Text
lil guy and big ouppy form
#working on reference sheets. again#well kinda#what im actually doing is struggling to draw#but yall know how it is it'll pass... eventually
212 notes
·
View notes
Text
In Stars And Time? More like In Ace And Gender
+ some alts
#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#josh art tag#happy pride yall!#getting to play as a nonbinary protag who is also ace was just so so cool#im hoping to draw the main 6 with their flags for pride#cuz this game and its lgbt-ness makes me so happy and its awesome that its canon!#i also really love the varied relevancy of the lgbt themes#cuz its certainly not the plot of the story#but some characters lgbt-ness is quite important to their backstory or their current struggles!#while for others its just kinda there!!#and i think thats great#its a good reflection of real life and how different people have different experiences being lgbt and how it affects their lives differently#and works well with the story#it doesnt get in the way at all while still being important to the characters#and it even fits into the worldbuilding so well????#truly if there were no mentions of the Gender Themes i think the worldbuilding wouldnt have been quite as good#mirabelle specifically really gets to me...#prolly cuz im. yknow. aroace too#but seeing how she felt she was betraying her religion? how she fept she needed to change to fit other peoples expectations?#and how earlier in the game she does actually say breaking traditions is also a part of the change belief#but she doesnt realize that can extend to her#it all hits really hard for me
227 notes
·
View notes
Text
Argenti headcanons
🌹 Tags: Afab g/n reader, Smut/Fluff, established relationship, obsessive Argenti once again 😍, size difference kink, belly bulge, creampie, idk what else to tag 💔
🌹 A/N: sorry I tried making him as accurate to canon but he's a bit of a freak in my eyes (not in the kinky way but in the questionable way)
Argenti is a gentleman, he loves to be sensual and treat you like royalty, so naturally the aftercare is top notch! No matter how tired he is (unlikely that he's tired to begin with) he'll always make sure to clean you well, get the bed ready and pepper you with many many kisses <3 He will never leave until you're fully taken care of
Raging size difference kink. He can't quite pinpoint why exactly he's so into it but all he knows is that he can't help himself when he sees just how much smaller you are to him- believe me he has had to learn a new level of self control around you...
He's really big and absolutely loves seeing you take all him, has accidentally overstimulated you before but can you blame him? The way your pussy takes all of his cock and how his cum drips down you ... one round is not enough to please him.
Belly bulge is almost a guarantee everytime he fucks you and yes, it makes him very hard seeing how deep he fucks you
Pleasure dom but can also be sub. He absolutely loves spoiling you no matter how greedy you get, but he also enjoys being spoiled! He won't outwardly admit this however so make sure every once in a while you take good care of him, he deserves it~ ❤️
Worships you like a god(dess) regardless if he's top or bottom, it's almost embarrassing hearing his over the top compliments but he means every word! He loves spending a while just kissing your entire body, his kisses are so soft and full of love, and they linger in the areas that you're most self conscious about! To him, everything about you is beautiful, no matter what you think of yourself!
Loves it when you take the lead, he'll do whatever you ask of him like an obedient little puppy~ just kiss him a few more times and he's already head over heels for you! (Not that he already isn't though) When you ride him and threat him like a whore he cums even faster than usual. He can't decide if he prefers when you're gentle and loving or when you're mean and harsh.
