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#venting sorryyy
hythlodaes · 5 months
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i’m sorry but i hate when people who have never stepped foot in my store tell me how to merchandise it,,,,
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ireallydohateyou2 · 3 months
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I'm sorry u guys, I know I shouldn't (or shouldn't have to) apologize... but I just feel as if this space has been (nearly entirely) robbed from me, in numerous ways, for so long & I've said nothing + constantly feel as though I have to walk on eggshells/ put on a little dance in order to please everyone, but myself... So I'm sorry, again, if this is all so veryy annoying, but... like I said, I've just held it all in for the longest + constantly see everyone else talking about how this is like their own little space/journal & they get to freely express themselves (for the most part) without harsh retaliation/judgement... And honestly,... I don't think I've ever reallyy been afforded that, on this site... Now it's all kind of coming to a head & I know I'm gonna receive a bajillion more hate messages saying that I'm being obnoxious & annoying, and awful, etc. etc. (prob far worse)) + that it's for the best that I'm leaving... but. Just thought that maybe (for Onceee) I could be allowed to express just a tiny portion of what I've been feeling, before I step away for a bit..
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lockandkeyhyena · 3 months
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remembering my friend made a whole ass full size painting of my sona for me and i still didnt realise she liked me
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an-theduckin · 4 months
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Wait shit people might actually care about me
#sorryyy for the personal posts lmao just not having a great time lately . ill go back to posting abt fandom stuff soon dw#hopefully the self loathing phase is over now cuz i really didnt enjoy that!#mf got me thinking thay everyone secretly hates me n itd be better if i was dead ahahaha#but like. my friends talk to me daily. my mutuals love me. i didnt go to school for like 3 days and my classmate who im kindaaa friends wit#texted me saying. and i quote “Hi [name]. I know its late but i hope your doing well. Hope to cya tmr.” (the full stops symbolize each text#cuz she sent three seperate texts)#and i was just. so flabbergasted at that#i didnt rlly think anyone would really notice if i was gone#i didnt think anyone cared me enough for that#i thought theyd just be indifferent to it#also i sound pathetic rn but i reread that girl's text over n over again when she sent rhat. was literally on the brink of tears#and i just. wow.#people might actually care for me. they might actuallynotice when im gone. they might actually miss me#ive been so inside my head n thinking allat bad stuff about myself that i. didnt think that people might see me differently than the way#i saw myself#really and truly i love you guys so much#even if we've never talked to each pther before or interact very little. i appreciate all of you. you guys rock#anyways aha i should stop rambling now loll. as for now i think im doing a bit better#life still sucks but hey at least i have my friends. at least i dont hate myself anymore now#at least now i dont believe that everyone was being friends with me out of pity#thank you all for everything :')#man i need a hug rn lmao#tw vent#tw sui implied#tw sui ideation#tw self loathing#tw self destructive behavior#<- dw about the tags i dont feel/do those anymore#if you wanna talk to me abt this or just talk in general hit me up!! i love talking to ppl i dont like being alone xd#love youu <33
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gillionstits · 7 months
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IHAVE A NORMAL RELATIONSHIP WITJ MY MOTHER!!!!! IT DOES NOT DEEPLY WARP MY SENSE OF SELF WORTH AND FUTURE RELATIONSHIPS.!!!!
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ratmouseshrtwo · 1 month
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i need to stop listening to love songs and wishing for something im not ready for and might never be
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starite-wishes · 8 months
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people love to be like “i’d totally never disrespect someone’s pronouns but let me explain in detail how much i hate it when someone asks me to use it/its for them because they weren’t meant to be used on humans and it makes me sooooo uncomfy :(((“ on any post mentioning using those pronouns. like wow thanks! can you go away
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kiwibubbles5 · 2 months
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A few sketches :)
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I promise I'm fine lol, just on my period and having some ✨hormones✨ that are fuckin with my ✨mental illness✨. Needed to draw
((bases heh: https://patreon.com/okojochan))
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zevrans-remade · 9 months
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i'm having a very strong urge to play the sims 2/the sims 3 rn ngl 😮‍💨
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thecultoflove · 3 months
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here you go ^_^
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oh how i just love ferrets so much, thank you so much for this
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aztr0naut · 3 months
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watching my whole family dynamic fall apart was not on my 2024 bingo card
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beatlesforsale · 4 months
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oh my god can this goddamn tinder guy just confirm with me if he's free on the weekend it'll take 2 seconds 😭😭 lemme know if i can suck ur dick or not homie 😫
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dappersautismcreature · 7 months
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im,, hm
i need to vent for a sec so if you dont wanna see just .. yeah
i have been told a lot, by my parents, by mental health professionals that my abuser has BPD, and that caused them to abuse me
now, i certainly dont believe that all people with BPD will abuse people, everyone just told me to take it as an explanation, not an excuse, but an explanation
and now we're confused because, seeing these posts about mental illness not like, contributing to abuse
we dont feel comfortable sharing like, details, but our abuser was the same age as us, aka a child, so its so easy for people to basically explain away her abuse, "not excuse it" they always say "just explains it"
what other explanation is there? (rhetorical) its really complicated because she's done so much work on herself, and we're living with her again, and she says she's changed and she has changed. but if the mental illness didn' contribute,,, she's not evil, she's not inherently bad.
she just, hurt us, as an outlet, for her mental illness, i think.
ugh, this whole situation is triggering so many of our past traumas and we thought we'd be fine but like, almost every single Situation is being triggered ToT
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Hate it when i cant listen to a song anymore becuz it reminds me of. things.
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courviknight · 5 months
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today worst day ever 🥹🥹 so glad to be home
#god forbid. a person ik owes me money and im lowkey getting annoyed bc i feel she has it but wont give it to me 😞 i paid for sm of her food#and i felt like she kept interrupting my convos w ppl!! i need her to get off my back#like i dont understand why she asks me to go outside to get food?? if she doesnt order??? like ik i have a complicated money process and its#annoying af IM SORRYYY IM INCONVENIENT!!!! but also man. the app was down at an inconvenient time for two days#and i couldnt pay thru gcash 😞😞#so i 1) went out for NOTHING and 2) just felt so sad idk like ;((#when i came back i was just sad. like idk i felt ashamed to ask for money bc im so annoying or smth#some of my other band mates asked if i str and i just started to PISS MY EYES LIKE IM SORRY!!!!!#idk i feel like i just release stress out in bursts like that like why cant i express these things normally#like i have a past gripe bc i used to be so sensitive as a kid i wojld cry and ppl would just give me things#and like. idk. i dont want to come off as that like im not crying for attention you asked me How are uou Doing and the doing came out thru#pissing my eyes out. idk what else to say fellas#i got issues 😞 but im so grateful there were ppl looking out for me when i was feeling annoying and was broody#i feel like a lot of ppl ive met havent been able to handle that v well and its like oh man that explains why i try#not to cry in the first place!! hahaha okay!!!#but like yeah man. idk i am miffed w this girl bc like. it just always feels like she tries to ctrl what or who i talk to#i cant wait to not be classmates w her 😔#caw.txt#vent
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osophobic · 11 months
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so long, amigos
I've hit rock bottom mentally, so an official break is needed. It won't be really long, no worries.
I really wanted to hold this off but I'm tired. But just you wait, I'll be back with the secret to happiness <3
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