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What Kind of Tragedy are you,?
doomed from the start
there was no way of winning, and you knew it too. but you still tried. you tried again and again and again to change it. you fought tooth and claw to change your fate, but she cannot be easily manipulated. it’s not your fault. the game was always rigged against you. from the moment you entered the narrative, your fate was sealed. you didn’t stand a chance.
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Is there a world in which we can see the old beesuma and new beesuma panel side by side?


There sure is!
I think these are all of the beesumas I’ve posted, so here are all of the updated drawings I did! It mostly bothered me how inconsistently I had drawn the armor, and as time has gone on I’ve had… ideas… about some things I want the Bee Armor to imply and such, so consolidating the design and making it consistent across the times he’s come up seemed like the best thing to do, since every beesuma appearance has seemed to carry a bit of weight, y’know?
Since it’s the most detailed, the drawing from Children of the Machine was my biggest concern to update and fix! And actually, I was originally just going to redraw the armor and call it done, but when I sat down to look at it again, I wasn't super happy with the general vibe of it I think, and the more I made adjustments to his face the more I realized I just wanted to redraw the whole thing. The posture and expression and everything just didn’t feel right for him—Realistically, s7 Xisuma is still Xisuma, and I don’t think he’d be so animated-looking even when talking project he’d be super excited about. I’ve also drawn his face a lot more over the years (in private mostly dnfbcfhgbbdghn), and so I really think the new drawing is a much better representation of him overall :D <3
The other two (from the Big Shot and Bee Shtick Comic posts, respectively) are much smaller changes. By the time I did the bee shtick comic, I had mostly kinda figured out what I wanted the bee armor to look like, so not much to fix there, and the Big Shot Xisuma is just a bust, so easy fixing there too! The hex-shaped shoulder pad I had originally put on him ended up being moved to his helmet, so yeah :D
#YIPPEE welcome to my twisted mind#ERM if I forgot a beesuma feel free to let me know so I can fix him LOL#dbhc#dbhc art#dbhc xisuma#dbhc s7#dbhc beesuma#i dont think that’s a tag uh#dbhc ask#ask#anon#dbhc explained#yeah sure! this is like a comic explanation to me#art escapades#still can’t get over how young he looks in s7 helmetless#oh xisumavoid. we’re really in it now#you may notice how…. um… similar the finalized bee armor may seem#gives you a thumbs up and passes out#what came first… the chicken or the egg…
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my diamond
duke!sukuna x spinster!reader —ᡣ𐭩 fic w/c: 1k a/n: bridgerton!au!!!!! (everyone cheers)
"—the duke has arrived—"
"—i don't look half good enough for him tonight—"
"—i hear he's looking for a duchess!"—"
"—you must make haste, he won't be here for long—"
the ballroom erupts in a cacophony, but you stand against the wall with a glass of lemonade, rolling your eyes at the dramatics. being in your early twenties and already deemed a spinster by many mamas in the ton, you're grateful you're past your debutant years when men triple your age regard you with the same respect they'd give a stack of hay.
"finally found you," shoko stumbles into you, almost sloshing her drink onto your gown. you pay no mind to her, keeping your eyes trained on the crowd surrounding the entrance. "mr gojo wouldn't stop putting grapes into my glass. i was going to have to give him a facer if he didn't stop."
you tilt your head to look at her. "how's promenading with mr gojo?"
shoko rolls her eyes. "dreadful. all he speaks of is himself and his nightly activities at the gentleman's club."
you smile and shake your head, sipping your drink. the music cut off at the duke's arrival resumed, and couples began dancing again.
"—he looked at me—" a young woman gloats to her friend as they pass.
"ugh," you groan, glancing at shoko, who's trying to hide the empty dance card on her wrist. "i can't believe this," you mumble, face in a scowl.
"can't believe what?"
you turn to face her. "these girls tripping over themselves for a man! a man, shoko."
the brunette nods to whatever you're saying, though she pays no attention. "he's most likely more gentlemanly than mr gojo—"
"—he's most likely," you cut in. "an old, egotistic, unsightly rake who wants nothing more than a young lady to put his rotting, wrinkly—"
shoko stifles a sudden giggle before you, her hand covering her mouth.
"what?" you snap, gaze narrowed at your best friend.
shoko merely points behind you, her face slack at seeing something you cannot.
so, you turn. your line of sight is hindered by a navy coat, and as your eyes adjust, you realise it is, in fact, attached to a man. you peer at the ground as you lower to a curtsy. "my lord."
