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ohburrryoureabsolutelyridiculous · 1 month

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Nobody asked for it, but I’m going to also jump in & just say that I don’t care about Joseph Quinn & Doja Cat being whatever they are.

Their being together, not together, friends, friends with bennies, is not going to affect my life negatively or positively in any way shape or form, & it shouldn’t affect yours either.

Being disappointed is one thing, but some of the most disparaging things have been said about Joseph in the past 24 hours from his supposed fans. It’s very disheartening, disappointing & honestly disrespectful how quickly some flipped on him when you swear y’all love him so much.

If you want to stop being a fan, that’s fine, but you don’t have to disparage his name on your way out the door for him being a human being & trying to live his life & connect with other human beings. It’s nobodies business who he chooses to spend his time with or why.

He doesn’t owe anyone anything. Just because you watch his shows and movies or pay to meet him at a con doesn’t mean he owes anyone anything.

You have his gratitude. You have him agreeing to more projects that you can possibly enjoy, that’s enough.

You don’t know him. You don’t know what he thinks or feels. What you see from interviews & cons is what he wants you to see. How you interpret that is entirely YOUR take on things but when it comes down to it, you don’t know him.

Let him make mistakes. Let him live HIS life.

Life is too short & there’s already so much negativity in this world outside the four corners of our cellphones & laptops.

Literally none of this matters or changes anything.

In conclusion I leave you with a few words I think need to be remembered & should sound a bit familiar: “the more we respect each other, we can cultivate a kinder, more inclusive collaborative environment. For everyone. Wouldn’t that be nice?”

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your-royal-momoness · 1 year

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Toph: this field trip is boooring

Katara: this is not a field trip, we’re grocery shopping

Toph: then why did you invite me?

Katara: I didn’t. I told you not to come with me and you said “fuck you I do what I want” and followed me here

#toph really actually likes going grocery shopping with katara because katara encourages her to try whatever new foods she wants #and sometimes toph needs that encouragement that while she is capable of doing what she wants and defying authority #it doesn’t always have to be a bad thing #doing what you want when you haven’t been allowed your whole life can feel like rebellion no matter the situation #I think katara would show toph that it doesn’t have to be a rebellion it can be about finding joy #source: @/incorrectgenshinquotes #trashbending #atla #katara #toph #avatar the last airbender #incorrect quotes

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alluralater · 4 months

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hey everyone, i won’t be as active for a while. got home last night super late after being on the road for 20 some odd hours. dealing with some family things and as an older sister, my priority of taking care of my siblings comes first before anything else. being on here is amazing for me but i don’t think i’ll have much time for it. reminder to please treat those in your life who are battling addiction with patience and care. i lost my older brother (sweetest person i’ve ever known and he remained that way up until his last night) to suicide and alcoholism, trauma and ptsd, depression and his feelings of hopelessness. talk with the people you care about. another of my siblings is dealing with the same and i refuse to let it escalate to such a terrifying end twice in less than a fucking year. remind the people you care about that there are beautiful things to live for. show them kindness and love. there is all kinds of misinformation out there but know this, you can make a difference for someone. don’t let them suffer in silence.

