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Ngl It's kinda Horikoshi and SJ's fault that the fans don't trust them. SJ blatantly made a false advertisement for 431 so the fans would buy the volume. They purposefully used the trio cards to attract the readers and hid the fact that the chapter was mainly Ochako focused (with implied IzuOcha). Horikoshi also doesn't give trust to the fans as he's been silent af after the last chapter's release. I know he's been working on his new story so most likely he's been busy, but many fans were critical and disappointed with the new chapter and he hasn't even said anything. People don't trust the new content because they don't want to get tricked, used or be disappointed now.
im not telling ppl they shouldn't be upset, its more about getting upset over the right things: one of his assistants made two fan arts including bkdk, one of which has an adult katsuki with a dark haired kid, and many are claiming he is Deku's and Ochako's child Tenko Midoriya. That crash out isnt justified by 431, which ended with them starting to talk more -so in the most romantic interpretation, they would START going on dates now-, even with all the disappointment this is so much worse than what happened in December. At least back then something actually happened.
When the extra content for the art book was announced ppl already expressed how they dont trust it and made jokes, the problem now is that ppl are acting like we got some sort of confirmation and making many doom posts, making others feel bad and expecting it just bc someone close to the author decided to make fanart like other times.
Im not saying "trust the content" or the process or be hopeful, but to not jump into conclusions, doom posting and random ideas over nothing; the book wont be published until may, and ppl are making the wait an even worse process with all the overthinking. Yes the author publishing company and the rest have responsibility, but this is ridiculous and 431 does not justify this behavior. It would make more sense to worry about the way the story treats its world, with the villains and heroes, more than "we are going to see their marriage and their two kids Tenko and Himiko!!!! We are so done!!!"
If ppl cant handle the wait and feel the need to overanalyze any "update" (aka anything related to BNHA the team does), it would be the best to disconnect a little bit at least from it. Disappointment doesnt mean you have to go around claiming stuff will happen when we have no idea.
You dont have to trust the author to not doom post every time they do something literally -if the assistant makes bkdk art, means izuku and ochako are married bc he made many fanarts before 431 (he also made it before 430, and many other times; he likes them the most, especially katsuki I believe), if he made izuku and ochako fanart, means they have tons of kids, etc. There's no way to enjoy anything in fandom with that mindset -we arent even allowed to find x art cute, bc we see all the comments claiming the other ship have kids.
Also are you expecting him to address the hate literally? Idk I dont think thats common for mangakas, is it? He doesnt use his social media account that much in the first place, so why would he make some form of statement on a random Tuesday after the release? He is not an influencer getting cancelled, hes a mangaka being criticized for his work, what is he supposed to say?/gen
I also dont want to be tricked or disappointed, however this is the personal art account of one of the assistants, not an official art in any way. We can criticize Bones' uses of bkdk for example, or SJ's, but this is basically fanart, doodles of the characters. This guy is a creep and a weirdo, but this isnt him baiting us into buying the art book nor promoting it lol
#grrr talking#“implied” I laugh at that#I mean yeah for ooc deku sure is romantic#whatever im not trying to be mean#its just tiring how ppl justify constant crash outs over anything bc 431 happened#yes it did that doesnt mean everything is a sign or a bait or has a deep meaning#ppl are going under his posts screaming crying and throwing up for no reason#and on top of that we arent even able to enjoy fandom bc of all the negativity#dont trust them idc but let fandom be fun
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We all know the semi-canonical ‘all the Robins know to hide/duck inside of Batman’s cape, even as adults’ thing.
We also know that Danny ‘is LITERALLY a ghost’ Fenton sucks at remembering his own intangibility while ALSO forgetting to look ahead of him.
All I’m saying is, Danny Fenton (or Phantom, if you’d really like) would absolutely SLAM into Batman on accident while running on roof tops and Bruce ‘Brooding Instinct’ Wayne doesn’t even think twice about letting the kid hide and scanning around for danger before there’s a record scratch of ‘wait who tf is this?’ kicks in.
