flow brought more silence. He grabbed a shower gel. “Can I continue?” He asked. At this point it felt like would it even matter? Again you nodded. Bill understood that your silence wasn’t because you were afraid but because things seemed too hard to manage. And so he carried on. Washing your body and making sure to condition your hair aswell.

Even when he was done washing your body, you didn’t want to get up. You just looked at Bill from under your eyelashes. His palms ran around your back. Around in circles, squares and all kinds of figures and patterns. He looked through the cupboards finding two towels. You weren’t looking, but you could hear the opening and closing. He went back to you. “Come here.” You leaned closer, letting your hair fall onto the towel that he had sat beneath him. He started to dry your hair with the towel. It felt like he was massaging your scalp. He ended up wrapping your hair up in the towel.

He slowly brought himself to his feet, letting his hands fall from the white towel to your hands, guiding you out of the tub. “Here”. He mumbled, wrapping another towel around your body. You clutched onto it, so it didn’t fall from your figure.

Remembering you had to enter your bedroom again, brought down the mood more than it already had been. It did feel like the bath had distracted you for a moment. You leaned into the embrace of Bill. He hugged you back, his arms secure around you. You stood there swinging lightly in your hug. Closing your eyes again, melting in his arms.

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Walking into your bedroom you started to put on some fresh comfortable clothing. Bill sat down on the edge of your bed, watching as you found the energy to dress yourself. Dressed in some pjamas again you looked around and started pouting again. “Oh.” You exhaled as you saw the clutter around you. “My room is a mess.” You crossed your arms, like you were hugging yourself. Shame started to creep in on you. You wanted a clean room but you were always too tired and unmotivated to actually do it. Bills eyes fell as he saw how down you still were. He walked up to you, stopping right infront of you. “It’s okay.” He cupped your cheek shortly. “No, my room is horrible.” Your voice broke at the end of your sentence. Bill still wasn’t sure of his choice of words.

He interlocked his fingers with yours guiding you over to your bed. You sat down, and Bill on the other side, your fronts facing each other.

“What do you want to do? If you want we can clean, I don’t mind”. Bill only wanted to help, so if you wanted to clean your messy room, he would accompany you. It’s so hard to make a decision. Because you don’t even want to think about the future. Too many emotions to even feel what you wanted to do in the moment. Bill brushed your still slightly wet hair to the side, caressing your cheek. “I don’t know”. Your eyes were glued to your quilt. You were still tired. Your eyelids were still heavy and your body felt too weak for anything. You wiped your face with your palms, as Bills hand retracted from yours for a second. “I still feel gross.” You sighed. A bath couldn’t wash away the way you felt in your own skin.

“We can’t have that.” Bill gave you a weak smile before standing up from your bed. He started to search through your desk looking for whatever make-up, jewelry and nailpolish he could find. “Come here”. He sat down on his knees by your bed as you shuffled to sit by the edge. He found his way between your knees. “Put this on or your hair is in the way”. He handed you a thin black headband. You tilted your head back and pushed your hair back before setting the headband by your hairline. When you looked back down Bill gave you a small smile. He started doing his thing, painting your face with all the make-up he found. You felt a cold sensation as he applied concealer on your face. Bill had this cute expression on his face as he focused on blending the make-up. His tongue stuck out between his teeth, just by a little centimeter. Your lips started to curve upward by the sight of him being so concentrated. His eyebrows scrunched for a second.

He was about to use an eyelash curler on you but you flinched and grabbed his hand sloppily. “Wait.” You mumbled and took the eyelash curler. His eyes widened vaguely. “I don’t feel safe if you do it.” You explained and grabbed a mirror that laid among your make-up. For Bill it was a small succes that you wanted to do something yourself and actually formed a sentence. Yes, your voice was still low but you used more energy on talking. Energy you barely had. You curled your eyelashes and loosely let the mirror and eyelash curler fall to the beds surface.

Bill moved the make-up away from the bed. He sat next to you on the bed and admired your face for a moment. You laid down letting your knees be in the air. You stared at the ceiling almost getting lost in your thoughts again. Bill laid down next you, but instead of laying on his back, he rested his weight on his arms laying on his stomach. He was almost the only thing in sight now. Your lips started to curve upwards. “You’re beautiful.” He whispered. He didn’t mean to. He meant to say it out loud, not that low.

“Oh. Thank you.” You raised your eyebrows for a second like it was new. But Bill wasn’t afraid to show his love and affection for someone he truly loved.

His hand caressed your cheek before he gave you an eskimo kiss. Nose to nose. You couldn’t stop giggling when he did that. Your hands raised to cup and caress his face aswell. “Thank you.” You whispered. Bill knew for what even though you already said thank you. A few seconds passed. He had a faint smile on his face and his brown eyes beamed slightly. His soft hand still resting on top of your cheek, the other holding on to the arm that was holding on to him too. He let his lips find yours and give you a deep kiss.

[xxzlushiez]

Save your tears

2000’s! Bill Kaulitz x Gender Neutral! Reader

Synopsis: sometimes the pressure of being a celebrity gets to be to much especially for a kid

AN: this is pretty short I’m very sorryyyyy I’m posting more today though🤭

Notes: angst, bill’s insecurities, letting his walls down, crying, reverse comfort, rude interviewers, talk of bills appearance, the band being a family

“Can’t begin, I seek within, to feel the warmth brought within your skin. Did you know?” - welcome and goodbye: Dream, Ivory

- Bill wasn’t one to let things get to him, whether it be about how he acted or how he chose to dress he never minded, but it just wasn’t his day

- While doing an interview he kept getting questions on his appearance and why he acted the way he acted, it would’ve been fine if the interviewer was just curious and didn’t ask them as if it was a bad thing

- Maybe it was the tone of voice or how the question was asked but everyone could tell how uncomfortable he was

- shifting in his seat, legs crossing and uncrossing, looking around at the other band members for reassurance

- Poor baby was tearing up on live Tv

- When the first break was announced he b-lined it into his dressing room to where you were watching the interview on the company issued TV

- When he got to you he let everything out, tears all down his face and mascara running as when he made it into your arms.

-You cooed at him and sat down on the couch as he cried into your chest, his voice was so broken and shaky as he ranted about what happened

- “You should’ve seen it Name they were humiliating me! Did you- did you hear the things he said to me?”

- “I can’t go back out there everyone saw!”

- “who says that to someone?!”

- “Why does it matter to him what I look like?”

- He was so embarrassed with everything he couldn’t believe how rude the interviewer was and kept bursting out in tears

- played with his hair and wiped off his smudged makeup while whispering sweet-nothings into his ear made him hold you closer

- Held your hand against his face to feel your warmth because everything around him felt so cold

- sat on his lap while you reapplied his eyeshadow and eyeliner

- Him fidgeting with the hem of your shirt

- Rest of the band came in to hang out and boost his spirits by mocking the interviewer

- Gave him reassuring words but he insisted you come out with him for the rest of the interview

- made you have your hand on his thigh the rest of the interview

- Answered questions for him when he got caught up on his words

- Photos released of the you and Tom rolling you eyes

- whispering corny pick up lines to make him feel better

- laughing with Gustav when the interviewer made mistakes

- Fans started a hate club against the interviewer

[soixxiesuix]

UNRAVEL-T•Kaulitz

⚠️!!Trigger/content Warnings!!⚠️

The following includes:

Mentions of r4pe, sexual manipulation, trauma, flashbacks, crying, and insecurities.

This will also include sexual content as in: heated kissing, clit play, palming,[basically foreplay and what not], finggering, and afab reader.

Summary: Tom and his girlfriend finally have the moment they've been waiting for, until the reader is met with troubles that prolong this. Tom, being the good boyfriend he is, is there for his love. Its basically a rape/sa comfort aswell for insecurities:]

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Tom was always a caring boyfriend. He gave you the affection you needed, texted you every day while he was busy with tours even if the text was short. And he even knew what you liked about certain foods, the boy was smitten.

He also knew, that technically, you were a virgin. He would joke about it from time to time given his playboy/ horny face persona for fans, but he knew what it was like to be nervous. Even if he seemed confident, he was actually a bit nervous himself in the bedroom.

