#with rage and with sleep deprivation
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my eyes are burning
#with rage and with sleep deprivation#no but if i got 11 hours last night#and i get 5 now#genius#no it isnt#fukc off killjou#go tsleep#nuhuh#yuhyuh#idonnedd sleep i am amazing#you are amazinf and therefore you deserve sleep#valid point#i love you#i love you too#now go to sleep#NOOOOOOOOO
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I just lost my phone for like 2 hours :') it fell into a huge garbage container and I nearly died AHHHHH
And I didn't even notice it for like half an hour and then panic mode was activated
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#sleep deprivation#i need sleep#i’m tired#im tired#im so tired#mentally tired#im exhausted#mentally exhausted#girlblog#girlblogger#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#girl interrupted#tragic girl#coqeutte#girlhood#lana del rey#salvatore#femcel#hyper feminine#female manipulator#female rage#female hysteria#messy girl#im just a girl#tumblr girls#girlcore#girlrotting#girlblogging#this is a girlblog
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YHS Funneh S2 HCs (old)
Now watch me not do the others, and cry because of it.
#nona draws#yhs#itsfunneh yhs#yhs itsfunneh#itsfunneh#yandere high school#character fanart#fanart#headcanons#I just realized I didn't color in the hair highlight of the head shot#Ehhhh future not sleep deprived me will rage over that later#It's fineee...!!
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"Pathologic classic is fine, people are overselling the difficulty, the mood is not as heavy as they say and I'm not even terrified to go out at night, contrary to patho 2" I confidently say, 5 seconds before getting beaten to death by three ambushed thugs while exiting the theatre during the first night
#pathologic#pathologic classic HD#damn i even managed to get some food by (accidentally) killing a guy who was harassing a women#and a gun!#so : dullly noted#do not go out at night#ahahahah hadn't saved since midday and it was 4AM where i live so i might have rage quit#but tomorrow will be more fruitful#also my dreams were plagued with daniil exiting the crucible only for the shabnak to get his ass bloody-style#<- this idiot spent most of the day looking for rubin in the warehouses.... while the quest didn't update because he hadn't taken them#so katerina's letter felt a bit too ominous for my sleep deprived brain#sowwwy i'm dumb as fuck#pathologic spoilers
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𝑪𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒐 ✧

✧ Regret
✧ Rememberance
✧ Reunion
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All men are equal in death. To Clotho, such is their reigning tenet.
And to Clotho, a man like them sheds no tear for the departed. A necromancer need not fear death, for it is a cycle devouring upon itself, and they are the ringmaster of this primal instinct. As in— need, should, must. One must not fear, one must not ache or pine or rage. A snake is still a snake. Death is still a wild animal. Show your soft palm within the ribcage of your fist, and it will not yield to you. Clotho, for all their cool expertise, knows this through trial and error.
All men are equal in death. So this mantra becomes their epitaph for every sentiment buried under the grave of their tongue.
It's a corpse beneath the floorboards; this memory. The tremble in their fingers - the shortness of breath. Their prized coherence pooling out their ears like brains on a sidewalk. Black is all they've known the world to be, but this time it is blue. Saliva spilling past the shore of her lips. Piercing red lightning streaking through the sky of her eyes. She does not respond when they shake her. By God— what have you done?
All men are equal. Their mother was no man, no monster. Mother, simple and sweet, was cruel enough to damn her. As they were.
Their tears come soft on the linen of her robes. She is softer still. The used crowd of spellbooks and artifacts and alchemical instruments behind them laugh hollow at the display. Wire is taut, so is cloth. Neither will hold them now, after destroying the muscle that stretched to cradle their wretched self. So they bind her in her day shroud. And they bury her in the belly of the primordial Mother.
On her grave, they plant a singular Asphodel. Their one specimen.
And when they shakily kneel back to look down at the mount of soil, for a moment - just a moment, their nails slip back beneath the dirt. Back to where home was.
A moment was all it took. Soon as it comes, they rip it out her shabby resting grounds and lay it on their crown. That brain-shaped gilded mausoleum of theirs. So it has remained all this while - so has she, with that memory just as equal as a dead man.
But you know they never stay where they're supposed to for long.
In the land of the dead, asphodels are for the gray in between. They are the sustenance of the dead. They are my regrets, following you to the grave. O, Mother. You raised a walking corpse. As long as I hold you in my heart, the grave goes where I go; and dead men tell no tales, so... I love you. Isn't that the worst thing you've ever heard?
#im literally fighting sleep deprivation as we speak WhILE i haggle for my documents so#if i make no sense. no the fuck i don't!!!!!!!#tldr clotho killed their mother (ex senobium mage) in a rage for ;) reasons i won't say just yet#and they could not resurrect her because their grief always impeded the process#one parallel with leander and clotho is their tight hold on their emotions#where leander runs his like a well oiled machine. clotho is - for the most part - entirely aloof and apathetic#still. when it counts. that wretched passion interferes when they need it absent the most#the asphodel they wear is the same one. they let it wilt and then they rejuvenate it over and over again#they've spent the next few years learning to resurrect beings of any and all make up. by trying to form bonds#only to break them. in every sense of the word. practice if you may; for when one day they try again to bring her back#clotho is the most mr nonchalant oc i have and yet they're motivated solely by love#maybe not a love that's soft. it's a damned and wretched it#but it's a love nonetheless#touchstarved game#touchstarved mc#touchstarved vn#touchstarved oc#clotho
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I need a sideblog but like. For myself. Main blog is art and where I'm presentable, side blog is where I go insane and threaten life changing violence over small inconveniences such as lack of numerical ordering.
