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Feeling like this today

#ughgghghhhh#i hate working week shifts#unless I’m doing fun stuff#but today is not fun#oh well#what can I do#I’m gonna draw#least I can do that#some people don’t have that luxury at their jobs#gooseworx#jax#tadc#tadc jax#the amazing digital circus#michael kovach#jax tadc#tadc pomni#i can’t draw
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Heres my awesome art request:
Draw Martlet from UTY clothes-swapped with Ceroba :3
Also very kind of you to take requests!! Only draw if your feeling like it no pressure X3
I dones it :>
Yaey!
second version and doodle under the cut
Second version! They kept their colors
Doodle (from me trying to figure out what to do)
#hod#art requests#requests#uty fanart#uty#martlet uty#martlet#uty martlet#uty ceroba#ceroba ketsukane#ceroba#ceroba uty#Idk how to tag#anyways hi#thank you for the request!#it was fun to do#clothes swap#Once again sorry for the three people I skipped -v-#I just need to complete my community service hour quota#It’s done now thanks to this ask#Also a note for any future requests#I will have a much higher chance of doing the request if I’m actually interested in it#for example#uhhh uty stuff#And even though you can ask anonymously#If you ask non-anonymously I can send an ask to your thingy for clarification on what you mean#And also if you ask for ship art with no clarification (which is something I don’t really care for personally)#I will default to platonic ship so I don’t have to draw romance#Unless it’s funny :3#Yeah i’m talking about that one anon who wants me to draw ship art of both “yhoundeh” and link and “yhoundeh” and sonic
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I <3 COMPETITIVE POKEMON!!! YAY VGC!!
stealing this image from my good friend @moonlit-ripples
#to be clear my relationship to competitive pokémon is like my relationship to real life sports#like let’s say basketball#have i played it myself? a bit. am i any good at it? no not really#not at all who am i kidding#do i have fun playing it casually? for sure#do i know a lot about it as a spectator? ya i’ve picked up all the main ideas#could i tell you what is currently happening on the scene? no#do i watch matches? i’ll never actively seek one but if it’s on in front of me yeeeeah baby!#do i love hearing everything i can bc i find it super fun? yessss#and lastly (this one does not also apply to basketball) do i understand all those memes i reblogged earlier? about 90% of them#asks#thanks anon#but fr i nerd out so hard i’m so glad i learned all this stuff#the extent of my knowledge and skill could never get me to win actual competitive matches other than getting lucky on silly ones w friends#but it helped me a LOT in-game in violet. especially in the indigo disk. couldn’t imagine doing that as a casual without just overlevelling#tbh#and even when it isn’t that hard. the indigo disk and actual comp made me realize that actual strategizing is FUN#it makes me so sad when people approach comp with such bad faith.#these guys loooove pokémon and they loooove their mons!#they are fun and they love fun (unless you’re one of the infamous ones like lavos lol)#wish ppl didnt look down on them for being nerds or act like they are lesser fans for engaging with the media differently
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we need to go back to when people treated stanarrator as a small fun aspect of the game and not the fandom’s main focus please. yes the narrator is gay or whatever, cool, let’s talk about him possibly being a skull now
#crow thoughts#crossing my fingers and hoping this doesn’t make it into the tag FBDJFBDJF#but yeah I’m sorry. it was more fun when it was treated like how it is in game#where it’s not like a confirmed thing unless you interpret it that way#for the sake of my anxiety this isn’t to diss anyone! this is just me wanting to see more analysis stuff#non ship fans PSPSPSPPSPSPS PLEASE COME CLOSER#this does not apply to my mutuals my mutuals are awesome and can do whatever they want 4ever#but yea idk I just feel like solely focusing on a ship is like. kinda boring. and also usually overshadows everything else