#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom crossover#listen I’m just SAYING#my initial thought is Fenton bc dark hair and how most of the robins have had dark hair#Danny isn’t even necessarily running from danger. he just got into parkour and forgot how to stop his momentum#I mean you CAN have him running from something. give this an ACTUAL plot#but honestly I just think it’d be a fun little setup#Danny peaks out and. in panic. goes#hi we’re the council of the dead. we’ve been trying to contact you and yours about your extended warranty#*extended life warranty or what have you#Danny hasn’t even gotten death vibes from anyone yet so now he has to wing it#yeah hi… uh. Batman sir. if that’s your preferred moniker?#right so we’re basically the ghost irs and you owe death taxes?#yeah you know the saying. death and taxes. guarantees of life. haha.#which in this case means you owe money bc you aren’t dead yet. probably. idk I uh. JUST got the job .#anyways ohhhh hi yep you’re. red hood. yeah so. mm. yeah we definitely need to get you to the ghostly dmv#it’s the same as a regular dmv but people have actually been bored to death in there#(meanwhile Batman is like WAIT IS THIS SMALL CHILD DEAD?!)#(SURE WHATEVER IM RICH HOW DO I FIND A GHOST ACCOUNTANT AND MORE IMPORTANTLY DO YOU RESPECT GHOST ADOPTIONS?)
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happy solvermas
#cause t. no actually if christ is the son of god and the solver is god then it'd be like uzimas#quick sketch i pulled out of my ass yesterday to see if i could get myself out of art block/burnout/whatever ive got going on#v was added after cause i had no idea how to work her into the scene#implied nuziv or something look man im just desperate about this ship#and i dont know how to draw fluff or whatever#im so bad at romance i dont know how to express it#but i've been desperately trying to draw nuziv for the past months#i think this is actually like some of my best linework yet im really satisfied with everything right now#been a long time since i've felt that#turns out the “stop overthinking every pixel of the expressions and just draw the approximation the audience will get the jist” approach wo#ks#something something n is the star of their life. tree light chrismtas#it is taking. All of my restraint right now#to not be So Mean to all of you#You Don't Even Know#I Could Do Something. I Might Still.#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones v#serial designation v#murder drones cyn#i need liam to explain whether cyn and the solver are the same person already so i can tag them appropriately its driving me nuts#oh yeah cyn got a plush core to chew on by the way#the idea of giving her a chew toy was rolling around in my head and i think its a very funny visual so here we are
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pelican town, ‘72
#stardew valley#stardew valley spoilers#sdv#sdv spoilers#grandpa#mister qi#mr. qi#idk how dates work in stardew universe im just bullshittin#i love qi’s huge fucking eyebrows you dont notice them at first but theyre there#(gives our collective grandpa a ponytail) i think he had one. whatever#’why isnt mister qi blue’ my hc is he is blue from long-term iridium supplementation#and was originally just a regular person#but also it’s nice to see ur fav be like a normal human color#if u read tag essays tho consider this:#qi discovers secret to immortality (consuming iridium in a specific manner)#wants to share discovery with his farmer (player’s grandpa) and in that way. they will have all the time in the world to build#a perfect farming/business empire whose legacy will last forever and ever and theyll be 2gether forever#but it turns out. like a lot of normal people would. his farmer does not want to live forever#and obv he doesn’t#in an attempt to try not to ever lose the thing that means more to him than anything else in the world. qi inadvertantly ensures he will#because his farmer is dead. and he’s going to live forever#but. it’s kind of ok. because he has infinite money and was able to figure out how to talk to his dead bf#and now YOU help them fulfill their joint goal of making the farm’s legacy last forever#smile. heart#sobbing
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god the pilot had the tone down. nat trips on acid pre-crash and sees her creepy classmate misty across the flames in a way that could just as easily be misty stalking her/the team from the outskirts as it could be a hallucination (i go back and forth on this all the time). then the bonfire turns into the fire from their cannibalistic rituals in the wilderness which seemingly implies that nat sees into the future for a moment but it could just be part of the nonlinear editing. pj harvey's eerie down by the water holds you by the hand and pulls you in deeper as the screen gets engulfed in flames. such a loaded and dualistic and tone-setting sequence. i want to live inside it
