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as a former escape room host i highly recommend doing an escape room as a first date. its a great way to learn how ppl react under pressure and how well they collaborate with you right off the bat. also more than once ive seen people enter an escape room as a couple and exit broken up LOL its a fantastic litmus test
#i have done this as a first date and its very enlightening#ppl are usually on their best behaviors in the beginning of the relationships#so adding in a little manufactured stress for fun rly brings out ppls real personalities#in a highly controlled environment of course so that its not actually dangerous#do they yell when theyre frustrated?#do they give up?#do they take initiative to solve things or just follow your lead?#how do they react when youre wrong?#how do they react to losing?#however im biased... i just love escape rooms......
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When I tell you that I have read fanfic characterizations so OOC that they'd classify as an original character, trust me I have read THOUSANDS. But you know what I don't do? :) Tell the author of those fanfics that they might as well classify that character as an original character if they're going to write them like one. Because that's fucking rude. People don't owe you your preferred characterizations. The back button is free.
#fanfiction#ao3#archive of our own#fandom#dont mind me im getting mad at something old again#saw a comment while browsing that reminded me of some lncemond discourse awhile back and got pissed off all over again lmao#also needed this as a reminder for myself tbh#i be getting too frustrated with my hp fics sometimes when it is literally not that serious#say it with me:#MY OPINION IS NOT FACT#ACTING ENTITLED IS NEVER CUTE#AND I'M GROWN ENOUGH TO CURATE MY OWN EXPERIENCE WITHOUT DISPARAGING OTHER ARTISTS#💕💕💕
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From this
#sometimes i ask for drawing requests and then get frustrated when ppl dont ask me to draw weird random stuff like jerma being frustrated at#the seaman fish. and its like bruh. nobody wants that lmao#and then im like. is it me? and i out of touch? and im like no. its the people who are wrong#jerma985#jerma#art
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your design of me
#marcia#digital art#illustration#original art#yay its doneeee#oh garret#im sorry its always the same#its always about being a means to an end#and its doesnt matter if its a cold and calculating eye or a warm naive vision#they dont want you for you. they only want what you can do for them#and feeling needed and irreplaceable stopped feeling nice 3 lifetimes ago#all that is left are frustration and anger#dont you get it? dont you get it? the contours of what makes me me are not in the shape of your needs and wants#orion lavont#rosie lavont#garret#tcm#the clockmaster#oc#MARCIA CONTINUING HER MISSION TO SHIT COLOUR MAXIMALIST STYLE!#you know when youre trying something for the first time and youre like uh oh im having a feeling im not excellent at it from the get go#looowkey how im feeling#as you know ive been trying to incorporate more colours into my works#but i am yet to truly understand what im doing#i dont want to stumble into results with adjustment layers anymore#i wish to do things on purpose#I want to be in control! I want to make conscious choices!!!#anyway the purpose of these was to do something new and quirky#something other than faithful rendering#the most challenging part of this pic was probably all the papers. adjusting the perspective and all
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inflict
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#yuji itadori#nobara kugisaki#fushiguro megumi#itafushikugi#inside me are two wolves one is dead on the floor bc this took ages and the other one is screaming from the rooftops bc i am so PLEASED#im so . im so happy w this im in love w flat markers and chisel brushes im sorry fr ever being frustrated with the harsh angles#opacity down square chisel....layers upon layers of polygons...#i love u so much the effect is a treat to play with#hard shapes thin lines my beloved i think ive struck a good balance between sharp n smooth vs textured render#idec that these kids took probably 12 hours each#worth every minute worth every second#nobara's hair here alone is some of my best work idec#god i love. making things tht make me happy i know how to draw i love when i make smth tht makes me say wow im good @ my hobby
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people be wondering why there's no appearance from hades in any of the sagas, especially the underworld saga (even if he wasn't in the odyssey itself) i have a theory!
spoilers for vengeance saga and future ithaca saga!
do you not understand how busy that poor guy/god is during odysseus' terrible, horrible, no good, bad journey home™
first he has 7 freshly made pancakes men (14 if you count the club smash noises in survive, but we'll go with 7 for this) sent by chef polyphemus, appearing one after the other.
not long after that, you have 550 very soaked (drowned) men pop through in the blink of an eye, no thanks to his younger brother, mr ruthlessness himself, poseidon.
then while he's still counting/organising the paperwork for them, a young man appears, who happens to be very drunk (talking about pig men?)