He understood your confliction with having sex. You told him you wanted to wait for the right time, as you were 100% sure he was the right person.

But you couldn't help but feel somewhat scared.

What would he think of your body? Would he find it disgusting? You weren't exactly the beauty standard.

He had told you numerous times you were his, and vise versa, but it still lingered.

That was, until later that day.

You and Tom had been out shopping for some necessities, facial care, shampoo, etc.

And.

Of course, new underwear.

You always liked how cute Victorias Secret set were, lacey and docked out with bows, it was perfect.

You tried on various sets and ended up buying 3.

One, was a hot pink, littered with rhinestones made of fake gold. The second was a lepord print with a cute g string. And last, was a set riddled with white lace and two bows. One on the bra in the middle, and one right above your goodies.

Of course Tom had to see what he was working with. And he approved, not that you needed it anyway.

After you payed, you just thought what the hell, and put on the lacy pair. Oh how cute you looked!

But later, Tom did say a little something in the car.

"I cant wait to take all of that off of you."

Already in the heat of the moment, you lying on his hotel bed while he fiddles with the sides of your waist. He feels and looks for every curve in your body as he kisses and whispers to you sweet nothings.

You, being the sensitive gal you are, are letting out the tiniest gasps and moans as he memorizes the feel and warmth of your body.

His calloused hands reach further and further down, tickling your stomach. Your hands however, lay around his neck and play with his new black braids. They felt tight but smooth like silk. You liked them. You even more so wanted to tug on them the slightest but you didn't since you didn't want to hurt the man.

Tom now has his hand slipping into your panties. His fingers start to play with your slit, rubbing against you, TEASING you.

"Tom!"

You whine and pout.

"Please dont be like that!"

He only chuckles as he continues his little endeavor.

"I'm only making sure you're ready for me beautiful. And look, you're so wet I can feel my fingers slipping."

As he says that, he starts to bring his thimb to your clit. Rubbing circles while his middle and ring finger work into your hole.

Fuck, it felt so good, you just HAD to return the favor. Slowly, as you take off his baggy shirt and your own, you move your hands along his abs. They felt so good against you, like your hands were meant for him and him only. That thought only amplified in his mind as Tom felt your hands rub against his dick.

This led to him subconsciously using his hips to rub against you himself.

Everything felt so good, clothes were now on the floor leaving you both bare and in your undergarments...

It was all good.

Until he slipped off his boxers and pulled out a condom from the hotel bedside nightstand.

That is when you came into reality. There it was. Big and throbbing, waiting for you.

It scared you. As a way to comfort yourself you put your arms around your waist, only to feel your own flesh. No. Wait.

Not now. Why now? Of all times you had to cry...

Tom stops in his tracks as he sees the hot tears spill from your eyes, your face now hot and your body curling into a ball.

"Schatz? Whats wrong? What happened? Are you not ready?"

God why did be have to be so sweet? Here he is getting almost blue balled and he's concerned about you?

Sniffling, you look up at him. In truth, you were scared. Scared because your body and your mind were at war for this situation. You wanted this, you know you did. But memories on memories came flooding into your mind as you saw his cock.

"Tom. I'm so sorry. I didn't want to ruin this for you, I want this so bad but I just cant-"

"Hey, its okay. Just tell me whats wrong. Okay?"

He cuts you off, holding your face in his hands while he kisses your hot tears away from your warm face. Pulling you into a hug, he looks into your eyes and you nod. Finally agreeing to tell him the truth.

You told him everything. About your experience with someone who manipulated you into doing what they wanted when you were just a child. Even going far as family members. For years too. The thought of sex scared you because you didn't want something like that to happen again.

Not to mention you didn't find yourself attractive. You told him that you think you look like a pig. And ugly pig. That's what your family has called you. Ugly, lazy, and ungrateful.

He was appalled.

He never thought his gorgeous girlfriend would go through such things.

But he can't do much, other than to kiss you better while he hugs you the best he can. All he can do is apologize for the things that happened to such an amazing girl like you.

"I'm so sorry my love. I would be scared too if that happened to me."

He whispers. You look up at him, your tears now failing to fall as him being there for you was more than what you expected. It felt nice. It felt like a whole new emotion.

"Tom. I wanted to tell you sooner. But I was so scared. I didn't want you to think that I didn't want anything to do with all of that. But I do! I want to love you the best I can, I want us to have kids, I was us to become one entirely... I'm sorry I've made you wait so long for something as silly as this."

Tom gives you the sweetest kiss he can, hand under your jaw as he looks at you lovingly.

"You protecting yourself isn't silly baby. I promise."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

Finally, you give him one last hug and kiss.

Then, you begin to speak again.

"What would you say if I made it up to you? For stopping."

"I wouldn't say no."

A smile grows on the German man's face as yours gets lower and lower.

Ah we are finally done!! This is one of my first fics and I think I did an okay job:] I haven't made one in a few years and I wanted to make this one a bit special!! I do need to work more on my writing but I did this within an hour so.

Anyway, if you've had this experience yourself, always seek help or if not I am here always<3

Bye bye<3

[ichikopotato]

Hii!! Here’s a request.

Maybe like fluff of y/n having her period and asks Tom to comfort her by giving her hugs, cuddles, and kisses.

ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴄᴜᴛᴇ!

2009! Tom

ꜱʏɴᴏᴘꜱɪꜱ : ᵀᵒᵐ’ˢ ˢʷᵉᵉᵗ ᵍⁱʳˡᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵍᵒᵗ ʰᵉʳ ᵖᵉʳⁱᵒᵈ, ʰᵉ ʰᵉˡᵖˢ ʰᵉʳ ʳᵉˡⁱᵉᵛᵉ ʰᵉʳ ᶜʳᵃᵐᵖˢ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʰⁱˢ ᵇᵉˢᵗ

warnings: too much cuteness!

a/n: yall i got this synopsis, warnings, a/n from @onlykats, enjoy!

— IT WAS A RAINY DAY , Tom found himself busy at the studio with his band. They were all working so hard on a new album, Humanoid. They finished working at about 7PM. He was driving home, worrying about his girlfriend. She hadn’t been texting or calling him since he left.

He sped up, eager to see his girlfriend. When he arrived, he didn’t even bother to park his car properly. He noticed all the lights were off in their apartment, he unlocked the door, walking in.

He saw everything was normal, a few snacks on the kitchen counter. He went straight to their bedroom, knocking. “Schatz? Are you in here?” He opened the door, seeing you curled up into a blanket.

“Oh, meine Liebe.” He removed the blanket off your head, his heart breaking at the sight of you quietly crying. “What’s wrong? Did you need me?” “What happened?” “Are you okay?” He cupped your cheek, pouting slightly.

You sniffle. “I-im fine, baby. I just got my period” He sighed, relieved. “meine liebe, you could’ve told me earlier. I would’ve bought you all the things you needed—“ you cut him off with a kiss, reassuring him that you were fine. He moaned softly, pulling away.

“Baby, are you sure you don’t need anything?” He murmured. “M’fine, my love. I just want some cuddles” you whine softly. He chuckled, playing with his lip piercing. He removed his bandana, along with his shoes and laid down beside you.

He wrapped his arms around you, laying his chin on top of your head, kissing your forehead. “mmph.. I missed you, Ich liebe dich” he whispered.

You smile softly, burying your face into the crook of his neck. Inhaling his addictive scent, you sigh. You look up at him with doe eyes, pleading. “Schatz, kiss?” You mutter.

His heart melts at the sight, leaning down to your face to kiss you. You slowly reach up to play with his cornrows, moaning softly.

He muttered in between kisses “m’gonna take care of you until you feel better, okay?” “I love you— mm..” “im gonna buy you all the food you need, m’kay?”

You pull away, panting and flustered. You smile, whispering “Dankeschön, Tommy.”

He smirked, “Gern geschehen, Engel” as you both slowly fell asleep, with him massaging your belly.

The next day, you woke up with a new plushie, so many snacks, drinks, along with some sanitary supplies on your kitchen counter, all with a written note “I hope this is enough, there’s more to come when I get home later, meine liebe:)” from your loving boyfriend.

