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[observethewalrus]

i just do not get twitter. everyone’s angry about something or someone but they’re all vagueposting and won’t actually say what’s going on. i can’t even follow along with the drama in replies cuz each individual comment can have its own replies and suddenly you’re 20 posts removed from the original thread. discourse there is toxic af and I instantly regret opening the app

[novasolstarr]

Hello and Welcome to NovaSolStarr’s blog!

Come in come in, take a seat!! I don’t bite here {:

Welcome to my blog! Apologies for this lengthy post but I just wanna get down a few rules and regulations here before you venture any further friend!

This is not a required read but it may provide some helpful insight to you {;

Let’s get it started

INTRODUCTION

My name is NovaSolStarr, feel free to call me Nova or Dusty!

I go by They / Them and It / It’s but feel free to also use bun / buns and fae / fier {:

I’m a digital artist and traditional doodler, you’re gonna see a mixed batch of content from me!

My fandom interests vary greatly and you’re likely to see some jarring switch ups to say the least

I do primarily Fandom and personal OC content, but you are likely to see other things!

Art Trades are 🔒Closed to the public, friends can ask but I am busy

Commissions are 🔒Closed

Art request are 🔐Tentative, see more in “Ask Rules”

‼️ACCOUNT WARNINGS‼️

I make a variety of content, though all SFW please know that I may also;

Make fairly suggestive content

Curse a lot, I mean a lot [I promise I’m not an aggressive user

Make blood and gore related content

Make some horror related content

May touch on more sensitive topics [Drugs, Abuse, Alcohol, etc.]

I usually try to censor that which needs it but sometimes I forget to properly tag things, please be aware of this!!

This is a VERY important section and I want you all to listen!!

Please be kind and respectful here

I try to keep my space drama free, and yes this will apply to real world happenings as well. I’m sorry if this disappoints anyone but I want to keep things stress free here.

So if you have drama please take it somewhere else, maybe to an account that’s more attuned for that, this is not the space and will result in a block.

Also please do not be weird towards me, I have a wife, I love my wife, @cyanide-cafe you are my silliest :3

This is a safe space for most people, although there’s exceptions, which leads me to

Let’s get things cleared up right now

IF YOU APPLY UNDER ANY OF THESE, PLEASE UNFOLLOW ME or better yet block me

I welcome most anyone regardless of ethnicity, region, religion, political views, or whatever, however I will NOT tolerate;

Bigots of any form or fashion

Transphobia, Homophobia, LGBTQA+phobia in general

Racism

Body shaming of ANY kinda

Misogyny

Zoophiles

Pedophiles

Proshippers [People who romanticizes problematic or harmful things]

If more needs to be added I will, but so long as you are not one of these people I don’t care.

I had a smaller post related to this but I’ll go ahead and squeeze it into here as well!

My ask blog is completely open for any and all!! With that though here’s some rules to keep it fun for everyone!

Do Not post anything NSFW or explicit in there, this will result in a block

Do Not be asking personal information questions or otherwise potentially harmful things

Do Not be spamming it unnecessarily, I’m fine with lots of questions in one go but if you’re spamming the same thing or generally the same thing over and over I’m not gonna be happy

Do Not put anything hateful or cruel, again this will result in a block, I don’t put up with that shit and I will not feed it

Now we have that covered, let’s talk about what IS okay and what is acceptable {:

Questions related to OCs or AUs of canon characters, I have a lot of fun with it [:

Art requests between OCs and Canon, although I might use my own design for this so be warned! This interaction could be familiar, an introduction, angsty, shipping or whatever! So long as it’s SFW I don’t mind

Art requests of canon characters! Always happy to give new characters a spin

Questions related to me or any comments you might have, do note I might not always respond to comments cause sometimes I just..dunno how to outside of “WAAH THANK YOU {: >”

And that about wraps it all up!

That’s all I have for today! Please just be kind, respectful, and over all have fun here!! I like having a space for people to enjoy and have fun with {:

[daisyvisions]

assuming you've already been made aware probably, but just in case

https://www.tumblr.com/thetypingpup/764075091731562496/ok-theyve-deactivated-but-jasminexo5xuhuihuis?source=share

First of all, thank you so much for bringing this to my attention anon. You are truly a real one for this.

(Long message ahead, if you wanna skip I don't mind but TLDR, a close moot of mine turned out to be a minor)

Okay, so some of y'all have been around my blog long enough and aware enough to know that I have mentioned @/jasminexox or @/jasminexo5 or later known as @/xuhuihuis. I'm gonna save everyone the trouble by saying that apparently it was discovered that she was a minor and has been lying about her age and her life (to those who've gotten close to her).

Some might think she was a new blog here but I've known jasmine since 2022 and not once was I aware that she was a minor, which tbh I feel incredibly disappointed because I've dedicated parts of my day to chatting to her when we were close, I've given her ideas for some fics or how to start writing more, I've shared my own thoughts and ideas for fics and it just guts me knowing she was probably 14/15? absolutely disheartening.

For a long time I knew she was lying about her life, tbh it was pretty obv because her stories never added up, but me being me I thought "maybe she doesn't want to reveal her personal life here and just uses aliases" which is completely valid! But as time went on we didn't talk as much and my energy was going to my tbz friend group. and when I saw the label in my chat with her here that she was deactivated the only thing that crossed my mind was "I hope she's alright" but now knowing it was because her lies were discovered, it just placed the final nail to the coffin on what I've felt about her over the past years.

What makes me even more sad, gutted, disappointed is the fact that sharing ideas with her when I was just a new reader with no friends on Tumblr actually sparked my interest in writing. If I didnt talk to her, or share ideas with her, I don't even think my blog would've existed at all, and I would've never met the lovely people and my close friends. The weight of this thought has on me really fucking sucks. It really does.

Her lying about her life I couldn't really give a fuck, anyone can do it here, but to lie about her age, to rope in innocent people who genuinely thought you were of age and could confide in you as a friend, a peer, and ultimately question their own moral compass as adults after knowing this truth is sickening.

As an adult, who writes smut on here, there is only so much I can do to prevent minors from reading whatever I post. I can prevent, block, tell them to not read but at the end of the day, if they have the conscience to lie, they have the conscience to do the bare minimum and read blogs that say "MINORS DO NOT INTERACT". So if you're a minor and you're reading this right now, be smart and unfollow / block me. You know better.

