#trying not to panic
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I got an ultrasound done earlier this week checking for endometriosis and now I just got an email from my doctor's office saying I have a phone appointment in half an hour. on a Saturday. when the clinic is closed.
he has never done this before
which means he may have found something really bad that couldn't wait until my follow up appointment next week
to say I am c o n c e r n e d is an understatement
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I got let go from my second job a couple of weeks ago. Well, that’s ok, I still have my main job to rely on, right?
Nope. Just got made redundant.
Fuuuuuuck
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I never need another canvas tote in my life but I got this anyway. I thought I had at least another day and a half without Murble but instead she will be back in the next few minutes. Today was my first full day, like going all day, since surgery. I’m still alive but my heart is beating pretty fast but butt I’ve been going up and down the attic and basement stairs and I’m stressed. I took Faf to puppycamp this morning and then I harvested, came home and changed clothes and drank some more coffee and ate lunch. Went to the used book store, lovely, I never ever get to just wander around on my own. And then while I was navigating a frame sale at Michael’s I learned my cousin needs a place to crash and I came home and started figuring out a sleeping situation and started cleaning. Picked up Fafner and made myself a salad with popcorn chicken. Tried to get my cousin settled before I crash.

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hahahha the German concert ticket platform has a security breach and some peoples' tickets were stolen from their accounts. Guess who fucking canT LOG INTO THEIR ACCOUNT RIGHT NOW
#..........................................................................#trying not to panic#nothing I can do about it rn#but those weren't just MY tickets but my friends' too#michelle rambles#PRAY FOR ME
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So my laptop decided to crap out on me, meaning all my work is currently unaccessible. Managed to save the storage drive so with some luck I'll be able to transfer it all onto a new machine.
Keep your fingers crossed for me guys, I don't want to have to write everything again 😅
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Sales
Sweating nervously
It's quite the sales crash this month... I know it's only the 10th, but that's way less than 1/3rd of my usual sales.
And I've got some extra expenses to worry about.
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welp, looks like i may be moving fam
#trying not to panic#trying to focus on the exciting things#it may not happen immediately but it would be practical for my new job#HOWEVER. my synagogue.#i would still be able to drive back for services & stay at my parents house overnight for especially early/late services#but i am. somewhat stressed.#like yes my synagogue still does zoom as well but i don’t want to be limited to that#i know we have congregants who have moved literally hundreds of miles away & still attend on zoom so it’s not unheard of#but i Need to be in person for the high holidays i just do not want to be on fucking zoom for that#there will be a closer synagogue#our sister synagogue actually#& i’m sure they’re great!!#but they’re not my synagogue 😭#anyway i need to stop anxiety spiraling about this it’s Not That Far Away#literally people make this commute all the time#people make longer commutes than this#and it might not happen! i might not move! i might just end up commuting instead of moving closer!#but to do that i’ll have to decide how i feel about driving on a freeway every day!#we’ll just fricking see!
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hey, don’t cry. Link legend of Zelda, ok?
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I hope that someone, anyone sees this ... I was staying with a friend that didn't tell me their house was in foreclosure, I found out when we were being put out. Now I'm out on the streets in a place I don't know surrounded by people I don't know & to top it off it's freezing outside 🥶 if anyone has anything at all they can spare PLZ help me and my kitten get somewhere warm even if just for a night. Anything will help...
