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😭😭 literally sobbing rn you guys, my ankle braces arrived n ive been wearing them for a couple hours now and they!! feel!! amazing!!! i can't wait to wear them outside (fingers crossed i can wear shoes w them lol) so i can see how much of a difference they make. also gonna sleep w them tonight (or whenever i manage to sleep :/) to see if that helps w my pain at night/when i wake up!!
#personal spewage#i freaking love braces yall#i wish i could brace every part of my body#ive already got wrist braces that i've had forever#unfortunately theyre--idk what youd call them. restrictive? they actually prevent movement rather than just limiting it#so they dont rly work for like. everyday wear#next up: back brace#also possibly knee braces#do they make shoulder braces??? god i would love shoulder braces#tempted by the finger ones but idk#my fingers arent super hypermobile#would be curious to try them tho
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I wonder how the rise boys would react to 2012 Mikey's pizza concoctions...like the pizza shake lol
something tells me rise!Mikey isn't pleased
#sorry this took so long to answer i forgot it was lingering in there aahshsh#i've never drawn the 2012 boys before and it shows gang gang#but yeah no#i see other bros ranging from disinterested and slightly repulsed (donnie) to curious (raph) to excited to try it for the hell of it (leo)#plus bragging rights for getting it down ofc#mikey??? now mikey would take it as an affront to food itself (mr i-watch-gourmet-tv and look up to a gordon ramsey wannabe)#a hopeful grain of me says well maybe he would be willing to teach them how to cook properly#but the bigger eviler side says that mikey would go dr delicate touch on them and ban them from the kitchen entirely#he would adore ice cream kitty tho <3#i say all of this with nothing but love and affection in my heart for both iterations#but god help me the 2012 turtles wouldn't be allowed within 10 feet of my kitchen#ask#rottmnt#tmnt#e stars scribblez#stars speaks#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise mikey#2012 mikey#phone doodles
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i realize how little i have in common with my peers simply because im not constantly on tik tok/instagram/facebook 👴
#first i just dont get 80% of the references bc i simply dont engage with them/im not curious enough about them#second new people or those that i know cant go 15 minutes without scrolling on their phone or texting#the few friends who would let me stay at their house would always sit on their phone the entire evening not really engaging with me#or trying to engage with me by showing me something they found on their phone.... girl-#i broke up with my last partner bc they were chronically online and wouldnt go to sleep without at least 1 hour of phone time in bed#im mainly complaining about the bed time phone usage thing bc it used to drive me crazy as an insomniac#and considering how many people do it just makes me completely disinterested in sharing a bedroom with other people#i am old so that must be it tho#i barely use my phone that thing can last 4 days on one battery charge (it's a good battery but still) despite my occasional yt usage#i like in person talking and i just think people lost touch with their social side the last few years :(#and it's hard for me to feel like im having an engaging conversation with someone if they're constantly checking their phone#it makes me feel really lowly of myself it hits my self-esteem hard bc this behavior shows me im too boring to have their attention#even tho they were the one to invite me over/go out with me... bro.#personal#delete later
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"Brought to you by GENT."
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Was it really necessary to do a drawing like this for something that at the end of the day will just be a little spinoff to occupy us while we wait for the Next Big Thing that's being made in the back room? No, I would say it wasn't. But was it something that I ended up really wanting to do after having The Idea™, on the day this game was "announced"? Absolutely.
It's funny,the original concept for this drawing (basically, everything in this image that didn't come from SOTM) first came to my head in the form of a drawing idea related to Bendy 3 (the next mainline game after DR), it would be a little more colorful - more blue in this case - and would have Audrey, Dapper Bendy and maybe even the Ink Demon. Yeah, I know, this game doesn't exist yet. But I thought it would be a cool thing to draw eventually.
But then, recently, Bendy fans unearthed this new game on April 2nd on Steam and my brain went crazy that day. The unexpected surprise in the new game eventually led to inspiration, and the idea of Bendy 3's drawing ended up coming back during the process and part of its concept ended up emerging with some ideas I was thinking about for SOTM and then, boom. The result was the picture above. I started working on this immediately later that day.