Now that I've said my peace, the only question remains... will I still continue this blog after knowing a partial reason as to why I started it to begin with was because of her? Answer is yes, because my love for tbz and writing as a means of creative expression were not inspired from her but from my own thoughts, conversing with her (and her being a writer) only placed that thought in my head. I will still write for tbz until time tells me it's time to stop.

But now, I want to set things right and be a better example on here as an adult so these are the things I will do immediately:

Delete any mentions of her because I don't want that fucking name on any of my fics or asks. I rest easier not seeing her @ (but to those who've reblogged those posts and still see her name through reblogs dont come after me for that please Tumblr doesn't update reblogs sadly).

Rewrite my disclaimer about minors on here. My current one is straight to the point and I can only do so much to prevent minors from entering, but because of this I will make it more clear about my warnings.

IF I have the time, to block ageless and bot blogs. To be honest it is very hard for me to find the time but I will try my best, no guarantees but for now, a really important disclaimer will do (hopefully...)

And if anyone spots minors on my blogs, I encourage you to DM or send an ask, and I will quickly block the blog idc if you like my shit, you're not supposed to be here to begin with.

Final note, I hope those who were even more affected by jasmine's actions will be okay, Im aware there were even some who got to know her more and even helped her out in her own writing (just as I did with her). Please know you were not the only one who was lied to and I hope that you take enough time to heal from this.

[bluepinetree12]

Rules

Shipping/romance: I'm open to ideas, but they have to seem somewhat feasible to me. As far as canon pairings go I'm fine with Wendip, as well as Dipcifica. Though I'm NOT going to multiship for obvious reasons. Chemistry is an essential must. And as far as AU pairings go I'm not entirely sure yet. Just don't request BillDip though that's all I request. Also, Pinecest is an automatic NO for me, not touching that with a ten-foot pole.

Boundaries: Everyone has them including me, if an idea makes me uncomfortable please respect that and move on. It doesn't cost a thing to be a good person. And if you have boundaries I'll do my best to respect them.

3. No ERO or smut rp: I don't like this writing, it makes me uncomfortable. So do not request it from me or demand that I write it if at all possible. I'll block anyone who writes this or asks me about it. Fluff is one thing but hard pass here.

4. Patience: I have the attention span of a goldfish, so if you want to send me a reminder if I've forgotten go right ahead. Just don't spam me every two minutes for a reply that's all. If it's just been a few hours or a few days don't freak out. If it's been a few months or longer though go ahead and unfollow.

5. No drama: Look, I don't care what was said, who did what, or even if it was something I've done in the past. I don't wanna hear about it, people change, and I don't see the point in lingering on the past. Anyone who starts drama or tries to rope me into it will be promptly blocked.

6. Themes: There might be some occasional angst here and there, and depression might also be explored from time to time. Along with occasional violence, that sorta stuff. If that makes you uncomfortable please let me know and I can try to do something wholesome if you'd prefer.

7. Reblog from source: If I post any memes here, please do not reblog them from me. I don't wanna take credit for other people's work. 'Cause... well it's scummy. If you're not sure of a source you can DM me about it but I'll inform you regardless.

[spadexofxhearts]

My main DL boy Shuu

Indie. Private. Side-Blog to Tearsoftherealms. Featuring Diabolik Lovers Characters. Featuring some of my OCs. Low Activity. Not Spoiler Free. Some Canon Divergencies. Written By Kanami. She/Her. 30. Rules and additional info under read more.

Additional info and Rules!

🦇 Due to waiting on JavaScript, about pages will have to wait for all characters. However, OCs have info on my main account but only show their live action face claims. They have anime ones as well, which I can share for the time being.

🦇 Featuring, canon wise, Ayato Sakamaki, Laito Sakamaki, Subaru Sakamaki, Kou Mukami, Yūma Mukami, and Azusa Mukami.

🦇 This is a side blog attached to Tearstotherealms. Mutuals means I must be following you back from there.

🦇 18+ only. If I can't find some indication of your age, it is very unlikely I'll follow you. This includes your pen-name, if I can't find your that than I may not follow back.

🦇 If you unfollow, please soft block me. I'll do the same since it's courteous.

🦇 I rarely try to block unless I have to. This is usually the result if something that can't be fixed. Among this, I will happily block racists or people that are phobic or disrespectful to the LGBTQ+ community.

🦇 As long as there's chemistry, I am open to accepting mains and exclusives. However, the latter will require a lot more chemistry. Exclusives can also apply to shipping. I'm open to shipping with one version of a canon muse.

🦇 Threads are exclusive to mutuals. I do not expect you to match my length at all, and I should note I'm not really up for novella threads. One liners and para are fine. I do not drop threads on purpose, sometimes it's the activity hiding things from me. Plus, I can't always be on.

🦇 I am cross over and OC friendly. However, please have information for your muse somewhere or be prepared to be asked a dozen questions. Note: if your muse has some relation to one of mine, do not expect me to be on board. I'd prefer we discuss it.

🦇 I will not interact with self - insert muses. Nor will I interact with personals. I'll accept OOC asks, though. But IC is only open to roleplay accounts. And we don't have to be mutuals for this.

🦇 Please do not reblog any of my writing. Like if you're tagged it in, go right ahead. If we have a mixed verse, you can always ask me, chances are I won't care depending on what it is.

🦇 Please do not reply to an ask and make it a thread. Move it to a new post or ask me. But I don't care if you wanna send multiple asks.

🦇 I don't really practice reblog karma, but still don't really wanna be treated like a meme resource.

🦇 Character sexualities, for now, will be listed at the end of this. However, due to my own personal reasons, I am far more comfortable with M/M shipping, but am open to M/F ships as well.

🦇 Currently multi-ship, but selective. NO force shipping. If you're interested in a ship, you are more than free to message me. I am always open to discussion. This includes ships outside of romantic. If your muse is single ship, we just don't want to ship, you write a family member, or you'd prefer to have your muse mention another ship (please notify me), then I may ask to bring in my own as well. I'm a sucker for cute stuff where the muses might talk about their SOs.

🦇 I will not write smut on tumblr.

🦇 Dark themes are bound to appear. Pretty much every DL muse has trauma. Examples: Mental abuse, physical abuse, incest, CSA, to name a few. A lot of these are solely in their backstories and may be mentioned depending on comfort levels. Never will the final two examples be written out. I do my best to tag accordingly, and am open to being messaged if something isn't tagged right. I will not write rape or non-con. Eye gore, Amputation, and Animal Abuse (writing and visuals are a no go). Note: medical amputation is one thing but my issue is this in the context of abuse like the dollmaker from Welcome to the Game.

