#wait why do I feel this is kinda...bad.
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the sun has long since set, and the sky is now only illuminated by the gentle glow of the moon and the twinkle of her surrounding stars. The wind blows steadily in the quiet streets as everyone seeks refuge for the night.
everyone except you.
sitting anxiously by the door, careful not to do so much as a wink, for you might fall asleep and miss it.
miss him.
you don't want to miss him as he walks through the door, with his red hair tied back in a messy ponytail and a tired smile plastered on his face. his musk invading your senses as he practically falls into your embrace, quietly mumbling about his day as he gently kisses along your neck and collarbone.
you don't want to miss the opportunity to lead him to the kitchen table, hanging up his coat along the way, and seating him next to you as you both share a quiet, late dinner.
falling asleep now would mean you wouldn't get to follow him into the bathroom, using the toilet as your seat while he's in the shower, sharing remarks about your day. Eventually, brush your teeth side-by-side in front of the cramped sink.
and then you would follow him to the bedroom, curling up next to him as you both let the stress of the day melt into the sheets, exchanging I love you's before allowing your eyes to close and falling asleep wrapped up in each other's embrace.
that, is why you cannot risk closing your eyes at this moment, you cannot risk the chance to finally enjoy a calming nighttime routine with Diluc.
you must not.
your eyes dart to the clock and back to the door, the minutes tick by ever so slowly, and your brain starts to feel a bit foggy.
you blink.
or at least you thought you did, but when you open your eyes, you can smell the aroma of breakfast wafting in from the kitchen and sunlight creeping through the window shade.
slowly crawling out of bed, you see the sight that you had been wishing to see all night.
red hair draped around his shoulders, a tan apron pressed around his figure, and a pair of pajamas. Diluc stood in front of the stove, turning around to greet you.
even though you didn't get to say good night, at least you got to say good morning.
#ᶻz cakewrites#﹒ᶻz cakethoughts#genshin x reader#gn reader#diluc x reader#diluc drabbles#diluc ragnvindr#diluc fluff#diluc x gn reader#diluc x gender neutral reader#genshin fluff#genshin drabbles#not beta read#it’s late and i have a headache#I FINALLY MANAGED TO FART SOMETHING OUT MY BRAIN#waittt sleepy diluc after work is so YUMMYYUMMYYUMMY#it took a few walks outside and some mukbangs but I finally managed to let my fingers grace the keyboard#wait why do I feel this is kinda...bad.#GRGWTSFTAFR#what's new...#self doubt strikes against mwuahahaha#BUT YK I GOTTA B CONFIDENT#THIS IS GOOD.#me when repetition :0000#word proximity? I hardly know her!#ending is a bit- eh.#its not my best work#WELL ILY GUYS AND TY FOR READING :33
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it has only now clicked in my head that my facial features are somewhat similar to Silco's. I feel a *little* better about my weak chin, thank you. It's been a reaaally rough spot for my self-esteem
Looking like "you" will always be more attractive than being ""conventionally attractive"", in my opinion.
I have a fucked up eye (in a boring way, tho. Just a mild case of "lazy eye" that still makes me super super insecure) and lemme tell ya, Silco being the King of Fucked Up Eye is making me happy~
I looove love Silco's whole mouth/chin situation, I am obsessed. You sharing those features mean you absolutely have your fans
#answering stuff#kinda related but like people make “hear me outs” about silco#and silco is legit just attractive dude#like that is not a hear me out#look at him#hear me out is lol warwick as we has established#SIlco is the one saying hear me out#oh I am also very jealous about Silco's eye#I want my eye to be actually fucked up not just....bad#I actually kinda “look” from a one eye at a time#do people actually “look” from both their eyes at the same time? Wild#i've had a lot of headaches my whole life thanks to my vision#I feel so.....why wait#I was gonna say I feel so nervous about sharing about my eye#but why is “I feel so”'s first suggestion I feel so s i g ma??? Tumlr we are better than this#talking about stuff#I guess at this point
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Artificer, How can you just move on after what the scavengers have done? They slaughtered your children over a shiny rock, and are still trying to kill you over it after all this time.
“I- what?!” Artificer looked taken aback from the seemingly accusatory nature (to her mind) of the question.
She glared and defensively yelled, “What the fuck?! I don’t know what gave you that impression, but I have not ‘just moved on’! I’m still grieving my- my children and I still hate the scavengers for what they did over that stupid pearl! You’re right, they’re still trying to kill me and that makes it even more difficult for me to ‘just move on’!” She said the last part of the sentence in a mocking tone of voice.
“Just because I’m trying to not let it consume my every thought, does not mean I have just forgotten my children and what the scavengers did!”
