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#Edvin Ryding#a little throwback#pretty in blue#so I wanna make little throwback posts like that#with or without a theme#of Edvin gifs or pictures#to reinject a bit of our Edvin onto our dashboards#what do you guys think?
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a future with you
day 30 submission for @bucktommycharityrace!
From April 1 to April 30, 50 creators will post their creations while bringing awareness to 2 organizations: Lambda Legal and American Civil Liberties Union (ACLU). The American Civil Liberties Union (ACLU) is a nonprofit organization founded in 1920 and fights to protect civil liberties. Currently, the ACLU is fighting to: advance racial justice and systemic equality; protect and expand voting rights; defend immigrantsā rights; protect LGBTQ equality, including trans youth; advance criminal justice reform; defend reproductive rights.
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#bucktommy#tommy kinard#evan buckley#911 fanart#911 abc#my art#bucktommycharityrace#given the organizations the charity race are for i wanted to do something somewhat in theme :-)#and of course where would i be without my š š š
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Who is this sassy lost child?
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#a-yuan#A-Yuan knows how to to utilise his big wet eyes to get treats. What a little legend.#The crowd comments about LWJ being 'daddy' and WWX being 'the mother' are a little too 'fan-service bait' for me.#So I am personally reimagining it as another layer of 'misinterpretation of a more complex situation' commentary.#I like how the different styles of interacting with children WWX an LWJ exhibit say so much about their own childhoods.#We - human beings in the real world - take two lessons from how we were parented: What we valued and what we wish we had.#LWJ leaning into indulgence is him pushing back against his own childhood of asceticism. It's something he didn't have - so he gives it.#WWX on the other hand has been *so* defined by his drive to indulge. And here he is the restrictor!#It takes a bit more to see what's going on here. The factors are not singular.#but to keep it in theme with LWJ; I'd propose it is partly his way of establishing structure when he did not have it as a child.#Both approches are a way of saying 'I didn't have this and I wish I did.'#With LWJ it's pretty obvious why...but WWX? What is at your core? What is your regret towards a lack of restriction?#Or...What benefit do you think it gives this child to learn the harsh lessons of going without?#Did it make you strong when you were a child? Do you think it is just the nature of the world and we all must learn it?#How we interact with children is such a fascinating topic to delve into our psychology and neuroses.#In a more light hearted turn of topic:#WWX confirmed to be 'person taking the car to the drive through to order one black coffee for himself' on the triangle spectrum.#LWJ is saying 'we have food at home' as he is opening his wallet ready to order for everyone.#(Technically this is comic 213 but yippee! We are in the 200's now! Thank you all so much for reading and cheering me on!)
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to you itās perverted gross sex. to me itās being creative, working through traumas and baggage, healing my inner child, playing, practicing intense vulnerability, finding even more ways to fall in love with my partner, finding more ways to fall in love with myself, learning confidence & how to ask for what i want, care work, emotional release, relaxing, community building, theater, dance, writing, problem solving, therapy, radical honestly, and so much more. and also itās gross perverted sex.
#sex is just so. everything to me#i feel like iāve grown so much w it and wouldnāt be who i am without the kind of sex i have with other perverted gross sex weirdos <3#and itās like never just sex with me.#i mean sometimes it is but. i love a theme and motif#mine
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āthings were so hard with dad in recent years...how did he go from paparapluie to pĆØre? i wish i could face him and understand, but while he was still here i didn't dare try to tell him [any of my feelings] and now...it's too late.ā * paparapluie is a pun on the words papa and parapluie (umbrella) since the plush is a frog. pĆØre is the french word for 'father.'