Regarding the drawing itself: The house is not and will not be 100% faithful to what will appear in the game. It's shot in the trailer doesn't really have very good quality,so there are certain details in it that will practically be wrong compared to in-game. (I have no idea what is written below Bendy's head,so I put a random phrase in its place,in this case,"The Nightmare Will Never End") (Also, there is something on the balcony next to the entrance. I don't know what is it, but it look a bit like a wheelchair to me? Idk. I decided to put it in after completing the house)
The Man? It's Alan Gray! Gent's CEO. At least, my take on him. He was the part of the original Bendy 3 idea that I decided to reuse for this. To be honest, I don't have much hope that we'll hear from him in the game, but realistically, of all the characters in the Bendy universe (especially in the games) that have been introduced so far, I think he's the one with the best chance of making an appearance ( him,and probably,but with low chances,Thomas) Also, I included him too because, who else to represent the face of the corporation than the boss himself?
"Brought to you by Gent", which I took directly from BATDR, was also part of the original idea. We know that a third main Bendy game that will focus more on Gent will exist one day, but what it will be called we have no idea. So I used referred, not only to this potential game, but the idea of the og drawing itself, as "Bendy 3: Brought to you by GENT". I thought it sounded nice. And now? I turned it into "Bendy: Secrets of the Machine. Brought to you by GENT" It's a small thing, but it's cool to finally apply this to a game that actually exists.
But in short: I'm very interested! This seems like a very different Bendy game compared to the others that have come before. And while I have several thoughts about what this game might be about and what it might offer, in the end, I don't really know what this game will be. And the fact that I don't know what this is going to be is what makes me very curious and makes me really want to be able to play this. I have a lot to say about this game before it releases, so if you want to know about my thoughts,just read this. Warning, though, I wrote a lot.
But that's about it. Enjoy. ✌️
#bendy and the ink machine#batim#batdr#bendy and the dark revival#bendy: secrets of the machine#bsotm#bendy sotm#alan gray#crookedsmileart#I thought it would be cool to put this old film effect on top of the picture. and who would have thought;it does look cool#another fun fact: the image of the Ink Machine in the background is just from a screenshot I took in the BATDR's archives.#I removed the background and edited the image to fit the in drawing#It didn't turned out bad and it saved me time :D yay#but like I said#I have thoughts about the new game; I'll put them in another post tho; the description of this post is already long enough; and it's not wo#I'll try to post them tonight; so if you happen to be curious to read them; here's the warning
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Seiya & Anzu's eerily similar descriptions of idolhood
#i have an ask waiting for me regarding anzu so im trying to find the novels translated. i only found the first monologue so far#so if u know...and want to help a girl out...i can answer without them ig but i really think having read them would be really beneficial#and the seiya lines are from his ! era sub story#if anyone was curious#wait lmao. not forst monologue i meant i only found the first novel. i only read the monologue so far but op has more chapters#just of the first novel tho
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the only thing my sister and i have to offer to the rise fandom is theories about how lou jitsu's dna recombined with the turtles
#i think about this a lot. like an embarrassing amount actually#i also think about what sorts of enzymes draxum mustve thrown into the ooze to trigger it all#i think there was probably a mystic factor as well#like a mystic catalyst#the turtles (and now splinter) would be considered transgenic organisms#and i dont have a whole lot of background in transgenic techniques so its a little harder for me#there are a lot of ppl at work who are experts on making humanized mouse models so i should ask them LOL#most of my research is on rna and protein expression and not dna modification#still compels me tho#megan we should try to find if anyone has sequence aligned turtle and human dna#im curious how similar the genomes are#and also what genes and consensus sequences are shared between reptiles and humans
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one of my fav aspec community things is when a bunch of aspecs try to dissect and understand allo behavior. it’s like a group of scientists looking at lab data and trying to figure out Why