#the fact that its nat and misty bracketing it is insane they play such interesting roles in the Magic of it all#<-i keep trying to add the word 'unwitting' to the tag as in they UNWITTINGLY play these roles but tumblr will NOT let me like ok damn#fine message received. they not ENTIRELY unwittingly play these roles#mistynat#yellowjackets#misty quigley#natalie scatorccio#i know later seasons have contextualized this as happening because misty kills nat and sure 👍#but i think the pilot had a very different (more sinister) plotline for misty#i think paradoxically her love for nat softened her as they wrote her despite misty being nats death omen or whatever#so to me this scene could mean 10 different things depending on what im thinking about. today its about Duality#i really like when obscure 'magic realism' (for lack of a better term) is done well... its harder to do than it looks!#i like a lot of later season concepts a LOT but they are very tonally off to me#but this is one of the scenes that just nails it all around absolutely no notes im gonna think about it forever
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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erik will genuinely jump at any chance he can to steal charles' last name and be so catty about it i know this for a fact WHAT is his deal
[Magneto (2011)]
#cherik#snap chats#if i had a nickel every time erik went by 'mr xavier' at some point id have two and its making me wheeze#like at least the first time it was to be headmaster or whatever so it at least makes sense but vjaevlEVEKJV WHY#needed our mandatory charles mention for the magneto issue ig alright ill take it#legit tho why did he feel inclined to steal charles name vjelkvjeaklj like his names 'erik magnus' in this#while i was trying to answer that fashion ask i stumbled upon this thing and gave it a quick read#its only one issue and fairly short so why not#Context Squad I Guess this issue's just sharing the first time erik moves to new york#hence. stealing charles name i guess vjaLVKJAJKL like girl you didnt do anything evil yet ..... alright .... just to be sure ig...#do you ever think he freezes getting called mr xavier or is he so used to it at this point#maybe he twirling his hair and giggling to himself every time he hear it idk#oh but yeah he didnt do anything evil yet. he actually gets his suit in this issue from a woman named cassandra .....#not charles sister of course but still im laughing anyway because he wants her to join him in his Not-Brotherhood group#and shes like 'i met you like five days ago youre insane' and the sort#its an ok read. its unnerving seeing erik smile so much- especially so broadly but its not like. an offensive issue. its standard#it does the job on sharing the story. not that im a critic of any sort vjalkjkaLJ#at the very least it's implied erik has a notable accent in this so thats very cool 🥰#its always cute whenever erik admits hes a drama lover too like vjeLVJEalkvjelkj like at least hes self aware this theater kid 😩#ok bye ive been meaning to work on something but ive been running around all day valkvjkae
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I'm not leaving, but u can find me at bluesky, furaffinity and instagram, my username is feliville in all of them
#ive been meaning 2 start posting again on those (or at all on bluesky. i havent posted there#im trying So hard not to be scared;#srry its dumb; this one really is getting to me#like i hope i look back in a few months and think 'omg i was being so dumb 4 being worried !' or whatever
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This is probably cringe I don't know its not written to be a fanfiction but instead just a very . Frilly thought-dump heyyyy the demons telling me not to post this
007n7 who is lost to a resolute grief. 007 who wanders aimlessly in a fruitless endeavor against universal laws itself. A father who constantly trudges through environment after environment, the muck and mud of a swamp that threatens to give him trench foot, never warm nor cold enough, yet still always biting. A man who soldiers through the sodden grass, colorless pastures, isolated from near-everyone and everything else. He is not intentionally pathetic or miserable, it could be argued his constant pursuit of a better life for his child speaks volumes to a veiled courage. He does not possess deep strength, and utilizes as many reserves of intellect as possible. In spite of this, it never quite seems to be enough. But that doesn't stop him, why would it?
