#when two fandoms collide lmao

[sophsun1]

Psych – 6.03: This Episode Sucks

[skitskatdacat63]

This is my personal crossover event of the century

[teaforqne]

I'm just ranting into the void about Led Zep, post TSRTS clarity.

Feel free to read how I vomit my feelings, or not. TW: mentions of drugs, death, EDs.

I hate getting too into my interests because now I feel bad knowing so much about Led Zep's members as people, and not seeing them simply as personas on a stage – which is ironic because that's the whole point of getting to know more about my interests, but it just feels... Bad.

Maybe it's just me being a new fan and all these things that are now dawning on me are well-known in the fandom or amongst older fans lmao, but I need to let my feelings out somewhere! And I think here is a good place, since I've been blessed by nothing else than heartwarmingly nice mutuals.

For example, after reading about the personal relationships between members, mostly out of curiosity, it's said from the begining that Led Zeppelin didn't start as a band between friends; Jimmy needed a band to continue an already booked tour he had from before the Yardbirds broke up — he knew Jonesy and then found Robert and Bonham, therefore he created LZ from a professional need. Which is... You know, understandable.

The thing about me discovering this is that, I guess it made me realise that it wasn't the best time in the world for any of them, as one would suppose it was from an outer point of view. Robert himself talks about the "Led Zep times" as something that brings dark memories back, rightfully so; Bonzo lived with constant anxiety, addictions and homesickness, Jimmy had horrible addictions and problems with anorexia (if I'm not mistaken), and Jonesy didn't feel comfortable at all around the ambiance of hedonism, drugs and sex that was created around the band, he was an introvert whose personality collided with the rest of the group's.

I guess I thought of them as the idealised version that is their stage personas, where they all get along perfectly well and they're all friends jskwjwkw.

Just thinking about the deeper, more hidden part of them as people makes me appreciate them more, I suppose. It makes me appreciate Robert's solo career in which he could expand himself with the music he liked making, or Bonzo being a complete sweetheart to Robert when Karac passed away, amongst other things.

I don't think there's a clear conclusion about this little rant of mine, it's the first band ever in which I take my time to actually know each member closely, read about them and understand that bands are simply not perfect as so aren't people, no matter how good of an artist they are.

A while ago, early when I started liking LZ, I read about Jimmy and Robert because I was blown away by them, and I won't lie, I was destroyed by the revelation of Robert's infidelity and Jimmy's... Taste in girls. (Sorry! I'm not completely comfortable by saying it appropriately, as I'm a grooming victim myself, but you know what I meant.)

It felt really, really bad to have two people you looked up to as literal rock gods, taken down that altar by discovering that... Eh, they aren't exactly the best people. It kind of made me think about the whole thinking process of separating the art from the artist, the moral battle inside myself because I felt guilty for liking them, and then ending up accepting that some things are simply out of my hands and I can't really do anything about them other than be conscious about what I enjoy, and hold people accountable. The best thing I could do about absolutely loving Led Zeppelin was criticise it, and not look up at them as untouchable beings of perfection.

Ty for reading, if you did! <[:^)

[0livdocx]

Let’s talk about Laloward from Better Call Saul: to think about how many fascinating stories would branch out from their intricate dynamics together if they ever interacted more than they did in the show, yet the only things that happened between them in the whole BCS series were one bullet in the head and a nameless grave for two. What a shame, but it was bound to happen just like everything else.

We know that for Saul’s path to ascend (or to simply continue) Lalo has to die and Howard has to die too - they both became sacrifices cuz Vince said sorry you guys are not the mc, this is Saul Goodman’s show. (/j) Anyway Howard and Lalo’s deaths could be one of the most impactful incidents that pushed the show to another new level, clearing the path and opening up possibilities for Saul Goodman’s future story (and then breaking bad). It’s like a force that rotates the kaleidoscope, generating new patterns fabricated by characters’ story lines in the BCS/BrBa universe. I just adore how every plot line of this show is so tightly knitted together.

But still, let’s focus on the fact that these two people, a lawyer and a cartel leader, are DEAD, TOGETHER. Maybe this incident disguised itself as a mischievous surprise, but let’s think about how we can make a playful implication from it that Howard and Lalo are FATALLY INCOMPATIBLE together - see how a Big Bang happened when their fates collided? And the fact that they met merely only once in the entire show? It’s giving fertility and creativity.