#if you have me on snap then you saw the super gorgeous views and such on my way to idaho but what you did not see was me picking #up my little sister. propping her body up with pillows in a hotel room to make sure she didn’t aspirate on her own vomit in her sleep.#pouring out her water bottle of white claw and talking to her about drug use.#i never make her feel as though she has disappointed me or that she should feel ashamed. shame helps nothing. love helps everything.#i’m going to get her back into treatment soon- i just need her to know she has a home when she’s out. detoxing here first and being #positively reinforced for every single step of the process is so fucking important. it was terrifying to learn that if i had not gone to ge #her when i did that she probably would have died there in the next few weeks.#my fear of death for her is not what guides me though and there’s a huge difference between that and doing something out of love. being #there in dire moments is important yes- but being there through the mundanity of recovery is JUST as vital. it’s a process and it’s hard.#she’s moving in with me for awhile so i can help her through this sensitive time in her recovery.#she’s trying so hard and being recognized for that has literally been making her sob. knowing she has people who truly care for her is #everything. now that my stepdad is away from her like across the country i can actually finally help her. she’s starting to understand and #without me saying anything- she is starting to see what he’s done to her and our family. she needs love and support and stability. she need #reasons to live. sorry im kinda rambling a lot in these tags but i just… i can’t lose another one. the love i carry for my siblings is #unlike any other. i’ve treated them like my children since i was a child and those are my own issues but our mother is gone now too so it i #up to me.#losing my brother last september and my mom the year before that- grief has just been back to back.#in the hotel room i couldn’t sleep. she fell asleep so quickly and all i could do was watch her and think about all of the things i want to #do to make her feel like her life has value and worth enough to stay here and not go. my little sister is forever four years old in my mind #yes she’s an adult of 23 but she is a baby to me. she’s so young and she has so much ahead of her. she deserves a happy and fulfilled life.#our lives have been… very hard. 4 out of 5 of us are still standing and i plan on keeping it that way.#this is not the pain olympics or whatever but listen- if i put an adult in any of the situations we were in as children they would not #survive. we only did because there was no other choice. now there are escapes and we are old enough to try them all- every single one of us #has searched for some escape. it spirals and escalates and it doesn’t help but it is an escape. giving her love and affection and getting #her the help she needs and doing it the RIGHT way- it lessens the need for escape. there is nothing wrong with being an addict.#addiction ends one of two ways. life or death. unfortunately there is no in between. she’s going to feel everything- bad and good. i want #her to know there is so much good. that she is good. every move i make right now matters so i don’t think i’ll have time for tumblr or #much socializing.#just a heads up yk. thank you for your patience in advance <3

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monsterfuckermilligan · 15 days

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i am not anti sam but i sometimes find myself hating sam because some samgirls are super into bio/gender essentialism whether or not they realize it. sam is a woman and dean is a man and sam is the victim and dean is his abuser like what show are you watching?

#as much as we all like to have fun these are two cis men characters who have roles to play in the narrative they don’t escape #they are both being abused. we find this out *fully* in s14 #but it’s always been present. this is the abuse sam and dean winchester show #but some of y’all don’t actually understand abuse! you think abuse is just being mean and yelling #‘sam is a woman because his autonomy is taken away’ your idea of womanhood is fucked up and you should unpack that #if you compare sam to a woman because he’s been SA’d then you are WEIRD. they are both men canonically getting SAd????#like yes dean has some weird stuff about his own gender that he needs to unpack but it’s part of a mask?? like if u genuinely #believe that he seriously 100% believes this stuff then you don’t know his character at all #and yes their relationship is toxic but if you think for one second that there’s a genuine power imbalance then you’re sorely mistaken #dean’s entire identity is based around taking care of sam. sam can do wrong but not enough to be truly held accountable #it doesn’t matter what he does. dean will always protect him and be there and do whatever it takes to save him. he will always forgive him #and sam knows this and uses it to his advantage. he repeatedly goes behind dean’s back and avoids the communication he says is so important #he blames dean for shit that isn’t his fault because he’s there #and no he may not fight dean on stuff but he can. he often doesn’t because he doesn’t want to!#they enable each other and they don’t grow because they can’t because there’s always something else BECAUSE THEY’RE BOTH BEING ABUSED BY GOD #they’re not allowed to take a break. they’re not allowed to slow down or stop or rethink it’s always the end of the world #so yes some of y’all annoy me with the ‘i wish dean was nicer in the midst of his trauma’#shit or saying that therapy fixes everything stuff or whatever #and the fact that so many of y’all use that to treat sam like some fragile white woman who can’t #have an opinion without her husband’s permission is WEIRD like your gender stuff is weird #and just repacked essentialism onto them. idc if you’re trans. unpack that shit cuz your meta is full #of rad fem friendly or adjacent shit if you refuse to talk about gender without using abuse as an argument #because that does not hold up in canon of these two FICTIONAL MEN!!! or in the real world #(edit: most of the stuff i see is by cis women but im saying ‘idc if ur trans’ bc it’s not exclusive to them)#supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #wank adjacent #maybe just straight up #fandom wank

