It's Prime Time Chap. 2
here's chapter two y'all!! i hope you enjoy it
this was originally posted on ao3
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Chapter Two of It's Prime Time (Last Part)
Pairings: Optimus Prime & Reader (Platonic), Smokescreen & Reader (Platonic)
Summary: Optimus wishes to take you somewhere because he wants to spend quality time with you, fun ensues.
Word Count: 5,072
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The alarm you set blares loudly in your room, waking you up, and a groan rumbles in your chest as you struggle to turn it off. You force yourself out of bed because if you lay there any longer, you would be out. Sleeping in was not on the agenda today, and spending the day with Optimus was. The thought brings a tired smile to your face and only further motivates you to get ready. Checking your phone for any messages, but there's nothing from Optimus, yet.
You had a while before he'd be coming to pick you up, so you could at least make a small breakfast. Or just eat cereal.
Today was going to be a good day, you affirmed with a nod. Nothing was going to ruin your mood.
It's 9:28 when you get out of the shower and find yourself staring at your closet, contemplating what you should wear. You didn't want to wear too much so maybe jeans and a graphic tee? Or perhaps a flannel and baggy pants? You huff, not able to make up your mind.
Rechecking the time, you quickly decide to just throw on something comfortable. You quickly put on some shoes and make your way to the kitchen, cereal was starting to sound good. After making sure to pack a bag of snacks and grab a few water bottles, you grab a bowl, milk, and a box of cereal. You pour the cereal in first because everyone knows it's cereal before the milk. There might've been a debate about this between you and the kids, and maybe the bots but that was just to mess with them. Their faces were priceless as they watched their humans debate whether the milk should go before the cereal or after.
You chuckle at the thought as you sit on the couch, turning on the TV to watch some cartoons, or whatever caught your eye. You silently wonder if Optimus is content to spend the whole day with you, as you eat your cereal, feeling the excitement build up just thinking about what he has planned.
While shoveling the last spoonfuls of cereal into your mouth, your phone rings, and from the familiar ringtone, you know just who's calling. There’s an attempt to get some sort of greeting out but it sounds like complete gibberish since you still had some food in your mouth.
"Good morning to you too." He replies in kind, and you swear there’s an amused lilt to his voice.
You set your bowl down, quickly swallowing down the food in your mouth.
“I’m a little surprised you’re up before the set time.” If Optimus could see the look on your face right now, he’d probably get that dumb smirk and chuckle. You may have had a habit of oversleeping and being late to events but you were getting better. Kind of. “Poking fun at me now, are we?" You huff and roll your eyes, even if he couldn't see. "Anyway, If you think I’d oversleep and miss out on a day with you, you don’t know me.” You say, not giving him a chance to reply to your comment.
He chuckles, “I suppose you’re right, Little One.” Murmuring the nickname fondly.
You get up, grab your bowl, and walk toward the kitchen. “I can assume, by you calling me, that you’re on your way?” There’s an affirming hum as you put the empty bowl of cereal in the sink and rinse it out. The excitement prickles under your skin, a small grin forming on your face, and you can hardly wait for him to hurry and pull up in your driveway.
“I’ll be there momentarily.”
You nod, even though he can’t see it, “Alright, I’ll be waiting, Big Red.”
'Momentarily' is an understatement because as soon as you hang up, there’s the familiar honk outside and you’re scrambling to turn the TV off, and grab your keys, and your snack bag. You’re out the door and locking it in record speed, turning to see the red and blue Peterbilt truck on the curbside. You don't give yourself the chance to wave before your feet start moving, quickly making your way toward your guardian and practically throwing yourself into the passenger’s seat, throwing your bag to your feet.
You were practically buzzing with excitement and Optimus watched in amusement as you struggled to get the seatbelt on.
“Hello, again, Little One.” He greets you.
“Hi, Big Red!” You all but exclaim, grinning so wide your cheeks were hurting.
