#ur trip sounds like the dream hehe

[hyuckmov]

it was really early in the morning when we went to han river and ate ramen there (CAN FINALLY CROSS IT OUT MY LIST IM HAPPY CRYING AGAIN) so there weren't that many people yet except for those alr walking their pets (SO CUTE BOTH THE PETS AND OWNERS R TOO NICE :(( ) and then bicycling. our initial plan was to have a lil picnic at night but decided to just do it in the morning so it wouldn't be too cold (SIKE) and about the couples -- OMG YES THEY ARE EVERY. WHERE. ANY TIME OF DAYYYY. it's really different to see it yourself. esp at parks!! we couldn't stop giggling because we don't know if we should proceed taking pics w the flowers and all or just look for another area because they're all there doing couple stuff (cute pics and all) it's so fun n hilarious.

that's alright though, at least you could save up more and maybe do other things first so you'd be ready-ready once you're all decided to go :> going with friends really IS FUN :(( coming from a really introverted person (ME)

i so agree with you 🥹 bigger, better, more fun, more more more worth the wait. it's kinda funny to think it now but that time it was just too depressing for me that almost everyone around me are there EXCEPT ME. like, genuinely happy for them but u just can't help but be sad too yk? SO I HEARD ..... and based on the clips i saw the boys were having soooo so so sooo much fun not to mention the crowd's truly amazing.. AND I THANK THEM THE BOYS HAD SO MUCH FUN. about the byl, if you're free that time then i think you should get it. HAVE FUUUUUN think of it as a little preview for u until you finally get to experience it live ;-;

PLEASE ENJOY THAT BREAK WHILE YOU CAN I'M TELLING YOU. i went straight to working right after i graduated and yes it's a good thing i alr secured a job as they said but i felt so down and burnt out for months since i never got to take a rest even for just a week or so... it was like my time was running out fast or something.. SO PLEASE. rest, have fun, do whatever makes you calm and happy.. just. enjoy <333

(PS i notice my responses get longer and longer each time i hope it's not a bother to you or to anyone that comes across this. and pls.. don't thank me im having so much fun chatting with uuu)

HIII firstly. not bothered by ur long responses at all i love reading these it’s like receiving a letter 🫶🏻 pls keep on sending these when u have the time hehe

omg eating ramen at han river…cycling and people-watching that literally sounds like the dream i’m stealing that idea for my own future trip <3 RIIIGHT the couples also i hear all the girls r super pretty w the middest boyfriends ever 🤭 im also an introvert (and actually irl really guarded lol) and i always wonder about what it would really be like to travel w friends or even live with them…wonder what it will do to my social battery and also just seeing me at my worst (11pm-2am) but ngl i won’t know until i try :) my friends and i might all be going overseas to and the same country for uni so it’ll really be like starting a new life and i’m excited to do it w them no matter what happens

sometimes it’s a comparative thing…. it feels like everyone else is there and it’s so sad that you’re not. i’m still debating between actually paying for the byl and also just watching it being streamed off someone else… one thing is that finding links for streams r so stressful esp when they get cut off…. but another is am i rlly gna spend $50 on this….but i hear it’s going to be really special with some new songs <3

the burn out is so real….. i was so annoying for the first few weeks of working because i just couldn’t believe like is this what real life is…? is there really nothing more to life? i was so struck LMFAO i was beginning to realize the power of having a bubble subscription because getting a notification from haechan as i’m rotting at my work cubicle is like a LIFESAVER. this is my last week of work and i’m so excited bc my friend will also be finishing work so we’re sooo gna celebrate by doing jobless things and maximizing our unemployment (weekday lunch deals and cheap museum tickets) 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

I HOPE YOUUU feel rested after ur trip and that life’s been going okay…. HOW ARE YOU!!! what have you been doing :)

[hungharrington]

I can see Steve saying "When I tell you to sit on my face, I want you to sit, is that clear?" to read

wet as a dream

anon babe, i'm sure this prompt is supposed to be dom energy and yet all i could read was assuring boyfriend stevie <3 so have sum softness with ur face-sitting hehe 2k words, minors do not interact, and yanno, this is exactly what the prompt suggests + a lot of lovey dovey feelings ! enjoy <3

Look, you were no stranger to sex, to say the least. It might still make you flush, an eager yet still slightly embarrassed warmth whenever you and Steve go from sweet kisses, to a hot make-out, to more…

But even then, you’re not entirely sure anything could’ve prepared for this— for Steve to murmur against your lip between his heated kisses, “I want you to sit on my face.” 

You pull back from the make-out, chest huffing and your voice sounds only a tiny bit strangled when you say, “What?” 

Steve takes advantage of his new view, eyes skirting up and down your face hungry with love. His eyes are warm, grin easy, like it’s no big deal when he says, “I said I want—“ 

“No, no,” You cut in, feeling your ears tinge warmly. “I, uh, heard you the first time.” 

The image his words conjure pours into your mind, sitting on his tongue as his hands curl right around your thighs and keep you as close as he wants— while you mewl atop him, at his mercy. You shiver just a bit, desire streaking through you, and it quickly reminds you of the lap you’re sitting it, the evidence of Steve’s desire hard beneath you. 

His hands haven’t moved, still resting on your sides. His thumbs swatch up and down lightly, trying to read your expression. “You don’t have to,” Steve says earnestly, brows drawing together. “But, I promise it’ll feel so good.” 

That you have no doubt about. You’ve found it especially hard to stay quiet when Steve gets his mouth on you— something in the way he eats you out, with such an enthused fervor, moaning enough that you know he enjoys it too. 

“That’s not what I’m worried bout.” You admit, shifting in his lap again. Your hands that have been resting on his chest fall, landing on your thighs. You avert your eyes for a moment, some old insecurities bubbling to the service — you’ve never done this before but Steve has, he’s probably done it with girls skinnier than you, with smaller thighs and— 

“Whatever you’re thinking, don’t, okay?” Steve interrupts your stream of prickly thoughts, moving a hand up to cradle your jaw sweetly. You meet his eyes, knowing your worry displays on your expression. His fondness soothes you. 

“I wouldn’t have asked if I didn’t want to.” Steve promises. 

“You’re sure?” You check one more, anxiety getting the best of you. 

Steve chuckles lightheartedly, leaning in to kiss you deeply. He pulls back an inch, scanning your face once more, looking for more hesitancy to soothe. “If you are,” he assures with another smile. 

With a deep breath, you nod, aiming for sure. You think back to the steamy image your mind had provided, think back to every time Steve’s gotten between your thighs and drawn out noises out of you that you didn’t even know you could make — you want to do this. 

Steve grins. He reclines himself to lie back on the bed, his hands fluttering down to ghost touches along your thighs. Another nerve trips you up. 

“Can I— can I keep my skirt on?” You ask nervously, your fingers gripping the edge of your skirt. 

Steve softens, grin melting into a reassuring smile. “Of course, honey. And if you want to stop, just- if you’re uncomfortable or find you don’t want to—“ 

“I do.” You interrupt him. “I do want to do this.” 

To prove your point, you begin to work your panties down your thighs — You can feel the slick that’s pooled in them, from when you had gotten worked up from the hot kisses from Steve earlier. You feel yourself clench in anticipation of what’s coming. 

It takes a moment to work them off, getting caught on your ankles awkwardly - but that awkward giggle dies in your throat at Steve’s heavy stare. You failed to notice his growing boner until you situate yourself back on his lap, in nothing but your skirt and bra, and the feel of it feeds into your lust. He wants this. He really fucking wants this. 

“Okay,” you say, biting your lower lip for a moment, trying to think if there’s a sexier way to shuffle up the bed to his face. Steve let’s you get all of halfway before he pauses you, hands on your thighs again— he wants to say this when he can still see your whole face properly. 

"When I tell you to sit on my face,” He starts, enjoying how your expression peaks in embarrassment once again. He grins. “I want you to sit.” 

He raises his brows at you. “Is that clear?" He asks, making sure you’re both on the right page. Steve Harrington certainly did not half-ass some face-sitting.

You nod, a little relieved at his insistence and clear excitement— something delightful burns in your tummy that he wants to do this, enough to assure you to not dare hold back. 

You shuffle a little higher, nerves creeping in as you hover over Steve’s face, unsure how to start. Do you just—? 

The question is ripped from your mind as Steve’s arms curl up around your thighs, hands holding you firm, and he pulls you down onto his mouth. His tongue licks a bold stroke through your folds, warm and wet. 

Heat plumes in your tummy, a soft sigh of pleasure escaping your lips as your head tips back — you can’t quite handle the sight of him between your thighs just yet. You know it’ll send your head spinning. Your hands hold the edge of your skirt up, just an inch or so to keep it out of his face and you try to focus on the sensations instead. 

His pink lips mouth softly along your cunt, tongue soothing along as he works up to your clit — then swirls his tongue over it firmly, enough to pull a soft moan from you. You legs spread a little wider, sinking into him and you can feel the hum of approval from Steve. 

“There we go,” He praises, pressing another sloppy kiss to clit. “That’s it.” 

His encouragement melts into you, fiery hot, and you whine a bit, hips rocking down on his face instinctively. Pleasure twists the coil in your stomach tighter. Steve’s fingers flex against the skin of your thighs, his tongue loose and warm as he licks and suckles at your core.

Time melts and muddles as you lose yourself to pleasure, Steve dutifully giving and giving, his plush lips dragging deliciously against your clit so good that all you do is moan above him. You’re not sure how long you’ve been going, only the mounting pull in your tummy to give an indication, when Steve’s mouth begins to kiss lower and lower — until he’s aligned with your slicked entrance. 

Where you might of once given a moment to embarrassment, you only feel your eagerness grow— especially as Steve releases a filthy moan against you. 

“You’re so wet,” he rasps, the words doused in lust and approval. You shiver at his husky voice, a weak moan scraping out your throat when he skirts his tongue around your hole, avoiding it purposefully. You clench, and whine in complaint. Tease. 

“My girl,” He hums, a few more kisses. You have no doubt you’ve soaked the bottom half of his face with your arousal— but the thought just adds to your lust. “You love this, hmm? Y’glad I ask’d?” 

You’re nodding fervently, desperate for him to keep going, and a pitiful “yes” trips out your mouth. Steve chuckles, the vibrations making you keen, and your impatience gets the best of you; you rock down on him again. 

Steve’s expecting it, if his tightening grip on your thighs and experienced tongue are any indication. He presses up, tongue fucking into the entrance of your cunt hotly and you can’t help how one of your hands shift down rapidly to fist in his hair.

It’s the first time you’ve properly looked down at him, between your thighs, and the sight of him so clearly enjoying himself turns your whine into a loud moan. His hair is messy, eyes slipping closed as he dedicates himself to making you fall apart on his tongue. He looks so fucking hot. 

“Steve,” you whimper, tugging his hair lightly — and you receive a moan in response. He doesn’t let up, doesn’t pause for a moment as your hips move to chase your orgasm which has begun to peak over, just let’s you ride his face. Your chest heaves, every exhale painted in a moan. Every word out your mouth is a curse or his name. 

“Steve,” you whine in warning and Steve’s eyes open. It’s more intimate than you’re expecting, staring down at him with his mouth on your cunt, moments from tipping over the edge- you’re beginning to sound pathetic, whines getting higher and higher. Steve shifts, tilts his head the right way and then— then his fucking nose is rubbing your clit just the right way and you’re gone.

You cry out softly, breathes shuddering as everything peaks — thighs trembling, your hand tightening it’s grip in Steve’s hair, eyes screwed close and your mouth hung open in a moan. The room feels unbearably warm as your orgasm washes over you. Steve thinks he might actually cum in his pants at the sight, especially from his vantage point between your thighs. Fuck. His cock gives a twitch in his pants. 

They’ve been growing tighter and tighter, fueled by your every moan since he’s managed to convince you onto his face — and now his cock is so hard it nearly hurts. Not once had Steve considered slipping a hand down to relieve some pressure; this isn’t about him. It’s about you — and fuck, if you don’t you look beautiful cumming on his face. Twitching and moaning and falling apart on his tongue. 