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weaselishmcdiesel · 5 months

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Fandom simulator

🪐 fucko1 follow

Hate it when people draw bloinko (way I don’t like) makes me mad

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#like did you consume the thing

💧fucko2 follow

Hate it when people draw bloinko (way I don’t like but it’s opposite of what fucko1 said) makes me mad

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#seriously like stop drawing

#sincerely under the impression that people should draw whatever they want. because it’s fanart.#and you can decide what you want to draw in your free time #when I don’t like a common headcanon I shut the fuck up because it doesn’t matter #sorry it bothers me that this happens #weasel speaks

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jonathanssweatercollection · 1 year

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you still resent nancy and jonathan for getting together???? for “hurting steve’s feelings”??? despite the fact that he verbally supported their relationship like 2 hours after seeing them together. this from a season that released 6 fucking years ago. a season prior to him saying that he was NOT in love with nancy anymore. do you want me to call shawn levy and tell him of your dilemma. bestie do you need to rewatch the source material

#ppl will use ANY excuse to hate nancy and jonathan to prop steve* up #their flanderised ‘pwecious little babygirl’ steve who is a delicate little flower who’s still butthurt over his high school breakup #albeit s4 did completely surrender to this bs characterisation bc the duffers don’t know how to write a storyline for steve that doesn’t #involve him being a lovestruck loser nowadays. SAD #get me in that writers room i could give him something good thats not egregiously repetitive #funny that the post that sparked this was an ANTI MURRAY FANFIC?????? in 2023. bc him suggesting jon+nancy should be together was unfair to #fuckin STEVE??????#1) murray is literally a jokey funnyguy character. he’s a little guy it’s his birthday he makes risotto studies martial arts is a conspiracy #theorist who daydrinks and snores on airplanes. he’s SO unserious #if u want to hate on him thats fine good for u whatever but do it for. normal reasons. like encouraging teenagers to drink and have sex in #his bunker. like he was not normal for that i get it i used to kinda dislike him for that too but like. its literally not meant 2 be #that big of a deal. nothing matters there’s no point the show hasn’t been genuinely good for six years nothing matters go outside go to bed #anyways. happy 3 AM everyone im going to sleep love and what have you on planet earth #stranger things #nancy wheeler #steve harrington #jonathan byers #mine

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tauforged · 6 months

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i feel bad about something -> i pick at my skin to relieve stress -> i get upset about the damage i just did to myself -> i keep picking because i don’t know how else to ‘fix’ the problem i just made -> i realize how much time ive wasted doing all of this -> i continue picking even after it becomes actually painful as ‘punishment’ -> i finally get tired and/or something else calls my attention and i stop, clean up, and attempt to move on with my day -> i feel bad about everything that just happened -> i continue to feel bad about this and everything that happens afterwards until i can’t take it anymore and need a release so i don’t implode -> rinse and repeat

#i feel like this most likely qualifies as #self harm #even though it’s generally not in the traditional sense. whatever.#i’ve reached a point where most of the time it doesn’t even hurt anymore like there’s sensation but it’s not pain per se. usually when i #start to feel actual pain i stop because i don’t want to do any actual lasting damage #sometimes tho i feel like i just fall into a frenzy. theres something bad and evil underneath my skin #and while i don’t know what it is i’ve been aware of it all my life and am constantly striving to excise it #because it is the source of all my flaws and faults and the cause of everything bad that’s ever happened to me #someday i’ll get rid of it entirely but no matter how close i get it eludes me #<- damn okay we get it you have compulsions … relax dude

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blueskittlesart · 1 year

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y’all know you don’t. need to let me know when you unfollow me right. like do whatever you want i do not care

#in the nicest way possible i have over 20k followers. follow me or don’t it doesn’t matter #and it’s highly unlikely i will notice. like. just hit the button i don’t need explanations in my inbox LMAO #personal #even in like a ‘i’ll refollow after totk hype dies down’ type of way. i don’t need to know. just unfollow lol it’s whatever #i’m not gonna like get upset over losing followers. i’m not dumb i anticipate a drop bc of totk spoilers #and like. follower count is useless on this site anyway so just. do what you want. i don’t need to know why

