#you really got me in my feels at 6am rn

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you're so- im- *breaks down* YOU'RE SO SWEET-- AHHH OMG 🥺🥺 thank you so much my bai <33 you are so warm and so kind and and and and- MWAH ily

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✯social media au

✯charles leclerc x female reader

✯safe to say both you and your boyfriend are enamoured with one another

✯been feeling down recently and wanted to get a little something out…i hope this is okay 🩷

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[the-s1lly-corner]

Proxies with a fem reader going to a pumpkin patch so she can pick out her pumpkin? :>

Proxies and Fem!Reader going to a pumpkin patch!

obligatory toby is platonic but tbh i dont think romance ties too much into these specific hcs also i havent been to a pumpkin patch in years so im really scraping my brain trying to remeber what people do asides pick pumpkins...and google... a lot of google... i admit i had to fight myself not to make this a group thing where it's all together but im 80% sure you wanted these separate no unique gifs for each character, too eepy (its 6am rn and i couldnt sleep for the life of me SOBS)

Masky:

I feel like out of the three he's probably going to give the most resistance, he just doesn't like being around where loads of people may be; too much noise you know? But with enough coaxing and reassurance I do believe you can convince him to tag along

Most straight forward about it, wants it to be in and out, so he kinda beelines and tries to find a pair of pumpkins that'll do

"Babe... those ones are too small to carve..." "They're. Average."

Sorry I had to make that joke

Anyways

Out of all the activities there you might get him to sit down for a hayride if it's not too too packed!

Overall it's an okay experience, but really this guy would prefer the pumpkin carving at home after the fact; out on a porch sitting next to one another, alone in comfortable silence! He saves the seeds to make into snacks later

Hoodie:

A little more willing to go out! I feel like he's the easiest in terms of talking into stuff! As long as it's not anything dangerous he's more than willing to spend time with you.... all the better to keep his eye on you.. both in a cute aww he wants to protect you way and a creepy way but hey that's creepypasta for you

If they're offering shitty quickly constructed rides count him in, he's going to be the one dragging you!

While I'm not sure what rides would be there I'm sure there'd be but you're gonna be there for way longer than originally planned

Saving this for another day but Ferris Wheel trope where it gets stuck, one of y'all totally shouldn't send in a character for me to do that for wink wink nudge nudge

Probably the most emotive you see Hoodie, ever, it's actually a little jarring at first but it's cute in it's own way that he's getting all hyped up over some rides

overall? y'all forget to actually. pick pumpkins so you guys have to almost immediately return to go browse at the pumpkins that remain. Does the thing where you knock on produce to make sure it sounds right. Does he know what he's going or what he's looking for? No clue but hey there's that mental image, Hoodie kneeling down on the ground, head pressed against a pumpkin and tapping it

Ticci Toby:

Pretends to not wanna go but really he's totally fucking stoked that you wanna go somewhere with him, him? like him him? Toby? Well if you insist-

That bit sounded mean but I believe Toby feels.... I don't know how to put it but like I think it's because he used to be bullied and left out that he still gets a little surprised when you willingly invite him to hang out; not that he's complaining though

Haunted corn maze. This fucker beelines for the corn maze. You have lost your silly friend with an affinity for collecting empty snail shells (hc)

Good luck trying to find him, if it's one of those mazes with scare actors he's not going to flinch or scream so there goes your audio cue

Eventually you do find him though! So it's not totally disastrous! It just takes you upwards of fifteen minutes because you yourself got lost before looping back to the entrance, only to find this little shit sitting right by the entrance

Seriously how the fuck did he do that?

No clue

You know how sometimes pumpkins are bumpy or a lil... off looking? Leave it to this fucker to make several jokes about how they look, primarily ragging on the bumpier ones

"Hey look, it looks like you" "shut the fuck up"/j

Generally a very good time as long as you ignore the small heart attack you got when Toby disappeared! Good luck cleaning the mess after carving up your pumpkins

He probably tries to see what the guts taste like

idk what raw pumpkin guts taste like

not sure if its any good because ive only tried pre canned pumpkin puree and used it for baking so idk if it tastes good straight from the source

[run2yew]

Frustrated.

Pairing: Han Jisung /Female reader

Genre: romance, suggestive, smut (minors dni), best friends to lovers au

Word count: 5.9k

Warnings: swearing, oral (male rec), making out, semi public (??)

Summary: "You want me to help?."

"I told you, you don't have to. I'll figure something out."

"No, like, right now. Do you want me to help?"

He stops, batting his eyelashes in shock.

"What the fuck are you talking about?."

You shouldn't do this, but right now, you're not sure if you're thinking with your brain at all. And that's probably why you get on your knees, spinning his chair to face you. Your face leveling with his core.

✵

hanji <3: come pick me up im scared

you: did I ask?

hanji <3: do you HAVE to be mean w me even when im struggling :((?

you: yes, and you like it

you: what happened to my favorite brat?

hanji <3: you know what time I got here? 6AM

hanji <3: my last meal was LUNCH

hanji <3: it's MIDNIGHT AND NO DINNER YET

hanji <3: im so fucking hungry and tired I might go insane

you: are you trying to die??

you: seriously, just tell me and I'll do it for you, no need to starve!!!

hanji <3: very funny

hanji <3: we can't go out to eat rn and I don't wanna eat the company food 😭

hanji <3: stupid changbin with his stupid pork craving now I want pork :/

you: im sorry, wish I could do something to help :((

hanji <3: you're bearing me, that's nice

hanji <3: plus, it's not like you could bring me food or anything lol

you: yeah

you: you'll be fine though, we'll have pork on the weekend, I'll pay!

✵

"What are you doing here?." Jisung asks, suddenly getting up from where he was sitting. His brows arching as he blinked slowly in your direction, although you didn't miss the way his lips curled up slightly.

"I bought food." You simply put, leveling the food bags with your face and beaming before closing the door behind you.

You turn back to meet his eyes again, bowing to his friends in the process.

It was late, and you couldn't help but feel bad when Jisung texted you. Admitting he was exhausted, rambling about how he couldn't stop to get some food and how the song was turning out great but they couldn't risk cutting the flow.

Jisung and the guys are hardworking, and even though you appreciate their art, it's not fair to their own bodies to ignore what they're feeling. 

So you had a brilliant idea: randomly showing up with food.

It was a bold move, of course, but if you wanted to do something nice for him you'd have to go for it. He'd do the same for you.

"I'm sorry for interrupting, I just..." Your eyes shift to the smiling ChangBin lazily placed on the studio couch, legs thrown over a chair relaxedly, leaning in like he wants you to keep talking.

"Jisung told me you guys were hungry and tired, so you know...couldn't fix the tired. The hungry was the next thing on my list." You chuckle nervously, finishing with a shrug.

"Please, you're not interrupting us, you're doing us a favor" Changbin points as he straightens his back on the couch, restraining his legs from where they were placed. 

"An amazing favor, actually. Thank you." Chan adds, eyes softening, and you can't help but give him a smile back, which he gladly returns with a small wink that makes you chuckle.

"Don't worry though, I'm just going to drop this off and go back. I don't mean to bother, just wanted to help."

Chan immediately stands up, vigorously shaking his head in denial, reaching for your hands as he takes the bags from you and puts them on the small coffee table in front of him. "No, no, no, no, no. Come on, you're staying and eating with us!."

"Chan, it's fine, really. I don't want to come in between your creative process. I'm already doing too much by having this conversation." You insist.

"Stay." Jisung's voice is assertive, a bit demanding even, and it echoes as the room grows silent, that's when you realize the effect that the acoustics of the place have on your conversation, and it's also when you realize he hasn't said a word this whole time.

"I can't just let you leave like that," He continues, crossing his arms in front of his chest and taking another step forward to meet you. "Eat with us and chill for a bit."

"The whole point of me coming here was to not interrupt-"

"You're staying. End of story" He states, waving his index finger warningly, "And you're eating."

You try to protest, whining in response, but you have no luck convincing him. He grabs you by the shoulders and guides you to the empty seat next to Changbin on the couch, plopping you there and mumbling a small "sit" when you try to get back up.

What are you? A dog?.

"So, what did you get?." The guy next to you asks, leaning forward, trying make out what was inside the bag, but by the way he was smiling, you assumed he already knew.

"Samgyeopsal." 

Changbin lets out a yelp, quickly shifting in his seat to face you, you can sense his mood lifting as he smiles so brightly it reaches his eyes, almost jumping from the words you said. Jisung was right, the man really loved food.

"You're joking..." He shakily trails off.

"Nope," you chuckle. "You were craving it. It'd be mean not to get it."