THIS IS SO SHORT BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOYED, LOVE YOU ALL💋

[tomscocksleeve]

Not In Love

Story is based off the song Not In love by Crystal castles + Robert Smith.

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Tom x female reader

Tw: arguing, fighting, make up sex?, angst, smut, unprotected p in v.

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You were going through your old pictures on your phone and you had seen the old memories of your old best friend. Tom kaulitz. You wanted to cry at the thought of how things went down. You didn’t end up on bad terms, life just happened and he was gone. Later you had seen a text from an unknown number. It had piqued your interest and you read it.

Unknown

Hello? This is y/n?

Well hope this is the right number

It’s Tom. I’m back.

Your heart jumped out of its chest. You couldn’t believe it. You secretly had a crush on your best friend and now he’s finally back?! You squealed and arranged a meet up as soon as soon as possible. You had gotten ready to meet up with him and you rushed to the cafe to meet him. You felt so nervous.. it had been two years. Jesus.. you thought. As you waited for 30 minutes you waited for any sign he would show up but you started getting a little upset. You had some hope though, maybe he was just a little late.

After an hour you started giving up and you were walked out upset. As you did you saw Tom with a girl kissing her.. grabbing her waist.. you were pissed. You threw your drink at him cursing. “What the actual fuck! I waited an hour just for you to be with some whore!?” The girl seemed confused and mad the girl then spoke. “What are you his girlfriend?” And you replied. “No.. but he was supposed to meet me here!” Tom looked at the girl letting her go and he grabbed onto your shoulder it hurt.. “Relax! What the fuck? I was coming there was no reason for you to call her a whore.” His eyes were cold. Maybe it was because he changed.. he had cornrows now and his eyes were more darker than ever. You felt your eyes well up with tears. All you could think about was his grip. It could leave a mark.. it hurt and you tried pushing him off before he yelled at you. “I WANTED TO VISIT A FRIEND STOP ACTING SO FUCKING POSSESSIVE. SOMETIMES I HATE THAT I MET YOU! WE ARE NOT IN LOVE!” Those words did it for you. He pushed you away and you started crying. You felt

Your throat had gotten sore and you crossed your arms holding yourself and cried walking home. It was so cold… you finally arrived to your apartment and you kicked your heels off throwing them at the wall as you cried for what felt like hours at that rejection. You deleted every photo of him off your phone.

Timeskip- 2 days later

Tom had texted you after two days..

Tom:

Hey.. look two days ago.. I was out of line. Come over?

You were hesitant. You thought about it and sighed before driving to his place like a complete idiot. Tom opened the door smiling before bringing you into a hug. You hugged him back and he kissed your cheek in a friendly way. You could tell he wanted something. And he sat you down on the couch before sighing.

“Look y/n.. I invited you over because.. I wanted to sleep with you. I like you a lot and just please..” he stopped and held your hands and you looked into his desperate eyes. You looked away thinking and you sighed. What harm would he done?? You would finally get what you wanted. You then nodded giving the okay and he smiled before kissing you gently at first. He leaned you down on the couch as his kissing pace quickend. You moaned softly in his mouth as you felt his hand cup your cheek and it felt special. As you started getting hot he touched the bottom of your shirt prepared to lift it up. He waited for you to be okay with it and you just nodded and he started taking your shirt off.. then your bra.. he grabbed your breasts massaging the nipples and then placing his mouth on them to suck them. You moaned as he did so. Your breasts were sensitive and he took notice. He had a little smile before he sucked the top of your breast and left a hicky on you.

He then took your pants off and noticed how wet you already were. He smiled and kissed your lips before he rubbed your clit through the panties seeing how sensitive you were. He then kissed your lips, jawline, down your neck, all the way down to your stomach before placing a gentle kiss on your clit. He took your panties off and he smiled kissing your inner thigh saying compliments like “you’re so perfect..” “you’re gorgeous..” “you’re so pretty..” you were so turned on by his words and he then took his erection out and he placed it at your entrance before pushing himself in and as you cried out he held your arm and smiled “you’re okay baby.. you’re doing so good..” you took all of his inches and as he quickened the pace you moaned louder and louder he was fucking you so hard that you struggled to even think or process any words. “Good girl.. you’re doing great.. we can cum together..” he said whispering as he fucked your brains out kissing you at the same time.

Once he shot his seed inside you came at the same time. Your cums mixed together and once he pulled out the cum leaked out of you. He went down to lick up every last drop being careful to not cause too much overstimulation. He then kissed your cheek.

After

Once you both were dressed he cuddled you and kissed your head. “You know.. that was the best sex.. I hope you forgive me… and maybe we could really be something one day.”

You turned to him and stood up glaring at him. The audacity.. as if you forgot how he stood you up. “Are you joking!? You ruined everything. I’m not in love.”

His eyes widened and he felt a little hurt and annoyed and he stood up and held your arms. “Please relax… I’m here now that’s what matters..” he said as he placed his forehead on yours. You pushed him away. “NO!” He was then upset and he scoffed “fine then just get out! I wanted to fix us.” You didn’t know how to respond… you were conflicted and now you felt bad and you hugged him. He hugged you back and kissed your head.

His eyes were close and yours were open and all you could think about is how you guys are not in love… it was just the comfort you both wanted in the moment… you both might never be in love ever..

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I really hope you guys enjoyed this one!! It’s wayyy longer and more dramatic I love the support and hope to write more stories

[itzmaztercom]

I need a girl to treat me like that (i'm just a softie in heart)

[lanasbabydolly]

Ok honestly tho if I'm like being dry (WORDS!!- K, mhm, ok) I'm either "upset, mad, confused, overwhelmed, overstimulated" and nobody asks me "what's wrong" :p buuttt it's fineee🫦 I can think about it!

But I can't stand people that make it about them, like if I'm upset just comfort me c.o.m.f.o.r.t see?? But sometimes I like, resist to talk about it😭 so like force me to talk😭

Anyway guys look --

:p can someone ask me if I'm ok I'm going crazy 😛

[andreaheartscats]

Tom Kaulitz x reader

it was a rather stressful week for you. But finally it was over. You decided to go for a late night walk to clear your head from everything that has been going on for the last couple of days.

As you walked you stumbled across a small park that was empty and so you took a seat on a bench to smoke a cigarette and let your mind run free.

As you sat, you pulled out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter.

You put the cigarette in between your lips and light it up as you inhale the smoke and then slowly exhaling it.

It was a warm night and it felt really comforting for some reason.

While you were all lost in your thoughts, you suddenly heard someone cleat their throat.

You jerked your head up as you snapped out of your thought and saw a rather tall man with a lip piercing. You couln't see much more of him since it was dark but he looked rather familiar...

"can i..uh, help you?"

You asked the guy after you realized you've been staring at him the whole time like some creep.

"i was wondering if i could have a light?"

The guy said with a smile on his face, his teeth were basically perfect.

"sure yea, of course."

You said as you reached into your pocket and pulled out a lighter for him.

With a little nod he took the lighter from your hand and lit his cigarette up.

"do you mind some company?"

He asked while handing you back the lighter.

"sure, i don't mind.."

You said as you scooted over a little on the bench, making some space for him. You swore you saw him somewhere before, you just couldn't put a finger on it. If only it was a bit brighter so you could see his face..

"Staring much?"

He said jokingly as he exhaled some smoke and snapped you out of your thought.

"oh! sorry, you just look really familiar.."

You said trying to make the situation less awkward and he just brushed it off, ignoring your statemant basically.

"so why are you this late?"

He asked you and tilted his head slightly as he puffed on the cigarette.

"just wanted to clean my head."

You said admitting your reasons, you felt..vulnerable ? like you could talk to this man that you had just met.

"and you?"

You asked him as you threw the cigarette on the ground and stomping on it. Not shortly after you took another one and lit it up.

"well, we kind of have the same reason, although mine is a...bit diffrent."

You were slightly confused by his answear. As you exhaled the smoke from your mouth, your eyebrows frowned in confusion.

"how so?"

He just looked at you when you asked and smiled to himself.