She took the question very badly
#i actually got somewhat offended by this ask before thinking to myself “wait why am i offended im not arti and artis not even real”#anyway i swore a lot in this since i imagine arti as a pretty heavy swearer. dropping f bombs like theyre real bombs haha#thanks for the ask. She took it very badly :) she is kinda (rightfully) touchy about anything to do with her children or what happened#so to her she took this ask as accusing her of not missing them and just moving on so she got mad#art is kinda bad because i drew it at 2am and didnt feel like making it look better#rw artificer#rma asks#rma art#rainworld#rw#rma au
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The thing with shadowpeach that makes me sad sometimes is that it can feel one sided …
I’m pretty sure it isn’t, but we don’t have a confirmation
not verbally, no
#ngl anon i do not believe it feels one-sided#nor that lmk has left it to be one-sided#macky is just more verbal about his feelings compared to swk who shows his reciprocation through actions#swk is an 'actions speak louder than words' kinda guy#we SEE him trust mac to help in s5 long before he verbally/indirectly says he does#we see him reaching and looking back long before the s5 hand reach#but even that isn't verbal!!!#swk has not said with real words that he cares just yet#but his ACTIONS!!!#oh his actionsssssss!!!!!#lmk#asks#this is why i have hope anon <3#don't be like macky and wait for the words#let him be the down bad obvious/oblivious one#liukong
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Zootopia 2 teaser. ....
#i would say my guilty pleasure but why do i feel guilt over being fond over a kids movie LOL#im just very fond of the whole world and concept#i cant believe the second one is finally coming out this year#after nine years god#i might have to see it it theaters aaahhhhh#but i doubt theres anyone i could even drag along to that LMAO#it came out after i was a kid kid yknow#but i have so much fondness for it bcs it feels so tailored to the kinda kid i was#playing with calico critters and always drawing animal people(its honestly kinda crazy i didnt end up being a furry)#(<- i say that not like oh thank god. i just mean that thinking about my childhood its kinda surprising i didnt)#but gah yeah any of those kids movies or just media in general with anthro really appeals to a deep seated part of me icl#though its funny. obviously zootopia was an original film which is great! among so many remakes/franchises#so i should be kinda annoyed like oh another sequel. but i cant bcs im so fond and genuinely happy#gah the teaser showed all these different parts of the city that i think were prob mentioned in the first one?#desert place underwater place cold place#I LOVE WORLDBUILDING GIVE IT TO ME#also the animation looked so good in that teaser#usually i really wish they'd go back to 2d animation but i rly feel like the 3d suits this world(like Puss in Boots and Bad Guys. it fits!)#man.....gotta wait till november#i should go rewatch it soon!#catie.rambling.txt
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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.
I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?
i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...
#snap chats#thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA#ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth#obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril#charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses#he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids#of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not#charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good#even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars#so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue#we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students#he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless#im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu#obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially#tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute#i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc#if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart#'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool#i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask#so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA#idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ
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Thanks for opening my eyes to Miravi as a ship, it’s one I never would’ve even thought of but once I started thinking about it… yeah. Yeah!!!! It makes so much sense! Two tropey girls, a tragic princess and her conflicted knight in shining armour! I can’t help it, I’m a sucker for that…. (this might be why I always play as Vicky in MP…. because when I romance Miri my queen…. the polaroid is them as a knight and a princess….)
I love how you characterise them a bunch. I love that they can be two dorks together. Two nerds who love talking to and listening to each other. Two people who can heal together. Happy times for the both of them <33
thanks!! i still recall that this ship came mostly by accident to me, and honestly it was a damn fortunate accident at that because they work AMAZINGLY together. i really do like picking ships by virtue of personality and how well those personalities would mesh together, and don't like ships where that isn't directly considered, which, to be fair, i did at first think the two would probably dislike or hate each other! but i ended up thinking about it more and how the two might actually interact, and, honestly? the way they come off to me has always been that, if they can just get over that initial hump, they're WONDERFUL for each other.
i just like the way they parallel each other. both clinging to what they were told they are for their entire lives, something given to them by family and whom they had little choice in, but which they threw themselves into with a passion simply because they had nothing else they thought they could be. both with nasty, tangled histories, upholding systems which exist to eat the world and themselves simply serving as the last victims of it, neither able to fully question their role in it due to how much has been invested, how much would be lost if they had to put it aside. both with ringing alarm bells of psychological distress of all of this, that they cannot hear because they were never taught they were alarm bells, seeking out something that's close enough to what they were told they're supposed to be but without the teeth, without the fear, without the alarm bells. both rejected by their own systems by virtue of some flaw that isn't really a flaw, a fault that has marked them as unable to live up to their own myths. both only really able to come to any terms about all of this when they have other people, people who aren't a part of that system, people who they can depend on and trust, to start pointing it out and offering alternatives.