#CashApp : $BabyBossxox
#PleaseHelp #Help #GoFundMe
#OutInTheFreezingCold #WithMyKitten #NoWhereToGo
#Lost #TryingNotToGiveUp
#help#please help#go fund me#no where to go#lost#trying not to panic#anything will help#anything will do#dont know what to do#cash app me#cash app#fundraising
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guess who just lost their phone!
it probably slipped out of my coat at the restaurant. i have japanese class tomrorow so i'll ask my teacher if they can call the restaurant to see if it's still there
#trying not to panic#gotta remember this country is a hell of a lot more civilised than mine lol#it will be handed in and it will either still be there or be given to the police#fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
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I start thinking more seriously about starting a QPR with one of my closest dearest friends and then they green out and now we're in the ER
What the hell kind of Jayce Talis, y/n fanfiction am i living rn
#trying not to panic#arcane#this motherfucker took too much on an empty stomach#when we get out of here if i beat the self sabotage i swear to god
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i do think there is a degree to which certain kinds of Instagram activists have convinced themselves that traumatising themselves in solidarity is a useful form of activism. "I'm having nightmares and crying so much I want to be sick because of all these videos of dying children but I can't look away while people are getting hurt" I mean don't you think you'd be able to help more if you weren't having nightmares and crying all the time?? don't you think this is a one-way trip to burnout? don't you think maybe increasing the amount of trauma going around is counterproductive? I dunno bro there's something to be said for bearing witness but there comes a point where you gotta look hard at yourself and go "am I helping, or am I just making myself suffer so I don't feel guilty for not suffering while somebody else is experiencing bad shit"
#and they try to drag other people down with them#BUDDY I AM NOT USEFUL IF I'M HAVING A PANIC ATTACK#vicarious trauma is not like. a useful form of solidarity. in my opinion#personal
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My greatest fear just became realized, my ADD ass locked my keys in the car.
#aaaaaaah#trying not to panic#my stress response is to smile and be kind to the customer service workers but ahhh#i have 0 dollars and now i have to afford this???#god i need cash
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So yeah. I took potentially double my dose of tramadol by accident and I'm stuck out in public. I guess at least there's people around if I need to go to hospital
#trying not to panic#I'm sure it'll be fine I've been on this for nearly a year#and last time I accidentally took too much I was told it's very difficult to dangerously overdose on it
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Brown dog problems
#my art#comic#Brandy#Dexter#hi if your dog is swept away by a rip tide do NOT try and go in after them#your dog is a stronger swimmer than you are#you will die#that being said#panic makes me stupid#artists on tumblr
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We all know the semi-canonical ‘all the Robins know to hide/duck inside of Batman’s cape, even as adults’ thing.
We also know that Danny ‘is LITERALLY a ghost’ Fenton sucks at remembering his own intangibility while ALSO forgetting to look ahead of him.
All I’m saying is, Danny Fenton (or Phantom, if you’d really like) would absolutely SLAM into Batman on accident while running on roof tops and Bruce ‘Brooding Instinct’ Wayne doesn’t even think twice about letting the kid hide and scanning around for danger before there’s a record scratch of ‘wait who tf is this?’ kicks in.
#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom crossover#listen I’m just SAYING#my initial thought is Fenton bc dark hair and how most of the robins have had dark hair#Danny isn’t even necessarily running from danger. he just got into parkour and forgot how to stop his momentum#I mean you CAN have him running from something. give this an ACTUAL plot#but honestly I just think it’d be a fun little setup#Danny peaks out and. in panic. goes#hi we’re the council of the dead. we’ve been trying to contact you and yours about your extended warranty#*extended life warranty or what have you#Danny hasn’t even gotten death vibes from anyone yet so now he has to wing it#yeah hi… uh. Batman sir. if that’s your preferred moniker?#right so we’re basically the ghost irs and you owe death taxes?#yeah you know the saying. death and taxes. guarantees of life. haha.#which in this case means you owe money bc you aren’t dead yet. probably. idk I uh. JUST got the job .#anyways ohhhh hi yep you’re. red hood. yeah so. mm. yeah we definitely need to get you to the ghostly dmv#it’s the same as a regular dmv but people have actually been bored to death in there#(meanwhile Batman is like WAIT IS THIS SMALL CHILD DEAD?!)#(SURE WHATEVER IM RICH HOW DO I FIND A GHOST ACCOUNTANT AND MORE IMPORTANTLY DO YOU RESPECT GHOST ADOPTIONS?)
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