How I see Alex G songs / Part 1
TW: SEVEAR TRAMA, SH, ED, ETC /// THIS IS A VENT.
REMINDER : THIS IS HOW I SEE THE MUSIC.
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The lyrics "When you're young / yeah, you're a loaded gun" mean to me that its easy to act out. My sibling acted out a lot, and still does. Also, the "loaded gun" part I see as a refrence to suicide. My sibling is heavily suicidal, and I am too but not as much as them. "So, don't worry honey / you'll go right back where you started from" We all started out a innocent children, but we lost our childhood to the real world far to soon. I'll go right back where i started from, becoming a big baby when I become an adult. "Benny saved, saved a spot for you / 'Cause he knows you're comin' back, honey / 'Cause you always come back" My sibling has ran away from our loving home any times before. They always come back home dispite not wanting to. I always "save a spot" for them in my heart. "Honey, I bet you my spot in hell" I dont believe in heaven nor hell, but I know damn well my sibling is going far, far into the deep firey pits of hell itself. "I see you on a big screen / And you're lookin' sick / To your stomach" I see this in two ways. First way: I am a preformor of arts, but I have sevear social anxiety and stage fright. Second way: I have a sevear eating disorder, and the lines "And you're lookin' sick / To your stomach" make me remember all those times i had to hold back throwing up in school. "I could do anything to you / I could do anything for you / I could do anything to you" This reminds me of how my sibling manipulates and manipluates to get their way, while i just want to help. they are the first two (anything to you) and im the one in the middle (anything for you).
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so i recently found myself in a mental breakdown caused by me fighting with someone because they think the world revolves around them and then when I got over that, I got basically told that it was my fault so cue another breakdown but this time I can't really cry or anything because people where around and here are the songs that I listened to to get that anger out (i'm still angry and want to cry but it helped a bit so maybe it'll help y'all)
(p.s. most of these will be rock or like just louder/angerer songs ig that helped me so not like sad slow stuff yk?)
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My Mother Wants Me Dead by carolesdaughter
Zydrate Anatomy by Paris Hilton, Alexa Vega and Terrance Zdunich
Teenagers by My Chemical Romance
Dial Tone by Catch Your Breath
Parents by YUNGBLOOD and Chloe Noone
Overwhelmed by Ryan Mack
Hayloft by Mother Mother
Hayloft II by Mother Mother
Trees by McCafferty
Trees II by McCafferty
Happy Pills by Weathers
Be Nice To Me by The Front Bottoms
Self Care by Penelope Scott
dui by Estelle Allen
Smile by Jann
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I wrote the lyrics to this song, and used Suno to put it to music. Made me pretty emotional to hear it, hope you enjoy it.
[Verse 1]
Dark voice
Dark times
I hope
I pine
For something
I can’t remember
Something
I cannot reach
[Pre-Chorus]
I used to dream
I used to be
I used to touch
I used to breathe
Now I lay
Somewhere inside
And I hope
And I hide
[Chorus]
Belief is a fragile thing
I love on a tender wing
Tell me that I’m a good girl
Tell me that I’m worth… this
[Verse 2]
My pain
You feel
I wish
I'd heal
You might be
Better without me
She says
You should leave
[Verse 3]
I try
I fight
I fawn
I die
[Bridge]
I want to try harder
A lamb to the slaughter
I don't want to hurt you
But where is my breakthrough?
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List of My Vent Songs
cw for explicit lyrics and sensitive topics
Edgy/Angry falling apart vibes (fed up with of all this shit):
chains - Jay Sek
THE NEW YOU - Time is Dead
nightmares - easy life
Pumped up Kicks - Late Nite Reading
I’m not Pretty - JESSIA
Dear God - Confetti
3 O’Clock Things - AJR
Everybody’s Got Their Own Damn Trauma - Awkward Marina
Hit The Snooze - The Living Tombstone
Lost - Bring Me The Horizon
medicine - Bring Me The Horizon
Kill[h]er - Stand Atlantic
SELF-SABOTAGE - Waterparks
Back In School - Mother Mother
SAD (Clap Your Hands) - Young Rising Sons
Pity Party - Melanie Martinez
Alphabet Boy - Melanie Martinez
Mostly Dead - Joseph Dubay
I’m Not OK - Weathers
Lazy - The Living Tombstone
Buried Alive - Rory Webley
Wake Up Call - Maroon5
Înapoi - Carla’s Dreams
Miracle - The Score
Melancholy and hopeless:
Two - Sleeping At Last
Hello My Old Heart - The Oh Hellos
Funeral - Phoebe Bridges
Wake Up - EDEN
To Let A Good Thing Die - Bruno Major
Lonesome Town - Ricky Nelson
Fix It to Break It - Clinton Kane
The Grave - Kate Vogel
Evil Queen - Snøw, Skinny Atlas
Hurt - Johnny Cash
Older - Sasha Alex Sloan
The Last Words of a Shooting Star - Mikski
Hey Siri - salem ilese
Honey and Glass - Peyton Cardoza
at least I’m pretty - Harriette
Does It Matter - Sam Graham
Buy the Stars - MARINA
A Sadness Runs Through Him - The Hoosiers
When You Love Someone - James TW
She Used To Be Mine - Waitress
Talking to the Moon -Bruno Mars
Kokoronashi - majiko
Sayoko
Creep - Radio Head
Uplifting but still has darker undertones:
Burned Out - dodie
Ready Now - dodie
Darling I Do - Zerox, Landon Pigg, Lucy Schwartz
Hoping - 4everfreebrony
Beautiful? - Illymation
Ghosting - Mother Mother
More - Halsey
Youth - Daughter
That Funny Feeling - Bo Burnham
A Place I Don’t Know - Daniel Olsén, Jonathan Eng, Linnea Olsson
Everything’s Alright - Laura Shigihara
Dear Friend, - Dayglow
A TV Show Called Earth - Philip Labes
The Night We Met - Lord Huron
Waves - Mr. Probz
I Walked These Streets In November - Caroline Manning
Nobody Hates You - JESSIA
MISTAKE - NF
Other (upbeat mixed with depressing):
Only the Good Die Young - Billy Joel
I Think I’m Going To Kill Myself - Elton John
When You Where Young - The Killers
Hard Times - Paramore
Oh No! - MARINA
Are You Satisfied? - MARINA
The First Step - Will Wood and the Tapeworms
Drunk - Living Tombstone
Good Girl - Living Tombstone
Am I Dreaming - Metro Booming & A$AP Rocky, Roisee
skeletons - Keshi
Hundred - Khalid
DRIFTING - NF
If You Want Love - NF
Dying in LA - Panic! At The Disco
Help! Oh Well - SomeThingElseyt
Bittersweet - Big Head Todd and the Monsters
How to Save a Life - The Fray
Savior - Beth Crowley
Fourth of July - Sufjan Stevens
Your Ex-Lover Is Dead - Stars
Alone Sometimes - The Mowgli’s
Maggie May - Rod Stewart
I Don’t Want to Talk About It - Rob Stewart
The Party Goes With You - Lindsay Mendez
Home - Daughter
I Have Questions - Camila Cabello
Burn - Hamilton
I Love How - Caroline Manning
Teenage Fantasy - Jorja Smith
Sober Up - AJR, Rivers Cuomo
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