#trans masc top dysphoria

[brokenfoxproductions]

Top dysphoria?

Nah, fam. You mean....

Anxie-titties

[vividrogue]

Vent piece because I'm having a rough time getting top surgery.

[basil-under-a-blanket]

Quick transmasc lifehack to do after getting out of the shower

[i-may-be-an-emu]

🎶I waaaaaaaaant topppp sur-gery🎶

[sapphire-heart-tippy]

This oc I saw in my dream once... has actually helped me out a lot when it comes to gender dysphoria. Thank you, Bel...

in case you can't read my handwriting under the cut

Beleza speaking to Tippy: I...I completely understand...

It hurts... like your heart is being squeezed by a vice.

You feel like you're drowning. You're breaking apart.

Suffocating under the weight of that feeling you'll NEVER be the guy you want to be.

I want you to know that I see you as who you REALLY ARE!!!

[gayfandomnerd225]

Dysphoria’s a bitch

[transenbyconfessions]

I‘m transneutral-transmasc but I don’t want a complete mastec, I think

I think I’d be happy if I was down to B cups because then I could bind or show cleavage as I please

Idk if a breast reduction would be covered under the legalities of being trans though or if I had to go through pretending I’m a ciswoman

Submitted June 14, 2023

[iconsumethesoulsofthedamned]

Hey humans and others my like dysphoria is KILLING me right now so if anyone has any like encouragement for a trans masc who wants to crawl out of his skin and die it would be appreciated

[aceysun]

today, after 4 months of trying, i finally got a referral to the (only) gender clinic in sweden

that means i am now on the approximately two year wait list to the one year long process of getting a gender dysphoria diagnosis, to then be put in line for hormones and surgery

and going private is not even an option when it comes to hormones, as its not legal, and private top surgery costs between 40 000-60 000 kr (4 000-6 000 usd) IF you can find a surgeon who will preform one without a gender dysphoria diagnosis

these next few years are going to be such a turbulent time in my life

but at least it is legal. at least my parents wont face legal consequences for supporting me. at least the binary trans folk here can get the correct legal gender, even if it takes seven years for most people to get there.

i pray the world gets kinder to the trans people who come after me

[pi-mawrth]

Got burn out?

Got dysphoria?

No spoons?

Watch top gear!

[brain-isnt-braining]

Do any of my fellow transmascs also sometimes think breast cancer could be cool cause then top surgery would have to be covered by the public healthcare fund??

[transgendertempeh]

I love my queer family and I love drag for bringing us together to celebrate ourselves and each other. I love Landon Cider for bringing me afab friends going though things most people don't understand. I love myself for being brave and showing up alone, not knowing anyone. I love to be Charlie and to be "a perfect androgynous question mark and don't you ever ever forget that." I love to see other nonbinary people, and admire how they present. I love other people understanding my dysphoria, and I love receiving hype for taking off my jacket. I love the trauma conversations that happen so quickly. I love the hugs and affection. I love shouting "you can have mine, I don't want them anymore" across the dance floor. I love the kings and queens of the night for fucking gender loudly and proudly. I love the support for one another because we need it. Queers, take up space and show up in your space.

[ftm-radio]

lmao I just woke up from a dream where my mom helped me with DIY top surgery and it went very well and it was nice except now I woke up and I did not have top surgery and I am incredibly sad hahahahhahahahhaa 🥺😭

[cockroachmotherfucker10]

I think one of the cruelest things my mom ever said to me was “well- you know if you lost weight your chest would get smaller!” when I opened up to her about my chest dysphoria. That phrase has been incredibly dysphoric and incredibly triggering over the last year or so.

So some positivity for transmasc people- if you have a big chest you are still just as masc! You do not need to alter or change your body in any way to be more masc. You can if you want to, but you do not have to to be masculine.

[thebookewyrme]

So, finally got my first binder, and got the right size! And…it’s ok I guess? It’s a gc2b racerback style (I liked the thinner bands) and it’s comfortable enough. But it doesn’t give much support, not enough compression, and I’m having trouble with gapping at the armpits. It’s also too short, I had to pull my boobs way up to get them to stop sticking out the bottom, which just gives me cleavage. Which. Is the opposite of what I’m going for! 😅

It will help with my profile in button up shirts though, so that’s something. And my friend @ineptshieldmaid was having the same issues with gc2b and they found another brand that fixed that issue. So, I shall try again!

But this is just furthering my desperation to get top surgery ASAP. I’m not sure why I’m suddenly so much more dysphoric about my chest than before, it was always bottom that was more important to me before. But since I’ve come out I’m just like…ready to claw my boobs off with my own two hands. Get. Them. Off. NOW. Maybe because they’re the biggest thing standing in my way between me and my gender presentation goals right now.

[gayfandomnerd225]

I work in retail, and I often get misgendered as a girl. I was expecting to get misgendered, just, misgendered as a boy. After all, over 2 and a half years on hormones, top surgery, and I sing as a bass in choir, I would think I would pass better as a boy. I would rather pass as a boy. How long will it take until I no longer look like a girl to people? What do I have to change until I’m no longer a girl? What is it that makes people think I’m a girl? I hate it. I hate it. I hate this. I thought this shit was over with. I thought I was done with the body crushing dysphoria and girl- misgendering but I’m not. And I’m scared and angry at the thought that I never will be done with it. That it’s just a part of me