As long as he breathes, as long as he moves, as long as the moon continues to be set in the sky by an iron-hearted extraterrestrial might, seeking entertainment above all other means, as long as his weak and weary legs (never atrophy, never strengthen, either) are able to function—and even if they weren't, he'd just claw at the ground, using every last means available—he will continue to fight and hope for a day when his son gets out. Where his son is safe, where his son could be with another family, have some sort of guaranteed devoted and providing home. One where he was safe, and away from all of this, and would never be brought back. It was a future he would tear his very latticework apart for. For him, for his son, his child, his baby.
They say the Spectre does not hold favorites, that it merely prefers the hyper-emotional. It could, however, be argued in this sense there is a vague loophole here; 007n7 is a never-ending delicious repast for something as awful as the force, a perfect combination of mournful, frustrated, tired, full of yearning, barely present hopes and desires, a flurry of tempestuous undying things that all make him filled with a deep dread on the hour. And yet, and yet, he continues to move. He continues to shamble weakly. Because he would do anything for his son. He would endure any torture to see his son again. It doesn't matter that he'd get hurt for it, doesn't mean anything if he receives any number of peoples—the whole atomic structure upholding every person's fibers could hate him, for all he cared, and it would not negate the amount of passion and pure unconditional woeful love he holds for the thing everyone else calls a monster. To him, it's always been a boy; his boy. That's his son, the strangest mail delivery of his life, the thing meant and means more than anything to him. A constant reminder in his mind that though he had past misgivings, though he wasn't on top of everything as a parent, he would not fail again, would not give in again, would not lose him ever again.
It caused arguments, but he'd worked out an arrangement, even. There was a silent agreement, and at least some were sympathetic enough to see his angle as a father. Other's were just glad they would get a sense of reprieve before their turn at the gauntlet, viewed it as him "taking one for the team," so to speak. Not that the majority was all that grateful. Let 007n7 grab c00lkidd's attention first, and however long he lasts, he lasts, and then he doesn't have to get in altercations about what he does not see, does not hear, and does not know. In the end, he'll still hate himself, but at least he can buy his poor son some time. There are the rarer events, in which he can convince the boundless child to calm down for a time, and they're able to just spend the round together. It's actually preferred by c00lkidd that they do this, he just can't help but be so energetic, so excited. He wants more friends, after all. It's hard to be in a house with a bunch of adults you don't really know, and few who ever bother to even interact with him consistently. He's not viciously isolated, parallel his father, the circumstances merely make awkwardness the default.
Once, he'd managed to spend the entire ordeal alone with his son, not bothered by other survivors, far away enough that there was no concern over him getting interested at seeing someone tinkering away at a generator nearby.
It felt kind of like a picnic, the spot on the ground they were sitting on had been covered in something. Maybe a tarp, maybe a smoothened sheet of metal, who knew. He couldn't recall every last detail of most anything, no matter how hard he tried. The moon wasn't so frightening to look at, for once, wasn't so scary to recall in the recesses of his mind that it'd been so long since he'd seen the sun, his son. They were talking about something from their former lives, also now a blurry form to his mind. To no avail could he hold onto even the apparitions of conversations, it all just slipped through his hands, not even giving him the reprieve of remembering things about his boy. He remembers the excitement on his face, at least, the muscles contorting into what he had learned was a bright smile, if the open-mouth weren't an indication. Even now he still had that sort of crinkle to his eyes, and if 007n7 looked hard enough (imagined?) he could see where his kid's dimples would be at.
C00lkidd was so happy, so very happy to at last have some free time with his father, to have his attention fully. And he wasn't running from him, and no one was hitting him, either. It was annoying that other people couldn't play nice, but he figured it might've been something like karma or whatever it was called for being too rough with the kids he grew up with. It wasn't his fault, though, he didn't know he was that strong. His dad always told him he'd been born with super-strength, though, and that was what he told himself to try and reign it in. But when he did that now, people still hurt him instead! It didn't matter, he had his dad here with him, and that was what was most important. He wished they could spend more time together.