"it's pretty complicated"

You nodded your head at him, you didn't want to push him into admitting his reasons. I mean afterall you just met the guy.

An hour has passed you and him have been talking nonstop, you two had many things in common actually.

He was really nice and really sweet, you felt like you could talk to him about anything at this point.

You guys laughed and got into some deep talks aswell..You learnd that he had ran away from his brother for some time since they got into a fight.

You felt sorry for him but he said that he fekt much better now since he was talking to you.

He was such a flirt and you could tell.

Suddenly while you two were talking about god knows what at this point, his phone rang. You didn't wanna look but you were a tad bit nosy since you bearly knew anything about this stranger and yet here you were talking with him.

You glanced at his phone that he pulled out of his pocket and saw the name "Bill"

It reminded you of that one guy bamed Bi Kaulitz, singer from Tokio Hotel. You liked their music a lot, it honestly helped you through some tuff time.

You were once again for god knows which time, snapped out of your thoughts by him waving at you.

"hellooo?"

you shook your head and then smiled at him.

"oh, sorry i kinda got lost in my thoughts.."

The guy just chuckled at you.

"yea, i can see you do that a lot. Anyways, i will be going now. Thank you for letting me keep you some company."

the guy said as he got up from the bench and started walking away, his back turned to you.

"get home safe."

he said as he waved, not turning to face you.

suddenly it hit you, yoi never knew his name.

"Wait! whats your name?"

you basically yelled at him as you got up from the bench.

suddenly the man stopped near the street, under one of the street lights shining right on him.

he turned around to face you and your jaw almost hit the floor.

"Tom Kaulitz."

Tom said and a black car pulled up next to him, he smiled kindly at you as he got into the car and then drove off.

You just hung out with Tom Kaulitz ?! Tom. Fucking. Kaulitz. From Tokio Hotel...? And had a deep talk with him?

It all made sense now...the fight with his brother...everything he told you, his interests.

Who could have thought that you would be hanging out with Tom Kaulitz.

a/n: woow what a dramatic end, right yall.... jk. anyways i didn't really know what is happening here, i just went for it. obv it's not proofread, so i apologize for any mistakes i made lol. luv you all <3

[burntb4bydoll]

I need so bad some Tokio Hotel member with a shy reader frrr, like she being shy and they being sweet, that's some hot shit.

Im actually pretty shy myself irl🤞dont be in my comments calling this cringe either, i think its so annoying when people shit on other people for wanting shy reader fics. it literally makes no sense to me because if you dont like it then dont read it🥰

Tokio Hotel with a shy s/o headcanons (slightly NSFW)

Bill kaulitz

•he can be a little shy himself, but for the most part hes pretty extroverted

•definitely makes sure that the attention is on him instead of you. He’ll make a fool out of himself if he needs to

•thinks its so damn cute when you get all shy and flustered when he compliments you. The shy smile on your face is his favorite thing in the world

•he will totally tease you about it too. The way you hide your face in his shirt makes him smirk so hard

• “aww its okay, sweetheart. No need to get all shy.” And he says that in the most teasing voice ever while stroking your hair

•loves when you can barely look him in the eyes, he thinks the way you get so nervous just because hes looking at you is very endearing

•makes you look into his eyes while he gives you head😇 if you look away, he slaps your thigh lightly and raises his eyebrow at you until you can hold eye contact with him

Tom Kaulitz

•omg hes such a little tease about it

•he always brings up when you get flustered or embarrassed

• “whats wrong, baby? You getting all shy on me?” LIKE STFU YES I AM

•hes a big attention grabber when you go out in public due to being famous and also being a attractive guy with good fashion sense, but he tries to distract you so that you dont get uncomfortable

•points out random things and just talks about random things to make you stop thinking about all the eyes on you

•will fight anyone who makes you feel bad about being shy. It’s completely normal and okay to be shy and he won’t let anyone tell you otherwise

•you get so embarrassed cuz you get all teary and needy when he fucks you. So he makes sure you know how good you’re doing 🤭

“It’s alright, you’re doing such a good job for me baby. My pretty little slut, hm?”

Georg Listing

•lord he is THRIVING

•strong believer that he would love a shy s/o

•he finds your bashfulness extremely refreshing and adorable. I think overly confident people would kinda annoy him so he likes that you’re humble and keep to yourself

•loves to give you random compliments just to see your eyes go wide and your hands come up to cover your face

•he pulls your hands away and tilts his head at you, trying to get you to look at him

“What’s wrong, babydoll? All I did was call you pretty. It that too much for you?”

• if you get too nervous to talk to workers or order your own food, he 100% does it for you

•he will make you use your words if you want something, because he knows how embarrassed you get and he thinks its so hot.

“Come on, you know you gotta use your words if you want something. Just tell me what you want and I’ll give it to you.” So you gotta tell him when you want him to fuck you or else he’ll pretend like he doesn’t know what you want cuz hes an asshole🙄

Gustav Schäfer

•tbh he doesn’t really know how to help you at the beginning of your relationship

•he sees you getting embarrassed and just awkwardly rubs your back😭 HES CONFUSED LEAVE HIM ALONE

•but once he gets more comfortable, he knows what to do to help you feel better

•likes when you hide in his side or hide your face in his arm, it makes him feel important😇

•doesn’t even ask if you want him to order your food for you, he does it on his own. He’ll ask you what you want before its time to order so that he doesn’t have to ask you mid order

•HATES when people laugh at you for being shy. A lot of jealous fans like to make fun of you but he always makes sure to tell them off. No one talks bad about his s/o, he doesn’t care if they’re “fans” or not.

•he’ll always make sure you’re comfortable during sex, he would hate if you felt like you couldn’t tell him what you do and dont want

“Is this okay? I know you get shy, but I need to know what you want, honey. You want my fingers? Thank you for telling me, such a good girl/boy/baby.”

[tomssexdoll]

I'll be your paparazzi

PAIRINGS: Tom 2009 x Female reader

CONTENT: SMUT

SYPNOSIS: When Y/N meets Tom at a meet and greet she slips him a piece of paper, when he opens it he finds her number with a red kiss stain. Later on when Y/N gets home she suddenly gets a call...

A/N: yes thats toms signature on her chest

WARNINGS: dom!tom, sub!reader,

Tom was a famous rockstar, he was the guitarist in his band Tokio Hotel. I had been a fan for years, going to all their concerts and buying every single item they released, cds, merch, dvds, you name it, I had it.

The only thing I'd never done was meet them, they were holding a meet and greet at one of the venues nearby my house, as soon as I checked their website, since I did it 5 times a day, and saw those tickets being sold I was quick to buy one.

As I waited in line my heart raced each time I got closer to Tom, he was first, the other guys standing beside him, signing multiple different things at once. When it finally came to my turn I couldn't help but smile like an idiot, a huge grin planted on my face.

"Hi Tom!" I squealed, I held out the new album they had produced, Humanoid. He chuckled at my excitement, quickly signing the album. "Oh before I go, could you do me a favour and sign my chest?" I smirked, unbuttoning the top part of my blouse and flaunting the skin.

He raised an eyebrow, smirking, "Ah, of course," he moved the sharpie to my skin, signing my chest with a flourish, his hand lingering on my chest for a moment, "there you go, sweetheart," he said, I slid him a small note, winking at him as I walked off to Gustav.

I watched as he opened the note, a grin forming on his face as he pocketed the note, returning to sign fans items. As the meet and greet ended I walked back home, the nights breeze cool against my skin. I couldn't believe I actually had a chance with the one and only Tom Kaulitz, even if I was just a quick fuck to him I'd be happy.

I quickly slipped inside my house, locking the door behind me and taking my coat off, smirking down at my signed chest. I bit my lip in anticipation, the thought of Tom actually calling me making my heart race.

Then, my phone suddenly started to ring, buzzing in my jean pocket. I quickly grabbed my phone, struggling to get it open with my shaky hands, an unknown number was calling and I knew it had to be him, I instantly picked up, "hello?" I said innocently, "Hey, its Tom. We met at the meet and greet, I was wondering if you wanted to grab a drink sometime," his voice low and sultry.