Well despite the fact that the two of them are both being pushed around by their own fates, despite that they’re both sacrifices to Saul’s story, if you try to think about it, it really makes you wonder if it’s because they both preserved mutually powerful but contradictory energies, which only one another could match, leading to a huge ass explosion that impacted many characters’ fates in BCS after their one encounter. Their positions are both near the top in the entire BCS food chain, not to mention the fact that they had been keeping the equilibrium of the BCS universe with their contradictory but balancing energies - they’re Yin and Yang, they’re two equally powerful but opposite forces that eliminates each others, you can even find poetry in it, we don’t even have to make it obvious.

One thing I love about Laloward is that despite their own tragic deaths which cut off their endless possibilities for the future, the room for imagination about the two of them that Vince left us is just so vast, and it arrived at a perfect timing: Lalo was so close to take his revenge, and Howard was so close to “land on his feet”. Their lifelines were both about to rise to a new height, but were abruptly cut off at one point, together. Just see how tragically similar they are at this point? It’s like the Laloward fan content is bound to be created because it just makes people ponder. This ship gives the both of them chances to be the main characters of their own stories together - giving them possibilities that they could’ve had, letting them walk on their unfinished paths, filling up those regrets by exploring their dynamics together. You know they fit well together just by looking at their character designs.

Like yeah we know that they’re FATALLY INCOMPATIBLE, deadly romance in a way, but what would happen when they become LIVELY COMPATIBLE? Like they DIED TOGETHER, what if they LIVED TOGETHER? Well I know a situation where two people are compatibly living together: A RELATIONSHIP! Whatever between them inspires us to be creative, to explore possibilities for fictional characters we love, to observe the complexity of humanity from a safe distance - that’s just how fandoms enrich our lives.

In conclusion if Howard and Lalo ever had a baby together its name shall be Breaking Bad lmao.

[pbs-theundeadmaggot]

₊°✧︡˗ˏˋ❤ˎˊ˗ 𝖩𝖺𝗇𝗎𝖺𝗋𝗒 ₊°✧︡˗ˏˋ❤ˎˊ˗

I hope everyone has had an amazing start to the new year, I know it can be tough and January lowkey sucks but it will get better! 2022 for me was a long year of recovery and somehow I'm kinda clean (although I still don't know how to feel about it, especially when people comment on how much 'better' I'm doing but I'm taking it a day at a time.) Anyways, I kinda feel like 2023 might be a good-ish year so I hope it is for you too <3

ps. I know this list is early but I'm like a toddler who gets to excited to wait for anything and ruins it, so here is the early but one of my favourite rec lists to make. (idk why but it was particularly fun this month lol)

this year I'm also gonna try putting out some decent content starting with my fics (available here). I'm currently only writing for Steve and Eddie from Stranger things but in the future I may try writing for other fandoms (the Xavier Thorpe fic was a self indulgent piece idk if I'll carry on writing for him though), I'd really appreciate anyone to give feedback and reblog cause it keeps me motivated (pls I'm actually begging for some attention lmao my last two fics have got like zero attention and I genuinely don't know if I'm a shit writer or something else lmao, pls even if you hate it lmk! I'll take anything atp).

anyways... ignore my rambles as always, the last piece of news im sharing is my new series I'm starting soon! where I'll be diving into the history of metal and what it means to the community etc so if thats something you'd be interested in you are more than welcome to join the army of maggots I've got going on (I say an army but I'm pretty sure it's just me lol).

[please respect writers terms, I am not responsible for what kind of content you consume but please be aware that minors will be blocked if they chose to interact with 18+ content.]

more fic recommendations available here

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The mixtape detectives by @babyrunsforfanfic

Want me like I want you by @beezywriting

Under the covers by @stevesbabysittingservice

Hey Steven by @munsonsreputation

If you loved me (why’d you leave me?) by @1986harrington

When we are together by @foreverromanticising

I’m never going to dance again, the way I danced with you by @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone

Love as sweet as honey (and lover I’m hungry) by @stevebabey

Time after time by @musingginger

Sharing secrets by @livingintheupsidedown

A virtual romance (new series!) by @justmeinadaze

Tis the damn season (series!) by @katyswrites

Bad at love by @loveshotzz

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Need you tonight by @sebuckyverse

Flipped by @ashwhowrites

Bottom of the bottle by @fanficsgal0re

New sensation by @darkdarkroom

Fooled round & fell in love (series!) by @bimbobaggins69

Lavander haze by @munsonsreputation

I think I’ve loved you forever by @cinemaquinn

Something new by @newlips

In the middle of nowhere (ongoing series!) by @sweetpeapod

Mine and yours by @muertawrites

Morning coffee by @jamdoughnutmagician

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Side effect by @delaber

cherry blossom by @buckycuddlebuddy

Everyone’s watching him (but he’s looking at her) @writing-for-marvel

Shouldn’t have gone by @imyourbratzdoll

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Chocolate & promises by @michelleleewise

lost prince (ongoing series!) by @xxntiimulti

For better or for worse (ongoing series!) by @wheredafandomat

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Flower power by @pythonees

Siren song by @wintervalewritersecond

Rumors by @yourmidnightlover

Kiss me and shut up by @elysianrogers

Invisible string by @mntalbrakdown

Foxglove to adorne thy dells (ongoing series!) by @nevermoremagic

Something that we’re not by @profound-imagination

Artists collide by @shesluxurious

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So gorgeous it actually hurts by @folkloreslovechild