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It’s always fun when like. In the moment I’m sitting there like “damn I’m way overreacting to this. This situation isn’t actually that bad and I’m getting upset over nothing because I haven’t had enough food or water or rest”. But then once I’ve had some food and some space away from people and a nap and some water and some more food and some time of just being silly. And then I revisit what happened and I’m like “oh wait no that like actually genuinely sucked so so so bad holy fuck. How the fuck was I acting so normal because that was not a fucking normal situation”
#multiple cases of this today#I just thought I was grumpy cuz I was tired from being too nervous about presenting to get much sleep#but no like. genuinely that shit was fucked#I think. I do not want to try playing new jackbox games with people unless they let me watch other people play a round of it first#so I can understand what the hell is going on#and also. hearing a robot voice alternate between reading peoples guesses of ‘harry potter’ and ‘elprup you suck at this’ was uhhhhhh BAD#I can’t really do anything about the jerk in my group project whispering during Literally Every Other Presentation#(so constantly and so loudly that my teacher turned around and did a hand-slicing-throat gesture at her)#which was. mortifying to sit near. because I’m now associated with that behavior since we’re in the same group#but I Can do something about the game thing. which is at least something#idk I’m just. I’m sad. I napped so I can’t really go to bed and sleep this off#its 1am so I don’t wanna do much of anything in case it wrecks my sleep schedule#but if I lay down I’m worried I’m gonna start rotating this stuff over in my head#which doesn’t sound very fun
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I hate micro transactions and permanently limited content I hate micro transactions and permanently limited content I HATE MICRO TRANSACTIONS AND PERMANENTLY LIMITED CONTENT

#I started playing sky children of light and it’s so cute but they’re whole cosmetic acquiring system is so fucking stupid it angers me#yeah limit a GOOD chunk of your content behind a limited paywall that if you don’t pay and participate in the time frame it’s gone forever#and no one will ever EVER see it again haha sorry if you didn’t know this game existed when it was available it’s too late now#like some of it comes back and I get a bp function but like man#I had no idea this game existed till recently or the fact it had so much stuff in it#only to find out anything mildly interesting is from a season released on the first year#the game is like 5-6 years old now? something like that#and even though some content comes back occasionally there’s so much content at this point it will take forever for things to rotate through#and it’s only SOME not everything from that season pass#like holiday events being gone till next year? sure yeah I get it they want my money it’s okay#but basic content feeling like there’s a one in a million chance you’ll lay eyes on it ever again? that’s crazy#on top of the fact it’s so hard to find out where most content comes from??? and finding a coherent source that’s not a disc I’d never#guess existed unless my sister told me?#DEVS FIX YOUR GAME#only think keeping me playing and grinding is so I can max stuff out as much as I can so I get snag that jellyfish fit when it comes back#I’m also just so so so sick of every game I enjoy wanting all of my money for the simplest things#what happened to releasing a full game where cosmetics and fun extras were a grindy process that felt rewarding#I’d take buying dlc/expansions over dumb cosmetic micro transactions ANY day#okay coming back to add the fact that though there are basic cosmetics you can grind for without real money it doesn’t look that cool#it’s mostly just recolors of the basic cape and plain white outfits#aka do you#like pants or shorts or bell bottoms or leggings#aka a lot of the basic free cosmetics you grind for are boring af
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first wip shot! this is my first time sculpting a human face so it’s a good start, but the features aren’t right. I probably need to start the whole thing over from the top though bc i think i created the skull shape assuming id do a simpler style but then i started the facial features a lot more realistic lol, so there’s a discrepancy that’ll probably only get worse the more i refine the facial features, but its not bad for a first round!!