I'm sorry this was so long! But really appreciate you reading! Sexualities are bound to change as I learn more about these characters.

Ayato: Straight

Laito: Bisexual

Subaru: Bisexual

Kou: Bisexual

Yūma: Bisexual

Azusa: Bisexual

OCs (will add pics later)

Kanna

Elliot

Karasu

Misaki

Masaki

[thestobingirlie]

I love this blog. Y'all have so many good opinions. I recently read a post where someone was talking about how some people were unfollowing them every time they posted "about the harrington parents not being complete trash." They wrote about how they're "in the 'we don't know enough about these people to judge them' camp, and their ficlets would sometimes reflect that. So deal with it." Most of that is whatever to me, but that "so deal with it" is what made me send in this ask. The people that are unfollowing are dealing with it by unfollowing! Which is a reasonable reaction to literally anything, unfollow someone because of whatever you fucking want. Apparently, people are allowed to curate their own fandom experience until it affects this person's fucking follower count. No one owes you a follow, a like, or anything like that. If you enjoy a fic, I absolutely encourage reblogging and liking. That doesn't mean that you have to put up with things you don't like! Don't be an ass and send in mean asks to them, but absolutely unfollow people whenever you fucking want. I hope this doesn't read as too heated; entitlement just pisses me off. Anyways, your "because of course eddie has suffered more that jesus christ himself" made me laugh. I hope you're having a good day!!

thank you!!! always love chatting to fans lmao

and yeah, i’m a big believer in just unfollowing and blocking people. it’s not an insult, it’s just curating your dashboard. you wanna see the stuff you like and agree with in fandom, not the shit that annoys you.

obviously, irregardless of my own opinion of the harrington parents, people are allowed to write whatever they want to. but people are also allowed to not like it.

and yeah, it can be demoralising to not get a lot of interaction, or for people to unfollow en masse. but that’s just a part of fandom life unfortunately. i don’t really get complaining about people just removing themselves. that’s the more wanted reaction, as opposed to them sending hate! and my advice to that blog would be to not keep such a close eye on follower counts, you’ll just get disappointed.

anyway, yeah my blog has pretty much become the sounding board for anonymously ranting about annoying fandom stuff lmao, so go right ahead!!

and i hope you had a great day!

[kraekat29]

This is a PSA. I’m a bitch when provoked and I guess a lot of people can’t handle that. If you come at me I’ll come for you right back. Obviously people can’t cash the checks they write. If you wanna unfollow me, go ahead and if you wanna block me that’s fine too. But I am who I am. I’m a bitch. Plain as day, I try my best to be nice online and in person but sometimes there’s just that one person to bring out the beast. That doesn’t make me two faced or toxic. Will I say things in the heat of the moment? Yes but honestly who the hell doesn’t? I’m human, I’m not perfect and if you expect me to be then please unfollow.

[virtualcurse]

RULES + BYF +DNI

KEEP IN MIND/BYF!

i am 16 and do write smut so if that doesnt sit right with you, go ahead and unfollow or block me as its my blog and imma do what i wanna do tbh. theres much worse things that people my age do than write nsfw things about fictional characters on the internet tbh

age wise, i do not care how old people are who follow interact with me, its up to you to decide what u wanna do with ur time / internet access

BOUNDARIES/RULES/DNI

- be patient and do not pressure me or harass me, im my own person and have things outside of tumblr to do

-  whilst i do write smut, i will not write the following pedophilia, necrophilia, watersports, non-con, incest, scat, pseudocest, gunplay,extreme bdsm,

- have the right to decline a certain request if i feel like it

- DO NOT POST MY WORKS ONTO OTHER PLATFORM UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE! 

- DNI IF = homophobic, transphobic, ableist,racist (just shitty people in general tbh) if ur a jkr lover.

[luimnigh]

Right, but it does sound like you’re saying “you're not a Gwenpool fan if you deny this change is permanent” but being all fancy about it, with the words and whatnot.

Okay so between this and this other anon:

@mylordshesacactus has a good point Luim, and I say that as the person who asked that.

You've kinda given your game away.

You are trying to get me to stop talking about a concept I like for a character I like on my own blog, and trying to shame me by accusing me of gatekeeping and twisting the words of other people.

To which I must say:

No. Fuck you. Fuck off.

There's an entire suite of tools available if you don't want to see my opinion.

Unfollow. Block. Filter. Take your pick.

I'm getting real fucking sick of any time I make a post on this subject, that someone comes up and says "I don't like this change, can't wait for this to revert back".

I like it. I'm going to continue posting about because it's a concept I like. You don't have to like it, but you also don't get to keep coming up to me and shitting on it. You wanna make an argument against the change? Go ahead. On your own blog. But so far the only argument I've ever seen is "I don't like it".

You don't get to dictate what I post about.

And if you try again, you're getting blocked.

The only reason you're not already is because you keep insinuating you're multiple people, and just blocking you might not make things clear. Hence this post.

[bigskydreaming]

I kinda wanna fucking scream, so here, have a offline bullshit rant post.

So I’ve literally been trying to get my stupid fucking meds for over a MONTH now at this point, which I’m sure you can all see like, my mood is just wooooonderful these days. Not an excuse, casual reminder that yeah you do gotta take care of your own space so if my mood is dragging anyone down, I’m totes on board with blocking or unfollowing or y’know, burning me in effigy or something. Okay maybe not that last part. But still. You get it. And its not even that like, I need mood stabilizers per se, lol, so shout out to the armchair diagnosticians helpfully peppering my inbox still in their quest to oh so slickly be like ‘hey you’re a hot mess, take your hot messness away from tumblr’ like lol, didn’t ask.....nah, its mostly the perpetual lack of sleep and chronic pain issues that I have zero distraction from when my specific combo of meds isn’t able to let me actually weaponize my ADHD properly and power through that. Its a whole thing. Whatever. Just go with it.