"good evening, miss."
shoko takes the cup from your hands before she leaves, sparing you no support. your eyes follow her retreating figure, your face hot and your hands shaking in embarrassment.
"i apologise greatly, my lord—" you finally tilt your head up, but the sight that welcomes you isn't one you'd expected.
the man is tall, taller than the other men of the ton. his skin is like porcelain, his eyes a deep shade of brown, and his cheeks are tinted a shade of pink, and, you squint slightly, so is his hair.
"i hope you do not mind the intrusion," the man says, snapping you out of your daze. "i was simply going to ask what could have gotten a young woman, such as yourself, so riled up?"
your mouth opens and closes like a fish, something your mama had taught you to never do in the presence of royalty or a man. the man chuckles at your stunned countenance but waits patiently until you collect yourself.
"i was simply describing the duke who had arrived just before, my lord," you say once you have composed yourself. "it is a known fact here that such men are of the sort."
"indeed," he mumbles, a hint of laughter in his response. "however, this duke is nothing of the sort."
your eyebrows raise and you nod along. "so, you've seen him then?"
"seen him? i know him personally."
you nod, smoothing out your skirts. "right."
"i can give you an introduction if you would like?"
you sigh. "i am terribly busy, you see," throwing your thumb over your shoulder. "spinster responsibilities."
the man's eyebrows jumped. "oh, so you're unmarried and unwilling to partake in such a thing?"
shaking your head, you scoff, earning a few glances from others around you. "two and twenty is barely old enough to be considered a spinster, my lord, but my mama insists it is appropriate, and who am i to be doubtful of her wisdom?"
"right," he mutters, the corner of his lips upturning at the sight of yours doing the same. "so, i shouldn't introduce a diamond, such as yourself, to the egotistic and unsightly duke?"
your cheeks burn with the humiliation of your previous words. "i accept the offer, but only because you are incredibly persuasive, my lord."
the man winks, but remains where he is stood. you clasp your hands before you, waiting for him to lead the way.
moments pass, and you notice debutants and mamas alike watching the pair of you stand in complete silence. you wonder what could be so exciting that the ton stands and stares at you—a topic of gossip that never seems to leave their minds.
growing increasingly uncomfortable, you peer up at the man.
"so, when is this introduction taking place?" you ask, voice meek.
"right now," he smiles, his brown eyes twinkling with mischief. and with fear, you realise your mistake.
you curse under your breath and curtsy.
"stand up," the duke laughs, and you can't help but giggle nervously with him. "it took you long enough to realise."
now you know why the ton was staring at you so intently—it wasn't you they were staring at.
"excuse me for being so naive," you swipe the back of your hand across your forehead, trying to ignore how his gaze caresses your collarbone.
"never mind that," he waves his hand in dismissal. "so, what's the final verdict? my diamond?" he teases, stretching his arms out.
"uh—" you pause, taking your time running your eyes over every inch of him. "definitely not unsightly."
he nods once, his lips pulled into a devilish grin. "i'm pleased."
and then he leans down and takes your hand in his. his palm is larger than yours, and you notice his grip is firmer and more sure than any man who'd held your fingers before. the look he gives you through his lashes is one you'll never forget.
"duke of st. john," he says against your hand before pressing his lips delicately against the silk fabric of your gloves. "but you can call me ryomen."