[banjjakz]

Hiii Sen, first of all, I love Final Girl, especially the otome/visual novel format of it, I love these kinds of games and enjoy them to this very day :33 (i died a few times because of security guard Toji lol).

And I love your take on Gojo, it's refreshing to see someone who wants to present the character in a different way that most of the fandom does. Make him worse lol, wish you lots and lots of luck <333

Fun fact, I'm familiar with the dsm v because of my work and I did try to diagnose Gojo. I need to dig myself deeper into his characterization, but he shows symptomps of cluster B personality disorders, especially narcissistic and histrionic personality disorders, and two items for antisocial personality disorder.

Sorry, my work is my hyperfixation and it collided with another hyperfixation, I can't silence myself lmao

sen says hiii back!!

OOOH yes i love when hyperfixations coincide quite nicely with professional/academic careers. i wonder -- were you drawn to gojo because he's such an interesting case to observe/interpret?

gojo being cluster B is canon to me at this point. cultural relativity, biased western medicine diagnostic criteria etc etc aside, cluster B gojo is something that can be so personal and intimate -- as said by a cluster B warrior herself. ASPD tracks quite heavily & this is the first time i've seen that diagnosis in conversation with his character.

thank you for elevating this discussion on his characterization! any additional insights or musings are certainly more than welcome. yay!

[cranberrymoons]

20 questions for fic writers

I was tagged by @steventhusiast a billion years ago and more recently by @thefreakandthehair and @just-my-latest-hyperfixation🥰

1. How many works do you have on AO3? 49 under my current account, there are some fics for other fandoms buried deep within the depths of the archive which we WILL NOT DISCUSS at this time

2. What’s your total AO3 word count? 128,515

3. What fandoms do you write for? currently just stranger things! I wrote one fic for Crazyhead this summer, a single-season Netflix show from 2016 (?) and that fic has 6 hits 😎 I'm also considering writing a top gun fic (entirely your fault @urmomsonfire) (affectionate) but no promises yet

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

get it off your chest

can't start a fire

so fondly today

something so pretty

i carry this feeling

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? yes!! I always respond to comments, even though it sometimes takes me a week or two. comments are genuinely so special to me and my FAVORITE thing is when someone reads a bunch of my fics in a row and I can follow their comment trail 🥹 I love comments

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? I'm a happy endings girlie all the way, I genuinely don't have an answer for this 😅

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? so many of my fics are fluff-fest so I'm not really sure. maybe i carry this feeling because it's (currently) the end to a long future fic series and feels like a good buttoning-up of that story which is still being added to

8. Do you get hate on fics? someone once called me transphobic for having steve paint his nails in a fic (??) but that turned out to be a random anon from that twitter meltdown that was happening over the summer (i am not on twitter and didn't know it was even happening until after the fact)

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? LMAO (yes, i write lots of fluffy goofy smut with feelings. if they're not talking and/or laughing a lot during sex, it's not a sage fic)

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written? no, I really struggle with the concept of crossovers in general. I don't read them usually and wouldn't really know how to begin to write one! but fics set IN the universe of something else (not a crossover where two different universe's characters interact) – I like those.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? not that I know of in this fandom

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? yes! but not in this fandom

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? no, but I would definitely be interested if it was with the right person!

14. What’s your all time favorite ship? I can't answer this 🫣 I will say steddie is the ship I've written the most words for

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? I'm not sure I really have one that's out there right now. there are a few things in my google docs that might not see the light of day

16. What are your writing strengths? dialogue! good communication is so important to meeee and I have so much fun writing it

17. What are your writing weaknesses? I always feel like I struggle with scene-setting/imagery because I focus so much on character interaction

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? I've written French dialogue in fics before (not in this fandom) which made sense situationally. I think it works as long as you make sure to translate in end notes and/or through context clues, so the reader doesn't have to keep jumping back and forth between google translate

19. First fandom you wrote for? early 00s, the wizards who must not be named

20. Favorite fic you’ve written? this changes depending on my mood tbh. my usual answer is either so fondly today because I love the energy of that fic or back in the new york groove which has so much pulled from my own life. I also had a lot of fun writing wanna help my worlds collide

no pressure 😇 @urmomsonfire @wynnyfryd @thisapplepielife @shares-a-vest

[strictlybecca]

fic stats!