#N posts stuff#like Augustus’ face is definitely more ovular than circular#i don’t do a lot of pre-planning with 3d work ever which is bad probably but ¯\_(ツ)_/#i’m not doing this to sell it or get a grade off of it so i can do whatever i want lmao#but i think in my head i assumed id do like a simple circle and then Paint the features on#but then actually got that far and realized i wanted to sculpt so#need to redo the skull so it actually fits that plan now lol#i do also have the armature bases done for both augustus and the changeling bc i had to match their heights right off the bat#i’m doing it with quilt batting and securing it with yarn so far it looks a little goofy#the problem i’m having a little is making sure augustus Looks Fat and not just like. Wide? idk how to phrase it#but with ‘cartoony’ styles unless you contrast two characters directly you can make the style kinda wide/chunky and it’ll still Read as lean#(like chibi styles you know?) and i don’t want augustus to look like that#so i’m having to figure out how to get the batting on and have it distributed and sag like fat actually does#it’s fun! idk i like to figure stuff out. it’s all a little meaningless bc augustus wears exclusively long/oversized clothes#but that just means if i can’t figure it out then its fine !#i like you too
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I will say most insane thing about YAOYD au plans is that the three main fics I have planned for it are:
- one fic covering the eighth child arc
- one fic covering the ENTIRE SERIES BETWEEN THE EIGHTH CHILD ARC AND TRI
- one fic covering tri
#Crepusculum (the current title I have planned for that middle fic) is going to be a MONSTER. One of those fics that just casually has 100#chapters or something#as for why it’s all one thing - I don’t really foresee major changes for the rest of the series outside of the eighth child arc and tri. so#Crepusculum is planned on showing the minor changes there are + new scenes and stories that fit within that time period#like. I’m not gonna rewrite the entirety of 02 where everything is the same but PicoDevimon is there and says stuff sometimes. I’m skipping#stuff where there’s nothing interesting to change.#dramon thoughts#yaoyd au#also this is just me stating the main fics. I have a few side fic ideas that would also be fun in that universe.#those being 1) au of an au where picodevimon’s line is actually the devimon->vamdemon->piedmon because while it’s not what I want to do for#the main story that IS an interesting concept#2) one focusing on maki and the other original chosen in the yaoyd verse#3) maybe a kizuna rewrite? it would be way different and unless I do like what I end up doing with it it would probably be noncanon to yaoyd#4) MAYBE our beginning? even less likely than kizuna though because I don’t really have much thoughts on stuff to change there! if I think#of an interesting way to play with it then yeah I’ll include it
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People at work always tell me “wow you’re so good at writing detailed explanations, instructions, helpful hints, etc!” And it’s like thanks, I’m really bad at understanding other people when they try to explain things to me so I end up just doing a shit ton of hands-on fumbling my way through things just to figure them out and I end up accidentally learning the “how” and “why” things are done a certain way and the causes and effects of said processes that nobody really thinks or cares about, so then when I have to explain the Thing to someone else I write it out in a way that would’ve been actually helpful for me when I was learning, including all of that background information that others deem irrelevant or insignificant. It be that good ol’ autism 👍🏻
#don’t ask me to explain anything verbally tho#because we’re all gonna have a bad time#UNLESS! I’ve written a script for myself and practiced it several times#autistic#autism#neurodivergent#I get assigned all the projects of writing user guides and training materials now 😅#which is fun! I like it. I can incorporate my writing hobby into my otherwise analytical job#but while some people appreciate my over explaining things#others are just like ‘that’s too much info just tell me how to do the thing’#and I’m like ‘but… all this other stuff is important ☹️’#because chances are they’ll just come to me a week later with more questions 🙄#Karly overshares#txt
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#sorry i’ve been behind on posts in my tracked tag#i haven’t really been on here and letting my queue do most of the work#i just feel weird and isolated when i come on here lately#i’ve been questioning my place here a lot and don’t have the motivation to say much#or post gifs either#despite that i’ve spent all week working on a fun comp set#each panel pretty much takes me a whole day and i still have two more to do#i think after i post it i’m just gonna be on an indefinite hiatus from creating#unless it’s absolutely imperative that i gif something i’m pretty much done being passionate about posting new stuff#that’s where i’m at mentally rn#it could change but i just feel really burned out and tired of caring so much#i don’t have the energy anymore
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OK SO
i just made myself a huge like masterlist p much in discord with all my fics in it. i’ll need to put tumblr stuff in it too later but THE HOPE IS. that since i will be able to easily scroll through all of it. (google docs mobile is hell and i usually write on my phone) i will actually be able to SEE ALL MY FICS. and not forget about what i am working on.
i’m also keeping track now of what i currently want to work towards and what i have in my inbox over here. before i was kinda just checking every so often and then forgetting and then checking and then forgetting etc
WITH ANY LUCK. this will mean more consistent posting. i CANNOT promise anything because i am a human and thus flawed. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GO BACK TO WRITING MORE.