POINT IS. So I’ve been trying to do this for over a month now, first obstacle was even just getting the money together for my refill appointment which is a whopping $150, because I have to pay out of pocket for mental health stuff these days because I had to switch my insurance over to something that paid out more heavily for physical benefits like my jaw surgery.....and because of the pandemic, and how many psychiatrists in my area and that I could actually reach aren’t taking new patients during the pandemic since most of them are conducting business virtually still, like, I have barely any resources for seeking out and trying new psychiatrist offices in the meanwhile that might charge less and I’m kinda stuck with the one I have because the last thing I can afford is to have like, NO psychiatrist at the moment, y’know?

So first I had to have that to even BOOK the appointment, which took forever because rent and food are a joy to accrue when you can barely manage to function as an actual employee of the capitalist machine ahfsklhflkahflakf, but so then I did that and like, got an appointment put on the books for August 19th. That was the soonest they could fit me in back when I paid them for my appointment about a week and a half ago. No, two weeks ago now? Eh, time is fake. ANYWAY, so that wasn’t gonna work for me, so basically the entirety of last week was devoted to constantly calling and trying to check in every other hour to see if they had any sooner cancellations I could take, because for whatever fucking reason, they just ‘don’t do’ a cancellation list wherein they call the next person on the list once they have a cancellation. Whatever.

So finally got a cancellation slot with a virtual appointment last Saturday night at random as fuck 8:40. Okay cool. Most of my refills are fairly simple, no real changes, but two are controlled substances so like, they have to do their due diligence and go through the proper protocols before giving me another prescription to one or whatever. Fine. Okay.

So I call the CVS they sent the prescription for my ADHD med to, the very next morning. One of the controlled substances, and the key med to like....making me functional instead of a rambling disjointed whirlibird of a thought emitter. Problem is, that medication is on back order. Won’t be in until Tuesday. Ugh. Okay, fine. Nothing I can do about it, because while the specific provider I spoke to in order to GET my refill prescriptions was taking an appointment the night before, the actual offices that schedule appointments and connect patients through to their providers was closed for the weekend, so I couldn’t even ask for them to send the scrip somewhere else.

SO. I go back to the CVS on Monday, hoping that maybe it came in early because not like I can do much else in the meanwhile. Course its not there, but oh well. I toy with the idea of calling to ask my provider to send the scrip to a different pharmacy (only had it sent to this one cuz its within walking distance to me, and since I can’t drive for medical reasons and Uber’s are expensive as fuck, just for errands, like, even though walking is sooooo not fun for me physically, like it is what it is). I decide against it because here’s another fun fact about this controlled substance....for security reasons, pharmacies don’t have to tell people over the phone if they have it in stock or not. Like, they won’t just say no we don’t have it in stock - I mean, they WILL say that, but that doesn’t actually mean anything because that’s what most of them say about that particular medication no matter whether or not they DO, and then just cite security protocols, so you have to actually GO to the store in question to ask them and even get a real answer to whether or not they even HAVE it in stock to FILL a prescription if its sent over. And no, the provider won’t just send scrips into several different pharmacies at once and just be whichever has it in stock can fill it - because again, controlled substance.

SO. I decide its not worth it to try getting the scrip sent over somewhere else, because I’d have to at least waste money on an Uber to even travel to various pharmacies and even check if they CAN fill it sooner than this one, when at least this place will have it in tomorrow. Its just one more day at this point.

Except then I go back on Tuesday. Oh sorry, don’t know why that other person told you we’d have our order in today, our shipments of that medication don’t come in until Wednesdays.

So I go back Wednesday. Success! They have it in stock. I go to pay, pulling out my goodRx coupon that was just printed out that morning, specifically citing the price for CVS at Target. The pharmacy manager says sorry, we don’t honor that coupon here for controlled substances like this one. I say: record scratch? He’s like yeah, that’s at the discretion of individual pharmacies, and we don’t honor that price for this specific medication, because we don’t want to attract customers only coming here to get that medication filled for that price. (This pharmacy is right at the edge of Inglewood and Culver City, for anyone who is familiar with those neighborhoods. The implications are exactly as they appear to be). So I’m like, what’s the regular generic price? He quotes me something that’s $180 more than the coupon, and thus $180 more than I have since I was focused totally on getting THIS amount ASAP, so I could get these meds so I could do more work and make more money. You see the train of thought. I’m like well that’s awesome, I don’t have anything close to that. Hey. Weird question. Why did nobody I talked to the past three days in a row that I’ve walked into this store in person to request this refill, like, mention this little tidbit about not honoring this coupon so instead of waiting for a backorder that would do me no good, I could have been spending that time having my prescription transferred somewhere that WOULD honor it?

He’s like, well did you mention to any of them that you’d be using a goodRx coupon for this particular medication? I said, yup. He said, you sure? I said well the specific process each time was I came in, I asked if this medication was in, they said what’s your name and date of birth, I provided that info, they said are you paying out of pocket, we don’t have valid insurance info for this on file for you, I said yup paying out of pocket with a goodRx coupon, they said *clickety clack of the keyboard* nope, sorry, we won’t have this medicine in until Tuesday, I mean Wednesday. 

He’s like, well you must be misremembering or they would have told you at the time that we don’t take GoodRx coupons on this medication. I’m like, dude, it was you. It was literally you that I spoke to two of those three times, right here at the counter, in person. I’m gonna go ahead and trust my memory of those interactions and what was said there over yours since you don’t actually remember having talked to me two times in the last three days. He’s like, I gotta go help another customer. There is no other customer. I leave. Fun day for everyone.

So then I call around town to at least check which CVS will actually honor the coupon I have and the price that I can afford to pay it at. I don’t bother asking if they even have the medication in stock because I know its not guaranteed to be a CORRECT answer, but at least I can see who accepts this damn coupon. Also, reason I’m only trying big brand pharmacies instead of smaller, hole in the wall ones is because again, controlled substance, and I know from experience that the bigger brand pharmacies are at least more likely to have that med in stock whereas most smaller ones tend to run out very quickly as they usually only get enough for their existing/regular customers and a little extra.

I find a CVS five miles away - not walkable, gonna have to Uber. Call my psychiatrist office again to ask them to transfer the scrip, front office says they’ll send the request to my provider, who usually checks and fulfills such requests in 24-48 hours. I’m like okay cool, can I get a phone call to let me know when that happens, so at least I know when to check back to follow up if it hasn’t happened yet for whatever reason? They’re like no, the pharmacy will send you a text or call when they get the prescription sent over and you can take it from there with them. I’m like okay, but I’ve done this a bunch of times and know from experience the pharmacy does NOT in fact always call or text, so is there a certain time to follow up to inquire if the provider has already sent the scrip and the pharmacy SHOULD have it by now or if the delay is on the provider’s end? Front office is like yeah no. I’m like, swell.