He pulls away from the curb and asks, "I can assume you slept well?"
You nod, tapping your fingers on your knees, and look out the window, watching as the houses pass by, you're surprised that not many people are out given what time it is, but it was the weekend so maybe it wasn't so strange. "I was worried I wouldn't sleep because, y'know, I was excited for today but I passed out pretty quickly." Especially after the messages he sent you. The warm feeling came back and you couldn't help the giggle that escaped your lips.
"Thank you for those messages by the way," You say fondly, "It made my night."
Optimus is a little taken back and his engine revs. "I'm… glad."
Honestly, Optimus wasn't the best at expressing his emotions or himself. Still, you're more than grateful for the small moments that he was able to. You kind of understood why he is the way he is, and tried not to make a fuss when he would close himself off. He was a leader and he couldn’t afford to let himself be vulnerable, although it always made you worry and question the many burdens he had to carry.
"So," You start, "What's on our activities list?" You take your eyes away from the window and look at the central console, quietly waiting for an answer.
"It's a surprise." He replies.
You pout, "Really? Not even a hint or something?"
"No, you'll just have to wait and see, Little One.”
A whine pulls itself from your throat as you toss your head back against the seat. Yes, you usually loved surprises, but you were too eager to know what he had planned, and the fact that you had barely hung out with him lately only added to it. As you think of something to do, an idea comes to mind: a game! A well-known, and entertaining, human game.
“Big Red?” You speak up, already feeling a smile forming.
"Yes?" He replies, and his voice is hesitant.
"Would you like to play a game?"
He goes quiet, probably mulling it over, before answering, "What game?"
You lean against his door to look at the steering wheel, "A little game called twenty-one questions." You shrugged. A simple game that would be entertaining if Optimus decides to play, given his limited knowledge of human games, and entertainment in general. "Basically, we take turns asking each other questions until we've each asked twenty-one questions." You explained, "Does that make sense?"
"It does." He confirmed.
"Okay, I'll go first." You say, thinking of a question as you grab a water bottle from your bag, twisting off the cap and taking a quick sip. Something comes to mind as you swallow down your water, "What was the first language you guys learned when you first arrived? I'm kinda curious." You decide to ask.
It's quiet before Optimus answers, "It was Latin, as it closely resembled our mother tongue and we spoke it for a few years before learning English." Latin? You thought, sort of impressed.
"Do you still speak it?" You inquire, becoming more intrigued.
"Not as much, I'm afraid." He says.
You hum, "It'd be pretty cool to hear you speak it one day." and turn back to the steering wheel. “Anyway, it’s your turn now. Ask me anything you want.”
A soft hum reverberates through the cabin speakers as he thinks of something to ask. He tries to think of something ‘fun’ in your terms and he’s coming up a little empty.
“How’s… school?” He decides to ask but it must not have been the right thing to ask, given your reaction as you groan and throw your head back.
“Awh, c’mon that’s a question a parent would ask!” You huff, crossing your arms over your chest.
He’s a little lost but stays quiet.
“You gotta ask me something fun, like, uh, what my biggest fear is!” You say, and maybe he needed to get a new definition of what ‘fun’ is–if he even had one, perhaps you should take that into your own hands. It’s probably not the best of ideas, but what’s the worst that could happen? Other than Ratchet blowing a fuse when Optimus starts acting weird, maybe even saying some slang–now that’s some food for thought–but it would definitely be okay. Maybe.
You heave a big, dramatic sigh, and pat the dashboard, “Try again Pops.”
Now it’s Optimus’ turn to heave a sigh, “Alright, what’s your biggest fear?”
You tap your chin in thought, humming to yourself. “Either being judged or loneliness.” Although it’s pretty common, that never stopped it from being a fear of yours. It’s only grown tenfold upon joining the Autobots, seeing as how quickly you became attached to them, they aren’t from your world and the constant reminder of them returning and restoring their home hangs over your head. Sometimes you hope you don’t have to say goodbye to them anytime soon or ever. That’s probably selfish of you but that didn’t matter right now.