"Oh my God Sungie! I Iove you, I love you, I love you." Changbin sing-songs, standing up to chase the younger boy that fails to escape from his embrace, rolling his eyes at the display of affection.

"And you," he reaches out his hand for a high five that you happily return, "Thank you. I'm sure we'll be great friends." 

I'm sure we will." You try your best to sound nonchalant, nodding before deciding to open up for a hug. Sensing that's what he wanted to do in the first place, Changbin gladly takes the request and wraps you in his - insanely strong?- embrace.

When you try to pull away, he spins you, lifts you up and adds another "Thank you.", Your attempt to break free with is unless, laughing until Chan pulls you away from him.

Gosh, it was hard to keep a neutral expression around these guys, pretty soon your cheeks were going to hurt from smiling so much, but you couldn't help it, how are you supposed to keep it together?.

You turn to face Jisung to tell him to eat, only to be met with his eyes already on you, his expression completely neutral, his arms still crossed.  You wonder if something's wrong.

You give him an upside down smile, squinting your nose playfully, which he returns with a roll of the eyes, followed by a small chuckle.

He's probably just tired.

"You guys should eat before it gets cold." You say.

Chan nods, opening the bags and placing the food on the table, organizing everything however he felt like it. Jisung offered to help, and while he organized the cups on the table, you started taking in his presence.

Jisung looked different today, but you couldn't quite place exactly what had changed in the last two weeks since you last saw him. You wonder if it's the hair, parted in the middle, falling on his eyes every now and then. But when he rolls up the sleeves of his black hoodie, exposing his strong arms and veiny hands, causing you to gulp, you realize that's probably not it.

Doesn't matter.

Lost in your thoughts, you don't feel a small plate being placed on your legs by your best friend, you also don't realize you've been spacing out until a gentle squeeze is delivered to your knee.

Jisung stands by your side, completely oblivious to where your mind was wandering, as he hands you chopsticks. 

He takes a second to push his hair out of his face, a failed attempt since little strands fall back onto his eyes. 

His hair's really long.

And it looks really soft.

Regardless, you force yourself to look at him in the eyes, too afraid he'd catch what you were thinking if you didn't.

"Thanks Ji."

He chuckles, nudging your shoulder lightly, "Always."

You breathe out, hyperfocusing on the way his eyes stay on yours for just a bit longer than usual.

Shit.

What the fuck is going on?

"My God, this food is hitting, I feel like I'm going to ascend to heaven." Changbin whines contentedly, pushing your attention away from your inner conflict.

Chan, who's now sitting by his side, rolls his eyes, "You say that about everything we eat."

"It's true, though!." He takes another big bite, nearly whimpering at the taste of the food.

"Can you not moan while we're trying to eat?." Jisung groans in annoyance and you laugh at their antics. It's nice to see people so comfortable with each other, it's nice to see your friend in a different element. You're happy they're enjoying the food you bought.

Jisung scoots closer to you, your shoulders barely touching, but it's enough to make your breath catch, and you hate it. He's done this to you a million times.

"Yo, try this." He holds a spoon to your face, pouting when you take a second or two to analyze the food combination before taking his wrist and moving the spoon to your mouth.

He beams, watching you gleefully munch on the delicious food, licking your lips afterwards, leaving out a soft hum. "Oh my God this is life changing." You speak, eyes widening.

"I know, right?." He snorts, taking another piece from your favorite part of the meat and moving it to your plate, a simple but attentive act.

Suddenly, he stops mid-eating and moves back to stare at your face, like he's searching for something. You tilt your head in confusion, letting your gaze follow his.

"Wait," He moves his free hand to hold your face, pulling you closer to him by your cheeks.

You're not sure what makes you so warm, he's not even holding you tightly, but just the slightest bit of pressure on both of your cheeks makes you grow warm.

"What are you doing?" You whine, trying to get away from him, struggling to hide the way your heart pounds.

"Stay still!." He demands, brushing his thumb over the corner of your mouth and wiping what seemed to be sauce from the food he previously fed you with it. 

You blink, gaze shifting everywhere but his face, a new feeling begins at the pit of your stomach and ends right in between your legs. You have to gather all that's within you to try and form a steady answer. "I- uh, thank you, Ji."

Jisung though, is completely unbothered, batting his eyes as he takes his thumb coated with the small bit of sauce and props it onto his mouth, leaving a low hum at the taste, eyes still on you when he releases it with a pop. "No problem."

You clear your throat, left to face the table in front of you.

Except you can't concentrate because, holy shit.

That was hot.

Like, really hot.

Jisung's hot.

Wait, you think Jisung's hot?.

Oh fuck.

✵

"You have to chill." You mutter to yourself, pacing left to right inside the bathroom, trying to get a hold on when your mind started going where it did.

You take another look at yourself in the mirror, contemplating whether you should splash some water on your face to wake the fuck up or not.

You tried, you tried to forget what happened, but it feels like the thought is always there, on the back of your head, chasing you, haunting you.

It's been 30 minutes since the little "incident" with Jisung, and since then, you can't fucking concentrate on anything. Chan told you to stay with them for a while, to vibe with them, to keep them company, and Jisung and Changbin didn't oppose the idea, so you agreed. Now, you regret it completely.

You're having the most difficult time of your life, you can only think about Jisung. With his plump, red lips that seemed—oh, so soft - wrapped around his thumb, tongue swirling around to lick the remains of sauce from his callused finger, his eyes locked on yours throughout the whole process. 

You squeeze your eyes shut again, taking a deep breath.

It's too much.

How can such a small action rent a fucking triplex on your brain like that? Just the imaginative sight of him, grabbing on your face like that, so delicately yet so possessively...

No.

You have to stop.

You're imagining things.

What the fuck are you doing?. This is Jisung you're talking about, your best friend Jisung.

Pull yourself together.

It's your hormones, maybe you're ovulating. You have to be.

You can't let it get the best of you, not now.

Not when you're about to leave this bathroom and see him.

Inhaling deeply, you force yourself out of the room, attempting to get this over with quickly.

"Just an hour, an hour and I can leave." You tell yourself.

✵

"I need a break or I'm going to LOSE MY MIND." Changbin exclaims, stretching his body as he gets up from the chair.

"You're so dramatic, it's been like an hour since our last break." Jisung responds, still focused on the screen in front of him.

"Two hours." The other corrects.

Yeah well, the plan of staying just an hour didn't work that well, time went by quicker than it should and that couch was far too comfortable for you to dismiss it, especially after eating.

"Maybe it's time for some ice cream?." You ask.

"I'd kill for that." Jisung adds.

"I can get some, you guys keep with the work. You want more water?."

"No, no, no, you already got us food it's unfair." Chan refutes, "I'll go."

"But-"

"Don't worry, Changbin gets all whiny if we don't have at least one break, and I don't know if I can deal with him tonight without going the strangling route." He jokes, earning a nice laugh from you and Jisung. "it'd be good for us.

"You sure?." 

"Yeah, yeah you can stay with Jisung while he finishes off his part. Tell him off if he gets too distracted." Chan winks.

"You good with that?." You ask Jisung.

"As if I have a choice." He puts, ironically.

"We should be back in a a while. What flavor do you want?." He asks you.

"Strawberry." Jisung answers for you, his hand moving to hug your waist sneakily.

Your heart does the thing again.

Of course he knows your favorite ice cream flavor, he's your best friend.

And it's not like he's never hugged you before.

"I should get my wallet."

"Are you insane? You're not paying!." Jisung squeezes your waist.

"Shut up, I want to."

"Too bad." Jisung gives Chan his card, and the older boy shrugs whispering a "sorry" to you as he takes the card.

✵

Jisung gives you a smile, then turns back to the computer, slowly going over what he was doing.

You're still on the couch, but you decide to move to where Chan was sitting, in the chair by his left side.

Slowly, you watch him do whatever he's doing, huge headphones covering his ears as he skillfully works. You wish you understood at least a little about music production.

However, watching him work was always entertaining to you, and now that you're alone and you can see him properly, it's even better.

"You're really good at this." You whisper, resting your head against his shoulder, careful not to disturb him and making sure he can still move his hand with ease.

Jisung jolts a bit, and you chuckle, watching him take the headphones off.

"What are you doing?." 

"I missed you." 

You did. This was the first time you saw Jisung in two weeks, and physical touch being one of your love languages definitely didn't help with the absence of him. You didn't want to go overboard when the guys were there, afraid you'd make him (or them) uncomfortable or disturb their work. So you kept it light: a leg thrown over his while you were eating, occasionally getting up and reassuringly rubbing his shoulders to ease the tension. 

But now, you're alone, and you can express just how much you missed him.