#um um#i can explain#sukuna ryomen#sukuna ryomen x reader#ryomen sukuna x reader#ryoumen sukuna#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#sukuna x reader#sukuna ryomen imagine#sukuna ryoumen x reader#sukuna ryoumen x you#bridgerton!au#duke!sukuna#jjk#jjk x reader#jjk imagines#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen imagine#jujutsu kaisen
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The thing you need to remember about comics ages and timelines is that yeah it's messy there are retcons at stuff and it will never be clear and perfect. But also, DC has an interest portraying age the way they do. They have an interest in aging Barbara down so she can be Dick's pretty girlfriend with whom he raises a cute dog (and maybe a cute little family next perhaps?). They have an interest in trying to keep Tim young and draw him younger than he looks so they can milk his Robin's popularity for as long as possible. They have an interest in drawing Jason to make him look 40 when Bruce slits his throat, to make him look like a grown man fighting a teenager when fighting Mia even though they're the same age (though i mantain that mia is a little bit older), in having him call Tim kid even though they're the same age, in having him offer Tim a drink and Tim pointing out he's not legal when Jason isn't either. They have an interest in Jason looking older in Jim Aparo's art style in ADITF than he looked in precrisis or in 308. They have an interest in Steph magically looking older in War Games, where she gets tortured and brutally murdered, than the fun colourful round and much more youthful art from her Robin run. There are probably many more examples but bottom line it's not fucking innocent. DC knows how to hire artists that know how to draw children it's really not that hard. Characters who look young, characters who remind you that they are young, create more empathy; which is good when you want the public to continue to root for them, and bad when those characters challenge the status quo or that excess of empathy might create pushback after you decide to have them brutally murdered. DC can't have Batman grievously wounding and causing the death of his underage son, but if he looks as old as Batman? DC can't have Jason making a valid point about vigilantism being unsafe for Mia and relating with her with childhood sexual abuse subtext because it makes the heroes (and especially Batman) look bad, but if it looks like this is a grown ass man harassing a teenage girl, then it's clear who is the villain, it's okay, no problem. DC needs Barbara to be younger so the power dynamic between her and Dick fits their idea of a perfect little nuclear family much better and they can shove Barbara back into the role of Batgirl even though she is very much a girl rather than a woman. DC needs Steph to look older when she's tortured so they can be edgy without people being too horrified at them doing something horrifying, DC needs Jason and Steph to look older on the day they die because young looking= innocent which makes it so much harder to victim-blame. DC needs Mia to look younger than Jason so they can make it look like the good old "good victim/bad victim" dichotomy and even though that's not what the story is actually about, regardless of how much it disrespects Mia's character to do so. DC needs Jason to look ugly because it's harder to empathize with ugly people and it makes it so much clearer who is the bad guy and who is the good one, and it's a much easier dichotomy, so much more comfortable than challenging the whole mythos around which Batman is built. DC needs Barbara to be sexy in their traditional male-gaze way, because this is the audience they're trying to appeal to.
So like, I know that I'm nit-picking when I say "actually according to any and all logic Jason is younger than Tim by a couple of months and than Mia by around three years". Or when I say "they should bring back Dickbabs' old age difference" or even interact with Dickbabs as if they still have that difference and refuse to interact with Tom Taylor's version of the ship. I know comics are incoherent and the timeline is messy; but just because it's messy, just because it's always been, doesn't mean it's innocent. So I'm gonna keep nitpicking, and I'm gonna stay an annoying bitch, because I refuse to allow comics to manipulate me out of my empathy. And because I don't see everything and am very aware of how easy it is to be manipulated even when you're careful, I encourage you to add to this with things you've noticed whether it's in portrayal or in art about character age, appearance, or any other device they might use to manipulate our perception of the characters -and what narrative these resorts serve.
#i couldn't find any specific example there so I didn't include it#but that also works for the infantilisation of Cass both in the fandom and canon#why are you portraying this grown adult woman as younger than she is?? could it be because she's disabled and asian? surely not#anyway stay annoying stay critical and remember if the opportunity arises it's never a bad time to egg tom taylor's car#dc#dc comics#dc critical#also like do not come at me and “correct” me with the tim jason and mia age difference thing#i have in fact read those comics you can ask me to explain and you can disagree with that analysis but don't “um actually” me#please and thank you
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“An abnormal heat is occurring within the ceasing remnants of my mind”.
#encore au#im using a combination of the two wiki translations here by the way#my art#project sekai#sorry this makes zero sense if you don’t know what this au is about#so basically they’re all dead (joke)#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#emu otori#rui kamishiro#only nene and tsukasa died guys it’s all good#lowkey kind of hate how rui turned out but i’m proud of the others#you can see the improvement tbh#art#my aus#wonderlands x showtime#this is gonna take forever to upload they’re all a billion megabytes big because of the noise layer on the background#anyway i matched lyrics for this whole song to each of them. and like analyzed it. guys#i could give explain this if i wanted…..#maybe not now though……#this is what i did instead of my not even 3 paragraph long lotf essay due tomorrow for eng 👍#i have not even touched my document since third block#it can wait. encore wxs comes first#polysho#i guess#its doomed polysho if you guys like that#um i tried to keep the red from the original mv somewhere in each of them#tsukasas flower & emus dress strap & nenes nails & the weird thing on ruis shoulder all have the same shade color picked from reis hair#yaaay
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I know im reusing graphs but shhhh
Hi so UM im not usually someone that puts my personal life out there like at all (which is an amazing feat considering im the oversharer) but I do feel the need to justify my ebegging LMAO
I am back to living with my parents which has been great in comparison to my previous living situation! But now three weeks ago everything took a sudden NOSEDIVE as we tried piecing together why my parent was having a rapid physical and mental decline. Watching someone close to you so suddenly being unable to walk, talk or remember anything in the span of 4 days is a bad experience 1/10 do not recommend !