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kavehater · 2 months

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Chappel Roan saying she’s sad she’s demisexual and then there’s me being aroace as a whole like don’t you think I’m even more sad 😭

#not saying she’s not allowed to feel sad at all #just makes me think about myself LOL #I hate being aroace it’s like everyone’s part of a secret club I will never be a part of #and that people don’t tend to understand and if they do they never uphold that fact #like I actually have thrown up before from the concept of being in a relationship because it’s horrifying #and disgusting to me in a practical sense #like I don’t want to throw up every time I start thinking about those things I just want to be normal #and not panic like a relationship sounds like even worse than a death sentence #ppl think aroace is cute and problem free but it’s literally so uncomfortable and inconvenient when you’re in a world which a) doesn’t #understand wth aroace is b) doesn’t respect it at all c) has shit povs on what friendship is and how it can be more fulfilling than somethin #and d) how badly it impacts some ;-; like ik it sounds easy but try telling yourself omg I want to have a forever bestie #but then said forever bestie will never end up truly putting you first because they’d have a partner who will be their number one #and as usual you won’t even be second place you will be last like always #because I’ve noticed that the moment ppl get a partner suddenly they become their forever bestie role and then I can’t have that cause it #freaks me out and disgusts me all at once so I’m literally just cursed with forever feeling lonely and not meaning anywhere near as much to #someone who you wish could even look your way the way you do to them …#honestly by the day these reminders make me feel more and more aplatonic but it’ll simultaneously always feel like a hole in my heart #because apparently being aroace is like being some weird person and some freak #and not in the 𝒻𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓀𝓎 type of connotation LMAO I mean just plain freak #and then that loneliness will always accumulate and accumulate and accumulate until I physically cannot handle it anymore or I take matters #into my own hands and just off with her head to myself LMAO #dora daily #and that is why despite aroace being cool to me it’s just not placed in an environement which makes it cool #as those assholes tend to say oh meh meh meh you never struggled girl … we’re in the 21st century every person in the lgbt community is #living the life dating who they want and being with who they want #but allegedly it is but a crime I can’t like anyone and that nobody fucking listens to me when I say I have an attraction deficit #and that they take it upon their hands to define what I’m attracted to or head canon me as whatever they are #I swear I’m not even fucking worth that shit just leave me alone 😭#I promise like if I was with somebody they will regret the day they were born by being with me LOL I am not all that in fact me being aroace #is saving them from torture ☠️ anyways ! rant over :3

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francisforever2014 · 5 months

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just thought about having to do long distance over summer

#actually insane to go from having our own apartments and being able to whatever tf we want to living with our fucking parents #and having to like .#deal with all that. and even slightly having to factor parents into what i do……#not that my mom can tell me anything but like when they visit i’m not about to do anything with my sister and mom in the next room 😭#they should invent a going home for the summer that doesn’t involve living with your mom #not even bc of My Mom just like wow what a staggering loss of independence even though she’s chill #and i’m still an adult with full agency in every way that matters . just annoying #and don’t get me started on my dad like the fact that i pretty much have to tell him makes me SICK bc of how much it’s not his business #but it is in a certain way and i’m more annoyed than anything bc i don’t care enough to hide them from him but i’m like this is in no way #this man’s business …. go away

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worldsbiggestnerd101 · 6 months

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just saw someone i follow reblog a post that called bi lesbians/mspec lesbians bigots… checked the dni of the person who made the post and sure enough they’re an exclus. needless to say the exclus has been blocked and that person i was following has been unfollowed. kill the cop in your heads y’all, it doesn’t fucking matter what terms someone uses for their identity. and bi women were also considered lesbians before terfs kicked them out. so.