“They’re up there on the list.” You shrug, an attempt to just play it off and maybe get the dark thoughts out of your head.
The seatbelt tightens in a makeshift hug and he’s speaking, “Know we’ll always be with you, Little One.” His voice is soft and reassuring, and the corner of your lips twitch upwards.
“I know, Big Red.” You whisper just as softly. “Whatever would I do without you?”
He sighs and you chuckle.
“Whatever shall I do with you?” Optimus replies with a huff.
You decide to tease him in turn, “You know you love me Big Red.”
“I do.”
You’ve got the warm and fuzzies, and glance out the window with a lighthearted sigh. “If you keep being forward like this Ratch might flip his lid.” It was more of a joke than a statement, but you feel that Ratchet is happy to see his leader soften up more around the team, especially with you and the kids.
If Optimus could shake his head, he would but he only lets out an amused huff, "I would tell him I get it from you, Little One." He jests.
You huff, grumbling about something under your breath, and tap the window twice, it rolls down and the fresh breeze runs through you. The familiar buildings of Jasper have long since passed, now nothing but the usual mountains and the few occasional street signs. It felt so pleasant and you never thought you could feel so relaxed, especially with Optimus. Honestly, you don't want it to end as you put an arm out the window and lay your head on it. You hoped Optimus was enjoying this as much as you were as the two of you settled into the comfortable silence, the game having been completely forgotten.
"Hey, Big Red?" You speak up after some time has passed, eyes closed as you enjoy the breeze and heat of the sun.
He hums, an indication for you to continue.
"Can I ask something, like about your past?"
"You may." He sounded a bit hesitant but didn't mind.
"What was it like being an archivist?" You open your eyes, tilting your head to look at the Autobot symbol on his wheel. Yes, Ratchet had told the team of the Prime's past. Still, you don't ever really hear him talk about it, probably because it wasn't something that would come up in conversation but now was your chance to ask him about it.
Another hum then, "It was enlightening, as the Iacon Hall of Records was your world's equivalent of a library but the building outsized any building of such here. Since I worked under Alpha Trion, I learned much of Cybertron's history and culture, among other things."
"So you were like, a librarian?" You ask, voice carrying a lightly teasing tone.
"You could say that, yes." He affirmed.
"Did you ever read any of the books there?"
"I did, whenever time would permit."
You nod, "Do you have a favorite genre to read? Like horror, fiction, non-fiction, y'know all that stuff." You wave a hand, "I feel like you'd be into fiction or maybe mystery."
Optimus is silent, most likely mulling it over. You wait patiently for his answer.
"I… am fonder of poetry than anything else." He murmurs his reply. That causes you to pause and, maybe your ears were failing you, but he sounded… embarrassed? You file this moment into a small part of your brain because this would probably be the only time you would ever witness Optimus Prime be embarrassed.
“I guess that suits you more." You admitted, deciding against mentioning or poking fun at his embarrassment. "Have you read Earth's poetry?"
"I have and I've found myself drawn to your world's classical poetry." Optimus says, and he’s glad that you decided not to tease him. The few moments he could get to himself back at base, he would find himself reading the many, many books that your world contained. The more and more he read, the more he became intrigued. He would be forever fascinated with your world’s literature.
A quiet sound of acknowledgment leaves your throat and you close your eyes. "Any poems that have caught your eye?"
"There are many but there’s one that I'm particularly fond of."
"Do you know it by heart?”
“I do,” He replies, deciding to keep the fact that he's read it more times than he can count to himself, “Why?”
“Maybe I want you to read it to me.” You shrug, a small smile on your face, peeking at the wheel through your eyelashes.
There’s a deep rumble, a chuckle, “If that is what you wish.” Is the reply. Truly, a tiny part of him was more than happy to read to you and share something he favors.
