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ehbeeseedih · 3 years

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Lost a bet - positions

Prompt:

So you lost a bet and posted that you wanted to try out some sex positions and were looking for volunteers. As soon as you were allowed, you were going to go delete it, but then you looked at the replies. Who said they wanted to do each one with you?

How it works:

Go to “Random.org”.

Click on “Lists & More” and then “Lists Randomised”.

Enter the names of 18+ people/characters.

Use the first 10 to find out who volunteered for each one.

PS: This is my first time posting on tumblr so the sizes of things, font and all those kinda things might be a little wacky, but I’ll try to fix it afterwards.

You can check out my other stories at AFF. Now, enjoy reading 10 bad smuts to fulfill your daily bad smuts quota.

Oh yeah nearly forgot, thanks to @existslikepristin for the tag.

Rosé - Missionary

“Everything I need is on the ground.”

The music ends, the ending pose done, everyone claps. Today is the last day of practice before Rosé’s solo debut tomorrow afternoon.

You went to the showers in the dance studio after debriefing. A cold shower does wonders for relieving body ache after intense practice sessions.

As you prepared to leave the studio, you saw Rosé still practicing by herself, wearing the tight short skirt outfit she’s about to perform in tomorrow.

Rosé bent forward as the music reached the chorus, her safety shorts failed to adequately cover up her butt cheeks as they came into your view. Your pants abruptly got tight at the sight.

You desperately try to divert your attention as Rosé caught you staring at her. Instead of calling you out about it, she began twerking harder, letting her plump butt freely bounce in front of you.

“Like what you’re seeing?”

“Yes…..” You shyly replied

“Well I could use some releasing, haven’t had a cock for a while.”

She lowered her skirt and panties in a single stroke, “How you like that?”

“Huh?”

“I mean how would you like to fuck me?”

“Missionary please, I’d like to see your face.”

She lays down on the floor and spreads her legs wide, “Vanilla huh, I like it. I’m already on the ground, what are you waiting for?”

You’ve finally realised the true meaning of “Everything I need is on the ground”. Let’s just hope that both of you won’t be too tired to perform tomorrow.

Doggy - IU

Having a bubbly and needy girlfriend like Jieun can be both a blessing and a curse.

The blessing, a very fulfilling sex life, anytime and anywhere.

The curse, it’s hard to reject her when she wants them but you don’t. Her aegyos and delicate moans were like cheat codes that made you do whatever she told you to.

In the present, you’re faced with two very major problems you had to deal with. On one hand, you had a report and 2 proposal you needed to turn in by tomorrow

On the other hand, you had a needy girlfriend who’s willing to do anything to get you to fuck her.

Jieun had been doing everything she could to get you off work and pay attention to her. She started with strip tease, lap dance, progressing to slowly jerking you off and giving you a messy blowjob.

You had nearly given up, a few moans escaped your mouth, but in the end you were still working, and Jieun was also still working. She released your cock from her mouth and went to the bed.

Immediately, you heard sounds of wet flesh and Jieun’s soft moans.

“Ahhhh, why are you still working? You could be here balls deep in me. Ahhhhh, it would be better if it’s your giant cock inside me instead of my slim finger.”

That nearly tempted you off. Your cock was growing hard again, your hand slowly stroking it along to the beat of Jieun’s moans.

“Look at me!” She shouted. In hindsight, you shouldn’t have looked. The moment you turn your head, there is no going back.

Jieun was on all fours, her fingers in her pussy slowly pumping off.

“Come fuck your little slut. Look at how wet I am for you.”

Magnetized by her pussy, you gave up work and went over and grabbed her hips.

“You nasty little slut, distracting me from doing actual work. Now let me punish you.”

“Oh yeah, punish your little slut. Fill her with your cum and send her to heaven.”

Suffice to say your bosses were not impressed when you said you had to take care of your pet yesterday and couldn’t finish your work.

Cow girl - Jessica

Why are you in a 5 star hotel again? Oh yeah, you were at a family gathering with your wife Jessica.

But why does she look so mad? Did you piss her off doing something stupid again?

“Do you know why I’m mad right now?”

“No……” A ringing slap on your left cheek.

“Please explain why were you fucking my sister during the family gathering?”

Oh yeah, now you remember. Krystal was seducing you during dinner, which ended up with you getting caught by Jessica while cumming inside Krystal in their family house bathroom.

“Well……. Krystal was seducing me, and you did say it’s ok to touch your sister right?” A ringing slap on your right cheek.

“I said only when I’m not available. I was prepared to give you a surprise but you decided to be a bad boy.”

Jessica took off her bathrobe and revealed the red lacy lingerie underneath it.

Red - the ultimate colour of seduction. Jessica certainly knew how to get you fired up. Luckily for you, you too knew how to get her fired up.

Hug her hips, hand on her butt, face in front of her pussy “I’m sorry mommy, I have been a bad boy, please forgive me.”

“Ahhhh” Jessica moaned and pushed you down onto the bed hard. “You’ve been a really bad boy. Now let me ride you.”

“Yes. Please mommy.”

69 - Miyeon

“Hey Miyeon, look at me! I’m sliding down the slide upside down.”

She ignored you.

Miyeon had been acting all weird today. Like she was pretty weird normally but today even more so.

She told you she wanted to do something fun today, and then she brought you out to a playground in the middle of nowhere.

Was she going through nostalgia and wanted to relive her childhood? That doesn’t seem like it. She had been looking around scanning the area ever since you got here. What was she looking for, there’s nothing and no one in the vicinity.

“Hey baby, what are you doing?”

She approaches you with a smirk and grabs your crotch, gently rubbing it.

“Baby, I told you I want to do something fun right. Let’s fuck right here. Nobody is watching.”

“What…….” Before you could speak, Miyeon had unzipped your pants and started sucking your already hard cock.

“Can you at least let me sit upright first?”

“No, 69 is part of the fun. Now shut up and eat my pussy.”

“You’re one kinky girl Miyeon.”

Downward dog - Shuhua

You loved your job as a yoga instructor, and having your classes famous among idols is a huge reason for it.

It started out with Yerin and your extra sessions. Apparently she liked it so much that she introduced Joy to join your extra sessions too.

Since then, idols had been coming so frequently that you’ve had to space out the appointments as your body couldn’t keep up with the number of sessions.

Last week it was Yves and Chuu and this week it will be Shuhua.

“Hi Shuhua, how are you feeling today?”

“Great, just a bit stiff. I’ll need some help with stretching later, maybe your pole can be handy.”

“Alright, do you want to start off slow or go straight to the extra sessions.”

“Be fast please, I’m impatient.”

“Alright then, let’s start off with the downward dog pose. Put your hand on the floor and raise your hips up.”

“Good, looks like you have been following my advice and putting in extra work. Your thighs look very meaty.”

“I’ve been doing a lot of leg work recently.”

“I’ll message your butt and help you relax your muscles.”

“It feels great, please don’t stop.”

“What is this Shuhua, why is there a wet spot in between your thighs?”

“Ahhh, don’t tease me please.”

“Oh no, no panties. You’re a naughty student. Let me punish you.”

“Yes please, use your cock to help me stretch out my thigh pussy.”

Side saddle - Yuju

Some come to the beach for the relieving feeling, some for the tan, some for the sea breeze. But you’re here for the bikinis and tiddies.

Sitting under your beach umbrella, you can usually see a whole beach of beauties enjoying themselves. But not today.

The beach is desolate today, not much to see. Just the occasional family with nothing impressive, not the usual group of eye candies.

The weather is beginning to turn and you prepare to abort. Just as you’re about to leave, you spot a lady sporting a red bikini slowly approaching from afar, heading towards your direction.

As she nears, you observe her fit body, her abs and her beautiful appearance.

“Hey, why are you here at the beach?”

“I came here for a walk. But it seems like the weather today is not cooperative.”

“That’s unfortunate, maybe we can do something together to create some memories and remedy that.”

She scans your body. Instinctively, you flex up your abs.

“Alright, but we do it my way.”

She sits on top of your crotch which starts pumping up with blood. You scan around for one more time to ensure no one is watching.

While you scout, Yuju is busy relieving your cock from your pants and inserting it through her bikini bottom.

She begins bouncing on you slowly. The cold winds contrasted with the interior warmth of her pussy, heightening the experience.

Some come to the beach for the relieving feeling, some for the bikini and tiddies. But you’re here for the fuck.

Throat Swab - Jiho

A rich heiress by the name of Jiho has recently come under your radar. Her mansion was outside of the town and she lives really lowkey.

Made a rough survey of her mansion, it seems relatively lightly guarded given her wealth. No one except her servants went in and out of the mansion, not even Jiho herself had left the mansion throughout the few days.

Clock struck 12, sneaked into the mansion from the back door without anyone noticing

Circling around the mansion, surprised by how empty it is inside given the luxurious exterior. The heiress living inside must be pretty lonely.

Made your way to the master bedroom. Jiho sleeping elegantly in her princess themed bed.

Tied her up on her bed with ropes

Ransacked her mansion, took away many valuables. Heard a loud scream from the master bedroom

With lightning speed, headed to the source of the sound. Found Jiho struggling with her hands tied up

“What are you doing, let me go.”

“Shut up you nasty bi*** “ Placed your palm on her face to quiet her.

Instead of resisting, Jiho surprisingly licked your palm in a circular motion, her eyes telling you of her desire

Stuck your fingers into her mouth and she dutifully sucked it with vigour.

“You’re a needy little slut I see. You’re being kidnapped and yet you’re sucking my fingers”

“It has been a long time since I've seen a man. It’s natural to be needy.”

Released her, knowing she won’t run away. Brought her to the edge of the bed with her head hanging from the bed.

“I still need to keep you quiet, maybe I should stuff your mouth with my cock”

“Please fuck my mouth, please.”

Pearly Gates - Arin

You’ve always thought Arin was the good girl type. The type that would be shy about sex.

However, after a date started off with her sucking you off in the car, feet playing with your cock under the restaurant table, ass grinding on your crotch in an elevator and her hand guiding yours while touching her pussy in the cinema, you threw away all your dumb assumptions.

After a libidinous date, you came home utterly exhausted and immediately fell into your bed.

As you slowly dozed off to dreamland, Arin crashes on top of you, waking you up.

Instinctively you moved your hand to embrace her whilst both of you gradually drifted into slumber.

Your legs suddenly felt numb and a need to move them. Finding your legs trapped under Arin’s legs, the only way to move them was to spread out her legs.

Your legs slowly spreaded Arin’s legs out and you heard a barely audible moan from her.

Arin turned around with a soft smile and raspy voice “You still got juice to try out a new position?” and began grinding her posterior on you to get you in the mood again.

You quickly moved to remove the bottoms for the both of you “What’s this new position you’re talking about?”

“It’s called pearly gates, I learned it from reading a smut challenge.”

She impaled herself on your cock from above as you felt her being more tight in this position

The sex was great, and lucky for you Arin did not eat much for dinner.

Stand and Carry - Minju

“Ha, you suck at Mario Kart.”

“Yeah, yeah, you won. What do you want?”

“Carry me to the ice cream shop.”

“Can’t you walk yourself? You’re heavy, you know.” Despite bickering, you willingly bent down and told Minju to get on your back.

However, she refused and insisted on being carried on the front.

Minju wrapped her legs around your waist and you felt her moist core pushed up against your crotch.

“No panties?”

“Shut up, just go.”

You’re sure she already felt it but your cock was rock hard and bulging out after knowing your girlfriend’s kinky behavior.

As you carried her towards the store, every little movement and vibration of a step caused your clothed bulge to rub against Minju’s bare pussy.

Minju tried her best to hold back her moans but occasionally some slipped out which attracted the attention of people nearby.

Not only do you have to deal with the weird glances from the passersby, but also your internal desire to fuck Minju then and there.

At the last 100 meters, Minju’s soft moans suddenly became a deep groan, her whole body gripped on yours as she orgasms. A gush of fluid wettens your pants on the crotch area.

Just as Minju recovered from her bliss, you spotted an empty alley and headed there.

Making quick work of your pants with Minju still hanging on you, you swiftly inserted your cock into her drenched pussy.

Guess she won’t have a clean skirt to go home with.

Spooning - Taeyeon

*This one is a little long

After watching Aladdin at the cinema, you headed home alone.

Windy, starry night, with roads empty due to the cold weather. You enjoyed this lonely feeling, it was what you’re used to after all. It brought peace to your mind, away from the loneliness in your shack, away from the judging eyes of society.

All was good until a shady looking fella approached from the opposite direction. He was carrying a big gunny bag behind him, panting. It must’ve been heavy.

At first glance, you would’ve assumed him to be a murderer, carrying a fresh corpse behind him.

He approaches you and tells you hastily “Do you want a body pillow? It has a really beautiful lady on it.”

Totally weirded out. “No thanks, I have no use for it.”

“Just take it, bye.” He dumped the bag onto you, the weight of the bag bringing you down to the ground. He’s nowhere to be seen after you stood back up, disappeared into the wind.

Not wanting to be fined for random disposal of garbage, you carried the gunny bag home. The road home was an ascend, filled with potholes and untamed bushes, fitting for the blighted part of town you live in. Those combined with your fat figure made you pant the whole way home.

You carried the gunny bag home and opened the thing inside. Well at least he wasn’t lying when he said it had a beautiful lady on it at least.

Beauty is relative, but the woman on the pillow was undoubtedly a good view for the eye, especially when compared to your face which only your mum could love.

The day was a long one for you. You were prepared to go to bed by then. Instead of throwing it away, you just hugged the body pillow and went to sleep.

Sleeping naked, you wanted to rub the magic lamp before sleeping, but ultimately decided against it. Whilst falling asleep, you subconsciously rubbed the body pillow a few times, its material comfy enough to not become trash.

Suddenly a weird smoke came out from the body pillow followed by a bright glow of light.

You were temporarily blinded but when you regained vision you saw a fine lady in front of you.

“Hi, my name is Taeyeon. I’m genie for you boy. Tell me your wish”

“Damn, I must’ve been way too absorbed in the movie to be dreaming like this.” You thought.

“You’re not dreaming sir, I will fulfill 3 wishes of yours”

Remembering how your life had been a family friendly film without any adult action scenes, more Spongebob than Fifty Shades of Grey, you’re not going to miss the dance to rectify that.

“Well you do look quite hot, it won’t hurt to have a wet dream. I wish to fuck you while hugging you.”

“Your wish is granted, Sir”

Taeyeon slowly removed her clothes, her perky breasts bouncing out of her bra, her removal of panties unveiled her cleanly shaven pussy, all illuminated by moonlight shining on her fair skin.

She snuck into your embrace, which wasn’t the most comfortable position due to your bloated size, but it still worked. Grabbing your adorably sized cock, she impaled herself onto your cock and started moving.

Your sexual awakening felt incredible, Taeyeon’s pussy was tightly squeezing your cock. You couldn’t go very deep, and you felt sad about it.

“I wish for you to praise me.”

“Your wish is granted, Sir”

Taeyeon’s moans went from soft squeaks to loud groans, her movement increasing in pace.

“Yes Sir, you fill me up so good.” Even though you knew she was just fulfilling your wish, you couldn’t help but feel proud of yourself for the first time in your life.

With the encouragement boost, you began to thrust your dormant hips into her, in unison with her thrusting down.

“Sir, why are you growing bigger. Ahhh”

You’re growing bigger, that’s good to know. Your banging grows in strength to the point of moving the bed with you.

Your neighbours would look down on you even more but you didn’t care. For the first time in forever, you’re doing something you like and you won’t let others disturb you.

“Hghhhh, I’m cumming Sir.”

“Me too. AHhhh, let’s cum together.”

Together, something you weren’t particularly familiar with. The orgasm was great, the sex was great, but even better was doing it with someone who enjoyed and appreciated you.

“One more round?”