#ml spoilers#ml s6 spoilers#miraculous spoilers#ml el toro de piedra#mledit#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#miraculous lb#miraculousedit#adrien agreste#adrienette#adrinette#my edits#fascinated at umbrellas constantly being a motif for protection in this show. the theme is āin the rainā because marinette fell for adrien#in the rain but he offered her an umbrella (an act of kindness and protection from the weather). next to how#adrien's father used a pun about umbrellas as his own nickname when adrien was younger and he was still caring for him as a dad should#but as he got older his father stopped protecting him so the nickname (and also any form of 'papa') fell through in favor of the#cold + formal + distant 'pĆØre.' this specific pun between parapluie and papa might also come from the french poem un papa by pierre ruaud#which is a poem about papas serving as protection and a sort of shelter for their children. so ig ml is saying gabriel started this way too#i think the fandom glosses over the complexity of adrien's feelings for his father bc in earlier seasons he defended + made excuses for him#part of this is because he was sheltered + didn't know better but it's also bc he DOES recall a time before his mother's illness grew worse#(some time between age 6 and the werepapas flashback) when he didn't have an absentee father. the show writes gabriel agreste#inconsistently: in earlier seasons he had moments of concern for his son before he became awful all the time. and these on/off moments give#adrien whiplash because he's left doing things like becoming a model for his father (i'm choosing to believe gabriel didn't use the rings#until later bc much of the earlier seasons make no sense if he was controlling adrien) in the hopes that they'll bond only to realize#his father still won't spend time with him even for a meal. s5 has gabriel making him pancakes (the wrong way) and asking about his day#and his friends and interests only for him to become even more controlling and mean. how he let him quit modeling only to create an#AI version of him without his consent and when he said that made him feel uncomfortable gabriel convinced him it was fine bc now he had#more free time! only to still control how he spent that free time. adrien didn't start grappling with these things until s5#and now he laments the things he never actually got to say about the papa he misses and the father he wished had unconditionally loved him
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DP x DC prompt [3]
during one of the final psych evals at Arkham right before he gets to be released, the whole thing wrapped up so tidy, just a little relapse which involved a robbery. Getting sent back to Arkham, but he got to stay at the asylum so long that he no longer has to serve a prison sentence, score!
But during that eval his overseeing psychiatrist recommended him to have a change of scenery, some fresh non polluted air.
Riddler was rather convinced the guy was making this recommendation to everyone in Arkham in their own weird way to convince them to just leave Gotham and become someone else's problem. should he notify Batman about it somehow? nah, itāll be more interesting to see how this is gonna turn out in the long run.
But can he leave the state? Can he even leave the city? he never really bothered to look into it, at least not legally, up until now if he felt he needed to leave for one of his plans he just did it.
Turns out he can, itās a whole hassle and a half though, first a judge and then a probation officer and heās pretty sure both were like āwhat the hell is this psychiatrist guy thinking!?ā but at the same time, shrink probably knows what heās doing (WRONG) so heās allowed to go visit out of state family or whatever.
he had to wear this nice ankle monitor though, Wayne Enterprises⢠tech, not overly bulky but still very present. real fancy, and a fun extra challenge heh.
now as for a good reason to leave New Jersey heās going to need distant relatives, and he finds some, great grandpa walker also has a son, who had a son who had a daughter Madeline, who married some guy Jack Fenton, and she lives somewhere out in the boonies Illinois. great heāll visit her.
far enough away in all sense of the word that there is no way she knows anything about him. it would be best to call her first though, be polite about it.
āhello, you have reached Fenton works, this is Maddie speakingāĀ
āRiddle me this-ā ah whoops, habit, oh whatever, āwe donāt share parents, but certainly a part of your life, from laughter to strife. Who am I?ā
there is a pause ā¦Ā heās going to be a bit disappointed if she hangs up if heās honest.
ācousins~ā comes the cheery reply.
ācorrect! the name is Edward Nygma, we are distantly related you and I and well-ā
āoh you simply must come visit!āĀ
well this was rather easy, perhaps a little too easy, but she lives in the midwest so maybe just going with whatever some guy says over the phone is normal there? stranger danger not really a thing in a small town where everyone knows everyone?
things start to make a little more sense once he gets there and heās starting to think some things might run in the family. like a preference for the colour green and weird hyperfixations and genius bordering on insanity. Though that remains to be seen, Jack does not seem like a very bright light after his very enthusiastic welcome.
their kids however are observant and sharp. young Jasmine is wasting no time trying to psychoanalyze him. and the boy, Danny, he had not really meant to and he swears heās sticking with calling the kid Danny so he wouldnāt seem overly familiar, but he might have called him little bird a couple times now.
but thatās all whatever, heās playing nice here. and he doesnāt even have to worry about his eccentricities tripping him up because this place is insane.
There actually is a local teen vigilante active but he seems about as loved as heās disliked. and the ghost boyās enemies are basically all his own kind, which another crazy thing to now know about. ghost. they are real actually, how is Gotham not completely overrun? and how do they even work? and where do they keep coming from?