Thankfully the route we took to get him help has saved us from a lot of medical bills (we think.) but we still lived basically paycheck to paycheck and with my own savings, and now neither of my parents are working, I am unable to work due to transport and disability rn, and money for transportation to and from the hospital, food and house bills is now running really low... so I'd really appreciate any help.
If you are interested in getting some fun art of whatever you want then here's some extra info + examples, and you can order through artistree or kofi!!!! I also have a membership on kofi which i was planning on going full in this year but um ^^ kinda hard to do that rn. but you also get art monthly with that, so worth mentioning.
Thanks for reading and please reblog if you can <333 I'll try to get commissions out fast when possible, ty!
#commissions open#emergency commissions#emergency commissions open#commision info#art commissions#not really sure what else to tag this#i feel a bit uncomfortable putting all of this out there and i know i didnt NEED to do it but#i feel like i need to explain why i genuine need help#i try not to make this sound too dire but um our landlord amidst all this is trying to kick us out the house which .SUCKS TO SAY THE LEAST#kinda impossible to go look at apartments when ur overnight at the hospital LKFDSLKGS#hopeeefully the week after we can focus on that ? things seem to be getting better . this has just been a lot#ok i gotta go back to attending to my son pot of ramen#really hoping that in a month things get better and i can focus on important things like . drawing yuri and planning out minecraft roleplay
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Shmoovement. Groovement.
Drawn for @dannyketch as part of the transformers raffle for palestine!
#fern art#blaster#jazz#transformers#maccadam#oh yeah hi btw. sorry I have not literally posted anything at all to this blog in the past almost year#I can explain. um.#I do a lot of oc art and I know nobody’s tryna see that shit 👋#prommy I’ll ramp up w some actual tf art this December
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If I wrote a time travel au (Jon and Martin go back in time to first season archives after 200) where because of future intervention there’s a lot less trauma, and with less horrors to worry about past Jon begins to question his gender and starts experimenting with it- and it freaks future Jon out because ‘what tf do you mean I’m trans and never figured it out because Trauma????’
Would anyone read it?
#nonbinary Jon#I want this man to be in a skirt#can you blame me?#sorry if this makes zero sense I’m really dizzy rn#tma shitpost#I haven’t listen to any of protocol so please please please do not spoil it#all I know is I’m not the first one to come up with the time travel idea#I simply want to make many dumb jokes#have future jon threaten Elias (‘I killed you and I’ll kill you again.’)#and have Jon and Martin talk to their younger selves#oh also have them be really weird (sad) about Sasha because/ that’s actually the first time they’ve seen her face and they’re sad about it#;-;#and have Jon in particular be weird about Tim- aggressively avoid him and not explain why#until Tim confronts him like ‘hey future boss. um. what the fuck?’#and Jon just breaks down into apologies and stuff#oh and also Jon in a skirt#that too#tma fanfic#tma au#jon sims#tma jon#jonathan sims
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Doctor Who “Wish World” Theory with spoilers (obviously). I’ve basically made Conrad worse
So, while “John” is working he calls Ibrahim Beautiful which gets an extreme reaction of disgust: “How can you find another man beautiful?”
Meanwhile, Kate goes on and calls another woman beautiful: “She's so beautiful.” (yes I know it’s Rani and that might be why she gets away with it but hear me out)
When the Doctor meets Conrad, Conrad explains the world is built how he wishes: “All the world below is a world I have wished.”
This implies he has homophobic views hence the extreme reaction from Ibrahim when he was called Beautiful, Conrad is homophobic so the world is.
But why is Kate allowed to say a woman is beautiful?