Steve works you through it, turning back to sloppy open mouth kisses up until you’re finally releasing his hair and shuffling back, so to slump down back in his lap. If you hadn’t just seen stars, you might notice the flicker of excitement in your tummy at Steve’s hardness beneath you. For the moment, however, you’re spent.

Steve hasn’t moved. You try to catch your breath and peer down at him. A laugh catches in your throat at the blissed out smile toying on his face — someone clearly enjoyed themselves. 

“Fucking hell,” you huff approvingly. Steve’s eyes flick over to meet yours and he grins. Your slick is still on his lips, pinker than ever in the sheen of your arousal. He licks them clean. Your tummy twists up at the sight. Why is that so hot? 

“Didn’t I say you’d enjoy it?” Steve hums cockily, his hands searching across the sheets to find your hips. He caresses the skin there gently. 

“Mmhm,” you hum your agreement. “Don’t think I was the only one who enjoyed that though.” You tease, moving your hips down against his bulge purposefully and Steve lets out a deep groan. His hips move up beneath you.

You regrettably stop his movements with a hand on his chest. Steve watches you closely, eyes inquiring. “I’ll return the favor but, um, give me a couple minutes.” 

You smile sheepishly. It dawns quickly on Steve the reason for your pause, needing a cool-off period, and his grin turns down right cheeky. His hands shift up to your wrists and he tugs your forward, capturing you in his arms and holding you against his chest. It’s warm and safe and you can’t help but melt into it, still sapped from your orgasm. 

“That just means I did my job right,” Steve murmurs gleefully, pressing a kiss into your hair. He chuckles at your small uh huh and holds you tighter. 

And with all his whispers of how hot you looked above him, how hard it got him, it doesn’t take very long to find the energy to return the favor. 

[ns-imagines]

What they drive

141 Guys x domestic/everyday life

SFW | Word Count: 1.4k | Headcannons

**Long post with lots of pictures!

A/N: I dunno much about cars but I always wonder what the boys would be driving. See what they’re picking me up in for date night… this is just for fun and highlights the modern life they have outside of missions. Also the gif of Soap falling on the car took me out lmao. Not requested. -Kiv

John Price

A man who takes pride in his vehicles. He has two Chevy trucks. A nice truck for everyday use and a project truck. The perfect person to talk to if you are thinking of purchasing a car or truck. Price has got the “dealership scam” game down. You'll be leaving the lot with a good deal.

The project car being a 1985 Chevy C10. Price is always going on about how “this is every man's dream car to work on”. He says it everytime he opens the garage. Without fail! It's got a classic blue color with a few rust spots but, nothing a good layer of paint can't fix. Its the 90s car from the movies. Nothing else to say about it!

Ahh the project car. Price works on it when he can. Set up a lawn chair, get a glass of lemonade, and just watch that man work. Sometimes hell even explain to you what he’s doing. That is if you can even pay attention. There’s something so attractive about a man talking about what he’s passionate about all sweaty with a nice pump. HEY, wipe that drool off your face.

Price’s personal truck is nice. It gets him from point A to B. Everything on it is stock. He’ll always tell you hes gonna sell it once his project car has been fixed. But there’s still quite a lot to do on the project car. Its a 2012 Chevy Silverado in cherry black with a covered bed. Good on gas and can pull a trailer or boat! He doesn’t invest money in it for other than maintenance costs.

It smells specifically like “Lakeside Morning” from Bath and Body works car scents. The packaging is what got him. It was honestly super cute when he read the package out loud. “Smells like: Cool, Sweet, Fresh, and alone time on the dock” followed by a shrug and him throwing it into his cart. Does he even fish?

Oh, whenever he turns a corner in the Silverado theres a thud coming from the bed. Its a cooler that has been there FOREVER. He swears he’s going to take it out. Price brought it when 141 met for a cook out and some beers a few months ago.

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Kyle “Gaz” Garrick

Don’t ask about the APR please. Kyle is going to use this bad girl till it breaks. Its his dream car. Price took him away from base to get a better rate for it! Its fast its speedy its a 2015 Ford Shelby GT350. Oh yeah racing stripes and all. He got it wrapped in a matte ocean blue. Im talking leather seats, tinted windows, and custom wheel.

Kyle loves this car and will always offer to pick you up. Ur always going to be passenger princess. Kyle always drives up reallll slow, rev the engine a little, and rolls down the window to smile big at you. He gets the door for you when you are both approaching the car. Don’t test him. He will literally sprint to get the door for you. An actual cutiepie

Hes so damn cute when it comes to long drives. Hand on your thigh and singing to the music together. Expect spontaneous trips!! He doesn’t even know where you guys are headed today.

Loves to speed up when there no cars in front of him. That feeling of the car pushing into you the sear is his favorite. Kyle is definitely the type to lightly bang on the steering wheel and go “Wooooooo” when returning to the normal speed limit. Hehe. Hope it didn’t freak you out too much. You will without a doubt get a few reassuring thigh squeezes.

Classic Black Ice scent. Cant go wrong with it! Its his car’s signature sent if you ask him. Kyle keeps his car clean. Theres a few half empty water bottles in the back but never straight up trash. He makes sure to buy the premium wipes for the interior. Like I said that car is his baby. Ugh did i mention the sound system?! Its absolutely amazing. You can feel the bass in your bones. Literally sounds like you’re in an air pod pro.

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John “Soap” Mactavish

His car is the hangout car. Like if were going out with boys were taking Soaps car. He drives a pearl colored 2020 Honda Accord. He ordered the under the seat lights and everything. Its actually a vibe in there. The music changes the lights or he has an app on his phone to change the color. Another amazing sound system tbh.

Similar to Gaz the glovebox in the car is yours. He even puts stuff in there for you as a surprise :,). Sweet baby Johnny. Like one time you got in the car like usual and opened the glovebox to grab chapstick or some perfume/cologne and sitting on the car instruction manual was a bag/box of ur favorite snack. When you looked back over, Johnny was looking back at you with a big derpy smile.

Since his car is the hangout car it can get messy pretty easily. He has to do “trash runs” to empty the random things people leave in his car. Dont get it wrong, It isnt nasty with random food left behind!! Soap has tried those like little trash cans on Amazon but they always end up lost under the back seats.

Johnny always goes with New Car Smell. He doesn’t have a specific brand he likes he just gets whatever’s at the gas station at the time. He also has the bad habit of never locking his car. Soap swears he always forgets to but you think its just a habit at this point.

CEO of spontaneous trips. You would never believe how much camping stuff his car can hold. Soap will give him car encouraging words as it struggles to go up the hills to the hike or camping site. He always keeps an emergency box under the passenger seat. Its shaped like tackle box. It has a first aid kit, some portable batteries with chargers, flares, and an emergency flash light. Last time you both went camping he was so excited to show you the random hatchet he bought. He keeps it in the trunk for no reason. I mean, he cant have it in the barracks so you suppose it makes sense.

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Simon “Ghost” Riley

Simon currently owns two bikes. Hes in the process of selling his old one. Which is a chameleon purple painted 2006 Suzuki GSXR600 with 750 cc. It gave him a good year and half off rides. He took care of it and rode it to its top speeds. It has a scuff on the side from when he tried to do a wheelie but, he was going to slow and had to jump off before it fell to its side. Your heart sunk when it happened. Ghost was super embarrassed because he thought he had it down. He’ll never tell you though.

After a long deployment where he was getting quite a big of hazard pay (extra pay when you’re in a dangerous location) he saved it all up. As soon as he got back he bought a black 2021 Honda Rebel 1100 DCT. This bike is fast but it’s more for cursing. Trust that he’ll ride it to its max speed at least once for the adrenaline rush.

Bought you a matching jacket. He wont say anything about it being matching but you noticed almost after putting it on. Best part about riding is when you get to wrap your arms around his waist. Simon always makes sure to take it slow especially if you get nervous on bikes. Don’t even try to do your hair. He wont move the bike unless you have the right gear on. Ghost doesn’t wanna lose you from an accident.

You are probably wondering what he does when it rains… or maybe you already knew he chooses to ride anyway. I promise though that after a ride in the rain he will slightly complain about how wet the road was. It makes you worry because so much could happen with one slip. Simon will always reassure you that he’s an experienced rider. If you pick him up in your car he won’t be upset. Definitely wont say no to a free and dry ride!

[baekhvuns]

Generous with Charles casting bdndnahdjahhshwjs no it's true 😭 and he's so irrelevant too. Ah yeah even in previous seasons some plot-lines were obviously exaggerated, but I can imagine a lot of things actually happened and it makes me sick

LA's lifestyle is just not for me, and the traffic, the lack of public transport. SF is cool! You're right, NYC can be shitty, but it's the most European American city I know, so I just feel better there (though I hate their winters 🥶)

Baek people are waiting for YOUR comeback as well. Omfg the date format, I thought it meant 2nd of May 😬 I had a Shinee dream lat night lmao

Look at this insanity or. X-poppers would not survive here because everyone is a multi and no one gives a fuck about voting and streaming, so hopefully it won't work for them. Not that everyone on kpop tumblr is normal, but it's much better over here. Just no words...

Finally trying to rob the right people instead of me! I will join you, Alexa play The Stealer by TBZ

Seonghwa must be an experiment or a non-human creature, there's no other explanation. A siren... and one of the songs on Paradgim is called Siren, are we finally getting darkteez?!

Lmao that Changbin line. I feel sorry for Hwa stans looking for a partner, because he makes it so difficult. I'm praying for you all!

I found this

But imagine uber driver Seonghwa...

Instagram needs to take over user thv, because what the fuck?!

Bestie idc I would tattoo the Hehetmon family on my body. Ok but look at this cutie

You typed "romance impulsed" and I was so confused, cause I'm the opposite 😅 and EXCUSE ME BUT CLANNAD ENDED WITH A HAPPY ENDING AFTER ALL!!! Don't blame your sad ending tendencies on me :((((

I hope Wooyoung can see his brother soon! Seriously, Ateez had a wedding appearance some time ago, right? Or am I tripping?

You need to change your name to Seonghwa related, because this is clearly Seonghwa's territory lol

Awww the boxer story sounds nice. Also

I gave up on Love Yoo much earlier than TB, once in a while I search the web to see what's going on with my Seojun 🤧

GOD THAT LACEY SEETHROUGH BLOUSE IN THE PROMO PICTURE AAAAAAAAAAAA

Oh Seongsang are my angel guardians now??? AU AU AU

I'm sorry but have you seen Hueningkai's fur coat and a little bag, I'm dying lmao

That's my baby girl

I haven't watched any new kdramas in a while, I started some but abandoned them 💀 what is Rwborn Rich even about?

Also bestie I forgot to say I saw DC a few days ago! They're so pretty 😍 and they performed BOCA

😭😭😭😭 - DV 💖

hi hello!