Edward might be getting a little sidetracked here. He had fully intended to sneakily get his next big game plan underway all the way out here, ankle monitor be damned. but he hasnāt made any progress at all.
Instead heās been listening to Madeline and Jack to maybe figure out what the deal is with these ectoplasmic entities, he has to know, at this point he might go crazier if he doesnāt.Ā
Heās making Jasmine promise him not to get her doctorate in Gotham, heās going back and forth with space riddles with Danny.
so yeah the whole thing kinda just became a vacation, maybe the psychiatrist had the right idea after all? hmm nah, probably not. but this is fun. Heās thinking about recommending this place to some of the others.
It's different enough to get the vacation feel, but enough crazy shit happens to make it all feel like home.
it is not until Maddie wants to talk with him about potentially switching the position of godfather of Danny to him rather than some weird rich friend of theirs that Edward realizes he might have lost the plot somewhere
Apparently the little bird basically begged them with a powerpoint presentation on how he likes Edward so much more than that Vladimir guy.Ā
And honestly, the fellow sounds like a Dracula Lutho so even if itās kinda sad Edward can understand why heād be considered a better option. Even if the guy has more money and a huge company that makes him said money. And itās not like the Fentons know about his Riddler activities.
Thinking it over, Edward does think that Danny would like Gotham and Wayne has that space program thing right? The kid is definitely smart enough for that (Nygma certified), and yeah Edward does quite like their space themed back and forth. So, fuck it, why not, what is the worst that could happen?
He doubts Maddie and Jack are gonna kick it any time soon anyway out here in the boonies, itās just a title thing, a stamp of approval or something.
he should have known he was going to eat those words later⦠he had this whole beautifully elaborate trap set up for the whole Batclan, and he was just getting to the good part when his phone went off.
Had to put the whole thing on pause cause that particular contact wasnāt gonna get ignored. He did promise to be available.
If the whole thing he had planned now went tits up he could at the very least laugh later at the reactions of the bats as he told them to āhold up one second, I have to take this.ā while they were all in various perilous positions.Ā
Sadly he did have to go, he had a very distressed godson to pick up.
#dc x dp#danny phantom#dcxdp#dpxdc#danny fenton#The Riddler#jasmine fenton#madeline fenton#jack fenton#edward nygma#Story idea#it took me annoyingly long to figure out how to add a read more line btw#I was going to add some other things as well but I didn't want it to get super long#I imagine Vlad was absolutely furious about losing his godfather status#but our boy Eddie just runs circles around him and humiliates him every step of the way#there is only one vampire themed guy that can put the Riddler in his place and you ain't it chief#also I was planning on adding a thing where Edward ends up in the ghost zone somehow#which makes his ankle monitor go off#notifying the bats#because he either somehow managed to destroy the thing in an instant without making any of the build in warnings go off#or he's no longer on the planet
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maybe itās because itās ātoo obviousā but im surprised how few readings Iāve seen of the Substance (2024) that discuss the themes of addiction and substance (ha) use & abuse.
in moderation you can use the substance to become a better, more fun, easier, happier version of yourself. then you realize you no longer want to be who you are when youāre not on the substance. then taking the same dose that used to be enough before isnāt enough anymore, so you want to take more, and just a little bit more couldnāt hurt, right? so you start to take even more. but this is only taking away from sober you, which is painful and difficult and even scarier than what compelled you to take it in the first place, so of course you canāt stop now. now you want to take even more, you NEED to take even more. sober life becomes harder and harder to bear, especially compared to how much easier everything is on the substance. now youāre not only using it to enjoy that feeling anymore, youāre using it to hide from what youāre turning into without it, from what youāve already turned into.
every minute that youāre sober is spent counting down the days until you can use again, and the ends of being high are spent dreading going back. the sober self is upset and jealous at how irresponsible the high self is. the high self is upset at how much of a buzzkill the sober self is, and wishes they could exist on their own, without requiring their sober tether to existence. but the sober and high selves are the same person, you are one, and you become jealous and angry at yourself for ruining your own life in a vain attempt to become an impossible version of yourself that you most desire to be.
you want so badly to have allāand only allāof the best parts that you milk yourself dry, until you end up with allāand nothing but allāof the bad parts. by the time you truly feel that you have indeed lost everything and know you need to stop, the damage is already done, and there is no going back. you wish you had stopped at the first chance, you wish you had never started to begin with. and even then for many people the only way to deal with this terrifying, painful reality is to use even more, because you have made this terrifying, painful life without your substance feel unliveable, even scarier yet than what had made you use in the first place. there is nothing left to do but to hide from your own life, and the only ways to do this are to stop, to love yourself and take care of the person that you are now⦠or to keep taking more and more, using until there is truly nothing left, not even yourself.