"I missed you too, pretty." He pats your head and scrunches his nose, "Once I have the time, I'm spending the night at yours for a week straight. Prepare to be sick of me."

"Like is hard." You shrug.

"If it's so easy then why are you all over me right now?." He narrows his eyes, eyeing your other hand that placed on his lower thigh. 

"You're so annoying." You yank your hand away, surprised by your own action, convinced you did it subconsciously just to support yourself in the position you were in.

He lets out a sincere laugh and puts his headphones on, shoving your head back to where it was. When you whine, he simply gives you a pat on the head and focuses back on the screen.

Asshole.

You really missed him.

You go back to watching him, moving the hand that was on his tight to his upper arm, rubbing soothing circles on the skin to keep you from thinking.

It didn't work for long though, soon your mind betrayed you once again, and you were caught thinking about how big his arm was. You know he's hitting the gym, but lord, did he get even bigger with just two weeks? That's not possible, is it?.

Squeezing your eyes shut, you move your hand, realizing he's not typing on the keyboard anymore. So you take his hand and place it on yours, interlocking your fingers in an attempt to calm yourself down.

You stay like that for a while, playing with his rings, trying not to hyperfocus on his fingers, cursing yourself internally for being a pervert in such a sweet interaction, a time you have with your friend after weeks.

"I can't focus." He says, almost throwing the headphones over the computer. You jump, not expecting the sudden action.

"Is everything okay?." You move away from him, trying to read his expressions. "Did I do something? I can sit back on the couch if that's the problem..."

"No, no, no, no." He says almost immediately, barely letting you finish speaking, grabbing your hand and squeezing to reassure you. "I'm just..." He sighs, "So fucking frustrated. I'm working a lot. It's difficult for me to work so many hours like Chan and Bin, plus I'm not like them, I-"

He stops, mouth open as if he's pondering what to say before sealing his lips again.

"What?."

"It's stupid." He disregards, shaking his hand while staring at his own feet.

"Ji, if it's bothering you, then it can't be stupid." You affirm.

"It's weird, talking to you about these things. Trust me."

"Come on, we've talked about pretty much everything, nothing you say can be weirder than what I've already heard from you." You joke, and he lets out a single scuff, enough to feel like you're easing him in.

"Fine."

"Say it." 

"I'm really worked up-"

"Already know that, and I told you to at least try to get some rest-"

"I'm not done." He adds, tone dropping lower while you try to dismiss the sudden wave of warmth that courses through you.

"Sorry."

"I'm so fucking frustrated, in anyway you can think of. And it's not like I can relieve myself like Changbin and Chan do with their girlfriends, part of me feels like I just need to have a proper release. But lately, I haven't been able to do that." He sighs, moving his hands to his face, covering his eyes. "I love music and I love working, but all I've been doing lately is focusing on music all day, I can't even see you anymore..."

"Oh..."

"Also, you're here, touching me like this, in the most innocent way, and I can't help but... anyway- it's not really helping..." He admits, but then immediately snaps a hand over his mouth in shock.

"Sorry. I shouldn't have said it that, God, this is stupid, I'm just so-"

"Horny?." You lift your eyebrow in question.

"And tired." he adds.

"Well, I could... find someone for you?" I have some friends that-"

"No. Just forget it." He sighs, shifting in his seat, and getting ready to put the headphones back.

You stop him.

"Do you want me to help?."

"I told you, you don't have to. I'll figure something out."

"No, like, right now. Do you want me to help?."

"What the fuck are you talking about?."

You shouldn't do this, but right now, you're not sure if you're thinking with your brain at all, and that's probably why you get on your knees, spinning his chair to face you. Your face leveling with his core.

"I can't stand watching you suffer. I want to help." The proposition lingers, and you panic, afraid you're about to get rejected, scared he might not be interested in you in that way. "As a friend."

"You do?."

"Yeah, if you want me to."

"I do - fuck, yeah I do. But are you sure?."

You nod. Running your hands all over his thighs, he must've been really worked up, he's already out of breath from a simple touch, and you haven't even touched to his dick yet.

This could be fun.

At least for a moment, you can have him, without actually having him.

"How much time do we have?."

He glances at the computer, then turns to you disappointed.

"Like twenty minutes." He pouts.

"That's more than enough, Ji." You chuckle, "Should I remind you to be quiet?."

"Maybe, yeah." It comes out more as a breathy exhale than a sentence, and you laugh.

You begin by slowly rubbing him over his pants, Jisung immediately grips the sides of the chair tightly.

"Relax for me, hm?." You say. You don't want him to feel like he has to do this in any way, and you also don't want him to feel pressured or nervous about it. You're just helping him out.

"It's hard to..." 

"I got you. You're with me now."

Without a warning, you zip down his black washed jeans, skillfully pulling them down to his knees. He looks huge already, and he's incredibly hard over his underwear too, what a sight.

"Fuck, you're so hot." He whines impatiently, and you take the chance to finally free him from his boxers.

Oh my God, he's big.

Bigger than you expected.

You give him a stroke or two, staring directly into his eyes, and you watch the way his whole body jolts, leaning into your touch. You smile, so horny you can't bother to be shy, wanting to be so good at this that he falls in love with you.

Just like you fell for him.

Cockily, you begin to slowly kitten lick his tip, before swirling your tongue around his member saliva pilling on your mouth, just enough to make everything nice and wet, enough to make him let the sweetest groan fall from his lips. 

You take a deep breath and bring him into your mouth, making sure to relax and feel him around your lips, savoring the chance of being with him.

It feels so good to have Jisung like this.

A moan leaves your mouth the second he hits the back of your throat, that's when you pull back a little and get into sucking him, rubbing your thighs together, dying for some friction.

"H-Holy fuck, it feels so fucking good."

The way you're bobbing your head is driving him crazy, and the confirmation comes with how he's moaning so loudly , it has you reaching out for your clothed core and rubbing soft circles against your clit in a second - Not the way you want to relieve yourself, but I'd have to do it for now.

You've heard about how loud Jisung can get in every drunk late night talks you have with the guys — 'he's so loud we can hear him even when he's alone'

But this, being the one and only reason for these sweet sounds, felt much different.

You bring his balls into your hands, cupping and massaging his base, giving your mouth a second to rest.

When you put him on your mouth again, his eyes are already rolling to the back of his head, chest rising and falling rapidly, and mouth agape. You dig your fingers into his inner thighs, scratching the flesh, leaving pretty marks all over him, then move to do the same with his torso.

It seems to rile him up even further, considering he begins to quite literally fuck your mouth, fingers gathering your hair to move your head along with his hips.

You can't let him forget who's in charge, though.

So you push his hips down with all the strength you have and remove your mouth from him completely.

Jisung whines—almost screams, actually—from the loss of contact, narrowing his eyes at you.

"Don't be impolite, Jisung, I'm helping you." You joke, licking your lips.

"I know baby but I'm so close." He argues, breathless.

It's just a pet name

He's just desperate

He does not mean that.

"Either you let me do whatever I want, or I'll leave you here." You say.

"Jesus Christ, have you always been like this?."

You nod, "Can I get back to it?."

"Please."

Just to tease him, you don't put him in your mouth right away. You lick all over his balls, tracing your tongue against the base of his cock, never quite reaching the tip, feeling his body tense all over again, listening to his whimpers get louder and louder, before wrapping your lips around him once more. You're getting right back on track.

That's when your phone rings.

You roll your eyes, and Jisung groans in annoyance. Luckily, your phone isn't out of reach, right on your back pocket, so you can grab without stopping what you're doing.

Until you see who's calling.

"It's Chan." You mumble, detaching your mouth from him. You clear your throat in an attempt to sound normal, looking over to Jisung to gesture a small "shh."  

"Hey Chan, what's up?" You say, while evilly pecking Jisung's sensitive head, he squirms, hand flying over his mouth to muffle the sounds while you silently chuckle.

"Hey, we just got to the store because Changbin kept refusing to walk faster. I called to say there's no strawberry ice cream left. Any other flavor you'd want?.

Pouting, you answer, "Aww, that's too bad. Just bring me vanilla instead then."

You're pretty convincing. You're sure no one could tell you're licking a long stripe over your best friend's dick right now.

Chan talks about something else you can't quite focus on, and you take the moment he's blabbing to take Jisung deep into your throat, careful not to make any suspicious sounds. 

Not a good idea in the slightest, Jisung moans loudly, the hand over his mouth doing absolutely nothing to shut him up.

"Everything okay?." Chan asks.