Big praise kink, even when you're mean to him you should still praise him~
Into bondage as well, loves it no matter who's the one tied up! When you're the one tied up he loves to blindfold you as well and whisper to you everything that he will/is doing to you. He's very comforting when you're blindfolded but you can feel his voice go deeper than usual which makes you all the more hot for him
Now when you tie him up...he becomes a complete mess. He whines and moans, his body shaking so much that you almost feel bad for not letting him touch you, but that's just part of the fun, no? Again, cums a lot faster in this state
He cums a lot- and quickly too. You're lucky he has so much stamina since he cums way before you even come close. After you're both done the bed/wherever you fucked is very very messy- makes him a bit embarrassed but also loves seeing it as a way of claiming you as his own~
Also has a breeding kink, even if you can't have kids hes simply just obsessed with the idea of filling you up and having so many kids with you~
CW: Dub-con and cnc (roleplay kidnapping)
Overall he's very loving, no matter how you want him to fuck you he'll do it and praise you so much while doing so! You're his beloved little rose and he absolutely loves everything about you! ❤️
Although you're his priority and he wants to make sure you enjoy every second of it, he's still quite...obsessive over you- which can lead to him forgetting that this is reality and will fuck the living light out of you to the point that it's just painful- at some point he'll make sure you're okay but he's quick to go back and fucking you dumb
He's a bit addicted to roleplaying as if he kidnapped you, tying you to his bed and just fucking your pretty face drives him insane <3 You spend a lot of time before hand making clear each other's boundaries, and even while roleplaying he can't help but ask if your ok and compliments you so much
#again im sorry for writing argenti like this...i really do think hes such a sweetheart in bed but also#have yall seen how obsessed he is with idrila? no way he isnt a bit questionable when hes in love#ill write cute and romantic smut with argenti.. eventually...#have like 2 other argenti fics that is just him being an obsessive freak#but i love him like that#tho hes genuinely so caring and loving and and and oh my god i am so in love with him#im so tired tho my eyes hurt#so goodnight yall#argenti smut#hsr smut#hsr argenti smut#argenti x reader#hsr x reader#smut headcanons#actually i wanna write more for the dub-con part but i am struggling to keep my eyes open...
251 notes
·
View notes
Text
I'm seeing a lot of people with neurodivergency, specially under the autism spectrum say that "Laios is annoying, never shuts up, is insensitive, and I can't stand him"; and the irony is not lost on me lmao.
#like im sorry dude did you think all autism is “anime obsessed dude”?#how did you think neurodivergent people behaved on old times?#also like#being unintentionally insensitive is almost a telltale sign of autism cause you struggle with social cues#if anything i think a lot of you are finally habing to face your own internalized predjudices#“he is annoying” yes that's how ableist neurotypical people talk about us all the time tell me something i haven't heard already#like how do i explain to you that a lot of neurotypical people tal the exact same eay youre talkbing about laios#and is annoying when they go “but im neurodivergent! i can be biased agaisnt neurodivergent people”#yes you can because being neurodivergent is not a monolith and you are mistifying being neurodivergent#by implying theres some sort of virtue in being under the spectrum when youre as capable of being a dick just as everyone else#like you think you have autism but suddenly wanting to taste things youre not supposed to eat and not remembering peoples names is too much?#some of yall never experienced beinf a “weird kid” at a young age and it shows#and im not talking the “geek bullied” weird kid kinda way#im talking “the adults think I'm weird amd don't know how to deal with me”#WHICH FITS LAIOS PERFECTLY BECAUSE WE ACTUALLY HAVE A SCENE OF HIS DAD SHOWING HIM FALLIN AS A BABY#AND NOT UNDERSTANDING WHY IS THERE NO EXPECTED REACTION FROM LAIOS#anyways im making this rant because is unreal how many posts of this exist#you think Laios is annoying cause he wont shut up?#congratulations thats how most people see us#now get over it or watch other series if you hate it that much#dunmeshi hell thoughts#weird rant i suppose#dungeon meshi#laios touden
78 notes
·
View notes
Text
controversial opinion maybe but it BEWILDERS me when people (mostly americans ime) genuinely seriously with their whole chest complain about how impossibly hard russian names are. like. do a single google search. i don't see how you can comprehend that charles = chuck and margaret = peggy but can't fathom that rodion = rodya. how is this such a huge barrier of entry for people
#and this doesnt apply to ESL ppl or any other ppl who have actual reasons like dyslexia or something#im talking about other americans who go yeah i had to stop reading bc i couldnt understand the names#how are you seeing different cultural naming conventions as an unsurpassable barrier that forces you to quit and give up on ever reading it#instead of an opportunity to learn and expand your narrow worldview?????? and over something SO SIMPLE??????????#like i know damn well yall know a katherine that goes by katie or a john that goes by jack#and those make even less sense than something like aleksey -> alyosha!#there are general rules and patterns unlike english! like the progression from aleksey -> alyosha -> alyoshka -> alyoshechka is so easy to#comprehend i dont understand how its SUCH a common complaint#i definitely understand the struggle of keeping characters straight when they have the same first name#like katerina ivanovna and katerina ospovna in t/bk etc#and of course the names in general are something you have to adjust to if youve never encountered it before! it takes a bit of thought#but its NOT FUCKING ROCKET SCIENCE and its asinine to shrug your shoulders and say welp guess im incapable of ever reading any ruslit!#like ohhh my goddd it grinds my gears so bad#bare minimum effort#anontalks#sorry for rant but i keep fucking seeing this shit and it rubs me the wrong way every time#like yeah its funny that dunya = avdotya and grushenka = agrafena#but richard = dick and elizabeth = betty so who fucking cares read the damn book
132 notes
·
View notes
Text
💜💜💜💖💖🎶
I want to make otherkin/therian (or alterhuman/nonhuman, whatever term y'all prefer) friends, but interacting with people is so scary and half the time I barely have the motivation to function, let alone socialize.