#marzi speaks#‘and they’re more likely to buy a car when the ads for that car have women in bikinis in them???’#‘fascinating…’#that or it’s like watching animals with a group of people and trying to figure out how they socialize#‘what the fuck are you seeing this?? look that one’s rubbing the other one’s arm. and they’re blushing. why do you think they’re doing that#‘i dunno could be fun.’ ‘ehhhhh i’ll pass’#extra funny when nobody consults an actual allo so everyone in the conversation comes to some false conclusion#‘of course! they have to be exaggerating- surely nobody would say something like that and actually mean it! we are so clever’#genuinely tho allos why do you do that shit. it’s kind of entertaining and kind of disturbing. why do u act like that#i am deeply curious but also kind of intimidated
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During the 2020 shut-in era, I basically only listened to Coldplay and god the amnt of emotional nostalgia I get from listening to their music is so
#the first 3 albums only btw 🥰🥰#theres some songs i rly like from their other albums#but nothing has the gut punch of their first 3 for me#and i listened to them a lot while developing my main oc ship#so listening to these im like SOB SOB ECLIPOIR SOB SOB SOB#i even drew art of them w the lyrics....#but now these songs are my go-to ship coded songs#so ofc listening to them now my brain is subconsciously trying to apply them to vettonso....#tho something i think is very funny is how this music is pretty basic right? not a bad thing!!! but like very well known normal music#but of course when i listen to it im making these over dramatic animatics in my head to them#and once i looked at the lyrics explanation for a song cause i was curious#and the reasoning was something super boring related to chris martin's marriage and it ruined the song for a bit LMFAO#i cant be thinking abt them in that context okay 😭😭 theyre the songs thsy form the tapestry for basically every ship i have#blah blah blah typical catie moment of 'i dont listen to these songs in the NORMAL way' calm down...#anyways getting emo as always over this music sob sob sob#I just love that music can instantly transport you back to a specific time in your life or a specific thing#i think I also was into rainbow six when i listened to this music mainly 😭😭 so now ofc theyre popping into my head#also my god: Spies would be such a good Bond song and i refuse to believe they didnt write it w that in mind ;;;;;#maybe i should put more thought into what songs of theirs i could apply to vettonso...#i really need to make a playlist for them sometime :D#catie.rambling.txt
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I just remembered that a naruto fan art rendition of Judith beheading her rapist Holofernes exists and ☹️
#the one where sasuke is Holofernes andd sakura is Judith#like i like piece the artist is really talented but#A why did you make all of the white????#B girl wtf are you tryna say#C no really whats the point whatvwas the reason#what a odd moment in naruto fandom history i hope she made some money off those prints#why were they yt tho#it was just salt in the wound to make them Caucasians#like yeah sasuke was an ass to Sakura but Judith beheading her rapist Holofernes girl#that is not the comparison i would have made but damn ok i guess#i will always be so curious what was jt that was trying to be said there beautiful art but at the end of the day im just confused#and wasn't she a Kylo ren fan#.................... like#where is the disconnect#naruto#pro sasuke#and to be clear in my opinion Sakura got what she put out in that relationship#like no one is owed civilty and when you cross peoples boundaries repeatedly you are even less deserving of it#sasuke and sakura were just two really different people who just did not get along and they both learned that the hard way#D why would you do that to such a beautiful and significant artwork
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some things don’t ever change huh kuukou 🤭
#this is vee speaking#zannen: stay away from me!!!! 😱😱😱 kuukou: i can’t hear you!!!!!!!! *destroys him*#me: YEAH GET HIM GOOD KUUKOU YOURE DOING AMAZING 💜💜💜💜💜💜#i do think it’s interesting he’s repeated this here actually lol#like kuukou just doesn’t see the hypnosis mics as a weapon and actually never has if the nb track is anything to go by#i’m sure that’d make rei happy to hear lol tho it does make me curious about what about the mics attracted kuukou to them#he watched otome take over the government with them and was impressed lol#but that does fall in line with kuukou repeatedly trying to hijack shit lol like#in the nurusara track he tried to take over sasara’s tv show lmao#and again in the block party he said he wouldn’t mind going up on stage in place for ichiro who had the main time slot#it’s kuukou peacocking/being an attention wh0re lol but i still would like to know if there’s a reason for it lmao!!!!!! 😭😭😭#oh sorry about blocking reblogs i set it that way since i didn’t know how to make the connection without using a manga screenshot 😖
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am I an. angst writer?