You quickly take Jisung out of your mouth, saliva dripping down your chin in the most pornographic way possible. The man in front of you looks like he's going insane, tightly gripping the handles of the chair and staring at the trail of saliva. He's probably like this because he's been pent up, you argue, but it's undeniably satisfying to see him enjoy this so much. Going crazy over you.

"You there?." Chan asks.

"Yeah, yeah, sorry. Everything's fine, Jisung almost fell of his chair here." You force out a chuckle.

Chan lets out a laugh, but you can tell he's suspicious, and you silently curse Jisung for that.

"Okay cool, we'll be back in twenty, maybe thirty if Changbin keeps trying to buy every snack he encounters. Wait- Bin we have chips at home!. I should go." With that Chan hangs up.

You laugh, watching Jisung's eyes prick with tears as you painfully tease him.

"What? We have time." You say.

"Y-you're so mean."

"Oh, am I?"

He nods and says, "I would've never pegged you as that type."

"Eh, it depends on the mood."

"And what's today's mood?"

"Making you cum so hard you forget your own name."

"If you keep saying shit like that, I might cum untouched."

"Let's leave that for some other time."

At this point Jisung is a complete goner, he was already so close, so when you suddenly decide to go full out on him; messy, intense, delicious, it drives him insane. You look up to find him looking at you with so much desire while still struggling to keep his eyes open, you can see him fight the internally against the need to close his eyes, just to watch you. Probably the hottest thing you've ever seen.

"Fuck yeah, shit just like t-that..." His head is entirely thrown back now, his back arches and he reaches for your hair to pull on the strands again, you moan, a bit louder than you intended too as it gets harder to keep it together.

He groans, again and again, and you're pretty sure you've learned everything he likes by now because he's so fucking responsive, hips stuttering to your every touch, whimpers coming out whenever you tease him...you want more.

But this is all you can have.

Every sound that comes out of him just builds and builds and it doesn't take too long for him to turn into a whimpering, moaning mess, calling your name and all sinful things you've wanted to hear for so long.

"I-fuck I'm so close."

"Yeah? You're gonna cum for me Ji?." You ask, jerking him off a few times to rest your mouth before taking him in again. "I want you to do it on my mouth, I want to taste you Ji, please."

Jisung comes with one loud, dragged out moan that's music to your ears. He moves from your hair to your shoulder, gripping tightly at the skin.

"Holy fucking shit..."

He shoots so much into your mouth is hard to gather, but you make it a mission to swallow every single bit of him, making sure to lick him clean afterwards, only stopping when he cutely pushes your head away, overstimulated.

"E-enough, please..." He pleads.

You laugh, giving his tip an extra peck, before pulling his pants back up.

Silence fills the room, his eyes are still shut while you're resting infront of him, knees hurting and mouth already starting to feel sore. Jisung opens his eyes and you shyly smile, a wave of embarrassment hits you when you realized you've showed him a side of you he hasn't seen yet.

"So, you're freaky like that huh?." He asks, leaning in to meet your, face. "All this in the studio?"

"Shut up." You laugh.

"Come here." He taps his thigh with his palm, signing for you to sit on his lap. You think, once, twice, then comply to his wish, making yourself comfortable, yet awkwardness doesn't fail to rest inside of you.

You wait for him to speak, but no response. Instead, Jisung begins to deliver slow open mouth kisses on your neck, you sigh when he brushes his tongue right on the sweet spot you love so much, and hiss when he begins sucking and biting there.

He lets go of your neck to bring your face closer to his, staring directly into what felt to be your soul.

Jisung wastes no time in kissing you, testing every part of your mouth in such a particular way, exploring you like you're full of possibilities. His tongue works so perfectly with yours it has you squirming

When he pulls away, he's met with your love drunk face, staring right back with a smile.

"Oh my fucking God." You grin and he follows, shaking his head.

"We just kissed."

"After I sucked you off."

"Nice reminder." He slaps your thigh jokingly.

"So..."

"Yes?."

"I know the order is mess up especially after all this time of being friends, I'm definitely supposed to take you out and then you suck me off, but... would you still be up for a date?"

Your heart skips a beat the moment he finishes his sentence, still incredulous that this is actually happening.

"Sure." Is all you can manage to answer back.

"But promise me, it won't fuck up or friendship-"

"Jisung." You stop him, "Don't worry about it." You add, kissing his temple. "We'll make it work."

"We will." He afirms.

"Now that we got that out of the way..." Jisung's hand that's been resting on your thigh goes higher, it sends shivers down your spine. You're already so wet from the whole situation alone, it's unreal that you're gonna get to feel him touch you, after all this time.

When he reaches where you want him the most, and begins to apply pressure right on your clit, all you can think about is one thing:

You're a fucking genius for wearing a skirt today.

But you're interrupted by the loud sound of the studio door opening. Jisung's hand flies away from you and you quickly jump from his lap in an inhuman speed.

"We're back!." Changbin says before entering the room, Chan following him right after.

"Yeah, we can see you." Jisung rolls his eyes, turning his chair back to the laptop, like absolutely nothing happened. He easily wears the most cynical and hypocrite look to ever exist.

It's kinda hot

"I should eat your ice cream for the attitude." Changbin says, throwing the bag on the table.

"You okay?." Chan asks, looking at your currently state, your hair is not as messy as it was a few minutes ago, but the way your skirt has ridden up is definitely suspicious.

"I- yeah, I'm good. I think I'm going to head home though..."

"What about the ice cream?."

"I'll just have it on the way." You say, putting on your best smile and gathering your stuff.

"You fucked didn't you?." It leaves Changbin's mouth like it's nothing, a simple question he delivers while eating his ice cream.

"Huh? No!. What makes you think that?." Jisung asks.

But his smile gives everything away.

✹

hanji <3: hey lol

you: what do you want?

hanji <3: what do you mean 'what do you want'?? cant i just say hey to my girlfriend?

you: its 11pm and you texted 'hey lol', something has to be up

hanji <3: fine.

hanji <3 : im working on this song, nothing much, just a sample for myself, was wondering if you'd want to be on the backing vocals

you: you have to be kidding me

you: you cant possibly know me for so long and not know I cant sing for the life of me

hanji <3: well that isn't exactly what I want to record

hanji <3: there wouldn't be much singing...

you: what?

hanji <3: ;)

you: oh?

you: OH

you: HAN JISUNG

hanji <3: are you down or nah?

you: be there in 10.

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[celestie0]

Hi Ellie!😊 I was wondering if kickoff!Gojo has a routine? Like rituals he usually does every day and little interesting facts about him.

And I also wanted to say that I started writing a fanfic about GojoxReader, about history. But now I hope I don't get bored and abandon the fanfic. 🤣

Bye~

hiii my dear!! ouuu yes strangely enough i feel like he...doesn't really have many routines?? LMFAO like he's more type b personality than type a, i picture him to be a hella procrastinator so every day he's just chillin until like last minute he crams for exams in like three days or something, and then once finals are over he's just. chillin again LOL like i think he's just naturally smart so he doesn't have to have a study routine or anything like that. he probs enjoys not having each day be like the one before yknow livin life on the edge. BUT he has hella discipline when it comes to soccer fs he doesn't take anything soccer related lightly

similarly when it comes to morning routines, day time routines, before bed routines, i don't think he has many of those either since i'd picture he's got a really unpredictable schedule? like w practices n frat events etc, sometimes he's getting like two hours of sleep n other days he's like...sleeping in until noon or something haha. i picture he falls asleep pretty fast n tries to get some shuteye wherever he can n suffices on mini 15 min naps throughout the day. but yeah anyways i don't think he has like a oh im up at 6am everyday n go to bed at 10pm everynight sort of thing

in ch7, there was a scene where suguru was like "ohh never skip the pre game ritual man" or something like that when gojo said he was going to skip his run. yea i would say the only ritual he does without fail before every game is go for a run!!! i think it helps him clear his head and he likes the runner's high lol. he's also giving me wellness podcast dude vibes i feel like he does wimhoff breathing or meditation or some shit like that before games HAHAH

OMG sorry this is so long i'm in like a weirdly imaginative state rn plus im on pc n i always type a lot when im on my pc haha. but thanks sm for the question <33 this was fun to think about

aaa im so happy to hear you started to write your story!! if you ever decide to post it i'd love to read it :) and yess lol it's such a struggle to not abandon fics hahah

[bathoarchives]

Base Gala: A Conversation With The Artists

On the 3rd of August, OKWC held their first edition of the Base Gala, an art gallery and music event, this is one of the events they have organized to push music arts and culture. In this conversation, we talked to all the artists who were a part of this event about their beginnings as artists, their work and much more.

SAIGOTHEEDITOR

You’ve been documenting/photographing many artists in the newer generation, how important is this to you?