#the substance#the substance 2024#addiction#also obviously thereās lots of other stuff going on#with the movie in general it had many themes and none of them were subtle but still#I couldnāt stop thinking about this until I got it down#until I could get somebody else to be like yes I see you too#please this is very dark. take care of yourself#if you are struggling with addiction I see you. I care about you. I understand#and I understand how impossible it is to get off because of how scary it is to be without it#you arenāt alone#substance use#tw#shut up riley
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nettle soup
#tired & i have a headache so i can't so better than sketches BUT do you see what i'm trying to get at here at least. metaphorically#something something jvj passing on the nettle metaphor & javert understanding it as a means of understanding each other & having a#conversation about their relationship & past without literally talking. something something also. jvj's relationship with food ig#& trying to get across this being communicated in keeping with them both & particularly jvj being quiet people who avoid talking abt#difficult & painful things directly. so in a very subdued way. i guess. if that comes across#<- i'd try to articulate this better but i need to sleep rn. it's in keeping with the themes of the book To Me though.#thoughts#my art#les mis#javert#jean valjean
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dumb sf au idea where everything is the same except the gang all knew eachother since they were kids not pictured: todd observing the affects eating a bug has on sal. also bonus salvis i found in my files:
#theyre so stupid theyre rotting my brain#justr thinking abt... how the gang would interact with sal having known him before the incident.... ykyk...#i am NOT taking the incident away from him that is a core aspect of his character#but hes also allowed some happy silly before he spirals into mental illness despite trying so fucking hard to just live his life#anyways normal i am normal abt sally face#ill post the dumbest doodles and then make a rlly serious comment abt the themes or smth in the tags#i think sal would just spend an hour ranting to ash abt how he thinks its unfair girls have so much cool stuff and boys cant.#without being looked at weird#ash has no clue what shes saying shes too busy trying to get his nails perfect#sal and larry are ofc acting like sibs and besties#two weird kids moment#travis i think just has a puppy crush and the abuse hasnt like destroyed him from the inside Yet so he can be friendly with sal#without throwing up afterwards because he just wants sal to like him and hes anxious? no#salvis#sally face#sal fisher#sally face fanart#ashley campbell#travis phelps#larry johnson#YOU DIDNT THINK ID POST *TWICE* NOW DID YOU???#im cringe but im free
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anyway, Elden Ring is about love and hope
Marika burns everything she has build out of sorrow
Ranni banishes the Outer Gods and also fucks off the Lands, giving agency back to the normal beings of the Lands
Fortissax endlessly fights Death for his friend/lover
Melina burns herself and Erdtree in hopes of a better world in the hands of the Tarnished
Blaidd fights against the very reason he was created out of love for his sister
Ranni and Rykard always keep an eye on their mother, protecting her
Radahn evokes so much love from his troops that they organise a whole festival to give him a honorable death even in his madness
Radahn learns an entire new school of magic in order to still ride his favourite horse
Boc's love for his mother, his mother's love for him
How all but two endings are build on the hope that this new era (whatever it might be) will be good
Miquella attempting to create an whole new world-tree to host the forsaken and the damned
Miquella turning on the faith he was raised and even believed in to an extent, when it was unable to cure his sister's curse
The Cleanrot's loyalty to Malenia and their endurance of the Rot, only to stay in her service
Malenia marching through the entire continent in search of her brother
Finlay traveling all the way back on her own, carrying the incapacitated demigod on her back
Tanith's love for Rya
Dialos' entire questline
Edgar being driven mad after his daughter dies
Vyke embracing, to a point, the Frenzied Flame in order to save his finger maiden
or you know, that's just how I see it
#elden ring#i'm simplifying a lot in this#but that's the story#to me#it follows the pattern of the ds series too#where the world was miserable and depressing#yet the main theme was hope and perseverance#with elden ring we got so many more characters and as such love began playing a bigger part too#and you can't really have interesting characters without their actions being driven by love and hope#or lack thereof#even power-hungry characters are driven by the hope of reaching the power ālevelā they want#and hateful ones are driven by lack of love#or so i think
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I have a bit of art block so I drew some hermits in some of the outfits Iāve worn this school year.