#cloud posts#...I mean#it's not Super Dark angst. I think.#....I think????#......I mean I'm not a fluff writer I think?????#but??????#it's not all doom and gloom???? there's comfort???#I just!!!! write what the characters would do!!!! let THEM decide!!!#and if it's angsty so what!!!!!#labels are soooooo laaaame smh smh /j#...still tho. I do. admit. that I seem to Love writing characters being Worried.#and Trying To Deal With Tough Situations.#....hmmmmm.#hmmmmm 🤔#curious.
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Would I be weird for making a prototype sketch of an idea I have for a jellycat plush? Would I be even weirder if I emailed it to jellycat themselves?
#listen. I'm not looking to do this to get money if they were to make the design (not that it wouldn't be nice)#I literally just want to see my idea become real#I think at the most I'd ask to receive a free plush that'd be inspired from my design or maybe ask for the prototype of the plush#even then I don't think I'd go that far even tho it'd be nice#I just want to see this become real#for anybody curious I want jellycat to add to their line of element/sitting dragons#yknow the moonlight dragon the forest dragon and the ruby dragon. those guys#I'm dying for them to make a sky dragon to go with the set#and/or an ice dragon. but I'm more focused on the sky dragon#I have a clear vision of it on my head#ik I've spoken about it before#I just really love this line of dragons and would be excited to see more in a similar style#a sunlight dragon to go with the moonlight dragon would be cool too#don't mind me Im just fixated on this idea rn#if I do create a sketch for a prototype I'll post it here first to gauge others reactions#before deciding if I'd legitimately want to send to to jellycat#not that I think they'd actually use it or even look at it. Im sure they get tons of fan ideas submitted to them#but it might be fun to try yknow?#even tho Im literally not seeking anything for doing it. I just want it to be real and official#I could commission something to replicate my vision but it wouldn't be the same at all#I need there to be silver embroidery used. the faux white leather for the horns. a perfectly shaped snooter.#idk if anybody but jellycat themselves could fulfill my vision#unless I could find somebody who's really good at mimicking their style#I doubt I'll ever look into it tho#viti shoosh
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patch 4 is going to take 5ever to download but i'm soooo excited for it
#hablaty#bee gee three posting#listeeeeen that bit of news about the l'z romance being altered has me *very* intrigued#like okay I was going to revisit the game and berci soon-ish bc i wanted to give him a pt where i knew what i was doing#like this first pt was the definition of a blind pt i had the tag blacklisted since the early days of early access#i did not play early access i did not play the first 2 games i did not play dí en dí so yeah i was winging pretty much everything#and while the game is an excercise in frustration for me#(okay it's not a bad game i'd say it's a solid 7.5/10 but it's strengths are lost on me so my experience with it is fairly mid)#I do adore my boy he's very precious to me#so I definitely wanted to give him another go with a more experienced player bc that's what he deserves#and bc I wanted to see how he'd play out#and then the new patch dropped and just aaaa#bc the romances were a big catalyst in his development#(tho for the record i wasn't *trying* to appease either l'z or gale it just happened)#so if l'z is harder to romance then I'm really interested how Berci would change as a result#maybe they won't have anything between them maybe he won't become a squid#(tho that was a very emotionally resonant moment for me so I'd be a bit bummed if that were the case)#maybe things will work out better with gale maybe he won't go to hell with his besties#who knows I sure don't but I'm very curious to see it
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that’s not very cis of you
BYE🛌
It's complicated alright 😭💀