So that was yesterday. I call the pharmacy (which I still don’t even know if they have the medication IN STOCK to fill the scrip even once they GET the scrip, and won’t until I can actually Uber out there, but one thing at a time at this point) at like 9 pm, they’re a 24 hour pharmacy, and they’re like nope, we got nothing (this is after spending an hour and a half on hold to even TALK to someone at the pharmacy). Called them again today at noon, still nada. Technically I have another 29 hours before the window in which the provider is supposed to send the refill scrip to this new location, before I can be like, okay so they still haven’t done it, can we send him a nudge or another request. The 24-48 hour window will only actually EXPIRE after their offices close on Friday meaning it’ll be Monday before I can even actually REACH someone again to ask them to send the scrip again, if the pharmacy hasn’t ACTUALLY gotten it by Friday night, and pessimistically, I’m not super inclined to assume that they will at this point. 

I’m antsy, irritable, hungry because I don’t even know for SURE sure if the new pharmacy will ACTUALLY honor the coupon or say no sorry we don’t do that here either, whoever told you that was wrong, or if they’ll even actually have it in stock versus I’ll have to have it sent somewhere else AGAIN, so I have to pinch every penny possible in order to ensure I have the most money possible once my prescription IS filled in case the price is more than I expected again or in case I have to take Ubers there or further than I expected or basically....shit happens that I don’t expect. And this is what I’m basically spending all my time doing instead of working, because trying to get work done in this state is like....the harder I try to make it happen, the less it actually gets done, so I try and prioritize this and its roadblock after roadblock dragging out and wasting my time, and like yeah, I can post and shit while I’m doing this aka sitting on hold or walking around town trying to get shit filled because its fine if I ramble incoherently along the way in posts, but actual WORK work requires like....fucking coherency and succinctness and not having to stop and start every five minutes to call someone else, and oh yeah, being able to power through migraine spikes. And just.

I’m very annoyed about anything and everything to do with this shit. The hoops you have to jump through to even get the stuff that like....actualizes your hoop jumping ability, is just....*gnashing of teeth*

Anyway. So that’s my offline bullshit rant. Yay. The end.

[icefire149]

Actually consider this a housekeeping post. So sit with me here a moment because I know I've been offline a lot lately <3

I will be watching and blogging about the winchesters & gotham knights because at the end of the day I love spn & comics & misha.

This hell of a blog has always been a multi-fandom mess, but for the sake of the booming spn followers I've gained since 15x18 aired and we all collectively lost our minds: I will be tagging 'the winchesters' & 'gotham knights' so those who want to block that content can.

I do have the habit of using humor to cope with big feelings. Now that time has passed I just wanna say that I'll be continuing to blog about misha positively. What happened...was a lot, but ultimately he's done so much good (random acts, gish) and I'm still willing to support him at this time. He's an actor I enjoy watching. [I know being offline a lot this month has made it hard to follow how blogs in my circle are doing. Feelings obviously got hurt and still having hurt or mixed feelings is completely okay. I still see jokes and at this point I'm like: you do you.]

I also still miss the potential of Wayward <3

I know most of my dash is still heavily in pirate land and I know this blog has been post a lot more non-spn things. I just wanted to say thank you to everyone still following <3 Whether we've talked or not, I appreciate you. And I just wanted to say that if any time you wanna unfollow, go right ahead! [I know I get confused when there are sudden spikes of unfollows but at the end of the day I 100% want you to be happy with your online experience. Cultivating that is the most important thing. My personal policy across social media is to block anyone that: makes me feel uncomfortable, bad vibes, makes me feel like I have to change my posting/comments habits because I don't want to get their attention.]

I wish you well <3 Have a nice day!

[ask-those-dumbasses]

Addressing the Poll (shipping in the comic?)

Oooohhh boy I am so scared to post this I’m literally shaking rn hahaha. Anyways this is gonna be pretty long so if you care (you probably should this is important) then click the read more :D 

So if you don’t know for whatever reason I did a poll last week asking if people would have the comic ruined for them if I added ships to the comic, as long as they followed this criteria. 

TLDR; Only ships would be people who have explicitly said they are okay with it, there will be no explicit sexual content (not even implied tbh I don’t wanna do that here), I’m not trying to claim anyone is dating in real life, AND I’ll add a shipping tag when it’s relevant. 

Here were the results of this poll. 

out of the 84 that responded, 75 said no it would no ruin the comic for them, 9 said yes it would ruin the comic for them.

What does this mean for the future of the comic? 

Well, I decided I want to add one ship. Dreamnap. I’m super soft for it and think it’s very adorable. And judging by the results of the poll, not that many people care. However there were some good points / questions asked in the optional response that I want to address, so keep reading! 

I’m afraid I can’t help you much buddy, BUT I can tell you that 

1) you can block the shipping tags I’ll use if you want (I’ll tag it as shipping & Dreamnap)

2) This blog will not be turning romance centric!  (I’ll address this more in depth later on)

As I said before, there will be no explicit NSFW content in the blog. This includes smut, p*rnography, implied NSFW, ect. The only thing I will do is the types of jokes that have already been present in asks.  So don’t worry about that.

You!! Thank you for this response anon!! This is the only response where I actually needed to sit back and think, because I hadn’t considered this. It’s true as well! It’s one of the reasons I got tired of DNF actually. Guys should be able to be affectionate without people trying to but labels on them, and it’s sad they can’t. 

So, I’ve decided I’m only going to have Dreamnap in the comic. I was originally also going to include Skephalo, but I’ve decided against it for this very reason. Skeppy and Bad are very affectionate, but are just going to remain friends! I think this is in general just a good decision. 

I also want George to continue to be affectionate with the rest of the Dream Team as previously established without being romantically involved. This not only lets George not have that label without being romantically involved, but also establishes just how much they all trust each other :D 

That’s all of them (to the person who said I was considerate, thank you!!) so not it’s time to address the romance question! 

About the romance...

Mostly, I want it to be in the background. Dreamnap is gonna be pretty self indulgent for me because I just find it so soft and sweet, but it’ll mostly be on the back burner. Some hand holding in the background, a few mouth or mouth kisses here and there (but not really because mask lol), a few soft pet-names in the dialogue, jokes, and if it’s directly relevant in asks. That’s about it. This isn’t  romance comic and I don’t want it to turn into that. Just a side plot :D

To be as transparent with you guys as possible 

Here’s my plan. 