They both ignored the clock chimes that rang throughout the sky. For once, they both knew what was happening. What it meant. 007n7 didn't bother distracting him or making up some sporadic topic to try (and fail, though c00lkidd continued to indulged him, because he hated seeing his papa sad) and distract them both from the inevitable.
It was different because he didn't even get the mercy of hearing his son finish what he was saying.
"I love," and nothing more.
Limbo, then the sound of rushing water that in the mimic-meditative state he knew indicated they were returning to the cabin and their bodies would be sat at the table, in various positions of distress.
Everyone looked at him for a moment. 007n7 guessed he was not as secluded as he thought he'd been, at least not towards the end, anyhow. Someone said something to him, and it moved through him like oil slipping past water, not a deafened statement; unable to emulsify. They tried to get his attention again, he recalls in flickering thought. Maybe someone snapped or said his name (again, if they had said it before), tapped on the table, scuffed shoes making a dull noise against the timber floor. Someone must've been tapping their leg, that part felt settled in, a part he recalled. Of course, it was always the unnecessary details in which chose to stay tenant. Anything useful or desperately wanted around would get ousted from his mental entrapment.
He stood up, he thinks his feet dragged slightly, which might've made him stumble. If he were feeling much as before, it probably would have hurt his ankles, the rolling motion and having to re-orient one's feet before twisting onto them hard enough that they sprained. Shuddering slightly, he trekked off, everything else disappeared into the fog of his mind.
All 007n7 could think about was how many little splinters made up his vascular system, every little wooden needle tearing away at his veins whenever he tried to think about his son not even being allowed to say "I love you."
He didn't deserve it.
hey so whatif like 007n7 kinned homura akemi i rhink that'dbe really . GO MY GRIEF-RIDDEN YET DETERMINED SORROWFUL MAN!!! SHAMBLE YOUR WAY THROUGH THE KILLER RIDDEN LANDS FOR YOUR ILL-BEGOTTEN SON!!!!
i should actually learn how to write helpp,….. i have little to no ideas for my fanfiction(s) ((at least executable ones.. urgk))
if there are spelling mistakes umm in my defense i just wrote this on the spot and didnt look back so </3
#angst#i was gonna put “is this angst” but.#ok so#007n7 forsaken#007n7#forsaken....... I GET SCARED USING THE MAIN TAGS AHH#forsaken c00lkidd#c00lkidd#forsaken#coughs#erm#hey.#leans on lamppost#could i tag this as sillyposting#sillyposting#rambles#rambling#watever...#blrgh#maybe cringe idk#IM TRYING#to not beat myself up and jsut post whatever#cuz at the end of the day probably like . 2 ppl gonna read this#not that engagement matters.. you get what i mean (talking to my hypothetical audience)#lalala
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OVERANALYSIS OF THE BURNING SPICE UPDATE TRAILER BECAUSE YOU KNOW I HAVE TO
we open up like this. pretty ominous words ... and you wonder which one is the demon and which is the god. burning spice and golden cheese seem to be very similar, possibly the most parallels that one could draw from the ancients and their respective beasts.
And then we get this shot. Obviously it's showing the soul jam, but there are also some things behind it. One resembles a snake ... APOPHIS ANYONE? this has THE most Egyptian mythology symbolism ever. if golden cheese represents ra, which makes one hundred percent sense considering her kingdom and wealth and radiance and all that, and the fact that she resembles a falcon, then the snake on this wall HAS to represent apophis. it can't not. heck, in some versions of the story apophis was A FORMER SUN GOD. like crk def knows what they're doing.
there's also this tiger character ... nutmeg tiger I'm pretty sure? something like that. they seem to be under the influence of burning spice, as well as all the creatures around them. they seem to be at a higher "position" than all these other guys, though. maybe a willing host?