Generous with Charles casting bdndnahdjahhshwjs no it's true 😭 and he's so irrelevant too. Ah yeah even in previous seasons some plot-lines were obviously exaggerated, but I can imagine a lot of things actually happened and it makes me sick

BC LAST SEASONS CHARLES WAS 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 ur right he’s so irrelevant,,, but prince philip always has the best cast BUT THE REAL MOTHER?? PRINCESS ANNE?? ATE. ATE. there’s a very thin line between fiction and non fiction and it’s truly nasty to see shit that actually went down 😭🤚🏼

LA's lifestyle is just not for me, and the traffic, the lack of public transport. SF is cool! You're right, NYC can be shitty, but it's the most European American city I know, so I just feel better there (though I hate their winters 🥶)

EXACTLY ITS SO CROWDED THERE 😭😭 nyc can be so crowded but there’s a different air about it,, YOURE RIGHT ITS THE MOST EUROPEAN AMERICAN CITY !!!!! stop bc the winters there is so romanticized while we damn well know how dirty it is and how crappy it gets with snow 😭😭😭

Baek people are waiting for YOUR comeback as well. Omfg the date format, I thought it meant 2nd of May 😬 I had a Shinee dream lat night lmao

i was like 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️did i get called out HEHE LMFAOOOO DHWHHDJD NAUR I DONT THINK I CAN WAIT MORE FOR BAEKHYUN I NEED HIM BACK,,, shinee dream 🤨🤨 PLS LET US KNOW WHAT IT WAS

Look at this insanity or. X-poppers would not survive here because everyone is a multi and no one gives a fuck about voting and streaming, so hopefully it won't work for them. Not that everyone on kpop tumblr is normal, but it's much better over here. Just no words...

damn sorry i couldn’t dedicate my life for streaming and mass buying because i be doing a silly little thing called life 😭😭😭???? WHY ARE THEY CONVINCED EVERYONE WRITES SMUT HERE WHICH ISNT WHOLLY WRONG BUT 😭😭🤚🏼 U CONSUME IT SO WE’RE EQUALS,,,,, im so embarrassed for them, ‘do not listen to this delusional freak!’ BUT UR THE ONE WANTING A YN MOMENT AT CONCERTS 😭😭😭 PLS THIS IS SO FUNNY RHQMDKW THE HYPOCRISY i swear someone needs to show these accs the shit they have done ten years later and see if they still think the same bc damaged behaviour,, embarrassing

Finally trying to rob the right people instead of me! I will join you, Alexa play The Stealer by TBZ

LMFAOOOO WHO SAID I WASNT GONNA DOUBLE ROB WDYM LOCK UR DOORS HIDE YOUR FUR BABIES HIDE UR SELF BC MY FLIGHT IS DOING A ROUNDTRIP TO UR CITY

Seonghwa must be an experiment or a non-human creature, there's no other explanation. A siren... and one of the songs on Paradgim is called Siren, are we finally getting darkteez?!

no??? LITERALLY HES SOMETHING. we have been talking about sirens for so long, and now we finally get this. do u rmr the movie atlantis, and if i told u it was a siren x researcher hwa fic then what WE ARE FINALLY GETTING DARKTEEZ AND THOSE PHOTOS???? THE SMUGED FUCKING LIPSTICK

Lmao that Changbin line. I feel sorry for Hwa stans looking for a partner, because he makes it so difficult. I'm praying for you all!

i need him to repay the emotional distress he causes us every two seconds

I found this /// But imagine uber driver Seonghwa...

STOP IT I THOUGHT THAT WAS A REAL PREDEBUT PHOTO FJWJFBWK no bc i have this draft that’s inspired by ur uber driver it’s an actress reader who’s tired of the limelight x uber driver hwa who somehow happens to be the one chauffeuring yn everywhere to places yn’s never been too bc of the job yn has <3

Instagram needs to take over user thv, because what the fuck?!

NO LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK HE GIVES NO WARNING ITS EITHER HES DRESSED IN A SUIT OR HES FUCKING SHIRTLESS SHOWING GRIPPERS

Bestie idc I would tattoo the Hehetmon family on my body. Ok but look at this cutie

LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭😭 PLS GET A SMALL HEHETMON TATTOO ON UR WRIST OR SOMETHING BUT PLS GET THAT HWA ONE !!!!

You typed "romance impulsed" and I was so confused, cause I'm the opposite 😅 and EXCUSE ME BUT CLANNAD ENDED WITH A HAPPY ENDING AFTER ALL!!! Don't blame your sad ending tendencies on me :((((

apparently i can’t read anymore <//3 THE HAPPY ENDING BUT WAS IT NECESSARY TO CAUSE THAT PAIN MISS MAAM NO. IT DIDNT HAVE A HAPPT ENDING BC THE PAIN OVERSHADOWED THE FUCKING ENDJNG FBDB 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫 YUNHO AU SAD ENDING I GUESS!

I hope Wooyoung can see his brother soon! Seriously, Ateez had a wedding appearance some time ago, right? Or am I tripping?

THEY DID!! it’s always so fun to see idols do “normal things” like attend weddings bc the interactions are the sweetest, like taeyang’s wedding the whole yge was there it was so fun on twt when everyone kept saying “YOOO CL’S AT THE WEDDIN- GD? GD’S THERE RN??? DEADASS?? JENNIE???”

You need to change your name to Seonghwa related, because this is clearly Seonghwa's territory lol //// Awww the boxer story sounds nice. Also

about to go see if seonghvws is available….omg it is… it does! but ill write if after the series!

I gave up on Love Yoo much earlier than TB, once in a while I search the web to see what's going on with my Seojun 🤧

i love yoo is a mess, i ship her with the black haired guy forever idc idc they FIT. DID U SEE WHATS GOING ON PLS TELL ME HE GOT SOMEONE THIS GUY BEEN BITCHLESS FOR TOO LONG

GOD THAT LACEY SEETHROUGH BLOUSE IN THE PROMO PICTURE AAAAAAAAAAAA /// Oh Seongsang are my angel guardians now??? AU AU AU

MOTHER. THATS MOTHER. 🤲🏼🤲🏼🤲🏼 SEONGSANG ANGELS AU??? STOPPPPP ID PAY MY KIDNEY TO SEE THIS HAPPEN

I'm sorry but have you seen Hueningkai's fur coat and a little bag, I'm dying lmao //// That's my baby girl

huening really channeling his furry, can i be ur dog coming irl fhwkfhwk THE LITTLE BAG LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭😭,, he’s so pretty i need his eyebrows

I haven't watched any new kdramas in a while, I started some but abandoned them 💀 what is Rwborn Rich even about?

reborn rich is the new kdrama with song joongki (jongho also has a ost and it’s so good, very evil!) basically he used to work for this chaebol organization but something happens and he gets reborn as the youngest grandson of the empire and he starts his deep digging to find out why he’s reborn and who killed his ass + it’s sad bc he gets to see his family back in time, esp his mother bc she passed away in the original time,, super interesting! the whole drama is 😮‍💨😮‍💨

Also bestie I forgot to say I saw DC a few days ago! They're so pretty 😍 and they performed

DID U SCREAM HOLD UP IM A GEEK THE BIG PARADOX !! DID U SCREAM DAMI !!! DID U DID U DID U siyeon is a siren

😭😭😭😭 - DV 💖

HE TOOK AN L FOR ATLANTA FBWKHDKW HES SO CUTE

a vampire

what is this the outfit the way he sit. what is this. modelling for dior ysl when. when.

my god

😀😀😀 PAUSE

minho back with the plagiarism fbwmfbk i just know jonghyun’s screaming at him from up there

found a skz quiz for u <3

also mother boa stopped a bOMB

[mrslilyrogers]

All I Have To Do Is Dream

Pairing: Steve x Reader, Telepath! Reader (X-men reader)

Summary: It’s been five years since the snap. You and Steve are stuck at an impasse. You want a family, he doesn’t. He says he’s moved on but has he really? With your doubts growing, you consider risking his trust and use your powers on him to get your answers once and for all. 

Author’s note: I know I’ve been gone for so long, I’m sorry!! I loved these requests and decided to merge them together. Took a while to write, I haven’t had much inspiration. I’ll keep this short and hope you enjoy this!! Let me know what you think!  

Requests: hi!! first of all i adore your writing (esp. betrayal)!! id willingly chop two of my limbs in exchange of ur writing skills hahah!! can you maybe write a oneshot similar to take my breath away, and the reader and steve are dating, but they’re actually in steve’s dream(like in age of ultron) and she is sad that steve’s still hasn’t moved on from peggy?? and can you make it extra angsty?? sorry if this is too much hehe!! thanks btw :))

Hmmm maybe angst w/ Steve or Bucky where a misunderstanding/bad fight leads to the reader leaving the team?

“Damn it, Steve! Would you just listen? Where the hell are you even going?” your voice boomed around your small apartment as you breathed harshly, trying your best not to pull your hair out of frustration. 

At first, it had all been just petty disagreements, you and Steve letting off some steam after the snap happened. You had thought it was normal at the time, a coping mechanism that needed to be flushed out of your systems never expecting that it would last for as long as it has. Five freakin’ years. By now, you would’ve thought you’d realize how lucky you were to still be alive, to still be together while others couldn’t say the same. And yet...

“Geez, Y/N. I am! For the past 30 minutes! And I’m telling you now what I’ve told you from the start,  I am not ready! You gotta give me more time, doll.” He replied, his voice just a tad calmer than yours but you didn’t miss the tick in his jaw as he walked out of your shared room, shrugging into his jacket. You knew his anger was just brewing inside, ready to attack if you pushed just a little bit harder. After countless back-and-forths, this had become a routine between the two of you with Steve always taking the role of the aggrieved party, ending arguments with an exasperated sigh and a roll of his eyes before he walked away, deciding he had something better to do with his precious time than fight with you. While you, on the other hand, always found that more infuriating, making you impatient and mean, baiting and nagging him until you wouldn’t even recognize the shrill and whine to your own voice.

“And when would that even be? It’s been five years since the snap. When will—”

“Don’t you dare bring that up!” his voice rose, eyes glaring at you as he whirled around, his jaw clenched. “Don’t use that excuse on me, you know damned well I know it. Why do you think I chose to move on and be with you instead of helping Nat bring them all back, hmm?” He continued mockingly as if you were stupid enough not to understand. 

This was it, what all your petty arguments had narrowed down into;

Despite what he said, he still wasn’t ready to settle down. 

“But what the hell are we doing now, Steve? We’re not getting any younger! I want to have kids, a family, with you!” You knew you sounded pathetic, and desperate all at the same time but you couldn’t help but continue, the pretty picture already clouding your brain, 

“Can’t you see it? Having children of our own, their drawings hung up on the walls, the dog you’ve been wanting to have since forever running around the house, family barbecues...” your voice trailed off, a lump forming in your throat, your eyes glazing over with unshed tears. It was all within your grasp, so easily reachable if only Steve agreed with you. If only he wanted it too. Anger bubbled up to the surface while he bristled, looking annoyed. 

 “We can have all of that, you know. What are you even waiting for? Will you ever be ready? Because it really feels like you won’t and I’m the only one who actually wants this,” You were unrelenting, thinking of Tony Stark’s family, how they had gone off the grid and had their own little piece of heaven. Crossing your arms, you knew you wouldn’t achieve anything by becoming a nag but your patience was already wearing thin. 

“Jesus, Y/N! Why would you even say that? Of course I want a family with you! I’m just not ready for that yet! Just give me more time,”

Shaking your head, you let out a defeated sigh and looked away from him. You could hear him grabbing the keys from the counter, exhaling loudly before he went up to you and ran his hands down your arms soothingly, willing you to understand. When you didn’t budge, he just pleaded as he always had, 

“I love you, you know I love you. But I need to get to this meeting, those people need me, Y/N. Could we please just talk about this later?” He moved his head lower to meet your eyes and even in your state of anger, you knew you couldn’t say no to that. He took your begrudged nod as an assent, kissing your forehead before he turned to leave. What else were you going to say anyway? He was going to lead a therapy session for people who had lost their loved ones. Guilt ate at you for keeping him here when he so desperately wanted to save the world. People needed him too, not just you. They hung on his every word. They needed their Captain America, their symbol of hope. While, here you were, acting like a child because he wouldn’t let you have your way. 

Letting out another sigh, your gaze stuck to the floor, berating yourself at how selfish you’d become. You knew what you were getting into when you dated him. You had no illusions of being the center of his universe, it was always going to be the people. But still, it would’ve been nice to be put first for once. You hated the tandem feelings of jealousy and guilt that always crept up on you after your fights. You just wished he understood that while those people needed their hero, you needed your Steve too. But as time passed, it seemed like the man and the hero were indistinguishable and you’d been deluding yourself into thinking it could be different. You’d just have to accept that too because living without him wouldn’t even be an option. 

He paused by the door, catching sight of your slumped shoulders. “Hey,” he said softly, striding back to you. 

“You know I love you, right?” he stroked your cheeks and you couldn’t help the turn of your lips. Nodding slowly, you rolled your eyes at how easy you were for him. 