I smirked, "oh yeah? How about you come to my place now, I have loads of drinks," I giggled, "that's the kind of invitation I cant resist, I'll be there soon, sweetheart," he chuckled lowly, a mischievous glint in his eyes.

I quickly scrambled around my house, finding the sexiest outfit I could find. I settled on a cute cherry red dress with a leather jacket and long black boots. As soon as he arrived I practically ran to the door, greeting him with a smile.

"You look amazing," he shot me a wink, reaching out and grabbing my hand, planting a soft kiss. "What a gentlemen you are, hm?" I rolled my eyes playfully and invited him in, he was wearing a black leather jacket with some dark blue jeans, his cologne intoxicating.

"Come sit, I'll make you something to drink," I smiled, guiding him to the couch, "what would you like?" I looked over my shoulder, "just a whiskey and coke baby, nothing too complicated," he huffed, getting comfortable.

I grabbed the heavy bottle of jack daniels, pouring a generous amount and topping it off with cola, I moved to the wine cabinet and poured a glass for me before sitting next to him.

"You are gorgeous," he leaned in, brushing a stray hair from my face. "O..oh.." I stumbled over my words, his presence making me nervous. "Don't be nervous baby, it's just me..I won't bite.." he smirked, placing his drink down and kissing me gently, tasting the whiskey left over on his lips.

"God, you taste amazing," I smirked, deepening the kiss, his hands exploring my body. I slowly shifted into his lap, feeling his hands snake down to my ass, giving it a soft squeeze.

He forced his tongue in my mouth, grinding his hard cock against me, "god..you're driving me crazy.." he muttered, reaching up and tangling his fingers in my hair as he dominated the kiss. He broke away for a moment, panting heavily as he gazed into my eyes, "take everything off...I need you liebe.." he grunted, his voice rough with desire.

I instantly obeyed, taking my jacket off and teasingly slipping my dress straps slowly, watching as his hunger grew at the sight of my bare skin, the signature still on my chest above my boob.

I slid the dress off, leaving me in my lacey black bra and matching black thong, "fuck..you really wanted to impress me huh?" he chuckled, laying back and taking in all of my features.

"You're more beautiful than I imagined.." his breath hitched as he caressed my skin, his touch sending a jolt of electricity through my body. I reached behind me and cliped my bra off, my tits spilling out.

"Oh fuck.." I felt his erect cock press into my thigh, he reached out to touch me, his fingers gently caressing my nipples as he leans in to take a nipple into his mouth, sucking and biting softly. I rolled my eyes back, the sensation of his tongue swirling around my sensitive buds addicting, my hands wrapped around his head, tugging at his braids.

"You like that, baby?" he smirked, I nodded slowly, throwing my head back as he grazed his teeth over my nipple. "How about you get on your knees and suck my cock, hm?" he whispered, his breath hot against my neck.

My eyes widened at his request, I'd never done that, the only experience I had was one guy fucking me, this was so embarassing..Being with a rockstar who was beyond experienced, yet having barely any experience myself.

"Uh...Tom.." I looked back at him, "hm? Having doubts?" he chuckled, caressing my ass, "no...it's just, I've never sucked cock before..." I bit my lip, waiting for him to make fun of me, but his eyes just softened, "oh..it's ok schatzi, I'll teach you," he said gently, "just get on your knees and I'll guide you," he instructed.

I nodded, sliding off his lap and onto the floor on my knees, I sat in between his thighs, looking up at him for guidance. "Okay, now take my pants off for me baby," he smiled gently. I unbuckled his belt, placing it to the side before sliding his jeans down, his cock straining against his grey boxers.

"Keep going.." he muttered, I sighed and slid his boxers down, his cock sprang out and slapped against his abdomen, my eyes widened at his size, how the fuck was I going to fit that in my mouth?

He chuckles and took my hand, guiding it to his cock, showing me how to stroke it, "now wrap your lips around the tip.." he groaned, pushing my head down. I hesitated but obliged, wrapping my lips around the head of his cock, softly sucking, "ohhh baby.." he moaned lowly, murmuring words of encouragement and praise as I lowered my head onto his cock, "good girl..just like that," he groaned, his fingers tangling in my hair once again.

He helps guide me as I take him deeper, showing me how to bob my head and use my hand to stroke the parts of his cock that didn't fit in my mouth. "Can you do it on your own now baby?" he mumbled, "yeah..I think so.." I muttered, trying to speak despite my mouth full of cock.

"Go ahead.." he smirked, watching as I lowered my head on his cock again, flattening my tongue on his cock, feeling the buldging veins. He lets out a low groan of pleasure as he watches me suck his cock, feeling my mouth move against him, he runs his fingers over my cheek, a signal for me to keep going.

I swirled my tongue around his tip everything I came up, his grip tightening every time on my hair, "mmm.." he moaned, his balls tightening. Without warning Tom suddenly pushed my head down deeper onto his cock, filling my mouth completely as he begins to fuck my face in earnest. He thrusts in and out of my mouth, holding onto the back of my head as he takes his pleasure from me.

"You like that, don't you schlampe..." he growled, continuing to fuck my mouth as he watches me writhe and squirm beneath him, clearly enjoying the power he holds over me.

I nodded, humming in response, saliva building around my mouth. He pushes his cock even deeper until he's almost to the point of making me gag, "mmmh! Can't take anymore!" I whined, holding onto his thigh.

"Shut up...take it.." he grunted, his grip on the back fo my head tightening as he thrusts harder into my mouth, a deep growl rumbling in his chest as he fucks my face mercilessly, pulling at my hair.

"Gonna cum!" he yelped, slamming his cock into my throat, his balls slapping against my chin, beads of saliva dripping down my chin. "Ohhh fuck!" he gasped, shooting a load into my mouth, letting it seep down my throat.

He smirked, pulling his dick from my mouth, watching as a bit of his cum drips from my lips down to my chin, "swallow it all, now," he commanded, a satified sigh came out of his mouth as he saw my throat bob up and down.

"I'm not done with you.." he growled, flipping me onto my stomach and yanking my pants down, along with my panties, around my ankles. I arched my back, flaunting my wet pussy to him.

"Oh fuck..wet already?" he chuckled, his fingers dug into my hips as he spreads my legs wider, his eyes locked on my dripping cunt. "I'll destroy this pussy before you know it..." I felt the couch dip behind me as he aligned his tip at my entrance, slowly pushing every inch in.

"Tom!" I gasped, his thick cock stretching me out, "take it...take it all.." he grunted, grabbing hold of my hips and thrusting into me harshly, his hips slamming against my ass over and over as he fucks me with wild abandon.

Hr grunted, his cock throbbing inside of me as he fucks me hard and faster, his tip stabbing into my g spot and sending shockwaves throughout my entire body. "Ohhh fuck!" I gasped, desperatly gripping onto the couch

He chuckled, raising his hand and smacking my ass roughly, "you like that don't you? Being fucked rough and hard like this.." he whispered in my ear, pounding his cock into my needy cunt.

"Mm, yes I love it!" I cried out, rolling my eyes back as the pleasure rose, his thrusts becoming erratic as he gets lost in the moment, completely drunk off of my pussy, "fuck, you're so fucking good.." he growled, enjoying the way I reponded to his rough treatment.

I felt tension begin to form in my stomach, signalling my impending release, his fingers dug deep into my hips, leaving bruises behind. "You're gonna cum on this fucking cock..." he groaned, moving his hand down to my breast, fiddling with my nipples with his fingers, rubbing them in between his thumb and index finger.

"Ohhh fuck!" I whined, feeling myself get closer and closer, his thrusts never faltering, only getting harder. His hips slapping against my ass with a loud smack, his other hand reaching down to my clit as he starts to furiously rub rough circles on it.

"Cum baby..let go for me.." he growled, his fingers moving in quick tight circles, bringing me closer to my orgasm. "Fuck!" I squealed, my walls clenching around his cock, he started to rub my clit faster, savouring the feeling of my cunt tightly wrapped around his shaft.

With one last hard thrust I came, my orgasm coming in shock waves as my juices spilled down his cock, "shit!" he quickly pulled out, spilling his cum onto my ass, watching it in awe.