#em rambles #anti exclusionist #people are fucking stupid #the post in question was about how predstrogen- (the trans lady who was terminated off the platform for being trans)#-was supposedly a lesbophobe and continually slandered the person making the post for months last year #i don’t trust anything that person said though #calling mspec lesbians bigots HOW IS IT BIGOTED TO KILL THE COP IN YOUR HEAD THAT POLICES IDENTITY WORDS #THE WHOLE POINT OF BEING QUEER IS TO EXIST OUTSIDE THE BINARY.#IMPOSING NEW BINARIES AND STRICT DEFINITIONS OF WORDS MAKES US NO BETTER THAN THE CISHETERONORMATIVE SOCIETY WE LIVE IN.#so fucking stupid #look. in the eyes of some homophobe we are all the same no matter the terms we use to identify ourselves.#how are we supposed to stand up to the queerphobes who want to get rid of us when we can’t even agree on what someone’s called #let them use the terms they want. at the end of the day it doesn’t matter #solidarity is what’s important because what queerphobe cares if someone’s bi or a lesbian or a bi lesbian or whatever #we’re not each other’s opponents here. we’re supposed to support each other.#pro mspec lesbian #exclus dni #exclusionist dni #terf dni

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dashingwishes · 7 months

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Why do I start overthinking after an interview…..

#Like they ask me do you want part time or full time I was like it doesn’t matter I want anything it doesn’t matter if it’s part time only #I don’t want them to think I am picky with my choices so I said whatever you give me is fine is that good?#Now I am thinking about what if they think I only want that. I only said whatever is available because I am desperate as heck inside #We actually bonded so well in this interview 💘🥹🫂 Like it was so nice and welcoming #The kids were so kind and precious 😭😭😭😭#If you see Sunoo on my text posts he has been my personality again #sunoo #enhypen #text #personal #sunghoon

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boyfriendstevie · 10 months

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How do you think Steve would feel about plus-size women in a romantic/sexual sense? We only see him with Nancy and that one ditzy girl at the ball game, and flirting with a few others. He even briefly hit on Robin once. They're all slender though, esp Nancy. [Not body-shaming, just stating a fact.] Do you think he's only attracted to slender ladies, or that body type isn't a factor for him and the showrunners just didn't see fit to portray that? Asking because... sadly... so many guys IRL are either actively turned off by plus size ladies, or are too ashamed to admit to being attracted to one especially if that's their overall preferred body type unless it's for incelly type reasons.

Hello angel baby love!! I have also thought about this, as I am definitely not a skinny girl (I’m not plus-sized, probably solidly average, but def not skinny, and def don’t see myself represented in media often… only saying all that to say I get it to a certain extent). ANYWAY I think it would be easy to write Steve off as an asshole who only likes skinny women given the whole “king Steve” thing, but I don’t think that’s who Steve is. Like I said above, I just really don’t think there’s enough body representation in all forms of media, and that’s definitely true for stranger things. I can think of Barb (who was immediately killed), and Hopper (who got super buff? lol).

In my heart of hearts, Steve is a lover. He cares less about what his partner looks like, and more about who they are as a person. He’d never write someone off based on their size. Steve loves you for you, no matter what you look like. I’m a firm believer that he LOVES boobs (obviously), and thighs, and tummy wholeheartedly <3333

#I hope I didn’t make that about me!! Just trying to relate #But no fr I think Steve just LOVES #doesn’t matter what you look like as long as you’ve got a good heart <3 #If yall wanted to read something abt reader w thighs/tummy/whatever… lmk #I can make that happen hehe #Gotta represent 😤#anon #kit answers

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wizard-legs · 2 months

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NEW AWESOME SHIRT made by Rebecca Kirby (reweki on instagram). Cannot wait to wear this out

#the wizard’s scrapbook #in case you can’t read backwards it says VAMPUSSY ♥️#having a blingee moment bc of strangeaeon’s video about how the site is dead lol #I love being a nonbinary lesbian the world is my oyster #that’s not REALLY related I just.. whatever #this is going in what is essentially my diary tag so I can say whatever I want in here. doesn’t matter nobody even sees these posts #also it is slowly turning into a a selfie tag. I promise I’ll post some other more interesting things in here soon lol