 “I know. I’m sorry,” 

Ducking down to give you a quick peck on the lips, he reassured you again, “We’ll talk about this later, I promise,” then he gave you one last kiss to your forehead before he disappeared. But what once would’ve eased your worries did nothing to quell your nerves now. Your heart believed everything was alright but your gut said otherwise. 

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He looked down at the worn, brassy compass in his palm, his mind years away from where he was, unaware that you were standing by the door. You watched his shoulders relax into a defeated sigh, his eyes never leaving her picture. You couldn’t remember when he ever looked at you like that, all the love and longing etched on his face. He brought his other hand up to caress the picture gently, as if he actually imagined she was with him, a small, sad smile forming on his lips. You felt the air knock right out of you while you scrambled out of there feeling as if you’ve intruded on an intimate moment. You couldn’t help the tears falling from your eyes while you convinced yourself it was nothing. He had just lost his best friends, she was a symbol of his past. He just missed that right? 

You paced around the kitchen, your mind running back to the times you’ve caught him staring at Peggy’s picture. All those times you pretended you didn’t notice how frequently he had been doing it these past few years. His voice, an echo in your head, 

“I’m not ready, just give me more time doll, please,” 

Closing your eyes, you buried your face in your hands. Oh, it would be so easy, you thought. All you had to do was get into his mind and see for yourself. One little, fast trip into his thoughts and you’d get your answers. He’d be none the wiser, no one need ever know except you. And your dignity, and your pride and your principles. Ugh.

He trusted you, you promised never to use your powers on him and yet, that was all you could ever think about now. Did he think of her when he thought of the family he wanted? Was it her face he saw, walking down the aisle to him? 

For the first time in your life, you hated your upbringing at the Xavier Institute. You hated the values and principles they instilled in you, the very reason you were adamant not to use your powers on the unwilling and unsuspecting for your own personal gain even though you were going crazy, craving for your own peace of mind. Deep down you knew, promise to Steve or no, you couldn’t go through with it. 

You looked at the clock, thirty minutes to go before his meeting ended. Grabbing your coat from the rack, you impulsively decided to go to him, promising yourself you weren’t going to nag and argue with him but have a normal conversation like you used to. You haven’t had a date in a long while anyway. Maybe a little spark of romance was all you really needed. 

_____________

Your steps echoed on the linoleum floor, walking past the empty hall to follow the directions to the room where the meeting took place. Rubbing your palms together, you spotted the room. The fluorescent lights hanging above casting a lonely pallor to the already gray walls while the rain poured heavily outside. The gloom, an inevitable reminder of what the world has become. It seemed everywhere people went, there was always a reminder of what they’ve lost. Even on an otherwise unblemished sunny day, the vibrancy was not the same, people were scarce and it was quiet. Too quiet. Which was why you were so adamant to continue on living, in order to honor the lives of the people you’ve lost. 

You could hear their faint voices outside the room. Your heart going out to those poor people who still held onto the past while you thanked your lucky stars you still had Steve.You fished for your earphones in your purse trying not to eavesdrop but his clear and deep voice interrupted you. Leaning against the wall opposite the door, you listened, a smile tugging on your lips while he commended the other person. He was always so good with words, always knew the right things to say and that never failed to make you proud. His words of encouragement lifted your spirits, making you stand a little taller, hope blossoming in the pit of your stomach. He talked about moving on, about finding purpose again. 

“I went in the ice in ‘45 right after I met the love of my life,” 

Your whole body went cold, the smile on your lips faltering, your hands suddenly gripping the edge of your blouse while his disheartened voice continued to try to reassure everyone including himself,

“I woke up 70 years later, you gotta move on. You gotta move on,”  

With a hand to your lips, you ran, your rapid, staccato steps filling the hall barely even muffling the sobs you desperately tried to hide. 

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Steve didn’t bother coming home straightaway after the meeting.  He told himself it was because he needed to check up on Nat despite the fact that he could’ve easily just called, despite knowing you were all supposed to meet for dinner in a few days anyway. He took his time getting to the Avengers Compound, embracing the uncharacteristic quietness of the city, giving him the chance to be alone with his thoughts. If he were being honest with himself, he couldn’t shake off the guilt that settled at the pit of his stomach at the thought of Peggy. The love of his life. Apparently, anyway. He had no idea where that came from, never really thought of it until it slipped from his mouth. And did he really feel that way? Was she really the love of his life? 

The thought of you came unbidden from his mind, your warm smile waking him up in the morning, your laughter setting the world to rights whenever he was feeling especially out of place. You’ve been through so much together, what you both had was real and it was beyond anything he could’ve imagined when he woke up from the ice and he knew he should take it a step further. He loves you, he is fully committed to you. There was nothing holding him back and yet… and yet, he still thought of her. He couldn’t help but think that if he had only stayed where he really was supposed to be, Peggy would’ve been the mother to his children, she would’ve been his wife. She would’ve been his life’s true love. But the very thought of that put a sour taste to his mouth, the truth was he could never picture his life without you. As much as he still dreamt of the past, how could it be the same if you weren’t there?

At first he thought falling in love with you was a balm to soothe his lost soul until he eventually realized you had crept up on him slowly but in a span of a heartbeat, wormed your way into his heart so suddenly he couldn’t even pinpoint the exact moment he knew he loved you. It was plain and simple, he knew it as he knew the sun rose in the east, he loved you. It was so unlike the way he fell for Peggy where all it took was one look and he was already drunk in love. 

Was it possible then, to be in love with two women? 

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You were already in bed when Steve got home, feigning tiredness from the day when your heart was really beating rapidly in your chest. How could you face him now knowing you were second best? You could hear him in the bathroom, oblivious to your inner turmoil. When he was done, he gave you a quick kiss goodnight and went to his side of the bed, his back to you. You turned to face the wide expanse of his shoulders and wondered where the hell do you go from here. Would you really be alright living in the shadow of his ex, one of the world’s most accomplished women, so extraordinary that Captain America couldn’t even move on from her? Could you really leave him if it came down to it? 

A tear escaped the corner of your eye and you laid on your back, the darkness of the ceiling reflecting the heaviness in your heart. You must’ve stared at it for hours, wondering just how far away you were from the man right at your side. He was with you physically but his heart? You always knew deep down, it belonged to someone else. If he had a choice to go back, would he leave you? With the way things were going, you knew he would. In an instant. There was always a part of him that he closed off from you and ever since the snap, it only worsened. The fights, the distance, it all made sense now. Heck, even tonight, he didn’t even bother to ask how you were doing and accepted your lame excuse to get to bed early. It was the weekend, you literally had nothing to do the whole day and yet, it never even occurred to him that something could be wrong. For once, you were sorely tempted to use your powers on him. Hearing his even breathing as he slept didn’t make it any easier. It would be over before he knew it, what would be the harm in that? 

As if on cue, he turned and faced you. His long lashes resting peacefully on his cheeks, his lips slightly parted, he looked like a man who didn’t carry the weight of the world on his shoulders. He looked younger, more like your Steve. The Steve you wished would let you in and give you the family you’ve always wanted. 

“Just a quick little trip, no one would ever know. What would be the harm in that?” the little voice in the back of your head taunted.

What would be the harm in that? 

With your resolve weakening, you jumped right into the abyss, entering the mind of the man of your dreams, hoping you were his too. 

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The sun shone brightly through the open window, letting in the warm summer breeze while his favorite vinyl record played in the background. 

Kiss me once, then kiss me twice

Then kiss me once again

It’s been a long long time 

The air was crisp and the smell of pancakes and cinnamon wafted from the doorway of the kitchen into the living room of the small, suburban house. The yellow walls were adorned with children’s drawings with a few marker drawings on the wallpaper here and there. The faint sound of giggling could just be heard from where you stood by the stairs. Your children, you thought to yourself, a smile creeping up your lips. This was it. This was what you’ve been picturing too, what you’ve told him countless times over and over again. He dreamed of it too. You turned your attention to the living room, your heart giving a little leap at the mess. It looked like someone had tried to tidy up but gave up on the last minute, some toys still scattered about. You noticed the pet bed by the couch, and you couldn’t help but be excited and hopeful, it was everything you thought of down to a T. You went towards the paper and crayons on the low table between the couch and the fireplace, inspecting one of the children’s current drawings there. It was of a family, their hands holding each other while they smiled in front of the house, a little dog at their father’s side. At the bottom, a scribbly handwriting of a preschooler wrote; Mom, Sarah, James, Dad and directly below the dog, Sam. You laughed aloud at that, clutching the drawing, hoping you could keep it for yourself and willing it into existence. 

“Come on, dance with me,” 

You heard Steve’s playful voice coming from the kitchen. A woman’s laughter rang out, you could just imagine yourself shaking your head at him in response, but something about the woman’s laugh caught you in your tracks. A little too shrill, a little too melodic. You inched closer to the open door, your heart dropping to your stomach. There they were, the picture perfect couple.  He twirled her around, her red dress hugging her curves so effortlessly, while she drew her head back and laughed. The dimples on her cheeks deepening, her curls staying in place even when Steve maneuvered her around. They looked so beautiful together, his golden locks and smitten smile never once leaving her face, he never looked so happy. 

Not even when he was with you.

That realization hit you like a train. You couldn’t even remember the last time he looked at you the way he looked at Peggy now.  When was the last time you danced? When was the last time you acted silly together? When was the last time you were both happy? That was what hurt the most. You couldn’t even remember. It felt like a weird sort of deja vu except now, it was an actual woman instead of a picture on a compass. You tried to gather your pride and step away but you couldn’t, you were rooted into place, a sadistic part of you welcomed the pain because you should’ve known. 

“I went in the ice in ‘45 right after I met the love of my life,” 

You should’ve known.

 But instead, you choose to play the fool.

There must’ve been a shift in the air that only they understood because Steve gathered her in his arms now, their eyes locking into each other, gentle and longing. 

You'll never know how many dreams

I dreamed about you

Or just how empty they all seemed without you

So kiss me once then kiss me twice

Then kiss me once again

It's been a long, long time

He rocked her back and forth, bringing her hand up to his chest, turning into action what words fail to describe. She closed her eyes and laid her head on his heart, savoring their moment. He leaned his head on hers too, a satisfied smile on both their faces as they continued to sway to the music. You had never felt as small as you did now. You felt like a thief, intruding on their moment, stealing his dream away. And that’s exactly what you were doing. That’s exactly what you are. You felt so dirty, a desperate, pathetic fly on the wall he couldn’t get rid of. And worst of all, you destroyed his trust too.

As if on cue, the colors started to change, the song distorting and shifting and in this moment you knew, you had to leave. 

You have to leave. 