So...uh.........
Be my friend? Please? 🥹
(No pressure of course)
#i dont mind how yall want to communicate (dms/comments/reblogs/asks) i dont care#i just want friends#otherkin#alterhuman#otherkin community#alterhuman community#nonhuman#nonhuman community#otherkin stuff#otherlink#otherhearted#otherhuman#otherkin struggles#otherkin things#come interact with me#pwease#:)#<3#no pressure#probably better if im ignored#im annoying and socially akward/anxious#and im low enough in the tags on this post to easily get away with being self deprecating#so ill just say i suck and am annoying and inconvenient so you should probably ignore me and save your time#i doubt ill actually respond#dont mind me just casually hating myself in tags#god i hope no one actually reads these tags#im such a pick me attention seeker :(#venting in the tags is fun#cuz no one will see them#geez how many tags do i have left
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
thinking about writing a jmart fic inspired by my original story. would y'all read it or nah
#the storys about a woman who finds herself in this weird ass forest#where the longer youre there the more it strips you of your identity#until all that remains is your core motivation#your bare essentials#and it warps your body to better reflect that#like i have a character who was a huntsman who had to resort to cannibalism when he and his hunting buddy got trapped in the mountains#so now hes like this Grotesque Beast who hunts other people who wander into the forest#and i love him sm <3#anyway#so the woman is trying to find her way back home to her wife before she becomes one of them#but no ones ever escaped before blah blah blah whatever#and im having a hard time actually writing it#since its something from scratch#like theres just A Lot#i have characters and the setting but im struggling to balance a plot b plot c plot etc#so i figure i might just rope my hyperfixation into it to let it Do Its Thing so i can actually have like#a first draft#at the very least#idk#would yall read that?#not tma#helix speaks#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jonmartin#jmart#get this to 10 notes and I'll do it#i don't need a lot of convincing#it's prolly gonna happen#soon as i figure out how i wanna rework characters and plot points
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
given the opportunity i could be approximately 500% more annoying about any of my creative projects. but unfortunately .my brain is soup,
#taylor.txt#i have so much to say but sometimes i worry that sharing all my thoughts comes across as annoying LOL#like i know its a milliontimes more interesting if i like. write and post fics rather than go on and on about how i incorporated x obscure#symbol and it was Really Fun but man i work so much and my energy levels are such an uphill battle always#i just dont have the ability to write as much as i used to. but i still THINK about writing all the time and i do wanna share with the class#but i just dont have it in me to do unprompted because genuinely. Who Cares dskcjkxbcms#again. its more interesting to read the fic. the author’s 2am notes are not as thought-provoking as i think they are at 2am#all this being said MAN i wish i had time to write request fics. i want to so bad. but even just writing in general is so hard some days#my workload is manageable im just struggling. as usual. happy october yall#i have had a headache bordering on migraine for like 48 hours#and actually my workload isnt manageable because i just want to stay home</3
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
man it can be a huge bummer when you're not "the typical autistic" so let's all remember that we're varied individuals with very different needs. and sometimes those needs are conflicting!
for example I hate tone tags and it makes me so nervous to see em. Its like another social rule for me to fail at. but I recognize theyre helpful for people and I respect that! I also actively hate using certain stim toys and weighted blankets are super unpleasant (I'm VERY sensory avoidant!! I hate loud tastes, being restrained, and many stim toys are way too loud for me) so I have to kinda "improvise" for that sort of thing. There aren't many resources that apply to me!