#I tried to match vibes to hermits as best as possible#plus I just wanted to try and draw these specific hermits#Iāve never drawn Pearl or Gem before#and Iāve drawn Cleo and false but that was YEARS ago and Iāve gotten a lot better#the top that Cleo is wearing is less sheer in person#I just couldnāt figure out how to show that without it being ugly#and yes Pearl is wearing an outfit I made for a Scooby-Doo Spooky Island themed birthday party#very 2000s very boho#and when I wore the outfit false is wearing#it was much gayer because I had my lanyard attached to my jeans#I also recently bought the shirt Gem is wearing!#I got it for $10 at a thrift store and figured it would be great to go with my indoor soccer shoes#geminitay#geminitay fanart#pearlescentmoon#pearlescentmoon fanart#falsesymmetry#falsesymmetry fanart#zombiecleo#zombiecleo fanart#hermitcraft#my art
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TMP is honestly this wild trip despite the glacial pacing at times, because it's likeā
Vulcan woman: Spock, you've worked hard to purge yourself of all emotion, but your mind is picking up signals from some human and I guess some logic thing in space. my conclusion: you aren't racially pure enough to find your answers here
Spock: time to track down the pure logic thing and find the answers and meaning in my existence as a Vulcan that I've been searching for all my life and definitely never found in the past before all my previous character development got reset
[Meanwhile]
Kirk: so this unknown cosmic force is going to wipe out all life on Earth, and I've been placed in charge because I have a lot of experience dealing with bizarre dangerous cosmic shit as commander of this specific ship, in addition to my missing being in space because I was pushed into the admiralty at, like, age 39
Decker: *throws a series of tantrums about the prioritization of all of Earth above his ego for almost the entire mission*
Ilia: I have taken an oath of celibacy
Kirk: ... not super relevant. please just do your job
[Also, the transporter painfully melts some people we don't know into unrecognizable lumps of flesh. This is completely disconnected from the rest of the movie; it has no relevance to anything else, is immediately forgotten and never acknowledged again, and everyone acts like Bones is silly and paranoid for being nervous about going through the transporter]
Uhura: I think Admiral Kirk is obviously the person most qualified to command our incredibly dangerous and important mission, and we're damned lucky he got put in charge. if anyone cares
[everyone else]: *doesn't care*
McCoy: Jim, maybe you shouldn't make your mid-life crisis everyone else's problem
Decker: yeah! I should still be in charge! my solution is "don't take risks" when encountering the unknown and wait until systems are 100% safe before we do anything
Kirk: again let me reiterate that we need to act decisively even if it's risky or billions of people will die. we have to at least try, so waiting is not an option here
Spock: *shows up and, despite being icy and dismissive, immediately fixes all their most pressing technical problems*
McCoy: maybe we shouldn't trust him. he has his own agenda now
Kirk: wtf of course we can trust him he's Spock how dare
[Kirk quickly figures out the changes to the bridge, and from then on, his judgment and decisions are pretty much continually vindicated by the plot. Decker's advice goes from temporarily useful to unprofessional constant jabs with little sense of the real stakes and no better ideas. It becomes extremely apparent that Kirk really is far better equipped in temperament and experience to deal with the potential slaughter of Earth than Decker, especially when assisted by Spockāeven this arctic version of Spock.]
Spock: *knocks out a crewman, steals a spacesuit, and tries to make contact with the cosmic acid trip/space vagina by traveling through what he unenthusiastically describes as its "orifices"*
Kirk: I ... guess maybe Bones was - no, it can't be - wait a moment, I -
Spock: *starts transmitting all the data he's gathering to Kirk*
Kirk: hah, I knew he would never betray me! Okay, everyone, you all stay here, I'm going to jump into space to catch him
[Spock melds with the cosmic space vagina and it violently ejects him through various orifices, as he might describe them, until he's thrown right into Kirk's arms, signifying nothing]
Bones and Chapel: melding with the cosmic logic vagina seems to have fried his brain :(
Spock, laughing: I should have known ...