Part Two

[halflingkima]

about me meme

Thank you @flitwickslittlebrotha for tagging me! sorry it took a bit, got a little buried in my drafts lol.

what color are your eyes? blue

what little thing instantly tells you that a person is good? oh i have no clue. i suppose the first thing i evaluate is their sense of humor? like obviously that doesn’t immediately pick out the good apples, but it can sift through some bad ones, like if their “humor” is just bullying.

do you have a recurring dream? not coherently recurring, but i have a lotta recurring anxiety dreams, like being late, being naked, being visually different/deformed/disguised, being chased.... i should analyze these but I Do Not Want To

how often do you find yourself daydreaming? not a lot, really? I feel like at somepoint in the last few years, my imagination switched off. I’ve been throwing myself back into others’ stories to sort of repair those brain pathways.

name/nickname? any variation on Madeline works, tbh you’ll catch my attention w “Ma–” so. Most commonly used is Maddy, but I have been trying to get a surname nickname going lol

zodiac? aries 😎

languages? I can only functionally use English :(( (I know some rudimentary vocab in Spanish, German, and Gaeilge, and I did study ancient latin for five years 😅)

favorite season? winter in theory (for the holidays and meals and stuff), but spring if i have to be out in it, bc spring is more like our autumn, where it’s nicely chilly and often overcast (i sunburn very easily)

favorite color? green ☘️

favorite animals? rabbits, i suppose

favorite character? My go-to is Ginny Weasley and I’ve yet to update that, though I should. James Flint is quite a banger of a character, and I adore Ted Lasso, but I’d rly like to pick out a woman lol

tea, coffee, or hot chocolate? coffee

average hours of sleep? I... genuinely don’t know. the house i’ve lived in for the majority of my life gets absolutely ZERO natural light so my circadian rhythm has always been haywire. In college I started waking up naturally for the first time in my LIFE and that was about six-eight hours depending on how much I’d worn myself out lol.

cat or dog? dog, i guess

number of blankets slept with? usually just one fluffy one, but 3 max

place ancestors are from? Ireland, Scotland, Chickasaw, and I think Germany are ones we actually track generations back to, but I think we’re also English and French? and tbf i only know my mom’s side of the family lol

dream trip? Ireland, always. I’d love to travel elsewhere, but that’s always the top of the list.

blog established? 2010 apparently. whew.

random fact about yourself? I learned to spell my middle name in preschool (bc I so quickly had my first and last name down) but then forgot how to spell it bc you never rly use ur middle name and then re-taught myself by sounding it out around second/third grade lol

three ships? I’ve been strangely quite into Ted/Trent (Ted Lasso) lately. Before that Fjord/Jester was/is pretty prevalent, and my glee-watch club has revived my Rachel/Jesse(+Quinn) interest lol. I’ve been into a lotta shortform stuff lately, so not a lotta lasting/perma ships

last song? Eden by Battle Beast

last movie? hehe The Kissing Booth 3

currently reading? Peaces by Helen Oyeyemi

currently watching? uhh I suppose I’m technically in the middle of Dynasty (s9), Haikyuu (s4), and Glee (s3)

currently craving? idk like... a really good sandwich

I’ll tag @waitingforarthur @waynedrake @jozukejoestar & @kmaksimovich

[notnctu]

love me like you do | x.dj ❀

❀ xiao dejun x reader ❀ genre - pure lovely fluff ❀ details - two friends in love with each other, college!au, genderneutral!reader ❀ word count - 1.3k ❀ warnings - swearing, pg kissing ❀ brief synopsis - every kiss begins with a k, but sometimes x marks the spot. 

❀ a/n: im just here to wish this baby dinosaur a happy birthday! he’s also legal now and tho wayv hasnt hit the states yet,, he best get turnt when they do hehe. jokes aside, he’s the cutest baby boy & deserves so many kisses! this is based off of up from here by wayv which is my fav song from the album -author doie ❀

you: happy birthday 

dejun from psych2A: i fall in love with you a little bit more everyday 

dejun from psych2A: oh shit wrong person ah ha 

you: .... but same.. 

dejun from psych 2A: that’s not funny y/n

you: but im not trying to be 

Dejun tosses his phone onto the bed, completely unbothered by your text messages. There is no way you are being serious, even he knows that you are the last person to confess over text. While, he is definitely the first person to do so, he smacks his head for accidentally sending it. 

There was nothing going on in his head when he typed it out.. in fact, it’s the easiest text he’s ever written to you. But he genuinely couldn’t believe his slip ups extend as far as something like this. Thank god, you played it off well or else he isn’t entirely sure how he would have taken you blocking his number.

As his screen lights up once more, he glances quickly at your new message.

you: fine ur no fun ): ill just laugh to myself! im here btw

His heart can rest a bit easier today. Dejun finds himself practically tripping over his own two feet as he hurries to open the door for you. And when you appear on the other side, he can’t help the hitch in his breath at seeing your lovely smile. Or when you pull him into a tight embrace, like there is a fear to let him go, but the only fear is whether you can feel the quick pace of his heart. 

It is hard to describe Dejun’s scent, but it reminds you of blooming flowers and familiarity. Overall, you can’t ever get enough of it or him. The truth: you love him enough for your heart to burst.

There are too many countless moments of your confessions to each other, you are more than receptive of Dejun’s regular clumsiness. And every time, you two play it off as nothing happened or a playful joke. However, you can’t wait any longer or keep with the back and forth. Tonight is going to be the night that the birthday boy will know your heart.

“I never understand why you’d want to spend your birthday alone.” Dejun’s arms fall from your waist disappointingly, both wishing that they would hold you for eternity. 

The cute boy runs his fingers through his bed of a mess locks, a wide smile creeping on his soft lips, “well, I’m not alone now that you’re here.”

It sounded less flirtatious in his head, so the heat reaches his cheeks out of embarrassment. The locked stares and subtle small smile reassures him that you didn’t seem to mind the cheekiness. 

Dejun joins you at your side as you pull the small cake out of the box. His gasp of excitement and face of awe makes you dance celebratory circles in his kitchen. Out of impulse, he draws you into another hug where you’re suffocated in his chest and wrapped up lovingly in his comfort. He snuggles his head against the top of your own and wiggles you in his arms.

“I’m so happy, I could cry.” His tiny voice reaches your ears and even though his face isn’t in view, you can imagine his eyes are closed from his gigantic, beautiful smile and his perfectly lined rows of teeth. “Being away from home, I thought I wasn’t getting a cake this year. My mom usually buys it for me.”

“From here on out, I’m going to buy you a birthday cake every year we’re in college together.” With muffles that tickle his chest, it causes him to rumble into a delightful, overjoyed giggle.

The warmth disappears when he lets you go to place the candles. With a flick of your thumb, they catch the impressive flame that hovers over their wicks. Dejun dims the fluorescent lights, letting the fire being the only thing illuminating the room. A smile remains well and shining on Dejun’s face as he pulls you next to him in front of the many melting candles. 

“I want you to blow them out with me. It’s my birthday, but I want your wishes to come true too.” And how can you say no to that? So with a firm nod, you both seal your eyes and think of the first wish on your hearts. 

i wish for a timeless and beautiful dream with you

Dejun is the first to blow out a few candles, making sure to do it softly to save you some. He grins at the sight of your closed eyes and concentrated expression, and with a big huff, you blow your wish into existence as well.

i wish to be loved by you 

This man has no explanation to why he cares about you with his whole existence. Without a second doubt, the answer in his heart is you and it is always going to be you. Through every ambiguous smile and brief moment of implied gazes, he has nothing but love for you.

After cake, you two lounge around in his bed. He can’t take his eyes off of you as the distance between you two shorten. And the beating of his heart races when your lips are inches away from his own.

“I have another present for you. But I’m going to need your permission to give it to you.” The courage inside of you doubles at this very moment, mixing with adrenaline as your eyes dart from his lips to his widen eyes.

Dejun doesn’t understand the implication of your question, but nevertheless agrees to it. His dark eyebrows furrow together when your body scoots even closer to him than before.

The intimate level raises higher than it has ever done so. But, Dejun doesn’t mind and if you weren’t going to do it, he probably would... accidentally. The next thing that leaves your mouth comes to a pure shock to him, leaving his throat dry and a wish that he had taken a mint beforehand.

“Can I kiss you?” The dim lighting in his room unknowingly set the mood in motion with your wondrous eyes blinking back at him, waiting for his permission. 

He isn’t entirely sure how you do it, but the way you can leave him utterly speechless and flustered is unbelievably a talent of your’s. Dejun’s string of stammered words fall from his mouth, “are we being serious-- like you want to? I mean, I want to too.. so yes.”

Almost all hope is lost when your giggle taunts him, but you hold his jaw with hot hands. The intimacy is too hard to ignore when your noses are slightly touching and the scent of your sweetness engulfs him. “happy birthday.” Your whisper grazes his top lip and both flutter your eyes closed.

His statement holds true, especially now that your lips finally have a proper introduction: he falls in love with you a little bit more everyday. All the more, the taste of melted candy and happiness lingers on his lips. Dejun holds his breath, scared that his senses will become overstimulated by you. 

The kiss is broken as you pull away from the eager boy. A light sprinkle of pink tints underneath his eyes, and a soft shyness embodies him. But his lips are plump with the desire for more of you.

“I think I’m in love with you.” There is no perfect unison, no other perfect harmony that you two would have ever shared except for those seven words. Mirroring widen eyes out of shock, fingers feather your delicate lips, there is a suffocating silence that bestows upon the atmosphere.

In a split second, seeing your beautiful flustered figure in front of him, Dejun takes back what he says. He knows he’s in love with you. and hopes to love you in every possible way.

[trailerparkflower]

Hey guys!! Its quarantine & isolation times, so I thought it would be a good time to post some Harringrove fic recs from the latest works I've read and adored !! Drop (The Game) by MissGillette ~ omega Steve & alpha Billy. Reallyyyy satisfying high-quality work with all the essentials: horny pinning Billy, LOTS OF HURT/COMFORT, purring Billy and Steve being adorable and vulnerable as heck!! Interesting take on abo, too! the light of day shows me how by moonlight_xx  ~ BALLET AU. Need I say more?? Billy and Steve getting lead roles in LGBT+ Romeo and Juliet. Learning to trust each other and read each other bodies, they face a mysterious Ancient Slavic demon cult and new Russian teacher Ozerov, whos eyes Steve can feel on himself all the time. Happy ending, interesting plot, beautiful characterization! the things we don't talk by aboutnastea ~ BIG SEXI. Billy is fucking nasty in this, he is oh so awfully hot. Kinky and very in character 

Anything You Feel...Put It All On Me by SereneCalamity ~ soft warm and fuzzy, Steve being a lil dummy and thinking nonexistent bad things, but Daddy Billy is here to comfort and reassure him what everything is okay:)  

Stars in his Eyes by CeruleanHeart ~ the warmest, happiest, cutest, hottest fic ever, its PERFECT for making you smile like the biggest freaking dork and for filling ur tummy w butterflies! Canonverse, Billy & Steve playing being the basketball dream team and just living their best high school life. Go Hawkins Tigers!!

Baby, can you see through the tears? by prettybratty  ~ hurt/comfort mixed with healthy dom/sub hehe. Steve hurting and being bratty and Billy just knowing the right things to do! 

But tomorrow never came by SnowHime ~ (aka by me:D) ~ Billy kidnaps Steve on his runaway road trip. It sounds a lot darker than it really is. Motels, gas stations, coca-cola, and many Lana Del Rey references. Steve being bratty, (once again, but actually WHEN STEVE ISNT BRATTY?) and Billy being edgy

The Boyfriend by bentnotbroken1 ~ Billy being kinda grumpy Knight in Shining Armor and saving Steve from his first ever boyfriend who turned out as an abusive jerk....You better don't mess with Billys Pretty Boy!!!

Take care and have a great time! 💖💕

[kisskisskayla]

New Life (Greed x Reader)

CHAPTER 2 BABY!

ahahahha let’s get into it...

i’ll be tagging all of this fic on my blog as ”new life fic” hehe! enjoy and if u are reading this PUHLEASE write something about my babie... i luv him so much..

(Note: this gets a bit morbid at the end, so be warned if that’s not ur cup of tea! also i PROMISE u will get the greed fan service soon but it must first be sad... because.. exposition)

”What can i do for you, baby?”

As soon as these words escaped his mouth, your world slowed down. The rain still poured, it was still freezing, your body still was wasting away, but everything seemed right. Like this man was the key to your survival.

This man you were about to steal from.

Too late for second chances now.

“Hello?” The man asked, cocking his head to the side, growing more confused the longer you stood before him. Oh right. You were in the middle of something. “Uh..” You blanked. Shit, shit, shit! This wasn’t going well at all! “My.. sister,” you eventually stammered out. “It’s my sister! Have you seen her?”

Weird lie. You didn’t have a sister. Whatever. You continued to talk, “She’s about eight years old... brown hair.. I just.. I lost her in this storm..” You attempted to make yourself look as beat down and scared as possible, even mustering up a few tears that were quickly washed away in the storm. You looked up at your target, trying to gauge a reaction. He looked uncomfortable, shifting his weight side to side, hands deep in his pockets, but still managed to give you a sympathetic grin. “Well.. That is something to worry about, isn’t it doll?” he chuckled, peering at you closer.