not long after that, somehow a warship filled with mortal men breaks into the underworld, ALL ALIVE, and the (king? leader? captain? he's not too sure at this point) starts singing outside his front door about becoming a monster????? but before he can sic cerberus on them, they leave on their own
finally he thinks he has a break when 6 men holding torches (are some missing limbs?!?) have now joined the party down under (granted they're all in no mood to party, they weren't expecting to become snacks for a sea monster)
and just as quick as they'd arrived, in a flash (just like the snap of lightning that took them out) 36 crispy/fried men (gods damn it zeus) appear, weapons drawn like they were about to attack someone (how does that one guy at the front swing such a big sword?)
at this point hades is wondering what the fuck is happening upstairs, because ain't no way these 600 men are all from the same fleet/island under one guy's command (turns out the captain's name is odysseus)
he thinks his prayers are answered because he has had peace for 7 years, just the normal flow of souls into the underworld- (wait whats that chanting)
suddenly those previous 600 souls are flying their way outta the underworld (he didn't know they could do that) while singing "six hundred men! (six hundred)" on repeat
they return though (thank the gods, he didn't need to go soul hunting) and once again he thinks everything will be calm
(he also found out from zeus, that their brother got his godly-ass handed to him by that MORTAL odysseus! WHO USED HIS OWN WEAPON AGAINST HIM (something to help make him laugh over spring & summer and while he waits for his beautiful persephone to return home))
he finally thinks his time with odysseus and the souls that come from him/being around him is over. when in minutes of each other, the souls of 108 men appear, all killed in gruesome ways. then they tell him that they were killed by beggar who then revealed himself as king odysseus, from trying to marry his wife and take over his kingdom (ok very understandable murder then)
at this point hades doesn't know whether he's excited for, or dreading the day he actually meets odysseus in the distant future (yes distant, i don't care about/ don't accept the telegony. let the poor man enjoy the rest of his life with his son and wife!!!)
but yeah, understandable why you don't hear from him throughout the sagas
#hades: i'm hard working & organised#hades: i love and spoil my wife for the six months she's here and then love and miss her dearly for the six she's not#hades: so WHY am i being punished with all this extra work because of ONE MORTAL#hades: *looking at all the souls that keep appearing*#hades: CAN YOU ALL STOP MOVING AROUND?! ITS SO FRUSTRATING WHILE IM TRYING TO COUNT!!#can gods get grey hair? because i feel like this has caused hades some#epic the musical#epic the vengeance saga#hades#hades epic#? i guess#odysseus epic#epic the musical spoilers#epic the vengeance saga spoilers#epic ithaca saga#epic ithaca saga spoilers#can you spoil something when your pulling/using the info from an ancient poem?#*shrugs*
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smile, iruma! | hey ive been here before
#iruma suzuki#clara valac#azz alice asmodeus#love trio#m!ik#mairimashita! iruma kun#welcome to demon school iruma kun#irumas expression in the first one went through lotsa phases#lotsa extreme frusterated and sickly faces#which felt a little ooc to me cuz irumas someone who smiles in the face of despair#but also we’ve seen iruma at his most frusterated and fed up in reaction to his parents#(at least until kalegos brother told him he was disgusting which btw we should jump him for that)#(and SORTA when gyari calls him ugly but that was less serious lol)#anyway i decided to try going for a very tired forced smile for this#abuse mention#<just in case#to me this is irumas parents presenting iruma to a camera for a family portrait so they can show off their darling little boy to friends#meanwhile darling little boy has been eating trash behind the mall they found him at#so hes tired and hungry cuz the last time he saw em was two months ago otherwise he would have faked it a little better#i think in this moment hes frustrated and a little disgusted by them#enough to almost deny the treats they dangle over him#but rule one (1) is iruma suzuki that cannot say no#im not sure i conveyed the little micro expression kinda frusteration that i wanted to but its close nough#style change for love trio suddenly iruma has lips my bad LOL#suits the theme tho! i think irumas genre; art style; life changes when he met those two#clarazz would hate being compared to irumas dusty ass parents in any way even as foils sorry to them for this post actually 😭#ANYWAY…#did u know love trio have the same smile?#fanart#my art
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Jamil: Happy birthday, [name]. Are you ready to be mobbed/jumped in the name of celebration? Jamil: Eh, you're not? Oi, that's why I'm always reminding you to be thorough with preparations- well nagging you on even your birthday is a bit... Jamil: Ugh, fine! I'll handle the preparations. We'll start with that appearance of yours, you better prepare yourself.