Kirk: *seizes his shoulders* known WHAT Spock what are you talking about. please tell me your mind is intact. sweetheart it's okay what are you full of shame about this time *tries to shake the brain damage loose*
Spock: Jim ... I melded with the supreme logic being and discovered that there's no beauty or art or meaning in raw information or logic ... only a barren STEM hellscape without the humanities
[Spock slides his hand down Kirk's arm until their fingers wrap around each other, and their joined hands tightly cling together. unrelatedly, we have definitely seen Vulcans and Romulans use finger stroking as kissing and/or foreplay]
Spock: it was awful and empty and not at all what I've been searching for this whole time. and finally I understood that the real meaning in life comes from the simple feeling between you and me. The mechanized space vagina couldn't understand our love
[Kirk wraps his other hand tightly around his and Spock's clasped fingers. God knows what degree of obscenity they would be committing on Vulcan, but in any case, McCoy (as ever) politely pretends he's not seeing this happen right in front of him, since Kirk and Spock obviously have forgotten, yet again, that other people exist]
Kirk: š„¹š„°
[They stare tenderly at each other without speaking for a few seconds, but are definitely communicating on some level; after a moment's hesitation, Kirk nods slightly, then Spock nods in response, and it feels like we're missing half the conversation. Then Spock explains V'ger's existential angst in terms that obviously apply equally to his own past self, and by past I mean "for most of this movie until a few minutes ago"]
It turns out that V'ger, in addition to being a cosmic acid trip/space vagina/mass murderer, is also an annoying teenager, maturity-wise. I do appreciate Kirk and Spock having their "this is just adolescent angst and we are too middle-aged for this nonsense" reaction, and noping out to provoke V'ger into some measure of cooperation until they all figure out that it's trying to communicate with NASA.
In the course of all this, there's a point where Decker manages to be mildly helpful via the Ilia probe sort of remembering their old relationship, and he proves his value at last by welcoming the chance to orgasmically fuse with Ilia/V'ger, while Kirk is horrified and baffled at why Decker would find this remotely appealing. (ngl Kirk in this movie feels like the most purely gay-coded iteration of him; from the film itself, I could easily believe he has lost all attraction to women at this point.)
So thankfully, we're finally free of the weird and underwhelming Decker/Ilia duo via multiple cosmic acid orgasms, and the Earth is saved, etc. In aesthetics, it's all powerfully 70s, even in the awesome strange bits before V'ger looked quite so, uh, yonic. Somehow even the new bland sleepwear version of Starfleet uniforms seem very 70s; apparently Spock's kickass robes and the muscle-revealing quasi-polo top that Kirk promptly switches into consumed all available stylishness.]
Scott: everything's fine now, so I guess we can drop you off at Vulcan, Mr. Spock
Spock: my experiences today have, uh, resolved my need to stay on Vulcan, so there's no reason to detour for me. I'll just tag along to Earth for >_> no reason
Kirk: [deeply vindicated for about the twelfth time that day, but this time also managing to exude Spock is getting laid tonight without saying a word about him] Mr. Sulu, ahead, warp one.
#unironically hilarious that the first third is like 'spock is doing some vulcan thing but this is about kirk' and then spock shows up#and then the only arc that really matters is spock's as he comes to terms with culture + everything he is and feels and needs#(i guess decker has an arc too but. lmao)#the repeated vindications of kirk - yes he was the right man for the job yes his daring approach was necessary yes spock was trustworthy -#make the plot happen. but it really feels like spock's movie once the story actually picks up. admittedly it takes a LONG time#for that to happen#but that time is less about kirk or mccoy or whomever and more about ...... behold the enterprise! let's hear the theme suite three times!#(this is not a criticism. i love hearing the entire theme suite three times in a feature film from 1979 that morphs into a cosmic acid trip#also: typing this post made me laugh bc spellcheck tried to change 'orgasmically' to 'cosmically'. not wrong but uhhhh)#anghraine babbles#c: i object to intellect without discipline#star trek: the motion picture#star peace#deep blogging#st fanwank#spock#long post#a thing of beauty is a joy forever#willard decker critical#c: i'm beginning to think i could cure a rainy day#james t kirk#c: who do i have to be#c: i half believed it myself#otp: the premise
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Jakeās worst nightmare came to life one pleasant evening at the Hard Deck. A secret heād kept to himself all these years was exposed like a raw nerve for all to bear witness. He had no one to blame but himself, really.