“Sorry but I’m too tired sir, you fucked me too good.”

“Thanks for saying that but you don’t need to flatter me.”

“No I mean it sir, you’re the best one I’ve had.”

Warmth filled your insides, not only did your first sex didn’t go down the drain, she even praised you for being good. Your vision was becoming blurry, but you’re sure it was sweat flowing from your forehead.

“Alright then, good night Taeyeon.”

“Good night Sir”

As you awaken the next morning, Taeyeon’s morning visuals stunned you. You haven’t had the chance to properly see how she looked but now that you did, she was gorgeous.

At the same time, Taeyeon also woke up from her sleep.

“Last night was incredible Sir. You were so good.” Her compliment made you replay the scene from yesterday. It had been a long time since anyone had said you’re good at anything.

“That reminds me, you have one more wish Sir, please make the most out of it.”

“What will happen to you once I make my last wish? Will you just disappear? Will last night just be another sweet memory that I’ll forever replay in my mind?” Tears were beginning to form as you’re about to go back to the lonely dark self after experiencing how good things could’ve been.

“Unfortunately. Yes Sir.”

An idea suddenly struck you, “What if I wish for you to stay with me forever?”

“Your wish will always be fulfilled Sir.”

“I wish for you to stay with me forever.”

“Your wish is granted, Sir”

With that, another burst of light blinded you and you’re left alone in your room again, back to square one. Why did you think that you could escape this lonely life destined for you?

One day as you’re going back home from another movie, you saw someone carrying a gunny bag.

The scene felt awfully familiar. You approached the person and realised it was a girl this time around.

“Hi, my name is Taeyeon. I’m from the Girls Generation Genie Team. We work to grant the wishes of all lonely kids in the area. Could you help me with this bag of supplies?”

“Yes! Yes!”

Maybe being a lonely kid wasn’t so bad afterall.

A/N: Thanks for reading. Hope you’ve enjoyed it. Feel free to tell me anything wrong or where I still need to improve.

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kanmom51 · 3 years

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Oh My God - (G)I-DLE

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**This post is not about the band or the company they belong to. This is only about this one song.

So, I’ve said in the past that I kind of have a problem with the girl K-pop bands for several reasons (infantilising them, fetishizing them, over sexualizing them, objectifying them etc.).

Saying that, there are a few girl bands that do stand out, that feel more independent, write their own lyrics, feel different than that set mold (which would be truer, I think, with the older generation bands). One of them would be Mamamoo, for instance (they deserve a whole post for themselves, which maybe one day I will write. They are all very special, but Hwasa, she’s on another level. Her bravery, her boldness).

So, with that whole introduction, I came by (G)I-DLE’s Oh My God, and it kind of knocked me off my feet. I didn’t expect that, especially not with my pre-determined ideas of K-pop girl bands (which I admit I am going to start and re-evaluate, especially the newer generation bands, the ones that are given more freedom of expression and creativity).

Knowing the conservative SK society this was a very bold release, so much more so coming from a girl band. There is nothing happy or cutesy about this song. It’s dark, it’s sinful, it’s meaningful and sending a message to those that are willing to listen to it.

[Intro: Minnie] Nothing can pull me away from your embrace I'm not going anywhere Here we go again, I hear the sound of pain Flowing slowly through my veins Oh God [Verse 1: Soyeon] Help me, help me Oh, I don't know how to breathe (Don't know how to breathe), for real Set free, set free This craving is gonna be (Almost gonna be), deadly [Pre-chorus: Yuqi, Miyeon] I know that you're only playin' I hate it so much I love it What would be the repercussions if I let you inside me? It's so dangerous I want it Guess you got me where you want me I don't care that I'm addicted [Chorus: Soyeon, Minnie] Oh my God (Oh, God) She took me to the sky (Sky, sky, sky) Oh my God (Oh, God) She showed me all the stars (Stars, stars, stars)

Verse 2: Soojin] Baby, baby You got me losing my mind tonight (I'm losing my mind) Toxic, toxic I tell my friends that I'm fine, it's a lie (I'm doing real fine) [Verse 3: Soyeon] Oh God, I should stay away But then you will hit me up and I am on my way Can't stop, girl, you make me sick But then you make me wanna stick around I know I got it bad It feels good, yeah, I'll regret it You're detrimental to my health but I ain't never leavin' (Yeah, yeah) I'm probably crazy but I need it, want it, gotta have it You may be poison, but sure as hell taste like honey [Pre-chorus: Miyeon, Yuqi] Losing all my senses when you pull me close I don't know how to let go of this passion So just burn me with your loving I can't control this desire We get close, the flames get higher Nothing can put out this fire [Chorus: Soojin, Minnie] Oh my God (Oh, God) She took me to the sky (Sky, sky, sky) Oh my God (Oh, God) She showed me all the stars (Stars, stars, stars)

[Bridge: Shuhua] Put your hands all over, want your smell on me forever I'm losing my composure, can't nobody do me better Time and time again, I told myself I need to let go Then I fall right back into your arms [Chorus: Soyeon, Soojin] Oh my God (Oh, God) She took me to the sky (Sky, sky, sky) Oh my God (Oh, God) She showed me all the stars (Stars, stars, stars) [Outro: Minnie] Nothing can pull me away from your embrace I'm not going anywhere Here we go again, I hear the sound of pain Flowing slowly through my veins

Whichever way you look at this song, it’s bold and big and loud and brave.

Reading the lyrics there are really no words needed to explain what it’s all about. But if there was some doubt that maybe it isn’t what it looks like, well Soyeon, who wrote the lyrics to the song had to say this when asked about the “she” referred to in the lyrics:

“I believe that all kinds of love are valuable and must be respected. That's why I don't want to limit 'she' to something specific."

I don’t know much about the band or the company they are part of. I have read that one of the members had to leave due to claims of bullying and at the moment there is kind of uncertainty about the band (the company has just notified that they won’t be releasing season greetings this year). I will probably go digging for some more information about them (time allowing), but this song, well to me it feels like one more step forward.

A step forward for girl bands allowing creativity, allowing them to be seen as grown real life women with thoughts and feelings and even lust, god forbid. Allowing them to be heard. Allowing them to voice another kind of love, one that many would say is forbidden. And here they are singing it out loud and proud.

#(G)I-IDLE #(G)I-DLE Oh My God #Song recommendation

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iznsfw · 3 years

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The Limits of Wishes - Rules, Bias List, Etc.

If you came across this post, you are probably interested in reading my works and interacting with me. If my guess was correct, I truly appreciate it! Welcome to the blog, and remember to abide by these rules.

In the meantime, here is my mobile masterlist, and you can leave requests/asks/suggestions/feedback here. Seriously, dump questions and requests all you want. I like them.

Enjoy your stay!

Requests and asks are open.

Rules

18+ only. There will be no underage NSFW content, no underage readers, and/or writers. If that's what you intend to look for here on this blog, you should leave.

No hate in any form is allowed towards me or other writers. You're wasting your time trying to get a reaction out of me because the days when I even give a second of my time to reply are gone. I'll simply delete your ask and move on.

No spam.

What I Write

Genres:

Smut (obviously)

Fluff

Angst (I'm pretty bad at this so I am selective with these requests.)

Groups + Soloists I Write For:

æspa

Karina

Winter

Giselle

Ningning

BILLLIE

Sheon

Tsuki

BLACKPINK

Jennie

Jisoo

Lisa

Rosé

fromis_9

Saerom

Jisun

Hayoung

Girls' Generation

Taeyeon

IVE

Gaeul

IZ*ONE

Eunbi

Sakura

Hyewon

Yena

Chaeyeon

Chaewon

Minju

Nako

Hitomi

Yuri

(G)I-DLE

Shuhua

Miyeon

Kep1er

Yujin

Mashiro

Xiaoting

Chaehyun

Dayeon

LE SSERAFIM

Yunjin

Kazuha

Red Velvet

Irene

Joy

Yeri

Seulgi

stayc

Isa

TWICE

Nayeon

Momo

Sana

Tzuyu

LOONA

Heejin

Hyunjin

Chuu

Olivia Hye

Yeojin

Lightsum

Chowon

WJSN/Cosmic Girls

Yeoreum

woo!ah

Nana

Limitations:

1.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ No underage

This rule is pretty obvious.

I will not write smuts for idols who have just recently turned of age. I will only accept requests for idols who are 18 years old if they have been of age for six months max. However, fluff and angst might be considered for them.

2.‎ ‎ ‎ No over-the-board kinks

Kinks I'm okay with are: daddy/mommy & unnie/oppa kink, breeding, degradation, squirting, power dynamics etc.

I won't be judging you if you are into them, but don't expect that I will write the following: feet, full-on noncon, scat

3.‎ ‎ ‎No beastiality

Requests can be made by clicking on the talk balloon with a plus sign on the right-hand top side of my blog, or you can scroll up and click the last link linked in Introduction. Too lazy? Just click here to do it.

If you are uncomfortable revealing your username, you can toggle the anon function when you leave an ask/request.

Requests are always open but will take a while because I write them whenever I feel like it.

Please be specific with it. Do you want it to be smut, angst, fluff...? Which idol do you want it to be?

Don't spam the same thing over and over. I'll get to it in a while.

I can reject a request if I feel uncomfortable with it or simply do not want to do it. But besides that, I'm pretty open.

Notes & Reminders

I get that many people don't like smut, or fanfiction about real people in general. So if you are one of them, you're free to block me or simply click off my blog. It's that easy, trust me.

Other than that, whoever comes across this blog, I hope you enjoy my writing. It's been a while since I wrote this much so I'm kinda rusty, but with enough feedback and experience I'll probably be good enough to go.

And for the love of God, please do not copy or plagiarize my work. Do not even try to convert it or post it on another website without my explicit permision. It has happened twice already, and I've only written here for a month.

If you want to post it somewhere like Wattpad or AO3, DM me about it. Same method goes for people who want to translate or convert my stories.

Also, the only social media I have for my writing and fanboying are Wattpad (@iznsfw) and this Tumblr blog. I am not active on any other social media, for my writing or personal life. So, if you see my smuts on this or any other platform that aren't under the designated blog name, please report it to me. Similarly, if you see people claiming to be me on any other platform other than Tumblr and Wattpad, please report it to me.

#rules

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panchatea · 2 years

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Enough negativity! Tell me five of your favorite fanfics posted this year that aren’t yours and why you like them!

Lmao you actually sent this twice hahaha I'm sorry I just put it in my inbox cause I'm lazy to link but here it is.

1. Eudaimonia by PlateauWorld - Not much to say how amazing this one cause its so great that @usedpidemo and I made a part 1 and 2 of it. It's so good that it has been one of the long running iconic line in the discord "The Idea of Cho Miyeon". The concept was really unique and amazing, the idea of moving on from an obsessive romantic relationship to showing regrets and grieving. Plateau gotta be the best non-smut writer out there so go check him out in AFF. This is my favorite fic of the year and I wont elaborate more cause everytime I have a chance, I always simp for Plateau and his writing.

2. The Curse of the Spider by @worldsover - Levi gotta be the most unorthodox and technically skilled writer here in tumblr. He's not bound on one style in writing, he's always looking to different way or sometimes he would say "weird" way to write smut. It pains me to say it but he did the Yandere them more justice than me in this one. I usually never do that kind of comparison but that's just goes to show that I really respect his writing and how much I thrive to write these kinds of theme just as amazing as he did on this one. Maybe this is one of those healthy comparisons. Anyways that gotta be the highest compliment I can give right now.

3. The Playgirl by @sinswithpleasure - This is a futa masterpiece and a teen romance masterpiece. I really love how Sins build up character motivation on how would the characters will lead into sex. I really adore how Sins build his world and just by simple conversations and everyday life situations, he was able to write a good falling in love stories with dashes of smut. I really love how he goes into such deep understanding in a woman's mind and how deep he goes in emotion on that one part where Yves and OC visits her granma grave. This series is too wholesome and too good to be just called a smut. This gotta be more than just sex, you gotta read this for the story not cause Sins is great smut writer who write hot smut fics.

4. Delete This.mov by @usedpidemo - This series gotta have the best progression in this year for both the story and the writer. He's very cynical to others complimenting him so Imma use this chance to give him my honest criticism. At first I honestly thought he was great but not any more than special than any other writers(yeah i have those unhealthy judgemental thoughts too Im not gonna be a hypocrite bout it) but as I read more, the more his writing prove me wrong. His writing uses a unique tone and had unique storytelling style. Usually in fanfiction 2nd person reader insert, stories have a certain push that "you" did this and "you" did that, but this series is different. It's like saying you did it but he's compelling you to do it rather than what you did. Instead of push it used a pull, it have this strong grip on you and you'll never escape after reading it. His writing in general have a strong commanding power! And he's so great at using and capitalizing this power. His writing is so scary good so maybe that's why he got so much haters but those haters couldnt just see the beauty of his story. He progressed more than anyone and he improve more than anyone so putting that with his already scary talented writing, you get a really amazing writer. I just do hope that he gains more confidence because he deserve and the every right to be proud of his works. I strongly recommend reading Pi in general and Delete this specially.

5. This is How You Fall In Love by @sorrowedgazed - You all know Im a sucker for angst and fluff, and this got Both! I still cant get over this and the first time I read it, I was sad for like the whole day and everytime I remember it, I almost tear up. I really love how its such a short story but got so much emotional punch. The song, the story, and plot was like a puzzle perfectly put together to break your heart. Sorrowedgaze is a heartbreaker and he will crush your heart with this one. This gotta be my fave Chaewon fic of all time.

That's it! That's my answer thank you! And im sorry for some things I said earlier hehe. Anyways Cha out! Have a good day and drink your tea guys.

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lverclub · 2 years

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LUCKY LOVE ENTERTAINMENT TO ADD TWO GIRLS TO THE LINEUP OF LOVE CLUB

JANUARY 1ST, 2022

on january 1st, love club had made their first public apperance since february 2021, making it almost a full year since love club went on hiatus. love club had posted a trailer on january 1st, including two new girls, who we now know that are xialing and chaein. love club also posted a trailer for both xialing and chaein one hour later of the release of the group trailer.

the group trailer consisted of chaein, jisoo, bomi, joomi, and xialing. cupid’s had noticed the absence of yerin from the trailer as well, leading fans to speculate that yerin had left the group. lucky love entertainment posted a statement regarding the new members after the release of both trailers.

hello, this is lucky love entertainment.

today, two trailers were uploaded on love club youtube channel. there a multiple things have to be address.

first, yerin was not included in the group trailer that was posted this morning. this is due to yerin still deciding if she wants to rejoin love club or not. the company have given all of the girls the decision if they would want to continue as a member of love club, jisoo, bomi and joomi signed the contract once more, while yerin is still deciding. we ask that you all stay patient with yerin while she ponders over her decision, and you respect any decision that yerin makes.

secondly, we are proud to announce that love club is being removed off of hiatus. after much reflecting and time to heal from the exposure accounts, love club is ready to resume activities as a group.

and lastly, we will be announcing the addition of chaein and xialing to the group. chaein and xialing are in no way replacing former members of love club, but rather being a new additon to love club. we hope that you all love and take care of chaein and xialing during their time in love club.

many fans have welcomed xialing and chaein to the group very warmly, but others have voiced how they seem to be replacing eunbi and miyeon. fans have also expressed annoyance with the company due to the fact that they didn’t wait for yerin to make her decision.

+526 , -19 : chaein and xialing are so cute !! im so excited omg, and the girls look so happy to have chaein and xialing :((( here’s to a new beginning!

+427 , -12 : as much as i am excited for chaein and xialing, i’m scared for yerin. what if she decides to leave the group? she’s my bias, it’s hurts to know that she’s unhappy in the group.

+385, -4 : even though lucky love said that xialing and chaein aren’t replacing anyone, it kinda feels like they are. hopefully these girls know how to act.