it's good! i like when two characters' journeys are really one journey, one path together, when they're in the same boat and just haven't realized it yet. i like it when they realize it, when they can finally start talking about it, finding solidarity in, yeah, actually, this IS bullshit, and why would someone do that to them. i like it when they're a conversation with each other, a mirror through which the other can be dismantled and picked apart and seen for what it is, when both act to lay the other out plain, when only the both of them can see the other for who they truly are.
and i like when it gives characters that are all high octane and presence and tension, just some downtime together. i like it when they can finally take off all that they drape themselves in, and just sit there together, vulnerable and exposed. i like how much they talk and have to say to each other, but i like how much they don't talk to each other as well, how much they can just exist in the silence together because the words aren't necessary. i like it when two characters being vulnerable with each other first feels like strangulation, and then, release.
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#fishyfishyfishtimes#asks#miravi.txt#monster prom#i also really like nontypical needs and needing something that seems almost paradoxical#like it does kinda annoy me how monprom (or the sequels. at least.) talks about redemption arcs#specifically in the sense of another character pushing for another character to be redeemed or whatever#and it always kind of bothers me#as someone who often gets that whole ''oh you're difficult NOW but i know how to make you BETTER'' treatment#i don't think you can come into it expecting anything from them. i don't think you can expect or demand change.#i think you just have to lay there with them and work with what actually helps them and lets them feel better#and i feel like this is. the miravi MO.#like. they help each other because neither set out to do that.#they can be vulnerable with each other because neither expects anything from the other.#because they already like the other as they are. the only thing that needs to change is that they would like to see the other happier.#so you get the nice effect of them changing together. riffing off each other. settling into each other and into themselves.#also i'm trying not to turn this into endless bitching (because i am very good at that)#but considering as i was going through the files. omen has a ''redeemed'' ending which involves two other characters in slayer gear.#apparently they're both having the awful nasty institutions they were born into defanged by the newer writing!#the slayers are bad. don't. don't tell me anyone forgot this. they're bad. is that not. is that not the point of the therapist ending.#don't tell me it's like the merkingdom where they just forgot the awful shit they were doing. no. no. i refuse.#i mean i have NOT played the ending (and will not play the game) so i could be wrong#but this does not seem promising. imo.#aaravi 🤝 miranda. get me the fuck out of here. wait. wait why are you saying this is good actually. please. get me out.
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The tricky part of even thinking about writing a body swap fic is determining how much is going with the mind and soul, and what is staying behind with the physical shell.
Especially when Stands/quirks/special rap abilities/unique magic are involved.
Not that I’m thinking of writing a body swap fic, of course. Perish the thought.
#I’m lying of course#usually I know why ideas grab hold of me#a song#one of those images that pop into my head randomly that no one else says happens to them too#oh wait I do remember where this thought came from#potionology mishap trope#I swear I’m working on the malleus fic but damn malleus really does have a lot going on in his head#so much so that now I’m kinda afraid to post it#fanfic musings#also itching to return to my jjba mannequin AU#why is my brain like this#can I blame Gentaro? he’s a bad influence#but he’s so pretty#I am fond of pretty pretty men who are bad at flirting#it’s definitely flirting trust me#I also totally don’t have a post book 7 wip involving silbek riddle and ace#I refuse to ditch my sebek and ace are future besties agenda#plus they both suck at flirting#except Sebek doesn’t even know he’s flirting#he’s just being himself but it works on silver anyway#even if silver is oblivious#I just love these two sm#this post book 7 isn’t really an Adeuce fic but trust me it’s there#ace also has complicated feelings#he and Sebek are disasters in their own way#also also totally not writing a florid fic spinoff from practice makes perfect#that was also a lie of course
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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How I imagine myself (aka want to be)

Vent in the tags (sorry in advance)