You wait patiently as he recalls the verses, shutting your eyes and just taking everything in. Soon Optimus is speaking in an even, rhythmic cadence.
“‘It isn't the ribbon that binds us together,’” He begins, “‘The root that unifies us, does not derive from a tree on the wall.”
A calm settles over you as his voice and the breeze run through you, keeping you in the here and now as you let out a content sigh.
“‘This bond knows no genetics.’”
The interactions between him and his team had with their human friends, were always ones to be cherished, he thought. They were all so close after several long months together, and he often found himself always looking forward to having you as his company, as he knew his team felt just the same towards their companions.
“‘Friendship is a peculiar seed.'" He rumbles, "'No matter the season, the weather, nor the time of day.’”
You peek through your eyelashes once again, looking at the steering wheel and focusing on the blinking Autobot symbol. A small, fond smile tugs at your lips as the warmth in your chest grows.
“‘When planted on a nourishing soul, it will always bear fruit.’”
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The scent of water and wet dirt filters in through your nose as you stir from your nap, although you don’t remember falling asleep, you open your eyes. Soft, calming music is playing in the background as well but your focus is on the slight prickly feeling in your arm as you sit up properly, it’s also hot, and now you’re regretting that you even napping in that position. As you sit up and stretch, feeling the satisfying pops in your back, neck, and shoulders, you start to become aware of your surroundings.
It’s a lake, surrounded by desert, and the water is a beautiful shade of blue in the afternoon sunlight. There are a few rocks lined along the shore, and you take note of a pyramid-shaped rock that stands out, tall and proud, and you make a mental note to take a picture of it later. Despite the lack of greenery around, it was still beautiful, and you could only imagine how breathtaking it would look during a sunset.
“Little One?”
You jump, too absorbed in your thoughts to hear Optimus’ previous attempts at getting your attention or notice that he unbuckled your seatbelt.
“Sorry Big Red,” You say sheepishly, quickly taking note of how dehydrated you are, and grab your water bottle, almost chugging all of it, and continue with, “I was just admiring the view.”
He hums, “It’s quite alright, did you rest well?”
“Other than the aches, yeah I did.” You reply and dig into your bag some more, searching for something to snack on because your stomach started growling.
His engine purrs in content.
After you check the time–it was a little after one–you decide to ask the question that’s been sitting heavy on your tongue as you look back out the open window, munching on a granola bar you managed to dig out, "Where are we?"
"It's called Pyramid Lake, I came across it one day while patrolling some time ago," Optimus explains, voice rumbling and you can imagine that he's just as captivated as you are. You vaguely hear him say something along the lines of 'I find myself coming back here from time to time' and you wouldn't expect any less from your guardian, you can recall the many times the two of you would sit and talk when time permit and he had no duties, how he would tell you just how fascinated he was with Earth's beauty.
While you continue eating your granola bar, the Autobot leader goes on to tell you about the history of this lake, how it was what's left of the Ancient Lake Lahontan and how it was formed during the Pleistocene period about two million years ago. He told you that it was the largest lake in the state of Nevada—thirty miles long and seven to nine miles wide—and South of it the Truckee River feeds it. You listen closely as he continues talking, despite not asking him to because you know just how much he loved telling you of his findings.
You pop open the passenger side door and kick your feet up on the window, "You may have to take me to all your secret spots if they're this beautiful." You say after some time passes, taking your phone out to snap a quick picture.
"That shall take a while." He replied.
"I have a while."
If it weren't for the fact that Optimus was in vehicle mode, you would probably see that rare, warm smile on his face.
“These could be, like, secret adventures just between you and I,” You continue without giving him a chance to respond, not that he knew how to, “we can call it, ‘The Secret Adventures of Optimus and His Favorite Human!’” Giggles bubble through your lips and the leader can’t help but chuckle at your antics.
Sometimes, Optimus thinks that you are someone to be cherished.