Heād gotten too complacent, too soft. The allure of being a part of a group instead of lurking on the outer edges had him in a vice and wouldnāt let go. It started on the carrier on that fateful day, so caught up in the elation of everyone coming home that heād thrown his arms around Phoenix, and then Bob, whoād welcomed him with happy smiles. Heād inexplicably started trading high fives and friendly pats with the others, a sense of tactile camaraderie heād never had with his other squadrons or classmates. Heād even ruffled Callieās hair a time or two. Picked up Fanboy in a bear hug. Theyād smiled back at him.
The Daggers wanted him. Him. Jake. Volatile, sometimes mean, always bratty, but theyād made it clear: you might be a jackass, but youāre our jackass.
The sentiment touched Jake Seresin like nothing else ever had. He had brothers growing up. Heād had teammates. Rivals. Acquaintances. But - barring Javy- heās never had āfriendsā. Much less an entire squadron of them. Friends that laughed and cut up and joked with him. Friends that called him out on his occasional shitty mood and bad attitude, but wanted him anyway. It was a novel experience.
He glanced over at Rooster across the bar chatting with Phoenix. At the proof you didnāt have to be friends with someone to sleep with them. Many, many times. But even Bradley Bradshaw had warmed up to him after the whole āthis is your savior speakingā thing. Bradley Stupid Bradshaw with his devastatingly sincere cow eyes and his cutely quirked mouth. Heād been extra āfriendlyā lately after that handshake.
No, you know what? This was all his fault. They were all at fault.
Jake had never been so caught up, so distracted, so free-flowing in the gentle whirlwind that is friendship and love. His little sister, the book nerd, gushes about this popular literary phenomenon called āfound familyā. Perhaps that was what this was.
Perhaps thatās what had just spurred Payback to - instead of just stepping around him like would have in the past - grasp Jakeās exposed, vulnerable side just under his ribs, to bodily guide him sideways out of his path to the pool tables. It wasnāt a forceful gesture, just a gentle press and squeeze of a massive hand and strong fingers into the soft skin of his belly through the thin cotton of his T-shirt. An innocuous, friendly, decidedly physical āexcuse meā. The reaction was immediate, and Jake actually could sooner stop that missile than what was about to happen.
He spasmed.
A full-bodied, seizing, violent shudder, and then he buckled like heād been electrocuted.
He only just managed to keep his feet, but it was dramatic enough to draw the attention of the rest of the Daggers, who of course, all dashed over to his side in a panicked flurry.
āOh my God, Jake!ā Callie was drunk and frantic and motherly, her hands coming up to grasp Jakeās face. āAre you okay? What happened?ā
āDude, what did you do to Hangy?ā Fanboy smacked his pilot on the arm, and then ducked out of the way as Trace and Bob elbowed their way into the fray.
āJake, are you hurt?ā Natasha was nothing but business, even as buzzed as she was, and Bob, ever the loyal watchdog, tried to shepherd Jake to sit on a barstool.
With his hand gripping Jakeās other side.
āNo!ā Jake shouted and jerked away. āIām fine! Iām good! Iām okay, justā¦just everybody chill out-ā
ā-Javy, why are you laughing,ā Callie scolded; Javy hadnāt even moved from his seat. āI thought Jake was your bestie!ā
Javy, who had in fact been grinning like a loon the entire forty five seconds this Greek tragedy had played out, laughed harder, head thrown back in peels of beer-fueled mirth. āHe is my bestest bestie!ā
Jake glowered. Of course his oldest friend knew his deepest secret, and had been sworn to secrecy the instant it had come to light. āJavy, you promised!ā
āHey, man, have I said a word?ā
āNot a damn word!ā
āI didnāt!ā
āEver!ā
āNever!ā
āHeās ticklish.ā
Rooster.
That slimy bastard hadnāt so much been sworn to secrecy as, well, Jake had just assumed the act by which heād found out had been so illicit that Bradley would have never dared to say it out loud in front of people.
Apparently - unfortunately - he held no such inclinations.
Javy, the traitor, had to catch himself on the railing to keep from falling off his stool, his mad cackling causing patrons across the bar to turn their heads. Heād kept his word, but heād be damned if he wasnāt gonna enjoy the aftermath.
The collective gasp from the rest of the Daggers was so synchronized it almost seemed choreographed. āNo!ā
āOh, yeah,ā Rooster said, āheās crazy ticklish. All you have to do is touch his ribs and heāll be a screaming, squirming mess.ā
The Daggersā eyes lit up with glee.