Thought I’d share his new birthday login line as well because it’s really cute… he’s like both nagging and teasing you which makes me think sir when did we get this close 🤨 and then offering to do my styling? You're going to do my hair and makeup? Nice excuse to get close to the player Jamil I know what you are
#syder txt#twst jp spoilers#jamil viper#twisted wonderland#twst#just listen to his tone#he’s so expressive now im not hallucinating it#when he's ok being openly frustrated around you or making jokes#you know he's comfy with u#jamiyuu real… /delusional#also i genuinely didn't know how to TL the phrase もみくちゃ into english sorry... I hope you can still get the rough idea#its kind of like uhh think of a famous person getting smothered by a crowd of fans
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So does anybody else ever think about how Loop felt the need to demonstrate that the party's deaths wouldn't have any effect on the loops. I know I do but that's besides the point. Anyway I don't think Loop actually needs to bathe, they just like to feel included.
#'but lucabyte didnt you already do a comic with this exact same message? that loop has potentially killed their party intentionally before?'#yes i did absolutely do that thank you for noticing. that is what the cannibalism comic is about. no that was not a metaphor. lol#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sifloop#isat siffrin#isat loop#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#lucabyteart#ill ramble elsewhere some other time. maybe in a text post. but. long and short of it: even if you assume the answer to 'how do they know'#is that in sasasap isa got frozen once. theres still the fact that the loops are from sif being too distressed. how far gone does a siffrin#have to be before they can witness a party member die and notice it has no effect. how does loop feel to have planned to kill the party#during act 3. why did they NEED to show sif that. are they trying to preemtively stop them from getting the idea in their head#that maybe that might work? when they're out of all other options? when they just get so frustrated and at wits end?#loop helps in subtle ways through the whole game. and in less subtle ways like begging sif not to use the dagger. and while yes the#overarching reason you need to learn that the loops are tied to sif is because you need to figure out wish craft.... loop doesn't know the#actual mechanics of the loops themselves. just what didn't work. the power of friendship. getting the final hit in. being perfect. etc...#and besides all that.. how did loop feel during that hangout. being so deceitful. especially since before the other shoe drops#sif is enjoying themselves. but they know what's coming the whole time.#as for: why bathing? its the obvious imagery for blood on their hands/washing/never being clean. and is a bit of an inversion of the other#piece i just drew with the other casual closeness and nudity being kind. this one is cruel instead.#anyway tag ramble over ill do a masterpost of all my fanwork with some directors commentary sometime i promise. since i know im often vague
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Something that kind of frustrates me is how while there's always plenty of conversation about Hiccup's mistreatment by Berk and how things were before and in the beginning of the first movie, people don't seem to understand that obviously while it was partially out of his control due to his weak constitution/physical inability to do certain tasks, Hiccup never really wanted to be like everyone else.
He wanted to be accepted obviously – "I just want to be one of you guys," but we never see him actively wanting to make an effort to change himself to conform to Berk's standards. He wanted to be accepted among his peers as himself, he had his own way of doing things that he refused to change or compromise on, (this is literally shown and stated be a standard behavior; it's why Stoick was so exasperated with him, why their relationship deteriorated as his childhood progressed!!)
It is the very reason everyone hated him so much. When he started doing well in training he was still unhappy because while he was using tricks he learned from interactions with Toothless, he still wasn't doing things the way he wanted, he was finally making Stoick proud but it was only by succeeding in a way expected of a viking of Berk and by working towards a goal he no longer desired to achieve.
He never wanted to be like his peers, to be the ideal viking and perfect son, he just wanted to be himself and be accepted for it.
#how to train your dragon#so this is why hiccup has actually always been disabled and also how his story is an allegory for being autistic btw#(miserable while masking hated when not...hes so me)#like even when he Wanted to kill dragons he was doing it in his own way making uo for his own physical inability with his inventions#he never comprised for anyone which us Again why they were so cruel towards him it mostly stemmed from a frustration in how his existence#spits in the face of everything berk then and for centuries Was and how their society functioned#this is literally reiterated in an episode of rob how do people not get this 😭#hiccup haddock#httyd#httyd 1#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#httyd analysis#deyas dragons#moth.txt#1:30 am on a monday night...if theres a typo in ts i only notice later when im actually rested i will be so mad
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I feel like Horror would flip between vicious guard dog and pathetic puppy in like two seconds flat. And Dust finds both of them adorable/hot. However I imagine he'd react differently to them (Dust cannot express himself to save his life). Guard dog would be like
"Ew. Stop doing that. That's weird you furry fag." (No gen hate to furries or fags I am them tehee <3)
And then pathetic pup would just be idk
"Get off me. Get a life."