and there is this. this is really interesting. the fact that Golden Cheese is the one to say this is very intriguing. as far as we knew, the ancients had no knowledge that the beasts even existed until pure vanilla's trip. he wrote the letter to dark cacao, and it was all "you won't believe this - but the place called BEAST-yeast has BEASTS in it!!!" and dark cacao was equally surprised. they didn't know. they thought they were the first ever wielders of the soul jam. but golden cheese ... seems to know a bit more than she lets on to the rest of the group. and a bit more than us. what the heck is the spice swarm?
also, the return (and release) of smoked cheese!! man I missed this guy. he seems to be working with golden cheese in this shot, but then what was his little deal at the end of the first teaser about? it does make sense, though, that he would try to at least be against burning spice - his entire goal is to get the soul jam because he thinks the current wielders aren't worthy - but to me it seems like he might have his own third side in this battle. he'll probably convince both sides he's working with them, knowing this dude. he wants the power of abundance and destruction, a second half he knew nothing about, the ability to make a change in the kingdoms and the lives of everyone in them.
and these two images are probably the most interesting of them all. they seem to be part of some sort of ancient papyrus or prophecy or something like that. golden cheese is yelling about the "great destroyer." could it be possible he was some sort of legend in their kingdom, a prophecy just waiting to unfold? could golden cheese have known about this threat since the beginning? could the beasts' corruption have been inevitable from the start, written in the stars ... and could the witches have known about it?
#im way too hyped for this update actually#if you couldn't tell#burning spice's ability to bring others under his influence is a CRAZY power tho. I thought that would be more of shadow milk's thing#but its kinda unclear HOW burning spice's power works.#and that nutmeg tiger or whatever their name is ... what's THEIR role in all this?#and this isn't even the entire trailer!!! I covered like four frames!!! THERE'S SO MUCH!!!#anyways super excited to pull burning spice first try as an f2p#hey look. I did it w/ wind archer. twice. I got mystic flour on my first 50. it's POSSIBLE.#buuuut if there's anything I want it's shadow milk.#anyways SUPER EXCITED FOR OCTOBER!!#“THE GREAT DESTROYER!!” whaaaat does that mean?#also one more thing: this doesn't seem to be taking place IN beast-yeast? it looks like we're just at the fallen gc kingdom#do we go there eventually? what's goin' on?#the fanartists will be going craaazy (including myself)#crk#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#beast yeast#burning spice cookie#smoked cheese cookie#golden cheese cookie#also that whole Egyptian mythology thing is INSANE. I love mythology it drives me nuts about everything when im able to make a connection.
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#suggestive#sorry. i wanted to try drawing something like this#this is the worst its getting. its a nice art. ok?#made their wings red. you can decide whatever that means— based it off v2s meaning though#okay im done here#machinetag
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would Sun be mad if i fiddled with his hair? Not in a grooming way. . . more like. . .
Would he let me grab a strand and twirl it around my finger?
Mmh! Okay—only if you guys were like, super familiar already. and he liked you. a lot. and he knew your hands were clean. Otherwise, Moonie's the only one he's comfortable with touching his hair. Anyone else tries it, and he’ll be flinching away, making excuses, and inching toward the Lysol.
If all the above is true, he quite likes having his hair played with! Twirling strands, gentle tugs, carding through his mane with your fingers. He’s lids will droop and he’ll get a dopey smile on his face 🥴. Be nearly purring in no time.
#dca slasher au#ask#im not beating the cat allegations here#this is ofc the human translation of how i headcanon how OG anamatronic Sun feels about his rays being touched#if that wasn't obvious#i mean that’s true of how I decide most of Slasher DCA’s traits#i always try and keep the idea of OG DCA in my head in these asks#what would Sun FNaF do? how would he feel about this#i am ofc bias lol#cause *I* want to touch his hair/rays#not to mention I’m sure projecting my own attitudes about how I feel about my hair being touched on to him#so i do get caught in loops of thoughts like ‘am i betraying his character because im just projecting?’#‘is this just selfish fantastical self-fulfillment?’#‘am i only making him this way because this is what I *want* to see??’#‘AM I ALLOWED TO HAVE FUN???’#and then i realize im probably being a little silly lol#but character…. ‘authenticity’ (?? not sure if that’s the right word) is important to me#whatever that means when there IS no quintessentially ‘correct’ or ‘true’ interpretation#oh look i rambled in the tags for longer than the actual post again hee hee hoo hoo
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Hey y'know when the current moment is transcendently beautiful and meaningful and true, but you know that it is temporary and you can't help but feel existentially haunted by that fact. You know when you are experiencing beautiful heartrending art and you feel lost in the moment and then its over. You know how you'll experience art or human connection or a walk on a nice day and you know the sunlight on your skin will fade and you'll forget how it felt to be this warm.