+276 , -9 : the girls look so happy! it’s been a whole year almost, i’m so excited they decided to come back instead of disbanding!

+114 , -0 : since this is a new era, can we all agree to just have peace? no fan wars, no complaints. lets just have a fun time.

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jeonjk1998 · 4 years

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Fall For You | Jungkook

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Genre: college!au playboy!au bestfriends!au tattoo!au piercing!au fluff!au angst!au

Wordcount: 6006 words

Summary: You and Jungkook has been friends for almost 3 years when you started college since the both of you hangs out in the same group of friends but when you and Jungkook started to hang around each other more often, your friends started to get suspicious about Jungkook having feelings for you and in order to prove that they’re wrong, you kissed him and that’s when he knew that he fucked up

Notes: I’m so sorry that it took so long for me to post the second part 🥺 Anyways, thank you so much for the love and support! Also, here is the BONUS part if you enjoy reading this series 💗💗

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You smile when you felt your boyfriend breathing down against your neck as he holds you from behind. You were helping Jennie and Rosé to arrange the flyers at their fund-raising booth since they needed help from you to hold up the event. Your try to ignore Jungkook when he started to leave small kisses below your ear, making your heart to pound faster. He was talking to some of his friends who were also working at the booth when you felt his fingers went under your shirt as he softly circles his thumb on your skin which you gently nudge him away with your shoulder.

"Jungkook, please." You whine as you turn around to look at him which made him smile and before you know, his has his lips pressed softly against yours.

"Aw, look at you two love birds." You heard Jin teasing you when you saw the rest of the guys head towards your way which made you blush as you lightly bite on your lips and look away, trying not to grin at what he just said.

"Don't be jealous." Jungkook smiles as he wrapped his arms around your waist.

"As if." Taehyung scoffed as he came to grab the flyers while handing them to the guys which made you smile softly.

"Thank god you guys are here!" You then heard Jennie exclaimed which made you turn around to see she was carrying a hand full of flyers as she slams it on the table. You then quickly went up to give her a hand, seeing how stress she is. "God, if it's not because of those stupid curricular marks, I would be shopping right now." Jennie complains, making you smile when your phone light up to a message from Rosè, asking you for help.

"Oh no... Rosie needs my help." You said as you show it to Jennie which made her pouts sadly.

"I guess I'll just ask the guys to help me out, especially Jungkook. I think he could help me attract the crowds." She said at you which made you chuckle.

"We can attract crowds too alright." Jin said as he snatched some of the flyers away from Jennie which made her scoffed.

"Please, he's so much better than all of you, especially you." Jennie said like it's the most obvious thing while pointing at Jimin which made him rolled his eyes like he has gotten used to it. "And I'm not stupid, you guys just want to flirt around with the girls." Jennie said as she faked a smile at both Jin and Jimin.

"At least I'm prettier than you." Jin mumbles which made Jennie scoffed as she glares at him. "Alright fine, you're the prettiest princess in the kingdom, happy?" Jin murmured which Jennie then just rolled her eyes and look away from him. You chuckle at the both of them before grabbing some of the flyers as you head over to look for your boyfriend.

"Hey." You called out for Jungkook when you saw he was in the hallway talking to Taehyung and Hoseok.

"Hey guys." You greeted them as you then turn around to face your boyfriend. "I need a favor." You asked as you wrapped your arms around his shoulders, looking at him which made him furrowed his eyebrows suspiciously.

"Stop looking at me like that." You smile as you wrapped your arm around his shoulders and continue. "I just want to ask if you can stay here and help Jennie cause I have to help Rosie. Just keep an eye on her." You said which he then just nods.

"Cross my heart." He said which you then just smile as you simply place a kiss on his cheeks before he left.

"Oh! There you are!" You then heard Rosè squeaky voice echoing through the hallway which made you turn around to see she was stomping towards you and before you knew it, you were already pulled away by your dear friend as she started complaining about how busy she is.

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You were laying in your bed with Jungkook's arms wrapped around your body as the both of you were watching Netflix together. You then felt your boyfriend place a soft kiss on your head which made you smile as you look up to see him staring at you.

"Can't believe you're mine." He confessed as he gently caressed your face and lean down to kiss you which made you smile when he pulls you up and sat you down on his lap as he deepens the kiss. You then felt his huge hands wrapped around your small waist while he pulls you closer to him. You then rest your hand on his chest for support when he started planting soft kisses on your neck. You couldn't help as a soft moan escaped your lips when you felt his hot breath running down your neck while he softly nibbles your ears. He pulls himself away from you and smiles, leaning his head against yours. "That sounded so cute." He confessed which made you blush as he leans back in to kiss you.

"__! Your Mum's here!" You got startled when you heard your roommate called out for you when he knocks on the door, making you jumped. Jungkook then chuckles at your reaction which made you sigh as you rest your head on his shoulder.

"I hate family reunions." You mumbled as you look up to your boyfriend and pouted. "I just want to stay here with you." You said which made him smile. You knew there is no way you could've get away with this since your Mum is here to pick you up.

"Go you lazy ass." He said which made you chuckle as you pull yourself up from him.

"Please put on a shirt before you go out." You said as you grab your sweater from the bed and put it on.

"I'm sure your Mum won't mind." He smirks as he then grabs his t-shirt to put it on before he follows you out which made you rolled your eyes playfully as a small smile forms across your face. You almost forgot how much your Mum adores Jungkook, along with your Dad as well.

"Wow, these look so nice." Jungkook said as he took the gimbap from the plate and feed it to you before he takes another one from the plate. "You really should open a restaurant, Lisa." Jungkook said which made your Mum smile.

"You're too sweet." She smiles at Jungkook while putting the rest of the food into the fridge.

"Mum, can I not go?" You asked again as you drape your arms around Jungkook's while you rest your head on his shoulder.

"__, we've talked about this. You promise me that you'd go." Your Mum said as she frowns while looking at you which made you pout.

"Don't make that face, it isn't going to get you anywhere." She said which made you sigh as you turn to pout at your boyfriend which made him smile as he simply placed a kiss on the side of your head.

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"Miyeon will only be staying with you for a week, I promise. That stupid girl booked the wrong flight ticket back." Yugyeom, Jungkook's best friend who is also one of his childhood friends complained as soon as Jungkook picked up the phone. "C'mon Guk, you know how much she likes you. It's just for a week. I promised." He heaves out a small sigh as he knew he had to cancel the trip that he had promised to bring you to since his friend needed his help and he couldn't possibly leave his sister alone.

Jungkook practically grew up with both Yugyeom and Miyeon since both of their families are close with each other and he's sure his mum would've called him and ask him to look after her too if Yugyeom didn't call.

"Yeah, I'll pick her up tomorrow. I'll text you later." Jungkook said before he hangs up the phone as he heaves out a sigh.

"What is it?" Jimin asks as he stares at his friend while taking a bite of his toast.

"Yugyeom called, saying Miyeon booked the wrong flight so she will be staying with us for a week since no one's around." Jungkook explains which made Jimin frown.

"So you're saying that she'll be staying with us for a god damn week?" Jimin asks as he stares at Jungkook with one of his eyebrows lifted which Jungkook then simply just nodded in response. "Oh god, I'm going to give Tae a call then." Jimin responded which made Jungkook chuckle lightly as he grabs a glass of water on the counter to drink while trying to figure out a way to talk to you about it.

"Don't worry about Y/N. I'm sure she won't mind." Jimin said when he saw the look on Jungkook's face.

"You know how Miyeon is, she can be a little..." Jungkook tilted his head slightly to the side while trying to explain it to Jimin.

"Mean? Annoying? Spiteful?" Jimin blurted as he took another piece of toast from the countertop and continues. "I can literally hear her right now." Jimin complains which made Jungkook smile as he slightly shakes his head at what his friend just said.

"I'll go to talk to __. See you later." Jungkook said before he stood up and grab his jacket as he heads out of his apartment.

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"Hey love." You startled the moment you saw your boyfriend walking into your room from the mirror while you were fixing your fits. Jungkook then went up to you and sat down on the couch beside the mirror as he looks at you.

"How did you come in?" You frown a little while you were adjusting your earrings in front of the mirror.

"Your Mum let me in." He explains with his eyes fixated on you. "I have something to tell you." Jungkook said which made you turn to look at him while waiting for him to say something. "Come here." He then swiftly grab your wrist as he pulls you down and sits beside him.

"You remember Yugyeom right?" Jungkook asks which you then just nodded since the both of you have met before once. "Well, his sister just came back from Japan and she needs a place to stay for a week so I have to go fetch her tomorrow and her brother called to ask me if-" Jungkook wanted to explain it to you when you interrupted him.

"Tomorrow?" You asked since the both of you were supposed to go on a road trip tomorrow but at the looks of it, the trip would most likely to be canceled. Your heart instantly dropped at the news but you knew if it weren't important he wouldn't have canceled it.

"Guk, it's fine." You said as you held onto his hand. "We'll go next time." You gave him a small smile as you assured him while you softly brush his cheek with your hand.

"I promise I'll make it up to you." He said as he places a kiss on your palm which made you blush.

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"Are you sure you're not coming?" Jungkook asks again as he pressed a soft kiss on top of your head. You simply shake your head while you look at his veiny tattooed arms as you softly traced it with your finger.

"I promise the girls I would meet up with them, they said I spent too much time with you." You said, looking up at your boyfriend which made him smile, intertwining his hand with yours.

"Let's on a date tonight." He blurted out which made you turn around to look at him as a small smile form across your face.

"I'd love that." You responded as you press your lips against his when you heard your phone buzzed. You moved away from Jungkook as you reached out to grab your phone to see your friend has texted you, asking when are you coming.

"I have to go now." You said while getting out of bed to get yourself ready since you were already late. "Pick me up at 8?" You ask before you head into your closet to see Jungkook was putting on his shirt as his arms flex when he slides it back on. God, he keeps getting hotter no matter how many times you look at him.

"Yes ma'am." Jungkook smiles at you as he heads over to you, pulling your chin up closer to him and places a soft kiss on your lips. "I'll see you later." He said and with that, he then heads out from your room as he winks playfully at you, making you chuckle.

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You were at the kitchen talking with Jimin while making coffee when Jungkook wrapped his strong arms around your shoulder, making you jumped.

"What are you guys talking about?" Jungkook asks as he looks at the both of you while sliding his huge hands around your waist.

"Why should we tell you?" Jimin responded while drinking his coffee which made you smile, that's when you saw someone came out from the guest room, yawning which you assume that might be the girl who Jungkook had mentioned to you about. You were about to say hi to her when your eyes fixated on what she was wearing. It was one of Jungkook's favorite t-shirt that you got him a few weeks ago.

"Good morning." She smiles adoringly at your boyfriend as she nibbles her lips nervously. "I hope you don't mind." She said as she stares at Jungkook shyly while looking down at the t-shirt she's wearing as she tugs softly onto it. God, you can't believe this is happening to you right now.

"It's fine." Jungkook said as he gave her a small smile before he turns to face you. "Hey, I have to go change now, the guy's are waiting for me, I'll see you at dinner, okay?" He said as you then just nodded when he placed a kiss on your cheek before heading back into his room.

The girl then took a seat down beside Jimin and looks at you timidly. You then took a quick glance at Jimin, hoping he would say something as you have no idea what to do or what to say.

"Hi, I'm Miyeon." She introduces herself to you with a polite smile before Jimin could even speak up which caught you off guard as you then just simply stare at her.

"O-Oh... I'm __, nice to meet you." You stuttered as you simply responded back at her with a small grin.

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You woke up when you heard noises coming from the kitchen while you were taking a short nap. You just came back from your lecture class around an hour ago but you still have another class to attend so you decided that you'll just head over to your boyfriend's apartment to take a small nap before you head back to school. You were exhausted from staying up so late yesterday night while working on your assignments. You yawned as you stretched your arms before you make your way out to the hallway to look for your boyfriend.

"What are you doing? I thought you went out." You said when you saw Jungkook was chopping the strawberries in the kitchen which made you frown a little as you simply grab some of it to eat.

"Go get your own strawberries, these are mine." Jungkook said as he grabs the bowl away from you when he saw your hands keep reaching out to.

"You know how much I love them." You whine while trying to grab the strawberries back from him which only causes him to grab it further away from you.

"I know baby, but I can't let you finish it." He responded which made you pout as you slowly put your hands away from the bowl. A smile spread across his face when he saw how you were looking at the strawberries. You then watched him head towards the back of the kitchen when he brought out a strawberry cake from the fridge which made you gasped in surprise.

"Is this mine?" You were amazed by how much effort Jungkook has put into the cake when you saw how pretty the decorations look.

"I told you not to eat my strawberries, didn't I." Jungkook chuckles as he softly pinched your cheek which made you grin as you watch your boyfriend place the rest of the strawberries around the cake which made Jungkook smile when he saw how amused you look.

You really have no idea what have you done in your past life to have such a hopeless romantic boyfriend in your life. You don't deserve him at all.

"Hey, what are you guys doing?" You look up to see Miyeon walks into the kitchen as she simply greeted you with a small grin before headed towards Jungkook. "Oh my god, is that strawberry cake?" She exclaimed excitingly as her finger went and scoop a small amount of cream to taste it. You then look at your boyfriend shockingly as you couldn't believe what just happened. You were so mad that you wanted to scream.

"Miyeon, you can't just do that." Jungkook tried to talk to her as she then just shrugged like it was nothing which made you so mad. "I made that cake for-" Miyeon's eyes light up as soon as she heard what Jungkook just said.

"Really? Can you make one for me too?" She interrupted before Jungkook could even continue. She then looks at him with her big doe eyes which made you scoffed in disbelief as you then just stood up and left.

God, you swear the girl has been getting onto your nerves ever since you first met her, and you honestly can't stand her anymore.

You felt tears slowly swarm into your eyes as soon as you head back to Jungkook's room. You then sat down on his bed as you heave out a small sigh. You didn't want to be a bitch about it but you were so mad.

"Hey, I'm coming in." You quickly wiped away your tears when you heard Jungkook softly knocking on the door.

"You okay?" Jungkook came up as he knelt down in front of you, softly caressing your cheeks which you then just nodded. "God, you're cute." He smiles, gently tugging your hair behind as he wipes your remaining tears away before he places a kiss on your forehead.

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"God, I hate her so much. Does she even know that Jungkook's my boyfriend and not hers?" You groaned in frustration when you barged into Jimin's room. You certainly didn't want to be a bitch but you knew how much it meant for Jungkook to help his friends out so you didn't want to talk to him about it.

"Tell me about it." Jimin said while he was scrolling through his phone, laying on his bed. You then grab his phone away when you saw he wasn't paying any attention to you which made him sigh as he then just stares at you. "What?" He asked which made you groaned as you threw his phone back to him and head back out to grab your purse from Jungkook's room.

"Is she on her period or something?" You heard Jimin mumbles as you leave his room when you saw Miyeon walks out from the guest room wearing your dress which made you frown.

"Is that my dress?" You asked as soon as you recognize the red dress that she's wearing which Jungkook has bought for you on your 21st birthday.

"What? No... I bought it from the store yesterday." She explains which made you scoffed since you knew the red dress Jungkook bought for you was a limited edition and there is no way she bought it yesterday.

"You're lying. Take it off." You said which made her frown, looking at you innocently as if you're bullying her.

"No way I'm doing that!" She raised her voice at you which made you sigh as you don't feel like arguing with her.

"Is everything okay?" You then saw Jungkook walks out from his room to check on the both of you when he heard you and Miyeon were arguing outside.

"Your girlfriend accused me of stealing her dress which I promise I didn't!" Miyeon was practically acting like a baby at your boyfriend which made you rolled your eyes. "Jungkookie you have to believe me!" She held onto your boyfriend's arm begging him to believe her.