"Perhaps you should add 'Self-Proclaimed Favorite.'" He speaks up, completely nonchalant.
It takes a moment for you to fully process what he says before you shout, "What's that supposed to mean?!" And Optimus thinks the look on your face is priceless, as you raise your feet away from the window to fully turn and shoot a look at the steering wheel.
He says matter-of-factly, "I simply don't have favorites." The Autobot symbol blinking with every word.
"That is the biggest lie I've ever heard! Anyone who says that definitely has a favorite!" You argued and pointed an accusing finger at the blinking Autobot symbol.
"I can assure you I have no favorites, and I'm not one to lie."
You huff and cross your arms, “C’mon, Big Red, you can be honest with me. I won’t tell a soul!” Hoping to at least sway him.
Somewhere in his processor, he highly doubts that, with how you let it slip on why you gave Smokescreen the nickname ‘Kachow.’ He can only imagine how you might accidentally let it slip and tell everyone who his favorite was–although he feels that there’s an unspoken agreement about who it is among his team.
So, while he watches you pout and whine about him being “a liar” and “that he should just stop the act and tell you”, and against his better judgment, he speaks up,
“It’s you.” Plain and simple.
You freeze, any previous whining caught in your throat as you process what he said. Yes, you had proclaimed yourself as his favorite with so much confidence it could put Smokescreen to shame, but now, as you find yourself smiling with that same intensely warm feeling in your chest, you decide then and there that it’s best to hear him say it.
"C'mon now, that was obvious." You say teasingly.
"Yet you were still surprised."
A huff escapes your lips, mumbling a 'whatever', and take another sip of your water. Although it does nothing to hide the upward quirk of your lips.
Once again, a comfortable silence falls over you two and you take that time to admire the scenery again. It was, of course, hot, but that was just normal weather for Nevada and it was partly cloudy, though the sun still shone brightly through the clouds. The heat makes you glad that you brought more than one bottle of water. Your eyes move to the body of water in front of the Peterbilt and the way the sun reflects off the water's surface was enchanting. There’s an urge to hop out and skip rocks, something you always did as a kid, but decided against it as you were fine where you were, leaning back into the comfortable leather seats.
Again, you find yourself appreciating and silently thanking Optimus for the chance to get away from the chaos of the base, whether it was the other children causing trouble—that didn’t exclude you, of course—or the Decepticons, being able to get some piece of mind and spend time with your guardian was a blessing.
“Hey, Big Red?” You speak up.
Optimus hums, “Yes?”
“Do you ever get homesick?” You ask, you know the rest of the team was, significantly Ratchet, but you don’t think you’ve heard him say much about missing his home, well, not directly. There would be times, in the small moments you could get with him when, he would talk of Cybertron and you could hear it in his voice, that want to be back home just like his team whenever they shared stories of their life back home, no matter how hard he tried to mask it.
“What brought this on?” He asks, curious as to what was going through your mind.
You say, “Just curious.” With a shrug, later you would find yourself asking that same question and the answer would still be the same because this trip was meant to be a getaway from all of that but your curiosity always got the better of you.
He stays silent as he gives it some thought.
"I do." He says after a couple seconds of silence, "I often find myself missing life before the war, being back at Iacon and burying myself in all the literature." He continues, "Although, I try to enjoy my time here in your world and satisfy myself with as much as I'm allowed."
You hum, rubbing your arm as you look at the sky through the windshield. Through the stories the bots tell you, you can only imagine just how life was back on Cybertron, despite its many flaws, and you can't help but think of how alike both Earth and Cybertron are. Perhaps you'd feel the same way they did if you were in their shoes.
"Do you, like, ever wish you could've done something differently?"
Optimus is seriously wondering what exactly is going through your head at the moment to ask these questions.
"...Yes." He answers hesitantly.
"Is there anything in particular?" You inquire, looking back to the main console.