#Honestly almost cried while sketching this#I feel so stupid#Like why did I agree to wait until i'm 25 to transition#Oh wait I know#Because I love my parents to much and they only really support me if I a) am 25 or b) my mental health is really really bad#Also it's that part of my mind that's doubting everything. That it's just a phase. That i'm not actually transmasc#Also the psychologist I used to go to supported the idea to wait till 25 and was talking about some whos she knew#And how that girl wanted to be a boy but she got a boyfriend and she didn't want to anymore#Or that boy who wanted to be a girl but later found his identity and was secure in his agab#And she kept saying/asking; “Would you be able to accept to be just a manly woman??” And similar questions#And I know it's stupid but because of it I just keep questioning myself over and over#Because now i'm especially scared it's something I grow out off#But I just want to look in a mirror and be happy#And while I do like my clothing. I want other stuff but I feel goddam dysphoric in that#Only things I can change about me is piercings and my hair but even that is something my parents aren't really keen of#Atleast the length is something they are okay with but if it's kinda more a “”man's style“” and I hear only “oh my god it's so manly"#Honestly I just hate that i'm to scared to do anything about it#All the while I suffer#cause I just cant get out of the house without a binder. Always checking how my profile looks like. Crying when its not how I want it to be#Or almost crying when my mom says “that size is better for a girl like you because other wise it looks boyish” even when I confided in her#transmasc#transgender#trans artwork#Trans#Artists on tumbr#Lgbt#my art <3#my own post
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious
And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went 👀👀👀 and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesn’t mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneli’s daughter. who’s a friend of Summiya’s. who’s Zaheer’s sister. who’s Midori’s uncle. who’s friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and don’t even try to tell me these two wouldn’t be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time I’ve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I don’t really have too many headcanons about her yet. but she’s probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day she’d get to meet her bio mom. but only if that’s something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like she’s rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin who’s half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and can’t tell her anything. that’s bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when she’s an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesn’t matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 I’m really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandma’s tv watching
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kang taehyun WHAT 🫠🫠🫠 beomgyu the loml help me?!???


#taehyun. WHAT ARE U DOING TO ME 😵💫#taehyun internationally is so bold 🫠#beomgyu u are the cutest patootie :>#I wanna touch his abs so bad :/#like imagine feeling the tough bumps of each muscle#YUM (respectfully) 😭#kang taehyun#choi beomgyu#mdni#smiles hard hours#txt hard hours#wait but why do I feel like at night there’ll be finger marks on the windows 🫠#kinda hot but like imagine being push up against the window and fu—
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I forgot how exhausting it is to sob, actually scream cry. it feels good and bad. my eyelids sting. i keep trying to get up and do things but everything just makes me feel sick.
#i know grieving is kinda universally difficult but like#the last time i truly needed to grieve sometjing was so long ago#this feels new again and its so hard#i just. i just keep turning around expecting to see him there#waiting for me#like it was all a bad dream#because it all happened so fast.#the animal er visit was like two hours tops. i thought id take him and theyd fix him up#get him home#i had no idea i needed to make that decision on the spot#really i had like five minutes to think about what to do for him#it was nightmarish honestly maybe thats why its not sinking in#it just all felt so cruel#i dont. i didnt want to believe it to be true#i still donr#please come home to me max#please come back i dont care if you bite me or bark at me#please just let me see you one more time
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thank you to @bhagell!! choose and then tag people you want to get to know better <3
coffee or tea | early bird or night owl | chocolate or vanilla | spring or fall | silver or gold | pop or alternative | freckles or dimples | snakes or sharks | mountains or fields | thunder or lightning | egyptian mythology or greek mythology | ivory or scarlet | flute or lyre I opal or diamond | butterflies or honeybees I macarons or eclairs | typewritten or handwritten | secret garden or secret library I rooftop or balcony | spicy or mild | opera or ballet | london or paris | vincent van gogh or claude monet | denim or leather | potions or spells | ocean or desert | mermaids or sirens | masquerade ball or cocktail party
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#alexandra i DO blame you for showing me the bold both cross out or option because i’ve never made one decision ever. in my life#liv in the replies#thank you 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💕💕#feeling incredibly yappy. ama tbh. also i used my powers for evil (hormonal cycle of productivity & i wrote ???k of dj harls fic INSTEAD of#literally anything else i wanted to write (chipping away at my plotless old man broadcaster yaoi. [redacted plotless o1u??]. ANY other fic)#replies will be coming tomorrow i am queuing SO many things i was catching up on wingies Content because of watching the stadium series#which OOOOOOO DON’T GET ME STARTED OKAY but anyway! anyway! it’s fine.#do i LIKE being a night owl? no i am infinitely more productive in the morning and also feel the same getting up at 4AM or 10AM so#however because i revenge bedtime myself and because it is past midnight now we’ll call it a night owl.