"Oh my god. This can't be happening. I'm leaving." You said as you then just walk away from them and left before Jungkook could call out to you.

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You didn't know how long but you have been avoiding Jungkook for a while now. Even though you didn't mean to avoid him, you just didn't feel like talking to him. You were being unreasonable and you knew it. It's better for the both of you to take a break from each other. You knew you were going to act out if you ever get to talk to him.

"I'm telling you she's getting on my nerves. She kept flirting with Jungkook in front of me like I don't exist. Can you believe that?" You groaned while complaining about it to the girls.

"You know what? Screw her. Let's beat her up." Jisoo suggested as you then just heaves out a sigh.

"Let's just-" Rosè was about to say something when Jennie nudges her which made her stop.

"Uh..." You then saw Jennie stares at you while she's eyeing behind you, making you frown as you have no idea what she's trying to tell you with Jisoo constantly mouthing Jungkook's name which confuses you even more.

"Jungkook's here." Jennie whispers which made your heart skipped a beat when you hear his name. "I'll see you later." Jennie said as she then just left with the girls.

"Are you still avoiding me?" Jungkook asks as he took a seat down next to you.

"Jungkook, I..." You sigh as you didn't really know what to say to him. Everything between the both of you seems so out of place right now.

"Is it because of Miyeon?" He asks which you didn't feel like answering as it made you felt really bad and guilty about it since you're the one who's being unreasonable right now. "Look, I'll have her move out tomorrow." Jungkook said which made you sigh as you've lost count on the times he's been putting you first before him.

"Guk-" He didn't let you finish before he interrupted you as you can see how hurt he is by the way he looks at you.

"I can't stand one more day not having you talking to me, do you have any idea how much you've put me through? I called you every day, I texted you every day, I even waited at your house for you. I-" You then felt tears swarms in your eyes when you heard what Jungkook has to said as it made you feel like a fool for even trying to avoid him.

"I'm sorry." You apologize to him as you heave out a soft sigh. "I didn't want to get angry at you just because I'm being unreasonable and you have been keeping up with me for so long. I hated myself for that and I hate it when I feel insecure all the time even though I said I trust you and I do but I..." You tried to explain but nothing came out.

"Hey, don't. Don't apologize for that. You're my girlfriend, you can get mad at me as many times as you want. I don't care, I'll make it up to you no matter what it takes, you know that." He said as he caressed your cheeks softly.

"Aren't you tired of me?" You mumble as you couldn't help but to feel bad about it.

"Well, I tried." He said which made you smile.

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You were hanging out with Jungkook and the guys at the parking area across the campus while waiting for Hoseok and Jennie to finish their classes since all of you were going to have dinner together.

You were laying in Jungkook's arms, listening to your friends bickering with each other which made you laugh. You then heard Jungkook's phone rang as he simply takes his phone out to answer.

"Hey pumpkin." You smile when you heard the nickname he gave his sister as you look up to see he was grinning at himself while answering the call. "Yeah, we'll be there, don't worry about it." He said, looking down at you as he places a soft kiss on your head which made you smile. "Okay, I'll see you soon, love you." He said as he hangs up the phone.

"Is everything okay?" You asked, looking up at your boyfriend.

"Yeah, Ryujin called to ask if we were going to her birthday party." He said as he shoves his phone back into his pocket. "Plus my Mum is dying to meet you." He said as he turns you around to face him.

"Don't worry, I know my Mum will love you." Jungkook assured you as he softly caressed your cheeks. You sigh as you started to feel nervous about meeting his parents.

"Okay." You murmured out as you simply nodded your head which made him chuckle.

"God, you're so cute." He said as he pinched your cheeks softly, making you smile.

"You guys do know that some of us are still single right?" Taehyung asked while teasing the both of you which made you blush.

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"This is your house?" You asked when you saw your boyfriend drives his jeep into a huge mansion. You knew Jungkook is rich but you didn't know that he's billionaire rich. He never asks his parents for money, most of the time he would be working as a visual producer for some famous company back in Seoul to earn his living expenses and he even bought the Jeep all by himself.

"You okay love?" Jungkook asked when he saw the look on your face.

"You could've given me a heads up or something." You responded which made him smiles as he turns off his car engine.

"Didn't think you needed." He said as he lifts your chin up, pressing a kiss on your lips which made you pout. He then gets off from his Jeep as he took your bag from the trunk before getting you out.

"Welcome home sir." You turn around and saw two butlers greeted Jungkook as they head towards his Jeep to take the rest of the stuff out from the trunk when one of them came over to ask for your bag.

"I'll just hold on to this." Jungkook says as he gave them a polite smile which they then just simply nodded before heading back to the mansion. You were surprised as you did not expect to see butlers coming out from his house.

"C'mon, I'll show you to my room." Jungkook smiles when he saw your reaction as he simply pressed a kiss on the side of your head before intertwining his hands with yours.

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You were so nervous when you first met Jungkook's family and you ended up making a fool out of yourself. They were all so nice and sweet, especially his Mother and sister, the both of them have been so kind to you ever since you arrived.

"Your girlfriend is really pretty." Ryujin says which made Jungkook smile as he was admiring you from afar while you were on a phone call with your Mum.

"I know, I got lucky." Jungkook said as he then turns to look at his sister as he simply ruffles her hair which made her smile. "C'mon, let's go." He said as he places his arm around her shoulder, pulling her over to you.

You were out in the mall with Jungkook and his sister to pick up some things for her birthday party. You weren't planning on going at first but she insisted you to come along with them since she wanted to spend more time with you.

"Everything okay?" Jungkook asked when he saw you hung up the phone which you then just nodded as he simply places a kiss on the side of your head.

"Yeah, Mum's just calling in to check." You smile as you look at the both of them. "Have you guys pick out anything yet?" You asked as you shove your phone back into your pocket.

"No, have you ever gone shopping with him?" Ryujin rolled her eyes as she pointed at her brother which made you chuckle.

"Fine, since you don't need me here, I'll just go pick up some things for Mum." Jungkook says as he flicks Ryujin's forehead playfully which made you smile when you saw how her eyes flared at him.

"Bye love, I'll see you later." He pulls you closer as he pressed a soft kiss on your lips which made you smile.

"See you, pumpkin." Jungkook winked at his sister as he simply ruffles her hair before he leaves.

"Wow, I've never seen him so smitten before." Ryujin said which made you smile as you could feel the both of your cheeks flush.

"C'mon, let's go find you your dress." You said as you held onto her wrist and head over to the next boutique store with her.

❀ ❀ ❀

"Do you think she'll like it?" You asked while you put the cheesecake that you and Jungkook just bought in the fridge.

"She will, don't worry about it." Jungkook says as he softly runs his fingers through your hair. "My sister literally eats everything she sees." He said which made you chuckle as he then placed a soft kiss at the side of your head.

"How rude." You heard Ryujin when she walks down from the hallway, heading towards the kitchen to get some snacks.

"I don't eat everything I see, you do." Ryujin defended herself as she rolled her eyes at her brother which made you smile.

"Well, I guess maybe we shouldn't have bought you the cheesecake." Ryujin's eyes light up as soon as she heard what Jungkook said.

"You guys bought me cheesecake?" Ryujin gasp in excitement as she rushes over to the fridge to take a look at it which made you smile.

"It's fine if you don't want it." Jungkook teases her which made Ryujin glared at him with the corner of her eyes.

"Screw you." She said as she then took the cake out and take a sniff from it. "Oh my god, it smells so good." Ryujin pouted adoringly at you which made you chuckle. "Can I have a bite?" She asks, ready to dig in.

"You can eat all of them if you want to." You said which made Ryujin squeak excitingly as she grabs a bite to eat.

"Oh my god, this is so good." Ryujin's eyes immediately light up when she took the first bite. "Where did you guys get it? God, I have to get Daddy to try this." Ryujin said as she grabs the whole cake in her hand and heads out from the kitchen.

"See, I told you." Jungkook said as he watches his sister clumsily waddle away with the cheesecake in her hand which made you smile. "Anyways, I was wondering if you want to have dinner with me?" You felt your boyfriend's arm wrapped around your waist as he places a soft kiss behind your head.

"I'd love to, but I promise your sister that I'll help her out with her birthday party tonight." You said which made Jungkook groaned. You chuckle as you simply place a kiss on his cheeks.

"I hope I'm not interrupting anything..." You turn around when you heard a tiny voice echoes across through the kitchen to see Ryujin's friend standing awkwardly in the middle of the hallway which you simply gave her a small smile.

"It's fine." Jungkook said as he greeted her with a warm smile. "Chaeryoung right? Can I get you anything?" Jungkook asks which she then just nodded shyly at him.

"I just came here for some milk." She mumbles softly as Jungkook went to grab a carton of milk out of the fridge for her.

"Thank you." She nodded politely as she grabbed the milk from him and pour it into her glass.

"You're welcome." Jungkook smiles at her which made her blush. You grin, remembering Ryujin told you about how her friends have crushes on her brother ever since high school, it makes you wonder how popular Jungkook is back then.

"Hey, I gotta go meet up with the guys. I'll see you later?" He asks which you then just nodded as he places a kiss on your forehead before grabbing his car keys from the countertop. "Bye Chaeryeong." Jungkook smiles as he bid goodbye to Ryujin's friend before he heads out from the kitchen.

"You guys are really cute together." Chaeryoung mumbles which made you blush.

You've always wondered why Jungkook would choose to be with you when he can literally get any girl he wants.

❀ ❀ ❀

"Thank you for helping me out today." Ryujin said while you were packing your stuff in Jungkook's room when she came in.

"I had fun." You said as you smile sweetly at her when she sat down on Jungkook's bed.

"You know, I never thought my brother would settle down for anyone but I'm glad he did. He was such an ass back in high school. All the girls were so obsessed with him." Ryujin exaggerated as she plopped down on the bed which made you smile.

"I thought so too." Your smile grew wider as you grab your clothes and shove them in Jungkook's duffel bag together along with his stuff.

"Really? So how did it happened? How did he ask you out?" Ryujin asks as she stares at you with her puppy eyes curiously that caught you off guard.

"What are you girls talking about?" You heard Jungkook as he came in with a bouquet of daisies in his hand.

"I got this for you." He said as he places the daisies on his bed, taking you by surprise.

"It's beautiful." You smile as you look at the daisies while picking up the bouquet.

"I'm gonna leave, you two lovebirds enjoy." Ryujin teases you which made you blush as she climbs down from the bed before she leaves.

"You really don't have to get me flowers." You said as as you simply rest your back on your boyfriend's chest while you gaze at the daisies in your hand.

"I love seeing you like this." He said, staring down at you which made your heart flutter. "C'mon, There's something I want to show you." Jungkook said, intertwining his hand with yours as he pulls you to the terrace. "Close your eyes." He said as you look at him confusingly before closing your eyes. That's when you felt something cold rest against your chest. You opened your eyes to see a rose gold necklace placed around your neck perfectly with a beautiful ring on it.

"I know it might be too soon but I can't stop thinking about our future together and when I saw the ring, it made me think about how life would be if we were you know, married and all, and maybe have our own kids." Jungkook smiles at you softly when he confesses to you as it made your heart skipped a beat. "I think I wanna marry you." He said as he softly brushes his hands over your cheeks as he couldn't believe how lucky he is.

"Promise me you'll wear it when you're ready?" He asks as his gaze grew softer while waiting for your answer.

"Promise."

#bts #army #bts jungkook #jungkook #jeon jungkook #jungkookie #bts imagines #jungkook imagines #bts fanfic #jungkook fanfic #bts fluff #jungkook fluff #bts smut #jungkook smut #bts angst #jungkook angst

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lgcmanager · 3 years

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LEGACY PROJECT: FUTURE DREAM S004 PART 1

SCHEDULE TYPE: TRIMESTER SCHEDULE RESTRICTIONS: Cannot be paired with another trimester schedule, unless stated otherwise

( note: rather than having a separate post on lgcmedia summarizing everything, we’ve divided each section to what would be shown to the viewers when that episodes airs! so this is for episodes 1-2, with a synopsis of episodes 3-4. )

THE BEGINNINGS ( EPISODE 1: AIRING OCTOBER 30 )

the first episode starts off with the projects and activities the lgc girls have done since the beginning of this year. from lgc girls japan to lgc girls summer, people get a chance to see all of the activities. after the montage is done, the words “EPISODE ONE” is written at the center and it slowly transitions to the contestants and their first interview with the staff member. each of the interviews are less than five minutes as it gives the audience an idea who is participating in this season.

the episode then moves to a scene with the panel of judges ( KIM HYUNCHEOL, head manager of the trainees; PARK JEONGAN, current CEO; LEE ISEUL, head creative director; and ROE KANGDAE, head manager of LGC CREATIVES ) briefly describing that because it’s been several years since blazing debuted, they hope that the next and upcoming group will be one that can make a name for itself. at the end of the scene, jeongan mentions that in order for that to happen, they need to find the perfect leader suited for the job and iseul responding that they will find that leader.

DORM ARRANGEMENTS

( this is not shown in episode 1 but it’s added in here to help give context for all of the people involved. )

all of the female trainees participating in the fourth season of FUTURE DREAMS received a notification via text message about their participation in the show on OCTOBER 24. each of them are assigned a dorm and asked to pack right away to move into the NEW DORMS the following morning.

DORM A: AHN JAEHWA, BAEK HANNA, GONG HYEJOO, LEE NARI, MIN SOYOUN

DORM B: GEUM DANBI, HAN ALLIE, KOIZUMI TSUKI, KYO MIYEON, LEE MINJI, LEE YEJIN

DORM C: MOON SOMIN, OH EUNHYE, PONGSAK ARINYA, SEO YURA, YAMASHITA ICHIKA

the dorms have 3 bedrooms each, and roommate divisions are up to the trainees. there are cameras filming 24/7 in every rooms except bathrooms. no visits are allowed in the dorms except from other future dreams participants. trainees MUST sleep in their assigned dorm. the dorms are situated in the same area as lgc agency’s but not in the same building. managers will be in charge of transporting trainees everyday.

MISSION 1: LEADERSHIP ( EPISODE 2: AIRING NOVEMBER 6 )

on TUESDAY, OCTOBER 26, all of the girls are taken to the hair salon and then CJ ENM studio. for the past FUTURE DREAMS contestants, the studio room that they entered is quite familiar to them since it’s the same one where seasons 1 and 2 were filmed. but unlike those past seasons, there is a long table placed at the center along with chairs on both sides. the girls are told to sit in any of the unoccupied seats, but what they are unaware of are the possible guests that would join them.

by the time all of the girls are seated, there are four other people who enter the room as well. they are no other than KIM HYUNCHEOL, PARK JEONGAN, LEE ISEUL, and ROE KANGDAE. each of the four individuals occupy the remaining seats with jeongan taking the center seat.

after a brief introduction of who they are and their salutations, jeongan begins the show by speaking first, “we’ve spent the last few days discussing your interviews with one of our staff members. there are some of you who were courageous enough to try the leadership task and after evaluating, we’ve decided that now would be a good time to explain what the latter was all about.” jeongan pauses as the television screen in front of all of them turns on.

“for our plans, we want a leader who we believe encapsulates what we are looking for. through the meeting that we’ve had with some of you, we decided to not only pick potential candidates to be the leader of the upcoming group but to decide on the spot who we think should debut.” he watches everyone else’s reactions to the sudden revelation. some may say it’s too soon to decide who will debut, but what all of them didn’t know was that their plans of creating a girl group started since lgc girls summer was formed. watching the project come to life gave them a chance to see the girls individually and as a whole.