You know in video games when there is one experience-definingly gleeful or touching or viscerally emotional moment that soon ends and leaves you with something more complicated, more doomed, more cyclical? You know? You know how it feels to dig your claws and teeth into a moment and try as hard as you can to feel it and to remember it and to make it part of yourself? Do you know??
#my art#okay i kind of went into an existential-dread-induced fugue state writing that. caption? whatever that was. um#hi look at my sketchbook-scrapbook spread about Beautiful and Meaningful Moments.#the pieces of it are:#• diatribe i wrote in response to an essay question in a really good uquiz about haunted houses at ~1 am after watching I Saw The TV Glow#• house of leaves exerpt (printed out via labelmaker)#(fun fact if you look at my spekta page you can see a couple tests/failed attempts at printing these labels. i reused em cause they fit him)#slay the princess dialogue#moment in Journey#moment in I Saw The TV Glow#moment in In Stars And Time#moment in Paprika#disco elysium graffiti.#and all the margin scribbling was straight off the dome except for one (1) song reference#if im remembering correctly.#ill maintag that shit why the hell not.#house of leaves#slay the princess#in stars and time#paprika (2006)#journey game#i saw the tv glow#disco elysium#i feel like fellow enjoyers of these things will Get the feeling im trying to express LMAO#bitches love the entropy of meaning
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wait. is nathalie adrien's godmother
#she. probably is??? right???????#i mean based on how emilie talks about her i.... she WOULD be. right???#ml spoilers#ml s5 spoilers#ml s5 finale spoilers#ml re-creation#re-creation spoilers#ml recreation#recreation spoilers#<- i mean not necessarily but im tagging spoilers just in case lmao#is the trouble of having adrien try to describe nathalie to other people solved by this. instead of#'''my family friend/dad's secretary/almost stepmom/nanny/manager'' or whatever#he can just say#''my godmom'' ?????????
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there's a lot of posts in the DA tag criticizing veilguard, and like. Barring the fact that most of those feel like they're really not thought out OR they are not made in good faith...which is a whole another topic on its own...
I don't think that even if it WAS a bad game (which, it really is not), i personally could ever go on a criticism crusade against it. Just because of how...important it is, in regards to representation in these sorts of rpg games. The options it made available re: character creation.
Like, hear me out. I love Origins. I've replayed origins a million times. A lot of those times, i had to ignore large parts of how the game referred to my player character bcs i thought of them as nonbinary. Because it was just. Not An Option. And it was fine, i got pretty used to it, because i literally had to do that in EVERY game that let you create a character (and irl lets be real lol). Power of imagination and all that.
And then bg3 properly came out (obligatory 'i know its not the first big game to let you choose pronouns, its just the one i experienced first' disclaimer). And it let you just. have a nonbinary character. Which was refreshing! I remember how excited i was to learn about that. But ultimately, it didn't make much difference, because it never comes up after the CC screen. (and dont get me started on the same clothes changing depending on the body type lol) And sure, being trans isn't, like, the entirety of someones lived experience, but it does still come up? Like its still pretty relevant as far as personal characteristics go. It shapes your experiences in a certain way.
All that is to say, when I saw this pop up in veilguard, i damn near lost my mind abt the Novelty of it all
Like. You can do that??? YOU CAN JUST DO THAT???? IT COMES UP IN-GAME??? YOU CAN JUST. BRING IT UP WHEN RELEVANT??? YOU CAN TALK TO ANOTHER NONBINARY PERSON ABOUT IT, EVEN????