"Fuck..." I panted, Tom grabbed a tissue and wiped us both down, laying behind me as I collapsed on the couch, he gently caressed my curves, looking down at me, "I think I should bring you on our tours, I can't get enough of you," he chuckled, leaning down and kissing me softly.

tags: @itsmealaiah @itsmealaiah @kaulitzsbabyy

tags: @ballhair @kaulitzswhxre @cosmicck

tags: @bkaulitzlover @ge-billsgf @tomsonlyslut

tags: @20doozers @ella1289 @miyukafujii

[shinyrhinestones]

Can you do insecure!reader with Tom? Like she could be insecure about her body like just anything in general, and she cries because of it? (Like I understand if you don’t want to write just ignore <3)

Sureee 🤗

I wrote this quickly, so there’s probably mistakes /:

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Pairing: Tom Kaulitz X Fem!Reader.

Warnings; insecurity, crying & sadness.

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You stand infront of your mirror, starting to make faces at the way you looked. You had tried on an outfit for the next day but when you looked in the mirror and had checked yourself out, you started to frown at how it looked. Your body.

It’s common to be insecure, sadly. You know you shouldn’t think badly about yourself because all those expectations and body ideals don’t match reality. But it’s still hard to ignore. Especially when it’s promoted everywhere and to be reminded that you don’t meet the standards.

Tom caught you in it. You’ve never mentioned any insecurities to Tom. It felt too personal to have someone hear such things. It wasn’t always easy to open up to people. Tom walked into your room, and was about to flop onto your bed right when he caught the look in your eyes. He could see you weren’t satisfied. “What’s wrong?” His voice wasn’t loud. You could hear he was trying to be careful.

Sometimes Tom can be a little inconsiderate. He doesn’t always think before he speaks. But he tries to better it, especially after a few fights.

You sighed. “Nothing.”

Tom’s little smile fades aswell. “What?” You shrugged and turned around to change into something else. Tom is silent for a few seconds. He’s not sure how to behave when he doesn’t know exactly what’s wrong. He can see and sense that something is wrong.

You sat down on your bed after changing and look at him as nonchalant as you could. He sat down next to you. “Is something wrong?” He questions. He sneaks a hand around your back, searching for discomfort in your face. But it doesn’t come from his touch. You stay quiet. How were you supposed to tell him? Instead you get emotional and tears slip from your eyes. Tom’s eyes widen slightly and he hugs you fully now. “What is it?” He asks a few seconds after you had hidden your face in his shirt. “I look horrible.” You mumble through your sobs. “What?” This time he doesn’t sound curious or confused, but shocked. “My body isn’t pretty.” You mutter softly. Tears wet your cheeks and his t-shirt, and you aplogize for making it gross. But Tom doesn’t care about that. He looks into your eyes like he was trying to read your mind. “Why are you saying that?” His eyebrows are furrowed. You look into his brown eyes trying to find out what he feels. “You’re beautiful. Who made you think that?” He pulls you into his embrace again. You hug him back. All the insecurities start to wash away as his words replay in your mind and a faint kiss touches your head.

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Honestly I hate this so much. I feel like Tom would never act like this but what do I know 🤷‍♀️

Love yourselves bbys 💖💖

[xxzlushiez]

Guys wtf is a community label.. I got it on my Georg request fic💀

[starrykirsche]

Tokio Hotel Cuddling Headcanons!!

Bill Kaulitz

Big spoon or Little spoon depending upon his mood

Has super cold hands and warms them under your shirt the whole time

Smells you (Not in a weird way, he just thinks you smell really good)

Mumbles things while running his fingernails gently over your skin

Wraps his legs around you so that you don’t leave him

Plays with your hair

Wraps the two of you in so many blankets

Tom Kaulitz

Big spoon, not up for debate

Kisses the back of your neck, or nibbles on your ear playfully

Would rather hold you with your face against his chest, but he’ll take what he can get

Gets turned on by cuddling with you, but lowkey blue balls himself so that he doesn’t disturb you

Once he gets comfortable, he’s basically just a big teddy bear

Whispers dirty things into your ear and then giggles like a girl

Gets really fidgety and starts just touching you (i.e. squishing your cheeks, rubbing your arms, squeezing your shoulders)

If you fall asleep in his arms, he’ll give you a hickie on the back of your neck

Georg Listing

Big spoon, but will be Little spoon as a little treat to you

Though, if he’s Little spoon, he’ll laugh for a bit too long

Gives you little loving squeezes with his arms every once in a while

Loves laying down to watch TV and have you lay your head on his chest and lay by his side

Forehead kisses

Is sure to brush your hair out of your face at any chance he gets

Is fairly quiet, but will occasionally strike up small conversations, compliment you, etc.

Hand holding is a must for him when cuddling

Has no problem staying up with you, but when you fall asleep he passes out hard

Gustav Shäfer

Big spoon or Little spoon! He doesn’t care!

Is constantly wanting to cuddle but is too nervous to ask

Looks forward to any chance the two of you get to cuddle

Bear hugs

Makes happy little noises against your skin

Peppers kisses all over you

Massages your scalp

He just wants to make sure you enjoy the two of you cuddling as much as he does, really

If you get up to do something while the two of you are cuddling, he’ll start profusely apologizing and asking if you’re okay, because he thinks he did something wrong

Passes out and snores the whole rest of the time (but it’s kinda cute)

deine, kirsche. ✮

[tvmkavlitzbby]

"All for me"

TW: nsfw, AFAB reader, she/her pronouns, switch reader, switch Bill p in v, unprotected sex, blowjob, rough sex, breeding kink, dirty talk, hickeys, alcohol, aftercare, reader is in the band

Word count: 1.4k

synopsis: You and Bill had always been best friends, the fear of ruining your relationship always making you deny your feelings for each other, but seeing him dance with a girl at a party made you want to get him jealous.

You and Bill had been best friends since forever, you two meet at kindergarten and since then you've been inseparable.

You were there every time he argued with his brother, You were there when he participated in the music show and comforted him when he didn't win, you were there when he asked you to join "Black Question Mark", which then became "Devilish" to finally become "Tokio Hotel", he was firm on his decision, telling you how important you were in the band and how it wasn’t complete without your singing.

You two had always been a crucial part of each other's life, and you couldn't imagine being apart.

And maybe that's what caused you two to completely shut down every little romantic feeling you had for the other, afraid it would put at risk your relationship.

Tonight you had a big party after the concert, it was the last date of your tour and a lot of people were invited, mostly friends and some lucky fans, the place was surely overcrowded with drunk people who danced all over each other, and it wasn't any different for you, you didn't even remember how many drinks you had, and you were just happily dancing with Georg until your eyes laid on Bill, who was now dancing with a girl who was throwing herself all over him.

As much as you wanted to shake away the feeling, you couldn't help but feel a wave of anger and jealousy wash all over you as you saw his hands on her hips.

"Georg, come here!" you shouted over the music, pulling the boy close to you, putting your hands on his chest and continuing dancing, ignoring his confused look that then became a playful one as he noticed who you were looking at.

"Trying to get him jealous y/n?" he asked, pointing to Bill.

"No! Why would I?" you asked with a bit of uncertainty, not resisting the urge to look at Bill, who was now looking at you two.

"Yeah, yeah, sure, whatever you say" Georg responded while he kept dancing with you.

Just some seconds had passed until you felt someone grab you by your shoulder and pulling you away, recognizing Bill.

"Y/n we have to go, someone wants to… uhm... talk to us… yeah" 

I ignored the way Georg lifted his eyebrow, nodding at Bill.

"Guess you have to go then, have fun and use protection" Georg screamed, to which I responded with a middle finger while being dragged away by my wrist by Bill.

"Bill, where are we going? Who wants to talk to-"

You stopped talking as you felt lips on yours as soon as you two got out from the building, widening your eyes as you realized that Bill was kissing you.

You couldn't really process what was happening, but you felt the need to kiss him too, so after the initial shock, you started to kiss him, convincing yourself to blame it on the alcohol.

The kiss soon became heated, Bill placed his hands on your waist, and you put yours between his spiky hair, while your tongues danced together.