“so the names that we will call out right now are not only the ones we consider the best candidate for the leader role but the ones that will be a part of this lineup.” jeongan states before turning towards hyuncheol to reveal the names. the chosen leaders are listed below:

GEUM DANBI

OH EUNHYE

SEO YURA

YAMASHITA ICHIKA

( important note: for everyone that has done the leadership task, you will be award with +5 POINTS IN SINGING, DANCING, OR RAPPING and +3 NOTORIETY! all of this has been added in the point forms that you’ve submitted earlier, so you can link those forms to your points sheet. )

“congratulations to all of you for impressing us and being a part of the final lineup. but don’t enjoy it too much. this is only the start since the first mission we are about to give relates to the FOUR leaders.” hyuncheol adds as kangdae gets up from his seat and grabs a giant box.

jeongan tells the leaders, “inside those boxes are the names of your fellow peers. one by one, each of you will pick a name from that box and whoever they pick will be in their team.”

kangdae then chimes in as he responded lightheartedly, “let’s hope lady luck is in your favor.” soon after, the leaders begin taking turns picking names out of a box until all of the names have been selected.

“all of you must be wondering what all of this is about and it’s simple. for the leaders, this will be the final test to see which one of you is best suited for the role. as for the other girls, your performance will help determine who will join the four leaders on their way to debuting. so this means that all of you will have to rely on each other to win with the task we are about to present to you. all of the girls are going perform one of the FOUR original songs that were chosen thanks to kangdae and his creative team.” hyuncheol then points back to the television screen behind him as the girls are introduced to the original songs that the girls will be performing.

here is the team arrangement:

GROUP 1 ( EASY ): BAEK HANNA, KYO MIYEON, LEE YEJIN, OH EUNHYE ( LEADER )

GROUP 2 ( SCREAM ): GEUM DANBI ( LEADER ), HAN ALLIE, KOIZUMI TSUKI, MIN SOYOUN

GROUP 3 ( STEREOTYPE ): GONG HYEJOO, LEE NARI, PONGSAK ARINYA, SEO YURA ( LEADER )

GROUP 4 ( GOT THAT BOOM ): AHN JAEHWA, LEE MINJI, MOON SOMIN, YAMASHITA ICHIKA ( LEADER )

line distributions for the groups can be located over HERE for reference.

the panel of judges will tell the girls that the criteria for this task will be based on their talent, teamwork, and most importantly, the public. the public ( as in everyone else in lgc ) will have a chance to vote and all of that information will be mentioned in the CHARTS MISSION post!

the meeting will then conclude with the judges wishing the girls luck and telling them that they can start their training the following day.

BEHIND THE SCENES DETAILS

( this information is placed here mostly for ooc purposes and to help give everyone an idea of the timeline. )

starting from OCTOBER 27 to NOVEMBER 11 all of the girls will be spending their time learning, recording, and practicing their respective songs. on NOVEMBER 12, all of the girls will be filming with a live audience. the girls will not know the results and feedback about those performances until the day after, NOVEMBER 13 ( as for ic wise, that will not be revealed to everyone else until NOVEMBER 27’s episode ).

in terms of episodes, episodes 3 and 4 ( airing NOVEMBER 13 and 20 ) will be mentioned in the next FUTURE DREAMS S4 post but assume that for both of those episodes, it was mostly showing each of the team’s performances and their practices/rehearsals. furthermore, after the NOVEMBER 20 episode, all 4 songs will be released to the public and can be streamed on various music platforms ( and fyi, there will be no music videos for all of the songs )!

REQUIREMENTS

FD S4 INTERVIEW: write a 300+ word solo about your muse’s reaction to everything that has happened in EPISODES 2-4. if you want examples of questions that the interviewer might ask the muse about, here are some (the interviewer would typically ask one or two questions): “how do you feel about your group and song? was there one that you wished you got instead?” (episode 2), “how does it feel to be chosen as one of the leaders?” (episode 2, only for the leaders), “how was it like learning and practicing for the songs? did you encounter any difficulties along the way? (episodes 3-4), “what was one thing you would like to take away from this experience so far?” (episodes 2-4). please note that these interviews are FILMED and that certain quotes from the solos might be used for potential news articles! completing this will reward you +4 POINTS TO DISTRIBUTE ANYWHERE and +4 NOTORIETY. ** since this interview prompt can cover for multiple episodes, you can do this twice as long as it’s for different episodes (so you can do one solo about their reaction to the mission 1 task and then another of the trainee’s experience after performing the songs). **

TEAMWORK: write a 4 replies (minimum 8 lines) thread with a trainee from the same team as yours about anything pertaining to the learning, recording, and practicing of the songs for +8 POINTS TO DISTRIBUTE ANYWHERE and +8 NOTORIETY.

please tag all of the posts and solos related to this event with the hashtag lgc:futuredreams. to validate your skill points and collect your notoriety points, please submit the following form on the points blog before NOVEMBER 13, 11:59PM EST.

TITLE: MUSE NAME ∙ FUTURE DREAMS S4 PART 1

- FD S4 INTERVIEW: +4 ( skill points distribution ) + 4 notoriety [ LINK ]

- TEAMWORK: +8 ( skill points distribution ) + 8 notoriety [ LINK ]

#lgc:q42021 #lgc:event #lgc:futuredreams

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sanctum-of-ramshackle · 2 years

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Life as a form-changing Master of the Mystic Arts

[Synopsis]: Just an Eldritch Master and their gender identities.

[(A/N)]: 🏳️‍🌈Happy Pride Month, everyone!!!🏳️‍🌈 Sorry I didn’t post this sooner. I was trying to create something for this month’s important celebration.

[(A/N #2)]: I hope I didn’t offend others who are part of the LGBT+ Community for this post as my TWST MC OC is both Omnisexual and Gender-fluid. The actual reason why I created this OC is the Disney: Twisted Wonderland game has no specific gender of the MC as it’s not a Otome Game, it’s an adventure type game and it can be played by anyone (Male, Female, Nonbinary, etc). So I thought it would be cool to have an MC/Yuu on this blog who would be someone that represents everybody in the both the TWST community and LGBTQA+ community. No matter who the players are as long as they’re having fun and interacting with their favorite characters without any harm in the way. I hope you readers enjoy this piece of writing and if you want to learn more about Miyeon Choi, here is a link to their bio.

[Monstro Lounge]

Azul: Miyeon, those are quite beautiful accessories you’re wearing.

[Reference Images]

Omnisexual Pin

Gender-fluid

Miyeon: Oh, thanks. I got these pins since it represents of who I am and my sexuality. There’s actually a month celebrating the LGBT+ community back in my world. I appreciate you guys for respecting my well-being as I’m not quite sure there’s a month that is celebrated in Twisted Wonderland.

Azul: Actually there is a month for the celebration here.

[(A/N): Let’s just say Pride Month also exists in Twisted Wonderland. Unless someone tells me otherwise.]

Miyeon: Really? Wait a minute. Are there big corporations that also take advantages of the celebration by promoting their brands as “LGBT+ friendly” for capitalism purposes? It happens back in my world every time.

Azul: Is that so? That’s quite unfortunate.

Miyeon: Azul, if you’re thinking what I’m thinking, it’s like an insult for everyone who actually cares.

Azul: Oh no. I would never commence such disadvantage for only a month. Who do you think I am?

Miyeon: Not a Pride-phobic octo-businessman.

Azul: Exactly. However, I will be promoting a limited special menus dedicated to Pride Month.

Miyeon: Of course.

[Eldritch 101]

Deuce: I see you changed your form again. What are your pronouns this time?

Minjun: He/Him or They/Them. I’m fine with both sets.

Deuce: Oh okay.

[Hours later]

Mi-rae: They/Them now.

Deuce: Oh, got it.

[Savanaclaw]

Random Savanaclaw Student: Why does Leona hang with that professor? She’s nothing but trouble whenever we rough-house.

Jack: *Interrupts the student* They’re going by Mi-rae now and their pronouns are They/Them.

Random Savanaclaw Student: Oh, sorry. I mean they’re nothing but trouble whenever we rough-house.

[Diasomnia]

Miyeon: My male form is based on an idol of my favorite boy group and my androgynous form was an idea from a Norse god who almost destroyed New York back in my world. I’m not proud of what they did at the time but he taught me some tricks to be able to hold up the illusions, fooling bad people. You could say I appreciate their lessons and even taught me to love myself and my identities.

Lilia: That’s lovely, dear. Though are you not sparring with Sebek?

Miyeon: I casted an illusion that he’s a baby crocodile being hunted by a Croc-killer. That should keep his adrenaline going.

Lilia: Oh. Such imagination.

Miyeon: He almost busted my eardrums boasting about how great Malleus is.

[In the background is Sebek screaming and running away from Silver for his life.]

Lilia: Should you lift up the illusion by now?

Miyeon: Five more minutes.

[NRC Campus]

[The Eldritch Master and anyone staying by them were fighting against another Overblot.]

Epel: MI-RAE! WATCH OUT!!!

Minjun: *Thrown off and crashes into the campus fountain* It’s Minjun!

Epel: Sorry!

[Staff Lounge]

Miyeon: So any plans for the weekend?

Crewel: The same as usual. What about your plans?

Miyeon: Attending the Pride Festival some of my students mentioned during class. Every year a family member of mine would come with me to show support and love during that time. Too bad things would be different as I’m stuck here until I find a way back home. *Sighs* I miss them…

Crewel: *Felt a “little” sorry* I’m coming with you.

Miyeon: What?

Crewel: You heard me. I’ll accompany you to the festival since you said a family member always come to show support. Since you view me as an older sibling figure, I count as one.

Miyeon: Aww Crewel…

Trein: You know he would only come to judge everyone’s fashion choices.

Miyeon: I know, but it’s still sweet for my brother figure/colleague.

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mintwithchoco · 3 years

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Here's a little game that I just thought of:

Go to your Instagram feed, scroll down a little bit with your eyes closed. After that, open your eyes and from the very first post that shows up (girls idols only) you will start filling the following spots as you scroll down:

1st: make out and worship her tits

2nd: you give her oral

3rd: she gives you oral

4th: fuck her pussy

5th: fuck her ass

Rules:

1) In case of group pictures or non-idols pictures, you skip that post.

2) It only counts if it's a photo of the idol's face/body (food, sunset and architectural pictures doesn't count).

3) If there's a photo with two idols, the one who posted that is the one that you will count (for example: A Yeji and Minju selfie posted on itzy Instagram will count for Yeji for this game).

4) If it's not clear who posted the photo you'll skip the post (for example: Gowon and Haseul selfie, because it was posted on Loona's Instagram it will not count because you not sure who posted that)

Good luck and have fun!

i swear these are my screenshots, they're just cropped out because of privacy. just wanted to let you guys know that lol

make out and worship her tits - wendy

i give her oral - yeri

she gives me oral - miyeon

fuck her pussy - seulgi

fuck her ass - yeji (idk if a fan account counts but eh whatever)

seems like my fingers have a hots on red velvet lol

thank you for this little game! it was fun :D

#asks #wendy #yeri #miyeon #seulgi #yeji

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sanstropfremir · 3 years

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hi ik this is sorta different from what you usually post about here but im wondering what you think of k/da's 'villain' mv!!

hi!! at first i was like "....wait when did i ever give any indication that i know anything about league....????" but then i remembered that k/da is technically kpop because it has (g)idle members in it and then everything made sense. you're actually very lucky because i literally phoned a friend for help with answering this, since one of my best friends of 15 years is an animator that works in the (semi) big leagues doing mostly 3d animation! i could have probably answered this without him but i wanted an excuse to talk to him (we did literally have a phone call) since i hadn't heard his voice in a while and i really like talking about art with him. we both have slightly differing opinions on the villain mv and on k/da in general, which isn't that surprising if you know us, but i also think it speaks to the success of the ideas behind k/da, i suppose.

first, an intro for anyone who doesn't know what k/da is (because there will definitely be some of you). k/da is a fictitious animated girl group made from four characters from league of legends, that are voiced by two kpop idols (miyeon and soyeon from (g)idle) and two american singers (madison beer and jaira burns). the project was conceived by riot games after having success with a similar project pentakill (basically the same thing but using metal instead of pop/kpop). k/da has handful of songs and three music videos: pop/stars, more, and villain, all of which are completely divorced from any of the lore of the game. honestly you don't even need to know anything about the characters either if you can get past the fact that they yanno, look like video game characters. pop/stars and more are the whole group (there's another champion feature in more) and villain is a concept video/solo song for one member, evelynn.

personally i don't have a lot of opinions on k/da as a whole; i remember when pop/stars dropped and all my friends when bananas (i don't play league and i don't play multiplayer games at all), but i don't really get the appeal of them because i don't think they're doing anything with k/da visually that's intrinsic to being animated (other than the concept itself, but i'm going to come back to this). my friend however, likes the concept a lot and thinks that the animation has more appeal on a broad approach than a traditional kpop mv. i will fault him for this logic because that last girl group he followed was snsd when we were 13, but he does kind of have a point. the animated nature does temper some of the more surrealistic elements of kpop mvs and makes it more 'palatable' to a non-kpop viewing audience, but personally i don't agree with this reasoning and people are just boring. we do both agree that pop/stars is the best of the three mvs, though. it's the most fun and has a few really interesting moments that do utilize the animated medium (mostly akali's parts with the blacklight), and the stylization of the animation itself is fun. more and villain lean more into realism and i don't find that as interesting even if it is more of a technical achievement. the thing about both more and pop/stars though is that despite the concept needing to be animated (because the characters aren't real), a lot of the shots and content within the frame is pretty similar to shots you would see in real life kpop mvs. there is absolutely an extra heightened nature to it because of the medium but honestly? they could be doing a lot crazier shit instead of trying to emulate something that already exists with some extra flair.

i like villain i think the most conceptually because it does make a fuller use of the medium (regardless of the fact that it's not a lot of actual animation and is mostly just really really good texture sims. this is a pendantic point that my friend decided he had to correct me on). a good chunk of the shots hinge on the fact that it is animated, and this kind of atmospheric mv is less common for kpop; they pointedly don't show evelynn's full face at all, which they can do because she has a very recognizable and totally designed silhouette, which is something that you can't achieve in quite the same way with an actual human being. villain's ability to capture the mood of the song is successful because of its lack of emphasis on the main character; something that i find kpop mvs sometimes struggle more with because of the industry emphasis on face (and subsequently the fact that a lot of idols can't act). riot does also get it mostly right with giants, which is from another fictional champion group, which is mostly 2d animated.

#everything ive ever learned about league has been against my will #most of my friends growing up played it and lots of other mmos but i exclusively play single player rpgs #actually idk if i can even say its exclusively single player rpgs because i dont like actual rpgs that much #its mostly single player exploration/narrative based games??? im weird and picky #im also a completionist and it causes problems for me (looks at my 300h logged in witcher 3)#half of my dissertation was actually about video games SURPRISE #i am a multifaceted nerd #akali's talking demon mask is extremely cool and easily the best thing k/da has done imo #k/da #general design questions #do i need a new tag for non-kpop related things? thats a later problem #text #answers #anon who are you what inspired this!! i did not think there would be a crossover!!#i feel like i probably could have had more to say about this but i dont have a lot of opinions on realistc animation #i vastly prefer things that are heavily stylized (surprise surprise)#although i suppose villain counts as being heavily stylized but still #its mostly there for mood and it succeeds at that!

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bts-reveries · 4 years

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waste it on me | part 26

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“They finally get together and now they have to be separated again,” Miyeon says as she watches you and Jungkook walking hand in hand at the airport. You all just landed and your short trip to Jeju was now over. Unfortunately, this meant that your time with Jungkook was over too.

“I know,” Jin responded. “You guys have everything already?” He says, facing the other 3 boys who were leaving with Jungkook.

“Yup, all we have to do now is say goodbye I guess,” Hobi says with a sad smile. Their time in Korea was a little longer than planned, but nonetheless, it was a fun trip with unexpected surprises. They made new lifelong friends. They didn’t think leaving Korea would be so hard.

Jimin pouts, his eyes watering slightly at the thought of being away from his new friends who quickly turned into family.