Your heart began to race, knowing that this interaction should’ve already been cut short.

But you had to wait. Had to find an in, a moment in which you could use your knife quickly, a moment where you could grab his wallet and run. Before you could stutter out your next line of dialogue, the man took a step towards you, raising his arm to put a hand on your chin, tilting your head towards him. You freeze, suddenly being pulled back down to Earth. His fingers against your face were warm, giving you a taste of a sensation you were so starved from. His touch was quick, something he did, you assume, to get your attention. And It worked. As you stared up at him, he spoke, voice deep and playful. “You look like a little puppy lost in the rain, darling. I’m not sure I can help you.” His sentiment made your starstruck expression falter. What was that supposed to mean? You paused, struggling to look for words- time was of the essence, and you couldn’t exactly wait around for him to give you his money. Mind going numb, you continued to stare..

Do you have a picture of her? Of your sister?”

His worried tone made your heart twinge a little with guilt. You did not have a picture. Obviously. The only thing you had in your pocket was.. your knife. Right! Your knife! You tried to look into the eyes of the man, but were unable to see past the small shades, dotted and fogged up in the rain. Frigid fingers wrapped around your short blade, still hidden in your pocket. This probably wasn’t a good man, you thought, trying to convince yourself, I really need the money, he looks like he doesn’t. But what if he did? No, no. Too late now. Have to act. Getting one last look at your victims face, you initiate.

“Yes, I have a picture...I just hope it isn’t ruined with the water..”

You look towards your hand in your pocket, and the man’s gaze follows. You slowly unfold your weapon, and a few seconds later, you strike.

Thrusting your hand upwards, you firmly held your blade and aimed for the mans forearm, which was resting on your shoulder. Before he had time to react, you sliced up, into the tendons on his wrist- nothing that would kill him- it just had to hurt. Cold metal met skin, leaving a trail of harsh crimson spitting from what you could only assume to be a vein. You lunged forward, ducking behind the mans arm, grasping at his back pocket until your hands found the rough leather of his wallet. You did it. You saved yourself, and now the only thing you had to do was escape from this man.

That was the tricky part.

You booked it. Feet pounding against slick cobblestone, wind scratching your face. You didn’t dare look at the man you had just attacked. “Woah little lady!” You heard from behind you. “Come on! I would hate to hurt a pretty face. Let’s chat!” A quick glance behind you showed you the man standing in the street, unafflicted by the wound on his wrist. He wasn’t chasing you, he didn’t even sound angry. You must have been extra lucky today.

As you made your way down the street, money in hand, the adrenaline began to wear off- little by little. You still ran, but your heart had begun to settle a bit, the lump in your throat decreasing. After your nerves went away, your body decided to remind you of some very obvious things. You are still weak. You are still hungry, and tired, and cold. So incredibly cold. Your clothes are soaking wet and it’s about fourty degrees outside. And you’re running. You don’t have energy to run.

You don’t have energy to run.

As if on cue, you felt your knee buckle, and you tripped. And you hit the ground hard, feeling a stone dully punch you in the temple. Pain shot through your head, hovering behind the eyes. You didn’t move. You laid in the empty street, feeling the grime and blood mix together on your face. Lungs on fire, body starved and bruised, and now some type of head injury. This was fine. This seemed like a proper end, to you anyways. After spending years struggling and fighting to get by, it made sense that you would end the same way-struggling and fighting.

Closing your eyes, you felt the rain slowly melt into your skin, the freezing air becoming warm and pleasant. Everything was warm, actually. All of the pain in your body lessened, and you felt yourself sinking into the stone you laid on. You began drifting to sleep, mind blank and content...

“Stupid girl.”

Your mind stirred, what was that? Who’s voice was that?

You heard other voices too, an ensemble of three, maybe four people buzzed around you. No, this was a dream, you thought. Soon enough the sound of their voices merged together into white noise, and you were back to drifting off...

“Hey! Hey! She’s dying, you dumbasses!”

Oh? You recognized that voice.. or you think you did, at least. As you became more lucid... you were cold again, the rain still beating on your face. You were very aware of the pain lingering over all of your body, and the sensation of blood trickling from your forehead. You were no longer on the ground, however, and you could feel your body being held up off of the ground. Your eyes began to flutter open, eyes darting around violently in an attempt to understand what had happened...

“Mr. Greed! She’s awake!” A high strung voice rang out before you could process what had happened. You directed your blurry vision towards the noise and saw...

“Shhhh Bido, don’t startle the poor girl.” The man from before said again, walking towards you. Your stomach dropped. The man began to speak to you, but his words were of no use. Blood loss and exhaustion again got the better of you, causing you to black out.

When you awoke, covered in bandages in a real bed, you didn’t understand. You didn’t want to understand.

You didn’t want to believe that the man you had viscously attacked was currently taking care of you. That he and his friends had found you on the street, bleeding from your head and suffering from hypothermia, and took you in. It was embarrassing, to you, to be taken pity on.

But you had to accept. Three months ago, you decided to make a new life for yourself. Plus, being protected by Greed The Avaricious couldn’t be all that bad. Or at least you hoped.

[studylustre]