1) Dream and Sapnap aren’t getting together immediately / are already together right now. I think that’s dumb. I’ll do a super short mini comic at some point where they realize their feelings (and, because they’re not the types to just hide their pining) and then tell each other and get together.

2) Then, I’ll do another super short mini comic where they tell everyone else living in the house that they’re together. Jokes ensue. 

3) From there it’s just mostly background stuff. They have a healthy friendship, and they have a healthy relationship. There’s still conflict, but it’s not exclusive to them being boyfriends. 

Finally... 

If you choose to unfollow me because of this, or for whatever reason, you can go ahead. I won’t be mad or anything (in fact, if the math follows the poll, I expect about 64 of you to unfollow).  

Just please do not send hate. In the past I’ve been threatened over ships, and I promise you if anyone tries that it’ll just be an immediate block. I’m already really nervous to post this, I don’t need that on my plate. 

[chaoticspacefam]

wonder if part of why the swtor jedi-sith conflict plays the way it does with “sith stans” and etc because the sith empire are functionally saturday morning cartoon villains - “murder and mayhem await!” compared to the more, i guess, believable evil of the republic/jedi following good ideals to bad conclusions and justifying war crimes

I'd certainly say it doesn't help things, you're right! I have...a lot of issues with the Jedi and their portrayal (especially in the Legends/SWTOR era), but I also recognise that a lot of that is very personal to me and that another fan might feel differently. Long, ranty post ahead so if that's not your deal, skip this one.

TL;DR: thinking critically about the behaviour of the Good Guys bad, I guess, since they're the good guys and you're obviously not allowed to use your own agency to decide something they do makes you deeply, viscerally uncomfortable.  And God help you if you disagree with anything they do and cite personal experience behind your (very justified) avoidance of that rhetoric/teaching, because Bad Things Justified If Good People Do Them and how dare you have different personal experiences and responses. If that's what you do, you're doing fandom wrong /s Also, bad writing choices of the writers themselves that perpetuate toxic, harmful viewpoints and/or stereotypes don't mean anything when said viewpoints/stereotypes are the Bad Guys because...Bad Guys Aren’t Supposed To Be People With Rights, Thoughts and Feelings Too, They’re Just Evil, (cringe)

Disagreeing with someone’s opinions is fine, but if you’re going to deliberately expose yourself to content you don’t like and then attack the person that is making the content because they made it and it upset you when you went looking for it....you are, in fact, the one at fault babes. No one is holding you hostage, you can block tags or unfollow a person (especially me. I really don’t care honest to god, if my posts are not your jam just leave. please.) if you hate what they post so much and are unable to just scroll past things you don’t like to stay for things you do. I’ve done it and will continue to do so, and my fandom experience is happier for it. Also, people are human and sometimes we’re tired and we make mistakes like we miss a trigger tag, and you are within your right to come to the person and point that out, but you are not within your right to threaten them because they made a mistake. Then you’re just a dick.

But I still wouldn't be the one going around (passive) aggressively attacking other fans for disagreeing with my opinions and again, this is based on personal experience, but I've seen a lot more of that stuff from "pro-Jedi" people who seem to be conveniently okay with shit like mass-genocide and cultural erasure because "the Jedi are the good guys and the (OT) Sith are fascists!"

I don't interact with the subsect of fans that do think "the (OT) Empire did nothing wrong hurr durr" unironically (and for good reason, I don't agree with that viewpoint either and the fact that half the time the "defence" of these other fans is "well you're pro-fascist then!!" lmao) but there's a very big gap between the OT Empire which is rightfully a mirror of fascism and dictatorial governments and I do, in fact, raise my eyebrows in heavy criticism and disdain at the writers of the TOR-era deliberately choosing to "justify" the ultimate end being said fascist Empire by making the Sith species (and as always I preface this by saying I am in fact white & therefore know I have priveledge and can only "relate" on a much shallower level as POC fans, but there are places where I do find them more relatable than the TOR-era Jedi which reek of conservative, pearl-clutching Christianity (which I spent way too much of my life having forced upon me by the bible-bashing Evangelists(tm) in my family) to me and I just don't have the fucks to give to spend time fixing something that's honestly traumatising for me to be reminded of):

-heavily Indigenous/POC-coded

-"tribal" and not in a properly-researched and respectfully portrayed sense but in a very deliberate "these people are savage and need to be colonised and "sophisticated" by the More Acceptible (Human) Dark Jedi" even though they had their own society, belief systems, and even had technology - just not in the "socially acceptible, conventional sense" I guess

-perpetuating this by adding slavery and all of that can of worms into the mix too, just to drive home the "evil and bad" prototype ig. I'm not even gonna speak more on this part because it just makes me angry.

-Deliberately giving them more "alien" or inhuman characteristics, which while by itself is not necessarily a bad thing, put it together with all the other things?? Big. Fucking. Oof.

-Were literally exterminated and the survivors selectively bred for ONLY the "bad and evil" traits for not agreeing with the Jedi's beliefs. Their own practises and beliefs were automatically "evil" and "wrong" just because they didn't want to "convert" (sniff sniff, Christianity, is that you?)

A direct quote for those who can't be bothered to click and read the link:

For nearly two thousand years, superstition, loyalty and sympathy were bred out as the two groups interbred, and qualities such as cunning, ambition and affinity to the Force were favored, which shaped Sith society over the centuries.[3][21][22] In the Sith Empire, as time progressed pure-blooded Sith were steadily bred out,[6] resulting in only a few pure-blooded Sith left in the Sith Empire by the time of the Great Hyperspace War.[13] Long after, the true species in the Empire were believed to have gone extinct due to the interbreeding process.

And conversely the Jedi:

-Deny young children contact with their parents, siblings and families from the moment their Force sensitivity shows (hmmmm. )

-Continually and actively support the condemnation and Exile of "imperfect" Jedi, hell, it's even pointed out on Wookieepedia, that any Force sensitive, even those who are not aligned to either faction, but that train with or follow teachings that are not Jedi Approved (tm) is labelled as a "Dark Jedi" by the Jedi Order

Although "Dark Jedi" originally referred to a Jedi who had fallen to the dark side, it could also refer to uninitiated Force-sensitives who received no Jedi training but began their careers under another Dark Jedi. Others were simply dark-side users who did not follow the teachings of the Sith or other dark side organizations.

because "oh noooo you do not follow the way of the Truth and the Light you horrible person how dare you defy The One True Correct Teaching, that makes you the Devil Incarnate no matter what" UGH.