"There are many things,” enough to keep him up late questioning and berating himself, he wants to say but decides not to, "I've lost count of them now but I do my best to not dwell on them," a half-truth, "as it will do no good."
You nod your head, wondering if you should mention the heavy tone his voice took, the heaviness of one who has lived too long and seen too much. It's not hard to see the heavy toll this war has been taking on the bots, and how badly they just want to return home and get back to their old lifestyle. It's easy to see how much it hurt them, to not only fight this war but for ones who had seen too much. For those who had no other memory of their homes. It was heartbreaking, and you could see that, and perhaps it was just your bond, but after some time, you could see how much it weighed on Optimus. Almost like Atlas, carrying the world on his shoulders, believing it was his duty and his alone and you couldn't help but think of how much of that weight he was feeling. Perhaps he thinks it's some way of making up for his mistakes, to make up for his part in this war but he should know there's never a way of knowing just how things may turn out, especially in war.
Before you can fully register anything, your hand is on the dashboard, rubbing it reassuringly. One day you hope they’ll be able to return home, despite the aching feeling in your chest at the thought of them not being here anymore.
You silently hope it isn’t anytime soon.
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"Did I upset you?" You ask, some hours later when orange begins to bleed into the sky and the drive home starts, "When I asked those questions earlier." You continued, eyes glued to the window, watching the mountains and scenery pass by. The earlier conversation had been sitting heavy in your thoughts, even when the subject had later been changed. You couldn’t help the little bit of unease from stirring in your stomach at the thought of upsetting him due to your own curiosity.
The silence stretches on for a bit and your gaze moves to the steering wheel, when you’re about to open your mouth to ask him if he heard you, he answers, “Not as much as you may be thinking, Little One.” So, it wasn’t a definite ‘no.’
“Despite that,” He continues, stopping the apology that was about to spill from your lips, “I found your curiosity to be… endearing.” Although he would never get used to the many, many questions their human friends—mostly Miko—would ask them, he would forever find that boundless curiosity to be a charming quality. It reminded him of the times back at Iacon, when he was just a clerk bubbling with many questions that demanded answers. He felt his spark tug at the simple thought of those days.
You fiddle with the hem of your shirt, gaze cast downward, “Well, I’m apologizing for making you upset.” You stated, leaving no room for argument and you hope that it was made clear.
His engine rumbles and he stays quiet, and it stays like that for the rest of the trip.
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Your driveway greets you an hour or so later, bathed in the dark colors of the late evening, and as you gather your things, you find yourself sighing, unsure if it was a good or bad sigh, and pursed your lips. You’re very unsure of what to say, a ‘thank you for today’ feels a little awkward after that last conversation—what if you really upset him this time? Or worse—but perhaps that’s just you overthinking it. Maybe that was it. You almost want to pull your hair out because it didn’t need to be this ha–
“Today was pleasant.” His baritone voice interrupts your inner turmoil and you look up—when had you even put your head down?—a quiet noise of confusion leaving your throat.
He continues with, “I’m glad I made the decision to spend the day with you.” And your brain processes that yet you find yourself smiling before you really comprehend it. This was his way of reassuring you and you couldn’t be more grateful for it, even though there were still some dark thoughts. Your guardian really was something.
“Me too, Big Red.” You say, hoping your voice conveys some level of fondness.
As you exit his cab, you look back to the steering wheel, “Love you.” You say.
Optimus revs his engine and you laugh, shutting his door and making your way to your home. You only hear him leave once you’ve disappeared inside.
Later, as you’re making dinner, your phone vibrates on the counter and you make your way to it after wiping your hands off on a rag and making sure nothing would burn. It was a message, from Optimus.
Big Red: I meant what I said earlier. Today was truly enjoyable.
Just as you finish reading the first message, another comes in.
Big Red: Perhaps I will take you to my other spots.
You quickly type up a response.