āWait,ā Payback said, brows drawing in confusion, āhow do you know that?ā
Bradshaw smirked and raised a shoulder, as coy as could be. āSee for yourself.ā He said with a flourish toward Jake, who had been edging out of the group and toward the barās exit.
Jake froze at the words. āBradley-ā he breathed out, eyes wide in shock. He looked akin to a rabbit caught in a trap, and as the Daggers turned toward him like a pack of hungry dogs - eyes wild and grins feral - he felt like one, too. ā-no.ā
He blinked, and then he bolted.
The door leading to the beach banged against its hinges as first a desperate blond and then a pack of loud, gleefully drunk aviators tore out into the darkness and sand beyond.
Rooster chuckled and sipped at his beer, nodding to Javy as he moved to sit beside him.
āSo,ā Machado began, āyou and my boy, huh?ā
Bradley grinned wickedly, fondly, listening as the pitiful pleading began in ernest in the distance - āā¦no no, no please please, Bob⦠Bobby I thought you loved me! NoooOO-ā
The rabbit had been caught.
The sound that came from decorated naval aviator Lieutenant Jake Seresinās throat could only be described as a squeal. Manic laughter and the shrill, belting screeching of a man being tickled mercilessly almost drowned out breaking waves on the beach.
āYep. Me and your boy.ā
Javy nodded, listening to the sounds of pure joy outside, his Jakey the center of it for the first time since heād known him. He met Roosterās knowing gaze and reached over to clack their beer bottles together. āGood.ā He gestured at the wide open door and the helpless begging beyond. āShall we?ā
āOh, hell yeah, I want a turn.ā
Now when Jake is being too much of a brat, all any one of them has to do is sternly catch his eye from across the room and wiggle their fingers at him - silent, threatening - and he will instantly, with a shuddering breath, become quiet, wide-eyed, docile.
Mav and Cyclone are both confused and amazed. Maybe the kids had gotten into some kind of witchcraft over the weekend. But the third time witnessing the odd finger wiggles turning Hostile Hangman into Sweet Jake, well, who were they to question it?
#crack treated seriously as the kids say#not sure how a little thing about Jake being ticklish accidentally became a wax-poetic Indy film about found family#heās a jackass but heās OUR jackass - my favorite recurring theme!#Have yāall met my best friend: Run-On Sentence?#I wish I could just take the scenes out of my head and give them to you guys without having to think about words#Daggers as family#hangster#sereshaw#tg:m#top gun maverick#bradley rooster bradshaw#jake hangman seresin#bradley x jake
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void worms and iterators knew about each other they could be friends. and they could hate on the guardians together
#textadactyl#rain world#arterator#lttm#void worm#looks to the moon#guardian#tagtalk#the amount of parallels between void worms and ittys is crazy#the neuron glow/theming the natal imagery the design imitation of early life (nematodes/corals)#they're both guides helping you reach ascension#and then theres just the guardians who beat the shit out of you#(within reason I suppose. ascending in the void sea without first preparing yourself isn't good. but. they're still dicks)
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carnis au or also 'one meat', have some lore!
#trafalgar law#monkey d luffy#my art#my comic#op carnis au#described in alt text#totally forgot i drew that like. last week or smth. the idea is exploring themes of paranoia and perceived paranoia. conspiracy and also#surviving the fuck up thing that live inside your hourse and all your friends insist is the same guy as always. it's also law investigating#what happened to luffy and who he was since he never befriended him or anything. the mimic is creep af but doesn't seems to want to kill#law. rather it tells him it'd be sad without him which scares law even more. this luffy was very isolated. he moved after ace's death. no#family. his friends in another region/country? he was all alone and easy to replace without anyone noticing.#unrelated but doflamingo 100% is a mimic btw. it just fits. not all that relevant tho cause i want this au to be very centered on law n luf
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I put up a new pegboard display and shelf!! And I mounted my tv, so I can angle it towards my desk while I work! *screams* āØāļø
#I get proud of myself when i design my room qowjfqwofjwqeofj#i take so many measurements and try to maximize my wall and storage space#without feeling overwhelming#or difficult to navigate#everything needs to be easy to access#or i forget it exists#AHH#enjoy my need for ocean theming#and fish#yes fish#whhyyyy fish?#hangyodon in a jar#I should reblog this with some of my fav items I have...#does anyone wanna see something closer up??#ama on my room#LMAO#i DUNNO I just get excited to share ;;
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