i have five twstober prompts left to write and eight requests in my inbox and then i will open requests again. i will NOT be hosting any request EVENTS for the near future - twstober will be the only event i am planning on regularly participating in. i would like to instead focus more on my full fics and my ocs as they bring me very much joy. please ask me about my ocs i will love you forever /platonic. i will also add something to my request rules for asks about ocs because i will take any and all excuses to talk about them
CHEERS I HOPE THIS WORKS BROS. I NEED TO GET A WHITEBOARD OR SMTH FOR A REMINDER IN MY PHYSICAL SURROUNDINGS TOO FOR MY BRAIN
#i am one of those people that likes timeblocking in my calendar#but that doesn’t work for me for writing#i write when the writing mood strikes#which isn’t very often unless i am hyperfocusing or am reminded of my wonderful beautiful boys (my ocs)#white board would be ideal so i can write down like top three priorities for writing and work on those for a week and then cycle through#i think we might have one somewhere#i still haven’t unpacked all the way from when we moved six months ago 💀#i’m doing my best#anyways tonight has been a lot of ranting#i love writing i just kind of forget about everything that isn’t placed in front of me regularly#so scrolling through years of google docs on my phone doesn’t really work#they’re organized into folders on google drives. but the folders don’t translate to docs.#it’s terrible.#solution?#make a discord server into a masterpost#this is also a useful way for me to store small ideas without clogging up my drafts#fnaf laundry fic has like five pages of notes of fun things that could happen and then has like a chapter or a half a chapter done#so i can move stuff over#and for something in the water#i literally have a whole nother document filled with fun ideas#wyn is my baby girl you don’t understand#i have literally 16 current fics you can’t blame me for forgetting about them if they’re not all there okay
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Just saw the saddest video ever of 2 girls, around six years old, picking out anything they wanted from the store and instead of buying a new toy or chocolate or something they just bought adult skin care products.
#and I mean it’s 100% their parents fault because I’m pretty sure most kids of that age today are still gonna choose toys and stuff#like it’s just how do you actually teach a child that young that they should value the way they look over enjoyment and fun#like kids that age probably shouldn’t be using adult skin care products because of the chemicals and shit (and most kids unless prescribed#by their doctor don’t need to use any at all) but also for that to be their first choice - they were able to choose anything from any shop#is just so sad in a way
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Any closer to a Starcrossed update?
I’m battling my demons fr fellas idk why I’m so hyper critical of my writing rn
#it’s not that serious neon it’s just for fun#I just gotta lock in#I just gotta#post the bad stuff#idk#it’s not even like the writing is bad#I just constantly feel like everything I do isn’t “good enough’’#and I know that’s not true because I know most of the time people just want to see content of any kind#but like I just have this inner child wound that’s eating away at my writing time rn#and the only way to cope is to put my energy into other skills#because I don’t know how to feel like I have value#unless I’m Good Enough#when awg said ‘I’ve been dreaming that I’m only good enough for me and no one else’#I felt that#just like for the record I’m Objectively fine#like I can’t exactly cure this insecurity that I have#unless I go back in time to beat the shit out of my mom for just#belittling every minor success I’ve ever had#but like#objectively I’m mentally okay#neon answers#neon vented#star crossed lovers tm#behind the scenes
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every day the urge to delete gear grows stronger
#magpie talks will they shut up?#vent#listen i hate the holidays this is suffering time i need to complain#but uhhhggghhgg#i know it’s my fault for not starting interactions cuz i’m anxious#but idk if rping by myself is fun anymore#and i can’t bring myself to talk about him unless i’m asked 😭#instead of wasting time on stuff for him i could do so much else. idk man#uhhhhhhhgghgg anyways#i’m gonna reorganised and re-tag the whole blog and think about things
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First volunteering shift tomorrow 😵💫