“Aigoo~” Jin says, pulling Jimin into a big hug. “Even though you can be annoying sometimes, I’m going to miss you,” he laughs. Jimin wraps his arms around his hyung, laughing into his chest.

“You guys better invite us to the wedding,” Hobi says, giving Miyeon a hug.

“Of course I will,” she says, hugging him tightly.

Namjoon looks over at Yoongi who gives him a small nod. He laughs as Namjoon throws an arm over his shoulder, pulling him in for a side hug.

“Ah~ Namjoonah. I’m coming back again for that hard drive,” Yoongi said, tapping Namjoon’s side. Namjoon gives him a closed smile.

“I’ll look harder for it, hyung, don’t come back too soon,” he says sheepishly, knowing he flipped the house around trying to look for that hard drive.

“No come back sooner,” Taehyung says, “maybe hyung would find it right away if he knew you were coming back already.”

“Yeah, just go to LA real quick to grab your things and come back,” Miya pouts.

“Wish it was that easy,” Yoongi laughs. The eight of them exchange their goodbyes and I'll miss yous as you and Jungkook continue to walk farther and farther in silence.

“I know we’re trying to avoid saying it but let’s turn around so I can say goodbye to the rest of the group,” Jungkook says with a small smile. You sigh, but nod, as you two turn around and begin walking back to where the group was standing around.

“You promise to facetime me though right?” You say sadly as you two are walking, your eyes were stuck to the ground.

“Yah~ don’t be sad, I’ll be back sooner than you think. Okay? Stop pouting,” Jungkook says, squishing your face. He giggles, leaning in to give your lips a small kiss. Making you smile.

“There you go, keep smiling and I’ll come back faster,” Jungkook says, smiling back at you. You giggle leaning into his side.

The two of you are closer to the group now and they watch the two of you.

“Ahh~ There’s the love birds. Hurry up Jungkook, say goodbye so we can leave,” Hobi says, walking past the two of you and patting Jungkook’s back as he passes. You frown at Hobi and he laughs.

“I’m kidding Yn.” He walks to you to give you a hug, whispering to you how much he’ll miss you.

Meanwhile, Jungkook walks over to Jin and gives him a hug as well.

“Congrats again hyung, I’ll see you again at the wedding?” Jungkook laughs.

“Yah, I better see you sooner than that,” Jin says, patting the young one’s back.

“Yeah, you have to be here when we’re preparing for the wedding too,” Miyeon says as she hugged Jungkook afterwards. Jungkook says goodbye to Namjoon and Miya next, leaving Taehyung for second to last.

“We’re good now, right?” Jungkook says as he stands in front of Taehyung.

“I guess so. But keep your promise this time. I swear I will come for you if you stop talking to my Yn again,” Taehyung says.

“Correction, she’s MY Yn now??” Jungkook says, making Taehyung laugh.

“Good. Now give me a hug, I can’t believe you’re leaving us for LA for a second time,” Taehyung says, pulling Jungkook into a hug.

“Hopefully the last,” Jungkook whispers. Taehyung gives him a confused look when he pulls away. Jungkook takes a deep breath before facing you and you already had some tears running down your face.

“Aish- I told you to keep smiling didn’t I?” Jungkook says, voice cracking, as he quickly pulls you into a hug. This is what he didn’t want to happen ten years ago when he left for the first time.

The two of you just hugged for a while. Silent tears running down Jungkook’s face as you quietly sobbed into his chest. The rest of the group had already left to give you two some final alone time. The three LA boys went to get food as they waited, while the two older Kim brothers and Miyeon went back to their car. Miya and Taehyung went to eat as they waited for you to finish. Not wanting you to walk back to the car alone.

“You’re making this so much harder for me,” Jungkook laughs as he wipes his face. You sniffle.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t think it would be this hard,” you say, managing to smile up at him. “I bet I look really ugly right now don’t I?” You grimaced. Jungkook laughs, wiping the smudged mascara underneath your eyes.

“No, still pretty. Like always,” he smiles. You laugh, slapping his chest, making him smile bigger.

beep beep

Jungkook looks down and pulls his phone out of his pocket. He tries to not look upset at the text he received so you wouldn’t start crying again.

“I have to get going so I don’t miss my flight,” he says to you. You smile for him even though you didn’t want to leave him at all.

“You should get going then,” you say, stepping back. Jungkook lets out a sad laugh, knowing that you were trying to be brave for him.

“I will. I’ll call you, facetime you, text you whenever I can. I won’t randomly stop talking to you so don’t worry about that, okay? If I randomly stop talking, it’s either I’m asleep or dead, so text one of my hyungs to make sure,” he jokes, trying to make you laugh once more. You do, it makes his heart flutter.

Jungkook leans towards you but hesitates and he gets shy all of a sudden. You notice and you make the move instead, leaning up towards him to give him a kiss.

It was a long kiss. Jungkook felt as if time stopped right when your lips landed on his. Meanwhile, you felt as if your kiss would make him miss his flight. You pulled away and hugged him tightly. Pressing your cheek against his head.

“Get back safely okay?”

“I will.”

“I’ll miss you,” you say.

“I’ll miss you more.” Jungkook pulls away, taking off his jacket quickly.

“What are you--”

“Take this with you,” he says, handing you his jacket. “It won’t be cold in LA as it is here. You need an extra layer.” You smile. It smelled just like him.

“Hold onto it until I get back, okay?”

“Okay, get back quickly so I can give it back to you.”

“I will,” Jungkook says, leaning in for a quick, final kiss.

“Now go, before your hyungs get mad,” you laugh. Jungkook nods, waving at you and walking off.

You continue to wave at him as he’s walking away. He turns around to wave back at you every now and then, but when he turns a corner you drop your hand to your side.

waste it on me

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gashinabts · 4 years

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The Deal

Word: 8.8k

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Summary: Entering your room you immediately lay on your bed sighing with exhaustion, you lift the money and start counting the money. “ 20,40,60,80...what the fuck��” you continue counting the money until it’s to five hundred dollars. “ Here I come, Jungkook.”

Warnings: Mature language

A/N: AHHH I’m soooo sorry I haven’t been posting lately due to this crazy pandemic a lot of unfortunate things have happened to me. I hope you guys like this fic, it took me awhile to plan it and write it, and I’m still disappointed in it :( I wish you all good health and please be careful!! Make sure to always wash your pretty hands!!!

“ Her parents have been married for twenty years but she thinks her mother is having an affair. She still wants to find love like them well...at the moment when they were happy. Her favorite movie is Fight Club because she thinks it makes her have good taste in movies. She doesn’t kiss on the first date because she doesn’t want to seem too easy,” you finish your statement and hold your hand out. “ That would be a hundred dollars.”

Jimin hurriedly reaches from his back pocket and looks for cash in his wallet. He’s about to give you the money but stops himself. “ Is that all? Did Heejin say anything about me?”

“ Well I can’t just randomly say your name in our conversations. You know how long it took me to be her friend and I had to listen to her complain about everything.” Jimin gives you a sad pout and gives you an extra twenty dollars. “ Fine okay. We were playing truth or dare and she said she wouldn’t mind getting on

her knees for someone on the football team…”

“ And…”

“ It was you. Happy now?” You smile once he hands you the money. You smirk while counting the money. “ There’s also one more thing but I don’t think I should tell you.” You sigh and put the rest of the textbooks in your bag

He slides you another twenty dollars, “ Tell me.”

“ She lost her virginity in a small car and she regretted it. It was to some random guy. Well she wants her first boyfriend to think she’s a virgin so it can be special to her. She only told me since we are ‘close friends’. Now it’s your time to woo her or whatever.” You grab the cash and put it in your wallet. You quickly say bye to Jimin and walk out of the library.

You enter the classroom and take your notebook out. “ Hey. Wanna hangout afterschool? My parents aren’t home, we were thinking of throwing a kickback?,” Heejin asks you as she takes her notebook out.

“ Uhh... can’t I’m really busy with homework.” This was the hardest part of doing this ‘job’, trying to get rid of your relationship with them.

Heejin shakes you lightly, “ C’mon you can worry about your homework another time. And guess who’s going to be there?”

You look at the time on your phone wondering when the teacher is going to come. “ Who’s coming?” You fake a smile and twirl your pencil.

“Jimin’s coming. He asked me out on a date so I asked him if he wanted to chill.”

Wow he works fast. Heejin always has alcohol at her place; one drink wouldn’t hurt. “ Okay I’ll go but I can only go for an hour.” The teacher comes and class starts.

You show up to the kickback forty five minutes late. “ Y/N. Nice for you to show up,” Taehyung says while giving you a drink.

Taehyung is someone you rarely talk to, he’s the guy who just casually nods his head at you when you see each other around the hall. He’s also the guy you gave a handjob to.

“ Hey. I had to walk here. Thanks.” He looks out of place wearing oversized sweats and a hoodie. “ Where’s Heejin?” You should at least say hello to her ,stay for a while, and leave. He holds your hand and leads you upstairs to a door that is slightly ajared.

He whispers to you in your ear, “ She’s in there with Jimin.” You look in the small opening and you see her on his lap making out. So much for not kissing on the first date you think to yourself.

“ Is she drunk?” You whisper back to Taehyung.

“Most likely she had like five shots and a beer.” He opens the door slightly more, “ Aren’t you going to help your friend?”

Oh yeah she’s your friend. You opened the door more and walked into her bedroom. “ Heejin! I’m here!,” you smile at her as she turns her head at an angle to see you. Heejin smiles brightly and gets off of Jimin, and hugs you tightly.

“ You're here! I thought you weren’t going to come.” She pouts while holding your hands. Jimin coughs lightly and stands up from the bed. “ Oh this is Jimin. I don’t know if you guys like properly know each other.”

You know Jimin quite alright, you probably know him more than she does. He’s the guy who paid over hundred dollars to get to know her more. Know her more than any instagram post. “ Hey, you're the guy that throws the football across the field and hopes that someone catches it. I’m Y/N,” you smile at him

Jimin laughs and smiles brightly at you. You got to admit he’s an attractive guy and he’s stacked with money. Jimin and Heejin will make a good couple, they are both the same. “ Yeah that’s me. Nice meeting you.” He grabs his cup from the desk and looks into it, “I should get a refill. Anyone want more?”

Heejin is about to say something but someone interrupts her. “ No, I think they are good.” You turn to see Taehyung still waiting by the door. Jimin lets out a small okay and walks out kissing Heejin on the cheek. “ Alright, I should get home. It was nice seeing you Y/N. Thanks for the party Heejin.” With that said Taehyung leaves.

“ Are you and Taehyung something?” Heejin giggles at her own question.

“ No way. He was just talking to me.”

You ended up staying the whole time and helping Heejin clean up. Heejin knocks out the moment she lays on her bed. It’s really late, you should get home. You're about to lock Heejin’s front door until a girl yells to stop. You’ve seen her around campus. She's really pretty but you don’t know her name.

“ Hey I left my wallet in the house, I’ll be quick.” She goes into the living room and grabs her wallet. “ Hey, your Y/N, right?” You are surprised she knows your name, she’s way too popular, more popular than Heejin.

“ Yeah. That’s me...,” you say to her while walking away from Heejin’s house. “ And you are?”

She gives you a flash of surprise, “ Chaeyoung. Do you need a ride?” Chaeyoung points at her shiny black jeep.

“ Yeah, that would be great,” you smile at her. She is pretty and nice, huh.

When you enter her car it has the lingering smell of a new car. The dashboard was nice and shiny. You told her where you lived, looking outside the window you hum a familiar tune on the radio.

Chaeyoung asked softly while looking at the road,“ So Y/N how’s business these days?”

You froze at her question only a selective amount of people know about your so called business. If everyone knew of you what you do, then there would be no point in this business. You only had a few clients at school and mostly were rich boys wanting information on girls so they can date or hook up. Yeah, it sounds sleazy but it’s going to help pay for college.

“ Don’t freak out on me Y/N. It’s just a simple question,” she laughs while she looks at you at a frozen state. “ It was Hoseok who told me. I couldn’t believe that Hoseok managed to have sex with Miyeon. I know Miyeon, she’s sweet, pure, saving herself for marriage. And I asked myself how’d did Hoseok, a guy who likes to have sex with a new girl every month, have sex with her. I forced an answer out of him.”

That asshole can’t keep his mouth shut. What are you gonna do now, maybe you could try to lie and find a way to get out of this situation. You need this job.

“ I-,” you start to say.

“ I gotta admit it was pretty incredible that you managed to do that,” she lets out a whistle. “ Don’t worry Y/N, I won’t tell anyone.”

You felt a rush of a relief, “ Okay thanks.” You wipe your sweat from your hands and take out a piece of gum from your purse. You gave her a piece, she laughs while putting it in her mouth.

“ Since you're so good at your job, can I be your client,” she asked, tapping her light pink polish nails against the steering wheel.

This was the first time a girl asked you she wanted information on someone. “ It cost money,” you advise her.

“ I know a good amount of money, and I have a good amount of money,” she smiles and turns left. “ I need information about Jungkook.”

There’s no way you can do this job. First he’s a male and the chances of me trying to become him his friend would be impossible. Second he’s way too popular, he has his own group of friends that wouldn’t allow me to talk to him. Third, he's rich and powerful if he finds out that you did this to him, you don’t even know what will happen to you. Let’s try to veer her away from this person. You laugh cooly, “ Trust me you don’t need my help. You have a pretty smile, nice legs, and a new car. Plus, I see you are already close to Jungkook. You guys sit together at lunch with his other friends.”

Chaeyoung doesn’t say anything for the next few minutes and you think that she forgot about this subject but unfortunately she doesn’t. “ You know I have been Jungkook’s friend...or whatever he claims I am for like three years?,” she asked you. You hum for her to continue on. “...I want to be his girlfriend, something official. He’s very hot and rich, and his father has his own law firm and his mother is head surgeon of that new hospital. I think we will look good together...no I know we will look good together.” Chaeyoung parks her car in front of your house. “ I know I’m all those things you described me as but the problem is...I can’t seem to get to really know him. You know after we have sex he takes a shower and he just leaves. No pillow talks and even when I try to talk to him he puts up a wall, a fucking wall I can’t get over. So that’s when you come in Y/N, you do the impossible, and I need you to do this for me.”

“ I understand but—”

Chaeyoung interrupts before you can finish,“ I’ll pay you whatever you want. Does five thousand sound okay?” This girl is really desperate and really rich.

“ Okay, it sounds like a deal,” you stick your hand out and shake her hand. You can’t believe you are taking this deal, wow money does change a person's mind.

You are about to leave until her hand gently grabs your elbow. “ Here, consider it a deposit.” Chaeyoung gives you some cash. You bid your goodbyes and enter your house.

Entering your room you immediately lay on your bed sighing with exhaustion, you lift the money and start counting the money. “ 20,40,60,80...what the fuck…” you continue counting the money until it’s to five hundred dollars.

“ Here I come, Jungkook.”

“ Wait we really did make out! I’m so stupid you think I would have known the first time I did this,” Heejin says while placing her head in disappointment.

“ Wait, you were drunk when you lost your virginity?,” you asked. Stop pretending you care Y/N, she’s not your friend, you were paid to be her friend.

Heejin gives a sad glance and nods her head. You place your hands on her back rubbing it soothingly. “ Hey, it’s okay. If you ever want to talk about it, I’m all ears,” you smile at her and she smiles back.

“ Thank you, Y/N. I never had a good friend like you.” You roll your eyes jokingly, trying not to take the compliment to heart. “ Y/N, I really mean it. I gotta go to Calculus, see you later!”

You enter your Chemistry classroom sitting down on your assigned seat.

“ Okay settle down class. You know what today is? It’s lab day.”

You look to your left to see that your partner isn’t here. What was his name? Jinwoo no it wasn’t that...Jinhwan—“Y/N, Sangchul transferred to another school, go find another partner,” the teacher said loudly.