-Continuously push the idea (very heavily) that Emotions Are Bad, which just creates a bunch of emotionally-stunted powderkegs unable to recognise, confront and deal with said emotions (and as I've said, I would know, I was one and maybe still am in some ways lmao) , then blames said powderkeg for exploding because they were never taught how to handle the emotions in the first place.

(Fuck "there is no emotion, there is peace", that's not how people work and never will be lmao)

I don't really know what else to say about this to be honest, because even though I've only been on tumblr about a year now, I'm already tired of this constant "I'm right, you're wrong" finger-pointing between those people in the fandom.

Cause to some of these "pro-Jedi" people it's an unthinkable crime to dare to have a different opinion to them and just want to be left alone, I guess. I've literally been attacked for saying "I don't like the Jedi and find dealing with their dogma too traumatising based on personal experience and trauma from my childhood so I'm going to avoid it but you do you"

I've had American Christians (tm) clap back to that with the ever-wonderful "LMAO bitch you don't have religious trauma, you didn't grow up in the bible-belt, stop trying to be edgy, shut up and go to therapy"

(all of this is sarcasm, for those who need me to spell it out for you. I'm still traumatised by the shit I went through and have to constantly check myself and my own feelings because of the toxic "habits" those teachings tried to push onto me as a child and I have zero tolerance and patience for your (not you, ssalmon, but the royal "you" as it were) victim-blaming abuse apologism "gotchas")

because 1) clearly American Christianity and the bible-belt are the only insidious and harmful subsect of Christianity and it's not like the concept of Evangelism as a whole is inherently toxic, harmful, and traumatising to those subjected to it right 2) Obviously there's a Stated Right Way To Be Traumatised and anyone who falls outside of that (Non-Existent) handbook is "faking it for attention" 3) bold of them to assume that curating my own fandom (and life) experience, and refusing to engage with things that trigger me, isn't something that I literally fucking learned in therapy lmao

Also, I find it funny how these are the people going around attacking people like me, who are literally minding our own motherfucking business, but then claim to preach “love and tolerism” and all this other bullshit. Karen, sweetie, only one of us is going around telling people they deserve to be murdered/stabbed for disagreeing with thier opinion about a videogame and pointing out that “hey, that’s...very yikes maybe don’t do that, step back and calm down” and it ain’t me (true story, this happened a couple of months ago and I don’t wanna dredge the post up because it’s very upsetting to think about) People are allowed to have opinions, and they don’t have to agree with your opinion just because that’s what you think, and the second that you sink to sending people death threats because they don’t share your opinion, you are, in fact, the asshole in that conversation.

It was even funnier because the person in question followed me first, I initially thought they were pretty cool so I followed back, then they threw a massive temper-tantrum and threw a bunch of very upsetting and triggering shit at me without my consent because I didn’t agree with them (I’d even put my opinions in tags on MY blog in an attempt to be courteous and not hijack their post with negativity, in hindsight perhaps I should have made my own post in the first place and I do acknowledge that BUT if that’s all they’d said I would have apologised and moved on, quite gladly, there was no need for them to explode the way they did at me for...making a mistake because I’m a stranger on the internet who didn’t know them & wasn’t a mind-reader and I happened to miss a trigger tag that I didn’t think of at the time lmao)

This post is getting awful long and rambly so I'm going to shut up now, but that's my take on it I guess, I hope that's what you were getting at and if it's not I apologise, I've been taking a huge step back and actively just avoiding any and all major posts related to this discourse as of a few months ago because it just infuriates and upsets me too much, it’s not worth the detriment to my mental health, I’m just here to make friends who are also hyperfixated on SWTOR and have fun vibing and talking about our characters, not get into one-sided morality debates with pearl-clutchers. 🤷

[atiny-piratequeen]

Here's the problem with you, lady. you match the trope of an angry, black, impatient, rude, foul mouthed woman. Go ahead, rant and block me, n say that I hide behind anon. your followers will come to mollify you, support you and you will go on a tirade like you always do and insist that I am in the wrong. you never admit your mistakes n act like you are the only woke person on this website. you are such a vile, unapproachable human. No wonder people keep coming at you. before you play the victim card, I will have you know, I am latina. you are a waste of space. 🖕

Doesnt get way-> immediately calls me an angry black woman

Lmao am i supposed to cry? Once again, you asked me for help, were wrong when your wrong definition of a already defined type of kink didnt fit in with the proper terminology and execution, and now you're throwing a hissy fit in my box and being rude and shit.

You can go now boo. I wasnt that much of an angry black woman when you were my box asking for help but you got called on bein a dickhead in my box so now i am right? go off?? Lmao?

Anyway. If I were actually wrong i wouldve happily admitted that but like i said. You asked me for a definition. I gave you one. It wasnt what you wanted. You threw a fucking fit and were rude. The fuck?

Also its my blog babe if i wanna go on a tirade i damn well will??? And clearly I'm not that unapprochable, you still came here first the fuck?

And finally, you being a latina doesn't make that any less racist. If im such a waste of space you're welcome to come try and beat my ass and take me out then. No? Alright then. Write your shit however you want and block and unfollow me then since my black ass bothers you so much

[normal-thoughts-official]

Also I just want to say thanks for existing ❤️❤️ I love ur blogs and ur takes theyre amazing, I never was properly involved with 5he shadowhunters fandom when it was running bc A. I saw a clalec shipper and ran for the hills(What was that horrific thing) and B. The show is objectively terrible, I really love the fact that you say everything you want to say taking no prisoners!!! Sparing no fragile feelings!!! And I wanna say that I'm so sorry that you have to deal with so many insensitive asshole anons giving you shit

I'm gonna be honest that while I love them both equally, alec was the one I resonated with the most as a lesbian (magnus was the one I fancied ahahah) but I hadn't realised properly how centred Alec was in fandom spaces. Its almost like the ranking of favourite characters goes 1. Alec 2.malec and 3. Magnus, in how Magnus' emotions and boundaries are secondary to the maintaining of alecs relationship with him

I'd seen wisps of something similar in the marvel fandom but hadn't carried over how fans can ununtentially use characters of colour as mere rungs on the ladder to their success, even and especially within the relationship. I don't see this much with sambucky but back when SamSteve was popular Sam was often reduced to Steve's pet therapist who has no aspirations in life other than being Steve's boyfriend.

