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someone who knows more about cat coat colors/patterns than i do pls tell me what color this kitten is
#Is he just a really dark tabby??#whatever he is i think he’s gorgeous#If i didn’t not need a cat as much as i do now i would be sending in an application so fast#catblr#not mine
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i'd let bearded and fanged ben ruin my life
#and no i'm not kidding#i thought this when i first watched d3 and i think it everytime i rewatch it#he was taken from me TOO SOON#he was already gorgeous but the beard and fangs literally made me like so much more attracted to him i-#like they did that for me personally#descendants#descendants 3#ben florian#prince ben#ben descendants#descendants ben#girl that third one is my new favorite picture to ever picture#“i'd let bearded and fanged ben ruin my life” that's probably not a grammatically correct sentence now that i think about it... whatever
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I FORGOT I EVEN SENT THAT ASK AND YOUR RESPONSE HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK OHMSYGODDFJDJ
I seriously love your writing so much you always put a heap of emotion into it 😭😭
also adore the idea of TIM being the one who's obsessed with bear and going to such lengths just to keep seeing him, I tend to prefer happy endings so I like to think they work it out after a while but like also the angst is amazing
god the amount of yearning in this au makes me so mmmpfhhhf
god im just so sorry that it took me soo long to reply!!! you sent just as i was taking my break from tumblr and other social media :(((
i remember reading it and thinking to myself "god if i had the timbern brainworms, i could write smth for this" but then recently they've been coming back and i was a church bored out of my mind when i was like "hmmm maybe i should respond?"
and ohhh my god, when i first got it, i immediately thought about how toxic it could get and like, personally, i feel like i can't write complicated characters? if that makes sense? to me, im not very good at writing multi-dimensional characters. which to be fair, i never set out to become like a pulitzer prize winning author. i just do this for fun haha.
and like i knew that my answer to your ask was always gonna be toxic timbern but i didn't know if i could write it? ig??? bc like tim is a good person. he is!!! he just wants bear so badly. and it's past the initial physical attraction now.
he and bear are all grown up. he likes bear's wit and humor, well the wit and humor he gets to hear when bear doesn't know he's around. but bear wont let him in!!!! bear wont open himself up and tim's apologized!!!! he did!!! he doesn't even know what he did and he still apologized!!!!! and it changed nothing. bear doesn't talk to him or look at him or anything. nothing but polite professionalism.
and then one day, he sees bear on his balcony as he's swinging through the streets of gotham. and bear isn't doing anything special, he's just sitting there in sweats and no shirt and the moonlight hits his pecs just right and his shoulders are so broad and-
well he cant be blamed for stopping to take a peek, right? and maybe when he has has time he swings by more and more. just watching for longer and longer, until one day bear catches him. and as they stare at each other from opposite sides of the street, tim thinks this is it. the cold glances and frosty words are going to come back. bear's never gonna just sit on his balcony again. he's lost this too. but then-
oh.
bear sends him a hesitant wave and tim raises a trembling hand to wave back. and bear- well bear's mouth splits into a smile brilliant enough to rival the sun. beautiful like the sunrise. the promise of a new beginning. if he closes his eyes, tim thinks he can feel the sunlight's warm rays on him.
hes' hooked after that. he comes around again and again. one day bear lets him on the balcony. weeks later, bear's hugging him. weeks after that, tim's in bear's lap. and he knows it's not right. that bear thinks he's someone else. that bear doesnt want anything to do with him but how is he supposed to let this go? how is he supposed disentangle himself from bear's arms?
so he lies and he lies and he prays to any and every god he can think of, that he'll get to keep this. plus he's not really lying to bear, he's just... not talking about it! if bear asks, he'll tell him point blank. he swears it. but that's a problem for another day. things are looking up! bear said more than 5 sentences to him the other day and yesterday? he even got a small smile. it'll all work out. he'll be fine.