You: omg so it is going to be our thing?? :O
Big Red: Yes, I suppose it will be. :)
Excited may be an understatement as you dance and jump around your kitchen, any past worries were slowly laid to rest because he enjoyed it! Despite certain conversations. the phone was still clutched in hand—Later, you’d gush over the fact that he used the smiling emoticon, ugh he was so cute!—. You couldn’t wait to see what else he had in store for you and couldn’t help but think of it as some sort of road trip for just the two of you.
You: i will SO be ready for it!!
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If I Should Become a Stranger (Smokescreen x GN!Reader)
Pairing: Smokescreen (TFP ver.) x Human!Gender Neutral!Reader
Rating: General Audiences
Words: 1608
POV: Second
Summary: Smokescreen left you over a decade ago to rebuild Cybertron and until today, you had not heard from him since.
Note: Read a Transformers novel and then it really dawned on me how beings with such a long life span must view time differently. So this fic explores that a little. Inspired by this song.
Tags: angst, hurt no comfort (for smokey tbh), breakup from Smokescreen’s POV and song fic.
Humans would argue that in war, there was nothing as precious as love. In war, one should hug one's friends more often, hold one's family tighter and kiss one's lover longer. Such was the philosophy of men; cherish what you have now you have it. It was quite befitting to a race with such short lives. Cybertronian's however…
Even in war, many acted like life would never end. There was plenty of time to fight one's friends. There was even more time to find it in you to mend things, patch up the wounds you created together. Even when friends started to lose the light in their optics, when the streets started to fill with the husks of neighbours, when tomorrow was more a wish than a promise, even then, Cybertronians were often found doing anything but cherishing the moment.
Smokescreen was no different. Sure, he was impatient and young by comparison, but even to him, everything seemed to be able to wait, 'fore there will be a later. Hence why he had no reservations about going to Cybertron to rebuild. Hence why he could look upon his human lover with a smile as bright as the full moon on a clear night, while saying his goodbyes. "I'll see you soon," he had said while swaggering backwards into the space bridge. You had believed him as much as you had loved him back then.
"Hey Ratchet, any messages for me?" You asked as you always did when visiting the medic at the old base. Ratchet looked down at you with those same sorry optics. He didn't need to say anything, but he always gave you the courtesy of an answer.
"I'm sorry, there has been no communication for you," he spoke evenly, trying to keep the pity out of his voice. It was always like that. At first you stopped by every few days, then weekly, monthly, every few months… at some point you forgot to go altogether. You moved for work, so it was suddenly a whole journey to come visit. You got fired from that job, then you got a new job. You fell in love, got your heart broken, broke a limb, healed both and what else? It was just life - life without sentient alien robots, explosions and secret government missions.
It almost seemed like it had all been a dream. You had almost forgotten about all the adventures of your youth, were it not for that scar on your arm you got from a brief brush with Soundwave at the satellite array. That was just the start, but somehow you made it through several threats to the planet fairly unscathed. That scar on your arm was the only big reminder you had of those days aside from the pictures stuffed in a box in your garage, somewhere on a shelf that was too high for you to reach without a chair to stand on.
You were about to drive back from work to that garage when you caught sight of a familiar car in the parking lot. The colours were not as you remembered them, but it was strange to see a sports car like this at an office like yours. You stared at the vehicle for a long time and then sighed, before opening the driver's door to your car. However, as soon as you opened the door, the sports car you had been staring at earlier flashed its lights and started honking. You squinted your eyes and closed the door again.
You locked your car and walked over to the other car that was making a ruckus. As soon as you approached, it quieted down and the driver’s door opened on its own. Against your best judgement, you got in. When you sat down, the seat belt wrapped itself around you and the engine revved to life. “Missed me?” A familiar voice came from the radio as the car drove out of the parking lot to God-knows-where. However, hearing that voice, you felt no fear, no worries, just a deep-seated resentment that had been dormant for many years.