Suddenly, i no longer had to run a constant filter in my head. My character was just allowed to exist in the way i imagined them. And i did not think i needed that, but, hey. Turns out, its really nice being pandered to, sometimes <3
'oh but its worded so awkwardly-' i cannot express how much i don't care about that
'but its bad representation because it doesn't capture every trans experience at once' first of all bad take, second of all it gotta start Somewhere.
This is not something I would want to pick apart. Could I? Sure. But that is not the point here. It doesn't need to be perfect to be important. ESPECIALLY with the way things are right now. And hey, that said, it's still pretty damn good as far as these things go! like its not even bad!! it really isnt!!!
Point is, veilguard set a new standard for character creation in AAA games, for me personally. Now that I know what it's like, any new game of this type that comes out and doesn't take the same care in it's approach will be lacking. It's something so simple, in retrospect, and it's kind of incredible it took This Long to get there. But we did get here!! Veilguard got here, despite the development hell and EA handling it all in the worst way possible both pre n after release. And that is why datv will forever have a special place in my heart <3
TLDR VEILGUARD THEY CAN NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU
#valtalks#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#datv#datv positive#veilguard positive#yeah im tagging this one properly. took me a bit. might as well#i got to make noel in datv. like properly. the only thing missing was her braid but thats not as important#i went back to dao to replay with her recently. and. the character creator sure is wack. im so spoiled now its insane#what do you MEAN i cant put a mustache on a 'female' character. what is your problem.#what do you MEANNN dao gender-locks the braid hairstyle. HELLO???? WHY WOULD YOU GENDER LOCK A BRAID. DAO!!!!!!!!!!#i love origins i really do. but it sure is a game of its time#i hope to GOD the game industry does adapt that as the new standard#if it doesnt collapse first. with the way things are.#but you know#and. if i can be a bit snarky for a moment.#the people complaining that they cant roleplay in dav bcs rook says something that THEIR character would never think or whatever the fuck#these people have a skill issue#try playing origins with a nonbinary PC. go on. it builds character.#pun may or may not be intended#this is such a...nothing of a complaint. use your imagination bestie. i believe in you#anyway. back to replaying
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i dont really know how to phrase this but the elephant in the room is that if carlos loses the final he will go back down to no.3. personally, i dont think it achieves anything to want him to win specifically to keep zverev at no.3- there is functionally no difference between 2 and 3, and the issue with zverev isn’t that he’s high ranked, it’s that he faced near zero consequences for being a domestic abuser. There is no tangible retribution in him having “bad” results, and frankly I don’t think it serves anyone to let him dictate the results u want. Basically what im saying is root for carlos bc u like carlos and want him to be no.2, not bc u don’t want zverev to be no.2. And don’t not root for holger bc if he wins zverev will overtake carlos. Holding either of the performances responsible for Zverev’s place in the sport is unfair to them as individuals and largely pointless in addressing the actual issue of zverevs place in the sport.
And as a last note, no player has any moral duty to beat him- and this goes both ways. As in, no player has committed a moral failing in losing to him AND no player has committed a moral victory for beating him. The issues with Zverev are not within the context of the tennis court, they are in the context of the real women he abused, and the fact he is allowed to keep being a professional athlete at all- not whether he’s good at it. It would still be a systemic failing that he can continue playing without consequence if he never made it past challengers.
#serious posts#does this make sense im really trying to write this in a way that is like good and not rude or whatever#cause like yeah personally I’m rooting for holger so I guess I have vested interest in this conversation#bc I think it’d be unfair for him if his win was marred by the fact it would mean Zverev is back to no2#but like im not not rooting for carlos bc i also really like carlos and i also think it’s a disservice to him to want him to win for the#reason of keeping zverev lower ranked. his successes should not be responsible for that#alexander zverev#Barcelona open 2025#sorry for the serious post i just had to get this off my mind
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