#i have to stop answering asks. it always turns into word vomit#and like tim knows bear is never going to ask. bear would never ask robin to compromise his identity like that#so it is lying by omission. kind of. he's taking advantage of bear. love under false pretenses? i feel like this is textbook smth#i just dont know what#and i keep thinking of after it all falls apart and tim stupidly goes to visit bear on his balcony#and bear is sitting there crying. tears streaming down his face as he sniffles. and it's ugly and there's snot and bear's biting his lip#to try and stifle any noise he might make and tim's frozen on the fire escape of the opposite building and bear looks up#and even now he's still the prettiest thing tim's ever seen. a tear rolls down his face the moonlight glints off it#bear's gorgeous and tim did that. tim made him cry like that. tim's the one who broke his heart. who took his trust and twisted it beyond#recognition. and they stare at each other for a few moments before bear's face shutters close. hastily wiping his tears away#bear steps back inside and locks the door. there's nothing left for him out there anyway.#also me saying that stuff about my writing isn't me needing reassurance or anything. it's just my opnion of my writing abilities#as of right now. so like dont think you have to reassure me or anything.#how did this get so long???? this was just supposed to be me talking about my thought process to the previous ask#and then it turned into this#as always nothing in the veil!au is set in stone. not even this. please do whatever you want with the au!!!!#timbern#timber#tim drake#bernard dowd#veil!au#asks#introspective.txt
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hey everyone, i won’t be as active for a while. got home last night super late after being on the road for 20 some odd hours. dealing with some family things and as an older sister, my priority of taking care of my siblings comes first before anything else. being on here is amazing for me but i don’t think i’ll have much time for it. reminder to please treat those in your life who are battling addiction with patience and care. i lost my older brother (sweetest person i’ve ever known and he remained that way up until his last night) to suicide and alcoholism, trauma and ptsd, depression and his feelings of hopelessness. talk with the people you care about. another of my siblings is dealing with the same and i refuse to let it escalate to such a terrifying end twice in less than a fucking year. remind the people you care about that there are beautiful things to live for. show them kindness and love. there is all kinds of misinformation out there but know this, you can make a difference for someone. don’t let them suffer in silence.
#if you have me on snap then you saw the super gorgeous views and such on my way to idaho but what you did not see was me picking#up my little sister. propping her body up with pillows in a hotel room to make sure she didn’t aspirate on her own vomit in her sleep.#pouring out her water bottle of white claw and talking to her about drug use.#i never make her feel as though she has disappointed me or that she should feel ashamed. shame helps nothing. love helps everything.#i’m going to get her back into treatment soon- i just need her to know she has a home when she’s out. detoxing here first and being#positively reinforced for every single step of the process is so fucking important. it was terrifying to learn that if i had not gone to ge#her when i did that she probably would have died there in the next few weeks.#my fear of death for her is not what guides me though and there’s a huge difference between that and doing something out of love. being#there in dire moments is important yes- but being there through the mundanity of recovery is JUST as vital. it’s a process and it’s hard.#she’s moving in with me for awhile so i can help her through this sensitive time in her recovery.#she’s trying so hard and being recognized for that has literally been making her sob. knowing she has people who truly care for her is#everything. now that my stepdad is away from her like across the country i can actually finally help her. she’s starting to understand and#without me saying anything- she is starting to see what he’s done to her and our family. she needs love and support and stability. she need#reasons to live. sorry im kinda rambling a lot in these tags but i just… i can’t lose another one. the love i carry for my siblings is#unlike any other. i’ve treated them like my children since i was a child and those are my own issues but our mother is gone now too so it i#up to me.#losing my brother last september and my mom the year before that- grief has just been back to back.#in the hotel room i couldn’t sleep. she fell asleep so quickly and all i could do was watch her and think about all of the things i want to#do to make her feel like her life has value and worth enough to stay here and not go. my little sister is forever four years old in my mind#yes she’s an adult of 23 but she is a baby to me. she’s so young and she has so much ahead of her. she deserves a happy and fulfilled life.#our lives have been… very hard. 4 out of 5 of us are still standing and i plan on keeping it that way.#this is not the pain olympics or whatever but listen- if i put an adult in any of the situations we were in as children they would not#survive. we only did because there was no other choice. now there are escapes and we are old enough to try them all- every single one of us#has searched for some escape. it spirals and escalates and it doesn’t help but it is an escape. giving her love and affection and getting#her the help she needs and doing it the RIGHT way- it lessens the need for escape. there is nothing wrong with being an addict.#addiction ends one of two ways. life or death. unfortunately there is no in between. she’s going to feel everything- bad and good. i want#her to know there is so much good. that she is good. every move i make right now matters so i don’t think i’ll have time for tumblr or#much socializing.#just a heads up yk. thank you for your patience in advance <3
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The man truly can’t take a genuine compliment 🙄