“Smokescreen,” you greeted your ride with a tight voice. Said Autobot made a joke about how you simply could not forget him. It only angered you more. You had forgotten, mostly, until now. After that greeting, the air chilled down and not a word was exchanged, until Smokescreen pulled up at the side of an abandoned road. There used to be a factory at the end of it, but since the building had been decommissioned, no one used the road anymore; it was leading to virtually nowhere nowadays.
The seat belt unfastened and you got out. When your shoes hit the dusty ground, the vehicle transformed into a shape that you used to know. You marvelled at his size as if it was the first time you witnessed his transformation. Cybertronians did not age, but that young face you used to know seemed more mature anyway. There was something about his gaze that got more intense, more serious. There was a slouch in his posture that was the telltale weight of responsibilities befitting an adult.
Smokescreen whispered your name after a while of quiet staring. “Why are you here?” You inquired as a response. Hurt was evident on his face, but you thought it was a valid question. For over a decade, there was radio silence. Why would he be here if not for another danger looming over your planet?
Smokescreen let out a scoff. “To see you of course!” He beamed in spite of everything. It was your turn to scoff as you crossed your arms. Your ex looked you over and then, very intelligently, said: “You’ve become bigger! That’s really cool! I forgot humans could do that… Want to go to the drive-in theatre today?”
You sighed and turned to walk back to your car. It was gonna be a long walk, but you were stubborn and too prideful to tell him to drive you back. “There are no drive-in theatres in this area..”
You barely got a few steps away when Smokescreen yelled from behind you. “I should have left you a message! I’m sorry!” You kept walking, tears prickling in your eyes. “I forgot!” He added as if it was a valid excuse.
“Well, I forgot who you are!” You yelled over your shoulder, speeding up your walking. You heard your ex transform behind you and like a bad movie, he started driving next to you. All that was missing was pouring rain, but the sky was so clear, you could see the many constellations gradually making themselves known.
He was driving with the door closest to you open, trying to get you to get in. “Come on! It has not been that long! I admit I have changed a little, but I’m still me, your Smokey…” You tried to block his voice out, stubbornly trudging on down the abandoned road. “I came back, because I started talking about you so much, Arcee practically shoved me into the space bridge to shut me up. It’s been like my processors always circle back to you.” He swerved and came to a halt right in front of you, forcing you to stop walking. “I told you I would see you soon…”
You took a deep breath, ensuring that whatever you said next would be spoken in a normal, even tone. Smokescreen reverted back to bot mode, looking at you with pleading optics that could once pull your heartstrings. However, those times were long behind you. “Smokescreen,” you started like you were lecturing a child, “it has been like what? A decade and some? That may not be a long time for you, but I am human. A decade right now is about a third of my life. You made me wait a third of my life. Does that sink in with you?”
Smokescreen seemed to shrink, pinned under your intense gaze. “I’m sorry,” he muttered eventually. His servos clenched and unclenched. You could see his processors working overtime, just to formulate a response. “I guess you’re right. Cybertron has become quite lively. I proved myself a leader. I made a lot of new friends… Maybe it is a long time…” For someone with a seemingly endless supply of RAM, he was awfully slowly putting the events of the past decade in perspective. His voice trailed off after every sentence. Eventually he just whispered one last thing. “A third…”
You pitied him. You had enough time to mend the heart he broke many years ago. To him, however, he came back like he said, just to find what he left behind to no longer exist. Without a word he transformed into his alt mode. “I’ll take you back,” he stated. You did not resist this time and got in.
The drive back was quiet. You did not speak. He did not speak. Only white noise filled the spaces between one heavy spark and only a slightly lighter heart. He drove you back to the parking lot where you had your car. You were about to get out when you heard his voice one last time. “For what it is worth, let me just say: I love you. You’re the best thing I ever had.”
In spite of him being a stranger from the past, your heart ached. “Your life is long. You’ll love again. Don’t worry.” You patted the steering wheel and then got out. You did not look back and by the time you sat in your car, your car was the only one in the parking lot with the lights on.
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