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[enbleu-19]

the inkling ever 💜💙💛

[indulgence-dans-le-bleu]

yeah, i’m a freak ;

freak as in queer. freak as in lesbian. freak as in biromantic. freak as in bi lesbian. freak as in lesboy. freak as in demisexual. freak as in demiromantic. freak as in nebularomantic. freak as in demialterous. freak as in demiplatonic. freak as in fictoromantic. freak as in fictosexual. freak as in neopronouns. freak as in transgender. freak as in nonbinary. freak as in demiboy. freak as in demigirl. freak as in demiagender. freak as in genderfluid. freak as in xenogender. freak as in catgender. freak as in pupgender. freak as in bunfoxgender. freak as in duckgender. freak as in colorgender. freak as in bluegender. freak as in rainbowgender. freak as in disabled. freak as in crippled. freak as in anxious. freak as in depressed. freak as in autistic. freak as in ADHD. freak as in Auditory Processing Disorder. freak as in hard-of-hearing. freak as in visually impaired. freak as in Dependent Personality Disorder. freak as in Avoidant Personality Disorder. freak as in alterhuman. freak as in copinglink. freak as in synesthete. freak as in plural. freak as in traumatized. but most importantly:

freak as in fuck you.

🤍💖❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤♿️♾️

[executively-dysfunctioned]

it might just be me BUT

those who have “people who are unaligned/neutral/don’t interact with politics (16+)” in their DNIs fail to realize that there are people who have trauma and/or are otherwise triggered by news and media, me thinks

people can have opinions and still be unaligned politically due to its stressful and panic-inducing nature and it’s not a bad thing, me also thinks

[il-pleure-en-bleu]

Solemn reminders trespass through

As crazy as it seems ;

Always, as I try to chew

Your likeness sat in my dreams

Waking me, you appear again

Deceiving me once more,

Striking me as bloodstain

you appeared behind the door

It’s wild to have you in my sight ;

Don’t you know you died last night?

[enbleu-19]

the FUNNIEST thing is when someone (more specifically Mom) asks me a question beginning with “do you remember …” or “do you think …” i cut her off and say “no”

[indulgence-dans-le-bleu]

just told mom i’m genderfluid & demi !!!

and she knew before about my biromanticism so i feel like i’m getting closer this feels fantastic

finally she didn’t shut me down about being nonbinary and listened to me this time 💛🤍💜🖤

// je viens de dire à maman que j’ai fluidité de genre et identifie avec demiromantique/demisexuel

et elle connaissait auparavant mon biromantisme, donc j’ai l’impression de m’approcher, c’est fantastique

enfin, elle ne m’a pas arrêté sur le fait d’être non binaire et m’a écouté cette fois-ci. 💛🤍💜🖤

[enbleu-19]

what the fuck

what the fuck.

what the FUCK !!

[enbleu-19]

he 💝💛

[enbleu-19]

just two months ago, i was almost completely immobile; barely able to move without searing pain. i was stuck with the left side of me broken. i was glued to a chair to sleep on and spend every day and night in. i was left without being able to play the new game i waited a year and a half for. i was devastated on all fronts.

today, i leveled up my Splatoon 3 catalog to level 100.

[image ID (top): a Splatoon 3 catalog level bar set to 100 with text that reads “MAX”.

image ID (bottom left): the Splatoon 3 splashtag editing screen with text underneath that reads “Catalog level 100 obtained” in French.

image ID (bottom right): the golden badge received when the player reaches catalog level 100. /end ID.]

this badge may not mean much to most, but to me? it’s special. it means i can conquer (almost) anything i set my mind to and struggling is sometimes how you get to achieve things.

[enbleu-19]

HAPPY DAY OF RELEASE 🦑🎉

i’ll be staying away from the internet until i finish the singleplayer mode && other things i might find to spoil me so.

if i post any spoilers after i return, i will be tagging them as #splatoon 3 (default tag), #splatoon 3 singleplayer, and #splatoon 3 spoilers

// BON JOUR DE SORTIE 🦑🎉

je resterai à l'écart d'Internet jusqu'à ce que je termine le mode solo et d'autres choses que je pourrais trouver pour me gâter.

si je poste des spoilers après mon retour, je les étiqueterai comme #splatoon 3 (tag par défaut), #splatoon 3 singleplayer, et #splatoon 3 spoilers

[enbleu-19]

ever since i learned that the French word for “heart” (cœur) rhymes with concur and not sir i’ve been a different person /hyp

[executively-dysfunctioned]

migraine autism culture is fucking hell 💙

[enbleu-19]

having cibophobia / emetophobia is weird as fuck sometimes because like,,,,,,,,

yes i think that photo on Reddit r/mildlyinteresting of colorful moldy cream cheese is so cool to look at and study scientifically (here’s the link)

&

yes i will have intrusive thoughts of putting my finger down my throat to regurgitate the diner pancake i just ate because i saw wet dough on the last bite (and yes those thoughts of me vomiting in response strikes me with more fear but “survival mode”)

[enbleu-19]

what the fuck i just woke up from a dream where my ex-friend said she was bi???? and then kissed me????????

this is the same person who caused some of my trauma—now i just feel bad

[il-pleure-en-bleu]

had a Trauma Moment™ yesterday :)

gonna write i think

[enbleu-19]

Reasons why cats are canonically neurodivergent:

Limited eye contact

THE ZOOMIES /pos

Purring in stressful situations (sometimes, maybe a glitch or bug, maybe a stim)

Overstimulation

Understimulation

i will be adding as i think of more and no i will not be taking criticism /hj