rules: give us the links to your fic with the most hits, second most kudos, third most comments, fourth most bookmarks, fifth most words, and fic with the least words.

please excuse me bc i was not tagged in this, but i saw this pop up on my dash from some of my non-mutuals and i was OBSESSED - so i did not wait my turn, i've just gone for it :)

most hits: yes, there is a chain and no, you're not on it (schitt's creek) a patrick/david fic i started when there were literally 15 fics for them on ao3 - it's patrick and stevie's text chain for all of the episodes of season four and i still feel smug about some of the things i managed to predict. i think it has the most hits of anything because it was there at the Beginning on ao3, it's got the most chapters, and i did accidentally leave it unfinished for like two years. (oops.) [but it has an incredible podfic!]

second most kudos: the best made plans are your open hands (911) for a fic that kind of walloped me upside the head and made me write it in like... a single evening, the reception on this has been SO sweet!!! an au where maddie takes buck with her when she leaves home at 18. i call it my 'happy healthy buckley verse' and i even have some more headcanons for it in the tag i have for it. in my mind, nothing ever really goes wrong for these two in this verse; it's my emotional support au.

third most comments: i only wanna be alone with you (schitt's creek) another patrick/david fic, this one written for a challenge. (a deadline always increases the likelihood of me finishing a fic.) this is probably (?) the ~sexiest thing i've ever written and it is... like not that explicit lmao. it also had a prompt that made me want to jump out of window bc my secondhand embarrassment threshold is practically zero - but i managed to write something that even my poor little soul could read and enjoy. [technically, 3rd most comments is the previous fic, but this one isn't far off in 4th place.]

fourth most bookmarks: deliver us unto each other (the old guard) this fic is my favorite child. i just think the stuff i love writing and the stuff i'm good at writing collided in this fic in a really lovely way and i'm so stinkin' proud of it. i felt feral while writing it lmao. it's about nicky's complex but deeply earnest and loving relationship with god and how his love for joe actually reaffirms his faith!! plus some great nicky + nile bonding.

fifth most words: i fell heavy into your arms (as the world turns) this is not my favorite of my luke/noah fics but i am very glad one of them made it on the list because all of my longest stuff is for this fandom and i miss nuke an unreasonable amount. those big bang prompts could pull 30k from me, no problem!!! this one's an au where noah is a detective and he has to solve damian's murder - and holden is a suspect :(

and least amount of words: Commandeered (h50) god this one was written so long ago it's still got an uppercase letter in the title 😬 also back in the day when i was still posting individual drabbles as their own fics - i've learned better! this fic represents my intense mcdanno phase, which still lingers in my heart like poison. (or a bomb.) genuinely a delightful prompt tho - an au where danny is the navy SEAL and steve is the jersey transplant. i honestly think i pulled this one off pretty well! they still sound very much like themselves.

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i'm sad none of my sparty fics happened to make it in, since that was an Era unto itself but all of these delight me, so!!! here you go!!!

i tag: @cluelessheroes @functionalnihilism @angryfightingjew @woebegone-kenobi and literallly anyone else who wants to do this. you, yes you. i mean it!!! i promise you, if you do this and just pretend like i've tagged you to do it i will EDIT this post and tag you in it like you've always been there. i don't care if we're not mutuals DO IT!!! (sorry this was fun i really liked it and i'd like everyone else to have fun too!)

[dreamhot]

I’m an og back from spring 2020. Been here through it all. I liked watching captain sparklez, got Dream’s Minecraft but my friend is every mob video in my recommended and it was downhill from there. I watched live when Tommy joined the SMP for the first time. (And was annoyed at his trolling lol) I distinctly remember when Dream was announced to join MCC. I was so excited that my two favorite Minecraft YouTubers (captain sparklez and dream) were colliding. Had moments where I distanced myself like the speed running drama and the most recent situation but I always get dragged back somehow. I’m not really involved with the fanbase, I’ve just been lurking and liking posts silently

i mean hey that's a perfectly valid way to enjoy things, and it prob makes it easier when you Do need to back away for any reason. there's nothing wrong with being a more casual consumer of the content, esp cos this fandom is basically akin to being in the trenches on a regular basis 💀 i do not fault the people who stick to their own corners lmao

[ao3feed-bakusquad]

Always, Only, You

Always, Only, You by constellationkiri

Considering that Katsuki spends all his time with Eijiro when he's not in school or his work study, it makes sense for his mind to always be occupied with him. Even during school and especially during his work study. He actually doesn't really notice it, the way he's constantly talking about Eijiro during his days. It's just something that brings him a poorly hidden smile, a blush to his cheeks, and hell. He loves bragging about his boyfriend.