Its important that the world knows whats going on in Botswana the youts are on a very beautiful but tough journey in all their different fields and i feel like its my duty to document the journey.

When was the first time someone reached out for you to work with them?

2021, my boy Setso owns a clothing brand called Groovy and he is actually the first person to give me a cheque for my photography, its something iam forever going to be grateful for.

Which music video is the first one you’ve shot, and how was the experience of shooting it?

I would say the first music video i did was the "De Beers" music video for Ascension Plea's. I directed and shot it alongside Dreamhills studios and the experience was really dope. We started production at 6am and shot everything in one take,it took us 3 tries to nail but in the end i guess it was worth it, shout out to the boys.

Who is your favourite photographer?

My top 2 rn are Septembrrline and HMD

What do you use to shoot your work, and what do you prefer to use more?

For pictures, i like shooting with the Canon 4000D then for videos i prefer the Sony A7iii, but I am a strong believer that it isn't really about the equipment.

How did you get into photography?

Growing up i loved movies, taking pictures and documenting stuff. Mixed that with my love for music, i just knew that my path is here. But starting off i was an artist in junior school (i was a bad rapper ngl) but i wanted my pictures and videos done in a certain way because i realised that the type of vibe that was in Botswana at the time didnt really match up with what i wanted, so i decided to start taking pictures for myself, so in me falling deep into watching music videos getting exposed to indie artists and photographers, it sparked the love i had for photography as a kid and here we are now.

DJGETSYOUWETTER

’djgetsyouwetter’’ how did you come up with your dj name?

Partynextdoor said “she just changed her twitter to party gets me wetter” and I ran with it by making it my finsta name, ‘kgaliegetsyouwetter.’ By the time I started being a DJ, I guess you could say the “getsyouwetter” became a brand, my alter ego.

What got you into djing and how did you learn?

Always used to get on aux around my friends and We’d joke about me becoming a dj. Then I met a group of friends that pushed me to stop joking and do it. In terms of learning, I’m yet to learn so many things. Right now? I just play music I enjoy.

Are you strictly into djing or do you also produce your own music?

We will have to wait and see.

Which genres do you usually play in your sets?

Amapiano, at the moment.

Describe how you felt during your first-ever set as a DJ?

I don’t know if I can describe it. I cried, on stage and after the performance. If emotional is the word, then it was very that. But the best word would be grateful, for all the love and support from my friends, from people i barely know. Nothing beats love and the energy that emanates from it. Felt loved, it was beautiful.

Who are your favourite producers or DJs?

As far as Amapiano is concerned, Dbn Gogo and Kmat are really up there for me. As women, as producers and DJs. Honourable mentions to Kelvin Momo, Stixx and so many more.

JACK BUDDAH

Have you always known that you wanted to be an artist or is it something you discovered later on?

I’ve always known it, both consciously (in the later stages of my life) and subconsciously (in my earlier years). It’s the only thing that’s ever made me feel alive, well that and sex.

What inspired you to explore multiple artistic disciplines instead of focusing on just one or do you see that as a natural ability?

It’s really not by choice, I just do what my soul resonates with. It just so happens to resonate with a large number of disciplines and if I realize I’m just naturally good at them then hey? Why not.

Are there any particular artists or movements that have influenced your work?

Atlasaaone Molemogi. ATI’s chaos is beautiful, it pushes me to be limitless and be as creative as possible in so many ways man. EMANCIPATE YOURSELF FROM MENTAL SLAVERY is a mantra I live by and will live by till the day I die. Fela Kuti’s artistic approach has also influenced the outspokenness of my work, im a fighter, the descendant of a tribe of Mau Mau warriors, Ashe!

Who is your fashion icon?

Dennis Rodman, the first time I painted my nails I was cosplaying as him for Halloween. I think studying him is the reason why the manner in which I dress seems very outlandish, very ME. I want to be as expressive as possible and no one will stand between me and my true self, Ashe. I think the way I dress is heavily influenced by almost everything I see on a daily basis, The unintentional proportions and natural wear and tear of the overalls on a construction worker, some boots or some that looked good on a stranger passing by. Fashion is beyond the labels and all that, you have to know life before you know fashion. Because what can you express that you don’t know, you know?

You recently did some styling work for thrifty bw at the comfy fashion week, how was the experience and how did that come about?

I was actually called by a stylist by the name of Eileen to assist with styling. I wasn’t exactly sure about how much I was to do but I did way more than I had anticipated, gladly. And I didn’t do bad for my first ever styling gig, also considering I didn’t have too many things to work with and wasn’t aware of what kind of clothing we were to deal with. Shoutout to Eileen because I wouldn’t have been there and met the people I met if it wasn’t for her. But other than that the general experience was amazing, got to interact with fellow models and overall I had fun and that’s that matters. Worked on a video shoot with Ciggaretes and Cocaine right after the show, got close to zero rest, do check the video on his Instagram by the way!!!

A few months ago you introduced us to 7MAG, what do you hope to achieve with it?

It’s more of a concept than an organization or platform. I just want the right people to meet in the right places and make what they’re meant to make. It’s all about the people, I yearn to unite the creative community this side in every way I can and 7MAG is just one of many projects in the works, that’s all I can say for now. Ashe!!!

ST MANTO

What got you into djing and how did you learn?

I started DJing at 9 years old, growing up I always enjoyed watching my Dad DJing and he noticed that I had interest in learning so he taught me and he continues to teach me even after 14 years of being a DJ, I still learn a lot from him, from Vinyl to CDJs, one never stops learning

Which genres do you usually play in your sets?

Amapiano, Afro House(including 3-step) and House music.

Describe how you felt during your first ever set?

I was anxious and uncertain as to how the crowd would respond to Electronic Dance Music, which was what I used to love playing at the time, to my surprise it was well received, despite that I was shaking the entire time.

Who are your favourite producers or djs?

Hardwell, Oliver Heldens, Above and Beyond, MÖRDA, Kabza De Small, Kelvin Momo, MDU aka TRP and Muzi.

Do you play your own remixes during sets or its mostly transition between tracks?

I do play my own production in every single set without fail as well as incorporating other artists tracks, could be a locked tune(unreleased) or released but I mostly prefer playing my unreleased production as well as other artists unreleased production.

PRINCE MARGUSON

Most of your drawings are anime , why is that?

Because I love anime, there's literally no limit or principles to what you can draw. A lot of other art forms hold you back a little, you have to stick to what's real, but with anime/manga whatever your mind can conjure up is real. Also, I'm currently in the process of creating a manga so I'm trying to sharpen my skills.

How did you get into photography and drawing?

I started taking pictures with my phone and putting them on Instagram and tiktok. I had some pretty decent feedback from my audience and since this was something that I loved, I pretty much started honing the skill and nurturing it. I've been a really big fan of anime from a very age. DragonBall Z was one of the first animes I was introduced to. I used to love drawing the characters on the show, eventually i started drawing my own original characters inspired by the anime. I believe that's how I got into drawing.

When was the first time someone reached out for you to work with them?

The first time I was reached out to was when BACKYARD STORIES asked me to shoot for them alongside a couple other great photographers. I was pretty nervous.

Is this your first exhibition?

Yes, this is my first exhibition

Did you specifically create an artwork for this exhibition or are you exhibiting works you've already done?

I did create a specific set of art works I call "every nigga is a star"

Who are your favourite photographers?

Saigo the editor. Gotta be inspired by your peers!

DIGGY

When did you start writing poetry and drawing?

In my teens

What topics do you usually focus on when writing in your poetry?

Love

Is this your first exhibition?

Yes

Would you say its difficult to recite your poems or you don't have a hard time trying to translate the emotions that come with your poems?

Sometimes it’s difficult, sometimes it’s not

did you specifically create an artwork for this exhibition or are you exhibiting works you've already done?

Both

Who are your favourite painters?

Oteng Keabetswe

[silly-guy-tendencies]

Hey got any head cannons you want to scream about

Do so like rn I want to hear so bad

(If not just infodump about anything you want)

I HAVE SO MANY ROTTMNT HEADCANONS OMG

Heres a few 😍:

Mikey showed Donnie how to make stickers and sometimes when Don's overstimulated he goes make stickers with Mikey

Donnie should totally have a talkshow because i said so

Raph tends to eat a lot of inedible things (just like me fr /hj), which is not completely a head canon because in Mystic Library he eats his phone and probably there was another time but i cannot remember but yeah i firmly believe hes eaten a tire before. and nail polish

Raph probably has DID or a different OSDD. Man Vs. Sewer is a good example for this: Savage Raph being one of the alters. I know there were more things pointing at this but I can't remember it rn lol

Leo DEFINITELY wrote Angry Birds fanfics when he was 8. I don't know why this is imbedded in my brain but it is and it just feels right

While Mikey has the culinary skills of the house, Donnie can bake and does so at 2AM when he can't sleep

Leo usually has pretty shitty but readable writing, but he randomly can write in caligraphy really well (and then loses the skill again for months on end)

Mikey and Leo have definitely played tic tac toe and drawn on Donnie's big ass forehead while he's sleeping while Raph tries not to laugh and hides all the mirrors in the house

Mikey and Raph are the ones who wake up at 6AM and Leo and Donnie are the ones who go to sleep at 6AM

I have more but my brain is empty because im eepy so yeah 🔥🔥

[mistydeyes]

Hey I was hoping I could get a cod pairing? Sorry I haven’t done this before.