#a lil personal story about this now that the topic came up:#some time ago i started questioning my gender identity but i didnt like the spanish they/them pronouns on myself#they just didnt sit right lol#so i tried using gender neutral language (ig yall know spanish is one of the many languages that is VERY gendered#even fcking objects have their own 'gender' lmao) so yea if it pas possible i phrased what i said abt myself in a pronounless way#but when it was not possible to do that id use male pronouns to try how i felt with them. the thing is that every fucking time i did that#some dude in a gc i was in said 'dO u hAvE a D¡cK????' and it made me really uncomfy as if i needed it to be able to use those pronouns 🧍#LITERALLY EVERY TIME so eventually i gave up because i thought what's the point of finding my identity if it wont be respected anyways?#so yea im resigned to be seen as the same I was born with the same i've always been and the same everyone knows me#dont get me wrong i dont always hate being a girl but sometimes it makes me curious how would it be if i wasnt#and i dont mind what pronouns ppl use with me most of the time as long as it's not with a bad intention#I've wondered if maybe i'm a she/they? idk i just gave up thinking about it#at least for now. i have my whole ass life to find out what or who i am so i don't feel there's a need to rush tbh#woah this rant got rlly long sorry lol idk if anyone will read this far 🏃#btw it's not only about that guy but he made me constantly remember that most people at least here in latam are very closed minded#just like him so if i ended up finding an identity i was happy with it wouldnt be respected by most people irl anyways#i'm not in that gc anymore tho#i hope i was able to like explain well what i mean? i don't wanna seem like i gave up that easily just because some dude was being a jerk#it's just that i'm kind of an overthinker
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Me when I was turning like 15 and my parents brought a cake to my church youth group so I would be the center of attention: nononononono-
Me when I was turning 21 and my parents told the waiters of the restaurant we were at so they could embarrass me but I promptly got out of my seat and put one foot on the chair: Give me the hat. I am conducting this performance.
#i was curious what would happen if i just didnt give them the hat back#but i didnt actually want the hat and i wasnt that curious#plus i was hungry#they also tried to offer me the alcohol menu even tho my parents had told them up front i wouldnt be interested#i wasnt interested - surprise surprise#still havent and never will be lol#i could say something like ‘oh i just want to stay sober and be healthy and not damage my liver’#when the reality is A. i have little to no self control anyway with my adhd let’s not add alcohol into the mix#and B. first and foremost alcohol yucky#alcohol yucky is 90% of my reasoning lol#thats the main bit#like i understand how it would look like ‘oh the overprotective parents dont want their 21 yr old drinking’#but the reality is im just not interested lol#my mom has said she’s cool with marijuana she’d just rather my brother and i use edibles#as opposed to smoking#bc smoking will fuck up our lungs#so its not the drug she has qualms with it’s the method of delivery#tbf she’s fairly conservative still but has fibro and would really like to try it medically for her pain one day#and when her friend had chemo it was the only thing that helped her#so she IS still fairly conservative she’s just had life experiences that have made her pro marijuana#just not pro smoking marijuana bc she’s not pro smoking anything bc it fucks up your lungs#and fucks up the lungs of anyone else nearby too#and her parents were smokers so she knows secondhand smoke well#which like yeah i think that’s 100% fair and i agree#if you wanna use tobacco or cannabis thats not my problem unless you do it in such a way that makes it my problem#one day i kinda wanna try and go somewhere i can get her some medical marijuana and bring it back for her to try#bc she’s lived with fibro so bad she’s been disabled for over 2 decades now#and if dragging my ass across the country to pick up some cbd oil for her is what i have to do to help her#then goddamnit ill get used to roadtrips
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fuck I've done it again. I had a long in depth conversation with my mom abt gender identity and trans history. I'm so *teeth gritted* cisgender and *visibly shaking* heterosexual
#i brought up a friend of mine who changed their name bc i met up with them and my mom was like i recognized that person who was that#and i told her their name and she was confused and then i told her who they used to be#and she started asking questions#which i subsequently answered#she thought the idea of deadnames was sad#and i was trying to like. grapple with that#because she was like idk i understand completely why someone would change their name#and i would have no problem switching pronouns like if u wanted to be a he or a they sure i wouldnt care#but if one of my kids didnt want the name i gave them it would make me sad#which like thank god that even in my ideal closetless world i am still ruby#but what if i wasnt#idk#idk man it was emotionally exhausting#im glad shes so genuinely curious abr these things tho#like she wants to learn abt queer stuff and she is ok with using pronouns#:')
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