Looking around you see another student with an empty seat next to him. You stood in front of him and was shocked to see him. Jungkook. How convenient for you. You never knew he was in your class. “ Can I be your partner?,” you ask him. There was no one beside him so you naturally assumed he'd say yes.

“ I have a partner already,” Jungkook says it curtly. His eyes briefly make eye contact with yours and then he looks back at the textbook.

“ My bad I didn’t see him sitting right next to you, oh wait he’s not,” you sarcastically speak. You didn’t mean for it to come out like that he was being rude first. Jungkook looks at you and rolls his eyes. Fuck, he can’t hate you, you have to get close to him. “ Sorry I didn’t mean to sound like that. But can I please be your partner. It's only for this lab day. I may be shit at chemistry but I’m good at helping…,” you timidly smile. Jungkook ignores you and you are about to leave until he sighs loudly.

“ Fine. You can be my partner,” he pushes the chair out beside him. You silently cheer in your head. Jungkook is different from all the other people you work with. He’s harder to approach almost not welcoming than the others. Placing your things beside you, you stay at a safe distance from him. The teacher hands Jungkook the lab assignment instructions and he reads it for about three minutes, then hands it to you.

You briefly scan it and look at him, only to see his side profile, and he’s writing things in his lab notebook. You don’t want to bother him since you don’t want to get on his bad side. Occasionally Jungkook would make comments related to the lab and you would quickly jot them down on your own notebook. “ Sorry, I wasn’t much help,” you tell Jungkook.

“ It’s fine,” he says and reaches for the lab assignment paper by your hands. You give it to him and he quickly says thanks, handing it to the teacher.

He takes your lab notebook along with his and turns it to the front desk. You quickly slip your history notebook in his backpack before he comes back. “ See you later,” you leave with your belongings.

Chaeyoung is smoking in the school parking, leaning against her car. “ How’d it go?,” she asked once you got closer to her.

She offers you a cigarette and you shake your head no, “ Great, Jungkook said five sentences to me,” you kick a rock that was by you.

You look at her blow out the smoke in a different direction and she laughs, “ Sounds like him. At least he said something, when we first met he was silent the whole time.” She throws the cigarette on the floor and steps on it, “ We had sex this morning.”

“ Okay…” you say awkwardly. You didn’t need to know that but okay.

“ He’s being more distant than usual. I don’t mean to rush you but I’m running out of time here.” Chaeyoung grabs the mirror from her purse and reapplies her lipstick.

How the hell are you going to make him get closer to you? Jungkook is a difficult person to talk to and now Chaeyoung is rushing you. “ Okay, I’ll work faster.”

She smiles, “ Good.”

You walk back to the cafeteria and look around for Jungkook, he’s sitting down with the rest of his friends and he’s laughing. You walk closer to the table and Jimin is the first person to greet you. “ Y/N! How’s it going?,” he swings his arm over your shoulder. Jungkook looks towards you and is surprised to see you.

“ I’m doing good, Heejin told me you looked cute today,” you come up with an excuse. Jimin blushes and scratches his head. “ By the way is it cool for us to join you guys for lunch?,” you ask curiously.

“ Yeah join us!,” he exclaimed excitedly.

Heejin is talking to one of her other friends and you interrupt them “ Hey Heejin, Jimin invited us to eat with them.” She looks at you in shock and flushes when you drag her to the table.

Jimin invites her to sit with him, you stand along the table searching where you should sit. “ You can sit here,” one of Jungkook’s friends said. You sit between Jungkook and his friend. “ What’s your name?”

“ Y/N. And yours?,” you ask politely. You feel your thighs brushing up against Jungkooks and you scoot closer to his friend.

“ Namjoon. I think you are in my AP Physics class, you beat me with the highest mark on the test,” he jokingly states.

“ Oh, that’s you! You were always a point ahead of me so I finally decided to study a little bit. Wow, it feels good to see the person I beat,” you smile. Jungkook looks invested in the conversation but doesn’t say anything.

Namjoon barks a laugh, his dimples fully on display, “ A little bit? I’m impressed, you gotta show me your ways,” he nudges his elbow against you.

“ How do you suck at chemistry but not in AP physics?,” Jungkook asked you and you turned to look at him. “—Sorry it doesn’t make sense to me, physics is way harder than chemistry.”

Finally he decides to talk to you, baby steps Y/N. “ My dad is a Physics professor,” you tell both of them. Both of their eyes widen and you laugh, “ I’m kidding. I’m not sure why I’m really good at physics. What are you good at Jungkook? You look like you're good at Literature.”

Namjoon intervens, “ He’s good at everything.” Jungkook subtly rolls his eyes but Namjoon doesn’t see it, only you.

“ Oh is that so. Must be sad to be good at everything,” you say indirectly to Jungkook.

“ How so?,” Namjoon asked, pushing his glasses up. “ Being good at everything means you can accomplish anything.”

You think thoughtfully, “ People will always have this high standard of you though. If you don’t meet their expectation won’t you be useless since you are supposedly good at everything? Even if you could accomplish anything would you be accomplishing things that you want? I wouldn’t want to be perceived as someone who is good at everything, they must be really lonely.”

You look back at Jungkook and he stares at you for a long time. “ Excuse me, I need to use the restroom.” He leaves quickly and says goodbye to the rest of his friends.

“ Wow, he’s in a rush. So Y/N about that upcoming physics test…” Namjoon scoots closer to you.

You lay your head against the table in the library listening to your music and softly hum. A blue notebook comes into your view when it’s placed on the table. You sit up and see Jungkook standing by the table, you take your earphones off, “ I found your history notebook in my backpack, I don’t know how it got there,” he gives a skeptical look.

“ I’m not sure either, thanks anyways,” you lay your head back down. Jungkook looks at you closely and you laugh, “ Need company?”

He shakes his head and is about to leave but then turns back and sits right next to you, “ What’s wrong with you?”

“ Nothing just tired. I feel like I’m always tired, I don't know of what,” you continue to lay your head.

He taps his finger against the table lightly, “ It sounds like you're depressed.”

“ Probably.” Your fingers go beside his and lightly tap with his. “ Are you good at everything Jungkook?,” his fingers stop tapping.

“ Why do you care?,” Jungkook said defensively.

“ I don’t care,” you bring your hand closer to you. Any minute he’s going to give you a tragic story but then again he’s not like the others. Jungkook is cautious of you and he should have every right to be. “ What’s your favorite color?” You switch the conversation to ease the tension between you two.

“ Black,” he says quietly. You ask him why as you close your eyes. “ Black is simple, it’s not complicated. There’s no light or dark black. It’s just black.” You hum an okay and smile when he asks you what’s your favorite color.

“ Today it’s blue. I don’t have a favorite color because it always changes when different people ask me,” you sit up and look at him. “ I have to go, it takes forever for me to walk home. It was nice talking to you Jungkook.”

You start sitting next to Jungkook more often and Chaeyoung watches from the side. It goes on for weeks and your surprise that he hasn’t pushed you away. He talks to you in short sentences, never anything deep. You both are in the library individually listening to your own music. Your head is once again against the table, you feel Jungkook tap you on the back, you take your earphones out as a sign that you are listening. “ Y/N, what’s the thing that you are most afraid of?”

Why should you tell him? Jungkook is like every other person, someone you pretend to be friends with. He shouldn’t know anything about you but you tell him anyways. “ Getting old. Seeing yourself get old and people dying around you, wondering when your time is up. What about you Jungkook?”

“ You know the first time you hangout with us at lunch, that scared me the most. I like how closed off my friend group is, it scares me when new people come into my life. I don’t know what they want...I don’t know what I’m saying,” he sighs and lays his head next to you. Both of you stare at each other and his eyes are shining, you hate how hopeful it looks so you close your eyes.

“ You fear me?,” you ask softly.

“ No,” he clarifies.

It is silent for a while and he finally speaks “ I was in middle school when my dad introduced me to one of his interns at his work. Areum, that was her name, she just got out of law school. She was nice and pretty...I saw them having sex in my dad’s office. I hated her so much I slashed her tires and broke her mirrors.” You open your eyes and his eyes are closed. “ My mom knows that my dad has affairs, she just lets it happen.”

He must be lonely at his house. “ What’s your favorite food?,” you ask Jungkook.

“ Pork belly. Yours?,” he smiles for the first time at you.

“ Today it is kimchi fried rice.”

He sighs, “ Why do you always do that Y/N?”

“ Do what?”

“ Tell me things that other people want to hear. You did it with the ‘what’s your favorite color question too’. I really want to know what you like and hate,” Jungkook says softly.

You flush a little, never ever having to tell what you want or what you like. “ I like Sundubu-jjigae. My Dad used to make it for me when I was younger,” you smile to yourself.

Jungkook chuckles, “ When you were younger, you make it sound like you're in your mid thirties. Why doesn’t he make it for you anymore?” He is disappointed to see your smile disappear when he asks this question.

“ He’s busy,” you want to tell Jungkook all your troubles but you swallow them. “ Wake me up in 15 minutes,” you close your eyes and rest on the hard table.

Chaeyoung invites you to her party and you really don’t want to go but you have to. Once you enter the party you go straight to the alcohol, taking two shots before looking for Chaeyoung. She’s smoking outside and standing beside her, she offers you a hit and you take it.

“ How’s it going with him?” she immediately asked.

You blow the smoke away from her, “Good I guess, he’s gotten closer to me.” You hand the blunt back to her.

“ I can tell. Anything important he said?”

There’s always a small part of you that feels guilty when you have to tell the clients shared secrets. “ His dad is having an affair with his interns. He hates that his mom doesn’t say anything. He’s sad that he can never love or be loved.”

“ Hm, good work. Do you think he’ll ever love me?” Chaeyoung gives a new blunt and you take it.

No Jungkook will never love Chaeyoung. “ Yes. Just give him time.”

“ Okay.” She smiles bashfully to herself. “ Keep up with the good work.” And with that she leaves you. You look at the blunt in your hands and put it in your pocket.

You walk around her house looking at her pictures that are against the wall. She looks like the only child, the house looks big and pristine despite all the people here, she must be spoiled. You go upstairs to use the bathroom and then you stay there for thirty minutes watching videos on your phone. You get a text from Namjoon to see if you were at the party, you tell him yes and go downstairs. “ Hey Y/N! Studied hard for the test tomorrow?”

“ Of course not, I’m here partying,” you smile at him giving him a drink. Namjoon laughs and goes to the dance floor.

“Hey Y/N.” Jungkook says.

“ What’s up. Wanna get high?” You take the blunt and wave it in front of his face.

He laughs and smiles at you, nodding his head yes. Jungkook leads you to a bedroom and you assume it’s Chaeyoung because there's pictures of her and her friends. You go towards her window and open, you feel a cold breeze and you shiver. “ Here,” he pulls his hoodie off and hands it to you.

“ Uh, Thanks,” you put over you and immediately feel warmth. It smells like him. You don’t know how to describe it but it’s nice. You light up the joint and inhale the smoke letting it consume your lungs. Jungkook takes the joint and does the same. He blows it out and sighs in content.

“ This is some good shit. Who did you get this from?,” Jungkook sits down on the bed.

“ Your girlfriend. The tall pretty girl who always wears red lipsticks,” you laugh and lay on the bed with your joint close by. He doesn’t say anything and you pass the joint to him. It goes on like this for a while just passing it back and forward until there wasn’t nothing left. You throw the butt in the trashcan by the bed. Jungkook lays beside you looking at the ceiling and chuckles.

“ She’s not my girlfriend. Just someone who’s using me,” he turns sideways to look at you. “ But it’s okay I’m using her too,” he says softly.

The weed makes you feel light and you are not functioning straight. And for that reason the words that came out his mouth made you laugh. They are all using each other including you. Jungkook gives you weird stares but smiles anyways asking you what’s funny. “ Nothing I’m just really fucking high and I haven’t been high in a long time,” you try to wipe the tears in your eyes but you feel his hands wiping them away. His fingers brush against your cheek and he is staring into your eyes. If this was a romantic novel both you guys would've kissed but it’s not. The warmth of his hand is gone and it feels cold, you don’t deserve to feel his warmth. “ If you don’t mind me asking how are you guys using each other?”

Jungkook sighs, “ Chaeyoung only wants me because I come from a rich family. I would be like a prize or something to her. I only use her for sex. Just meaningless sex,” he looks at you to see if your expression has changed but it didn’t. If Jungkook can see it so easily then why doesn’t Chaeyoung see it. “ Have you ever used anyone Y/N?”

“ You,” you say mindlessly. What if you told him the truth would Jungkook still want to be your friend? He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. “ Yeah, when I asked to be your partner in chemistry.” Jungkook laughs at your statement and scoots closer to you.

“You’re so pretty,” he lets out under his breath.

Your heart skips a beat but you shouldn’t feel this way. “ And you are high.” You laugh while pushing his chest a little. Your hands feel his toned chest blushing you pull your hands away.

“ I am but you are still pretty. I thought you were pretty the first time I saw you. Also a little bit mean,” he smiles thoughtfully. His hand reaches to the fallen strands of your hair pushing it back from your face.

“ Of course you would remember being mean,” you roll your eyes.

“ Yeah you made a bad impression. It’s okay I like you.” He continues to make eye contact to see your reaction.

Fuck Jungkook likes you. Why does he have to make it so much harder than it already is? And why do you feel happiness when he confesses to you? “Why do you like me?”

“ You understand me. I could talk to you about anything and you just know how I feel.”

“Jungkook I—”

“It’s okay you don’t need to say anything,” he pinches your cheek and laughs. “God I’m so hungry we—”

“Jungkook can you kiss me?” You bite your bottom lip nervously and play with the string of his hoodie.

He doesn't say anything but leans closer, “ Are you sure?” Nodding your head and closing your eyes, you hope that this kiss doesn’t affect you in any way. His lips kiss you carefully while his hand holds your cheek. It feels nice, it’s not like that kind of kiss that makes you feel like you're in heaven or that you find the answer to every unsolvable question. But it feels like you can kiss him and you won’t have to worry about anything.

He pulls back with hazy eyes and a smile, you pull him back for a second kiss. His tongue traces your bottom lip asking for permission to enter, and you grant him. The position is uncomfortable since you are both laying on the side so he hovers over while you keep kissing him. His lips leave yours and you whine a little, and he laughs but continues his kisses to your neck. The feeling of lips on your neck makes you feel warm all over your body. He bites your skin on a sensitive part of your neck and you gasp.

“ Jungkook…” You sighed. He groans and you place your hands on his hair, tugging it lightly so he can return to your lips. One of his hands goes to rest between his hoodie you’re wearing and your shirt, caressing your stomach. The kisses become more desperate and you start to feel his hard member against your core.

He pulls back from the kiss and looks at you with a fond smile,“ Y/N, I like you a lot. I haven’t felt this way with anyone before.” He rests his head against your neck, laying completely on you.

Laughing you play with his hair, “ You’re heavy!”

“ Just let me stay here for a while,” he muffles against your neck. You turn your head to the side and see the picture of Chaeyoung and her friends. Fuck what are you doing Y/N.

You are walking to your Literature class and feel someone pull you into a classroom. It’s the art classroom where students normally work on pieces and leave them there to be secured. Taehyung locks the door and stares at you with a deadly glare, crossing your arms. “ What the hell are you doing Y/N?”

“ What the hell am I doing? What the hell are you doing?” You try to leave but he steps in front of the door. “ Move, Taehyung.”

“ What are you planning to do with Jungkook?”

You scoff and look around the room, “ Nothing.” You weren’t surprised that Taehyung knew what was going on, he was always suspicious of you even with Jimin.

“ Y/N, don’t fucking play dumb. You especially don’t want to fuck with me,” he says sternly.

“ Why does this concern you?”