hey bb!! you're kinda a queen on here for giving advice so I hope you don't mind me seeking your advice.... at the moment I've been feeling really lost, I'm way behind on my peers this age in almost every aspect of life,, a reason for this is that my mental health is really bad and I lost my teen years to depression. Therefore now I can't even seem to be making friends or hold a normal conversation with adults due to my social anxiety. I used to be intelligent but I think now I'm just stupid ~~~

~~~ my dad keeps telling me how much I suck compared to everyone else, not every day but often enough that I know I'm definitely not fulfilling his expectations and I feel like I'm never going to be able to catch up on that. I've spent a lot of time on my own, I still do and I don't know how to change that, how to build my own life so I'm not dependent on my parents anymore and can move out after I've finished high school. I just would love to know your opinion on that. Please don't judge me too harshly skskshvff :')) I just would love to know how to build your own life apart from your own family, how one can be able to live with their own thoughts without getting depressed hehe,, idk I guess I carry a lot of guilt with me and I've never been able to overcome it and that's why I'm stuck not being able to move forward. Thank youu if you've read this!! I apologise that this is so unnecessary long, I'd be really grateful for some advice!! I'm a new anon btw,, :) sending u love🥺✨🌈

hi angel!! i don’t mind at all, thank u for stopping by and opening up to me about this bc it’s definitely not easy to talk to people about ur inner thoughts!! there’s quite a lot to discuss here so apologies if my response is all over the place. i first want to address what u said about feeling behind ur peers - i don’t want to dismiss ur concerns bc ur feelings are always valid and this is a v v v common feeling so ur definitely not alone in thinking this, but it’s honestly okay. this is something that took me a while to start internalising (still working on it) but there really are no rules in life!! there’s no set timeframe for you to have to achieve anything by. everyone’s path is different - we all have different dreams and goals and resources and so we all experience things at differently and at different times. life is not a competition and u don’t have to compare urself to ur peers!! also, don’t forget that even the people who u think are thriving and living their best lives have struggles of their own too. like i said, we all have our own journeys. what u see of other people’s is just a highlight reel - u never know what struggles they’re facing behind the scenes bc i can assure u, we all are going through something. none of us are just floating along life absolutely carefree!! there’s obstacles for us all and they manifest in different ways for all of us so do!! not!! compare!! urself!! to!! others!!

secondly, i’m sorry to hear that about ur dad. that’s an awful thing to hear from a parent. i know this doesn’t make up for it but i just wanted to tell u, if u haven’t heard this from anyone else, u are doing great. u may not be where u want to be right now (which is completely ok!! u have SO much time ahead of u to get to where u want to be) but u are trying, u are doing ur best and u are still here which means u are doing great. look at u, here, despite it all!! u have made it all this way and ur going to make so much more progress. i know it’s easier said than done but please try ur best to ignore the naysayers. all that matters is that u are living up to ur own standards - forget what ur dad expects of u, because ur life is ur own to live and u don’t exist to please him. also, i just wanted to reiterate ur point about ur dad having super high expectations and u feeling like u can’t keep up with them. that’s a rough realisation, but i think it’s also a v important one to acknowledge because it’s one that can set u free. if u know his expectations of u are a) unrealistic and b) too harsh, then don’t feel obligated to try and match up to them. in situations such as these, i find it’s often the case that no matter what u do, it will never be enough bc they will always find something to nitpick on. u can achieve incredible things and do everything to perfection and they will still find something to complain about and be disappointed in u for. this may or may not be the case for u, but if it is, i hope u can one day walk away from these expectations and live ur life freely the way u want without feeling like u have to measure up to any outsider’s expectations for u.

thirdly, u are not stupid!! u have so much to offer simply just by being u. i feel like u maybe think ur best days are behind u but that is far from the case. ur best days are still waiting for u!! u have so much to look forward to and so much to experience and to achieve. it’s okay to be confused and lost when trying to figure out this mess we call life. we’re all confused here bb!! none of us know exactly what we’re doing but we’re all faking it til we make it. think about it from the perspective of ur younger self - idk if this is the case for u but when i was young, i thought people who were 18 were Proper Adults. i’m now 22 and i still feel like i’m fumbling my way through life and i definitely don’t feel anything close to being an adult, but hey!! that’s okay. the important thing is that u try. even if u trip up, it doesn’t matter bc failure is inevitable in life and we all go through it. what matters is how u carry urself through these experiences and how u deal with it. it’s okay if u don’t know which direction u want to go in, or if ur not sure it’s the right path for u. just give it a go and try. u can only find out what’s good for u through actually trying. if it doesn’t work out, then whelp, at least now u know for sure that’s something that’s not for u!! onto the next experience. and the next. and the next. until u eventually find something that clicks for u. at that point, u can look back with all ur wisdom from ur experiences and know that every single trial u faced and overcame has made u a stronger, wiser and better person. we love character development!!

u mentioned that u live with a lot of guilt and u haven’t been able to move forward bc of that. would therapy be an option that u would be open to? otherwise, would u be open to trying to face some of that urself through journalling or something like that? i’m far from a qualified mental health professional so i don’t want to give u too much advice in this area bc i’m not qualified to do so, but as an anxious person and chronic overthinker, i really find that journalling helps for me to work through my thoughts. u might not be able to find all ur answers through journalling (i think that’s something that just comes through time and also potentially having a professional to walk u through it so u can untangle everything) but it does help u to get stuff off ur chest and to help u realise what’s bothering u, which is a step in the right direction. also, this may sound weird, but i hear that saying ur thoughts (the ones that cause u to spiral and feel bad/anxious) aloud to urself or to a friend helps a lot!! sometimes u don’t realise how irrational things are in ur head until u say it out loud and really hear it, or have a friend to talk u down from it.

i hope this helps!! i know this is superrrrr long and ramble-y but i hope it gave u some semblance of comfort. know that ur not alone in any of ur struggles and that there are better days waiting ahead for u!!

[markleesthighs]

love

Pairing: Mark x Reader 

Words: 1,938

Song: Love 

Genre: Angst

Warning: crossed-out lines are thoughts

love is special, love is perfect

High school, back when we were young and in love, we went to the same school until you left, to go follow your dreams. Staying up till 1 AM on FaceTime, going on rides at amusement parks, bittersweet kisses before classes, holding hands in the snow, it was perfect. you loved me I loved you we did everything together, you even watched me cry, scream, laugh, and most importantly love.

I remember when I first met you, I had just moved to Korea and had to attend high school in Korea. Being the new person in school isn’t as easy as it sounds. People avoiding you for group projects, lunches, smiling in the hallway, people even started rumors when they don’t even know you. They said you don’t know how to speak Korean, you were kicked out of your school for bullying, you didn’t come to lunch because you were too busy hooking up with a new guy every day in the bathroom. When actually, you knew Korean and heard all the insults and curse words they said about you, you left school because of your mom’s new job as a surgeon in Korea, and you were in the classroom eating your lunch alone. You had a bad image from doing nothing, but you decided to focus on your studies while others whispered about you in the hallway.

fourteen, when you looked and smiled at me, no words

You were the first person to smile at me, you asked why am I eating alone in the classroom and I said I enjoy the smell of eraser shavings and you laughed. You were the first person who didn’t care who I was but seemed interested in who I was. You saw me be silent after you laughed, you could say I was guarded, but can you blame me? I also took notice you were popular with girls, you did have everything girls did like, handsome, smart, charismatic, funny, but I didn’t want to befriend you, as others would find away to drag you away from me. They would also start more rumors about how I would blackmail you to talk to me. I expected you to never talk to me again.

my heart, yeah swear it grew a bit

You kept talking to me, to the point where it got annoying but sweet. I could tell others started the rumors again, that you talked to me out of pity, you were getting paid to talk to me, and that you did it to expose me to the school once you knew everything about me. I did like you at that time, I’ll admit that, but I didn’t think you would like me, not because of the rumors, but because I thought you deserved better. You did make me feel comfortable, and for once you made me feel happy. I remember you screamed the first time I smiled at you after I saw you trip on a stick and almost fell on your face.

we talk, we talk alone at night, stay up cause it felt like paradise

I eventually trusted you and gave you my number, and we texted often and you even FaceTimed me when your favorite anime was on. I would remember our longest FaceTime was 9 hours from 4:00 till 1:00 AM. I stayed up and only my feelings grew for you and continued to grow for the next four years.

fast forward to the future now

we were now dating. We constantly talked about our future together, if we could make it through you being an idol, you deciding to pursue music and me pursuing my medical research career. we talked about sweet things like starting a family, baby names, and fun date ideas. Deep conversations were nonetheless common, keeping me late at night thinking about the things you said. You asked me if time was real and if I think aliens are watching over us, it was those late nights that I loved about you.

It wasn’t until senior year when we finally graduated, I couldn’t find you and I was worried. I found you where we met our freshman classroom and you were sitting in my desk. “we need to break up” you said, I was confused since we would be going to the same college, so there would be no issue with anything. Tears started to form in your eyes but you didn’t dare to look at Mark right now, you wondered if you guys dated for nothing, that everything was building up for him to drop you.

love can be hectic, and love always hurts us

“we need to break up” “we need to break up” “we need to break up”

Those words kept replaying in your head, wondering why he did this. “I have to move away, and long distance relationships won’t be the best for us.” you finally looked at Mark with a blank face but tears falling from your face. You saw that Mark was emotionless like he had planned to do this for a long time now, and you just stood there in silence looking at him. Mark got up and walked over to look at you. You sniffed and said “So, that's it? Okay.” You couldn’t be mad or sad enough to yell at him, he was following his dream and if he didn’t want you to be a part of it, it's his fault. You let him walked away, not because of you weak but because you loved him, you felt that you had been holding him back from what he really wanted. You wanted him to be happy so you let him go.

back then when we had to say goodbye

Mark hugged you and you didn’t hug him back, you just wanted to have some time alone right now. Mark let go of you and left you standing in your gown, and he turns to look at you one last time at the doorway, “goodbye y/n I love you.” Once he left you immediately muttered, “you LOVED me.” You walked your way back to the courtyard to see Mark getting into a fancy car with his family and other good-looking boys. You couldn’t help but look at him as he left you just like that.

pretty soon we made mistakes and all the feelings start to change

Mark actually regretted breaking up with you and still looked at your pictures you both took on dates and members would even catch him looking at you for too long. “You still thinking about her? It’s okay Mark you’ll get over her.” Johnny told Mark. But everyone had been saying that for a year and he still wasn’t over you. Meanwhile, you, went off to college living your dream studying on becoming a research medical scientist, and you were doing very well in college. In fact, within the year you forgot about Mark most of the time but missed him and thought of him when guys tried asking you, you rejected them, but because you didn’t want to get into another relationship, not because of them personally.

and then my feelings start to fade, and then your feelings turn to hating

Within your second year of college, you forgot about Mark, not completely but the pain and depression of him were gone, you put him a new slate but you never forgot what he did.  You realized little details of that day as much as you wanted to forget it kept coming back to haunt you. He didn’t even apologize or anything, he just got up and left, for no reason, he didn’t even ask if I wanted to say something, he just hugged me and left. You grew resentment towards Mark, some could even say you hated him if someone asked you would simply say, “oh yeah I knew him, he was a dick.” It was harsh but hey you hated him and hated that he let this memory be engraved within your brain.

I can’t imagine what’d I do if you were here right now

You didn’t want to think about it, but as you are now one of the best research scientists in Korea and moved from your hometown to Seoul, to work in a more prestigious office, and get paid more. You now live in a penthouse apartment on top of a hotel, worth around $10,000,000 if you didn’t count all your furniture and clothes. You also grew to be a more mature and beautiful person, and many guys asked for your number and to take you out on a date. To be honest, you weren’t dating anyone, but you said you had a boyfriend to have the asking die down. You also had a pet welsh corgi named Oliver and took him on walks when it was nice outside. At this point you had forgotten about Mark and laughed when someone brought up his name and wondered what in the heck he is doing now, you didn’t hate him anymore you just hoped he was doing okay.

but love, it stands alone

You were walking Oliver around the city and decided to stop for an iced tea so you stopped at a dog-friendly coffee shop and ordered your drink. When you walked outside you noticed Oliver was sniffing all of the passing customers but stopped at one and jumped up at one of them, spilling their coffee on their sweater. You apologized and bowed and looked up to see….

Mark…

Mark recognized you but didn’t take you to be the person he would see in a Burberry scarf and trench coat. “oh hey y/n! Since when did you move to Seoul?” he said petting Oliver. “I had to move offices for my job,” you said.

“and who’s this cutie?”

“Oliver.”

“Oliver? That’s a cute name, what do you do for work now?”

“I’m a research scientist, experimenting new vaccines and such.”

“that's so cool!”

“what do you do now?”

“me? I’m an idol now,” he said scratching his head

“really?”

“yeah I’m in a group called nct”

“Oh cool, I’ll check you guys out.”

then there was a silence.

“Hey y/n, if you don’t mind, can I get your number?”

“Mark…”

“I know I messed up, I’m sorry but I’m not looking into dating right now” as much as I would love to date you “I just want to be friends, for now, I would be lying if I didn’t say I miss you”

As much as you wanted to say you had a boyfriend, it didn’t matter, so you gave it to him anyway for the heck of it.

“Here.”

You swear you have never seen him more happy in his life he did the damn smile, that smile, he still got it huh.

“bye y/n and Oliver, have a nice day!”

“you too.”

You let out a huge breath of relief, did that really just happen? You pinched yourself as you heard your phone ding and saw a text that said:

“hey its mark” hopefully y/n didn’t give me a fake number

“Sir I think you have the wrong number” hehe

“Oh, then I’m sorry just ignore that.”

“you know I’m joking idiot.”

“OMG Y/N!! UR SO MEAN : (((“

You couldn’t help but laugh as you walked home with Oliver and your iced tea. When you got home you found yourself texting Mark at 2 AM realizing how much you missed this.

hopefully, you both can love again, and start something new, even though it seems old.

and love has a home

~admin

[flowerwrites06]