But inside he's like wanting to kiss him or smthin idk. Brain rot.
- Socially anxious Anon <3
I really loved this. In fact, it is how I view Dust hhehe.
he acts like Horror's disgusting
when all he wants to do is lay under him and be smothered with the affection he needs. Hearing Horrors stupid Rottweiler like growls. People think he's about to get mauled but nah, Horrors just happy.
BUT GAY PEOPLE CANT SAY "I love you" THEY HAVE TO DEPRIVE THEMSELVES OF THE OTHERS AFFECTION ANS CARE AND AGHHH. KILLS DUST
#nightmare sans#horror sans#dust sans#horrordust#dusthorror#horror x dust#dust x horror#digital art#dustcrumbs art#my stylus wasnt cooperating with me and it pissed me off so bad dude#genuinely on the brink of crying from frustration oml 💔💔#still was fun to draw#jusr difficult to get my dumbass pen to actually make the lines when im pressing on the screen.
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Pony and Soda are both angry criers. Soda doesn't mind so much. He's the gangs bawl baby. And truly? he doesn't even mind that title anymore. none of them say it like it's a bad thing. he gets mad, he starts crying he moves on n keeps it going. but Pony? he HATES it. he KNOWS what he wants to say. he KNOWS why he's angry. and he IS. he's not sad or mixed up he's just FRUSTRATED and for whatever stupid reason it makes him cry and it pisses him off to no end.
#steve too#btw#when they honest to god argue instead of fist fighting they always end up having a healthy ass conversation#bc pony will get frustrated n start crying n then get mad about it n steve it instantly like#oh.#ok.#well me too#let me relax#i get that#its chill man take ur time#n suddenly they are no longer fighting#so sad they dont argue often#got that hashtag punch first mindset#pony starts angry crying n darry immediately wants to be like ok let me give you a hug im sorry#n ponys like fuck OFF im not SAD#or i feel like darry would also be the type to be like dont give me crocodile tears#n that ALSO pisses pony off bc he doesnt MEAN it#they figure it out#dont worry#its just a bumpy ass road on the way there#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#steve randle
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Feels like people forget education is a privilege and a human right, that many disabled people dont have
disabled people who dont have access to education and had to drop out, or even wernt ever able to start education
often get told we are "privileged" that our parents "let" us not be in education, so far from the truth, we are so marginalised and underprivileged because we dont have access to education
Im not talking about people who dropped out at 16, or in college or whatever, im talking about those of us who dropped out before its allowed because we literally, can not go to school, or engage in education at home
at ages as young as 9, 7, 5!! so many disabled people are forced to leave education because we are too disabled to go to school, and even do home school, we aren't privileged, we are heavily marginalised.
We deserve education just like anyone else, we arent privileged or lucky for being excluded from education
Some of us could go to education, but the systems that are supposed to help us access our RIGHT to an education, are heavily flawed, and take months of our carers fighting for us, even years, so for those months and years we just have to wait, watch our peers get the education we deserve, just wait until we have the right provision to access an education.
Peoples reaction is either "your so lucky you could leave school when you were younger, i wish i could" (i did not choose this. I am not lucky.)
Or its "okay how are you going to get a job?? Fucntion in the real world??" Thats the point, i wont, thats the point, im not going to, and i cant, thats the point.