When Bill detached from the kiss, he started to kiss your neck slowly, pressing his body against yours.

"Fuck… y/n..." he whispered

"Bill, we're in public..." you whispered, head thrown to the side to let him kiss you.

You heard him sigh and grab your wrist again, dragging you to his car.

Once you two were in he reclined the passenger seat, positioning himself in it and patted his thigh gently.

As soon as you climbed on top of him, you felt his lips on your neck, kissing it and biting it, leaving marks behind.

It was a strange sensation being on his lap like this, you've always been best friends, and you never thought something like this would happen, but now the desire was too strong to stop.

"You were trying to make me jealous with Georg, uh?" he whispered in your ear.

What a nerve you thought.

"Me? You had that girl all over you" you then a hand through his hair, tugging them a bit to make him look at you.

You kissed him passionately, your intentions to keep your relationship as friends long forgotten, because deep down you knew that that's what you always wanted, to know what his lips felt like, to have him all for yourself.

You felt his hand travel to your back, unzipping your dress, that he impatiently slipped down and removed completely, leaving you in only your underwear.

"Look at you... not even wearing a bra" he whispered, lips pressing on your left breast while he cupped the right one with his hand, massaging it slightly.

You soon grew tired of the teasing, needing more from him, so you slipped from his grasp, crawling in the space in front of the seat, between his legs, and started to undo his belt.

Once the pants and the boxer were off, you grabbed his cock with your hand to then give kitten lips to the tip, watching how Bill closed his eyes to savor the moment.

"Look at me, bill" you said firmly, waiting for him to open his eyes to continue.

Once he did, you took his length in your mouth, slowly bobbing your head on it, helping yourself with your hand to the part you couldn't reach and tracing the veins with your tongue, never breaking eye contact.

"Fuck..." he moaned slightly, his whispers making you fasten your pace.

"I want to fuck you, y/n, right now... please..." he whispered, almost as a plea, how could you not give it to him when he sounded so damn desperate?

He took off his shirt, and you positioned yourself back on his lap, after taking off your panties, you then positioned his cock to your entrance and slowly lowered yourself on it, both of you moaning loudly.

"Fuck Billy, you're so big..." you leaned closer to his ear, biting it slightly while you started to move on top of him.

You began to ride him slowly to tease him, ignoring his pleas to go faster, to give him more.

The last thing you expected was for Bill to grab your hips firmly, and starting to pound in you fiercely, making you grip his shoulders for support.

"I'm tired of your teasing" he said with his teeth closed, listening to you moaning his name.

"Bill, fuck... right there!" you almost screamed as he hit your cervix, your nails scratching his back.

You didn't know if someone could see you, but you didn't care, too lost in the feeling, too lost in his touch.

You felt your orgasm close, clenching around him, which made him moan and place a finger on your clit, massaging it.

"Are you going to cum for me, baby? Cum on your best friends' dick?" he continued to push in you, without slowing the pace, you nodded and managed to talk between your moans.

"Yes, yes I'm going to cum on your-oh fuck" but you couldn't finish the phrase because a wave of pleasure washed all over your body, making you cum and tremble.

It wasn’t long before Bill also came in you with a long moan, while you tried to come back from your orgasm.

"Y/n, are you ok?" you heard, his hand brushing your hair out of your face softly, as you nodded tiredly.

"Yes... fuck Billy..." you wrapped your arms around him, hugging him close to you and placing your head on his shoulder.

"That was... amazing" he replied, leaving a sweet kiss on your head.

"Let's go home, shall we?"

You just nodded at his question and let him help you to clean up and dress back up, just enough to get home.

Once you were home, he brought you inside and you two decided to take a bath together.

"Wait here, I'll get everything ready" after that he disappeared in the bathroom, returning a while later, taking your hand and leading you to the bathroom in which you stripped and got in the bathtub with him, placing yourself between his legs, chest to back.

A comfortable silence fell between you two as you enjoyed the warm water and each other touch.

It was interrupted a while later, when Bill whispered in your ear.

"Be mine y/n, please" you couldn't help but smile, turning to face him and placing your hands on his cheeks.

"I'm already yours Bill, I've always had"

[the-dumpster-fire-of-life]

Tokio Hotel Masterlist

This is my new masterlist for my new obsession!

Tom Kaulitz

Dating Tom Kaulitz Headcannons

Number One Girl

Not That Bad

Give Them a Headline

Tom Kaulitz x Thick Reader

Tom Kaulitz x Celeb Crush Reader

Tom Kaulitz Kissing Headcannons

Tom Kaulitz x Blunt Reader

Tom's Pet Rivalry

Reader Who Bites to Show Affection

Lazy Morning With Tom Kaulitz

Tom's Bestfriend

Tom Kaulitz x Sick Reader

Tom Kaulitz Argument Headcannons

Teen Parent Headcannons

Let The Lord Hold Your Tits

Enemies to Lovers HC's with Tom Kaulitz

Caught On The Bus

Tom Kaulitz x Goth!Reader

Tom's Best Friend Having a Crush On Bill

Tom Kaulitz x Insecure Reader

How He Talks About You in Interviews

Love at First Sight

Platonic Affection

Another Kaulitz Kid

Room for Two

Media Sucks

Tour Shenanigans

Co-Parenting with Tom Kaulitz

Pull Up Your Goddamn Pants, You Loser

Reader with a Russian Accent

Big Chested Reader

Ass Cheek Grabber

Reader With A Big Ass

Telling Tom Kaulitz You're Pregnant

Tom Kaulitz Seeing Your New Movie

Chaotic and Shameless Reader

Bill Kaulitz

Hair Dye Extravaganza

Designer Reader

Dating Bill Kaulitz Headcannons

It's Complicated

Bill Kaulitz x Thick Reader

Bill Kissing Headcannons

A Song For Bill

Bill Kaulitz Comfort Headcannons

Reader Getting Angry At Paparazzi

Bill Kaulitz x Embarrassed Reader

Bill Kaulitz x Motherly Reader

Hey Emo Boy

Bill Kaulitz x Mom Reader

Bill Kaulitz x Fem!Masc!Reader

Bill Kaulitz x Reader Who Is Proud To Date Him

Soon-To-Be Uncle Bill

Reader Who Bites to Show Affection

Snowed In

Approved By Your Sister

Bill Kaulitz Argument Headcannons

Bill Kaulitz as a Girl Dad

Matching With Bill Kaulitz

Bill and Reader as God-Parents

An Apology Wont Cut It

Bill Kaulitz Engagement Headcannons

Four Years Waited For

Sharing With Bill Kaulitz

Bill Kaulitz x Short!Reader

Bill Kaulitz x In-Love Reader

Bill Kaulitz x Reader With a Heart-Conditon

Bill Kaulitz x Celeb-Crush Reader

How He Talks About You in Interviews

Childhood Friends to Lovers

Bill Kaulitz x ADHD!Reader

Platonic Affection

Another Kaulitz Kid

Bill Kaulitz x SuperModel!Reader

Room for Two

Media Sucks

Bill Kaulitz x Exhausted!Reader

Tour Shenanigans

Meeting Your Brother's

Bill Kaulitz x Opposite!Reader

Bill Kaulitz x Jealous!Reader

Reader with Lorelai Gilmore's Personality

Reader with a Russian Accent

Reader With Commitment Issues

Ass Cheek Grabber

What The Fuck Are We?

Bill Kaulitz x BigChested!Reader

Reader With A Big Ass

Kisses In The Makeup Chair

Chaotic and Shameless Reader

Georg Listing

Platonic Affection

Room for Two

Media Sucks

Tour Shenanigans

Chaotic and Shameless Reader

Gustav Schäfer

Platonic Affection

Room for two

Media Sucks

Gustav Schäfer Fluff Headcannons

Tour Shenanigans

[mysticficti0n]

hiyaaa I love the Colby fic and I was wondering if you could do a short one of like y/n gong through a break up but she doesn't tell him or sam (and could Kat be in it- they're all roomates sorta thing) and she doesn't rlly come out her room and they get worried until Colby goes up and she breaks and he comforts her- like fluffy stuff plz

omg yes this sounds so cutie so ofcc!!! I don't know if its great as I'm very tired but I hope you guys enjoy, It feels good to be writing for someone new but I do still love Tokio Hotel !! I did a very quick proof read but if I missed anything sorry !!