Umm as for appearance I am 5’4” I have layered curly brown hair that comes to just above my shoulder, blue eyes, freckles pale as hell, a few scars here and there that I’m kinda proud of (from various causes) I don’t really have a specific style it can range from a tank top and sweats to t-shirt and jeans or something completely wild, color coded decked out in jewelry, skirts, layers the whole bit. Relatively active build, used to be a gymnast until an injury now I just workout twice a week w a friend. Interests; I like movies top five rn probably Scream (1996), Spiderverse, 10 things I hate about you, the last unicorn, Dead poets society, +Star Wars cause I can’t leave it out. I like playing chess every now and then, I’d say I’m pretty good but I still have a ways to go. I’m also an artist, and I like music I can’t do anything music related I just like listening to it, all kinds. I like baking when I’m stressed, typically cookies during finals week at 2 am. My future prospects, or at least what they are currently, is just going to law school, after that I’m not really sure, I’ve thought ab going the military route, both of my parents served/are serving, so I’ve thought ab the possibility of being a military JAG or something in Intel, but I’m still feeling for it, I mostly like law cause I’m pretty good at it and I like knowing more than people. I’m Bi so my taste in Men/Women varies. As much as I’d like to say I don’t have a type, hot people are hot, there have been patterns in the past few fictional guys. Tbh my taste in men is shit, like I don’t have daddy issues, I have a great relationship with him, but my past fictional crushes say other wise. But basically, capability is HOT, if they’re good at something to the point of mastering it I’m entranced. Women are just pretty, there’s not much there. I’m relatively paranoid, even describing myself like this online is strange, I think it’s just growing up around military but I’m typically just cautious. That and trust issues. I’ve done some martial arts/self defense and I think sparring is really fun I just need someone to teach me. Also I am a huge simp (with shit taste as my friends say) I’m an ambiavert, so I like to be pretty adaptable depending on who I’m around. I’m also German/American but more American than anything else, I ‘grew up’ in south Germany and we still have family there but since we moved here I’ve forgotten most of it. JFC in hindsight I am SO SORRY about all this I got carried away. I hope it didn’t come across as self absorbed 😅😭 sorry again

thanks

John Price

a/n omg at one point of time i thought of going to law school instead of pharmacy so this was so interesting to see what could've been lol

How you met: Civilian as of rn ;) Here you stood, a second year of law school done and accepted into the US Army Judge Advocate General's Corps. Or I guess I should say, here you were physically but not mentally. When you applied from your cozy apartment, you hadn't expected the internship program to be such a challenge. But here you were in your second choice location of Washington DC (curse whoever got the Germany placement). It was your second day and you were already tired from the 6am wakeup time followed by whatever your trainer saw fit. Today was a grueling 4-mile run. Needless to say, you were exhausted by the time you entered the Military Justice office. As you entered, your attorney joked, "you look like hell." You rolled your eyes and tried to smooth out your hair. "Here take a break and make some copies for us," as he handed you a pile of papers. You looked and saw they were drafts for an attorney's prosecution memoranda. You left to make your way to the copier when you bumped head first into something. As you looked up, you realized it was a someone. Somehow this man had miraculously caught all your papers. "Sorry love, perhaps you could tell me where I would find a General Shepherd's office?" he asked in an enchanting, deep accent. You could feel the air fill with cigar smoke with each word. You silently pointed in the direction of the office and the man went on his way. "It gets easier, soldier, someday you'll be an officer," he called out and you smiled as you got up from the floor.

A peek into your relationship: This was the big day, your graduation from law school. Your time during your internship had paid off, many officers impressed by your ability to keep up with the trainings and your eloquent legal drafts. You sat in your seat nervously and twirled a loose curl as they prepared to call your name. Finally, it was time. As you walked on stage and prepared to get your hood, you could instantly hear your boyfriend cheering you on loudly. "That's my girl!" he shouted and you gave him a kiss from the stage, finally a lawyer. When the ceremony had finished, Price was the first one to greet you. He had dressed in a suit for the occasion but this didn't deter him from picking you up and spinning you around. "I'm so proud of you," he said before planting a soft kiss on your lips.

[iampikachuhearmeroar]

so while i was driving to work the other day, i was thinking about how catching the bus or other public transport in general, is like, kind of antisocial in a way…. or was at least for me. like when i started my job earlier this year in march, i was getting to work early (good) because people were there…. but when it came to the afternoon, at around 4:15pm i had to start rushing to pack my bag and getting my shit together, to run off for the bus by 4:25pm or 4:30pm by the latest…. even though my bus didn’t come until around 4:45-4:50pm. it’s mainly all bc i liked leaving extra early to make sure i could wait at the traffic lights and also bc i was paranoid that i’d miss the bus if it just somehow decided to be extra early, somehow.

but although i did kind of relish getting to leave a whole 40mins earlier than everyone else, it still kinda made it hard to settle in and stuff…. bc i missed the end of the day group home walk to the parking and stuff. all bc if i missed the 4:45-4:50pm bus, there wasn’t another bus for an entire hour; since there’s only one (1) bus that actually goes through my neighbourhood regularly (the other bus that goes through my neighbourhood only goes through my NH at really random times like 6am or 11pm. like thanks. that’s so fucking helpful)… while every other bus just stops on the highway which creates at least a 40mins walk from my house each way.

and it was the same with uni. the whole reason i didn’t bother with extra curriculars, was bc i was stuck on the bus for 1hr 20mins or an hour & a half (depending on traffic etc) and it was just too taxing to bother with extra curriculars and clubs and shit for “development” and “your resume”. i just wanted to get the earliest bus home and fuck off. bc i hated the idea of getting a late bus back.

like yes. i get that so many people will say “but all the opportunities you missed at uni bc you just wouldn’t extend your bus travel past 4pm”. but bro. the streets in my neighbourhood are poorly lit. i hate walking home in the dark. and i’m aware of the opps i missed. i missed an internship back in 2014 for business college, that was at my local uni’s “innovation campus” (it’s just digital media etc labs/studios and “startup funding” facilities) for a cancer charity. but since it was 1hr 20min/an hour and a half by bus; they just didn’t bother giving me the position (bc yeah it was unpaid, obvs). i didn’t apply for many part time/casual jobs in retail bc they’re unpredictable shifts and also finish late some nights (10pm on thursdays for example for late night shopping); all bc i didn’t feel safe walking home in the dark etc.

like also there’s always the threat of running into my high school creeper/stalker on the bus like i did in 2015 or 2016 (i’ve forgotten now) on the way home from uni…. and having to sit through the entire 50min bus home all bc i wanted and basically had to get off at the stop behind my house. i didn’t feel safe walking home in some pitch black streets (since it was late winter so still dark at 6pm) through the next suburbs over and near me too.

i also couldn’t pick jobs that weren’t close and accessible to the bus route. i was so lucky that my job rn is on the main bus route.

just yeah. in a way, when you’re using and/or relying on public transport, it’s kind of antisocial bc of the lack of accessibility of stopping places (for example the bus stop i was using FINALLY got proper signage right after i stopped catching the bus bc i bought my car…. like the entire time i was catching the bus to work half of the bus drivers didn’t believe my stop was an ACTUAL stop bc one side didn’t have a sign (but it did have some paint)) . and the fact that you might have to leave work early to catch the bus (like me) means when you start a new job, it’s harder to settle in, in a sense bc you miss the end of the day walk to the parking.

