Want you to fuck me up against a hotel window, everybody walking by wondering if I’m crying in pain or in pleasure. I’ll watch the men playing with themselves hoping to get a turn but they don’t know I’m your whore and only yours.
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"In ten years' time, I want to live in a house with
big windows,
I want the house to be large enough to have a
kitchen table with four chairs
but not too roomy to ever feel the depth of my
aloneness.
Because I'll probably be alone.
But I think aloneness won't feel so all-consuming
with windows that protect me from the world
but still let me watch it".
-Sex Education (Essay by Maeve Wiley)
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knee-deep in the latest booktok drama (began with this vid lmao) and im genuinely convinced the entire discourse could be solved if people learned what erotica actually is. these people are reading ICEBREAKER and calling it "pure porn" like im so sorry guys but you just don't know what porn is!! why does the guy in that video say it's crazy to see people reading colleen hoover on the bus!!! what do YOU think erotica is???
i know booktok mostly recommends romance books with smut in them but my god if i see one more person call a book with 1-3 sex scenes "erotica" im gonna lose my mind
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I keep starting and abandoning posts that go into my drafts, as I try to stay tasteful about how fucking revolted this part makes me. Like, I'm legitimately unsure if the very relevant trauma I have is making me see things that aren't here
But first we see that Star Flower is trying to ingratiate herself to the group, just after she reappears from chapter 5. Chapter 5 is about how Clear Sky is still abusive towards his son, and she comes in after stroking his ego, stressing how alone she is, and appealing to how she'll be loyal unlike his child. (She glances over at Thunder, directly implying this.)
Now in Chapter 9, she's babysitting and trying to care for Milkweed's kits (in spite of discomfort from Milkweed), taking a wet sleeping space away from the others, and pulling more than her own weight "without complaint." Putting herself through harsh sitations to prove her worth.
All while trying to appear extra attractive to Thunder, and later Clear Sky. Basically every man in power who can "protect her"
Like, am I going fucking crazy? With how we later find out that Star Flower was "promised as a mate" to One Eye's subordinate Slash, is... is that hypersexualization? One of the extremely stigmatized symptoms of sexual abuse?
She goes to find Clear Sky alone to throw herself at his paws, and he's very quickly attracted to how she promises to perfectly obey him, have no needs of her own, and finally be the perfect servant that he desires
"I don't deserve your trust because I am dirt. I understand you because I also regret something. I'd die for you. I'll never betray you unlike those who have."
This isn't manipulation. She means this. The story is playing their romance sincerely. She's comparing "betraying" Thunder by telling her own father about an assassination ambush to Clear Sky's history of child abuse, physical assault, and murder
She believes she's on the same level as this; a monster who murdered a childhood friend in a fit of entitled rage. She was a victim of One Eye who really believes that the way her father used her means she "understands" this monster, deserves this treatment.
And Clear Sky LIKES that.
He likes that she will have COMPLETE FAITH in him. That she will follow him WITHOUT QUESTION. That she will OBEY his orders. That's fucking verbatim, that's THE TEXT!!!
WHILE HE'S STILL CRYING ABOUT "ive tried to atone every day" FOLLOWING THE LAST TWO BOOKS WHERE THE ONLY SHITTY THING HE DOESN'T DO IS MURDER INNOCENT WOMEN
Am I insane?? Am I wrong??? Am I missing something here???? Why the fuck is the fandom takeaway "haha sexy girl steals his dad." Did I read the same book
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[ID: A sketch made with an orange marker. Harrier Du Bois from the game Disco Elysium is standing in a bathtub behind a shower courtain. Even though only his head and an arm are peeking from above the courtain, the sexy pose he's striking is clearly apparent from the shadow he casts. End ID]
I could not resist the temptation and had to draw Harry from this wonderfully hilarious fic by @brainrotdotorg. No, he isn't a professional stripper, he just suffered a shot wound and the 24 assholes in his head won't let him rest :'3
(Yes, it's orange because it's Kim's POV.)
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I feel like Robbie Taylor Hunt, the intimacy coordinator on the film, took a jab at CMBYN here and he’s not wrong.
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JengPat from Step by Step 🤝 Zong Yi x Ze Rui from Kiseki: Dear To Me
Fuck kitchen hygiene, we’re gonna fuck right here on the counter in front of god and the window
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