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thriftdyke · 10 months

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#the sun went down at 4 pm and I am once again having an existential crisis #I went to a bookstore and saw stupid romance book covers and started thinking about how I’m probably gonna ‘die alone’#whatever the fuck that means #I don’t KNOW okay I don’t know if I’m aromantic or just too traumatized and avoidant to be capable of intimacy. but I have no friends and #I’m lonely as fuck #and I don’t want to date but I want someone to be committed to me and I want someone to fuck but I don’t trust people and I #am pretty sure if I fucked someone I would burst into tears bc of how long its been since I’ve been touched #I want a family. like that is one thing I know for sure I don’t know exactly what that even means or looks like #but I want a FAMILY. and not the one I was born with #I don’t mean kids I mwan commitment and fucking. People #and the universe is not on my fucking side girl. she’s not I don’t care what you say #I thought I had a found family in college and look where that is now. dust #and I’m 25 years old #and I’m missing so many milestones #and maybe it doesn’t matter maybe dating and fucking do not give you worth yeah yeah okay #but this is not the life I thought I would have at this age. and I feel like I should be entitled to grieve that #not like I want to. I want to be normal and I want to be over it.#to be perfectly fucking honest. I wish I could wake up tomorrow #and fall in love with someone and have a boring normal happily ever after.#I wish I could be the person who’s capable of that and I know that’s a naive and childish and unwoke desire to have #but I’m just being so real with you chief. I do not know how to live in this world being who I am.#and I don’t want to fucking be alone.#not because it makes me less worthy but because I’m just fucking sick of being lonely. okay.#anyway. I’m probably deleting this #p

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seilon · 2 months

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shouldn’t have checked my bank account as expected my mother has taken thousands more dollars from my savings and has almost run me dry more or less. Cool!

#I’m going to fucking call the bank and ask about a second checking account because she’s never going to make her own fucking account #it’s been like a year since she said she would and it’s just not gonna happen #she owes me thousands of dollars via me paying her fucking overdraft fees and she always says ‘what you think I won’t pay you back?’ no!!!!!#no I don’t!!!!!!! because you literally never have!!!!!!!!!!!#and where the fuck are you going to get like 8000 dollars anyway. because that’s what she owes me at the very least #even if you want to factor in like. paying her monthly for the groceries she buys and cat food and whatever that’s still. thousands of #dollars. and the worst part about it is I just have no safety net anymore #because my savings is basically nothing at this point. like nothing that can help in a dire situation anymore.#I keep thinking about whatever im going to have to end up paying for top surgery and I WOULD have a significant amount saved up to #contribute to that but haha! no I don’t! it’s fucking gone!#and I’ve been getting paid basically fucking nothing lately because of how few hours they’re scheduling me so that does not fucking help #my last paycheck was literally like half of what I should be getting. I made like 1K in the past two paychecks. that’s fucking depressing #anyway I’ve given myself a headache #I’ve been avoiding looking at my bank account because I knew it would be bad and it’d stress me the fuck out but I also have been anxious #not knowing and my mother making a few vague comments that implied she must have fucked me over. so I checked today and yeah she sure did #if I don’t make a new checking account that she can’t access i am actually going to be broke within the nenxt few months at this rate #my head hurts and I am so upset I am so upset I work so fucking hard and it doesn’t even matter i just lose money constantly #I get nothing I just pay her fucking fees and pay for my tuition and pay for everything else of any significance #and I am not exaggerating I work my ass off. I am the only person I know at my job who begs to work holidays and extra days and stay as late #as possible and it . doesn’t even matter #im going to kill myself I swear to god. there’s shit I need to buy. what am I supposed to do.#kibumblabs #vent #like shit I need to buy for WORK. my manager is getting on me about not having proper shoes for example and yeah I can get a discount #through shoes for crews but I still dont have the fucking money for anything anymore #not unless I want to run myself into the fucking ground #I need a new binder badly. I need new black pants also for work since mine are so faded at this point.#I only have one fitted sheet that doesn’t have giant holes in it #I can’t stop thinking about my last paycheck it was literally the worst I’ve seen since starting this job a year ago. fucking infuriating

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