[twinstarlovers]

These wanna be men really triggered me to get my period early tho 💀 but bro I was thinking this is really suppose to be our last life like that’s crazy. I think that’s why we are able to feel the highest level of love. I mean anyone can feel love but not everyone can just feel twin flame love yk. Anyways I had a dream about you last night but I can’t describe or remember it enough to put into words. Also I’m so mad my videos haven’t been wanting to post. Also I’m starting a new job hopefully this upcoming week or next week. Ima be a paraprofessional for pg county schools lol. My mom pushed me into it but I’m kinda glad she did like it seems meant to be kinda. It’s also next to my gym so it will for sure motivate me more. The only thing is I’d be working 7 hours & so hopefully I’ll be okay & not get drained. I used to dread 4 hours. Like my final hour I would start to feel my energy giving out like I was gonna pass out but maybe cus that job in general can be too much. I’m excited to be working with an older age group. I kinda like the older ages sometimes. Oh ima be working at Ridgecrest elementary. The principal contacted me & wants me there so bad. I really like her, she puts a lot of effort & is always consistent with me compared to everyone else I’ve dealt w fr. But yeah ima be an ESOL paraprofessional. I guess for the kids that don’t speak English like that or need help. I basically take them in groups to help them finish work (I believe lol). Anyways I should’ve known working for a school would work better for me because I have the breaks just like the kids like winter & summer & shit which thank goodness because I could stay at a job but it’s me not getting any sort of break that be having me fed up w it enough to quit yk & then when I leave I’m just like “damn I miss it, I just needed a week break for myself”. Plus there are a lot of benefits but I ain’t worried about all that rn lol. I wonder why this is the path I’m going in tho. Yes I wanted to work with kids for my early years but I still don’t know what I wanna do later on in life. I just wanna be rich lol. I think that will happen for me tho somehow. If it’s my vision I think I will be because so many people I’ve met don’t mind not being rich yk but idk me personally, I wanna be rich. I have a vision of all the stuff I can do w money. My main thing is giving back to my loved ones. That’s one thing I dream of for some reason. I’m not really sure I’ll achieve any of this but I believe it’ll happen miraculously. Ik money don’t matter but I’m just a girl who has expensive taste be so fr. It’s genuinely not my fault. But anyways I gotta be getting up at like 5-6am fr now for this job. I’ve been sleeping late smh. I probably won’t be able to go to the gym the first week from exhaustion & me trying to adjust to working for that long fr. Slowdive is coming to concert 9 times out of 10 ima go if the tickets aren’t sold out by next month. Im so excited. I should be going w my little sister. I kinda like their new album. I need to spend more money on concerts & traveling than clothes lol. I have clothes I’ve bought months ago that I never worn still & that’s one of my bad habits but for me… I save them for a good occasion yk or for when I’m feeling good & rn I am not feeling too good. When I’m more myself & got places to go then I will wear them lol. I heard it’s bad to do that but I really dgaf. If anything I see it as a good thing, I see it as a sign of hope for the future yk that I used to have trouble with sooo. Anyways for my bd ima be on my period I believe 😐. Sooo I probably won’t do nun the day of. I had plans to do sum big like a hotel room for myself but that might not happen buttt im giving myself 1k to spend on myself so that’s exactly what I will do, go on a shopping spree & I’ll be just fine with that lmao. I already know what I want lol. I hate how nobody cares about bds no more like bro.. after not celebrating my bd all as a kid & my teenage years, it’s just getting started for me in my 20’s. Ima take it so seriously. To be continued….

[corpseaten]

you're so lovely, offering yourself like that. it's so romantic, i have butterflies. so cute. i feel honored to have someone so sweet as mine, i'll take such good care of you. a character who seethes a lot (in an idol game, mind you!) is very, very funny lol, and i think he'll be as important as eichi for me rn, lol. don't worry, love, i'll be able to talk to you at work! they're very lenient there, and i'll make you to check up on you as much as i can, okay? i promise, i'll be around. and it'll be a slow day, since it's sunday. id love to be your eichi, so of course i will, and i didn't know they were a pair. thats very cute, i feel honored to be important to you like this. i slept okay, had one weird dream, but it's fine. i think it made sense a little bit, since it was abt my hallucinations and my family's reaction to them. it's 6am rn & i love being up early, but i couldn't wait to reply to you ^^ gm! how'd you sleep? how're you feeling? if you dreamed, what was it about? - 🍀

Good Morning , my dear clover! I’d like to say I am quite romantic, so thank you. Are you accepting my offer? I hope so. I’ll take even better care of you, I’ll do my very best ! It is very funny. He has a valid reason for it though, one of the characters got his brother (not a main character) severely physically traumatised . I’m overjoyed! I want to be selfish and tell you to confine all of your time to me alone. I cannot tell you to quit your job though, money is good! They really are, they are like a married couple already, if you have the time you should search for Watarus ‘Tempest Night’ five star. You will be pleasantly surprised. You are ever so important to me, I’ve spoken to you more th en I have anyone in the past two weeks I believe, you’re very high on my scale of importance. I hope the dream wasn’t too weird for you, I often dream of my family weirdly. I’m sure I will be filling your dreams soon enough. 6am?!!!!!!!!! Oh my. I wake up at around 12 and am still tired. You really are a morning person! You’re so cute, being so eager to talk to me. You were the first thing I thought of when waking up. I slept okay, I’m still tired . . I didn’t dream either! I’m feeling good, since you’re here with me, I hope you’re doing good as well.

[allylikethecat]

It’s like 6am for me and I just got back and was gonna sleep but then I remembered I haven’t sent an ask for the last THREE fics and that’s criminal so I’m doing them first (I apologise if they’re short in falling asleep😭)

So On a Friday!!!!!!!!

Fictional George coming to mattys aid instantly oml. Also as always I’m obsessed w fictional mattys fixation on the shark plushie. Even when he’s scared for his own safety he’s still worrying that someone might damage his shark :( I know you said you didn’t think it would turn out well as a chapter but personally I think it was perfect (as usual)

Ducklings!!!

Sneaky double post first of all. Iconic. And you are KILLING MEE with us not getting mattys perspective this chapter and we have to WAIT MORE to see what’s happening omlll. But George going to Ross was so perfect and we get to see that he was never really actually mad at Matty just overwhelmed thank GOD. But also fictional Ross’s reaction was PERFECT. Fictional Matty protector over all else.

And all the Kings Horses

The fic of all fics. I adore it as always. The date was so cute, and fictional Matty stumbling over his words when he’s nervous again. Also I keep forgetting that they’re in their mid 20s so a whole bottle of wine is going to actually give them a hangover haha- I’m still somewhat living in the privelage of a hangover free age range. I loved fictional Adam and his relationship w Carly seems so sweet!!

I’m sure there was more I meant to say but I honestly can’t remember rn 😭 but perfect writing as always

Omg that fact that you sent this at 6am your time is wild because it was around 10pm my time. Time zones are WILD. Thank you so much for taking the time to send me this lovely ask 🥰

I'm so happy to hear that you enjoyed the new chapter of On a Friday! I was very nervous about posting it since I'm not very confident about my smut writing, BUT I'm so grateful for how supportive everyone has been! LOL Fictional!Matty LOVES his shark plushie she was there for him during his lowest of lows and he is very attached to her. When he's having his breakdown, he's not thinking rationally, so obviously the alpha he's terrified of is also a threat to shark plushie 🥺

!!! I hope you enjoyed the double drop surprise! Things are a-happening in Ducklings! Fictional!George knows now! And Fictional!George knows that Fictional!Ross knows... but Fictional!George also didn't mean to absolutely verbally destroy Fictional!Matty and now he is feeling VERY guilty about it, especially since Fictional!Matty is missing...

AHHH I'm so so happy you enjoyed All the King's Horses! I am so obsessed with that fic and I have so much fun working on it! I am so jealous that you are in the hangover free range. I used to be like that back when life was wonderful and beautiful, now I *think* about having a glass of wine and I am deathly hungover I think an entire bottle would actually kill me and thus Fictional!Matty gets to suffer the same way I do (sorry Fictional!Matty). Fictional!Adam might not play a huge role in this fic, but he realllly loves his wife and is so happy to pay for her horses, as long as he doesn't have to go near them!

Thank you SO SO SO MUCH for sending this wonderful ask!! I hope you had a wonderful night that lead to the early morning and I hope you continue to have a fantastic weekend! I hope you continue to enjoy my fics! Thank you again!

❤️Ally

[zombies-aliens]

So how was my day today. Well I went to the gym at 5am but I got there at 6am and had friends waiting :/ so I felt bad for that. But they get along well so there's that, I know I probably didn't bother them since they had each other but I still don't wanna do that tomorrow. Oh yeah I'm going tomorrow btw. I should prob be sleeping rn but I have to write about my day first. Well I went to work later that same day 🙃 it wasn't so great, idk how the other two were awake and I took a nap...