--OR--

Katsuki really loves talking about his boyfriend.

Words: 2743, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 35 of When The Stars Collide

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Kirishima Eijirou, Bakugou Katsuki

Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou

Additional Tags: Other Ships Not Mentioned in Tags, Light Angst, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Aged-Up Character(s), Kirishima Eijirou is a Ray of Sunshine, Soft Bakugou Katsuki, The Endeavor agency is also in here but two characters and i don't feel like listing them lmao, Also Bakugo's parents

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/41946489

[raytm-moved]

I give you Riku for the character meme!

GIVE ME A CHARACTER;

and I’ll break their ass down:

how I feel about this character: riku has been a personal fav since i started the series. i am always drawn to the sunshine boys i swear to god despite the deceiving fact that i seem to always write the ones with the saddest backstories. riku does both of those for me. by being the character who is always smiling in spite of his own set backs, who's always trying his hardest for the sake of others and his dream. i just love him a lot !!! he doesn't let his illness hold him back and is always doing his utmost sobs. All the people I ship romantically with this character: the first character that comes to mind would be iori and that's because they seem to have this back and forth going on where iori is always looking out for him and they have their back and forth quips which is rather wholesome. but honestly, i could see him being plotted with a bunch of others. My non-romantic OTP for this character: i have alot of feelings about his relationship with tenn. there's so much tension there, so much that has gone on between the two of them, unresolved feelings and hurt but tenn is his brother and they just !!!! hand gestures. and his relationship with everyone in idolish 7 and the manager !!! like their whole dynamic is both hilarious and so inherently good. there's so many personalities in there and they're all bouncing off each other or colliding and it just makes them so much fun to follow alongside. My unpopular opinion about this character: i dont think i have any like inherently unpopular opinions but that also might be because im both new to the fandom and no literally one person in it LMAO. i would say, perhaps, the fact that he's seen as only a sunshine boy when he's very multi faceted and there's a lot of pain he's endured to get to the place he is right now. One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: he needs to have his hand held and maybe a hug that is all.

[your-fave-transboy]

Archive of My Own

So, this is just a list of all the shit I have written and posted on Archive of Our Own. I'll try and update this as I go lmao but life is a bitch, so bear with me. :)

*= Warning

+ = Uncommon Pairing

Updated: 7/13/2022

Arresting and Arrested *

Fandom: Law and Order: SVU

Status: WIP

Chapters: 10/?

Words: 32,095/?

Summary: Phoenix Wesley has become content with his ordinary life. With a job he loves and clients that always need him, the middle-aged man is sure that he is happy until a single mother and her son force him to reevaluate. Caught in the wrong place at the wrong time, Phoenix’s life is forever changed in the best way by the addition of Olivia and Noah Porter Benson. The two remind him that life is worth living if not just for the little moments and help make more along the way.

Coffee In the Morning

Fandom: Law and Order: SVU

Status: Complete

Chapters: 8

Words: 16,429

Summary: Serena Clarke, the new owner of The Morning Stop, was not all that interested in Alphas. That was until she met one Olivia Benson. The detective was beautiful and smelled amazing, but seemed to hold the weight of the world on her broad shoulders. Over time, Serena found herself getting closer to the older woman once their lives collided until they did as well.

More Than Just Surviving*

Fandom: Harry Potter x Grey's Anatomy

Status: WIP

Chapters: 6/?

Words: 45,926

Summary: Fyodor Dostoyevsky once said, “The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding something to live for.” A life without purpose is a painfully hollow existence. Some are unlucky enough to never find theirs. I thank Death every day that I escaped that fate. I’d been a hollow shell of myself after the war. It took a while, but I found my direction, and the long and eventful journey of self-discovery has brought me to my latest destination. This rainy, cloudy, and downright depressing city of Seattle. Absolutely perfect in my books, just like back home. I miss it, and them, my friends and chosen family, but they understood why I had to step out into the world. I had served their purpose, and it had been time to strive for my own, and be more than just the Boy-Who-Lived.

Peter B. Parker: SAaPTSB+

Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe (Spider-man)

Status: Complete

Chapters: 21

Words: 40,422

Summary: It all began when Peter first turned eighteen. His senior year was just getting into motion when his birthday had rolled around. Technically, it all really started three years prior when he was just fifteen.

she ain't gonna marry me

Fandom: The Devil Wears Prada

Status: Complete

Chapters: 1

Words: 1,147

Summary: Two years since Paris. Two years since Andy Sachs walked away from Miranda Priestly's world with no intention to ever return until she got a wedding invitation.