#it’s at a new local charity shop that benefits an animal charity#i went there on thursday night and the manager’s son showed me and others how to use all the important things#he was really nice. it seems like a good culture#he was kind of cute also but i found his instagram and he’s even gayer than me. which is fine#anyway i’m only there on tuesday mornings#i just thought it’d get me out of my rut and allow me to put something on my cv#and i can also help an important charity at the same time#none of it seems crazy complicated. like the till was Way simpler than the one at my last job#it’s just that it’s a touch screen and i’m not used to touch screen tills lol. like how do you cashier at light speed on that#get me a keyboard and i’ll clear your queue and frazzle the populace#there’s that and labelling. which basically i get to stab stuff with a tag maker. fun!#the only thing that kind of stresses me is signing people up for gift aid but i might just.. never do it#unless someone gives me good vibes#like i’m not asking anyone even remotely belligerent to sign up for gift aid. i am asking 20 somethings with the backbone of a string bean#he did say not to worry about it unless someone is donating a lot of stuff or high ticket items#so yeah. that’s the situation#i’m just nervous because it’s a new place; new people; my knee’s been acting up this week#i just ate too much and i also have to post a package tomorrow so i’m really worried i’m going to accidentally do something weird#like leave my package at the shop or try to volunteer at the royal mail#look it’s fine. it’s fine! it’s once a week#it’s once a week and my edibles are arriving tomorrow! god willing#i ordered a cupcake box and each one is like 300mg and i haven’t had weed in over a month#so don’t be surprised if the next thing you hear from me is ‘the shift went fine and also i’m blasted’#okay i’m gonna do a bedtime yoga; take herbal nytol and go to sleep#hopefully.#personal
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Hate to ask questions on here cause I feel like I’m spamming a little bit when I do~~
Could just play the game to find out~~
Got to learn to be ok with uncertainty and learn as I go cause that’s how we played games as kids~~
Got to train my brain to get used to harder things and not give up~~ maybe I’ll get back to studying The Mystic Script as well~~ (Japanese, lol)
Was gonna ask some questions about what certain things mean but I guess I’ll learn~~
That’s going to be sort of annoying if I get vengeance I think because seeing a screenshot of the status screen, I got used to seeing the iv status screen with abbreviations for things, so just seeing symbols is gonna be fun~~ /sarcasm
So instead of ask; I’ll take a shot in the dark and guess what I think they mean
Repel: I’d assume it’s like counter in Pokemon, where it sends the attack back at whoever cast it
Absorb: absorbs the move and gets healed
Null: a move does no damage (?)
Weak: deals more damage and get the attacker extra press turns in games with them
And I’m assuming absorb only does that if a demon with the absorb element is hit with the element, and in such cases it hits everyone, it’ll hit everyone but the one with element absorb unlike lighting rod ability in Pokemon that automatically absorbs all electric moves used.
Ditto with repel/null I’ll bet. Everyone else would still be hit
And that’s all I can remember for now ~~
Get out of my head and play the game more~~
I got to the “fusion yay~~~~~ super excited” then my brain was like ‘no more game for a while’
I WANNA PLAY GAMES AGAIN dArn iT ~~~~
And I’m not just talking smt, I’m not even playing casual games at the moment either~~
Less in head, more play game~~~ come on~~~ it’ll be fun~~
Trying to talk myself into playing games again and not complaining ~~ my apologies if it sounds like I am~~
Fun but probably meaningless challenge; use demons only of one alignment, lol.
Or how would you nuzlocke smt? But I should just play instead of trying a challenge right off the bat, lol.
First demon you recruit per area? Would that not let you use fusion? Would you have to delete the dead demon from stock instead of fuse it into a new one?
I like challenge runs but also it’s my first ever play through of any game so should just play it normally and do what I think is best ~~
Instead of make it harder for no reason~~
And I like watching them not necessarily playing challenge run myself. I’ve never done a nuzzlocke or anything ~~~
I hope these kinds of posts aren’t annoying ~~~ I feel like they are but I also think I’m being annoying all the time, even though it’s not true probably ~~~
Have fun and don’t get stuck in your head too much ~~
Still got to decide who to fuse and then recruit more cause I don’t have enough macca to get them from the compendium ~~ that might be cheaper anyway actually ~~
I’m thinking when and if I get to playing I’m gonna be fusing and recruiting just to fuse more~~
TLDR less think about it, more do it~~
#personal#thoughts#thinking#questions#about what stuff does#but if I jump in I’ll surely learn what they mean#trying to encourage myself to actually play games again#not to complain#i hate my brain#let me have fun dang it#vent#vent post#personal vent#sorry if my posting these bugs anyone#Hope I’m smart enough and got the answers to those. correct#play the game and learn#play the game#it’ll be fun#just remembered this#don’t pay the ferryman#unless you haven’t saved in a long time#teach my brain to do hard things and not give up easily#like studying Japanese again#the mystic script#japnese#studying japanese#just very slowly#I’m sorry if I’m annoying#bet you all can guess what this is about huh#trapped in a labrynth and it’s my own mind
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