You know what dude my day has been so weird at work. I really don't have it in me to talk atm. Nothing really bad happened, it was a pretty average day, but something was weird and maybe it was because I was so sleepy. But it wasn't just that my attitude and thoughts were bad :/ I had just bad thoughts today that my friends don't really like me, they're just pretending, shit like that. And you know, that really effects me and I think of scenarios of how id respond if something were to go wrong in the friendship. Which I hope doesn't. It was creating a tension in myself for no reason. But part of me feels like it's true. I hate being disliked by people I want to be friends with, but I'm scared to say that I want to be friends because get unsure about if they're really my friends or if I'm something else to them. And I'm the stupid one. That's not ideal for me obviously. My day wasn't so bad for what happened in the physical world but in my own private inner world. There was trouble in paradise today. I hope tomorrow is better. I hope they both like me. But I could go on about how they both known each other probably way longer than I have and I'm the new friend of the group so I'm kinda feeling like the outcast in a way ESPECIALLY AT THE GYM HOLY SHIT. And honestly that's what Kickstarted my bad attitude, it's bc even tho my friend is married with kids, her and the guy get along pretty damn well, even she called him baby at the end after a hug, and I didn't get a hug. So I felt kinda I guess cold. Like I get no love. I mean hey it's fine I try to remember I'm not entitled to anything. I probably said that in another post but yeah it's the same thing I try to remember that to humble myself and not act like a kid who didn't get to play and have fun but the others could. I felt like an outcast in all honesty. And she's still inclusive with me like she says hi and still said bye to me but idk man, and she even texted to see if I'm good to drive home, but I fucking hate how shit I felt seeing and hearing that. I just want that intimacy as well you know? I haven't had that in so many years. Physical intimacy, and it doesn't have to be sexual neither. It doesn't have to be with my married friend neither.. but is this the best it's gonna get for me? I'm just gonna be someone's third wheel all the time? It sorta pisses me off bc like I don't wanna see that shit it ruins my mood but they don't get why it does tho. It's cus I've been lonely for so fucking long. And that set off a reaction in me like holding a mirror to me and it's just me, or maybe a guy friend, but there's never a girl by my side I can call mine and she can call me hers. It's just. Me. I'm sad man. I'm actually getting sad now. I just want a girlfriend to feel the love everyone's feeling all the time. But not just any random girl of course. But yeah. That's been my life for a long time. It's depressing and lonely. I think what I like about having a girlfriend is that, im her favorite. She liked me so so much that we are a couple now and that's the proof. She chose me and I chose her. We both like each other and don't take it for granted. But with me and my friends it's just so cold and empty. We're friends but idk why. Just because we hang out in the same place for 8 hours? Like my friend I went to the rave with said he enjoys my company but dude... wdym? Name 2 conversations we've had that were good? You can't. Name a time where I made you laugh? You can't. Name a time where- man what's my last name man do you even know my birthday? I don't know his neither. Like why are we friends it's so shallow 😅 this shit isn't even funny to me. I'm just confused. It makes more sense with the girl, but not with him. He's a cool dude sure, but... idk. And I'm gonna see these two tomorrow. I don't get how I'm the only one that questions but I'm probably the only one experiencing this. Nah you wouldn't get it. Cause it's always just me isn't it.

[thegreatimpersonator]

Meg, bestie wish me luck, I'm metaphorically doing a marathon this weekend and am about to rant about it (I'm moving last minute, too many shitty things happened these last two weeks and I can not handle staying in this place any longer. Was gonna move next month, and take it slow, but plans change. Was it just life? Was it mercury retrograde? Who knows. What I do know is I've had enough. Fortunately, I'll get to save up a bit more money living with family, even if the client pays late again.)

I have to finish working by the end of the day, I'm hoping by midnight, and then pack up half the apartment in the middle of the night, wake up tomorrow to clean up the place as best I can, with some help of course, and then my parents are coming to help us move half the stuff. We're moving the other half next weekend. And then we have a bunch of things scheduled for Sunday, which means I shall be running on low food and sleep this weekend. I'd complain but my husband will have it worse because he's on a special diet for his health issues. At least I will no longer worry about roaches anymore (building got infested last month, and everyone in it can't agree on calling exterminators for whatever godforsaken reason so they've just been multiplying and arrived at our door last week. We spent last night, till 6am killing new ones that just hatched inside the casing of our bathroom door after one got inside it last week. I'm absolutely terrified of bugs so it's been me spotting them and screaming, and then my husband running in to kill them. The strongest drugstore chemicals we found are barely helpful to keep them away - we did the floors everywhere, so they started showing up on the walls. Aside from the bugs, the stove shorted and took two days to fix which meant "experiment with whatever you can find to eat" which is terrible for health issues reasons, the vacuum shorted a couple of days ago too, it started smoking and shut down (I think there's an electricity issue in the whole city but I don't have time to go into that now), and as if all that wasn't enough, I got sick and could barely function for a couple of days (am fine now), and just as I thought the roaches hatching in the door was the last straw, both elevators in our building broke down after two neighborhood-wide electricity outages earlier today, so we gotta take the stairs to the 6th floor (I feel bad for whoever's living on the 10th, I know there's people with babies up there) and I'm desperately hoping the elevators get fixed before we move tomorrow so we can have an easier time bringing everything outside and in the cars). Okay thank you for listening, I'm blaming mercury retrograde for all this, because last time it happened I was joking with my best friend that nothing bad ever happens, it's just nonsense, and this time around mercury decided to personally fuck everything up for me to teach me a lesson. I'd love to throw hands but it's a planet and I'm just human, so we just trudge on.

Love you! <3

Honestly fuck mercury retrograde it's really giving us such a hard time rn dffjjgddlkjh but oh god you got this bestie!! That's a super hectic weekend oof, I hope you're feeling a little better now 🥺 please take care of yourself bestie, ily <33

[satanskatse]

I live! Sorry I've been in a funk and shut out everyone :>

Cinnamon shed the same day I last sent an ask, she is all good. Eating properly and everything. I measured her skin and she's about 23 inches long now.. it makes me so sad because I got her when she was itty bitty baby like just barely 7 inches ;-;

My birthday is in less than a week and I'm dreading it! I dislike receiving gifts and too many people are hell bent on getting me a present. It hecks. I just don't know how to receive a gift without feeling like this is some favor I should return :<

Anywho! It's 6am

Gbye

wait no

I got a new phone and I no longer have the little heart symbol thingy :(

This will have to do

-🤍

Hey honey, don't feel sorry for taking your time 💜 I'm just happy you're back :)

Glad Cinnamon is alright. I get that you're feeling a bit sad but hey, you're her loving parent that watches her grow and help however you can. Be proud of how good you take care of her and how big she's gotten :)

Feel you with the birthday, just run away as soon as someone mentions your birthday or you see a gift xD no, sorry, I don't really have any real helpful advise for that. Just remember that they chose to give you a present even tho you don't like it so it's perfectly valid to not pressure yourself into buying a gift for them. Mentally flip them off for bringing you in this situation, I guess...

Did ya chose the white one bc of a reason or just by chance? Bc I don't think I ever saw anyone use that. Black, yes, any other color, sure, I myself mostly use purple (and like the new cyan one but can't use it rn bc ahhhhhhhh) but never white...

Anyway I hope you have a great day and a wonderful weekend (no, it's not early) 💜

[baekhvuns]

hey sunbae its not even 6am in my timezone yet but i just wanted to thank u and the anon for the school advices. will take it into consideration.

ab the crush ive comented in a past ask: its been weeks since i saw him so i guess its a nope but i feel okay with it. im really trying to concentrate in myself and making me feel better so if romance doesnt happen rn its actually fine :)

btw i wanna update u that i read mr and mrs park not too long ago (school has got me into a headlock and some while ago i wasnt reading anything longer than 5k) and i absolutely loved it? hwa was a real fucker at the end with his ex but he made it worth it ;D and the fight scene between them two is equally scaring and hot... (please consider that ive never watched mr and mrs smith okay

now about my soobin ice hockey au, im nkt sure when itll come to life bc im not good w planning my time to write, but i can give u guys spoilers - and i can give u, sunbae, a little bit more than that if ure interested 👀 let me know 👀

alright now lemme finish the assignment i woke up to do

-hoobae anon

hello hoobae anon!!! hope you’re well!! as u should, romance can happen anytime in your life, but to be focusing on ur self in the moment is the real deal >>

OOOOOOOO mr and mrs park 👁👁 eee im glad u did!! he really was shitty at the end but their build up was the best thing ive written, oh to live in their world fhwjdbwm COME ON ANON YOU HAVE TO WATCH MR AND MRS SMITH JUST FOR THAT SCENE

YES SOOBIN YES YES FRHWNDJWKHDWK PLEASE tell me all about it, everything and everything im interested in everything give me everything