It doesn't make us any less autistic, and it can be painful to feel like an outsider in a community of outsiders. So! Shout out to anyone frustrated by this!
#actually autistic#autism acceptence month#autistic adult#i do struggle with empathy so its like. i thought it was so weird that yall even are able to deal with weighted blankets and spinners#cause theyre borderline Scary to me! i felt so weird and insecure#and also i really do hate tone tags im sorry akdjdjdnf they trigger anxiety and it feels like masking for me#but obviously if they help u im glad!!
71 notes
·
View notes
Text
Every bookbinding tutorial i found online: "DO NOT TRY THE COPTIC STITCH AS A BEGINNER ITS TOO ADVANCED"
Me who has only bound one book before and used a completely different method: "ehh it can't be that hard"
2 hours later
.....I was right. Its not that hard.
#its technically slightly wrong cuz i dont have signatures#im just doing one folded piece of paper at a time#which does take longer#but i was expecting that#doing actual signatures would have a. been way too thick cuz im using watercolor paper and getting them to lay flat wouldve been annoying#and also i wouldve had to pay a lot more attention to how the pages were actually laid out#and this project was already kinda overwhelming without that added in#im also combining methods a bit cuz im also gonna glue the spine with wood glue for extra support#and i also dont want the stitching to be visible#every tutorial was also like ''coptic stitch is great for exposed stitching!!!'' like cool story. not why im using it. gonna cover that shit#also finding one that wasnt in video form AND actually showed everything i needed to know was completely impossible apparently#i needed to know how to attach a fresh string when i run out cuz i always struggle with that in any sewing project#and generally need a refresher each time#and all the written ones were just like ''just make sure your string is long enough before hand!!! but not so much that it becomes#tangled!!!'' bitch im making a much thicker book than you. i cannot just use ONE string. it b#absolutely WILL become tangled if i make it long enough to finish the binding in one go.#yall are WEAK#my book is 3 times thicker than yours#i need to know how to attach a fresh string#the video tutorials cover that but i had to fast forward through most of it#im running out of steam for tonight (hence why im here and not working on it) so ill be finishing this tomorrow#was hoping to get this part done over the weekend but i ended up not getting a lot of the writing done on friday as i intended#cuz i ended up having to play tech support for my friend so she could update her sims mods
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
a silly lil drawing that happened to coincide perfectly with valentines day! based on a figurine ill link in a reblog :)
timelapse under the read-more!
#furry#fursona#furry art#anthro#bunny girl#original#transparent#timelapse#watch the timelapse to see me struggle with drawing Booby hgfjhfj#this is actually the third drawing of some pieces ive made these past few days. originally id have posted them in order#but since valentines is NOW its gonna b out of order oooops fhgfj#also the eagle-eyed of u may notice that her design is different. thats bcus im experimenting again ❤#just small tweaks this time tho! i wanna make her a bit more wolflike so im gonna b adjusting her markings i think#once i settle on a design i might make an Official Reference Sheet for posterity#maybe i should also make a tag for her.. hm#anyway thats all i have for today! have a nice valentines yall <3#oc: fursona
109 notes
·
View notes
Text
actually crying i swear this frame was an accident
#top 10 worst times to pause a clip#ykw accurate reactions from those two in the back honestly#and yet he continues to be adorable even when appaled can u believe it. i can because he is ithe everything#its emmet im talking abt emmet if that wasnt clear by now#tlm#the lego movie#the lego movie 2#pixie talks#emmet brickowski#what tag do ppl use for lucy#lucy wyldstyle#or is it like. just lucy#eh#im kinda hoping ppl dont find this anyway HFJGDK#damn pixie ur into both sth and tlm at the same time pick a struggle#i lost like 3 followers over posting tlm stuff this is so funny to me#i still have like 900 from the olden days i honest to god couldnt care less#i will be remaining cringe actually#esp since hes like the one part of these i care abt oops#if i cant control a character-specific hyperfix yall will just have to suffer with me ig
31 notes
·
View notes
Text
A couple comments on Candor going like:
“Doesnt this mean he could have escaped the entire time??”