#i do wear both silver & gold bc it’s w/e matches the outfit best… no idea which one is best for my skin tone i just have more silver rings#i have freckles!! i love both on other people though#I LOVE SNAKES AND SHARKS ARE YOU KIDDING MEE THAT’S SUCH A MEAN QUESTION TO ME PERSONALLY (has a snake) (has worked with sharks) (& snakes)#okay also sorry not sorry to do it twice in a row i did not grow up with every book of world myth to have a pick one and if i DID#I don’t think it would be either Greek or Egyptian although I do love them both very dearly#where all my lake homies at. where are all of my wetland habitat homies. i do love a good praerie though (even if i put down mountains)#am i allowed to put a note that says well i HAVE a typewriter and those are two very different vibes. it’s faster to hand write but also:#the typography aspect of it all is so important to me it is so vibes dependent. but bc I usually say my handwriting is bad (doctor script)#AGAIN WITH THE ANIMALS 😭😭😭 i feel like i have to say bee because i literally have a bee tattoo but also: i like butterflies :/#cheating to put denim and leather because I have two going out skirts and one is denim & the other is leather. also frequently I wear both#at gunpoint maybe I would say leather but I don’t know if I could give up my denim…#now why you gotta pit two bad bitches against each other with mermaids and sirens… ooo that’s a tough one (I say as if I have not struggled#to come up with an answer to HALF of these. lol. lmao even.)#wait. wait. homeboy. you can’t say that when you have an entire elaborate mermaid au hold on lmaooooo#don’t know if i have a big preference for thunder/lightning and potions/spells? just kinda picked for those
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ughh i wanna play a game but nothing is scratching the itch rn
#da2 is scratching the story itch but not the gameplay itch#datv is scratching the gameplay itch but not the story itch#cyberpunk is still too finnicky rn for me to feel confident enough about settling in for a good sesh#tomb raider is tricky bc i'm just in full anticipation mode for the next remaster release and i wanna play AOD SO BAD#but i'd rather just wait a month and enjoy the polished version#bg3 is... listen dont hate me yall but it's not really doing it for me#i think it's gonna end up like tw3 for me: i totally get why other ppl like it but it's missing a certain je ne sais quoi for me#i kinda wish i trusted my gut on the combat bc it is not my cup of tea#and i dont like the cc#i found some more presets but i just don't like using presets#they make me feel really disconnected from my character#i do like a lot of the other stuff tho#i like the interactions and dice rolling mechanic#and i like most of the companions#but every time i get to a battle im like nope dont wanna#i took a peak at the mods to make it less sluggish but nothing really looked like a solution to me#bc i just dont want to do it at all lmao#but i get why skipping it entirely would break too many things#anyway i dont know what i want!!!#maybe i'll try to get back into coral island#sim games are usually good for me when im in this wishy washy mood#and i could steam link it and play it on the couch#t: wench games#or not as the case may be lmao
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just recently watched this is us with my college friends
#tbqh i found it kinda boring 😭#the louis clips were so not enough#ive watched some clips online prior to actually watching it (for the first time might i add)#one of my friends had a cousin who was crazyyy ab 1d so she dragged her out to the cinema to go watch it when it came out and in 3d lol 😭#the 3d schtick is so funny 2 me lmao 😭#my friend recalls freaking out in the movie theater bc she was a major niall fan at the time. she said 3d niall was so close 2 her face lol#anyway. ab how i watched some clips online prior#i was actually waiting for the louis n his sisters part or the one where he visits his school or smth#my friends.... they literally don't know a thing ab louis personality-wise so they didn't really get much from it#UGH i should download aotv and make them watch it that was way more interesting (but idk? smth about it feels like it's made for fans only?#but... i'll suggest it the next time we get together 🙏🏼#anyw back to my review.#simon cowell's face was a jumpscare what can i say. it was so evil how nicole scherzinger was just. completely written off#im from the future i Know things#<- and like. about this. i felt kinda bad being cynical about the movie when i know my friend is Still an ot5 at heart#i think i broke her 13-year old heart a little 😭#it's so weird how the movie keeps singling out zayn about him getting kicked out or him talking solo music etc kskdj. feels v pointed Lol#they really just documented the 1d-mania & madness they ensued huh.... i think 2 of my friends (bts fans) weren't as impressed LOL 😭#they kinda flamed their performances and stage outfits which is. yeah i agree. kpop idols do WAY more than just.... that (1d) kskskd#i guess i'll make them watch the extra clips next time (o haven't seen all the clips yet i think)#OH and 😭 why was martin scorsese in the film that was hilarious#didn't have a lot of realness to it. is what i thought of the film. yeah. this is(N'T) us ✊🏽😔#maybe... i am too much of a hater#i liked... the... um. it's hard to highlight things i liked ab the film when im Not a 1d fan 😭 like im a louie ONLY idgaf ab 1d 😔#the part ab louis audition.... im sorry babie the editors did u dirty but it was so funny........😭#<- though i imagine it solidified people's (wrong) opinions about him :/
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