#my art stuff#digital art#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#this is part of a series I like to call “I’m never settling on a singular detailed artstyle”#I have no consistency in drawing realistic people/characters other than my shapy cartoon style#but I truly don’t get enough opportunity to properly shade anything with art in that style-!!! it always looks weird to me-!!!!!#I think some rude lil worm in my brain is wriggling around telling me it’s a futile attempt at still doing realism#cus I’m one of those “gifted” artists that grew up promising his parents he’ll end up among the big names or whatever#constantly training to become better at art but with realism oil paintings as the goal#you know how it is 😔#I wanna shade my lil funky designs but they never feel good enough to really put energy into or whatever so I compromise with stuff -#- like this where I try to draw characters more accurately while still stylizing them and shading them however I feel like it#which is great and all but I should really learn to give my more relaxed and less perfectionist art a chance#I deserve to enjoy the process and the result without working myself dead#it’s so much easier and rewarding to copy cartoon styles - stylizing realism makes me too anxious of doing it “wrong”#at least cartoon styles give me a goal to reach or a reference to strive towards#man I really should just cut myself some slack altogether#either way - this man is a flustered mess and he’s embarrassed about being called adorable in public or something#being teased in an affectionate way about his sweeter side and stuff#don’t ask why he’s shirtless - anatomy is just a lot more fun for me to draw sometimes#tasteful nudity and all that is extremely gorgeous to me#i need to practice anatomy more cus I just kinda did some shit and went with it this time with a BIT of consideration for muscle structure
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My coworker (football bear) was in my department all day and he kept picking up his shirt hem to wipe his sweaty face and his entire fuzzy tummy was out every single time 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 life is full of wonders
#he did it once while talking to me and I almost swallowed my own tongue#q if you're out there i PROMISE that looking away from your tumy wasn't revulsion. i was trying to not pass out and also to remember words.#also tho q if you're out there i don't date coworkers and I don't wish to make you uncomfortable at all#i do think you're very handsome though. if nobody has told you so recently then I'll say it. you're gorgeous. it isn't fair for me to lead#you on in any way#so i won't#hope this doesnt make u uncomfortable buddy you're a good coworker and you communicate what you're doing and you look for whatever needs#help and then you do it. i will be normal about you at work.#anyway phew let's all move past this#except the fact that tummies are cute#tummy hair is a gift from God#and I want this to be a widely held societal belief. too many people are sad about their tummies and it must end.
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I think Waa's subtlest and most brilliant choice in Be My Favorite was using Kawi's tan shirt to bookend the beginning and end of his character arc.
Kawi is the same age in episodes 1 and 12, but in the original timeline, he's lonely and miserable, and in his chosen timeline, he's loved by many and happy.
By confronting and changing his selfish approach to relationships, Kawi learned to live in such a way that he doesn't want to go back and fix anything anymore.
That's why I like that Waa chose to have Kawi wearing the same shirt: because nothing material needed to change. He did.
In that last episode, Kawi tells Pisaeng point-blank that he doesn't want more than he has. His arc isn't about finding love; it's about loving life. Making the life you fall in love with.
#gorgeous gorgeous show#every time i think about all the little things they got right#man#pay waa very very well to write ten more series#let him do whatever he wants#be my favorite#be my favorite the series#waasuthep ketpetch
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in a less tyrannical rule of heaven world of ULTRAKILL I like to picture Sisyphus with advisors/stylists and such...he would be * so kind * to them
#he feels his hair and its style and he knows its just So gorgeous. He thanks his stylist and gives them a very generous kiss on the knuckle#...very high praise especially from a king.#gooptalks#if he can tell theyre nervous he does whatever he can to help em be comfortable. Often with a joke :)...I like to think his laughs#are contagious so when he does its hard not to join him and relax
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Every day I wake up regretting getting emotionally invested in Jujutsu Kaisen
#It's both the best and worst thing ever written#So much potential. Wonderful dynamics. Every concept that ever mattered to me personally#which means it's all the best concepts ever in the history of humankind#The most adorable kids. The most gorgeous women. The most whatever Gojo is#Which is pretty much 'everything' considering he is not Jack or Heathcliff#And yet#AND YET#It fails at reaching its full potential on any of the stuff I mentioned#It's truly truly the best thing ever. It's truly also a source of constant dissatisfaction#AND YET AGAIN#When you think 'yeah okay it's too much dissatisfaction it isn't worth it' it hits you again with the best thing ever#I hate it here so much#I wish I didn't get into this at all in general and I specifically wish Gojo Satoru would disappear for good of reality itself#Just *pum* vanished. Like melting water on snow or something#As if he had never been at all. And then I'd have never gotten into this#Anyway... I'm begging everyone who is into Gojo to read Georg Cantor. I have some other authors and texts. I can send stuff#In any case it's all good. I'm sure everything will be forgotten in a couple months#I won't think about this at all in just a little bit more time#Yeah. Pretty sure#It's just a temporal thing with very short time. Almost like an ephemeral fly#Or the lapsus of time in which one could eat cherries yearly#By wintertime this won't be anything at all. At most a red stain on snow that perhaps brings cherries back to memory#Nothing else. Just a little bit more time and it shall pass#But goodness how I wish Gojo Satoru would disappear from my life or the very fabric of reality#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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Quietly adding Tamino’s Habibi to my N Sewell and Nuri playlists
#read an interview where he was talking about this song and yearning could be about a place and he was talking about egypt of course#and thinking of that and listening and there is that need for home - whatever home means to you#a person a place your ancestral homes the place where you belong#it’s gorgeous it’s haunting i am obsessed#and of course i am applying this song to my loves OF COURSE#idk why i hadn’t before!#otp: nuri
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🖤👽A L I E N B O I👽🖤
#Wes said “if LB don't win a moonman this year then Imma make myself one.”#I'd like to think “Intergalactic” by Beastie Boys was playing while he was transforming himself into this silver alien god#look at his bone structure#look at his hip indents#look at that gorgeous twink body#I would not mind being probed by this alien one bit#Wes I give you permission to take me to your leader and harvest my organs for whatever freaky-area-51-alien shit y'all do#Wes Borland#Limp Bizkit#nu-metal#Black Light Burns#Wesley giving me that WAP on Wes Borland Wednesday#down the rabbit hole
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Buddie relationship spec Does Eddie bring out clipboard Eddie for special occasions such as Buck's birthday or anniversary?