Shuffle Challenge: Madam Secretary Ed.

Fandom: Madam Secretary

Status: Complete

Chapters: 1

Words: 9,856

Summary: The Madam Secretary addition to the shuffle challenge because this show is criminally underrated. Let's hope I can do these characters justice the way they deserve.

Shuffle Challenge: Murlendez Ed.

Fandom: The Good Doctor

Status: Complete

Chapters: 10

Words: 8,801

Summary: N/A

Stealing Clothes to Create a Family

Fandom: Criminal Minds

Status: Complete

Chapters: 7

Words: 8,363

Summary: 6 times Emily Prentiss wore the team's clothing and 1 time someone wore hers. A story of change and obtaining treasures from your family. From fuzzy socks to an umbrella, they all had a special place in Emily's heart.

This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things

Fandom: Grey's Anatomy

Status: WIP

Chapters: 46/?

Words: 14,916

Summary: Grey's on Twitter babes. Our modern fam, but gayer.

[jlf23tumble]

Very random rant but… It’s still so crazy to me that the b!L characterisation (L being more submissive, being an omega, pregnant etc.) is somehow more popular in the fandom. And I don’t mean it in a bad way - people can like whatever they want (as long as they’re not weird about it like some very specific groups of people lol) but I’m just genuinely surprised how differently can people be perceived by other people. I mean I joined the fandom not even two years ago and my first sources were random twitter accounts and I remember I followed lots of people who were saying how tiny and cute L is, proving he wore makeup sometimes or fuzzy sweaters (I’m sure you know that one Instagram photo) so I feel like I wasn’t biased in any way and very open to every opinion about them since I literally knew nothing. And I was like yeah, sure, he can do and be all of that but I still perceived him as someone very dominant and powerful (not even in a sexy way, didn’t think about their sex lives back then at all) and in my mind those two things didn’t collide with each other and I can’t even tell you what shock it was when I eventually started reading fan fiction and realised that so many people were not on the same page as me at all lmao.

It's truly a fascinating thing when you look at it in 2022 and see people rolling through the world as if it's 2010. The way you see people locked fucking IN on main is just wilde (and it's not just the BL crowd, I'm talkin' about larr nation in general, too, the whole hashtag they never broke up brigade, the way a lot of people live like it's currently 2010, 2012, 2016, etc., the straight culture attitude vs. beards, the WILLFUL misinterpretation of shit, all of it is so molto curioso)

[hobblt]

Not Darren Criss naming his child a ship name from trc??

[changkyunim]

Hey I love Monsta X and they deserve the whole world

I didn’t cry at the concert but I’m really tearing up now that I’m home. Monbebe are so damn nice. MX has no bad songs. Idk who I even stan anymore; they’re all so kind :( this concert was better than the last one and you could tell they practiced their English a lot too. Hyungwon said the concert was special to him because he missed us last time for being sick and man, it really was special. FALLIN WAS SO HYPE!!!! SO GOOD! Rap line was really out for my throat today. Scratch that — they all were. Wonho truly is so beautiful that pictures don’t even do him justice. I love Minhyuk so much; he waved at me and the two girls by me and did the heart over his head and we did it back and he laughed. The audience screamed so loud during his introduction and he laughed halfway through and my hurt FLUTTERED! The most beautiful man after my heart! Hyungwon has always been the member I sometimes looked over and he figuratively punched me and then hugged me today making sure I’ll never do that again. He did well conveying how he felt and I love all the support nods from everyone to push him through it!! Truly a family!! CHANGKYUN IM FREE ANY DAY TO FIGHT! He was so flirty and fan service-y but also so heartfelt and sensitive. He’s so great!! Kihyun is also so breathtakingly beautiful and he said he was working hard to speak to us and hoped it showed. I also really love his hair color!!! JOOHEON!! Number one hype man always and forever!! Also came at my throat several times, especially when he joined the vocal line doing Versace on the Floor!!! Shownu imitating wonho’s laugh was the best! The hairstyle he has now makes him so soft! The unit songs also were so good!Parts of this are so vague but I’m so pumped from all of it and struggling to remember. The little movies really sucked me in between performances. Super high quality and enjoyable. They also had captions this time too which also helped! I love how loved Monsta X is and how much they love us!!!!! I love!!! Them!!!