#autism#actually nonverbal#actually autistic#autism community#higher support needs#actually disabled#human rights#education#also people literally like cant fathom so many of our experiences. when i say im not in education i mean im not in school#home school. online school. any school. im in no education. i am not being educated by any formal means#also idk second to point out it frustrates me so much when i see people saying they arent in education then say they are in home school#like that is a none issues actually but it just frustrates me because i think i foumd a friend then i realise they arent like me#anyway i watched a mermaid barbie movie right now#i like it a lot it is great#and in mako mermaids education that's actually wuite a big thing and yhe mermen have way more education and its used to oppress people#power of knowledge is a big thing in it i think#because i watched a youtube gideo about it and it was good#okay i will stop talking about mermaids in the tags#disabled#disability
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pecco and marc being besties at world ducati week
#if you saw me delete the other post no you didn't#i hope the color is okay? the quality won't get better im sorry#the quality wasn’t this bad when i posted it what#this is frustrating#anyway#motogp#marc marquez#mm93#francesco bagnaia#pecco bagnaia#pb63#pb1#fb63#fb1#ducati#wdw#world ducati week#ducati race of champions#marcnaia#my gif
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since tumblr always has to suffer my personal vents and breakdowns and rants and annoyances you get the most wips and pics of unfinished stuff, im sure that makes up for it
the (unfinished) shiekah arm concepts that made me want to explode and i dont think im gonna work on again
#ganondoodles#art#zelda#ganondoodles rewrites totk#botw2#wip#calling it wip but i dont think i can go back to it#i tried to keep going on this for so long bc i have had the idea in mind for so long and it seemed fun#well ...... turns out that was a lie#thought to myself maybe i can do like one of those cool concept art things where they just go for interesting shapes first#and then refine it to actually work#but im not made for it#tbh im not sure what im made for#(i dont think posting wips im not posting elsewhere actually makes up for my annoying mental health spirals..)#i hope its not too small#was intending to go for version H but only got to do one variation#the outer casing can be customized with several designs#theres a guardian arm that extends and stretches to form the hookshot in the bulky part as well as the stored magic#there is always something on it to glow bc it also subtly shows how low your magic meter is#and if it runs out the blue parts turn orange like other shiekah tech in stand by mode#wanted to draw all that on here too#but .... ill need to start over when im doing better ....... WHEN im doing better and can draw again#speaking it into existence#(....man how all those “designs” look is so ... i feel even stupider for getting so extremely frustrated over it ...)
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yall ever think Shen Yuan went through like, internet withdrawal after being transmigrated into Shen Qingqiu? Like, he's canonically a NEET shut-in who did nothing but spend his time online, you can't tell me that for the first week or first few weeks of being SQQ he wasn't twitchy.
Like, reaching instinctively to his pockets for a phone that wasn't there, having an obsessive itch in the back of his mind that he should check and see if X or Y novel or webcomic has updated -- only to realize he can't anymore and being irritated by it. Wanting to go and see if there's new posts about this or that, but again realizing that he can't.
When he's bored or uncomfortable or just feels like wanting to escape he tries to go for his phone to distract himself, but oops! Not there anymore, and now he has to find a new and different way to distract himself from his feelings. And going through system notifications, quests, etc only does so much.
And there's that Tetris Effect too. SQQ makes a mistake while writing and instinctively goes to backspace on it except hey-ho that's not a keyboard and now he just dipped his pinkie into a bottle of ink or on a still-drying letter.
With him scrambling to fix his reputation and learn how to be a peak lord, I think his abrupt cold-turkey from all things internet would just be another straw on the camel's back that he promptly Ignores until it goes away on its own after he acclimates to his new surroundings.
#svsss#mxtx svsss#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#i think him learning how to be a peak lord and cultivation and everything else would help distract him from the internet withdrawal for the#most part. but the moment there's a lull in the day and his mind wanders or he becomes bored or stressed and he instinctively reaches back#for his phone and realizes it isn't there it just sends a spike of panic/frustration/irritation through him because its a familiar comfort#and now its gone. like this is all based off my own experiences from being Chronically Online but i just think its neat to think about#in that same vein i think it also pushes him into getting into the arts on QJP. Like as the peak lord naturally he would be doing this kind#of stuff but hes NOT the peak lord but to keep up appearances he has to know how to do this stuff. and finds it??? actually quite rewarding#even more than getting into an argument online or getting a new merch item. he's making or doing this stuff. he starts drawing and finishes#a piece and regardless of its skill level he feels something unclog in his chest. like sediment being scraped off the bottom of a creek and#being washed downstream. a weight that's been slogging through his veins suddenly untangled. physical proof of his efforts that feels great#starry is incapable of NOT giving her favorite blorbos more hobbies. starry is incapable of not giving her favorites artsy hobbies#this is probably NOT a new or original thought whatsoever but im throwing it out there anyways bc it fascinates me. i love transmigration#and albeit i've only read isekai manhwa/manhua there's a common theme of the people there assimilating into their new lives relatively quic#which i know is for ease of transition and getting to the rest of the story. but WHAT IF.#i have still not read svsss yet and idk when i'll be able to BUT have some thoughts anyways
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