OOOO can we see the list of reqss 👀🤭

Ok A y

1. Anon: Hey I really really love your writing☺️☺️ Since you want a suga request so could you please write a fluffy suga scenario (no angst please😭😭😭😭) where he sees other members with their respective gf being cuddly and intimate and doing PDA and that gets him thinking that since he is not a great of skinship or PDA he is denying his own gf of that joy(though his gf has no problem). So after that he tries to change himself and starts being more intimate. I would like if you end in your way😁😁💜

2. Anon: For the clingy onee could you please write it for jimin too like maybe hes angry or smthn cuz apparently hes scary when hes angryy also im different anonnn ♥️♥️

3. Anon: Hey love! Could you do a (angst/fluff) frat boy yoongi scenario? You can make it whatever you want, i’ve just been on a frat boy bts craze lately. Thank you!!

4. Anon: Could you pretty please do a Y/N and JK where he meets a foreign noona? Idk how this jungkook with long hair that has been dropping panties left and right will act if he meet her like tomorrow. lol thank you!

5. Anon: Since the boys are on vacay rn, could you do little request were joonie takes you on a couples trip to Greece with rapmonie??

6. Anon: (tis for he giggles but i do love lil meow meow 🐱 and since you pleaded!!) could i have a scenario of yoongi falling asleep on his crush/s.o’s chest and the other members teasing him for it? 👀 😂 thank you 💕

7. Anon: could i ask for a scenario/reaction where the s.o requests that they spend the day in watching old cartoons (and maybe building a pillow fort while at it?)? I’ve just been reminiscing about the oldies lately (like ‘ the powerpuff girls’, ‘ ed, edd’n’ eddy’, ‘ codename: kids next door’, ‘ dexter’s laboratory’, etc...) - for yoongi, jungkook and whoever else you think would be cool to put in this ask! thank you!

8. Anon: Yoongi calling you clingy, please? I'd be very happy if you wrote it

9. Anon: hey bro i actually love ur belle oc so much tho!!! surprised people were more on the y/b side but anyway!! a jk fluff where y/n is at some event/party/idk some place loud and she’s has a panic attack due to the loud noise maybe there’s a fight idk and jk comforts her? it’s a bit btec and basic so do it if u want 🥺🥺 ur cool ily have fun dude

10. Anon: heyyy, this is a bit sad but could i have a request for the boys having a s.o who cannot express their feelings easily because they were always oppressed by abusive relatives and peers so they cannot trust people easily, rather preferring to keep everything in so others won’t take advantage of them or think the s.o is a burden? (i cut ties with mine and am slowly recovering but it’s though at times to express myself due to it) i understand if you don’t want to do this, so thank you anyways  also, I forgot to add: I’d like Yoongi, Namjoon and Hobi for this request. Thank you.

11. Anon: hello my love. I see that you’re taking requests for lil meow meow. Could I mayhaps get a fluffy yoongi realizing how much he loves his gf and writing some soft music for her pls? ily and stay hydrated 💖

12. @xmagicxshopx: Hello there, dear. I was wondering if I could request where Jungkook is a CEO and you are his secretary but he notices you're pushing yourself too hard and he winds up finding you fainted at your desk and it gets fluffy with love confessions afterwards.

13. Anon: omg a smut filled (some fluff too bc ugh feels) fuckboy yoongi story is what i need in my life rn 😭😭

14. Anon i have an idea for a taehyung scenario!! could it be where reader (s.o) and him go on a vacation to a place where it has endless green fields amongst the mountains, horse riding and maybe running barefoot amongst the flora (picture ireland maybe?? or scotland) because the s.o has always wanted to enact a princess like scenario where they could do that, maybe tae buys the tickets as a surprise & yeah let’s say it’s all fluffy and cheesy 🧀 💕 thanks!!

15. @notyourangelanymore: this is something platonic but sometimes i wonder how it would unfold if it were to happen irl, so... could i have a reaction of seokjin at a fansign and having a fan coming in & throwing puns at him in the ultimate pun battle of the century? 😂 (not that i got any JAMS but y’know... a person can dream 💫)

16. @yourteenagememory: hi there, Lovely ! Could i please get a Yoongi imagine in which the two of you are on some kind of family event with your or his relatives and he’s all lovey dovey and you get asked about marriage and stuff 😖 I’m so precise but idk that’s been stuck In my head for years and I’ve never gotten a good imagine out of it ❤️😂 thank you very much ❤️

17. Anon: i know this might sound weird but I really love the ocean 🌊 and the animals within it, and ever since watching videos of people swimming with them I’ve been wanting to do it too! could we have hobi and joon reactions to doing this with their s.o (and the s.o doesn’t want to end it when they have to go back to the hotel/home or smth? like ‘ i’ve become one with the fish 🐠! ‘) could also include stingrays, reef tip sharks (like the ones in the bahamas) or turtles to be more varied idk. thanks 🐳

18. Anon: this is for the giggles as tol anon inspired me!! (also a fanfic on wattpad drove me to it) but could we have a scenario where the bts members are supposed to meet yoongi’s s.o for the first time and at first the members don’t have like extremely high expectations, but then when said s.o appears they’re floored because his s.o is like tier level of beauty or smth of the sort (for extra comedy maybe they could even be some sort of model (swimwear or lingerie even if ya want bcs #fun) 🤷🏻‍♀️ ty

19. Anon: hey love!!! could i request a jimin sugar daddy au where oc is having a rough time (maybe with school or family issues??) and tries to hide it when she’s with jimin but she finally opens up and jimin shows her that she does care. totally fine if requests are full now!! you’ve done amazing so far with them thank you! 💗

20. Anon: Umm would you be okay with writing little!oc being upset and stressed so they have a breakdown and Jin kinda just hugs them and makes them feel better about it. Its a weird one ofc u dont have to ♥️

hehe..im f i N e 

[kyunsies]

Even though you've posted a handful of selfies, in my dream I think you kinda looked like a weird mix of your icon and what I know you look like 😂😂 dream logic, am I right?? But yeah we were just chilling!! It made me want to go out with some friends, especially since I haven't been able to a lot recently. But I'm gonna hang out with one of my good friends tonight and we're going to make bread!!!

Also thank you for thinking my name is pretty 🥺💖💓 I read that and was literally kicking my legs trying not to jump up and down with excitement!! My mom is Korean and my dad is American, so my Dad picked out our first names and my mom picked out our middle names! Minji means "sparkling red gem" which honestly suits me a lot hehe 😊 my parents always tell me I have a sparkling personality and bring a lot of joy and entertainment into our lives

Have you had any particular song that you've just been loving a little extra this week? For me it's Text Me by DPR Live!!! He was on the COLORS SHOW and his performance of it is so much fun!! 💖💖 Minji 🌟

[ @dkbtho ] LATE AGAIN ;______; i'm truly so sorry angel , i have all the time in the world these days but i think my brain guilt trips me into thinking because i'm not in school anymore i should be going to the ends of the earth trying to distract myself as i wait to hear back from my hospital sdfkjsd i'm so sorry !!!! but also LASLDKFJ I MIX BETWEEN ME AND CHANGKYUN ,,,,,,, a little scary i'm sorry u had to see that LOL <3 how was ur lil friend date night making bread? that honestly sounds so fun !!!! what type of bread did u make? random fact that u don't need to know about me lsdkfj but my fav bread is ciabatta <3

and yes OFC you're name is gorgeous !! it rolls off the tongue easily (at least in my head lol) it's lovely :) and the meaning is super sweet behind it , i'm glad your mom and your dad had the chance to sprinkle in their own cultures in there :) you are definitely sparkling and vibrant like a ruby !! as for songs i've been vibing to recently YES YES !!!!! been obsessed with all of onew/jinki's ep, literally a no skip lil project for me, but my favs have been in the whale and yeowoobi <3 onew's voice is sooooo calming it's like a breath of fresh air mixed with honey but also vibrant as well, he's so special to me and this ep i hold it to my heart so dearly!!! ALSO TEXT ME IS SOOO GOOD i love the whole dpr team/concept , also that song always scares me when i have my music blasting in the car bc i never know when it starts and it just BOOMS lol :') anyways angel !!! again i'm so sorry this is late idk what's going on with my brain right now lol but i really hope u are having a great week and i hope to hear from you soon !!! <3

[angelblumes]

hi 👋 👋 👋 I had a good 13 hr sleep today waking up at 1pm. We are almost done with the new new 🍃 🙄 I had to skip one of my medications this morning 🌄 😅 but I got 2/3 refilled at the pharmacy today. Your dream sounded crazy as fuck, it is really such a trip waking up from one of those and im pretty sure last time idk you did answer the question correctly!! It was pretty cold and on and off raining through the day it was great though. One of my family members was going through something today 😪 that was sucky. Otherwise great day surprisingly 😌 ☺ 😄 😊 😀 😁 hehe so many emoji hope ur day waz good 👍 😊

aww thanks im glad ur day was good!!! and RIIIIIGHT it was soooo. whatever.... lets see... i went to the grocery store!!! and only spent like $40. :) i hate shopping tbh but i love buying food❤️. i finished the vampire game play through and immediately started another one.😭. it was 90 degrees. i sweat so much. ok i had another funky dream and one part i remember was just me complaining i was sweaty HELP. the other parts... um... do you know pierce the veil? vic fuentes? i dreamt. we kissed. 😯😳.... and then went outside in the snow and fred and george weasley were there and turned into tiny baby dragons and i had to pick one up to help him climb a tree but the big mama dragon saw me and was coming after me. me and um. idk if he was still vic fuentes bc he was super buff like thor levels of buff all of a sudden. he carried me inside but we couldn't get inside bc some little child looked straight at us and LOCKED THE DOOR!! it was made of plastic so i just tore it off but like wtf? i threw up both middle fingers at her HAHA. anyway thats all i remember. i bought those like super dry iced sugar cookies everyone loves? they r soooo delicious. i also bought like freeze dried fruits too. cuz i like fruit but its so.. inconsistent? like squishy then hard then sweet then sour. freeze dried ones all have the same texture ❤️.

[wolfypuppypiles]

Big Ass Tag Game

Rules: Tag whoever you want!

I got tagged by @egg-with-a-butt thanks!!

I find glasses attractive: True as long as they actually suit their face (you gotta get the right style for you yo)

I find beanies attractive: True 

Last song you listened to: Formation - Beyonce

Last YouTube video you watched: It was this weta workshop thing mum was looking for

Favorite YouTubers: College Humor, Buzzfeed Unsolved, MBMBAM

Last thing you Googled: Hot Chocolate at Countdown (it’s a supermarket in NZ)

Private Island or Private Jet? - Jet cause it can take you to anywhere

Pancakes or Waffles? - Pancakes with cream bananas, syrup and bacon on top hmmm

Coffee or Tea? - Mocha

Water or Bubbly Water? - Bubbly waters a bitch but I dont like water either

Pineapple on pizza? - it was yes but now I’m allergic so sad no

Do you like foods from a country other than your own? -  hell yeaaah

Any crushes right now? - Only on celebs and characters

Name drop? - Idk what that means

Do you write? - ye 

If yes, what’s the title of the last thing you worked on? - The man who can’t be moved

If no, or even yes, what’s the last thing you’ve read? -  Back to Normal (more or less) By Kitikat (its good yo)

Favorite meal food: Sushi? or pizza or pasta idk

Favorite dessert food: cake 

Dream trip: probably Italy to see my family

Favorite restaurant: maccas orr Stefanos or that sushi place

Thing(s) you’re trying to master: singing, writing, drawing? exersise

Thing(s) you want but don’t have the money for: a trip around the world and tattoos also a dog

Favorite color:  purple especially sparkly

Low/High-key kink(s): true love, holding hands, cuddles, owning dogs, also to be real I have a majjjorr praise kink im not kidding

Favorite joke: Okay so theres a bunch of nuns painting a room and they dont want to get their habbits dirty but they have no other clothes. but they’re all friends so they decide to lock the door and paint naked. its going ell until there is a knock on the door “who is it?” “its the blind man!” the nuns go “oh he’s blind. let him in.” so they open the door and he lifts up a box. “where do you want me to hang these blinds? by the way, nice tits.”

Word(s) you hate: menanism, and any slur just ugh makes me cinge

Word(s) you love: poop (dont @ me its not the meaning its just the way it sounds) 

Sounds you hate: retching, skin rubbing against skin, fabrics rubbing together, scratching skin, clothes rubbing agaonst carpet ughhh

Sounds you love: peoples laughs especially my sisters and Aliisons girl ur laugh is so cute, men groaning or gasping in pain hehe

Favorite vine(s): gram gram why are all the cookies on the flor? I fell can you help me? HAHA also KEVIN NO, we going to macdonalds if i dont do my work? and sooo many others

Favorite TV Shows: MacGyver, SPN, rick and morty, b99, shadowhinters, the good place

I’m tagging: anyone that wants to do it 

[furryowo]

tag game :)

tagged by @s-lay-ing!!!! asdjbakjbdsa tbh im kinda wanting to do all three games hehe lets do it 

(under cut btw its long)

Game number 1:

APPEARANCE: uh im RLLY short (4 ft 11 in rip) w shoulder length black hair, glasses n braces!!! N idk i have kind of a roundish face

PERSONALITY: daskdjhakjsn ughgugh uh im rlly shy w strangers? n i have no ability to make any decisions by myself n while im scared of talking to new ppl i get rlly fucking loud anyways idk its weird i talk a lot

ABILITY: uh i play viola n piano idk if im good but i play

HOBBIES: listening to music n watching cooking vids,,,, yes

RELATIONSHIPS: i don’t have one rn

RANDOM STUFF: i rlly wanna learn how to play guitar!!!!! n jbakjdbsa i signed up for english online n i still haven’t got an email im stress

Game number 2:

Nicknames: qiao gave me the nickname cookie but that’s it!

Gender: female

Star sign: taurus

Height: kjakdjabsn 4 ft 11 in (~149 cm)

Time: 08:10 pm

Birthday: may 11th!

Favorite Groups: seventeen is my main fave!!!

Favorite Solo Artists: me? still in love w utaites? more likely then u thin

Song stuck in my head: falling asleep again by gfriend

Last movie I watched: moana

Last show I watched: mixnine !

When did I create this blog: uhuhuhuh february 2016 i think

What do I post: reblogs of kpop, text posts, aes, n animals!

Last thing I googled: boxer beagle mix

Do I have any other blogs: lmao no

Do I get asks: yea! sometimes, my mutual r angels

Why I chose my url: my friend did bc my old one was ugly haha

Following: uhhh 431 haha

Average hours of sleep: 5 to 8 hours???? usually

Lucky Number: 19!!!!!!

Instruments: viola n piano!!!!!! :D

What am I wearing: pyjamas hehe

Dream job: florist wld b ideal but haha not getting that job

Dream trip: europe!!!!! pls n japan n korea n china n quebec n yes

Favorite food: cannolis!!! nom

Nationality: filipino born in america

Favorite song right now: heart shaker by twice is honestly the cutest song i cry

Game number 3:

Name: colleen :)

Gender: female

Star sign: taurus

Height: close to hell (4 ft 11 in)

What’s your middle name?: my moms maiden name!

Put your music library on shuffle. What are the first 6 songs that popped up?

chuck - seventeen

who - seventeen (performance unit)

my i - seventeen (jun + minghao)

library - radwimps

council of war - radwimps

katawaredoki – radwimps

(i swear there’s more than seventeen n kimi no na wa,,,, it just didn’t show up)

Grab a book nearest you and turn to page 23. What is line 17?: “- to come from a-“ (the original illustrated sherlock holmes - arthur conan doyle

Ever had a poem or song written about you?: idk my guy not that i kno of???

When was the last time you played air guitar?: hmmm idk

Who is your celebrity crush?: gfriend’s umji!!!!!!!!!!

What is a sound you hate? Love?: if u bring velcro anywhere near me i will cut ur hands off o m g i hate velcro like once it took forever to sleep bc there was velcro on my blanket n the thought of it being that close was hella uncomfortable i cry just thinking abt velcro i hate

hmmmmmmm i love love love cooking asmr it helps me sleep its actually the best thing !!!!!

Do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?: yes i crave death im too paranoid

Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?: idk how to drive haha

Do you like the smell of gasoline?: its not bad yea ig i do

What was the last movie you saw?: moana i think

What’s the worst injury you’ve had: hnnnnggg idk my guy

Do you have any obsessions right now?: bts outcast (it ended im so confused kdjbkjkjsz) n twice’s heart shaker

Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?: kashdkja maybe a bit

Are you in a relationship?: hahaha no

woo!!! i finished!!!! it was rlly fun hehe!!! not tagging anyone tho but if u wanna go ahead!!!! lmao id b surprised if u actually read down to here hehe have a good day yall ily!!!!!