I believe it’s because he has a fetish. I know that some homophobic people, but men especially, find that two men together is “disgusting” while they find pleasure in two women being together and that has been a known category of porn for many years and it is possible he lets lesbian acts slide because he gets a kick from it and he finds male gay acts to be “unnatural”
#when Shirley explained how because Conrad can’t see the disabled no one can that really got me thinking#but um yeah#I may be insane and excuse me if I am#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#doctor who speculation#doctor who series 2#ncuti gatwa#ncuti!doctor#the rani#conrad clark#tw homophobia
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womp womp
#i cant explain how i got here#anyway#my art#dc#fanart#dc fanart#tim drake#garfield logan#robin#beast boy#red robin#btas#teen titans#traditional art#sketch#humanoid#hundy club#uhh. hi. how did you all get here#i swear i can draw better than this. um. hi
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if i ever shut up about these two then assume im dead
#um. theres meaning to this but i dont feel like explaining... whatever u know who their dads are you can figure it out#twip draws#db#son goten#trunks briefs#I DONT REALLY want this to get traction .. idk
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so tired of tudor dramas where there are no women… and even when there are women… there aren’t…ykwim?
#im occasionally on the cusp of rewatching the tudors and then im just like… naur#it’s very annoying that we see men ‘networking’ and not women even tho we know that they were#like the ladies of each queen being basically decorative . it is annoying to me that henry has friends#more or less#we never see his sister interact with other women in a substantial way#we never see anne and mary boleyn with their mother#that he has these long talks with and his wives… well. don’t . you only get the shape of that (even Margaret pole and coa seemed like …#idk. affectionate but weirdly distant )#we only really see mary interact substantially with Chapuys#and pretty much surface-level with other women#and wolf hall/TmATL it’s the same thing . it feels like women are there only when the story cannot AVOID mentioning them.#and those are the two longest series about the Tudors . and one is prestige and one is not but it’s where you have the most ~material ~#some of these tags are out of order . im typing on my phone#you can all . sort them out if you made it this far lol#i just need to reread my fav Tudor books instead … I think ….#there are like . three-five novels i reread in rotation#also honestly I’ll say it : I think that dearth explains PGreg’s popularity#the way she writes women is um… horrible#but they are very prominent . they’re the main characters#in a way they’re just not in other Tudor stuff#(& also in wolf hall/TmATL they are only there in relation to crom…#how is this in any way a substantial improvement#from the precedent of that series which is all the women#only as they are in relation to hviii?#like all that was ‘subverted’ was picking a different man to centre the story#where all the women are just satelliting him)
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translations for the second panel!
"Never knew what's going around in his head..."
"Don't lose hope on me so soon."
#only tumblr can handle this amount of highschool sweetheart slight bit of angst (in that i mean me posting here)#anywho um yeah self explanatory. silly thought-one-sided-but-turned-requited#still explained it 😭😭😭😭 um but yeah i REALLY like highschool aus if u couldnt tell#feel free to go wild on your own opinions i love reading tags....#katekyo hitman reborn#r27#sawada tsunayoshi#reborn
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Coughs
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im so glad im not the only person that looks at seungmin and goes "❓tism❓" bc he is Way Too Relatable to me as a person w autism
yeah..... like I say it in jest but also..... well, yk. sometimes you notice something and you notice something and you notice something and you go Hmmmm
#enby-peep#lol its funny for me personally bc i see a lot of stuff that reminds me of my cousins daughter........ and shes autistic#but everyone in our family constantly and my cousin especially is like Shes you. You are her. Youre so alike.#So you were autistic and that explains your childhood#and i was like Um. I dont know :) i dont know........ i refused it and then i went to the psych for my adhd#he was like 🤨 can you fill out these sheets... and it was to see if i was hitting the markers#and i was hitting them. I was hitting them out the park but i also knew exactly what to answer... not to hear it#so i just answered it... incorrectly to myself. anyway that was 3 yrs ago and i still go ???? why did you lie ??? wtf#so. maybe my seungmin commentary is sometimes a commentary on myself also#but its the same reason being sent to therapy as a teenager didnt work on me bc i knew exactly what to say to be#told what i wanted to hear- youre a mature smart young woman- youre good. id just lie to hear that even if it wasnt actually helpful#and i succeeded. Im a great actress. i didnt want help i wanted to be perceived as normal and i was for a minute. incorrectly.#and probably negatively maybe if i didnt lie i'd be different now but I did and I did it again 3 yrs ago but..... I think ive finally left#idk. my weird obsession with being 'normal' behind- i dont follow the script as much as i did before and im much more honest about how i am#this is an insane set of tags LMAO#so sorry#i dont talk about this stuff often and its An Anniversary today i accidentally used this ask as an emotional dumping ground#some people have journals (seungmin) i have tags on a tumblr post#peace and love on planet earth
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