[imthebadguyyy]

Thanks a lot for writing "We're meant to be*. Can you write a fic ( Lewis x Reader(f) ) where Lewis and reader had a great relationship and then they broke up because Lewis realised he was being too vulnerable. And then he made her think that he wasn't interested in her by saying he still likes Nicole (his ex). Then reader moved on, realised she didn't have to stop living because of the break up. She started valuing her normal life and the people in it. She didn't like the glamour of Lewis' life. But she loved him despite it, because she simply couldn't bring herself to hate him, or forget about him. But she didn't tell him. She could never. Lewis didn't realise that he loved her (reader) too. He didn't want to be vulnerable. But then, he saw her. With him. A perfectly normal guy. Did she move on? He knew she loved him, did she still love him? He didn't care she was dating someone. He was "The Lewis Hamilton", he could have anything and everything he wanted. And he wanted her back. He wanted to reinforce and remind her that she loved only him, even if she denied it. He was jealous of the normal guy for getting to be around her (reader). But little did he know she was with that guy just to see for herself if she could move on. Which she clearly didn't. So, this story should involve everything from Lewis getting jealous, reinforcing that reader loves only him and they can't deny it. Lewis meeting reader and the normal guy at a race, winning it to show who's boss. Wanting to get reader back by dancing with her at the after party which the normal guy conveniently couldn't attend. And then finally admitting that he has fallen for her (reader). Winning her back in style because both of them can't resist each other. And all this time Reader is trying her best not to fall for Lewis over again. Requesting Fluff, angst, jealousy, fights, Emotional drama, Explicit (a little), Flirting, Unlimited eye contact, meaningful silences, grabbing, Lewis knocking on her door in the middle of the night drunk lmao. Make multiple parts if you can. This is specific, I'm sorry, can't help it, do take your time, I know you'll do justice to this. Thank you for making me feel safe to actually send this specific and long ask.💛😌

i may have teared up a tiny bit while reading this, i hope i can do it justice.

The 1

part one

pairing - lewis hamilton x reader

fandom - f1

summary - two halves collide, break apart, only to collide again.

warnings - jealousy, angst, pining, heartbreak

a/n - . im so, so sorry about the delay, but thank you so much for being so patient and giving me my time to bring your idea to life, and for letting my creative juices take their time to flow, thank you so much ♥︎ i really hope you like it, and I'm so glad you feel comfortable enough to send asks ♥︎

sometimes things don't work out the way you want them to. sometimes they break apart, into a billion tiny pieces, and no matter how hard you try, no matter how much glue you use, you just can't glue it back together. trying to stabilize an unstable relationship is like trying to walk on a tightrope, knowing one end is too loose and you will fall, down into the deep abyss, never to climb out of it again.

that's what your relationship with lewis was like, like having a sharp shard of glass cutting into your side, making you bleed out, slowly but surely, staining your clothes and your body a dark, unwashable red. it wasn't always like this. you had loved each other, so, so much. you had lived together, cared for each other, been a piece of each other's souls.

but then it changed. it started with little things, like you leaning in to kiss him when you were out with his friends, but he drew back slightly, squeezing your thigh telling you to stop. he would explain, "we were in public, didn't want pap pics" and you'd nod, secretly hating the paps for taking away your right to kiss your boyfriend when you wanted to. or you'd be cooking in the house, dancing around to some music, and when you'd go to pull him in, he'd back away, murmuring something about having some work.

you ignored it in the beginning. everyone needs their space, right? so you assumed he did too. but then, the little distances became larger. he'd go to race weekends, responding to your texts with a mere 'thanks'. he'd prefer to spend his free time with his friends, and to your slight discomfort, his ex-girlfriends or flings,

although you tried not to let it bother you, it did bother you, creeping in your mind, filling you with doubt. maybe it was because he declined your calls when he was with them, or because their stories always showed him dancing and having a good time, face lit up in the same smile you used to bring to his face. and god did it hurt, to see him so happy without you.

did he still love you? was he better of without you? or were you better off without him?

the answer came to you on a monday evening, as you sat at the table, a plate of pasta untouched in front of you. it was nearly 11 pm at night, five hours past the time lewis told you that he'd be home. you had rushed home from work, taking out your favourite wine and cooking his favourite pasta dish. but here you were, the bowl of food long gone cold, your own plate begging for your attention. the wine bottle was half empty, and you were just tired.

the sound of the front door opening snapped you out of your hazy state, mind slightly clouded as you registered the person who had walked in through the door.

you watched as he pulled off his jacket and shoes, walking into the bathroom to wash his hands.

you were furious.

standing up, you stormed over to him, "i was waiting for you to come back home to eat dinner together" you fired at him, voice raising as you did. "i already ate" was his reply, making your blood boil even further. "you couldn't keep your promise or even pick up the damn phone to tell me that you already ate?" you hissed at him, eyes narrowing sharply.

"i forgot" lewis mumbled, not meeting your gaze.