#this is brought on by me drafting several unhinged posts today about sleep deprived violence over poor file organization#i get really angry about poor file organization when i'm sleepy#sorry guys#ugly side of me#i know the deep hatred brought on by rage#ramblings
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not people saying Mobius and Loki had closure LMFAO in what world was that a proper goodbye?
#this just in: after centuries of being in love- just go back in time to talk and share a handshake its enough closure you’re healed 😳#LMFAOOO I’m so sleep deprived sorry yall for being petty on main#is this rage bait? sorry I don’t mean to I just think it’s interesting how people interpret media#lokius#mobius#loki season 2#loki show#loki x mobius#loki spoilers#mobius m mobius#mcu loki#loki laufeyson#loki#mobius and loki#loki series#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#marvel#loki odinson#wowki#loki season two#mcu#loki s2
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maybe the real Viktor arcane season 2 character arc were the friends we made along the way
#I’m sorry but they relied way too heavily on off screen implications of things happening and telling instead of showing for his arc#we literally barely saw anything of what he had to go through to get to any of the places where he was in the season#idk maybe I need to rewatch to understand better but due to the rushed pacing and severe lack of screen time I feel he didn’t get enough#nuance and substantial characterisation that he truly deserved this season#like dude barely got to machine his herald before the writers decided it was time to wrap up and have a 2 min redemption arc😭#let that man be full of RAGE let him be FERAL let him have an UGLY GROTESQUE MAN MADE MACHINE TRANSFORMATION#GOD FORBID A MAN COMPREHENDS THE HORRORS HE’S WITNESSED!!#I love season 1 but season 2#Rn it’s a 6.5/10 for me while s1 was a 9 or 10/10#maybe I need to rewatch to see if any of the other characters got it better than he did I mean I LOVED ekko jayce and jinx this season#but Viktor Mel and sky#they got fumbled so hard they deserved so much better imo sorry#yapping#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane critical#Might delete later idk this rant feels deeply unserious and I’m also sleep deprived so maybe my takes aren’t the best#Living up to my name as the world’s first elderly teenage girl bc I need a grandpa level nap GOD#my post
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Ah yes, the boy who’s currently staying at the last known location of Arya and who’s entire personality shifted because of her kidnapping is was definitely never intended to have any further importance in her story. Brienne reminding the readers of his parentage was also just a funny tidbit that George added for shits and giggles. No importance, he just wanted to make fun of Brienne for still liking Renly is all…
Also find it fucking hilarious that people sight the show as giving Gendry “more importance than he was ever intended for” ,when Arya just hooks up with him and fucks off while he’s left with a title but literally nothing else of importance in the story. He might as well have kept rowing. (On top of the show cutting a lot of their important scenes)
#I’m sorry for any mistakes#I’m sleep deprived and annoyed#I know those anonymous fandom opinions are just done by people trying to rage bate because they’re incapable of making original content but#…still#arya stark#ser gendry#gendry waters#gendrya#bookgendrya#Gendry
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did we-… actually enjoy that megumi drabble?? that’s probably one of the worst pieces i’ve ever published???
#i mean i’m glad y’all like it lol#i just hate it#probably bc it was typed at 3am#during a thirsty sleep deprived induced writing rage#eh#midnightsthoughts<3
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IM SO FUCKING TIRED AND YET I CANT SLEEP
#i need sleep#sleep deprivation#i’m tired#im so tired#im tired#mentally tired#im exhausted#girlblog#girlblogger#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#girl interrupted#tragic girl#coqeutte#girlhood#lana del rey#salvatore#hyper feminine#femcel#female manipulator#female rage#female hysteria#messy girl#im just a girl#tumblr girls#girlrotting#girlblogging#girlcore#just girly thoughts#just girly posts
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Live photo of me at my desk the morning after the Oscars
#it’s an earplugs and ambient music morning i cannot tolerate any sensory input#on top of being sleep deprived and having a raging headache the train was delayed 😩#and then cvs didn’t have my preferred caffeine beverage#please no repeat of last week at work if anyone tried to put anything else on my plate i WILL start crying#i'm gwen and i approve this message
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when i tell u i do not remember placing this order

#it was last night#during my raging headache that wouldn’t let me sleep even though i was incredibly sleep deprived
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I was saying how one issue I have with the tribal at the end and night a live tribal is that they don't have every person who was voted out anymore
And then my dad interrupts and goes "Oh you want Rome to be back?"
#I think I blacked out for a moment in pure rage#So anyways I actually can't remember if EVERYONE comes back or not but I was thinking that (I'm sleep deprived shhh)#Survivor 47
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i cast NOTICE NOISE.
ONE THOUSAND PSYCHIC DAMAGE
#washing machine#rage#sleep deprivation#evil#wizard memes#imagine the wizard with HE HIM lightning coming from his hands when i say this#at least people aren’t fucking tbh#dorm room
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