Broken Heart

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warnings- ColbyBrockxFem/Reader, swearing, fluff, comfort, best friends, care, reader is cheated on

words- 1.7k

Y/n's POV

"I don't understand why you're so angry Y/n?" Justin looked to me, my eyes narrowed "she was just a fri-"

"Shut the fuck up! you keep saying she was a friend but friends don't fuck each other" I screamed- it was killing me, my boyfriend of 6 years cheating on me with his 'friend', his friend who is his phone had hearts next to her name, every message had a 'xxx' at the end, winky faces and peaches shared until one day...today, I go to his apartment 5 minuets from mine to see him in bed, his hands laying on the red-heads hips

"I-it's just a miss understanding Y/n please!" he begged but I couldn't forgive him- not for this "look let me apologise and we can re-start"

"yeah after 6 whole years? good idea Justin let me just forget everything huh?" I yelled, his eyes dropped he knew I wasn't going to take it "just leave"

"no- Y/n I can make it up to you" he pleaded again and again, hands reaching for mine but I pulled away, backing from him

"get the fuck out of my house Justin" my voice was low "go through the fucking door and don't come back- get out" I watched him give me one more look and he left, leaving me with the haunting memories of him with someone else, those 6 years down the drain. The pain settled in quicker then expected, my chest heaved up and down as I sobbed into my pillow as I stared into the images of me and him dotted around my room, the light from the day slowly faded leaving me in darkness, only figures in my room kept me company, my face ached, my whole body did, especially my head so I decided to sleep, sleep would keep me safe, sleep was quiet, sleep was calm.

Kat's POV

Me, Sam and Colby walked into the house, it was silent, no music or tv playing which was unusual if Y/n and Justin were in "think they went out or something I mean its 9- might be like their date night?" Sam spoke putting his keys onto the kitchen island

"Maybe... I'll check up stairs" I smiled quickly leaving the two to find Y/n, I got to her door and pushed it open to see her room pitch black, not any of her candles lit, or lamp on "Y/n?" I whispered and a body shifted under the covers "Y/n, you okay?" I spoke coming in a little more to her room

"fine, just tired" she hummed turning over facing away from me in the doorway

"oh okay- where's Justin?" I asked, most days he's in the house, I mean he was meant to move in with us in a few weeks

"I dunno" she answered in a yawn, I oh'ed, the mood didn't feel right but I decided to leave her in peace, I closed the door and made my way into mine and Sam's room, he was sat on the bed flicking through his phone until he saw me walk in

"she okay?" he asked

"think so- said she is and she's tired" he nodded looking back to his phone "Justin isn't here though" his gaze flicked back up to which I just nodded

"he basically lives here, why wouldn't he be here? and its a Saturday night and ever since they got together he was here every weekend" I shrugged climbing in bed next to the blonde, resting my head on him

"who knows"

The night went by, and the three of us were up in the kitchen, the clock read '12:48pm' and Y/n was still In her room, still in silence, I told Colby what I had told Sam and he seemed just as confused, we decided to order some dinner, just something small and ordered Y/n some too, I was sure something had happened but... maybe I was thinking to much into it

"foods here" Sam spoke bring it in, Colby was half way up the stairs as he said he was going to go get his hoodie from his room "Colby grab Y/n" the other called getting a thumbs up by him

Colby's POV

I jumped up the rest of the stairs going to Y/n's room first, it was weird for her not to be up, she's always awake before me at least but the house was just missing her, I knocked twice before hearing a voice murmur a small 'come in' I pushed it open and saw her body curled in her coves, curtains pulled shut, and tissues thrown onto the floor "hey- you okay?" I asked coming over to the side of the bed where it was empty. Her eyes flickered open and looked up to me

"yeah- think I'm getting Ill" she hummed, sitting herself up, I looked to her face and saw her nose was red and eyes glossy "just a cold"

"hm yeah- we've got dinner down stairs, got you a burger and fries" I spoke as I watched her, she nodded pulling her sheets away and crawling out the side she walked past me and straight to the stairs, I followed forgetting my hoodie and just went to her side, I could see her clearly now, mascara around her eyes along with dark circles, her hair wet on one side, the usual dark lipstick she wore, smudged against her cheek

"hey Y/n" Kat smiled passing her a bag of food "feeling better?"

"no don't feel it- thanks for the food but I think I'll eat up stairs- don't wanna make you guys sick" she spoke, her voice sounding gravelly and tired

"Y/n we don't care, come sit on the couch with us- we can watch a film or something- we have yours and Justins favourite, Tita-" Sam went to continue until the girl beside me face dropped

"I don't wanna sit down here" was the last thing she snapped before hurrying away and her door slammed, I looked to the others who just stood stunned...

the week carried on, time passing by as it does and still no sight of Y/n, I was getting worried she's never like this, I sat alone down stairs as Kat and Sam had gone out somewhere and the only thing that went through my mind was her, I couldn't help the fact I was thinking of her, Y/n's never in her room if someones in the house or if she is in her room- someones with her

but why is she acting off- everything was so different, I couldn't help but be nosey, it was all in good intention of course, thats what I kept telling myself as I stood ear to the door of her room just listening; her voice mumbled incoherent words, small little cries leaving her every so often, my body relaxed a little to much and I ended up falling against the door "Colby?" her voice called 'fuck' I cursed to myself before pushing her door open again "were you fucking listening through my door?" her tone was angry, a cry halting in her throat

"Look I'm sorry but I'm worried about you" I said, I didn't want to keep it from her, I was worried, scared even "you didn't even eat your food" I spoke looking to the bag still sat scrunched on her desk "what happened?"

"I'm fine Colby okay? For days people keep fucking asking me if I'm okay and I fucking am" she ragged the sheet over her "just get the fuck out"

"Y/n you're not fucking fine- I've known you long enough to know this isn't how you act all the time" I didn't mean for my voice to raise at her but I was annoyed but not with her, she was going through something and didn't want to admit it "what happened" I said, my voice stern. The covers flipped from her body, her eyes welled with tears, face wet

"He fucking cheated on me- There better? you know now, my boyfriend of 6 years cheated on me because I'm not good enough for him and I can't think straight, I feel sick all the goddamn time and all I have every hour is 'you okay Y/n?' No I'm fucking not" her voice broke, the sobs that once heaved in her chest being released

"I'm sorry" I spoke, coming next to her bed, she looked up to me and her face snapped, pearls of tears slipping down her cheeks

"Why wasn't I good enough, Colbs?" she whispered, her voice choked with sorrow, her head buried in her hands. I couldn't bear to see her in such pain. Without thinking, my arms enveloped her fragile frame, pulling her close to my chest as I settled on the edge of her mattress.

"You're more than good enough, Y/n – I promise you that," I reassured her, my voice a soothing balm against the storm of emotions raging within her. Y/n's face found refuge in the curve of my neck, and I could feel the warmth of her tears seeping into my skin. It broke my heart to witness her suffering. "Did he do anything to hurt you?" I asked gently, my concern deepening as I held her tighter. She shook her head, her breath hitching between sobs.

"He... he just said she was a friend, but then I walked in on them having sex at his apartment," she confessed, the pain evident in every word. My fingers traced gentle patterns along her back, offering what little comfort I could. "I just don't understand why," she continued, her eyes red and swollen from the tears. I nodded, listening intently as she poured her heart out.

"He's just stupid, Y/n. You're nothing but perfect," I whispered, my hand tenderly cupping her jaw, guiding her to look into my eyes. "He's the one who's made the biggest mistake of his life by letting someone as amazing as you slip away."

She nodded, her tear-stained eyes reflecting a mix of vulnerability and gratitude. In that moment, as I held her close, I vowed to be her pillar of support – a reminder that despite the pain, she was deserving of love and happiness. Together, we would navigate through the shadows, and I would do everything in my power to mend the shattered pieces of her heart.

"thanks Colby" Y/n smiled, hugging herself back into my chest