Or
“So none of it mattered”
Or
“He didn’t have to go through all that”
THATS THE POINTTTTTTTT!!!!!
#candor fic#some of yall bitches would rather die or go through hell and back than love yourselves!! thats the point thats the POINT!!!!!!!!!#the pain and misery you jump headfirst into just because its routine and easier than having to forgive yourself for being you!!!!#the fact that you perpetuate cycles of self harm and abuse!!! because its all you know!!!! and having to learn to break that cycle because—#no one else can do it for you!!!!#self hatred is the epitome of irrationality of COURSE it was the pretty option of COURSE it could have been avoided#but you can tell someone who beats themselves up all the time that theyre fucking stupid but you KNOW they arent listening to SHIT#thats the POINTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!#*screeches at the top of my lungs*#okay. im good now 😤#im totally down for people to interpret my works however but my god is it a struggle when someone literally explains the main theme without-#understanding it#and rather than not commenting something else they take that misunderstanding and speak of it like its a flaw in the actual work#delete later
58 notes
·
View notes
Text
help i have trouble falling asleep
but i want it to be tomorrow and i want to be at school
and the only way to do that is to go to sleep and sleep the time away
do you see the problem here
#Riv’s stuff#struggle#insomnies#autistic insomnia#i need the people at school#like right now#or im gonna start crying#like let me talk to [name]#please#i need it#for emotional reasons#How do you form emotional connections with people#except by hanging out and the only way to do that now is to be invited#but you dont get jnvited if youre not close enough to them#do you see the problem#also theres no like general public places to hang out with a bunch of people like there used to be#bc adults hate loitering teens#and they wonder why we’re all depressed#bc we have no way to make friends#and friends are so so important at my age#you need support circles at any age#i love school bc i see people there#and bc im not at home#like i love my house but my family is something to be seen occasionally#not 66% of the time on weekdays and the entire days on weekends#i need my friends#i need frieeeends#like irl as well as yall#i love yall but i need people in my actual life too
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
its hilarious experiencing useless lesbian meme levels of "this person is obviously flirting with you" irl bc in the moment. it rly feels like. theres no way this is really happening
#and in retrospect yall probably looked like two kids in anime club meowing at each other#im also just way too fucking autistic to respond in kind sometimes like i actually struggle with like#being cool or flirty or what the fuck ever.#whenever i try to be joke mean it sounds like im rly being mean and im scared if i try to actually flirt#ill say something rly out of pocket on accident or some shit and like this is not a relationship i can pursue lmfao
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Why does my writing feel bad everytime I try to write for a new fandom??
Like. I know my writing is good, I usually like it considering I write what I wanna read. But for some reason?? Writing for new fandoms feels like Im offending the writing gods and every word feels so awkward and out of place and AAAAAAAA
#i WANT to write for other fandoms#especially bc like. for the small fandoms im in there ISNT a lot of stuff to read SO I NEED TO WRITE IT FOR MYSLEF!!!#but it never feels as satisfying as writing dsmp dhrkskdlfd#ik i wrote for dsmp for yearssss before i started to actually post so by then i had years of practice to make sure the characters#sounded in character#but LIKEEE#😭😭😭😭#im struggling yall#i just wanna write the silly firefighter show without thinking every word is the worst thing in existence:((#the only reason i was able to finish that one one shot was bc it was a vent fic so i wasnt really thinking about it being in character i was#just writing my own thoughts and needs#WHICH I JUST WROTE A SHORT VENT SNIPP TOO AND I LIKED THAT 😭😭😭#BUT ANYTIME I TRY TO WRITE JUST. NORMAL FIC#IT FEELS SO BADDDJFKDSKSKD#IM SUFFERINGNGNGNGG#I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN PAST PAGE ONE BRUHHDFJJD#i need to just .#finish my fathers day fic#post#and hopefully thatll renew a sense of “okay im kinda good actually?”#bc i have that mostly finished...#it just feels rushed agrhrhdhdhdjd#foxie rambles#im SUFFERING 🙏‼️‼️
2 notes
·
View notes