"what, you just forgot about your girlfriend? why am i not surprised? you seem to be forgetting me a lot lately" you snapped back, almost shouting at him, feeling hot tears prick the corners of your eyes at his blatant ignorance. "look, i'm sorry, why don't you just heat up your food?" he said, watching as your hands reached up to tug at your own hair in frustration.

"god, that's not my point!! my point is why the hell have i become so unimportant to you?! you don't kiss me goodbye in the morning, you don't kiss me when you come home, you never hug me anymore, and it takes a miracle to get you to look at me, you still aren't, look at me for fuck's sake!" you finally shouted at him, noticing the shock in his eyes when you yelled the final sentence.

he finally raised his eyes to look at you, and after the little flicker of shock in them, you could see the flicker of hurt in them as well.

"why are you yelling?" he asked, triggering you further.

"did you not hear what i just said? you're ignoring me, you're spending more and more time with your friends, and your exes than me lewis, how do you think that makes me feel, have you ever stopped to consider that, or do i just mean nothing to you?!" you continued, finally letting every little bit of anger, hurt, rage, and sadness rip out of you. you could feel the tears finally break free, running down the swell of your cheeks, blurring your vision slightly, making you furiously wipe them away.

"god, don't get all emotional, its nothing" he replied, feeling the guilt bloom in his stomach as he did. that did it for you, pushing you past your breaking point.

shaking slightly, you looked up at him, pointing the door with a shaky hand. "get out. get out of my house right, the hell, now" you accentuate every word, teeth nearly gritting together as you spoke, so blinded by rage you could barely talk. "what do you mean, 'get out'?" lewis asked, stunned by your actions.

"i mean get the hell out of my house, out of my life, out of my heart, out of my soul. pick up your things and leave because i can't love you anymore, i just can't!" you yelled, sinking down to your knees.

too shocked to actually argue back, he did just that, picking up his things and walking out the door without a single look back.

still on the floor, you let a sob rip from your throat. he'd gone.

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lewis didn't know what was happening to him. he'd been in relationships before, but none of them had felt like this. none of them had made him feel this warm, this safe, this loved. and it scared him. he was a racer, his life was fast-paced and quick, but when he was with you, time seemed to slow, and his emotions were ten times stronger.

he found himself thinking of you all the time, constantly scrolling through pictures of you on his phone when he was bored in meetings, or smiling half to himself when he replayed the memories of your sweet laugh in his mind on a race week. he carried a tiny bottle of the perfume that you used, spraying it on his pillow when he was away in hotel rooms, to replicate a sense of home.

but why was his sense of home you? why were you constantly on his mind? why were you so breathlessly gorgeous and intoxicating?

he didn't even know what made him push you away. when you leaned in for kisses in public or with his friends, his heart would beat so fast he was sure he was having palpitations. he knew that if he did kiss you, he wouldn't want to break away from your soft, plump lips, that he'd want to stay there forever, so he brushed it off, saying he didn't want paps invading his privacy. when you leaned in for hugs when he was getting ready for work or meetings, he didn't want to wrap his arms around you because he knew he'd never want to actually let go of you. when he'd see you dancing in the kitchen to red eye or riptide or cherry wine, he'd smile and feel that familiar sense of home envelop him, but when you'd want to pull him in, he'd back away because he knew he wouldn't want to leave.

so he distanced himself from you, trying to figure out what was happening to him. he tried to distract himself by hanging out with friends, but even then you were constantly on his mind. so his friends would simply take his phone away from him, hiding it away till he was ready to leave. the alcohol he would consume had him bopping to the beat of the music, not even noticing who was around him.

the night he promised you that he'd be home for dinner, he'd met up with an old friend and a fling, and after dinner, he'd finally figured out what was happening: he was madly in love with you

that was it, he wanted a family with you, to marry you, to wake up with you by his side forever and ever. and that's when he decided to do it.

of course, he didn't get the chance, and it wasn't until he saw how much he had hurt you, how much anger, frustration, and sadness you had kept deep inside your heart. you blew up at him, calling out all his bullshit, and before he could say what he really wanted to say, he said nothing at all.

and before he knew it, you were kicking him out of the house, and that's how he ended up here, alone, on the pavement, just as the wind began to pick up. shaking himself out of the shock he had just experienced, he forced his legs to move, making his way to his own apartment, getting out his telescope, deciding to stargaze to distract himself.

"well, Saturn," he mumbled to himself, "you know a lot about rings," he continued, reaching into his pocket, pulling out a black box, "what should i do about this one?"

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a/n - thank you for reading, i really hope this was what you wanted ✧*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟas always, feedback and comments are always appreciated!!