every day is clipboard eddie day...clipboard BUCK is the special occasion!!!
#like i do think buck wants eddie to boss him around literally All Of The Time#he is literally such a pushover when it comes to eddie he's just like whatever you say gorgeous 🥰🥰#buddie established relationship spec#sibyl answers#anon
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fighting the urge to give all my ocs beautiful dark colored eyes
#TALON WOULD BE SOO GORGEOUS WITH DARK EYESSSS#but thats the point i think light colored eyes are scary...being able to see a pupil is scary ....#talon's muted lilac eyes are fitting for the rest of his color scheme but part of me is like. should i at least#make em Light brown....#still thinking about them being dark brown in his original form bc it adds to it all. big brown innocent eyes#*pulling out the applicable excuse* its okay he can shapeshift i can draw him with whatever eye color i want#talkys#its even up in the air with al he was supposed to have light green/grey eyes but now i always make em dark green or grey or brown
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why are y'all so obsessed with william's daddy like damn who hurt y'all
#THIS IS A MEME POST#I DO THINK IT'S VERY FUNNY#and i can't blame you guys i mean im obsessed with him too#he's just. he's so awful he can do whatever he wants#so he's very fun to write admittedly like james#and your art of him has made me kick my feet and giggle like oh...#im so flattered you guys despise this freak....enough to make gorgeous art of him....#william ii (six lives won't make you happy)#six lives won't make you happy
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Vegetta is so handsome but if you line up every single one of his photos side by side he straight up looks like he could be 5 completely different dudes. How the frick does he look so different in every single photo
#i talk#qsmp talk#my opinion of someone's beauty / attractiveness DIRECTLY correlates to how much I like them#I adore Vegetta and I think he's very pretty and has nice eyes and a nice smile#but I also know a bunch of random people think he looks nice too so *SHRUGS*#it's hard for me to give an opinion on how pretty / attractive / hot someone is if I'm not familiar with them so I'm always like#???? most of the time at people's comments about random celebrities or whatever#ARTISTICALLY I completely get it#like I can see someone gorgeous at the grocery store or whatever and be like WOW#but as far as attractiveness goes I'm like ''well lemme see their personality first''#we're getting off topic here but anyways. I love Vegetta
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#guys i was in such a baking kick over the summer i cannot stop thinking abuot a natejo bakery au#doesnt matter why french canadian jo is in colorado with a cafe/bakery but he is#nate is nate as we know him osmething or other tyson finds the bakery#introduces them dududu nate CANNOT stop just dropping by every time he heads to practice#his daily order is black drip/americano + whatever jo's special is for the day#this is like circa 2017 or smth so nate's done going thru it (avs 16-17 season) and hes in his chickpea pasta if i dont hit my protien goal#something terrible is going to happen era#but sweet sweet jo and the way he goes all shy and pleased when nate compliments his pastries and cakes and what have you that hes#desperately convincing himself that the fibre in the apple turnovers outweigh the refined sugar + sat. fats definately for sure#(one morning he's in and jo's so fucking gorgeous under the morning light that he couldve handed him a spoonful of buttercream frosting and#the macros wouldve been worth it just for seeing him)#idk one day jo makes low fat high protien banana bread ('theyre real chocolate chips though' jo's telling nate 'but there's also walnuts'#nates not thinking much beyond jo made this for /me/ and he's a little fucked if he falls in love with a damn pastry chef but jo's placing#peice in his hand and it's still a little warm and his fingers brush against his palm and his heart is beating out his chest like he just#got double shifted in overtime so maybe he's been a little fucked this whole time. tyson is going to have a field day with this revalation.#bc tyson mentioned that youve been focusing on healthy eating right?#anyway.
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