“ Because Jungkook is my friend! I don’t want him to get hurt because of this stupid game you like to play.”

You laugh bitterly, “ A game? You think this is a game?”

“ Well I’ve seen the shit you do Y/N, you’ve done with Hoseok and Jimin. And now Jungkook. Just to have fun playing with people’s feelings. Stay the hell away from him,” he turns his back from you.

“ Wait up asshole,” you grab his wrist so he can look at you. “ You don’t have the right to talk to me like that. You think I do this for fun? Huh, you think I like fucking do this. Not everyone is as privileged as you,” you rant and there’s angry tears starting to fall out.

Taehyung’s face shows nothing but confusion, “ Y/N...why are you crying?”

You wipe the tears away, “ I don’t like it Taehyung. I really don’t. I just need the money for college.” You push him to the side so you can exit the classroom but he stops you.

“ Y/N, I can help you. My dad knows people that can give you high paying job-”

“ Stop, I don’t want your pity.”

“ Shut up and listen to me,” he says and you give him a glare. “ Sorry, but I just don’t want you to do this anymore Y/N. I can tell it’s hurting you. Please stop this and tell Jungkook the truth.”

The library is empty and it’s just the two of you silently working on school work. “ Want to play Xbox at my house?” You stop typing your essay when Jungkook asks you this.

Sighing you close the laptop, “Yeah, I’m beat with this essay.” He helps you pack up your stuff and leads you to his car. It’s your first time in his car and it suits him. As he continues driving to his home you pass through multiple affluent neighborhoods. Finally when you arrive at his place your eyes widen. It's bigger than Chaeyoung and it’s front lawn looks so green and spacious.

After silently gawking at the inside of his house he leads you to his room. You immediately are fond of the scent and the pictures of the room. A picture frame is placed on his desk, grabbing it you smile. “ That’s me and Taehyung. When we were younger.”

“Kim Taehyung?”

“ Yeah we are great friends, he doesn’t hangout with us during lunch since he is busy finishing touches on his art portfolio for college,” he says while setting the Xbox on. “ You two know each other?,” he looks back at you with a curious gaze.

“ Not really. We had art history together ,” you casually say while you sit on his bed.

Few hours passed and your multiple losses with his video games had made you upset but it was fun. You never had this much fun in a long time. He laughs when he kills in the video game and you throw a pillow at his head. “C’mon don’t be a sore loser,” he grabs your remote and places it on his console.

“ I have every right to be, you don't even give me a chance,” you pout and lay down on his bed. Your skirt rises showing more skin and Jungkook stares at it. His fingers brush your thighs carefully, you flush at the nice sensation. He looks away from your legs and throws a small blanket on them, and sits on his bed with his back against the headboard. You copy his actions and lay your head against his shoulder just looking at his black screen tv. “ Have you ever cared for someone, Jungkook?”

“ I would say no but I would be lying to myself,” he touches your hair carefully. You lean into his touch like a needy kitten. “What about you?”

“ I’m starting to care for someone but I’m scared I might hurt him—“

“Then don’t,” Jungkook said sternly. “...Don’t hurt him. Don’t hurt me,” this time he says softly. You turn to look at him and he looks beautiful with his soft features but determined eyes. He closes the gap between you two and kisses you gently. It’s warm, you feel warm like everything is perfect but it’s not.

“ Jungkook we shouldn’t,” you lightly push his chest. He looks at you with hurt and confusion but backs off.“I just...I don’t want to complicate things.”

He looks lost and searches for your eyes, “ I don’t understand… I thought you like me… I like–“

“ Please Jungkook, you don’t like me. You say you like me but your having sex with other people. You're just fascinated with me because you're lonely…you don’t like me. No one will,” you say quickly and rush to get your things.

“ What the hell are you talking about?,” he voice rises. “ Chaeyoung is nothing to me. I haven’t had sex with her since we like met. Don’t you dare call me fucking lonely when your fucking lonely yourself. You analyze people thinking you're better than everyone, guess what you're not. You're just good at lying to yourself,” he finishes and pushes his head hair back in frustration.

You don’t say anything because all of those were true and it hurts to hear him say it. “Goodbye Jungkook,” you quickly walk out of his house despite him calling your name.

—-

It’s been a few days since the fight with Jungkook and you’ve been dreading to get up each morning. The rainy weather fits your mood and you're done with all this shit. You send Chaeyoung a text if you can talk to her and she invites you to her house.

You're in front of her house door and you open it since she said she left it open for you. Walking upstairs you hear moaning and you halt. It’s coming from her bedroom and your heart stops. “Fuck–Jungkook! Please don’t stop!” The sound of the bed frame hitting the wall is making your head hurt so you back down stairs to the living and wait there. Listening to Jungkook and Chaeyong have sex put a pang on your heart. You really thought Jungkook liked you and now you feel like a fool.

You hear them stop wiping your tears and fixing yourself up, you hear footsteps coming down stairs. Pretending to type vigorously on the keyboard on your phone you make yourself look busy. “Y/N?,” you look up to see Jungkook and it hurts even more to see him. He’s lightly shining because of the sweat and there’s red marks on his neck.

You try to smile at him but it's just filled with sadness, “ Hey. I just needed to give her something.”

“ Y/N, it’s not what you–fuck I’m stupid. Can we talk later or something? Please I want to talk to you,” Jungkook pleads as he tries to grasp your hands. “I’m sorry about everything and this meant nothing I was sad and she–

“ It’s okay. I’ll see you later,” you squeeze his hand. Jungkook gives you a hopeful look.

You walk upstairs and Chaeyoung is lying down naked on her bed with her phone in her hands. You see her clothes on the floor and you hand it to her. It hurts to see her lying in bed breathless because of Jungkook. She dresses while you talk, “ I don’t want to do this anymore. The contract is cancelled.”

Chaeyoung's eyes widened, “Why?” You don’t answer her and look away as she throws away the used condom on the floor. “You caught feelings for Jungkook, huh? I can tell the way you look at him and the way he looks at you. I didn’t pay you to fucking make him fall in love with you Y/N.”

“ It’s not that...he doesn’t like you, okay. He already knows that you want him because he’s wealthy and hot. It’s pointless to continue this”

“ And what about you Y/N? He likes you because you are not using him? Last time I checked you were getting paid to use him.”

“Whatever I’m done.”

“I’ll tell him what you do,” Chaeyoung threatens you.

“ I was going to tell him anyways. Don’t forget you are the one who paid me to do this, we are both not innocent,” you leave her house.

You lay in bed for a couple days not bothering to go to school. You tell your mom that you have bad period cramps and she doesn’t attempt to force you to go to school. Jungkook texted you multiple times but you're too scared to read his messages. After three days you decided to go to school and you dread it, you purposely walk slower as you walk there.

“ It’s lab day guys! Nice for you to come to class Y/N,” the teacher welcomes as you enter the class late. You are walking to your desk until she interrupts, “ Y/N sit by Jungkook, his partner isn’t here today.”

You walk towards the empty desk beside him and look at the lab assignment that was on the desk. “ Where were you these past days? I kept texting you but you didn’t answer. I’m sorry that you saw me at Chaeyoung’s house. I still mean what I said at the party... ” Jungkook bites his lip trying to see your face but you're staring down at the assignment. “Y/N…”

You hear every word that he says but it still hurts that he had sex with her but then it wasn’t like if you guys were together. “ The first answer has a frequency of 1.9 GHz,” you say. You did the calculations in your head. The first time you met you lied to him saying that you were bad at chemistry. “ I lied to you Jungkook, I’m good at chemistry. I’m sorry.”

He looks at you with confusion, “ It’s okay... but are you okay? You don’t look well,” he checks if you have fever by letting his hand rest on your forehead.

“ Are you really okay with me lying to you?,” you say quietly. His hands leave your forehead and look at you carefully. “ I need to tell you something.”

“ Jungkook, Y/N! Are you guys done flirting, the assignment is due after class,” the teacher yells out from the front of the class. You hear a couple students chuckling and Jungkook rolls his eyes.

“ We will talk about this later, okay? He pats your thigh and continues to solve the problems.

You are both outside for lunch sitting in his car. “ You can tell me anything Y/N. I’m here for you,” Jungkook stares at you and grabs your hand.

“ I was paid to get close to you Jungkook,” you say without taking breath.

“ What?,” he laughs incredulously. You don’t laugh with him, “ Is this a joke?,” he says seriously.

“ No it’s not. I get paid by certain people you want to be with a person. I get their secrets and what’s so important to them and tell the person who’s paying.” You look at him and there’s a million questions that’s going on inside of him. “ Chaeyoung paid me, Jungkook.” He stops holding your hand and gives you a hard stare. “ I’m sorry, I am really sorry. I wish I could take it back but I can’t.”

He lets out a humourless laugh, “ Wow, and I was stupid enough to tell you everything. I told fucking things that I haven’t told anyone and you tell her. And to believe that I actually thought you liked me, cared for me--”

“ I do care! I like you so much Jungkook that for once in my life I was happy and I wasn’t tired,” you plead with tears in your eyes.

“ Get out. You used me, I don’t think I can ever so your face again. Leave.” Jungkook looks out his window not wanting to see your face as you leave his car.

“ Hey Y/N, where have you been? I’ve been looking everywhere--,” Heejin says but you hug her crying into her shoulder. “ It’s okay let it all out,” she pats your back soothing your whimpers.

“ I’m so sorry Heejin. I’m sorry, thank you for being my friend but I ruined it all,” you cry out. You feel Heejin looking around the halls and she leads you to the bathroom.

“ How...what have you ruined?” Heejin softly asks while pushing your hair out of your face.

“ I do awful things. You won’t like me after I tell you.” You look at her and she looks like an angel with her white dress.

She shakes her head, “ Tell me and I will find a way to understand.”

You tell her what you do and she looks confused half the time as you explain it going through each client you had but never stating their name. You expect her to yell at you, to look at you in shame, or just to simply leave but she doesn't do either of those things. Instead she hugs you tight, “ You must have been going through a rough time being all by yourself.”

“ Heejin… Jimin paid me to do this to you. I’m sorry, I don’t deserve your--”

“ But you told me the truth right now, you understand what you did was wrong and you are apologizing for it.” You shake your head and the tears are slowing down but your heart still hurts. “ It takes two people to make a transaction, you shouldn’t be the only one hurting, Y/N.”

“ Thank you Heejin. I..I uh I want to thank you for being a good friend. If we can still be friends…”

“ Y/N stop. We are still friends. Let’s get out of the restroom, it smells like weed,” she smiles and grabs your hand. You walk together towards her car and she tells you what’s been going on with her cat. It goes silent when she mentions Jimin. “ I have to talk about this to him,” she sighs and you squeeze her hand lightly.

The weeks pass by and you’re in your AP Physics class when Namjoon decides to sit next to you. “Why haven’t you’ve been sitting with us anymore?” He whispers while the teacher is lecturing.

“I’ve been busy with college admissions,” you tune out the teacher’s voice. He does a bad job at teaching anyways.

“Something happened between you and Jungkook, right ?”

“Why would you even need to ask me if you knew it already.” You roll your eyes and solve the problems for today’s homework.

“ You know I wanted to ask you out after you started hanging out with us.” He gives you a cheeky smile and you laugh. “ I told Jungkook that I was into you this was before the Chaeyong’s party...and he told me that you’re not into people with glasses.”

“Why would I not be into people with glasses when I sometimes wear them?” You stifle laughter with your hand.

He barks out a laugh and the teacher looks at you two but continues on. “ Jungkook doesn’t think through things. But I caught on that little Jungkookie had a crush on you.”

“ Not anymore,” you sigh.

“ Talk to him please. He looks like shit, he always looks at your table at lunchtime. Contemplating how to talk to you,” he looks at your homework and checks his answer.

“ What if he doesn’t want to listen to me?” You look at his answer to see a significant difference.

“He’ll listen. If he doesn’t tell him that you are going to date me,” he says jokingly. “ Y/N please help me with this,” pointing at his obvious wrong answer.

Heejin is waiting for you in the school parking lot wanting to eat at a new ramen place. Walking to her car you hear your name being called and it’s from Chaeyoung. What does she want, walking to her you, you see her smoking. “ Make it quick.”

“What a way to greet me,” she chuckles. “ How are you?” She flicks the cigarette on the floor and steps on it.

“ Good. See you later.” You say and turn around to leave.

“ We are still having sex.”

You stop and feel anger and sadness rising within you but you put it aside, “What do you want?”

“ I heard him cry when he was in the shower after we were done. I also heard him moan your name once when we were doing it.” She rolls her eyes and sighs, “ It’s meaningless sex anyways. I’m always facing away from him so he won’t see my face.”

“ Funny how he’s still talking to you,” you scoff. Jungkook doesn’t even look your way but he’s able to have sex with Chaeyoung.

“ He’s not talking to me, he fucks and just leaves. I guess that’s my punishment,” she arches her brow and shrugs her shoulder.

“You shouldn’t be punished like that Chaeyoung. It's not healthy for you,” you tell her softly.

“ I know,” she smiles tiredly. “ I’m putting an end to it, I can’t do this to myself, to him...to you.” You nod your head and part ways until she stops you, “Here like I promised.”

“No I don’t want it,” you stop her from giving you money. “ Chaeyoung it will make me feel bad.”

“Okay. See you later,” she goes into her car and walks the opposite way.

“Finally you're here! I’m starving!” Heejin yells with excitement as you enter her car.

“ This place better be good.” You tell her and she rants on how she always picks good restaurants. Your phone lights up and you see a notification from your bank. Did you forget to pay a bill. $10,000 has been transferred to your checking account.

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The next day you decide to approach Jungkook during lunch and you get very nervous, shaking your leg throughout class. You walk with Heejin to his table and Jimin greets you. “ Hey Y/N,” he nods at you and whisk Heejin from you, greeting her with kisses all over her face. Heejin confronted Jimin that day you broke down, they were able to talk it out and now they are dating.

“ Y/N! Sit here,” Namjoon pats next to the empty space between him and Namjoon. Jungkook doesn’t look at you just staring at his phone and browsing his social media.

“ Hey guys,” you sit down trying not to bump into Jungkook. Namjoon tells you how he fell down his bike while showing you his scrape. Jungkook doesn’t join the conversation just silently watching you both talk. You catch him a few times looking at you and your heart races a little.

The bell rings indicating lunchtime is over and everyone disperses while you take your time throwing your trash. “ Hey.” Jungkook is standing beside you and throws his trash away.

“ Hey,” you say back quietly. “ How’s your day?”

“ Good.” He scratches his neck and looks around the cafeteria. “ Are you going to the library?”

“ Yeah… you want to join me?” Please say yes.

“ Yeah I’ll come.” Jungkook walks beside you whistling lightly. The library is empty and you chose a table near the back.

“ I miss you,” Jungkook speaks out and looks at you.

Your eyes widen, “ I miss you too.”

“ Why do you do it?”

“ What?”

“ I just want to know why you do it, is it for fun or money?” Jungkook scoots closer to you wanting to hear you clearly.

“ I don’t have enough money to go to college. I don’t want my parents to worry about paying for it. They work too hard. Adding my college tuition to their bills will take a toll on them. I don’t like what I do but I do it anyway.” You cut off the eye contact, looking away in shame.

Jungkook sighs and grabs your hand, “ I’m sorry. I got hot headed and ignored you. It would’ve been easier to not get mad at you if I heard your reasoning.” You look at him and he wipes your tears. “ Y/N...I uh I had sex with Chaeyoung during our time apart. I’m sorry I was mad and I wanted to hurt the both of you. I realized how much of a dick I was…”

“It’s okay Jungkook. I’m sorry too,” you sheepishly smile.

“Can we start all over?” He gives you his signature bunny smile and the butterflies flutter in your belly.

“Yes please,” you lean forward and hug tightly. He rubs your back and your entrance with the feeling of comfort.

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