This is fan behaviour but just wanna say don't let the bastards get u down honey!! ❤️❤️❤️

P. S do clalec shippers still exist??? Please say no

dauihdsiauhd thank u, ur sweet

ur totally right about magnus being below malec on the favorite characters scale, wow. like it's obvious that he doesn't exist outside of malec for these people and so malec becomes this sort of third character and magnus as a person is way wayy down below

but also since u mentioned that u like how i speak my mind xD ur comment about how u relate more to alec because he's gay bothers me a little bit cuz i feel like it implies that being bi is somehow less queer or less relatable and that's... biphobic rethoric djahisudhah like idk maybe u mean that u relate more to his story or whatever but i kind of read it like "i have more solidarity with gay men than bi ppl" and as a bi person that doesn't sit well with me so yeah i'd maybe think about why that might be if that's how u genuinely feel

(PS: if you - and by you i don't mean you, residenthottiesamwilson, just anyone reading this - think that biphobia isn't real just go ahead and unfollow me, cuz if u try to come to my inbox and start shit over it i will block u so just save us both the trouble tbh. we live in a world where every single study around the whole wide world consistently shows that bi ppl face enough discrimination to lower their life expectancy, rise their likelihood to be sexually assaulted, be poorer, and just generally have a way worse quality of life than both straight and gay ppl, so arguing that biphobia doesn't exist is just trying to make ur wishes come true at this point. and i'm seriously not in the mood today or ever to try to prove that 2+2=4)

anyway... to be clear i'm not mad at you and/or calling u a monster, just pointing that out cuz it would bother me if i didn't, and trying to avoid turning this into a biphobia fest in my inbox

moving on! doaijdsoiaj

i can't talk about sambucky and samsteve cuz i haven't actually been involved with the marvel fandom for years now, so i haven't read a lot of fic, and even now the very few tfatws blogs that i follow are all sam-centric cuz im trying to avoid stressing myself with Even More Fandom Buffonery lol, but my educated guess would be that every fandom with an interracial ship is going to have racist tropes, especially because Bucky Stans™ as a group are some of the most racist fandoms ive ever seen. it's actually one of the things that turned me off the MCU fandom, because bucky actually was and is one of my faves, but boiiiiiiiiii

i think most clalec shippers left the fandom long ago (they were never a big group anyway, but you know, at this point they haven't had reason to be active anymore, since most of their thing was to harrass malec shippers and yell about how clalec would prevail, and that fight is already over and done with lol)

[watch-grok-brainrot]

Hey, do you want to guess what I had for dinner yesterday? Yes, it was indeed our beloved mini cabbages. Disassembled leaves tossed with olive oil, cumin and adobo roasted to a crunchy crisp in the oven with some root veg mash, since I still did not get my hands on some decent curry. As for your ask: I am interested in many of your opinions and can't make up my mind what interests me most, so please pick whatever you want to talk about most 9,10,13,14,17,19

OMG i was so excited to see you were following up with me on brussels sprouts! i have some in my fridge. I”m so happy they last a while in the fridge, unlike arugula. i like arugula but sometimes it’s just more effort than it’s worth...  but that does sound good!!! thank you! 

and i was also happy to see you were asking about the salty ask thing! but i would’ve enjoyed pure brussels spout discourse too, just so you know!

Most disliked character(s)? Why? oh man. of the popular character, i love thinking about jgy and hate him so much as a person. i hate his underhanded manipulation. xy is evil but very forward about it. none of the underhanded crap jgy does. xy meets a evil (TM) villain aesthetic that makes me kinda want to hug him sometimes. JGY, i just want to kick down the crap (not-a-typo) tower stairs for eternity.

Most disliked arc? Why? while i love the yi city gang, i really didn’t think the arc needed to be there for the story to have worked. it could’ve been any other adventure... so i don’t hate arcs i’m just ambivalent. oh. i disliked sisi and bicao talking about JGY crimes. squiky squik. bleh. 

Unpopular opinion about XXX character? you didn’t give me a character... o.O hm... some people like blaming lxc for not realizing nmj had the wrong music played to him by jgy. i don’t really like blaming him for it since jgy played the music correctly when he’s around. he can’t know. that’s about all i got i think... maybe that i don’t think wwx was 100% in the wrong to force the golden core thing and not tell JC... 1) jc was more or less catatonic so he couldn’t make a decision on his own. 2) wwx was ready to die afterward so everything else was due to lack of planning, resentment influence, and panic. was a lot of it bad decision making? 100%. would i have done anything differently? probably not, tbh. and because of that, i have a hard to separating out the morality and ethics of wwx’s decisions from the emotional forces making him make that decision... but i also identify VERY HEAVILY with WWX. to the point of if i were a boy and grew up in his circumstances i would make the same choices as him, probably exactly. so i have a very hard time judging him in a non-empathetic way. and that empathy of mine cuts him possibly too much slack. lol. 

Unpopular opinion about your fandom? Oh. OOOOH. Sometimes i’ve seen non-chinese speakers ask opinions of chinese speakers about something and then either ignore what the chinese speakers say or talk over what the chinese speakers say. if you’re looking for validation, it’s not fair to the chinese speakers to get their opinion because either you’re gonna ignore what they’re telling you in the end or you’re gonna talk over them. either way it’s a waste of their time and disrespectful. and there are SO MANY RESOURCES by some amazing people. BOOKMARK THEM IN YOUR BOOKMARKS FOLDER please.  >.> that got more salty than need be. though... i’m willing to help dig up resources on occasion and apparently i’m not terrible at finding things? o.O [what did i just open up myself to do. orz. i reserve the right to take over 3 months to answer any asks if i don’t have the bandwidth...]

Instead of XYZ happening, I would have made ABC happen… I want JZXuan to do something in ep 27 so 1)he keeps mianmian around and 2) save WWX and the wens.

What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom? the content policing. people need to let go ok? if people wanna write about non-con/dub-con incest or whatever makes other people triggered or squik please go ahead. just tag it so i can avoid it. it’s just fantasy. if i don’t like it, i’ll just avoid it. unfollow. block. there’s no reason to name call people for liking and exploring something you dislike. 

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