#zayne is still my fave tho

[midnightanxietytm]

Color Match - Rafayel / Reader

A/N: My first Love and Deepspace drabble! I'll post a Zayne one tomorrow even tough it's mostly done already, I'm very sick so I'll review it tomorrow.

Summary: "You sit in a stool, leaning slightly forward, and he sits in front of you, pouting in a frustrated way, every few seconds he raises a paintbrush or his palette next to your face and ends up humming, dissatisfied."

⇒ Gender neutral reader, fluffy, maybe a little ooc? Idk. Request open!

⇒ Word count: 263

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You've become mostly accustomed to his eccentricities by now, to a point where Thomas calls you often to deal with him. This one, though, might become more of a challenge.

You sit in a stool, leaning slightly forward, and he sits in front of you, pouting in a frustrated way, every few seconds he raises a paintbrush or his palette next to your face and ends up humming, dissatisfied. He’s been trying to match the colour of your eyes for a good twenty minutes now, and he insists that it’s very unique, or that it might not look right on the canvas.

“My back is hurting…” You say after a few seconds.

“I know, but hold on just a little more for me, okay? The lighting is perfect here, and I’m almost there…” He says, eyes never wavering between his palette and your eyes.

“Alright, but after that please go work on your other painting, Tomas said-” He whined loudly, suddenly dropping his hands and looking at you with a big pout.

“Would you please not mention business when we’re bonding?” He pouted at you.

“Oh so we’re bonding now?” You smirked at him, reaching out a hand and poking his cheek.

“Of course!” He exclaimed. “Matching the colour of your eyes  gives me the perfect opportunity to just gaze at you and it gives me a beautiful new colour to use too!”

“Oh…” you mutter, feeling a slight heat rise to your cheeks.

Rafayel hums with a grin. “I’ll match the colour of your blushed cheeks next, I think it’s my favourite.”

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[bunmallowish]

I'm back from lying low, so I can enjoy Zayne's event without too many spoilers (*shakes fist* TIMEZONES!!)

For some reason my snapshot achievements reset, so I had to do them back to back and so here are some of my faves ; the scenes were still around tho. I wish these scenes could be used as a choice for main screen... but I also wish our mc can be seen interacting with LI's in the main screen too. It's asking a lot, I know, but I can dream! Delulu is the solulu!

Nlg; this early into the game, I would cry tears of joy if InFold added the ability to have different outfits, hair/color outside of photos and some battles.

[blossoms-phan]

hi friends! since it’s been 3 months I thought I’d do a little updated about me :p

you can call me blossoms! 🌸 comes from the url obviously which I decided on in seconds when sitting in the middle of my bed making this blog at 3am bc I love dan and phil and cherry blossoms/japan/japhan etc etc

(as a side note I don’t share a lot of personally identifying info on here for a lot of reasons, don’t wanna be found out + professional reasons and tumblr is a great platform for having being a phannie as my main identity but I will occasionally overshare in the tags or random posts. for the most vague details I’m canadian and a poc ig? if you want to be friends or discuss anything in more detail im happy to share in dms just not in the general void lol)

some past fandoms I’ve been a part of tumblr or otherwise: avengers/marvel (this was in the peak in like 2016 and I followed it probably up until 2020 but dgaf anymore soz), marvel’s daredevil (their best show still love it), one direction/harry styles (harry was prob my biggest interest/fandom I was heavily involved in until like 2022 ish, i followed a bunch of accounts on my other blog and fan pages, went to his first solo tour in 2018, basically followed his every move- ik he’s not some underground artist but I lost interest when he kinda boomed and became SUPER popular I miss the early days of his solo era lol but still like his music), criminal minds, I think those are the main ones obv I lurk anytime I have a special interest lol

artists I like: twenty one pilots, arctic monkeys, the 1975, hozier, frank ocean, bad suns, muse, sufjan stevens, lana del rey, wallows, ed sheeran, lorde, zayn/hs/niall horan, paramore, the smiths, 5sos, kendrick lamar, fka twigs, fleetwood mac (this is off the top of my head just main ones ig there’s lots of other artists with specific songs I like and I also listen to my playlists from middle school often with p!atd and fob just the older stuff tho)

fave tv: derry girls, criminal minds, the office, gilmore girls, brooklyn 99, community, freaks and geeks, gossip girl, new girl, the end of the fucking world (short but a personal fave), fleabag, mindhunter- I like basic nbc sitcoms ok what can I say but currently watching Buffy and there’s lots of things on my watchlist like twin peaks I just never have time (aka always watching YouTube/dnp)

i like to think of myself as a cinephile when I really don’t watch as many movies as I’d like to bc of the same reasons listed above but I keep up with what’s happening in the film world and yeah some of my faves include: little women, sing street, before sunrise, aftersun, clueless, call me by your name, the perks of being a wallflower, big hero 6, la la land, zodiac, the social network, scream, the batman, bones and all, knives out, hp/twilight series

random interests: the scream franchise/saw/horror, until dawn (the game), youtube video essays, true crime content/criminology (in the most respectful way I promise I studied it and mean like actual data and researched podcasts not the weirdos that idolize certain people cough cough), perfumes/cosmetics, art, fashion, baking/food in gen, journaling, pinterest, reading (literary fiction/mystery/some ya)

idk what you were expecting this is literally all media but we’re all media consumers here lmao and I thought this might be a fun way to connect with other phannies if we share similar interests outside of dnp :3

[rai-knightshade]

6, 22, 23, 30!!

Thanks for the ask Missy!

Music ask game:

6: A song you've had on repeat lately

Right now I think it's gotta be the Glee cover of Silly Love Songs, but Memories by P!atD is close behind! (Not even a full month into January and I'm already skewing my Spotify wrapped irreparably 🤣)

22: a song you can't stand by an artist you like

....god. do I even have one?? Nothing's coming to mind or sticking out when I think of my faves, like. I haven't listened to all of Taylor's discography yet but I've liked basically everything I've heard and don't actively hate any of it (...or at least not her parts of it); I can think of maybe one tentative example for Rybak but objectively I haven't actually listened to the song cause I couldn't get past the thumbnail for it (it's a YouTube video exclusive cause it's actually a parody song); KEiiNO is chill, Pink Floyd, Def Leppard, Journey, they're all pretty much bangers only....

I think my answer's gonna have to be two songs that mostly fit the bill, in that I didn't necessarily enjoy listening to them and haven't really listened after like the first time I heard them, and that's either I Don't Wanna Live Forever by ZAYN and Taylor Swift (not because of Taylor's parts tho she sounds great, I just can't stand the falsetto Zayn is in for most of it, especially during the chorus--he sounds so sharp or like. Brittle? and it just becomes a Bad Sound Texture™ for me) or Viva Las Vengeance by Brendon Urie (yes its technically the lead single for the last album he released as P!atD, but considering the shit show that went down with it and the fact that I'm petty and didn't like the song when I listened to it, like, at all, enough that I straight up haven't listened to the rest of the album when I've listened to and own every other Panic! album... Yeah I'm divorcing this one from Panic!, sorry Urie this one's on you.)

23: a song you remember liking as a kid

Hmm... I could use House at Pooh Corner again (a staple of mine for musical ask games), buuuttttt.... Nah, actually I'm bringing in a REAL throwback: She Loves You, but specifically the remastered Alvin and the Chipmunks version from the 2007 Greatest Hits album (Still Squeaky After All These Years). I wore that CD out as a kid when I had a CD player, and when the players kept breaking and my parents gave me a hand-me-down MP3 player this was one of the first albums my dad added for me. Honestly most of these songs could be used (I was particularly fond of If You Love Me (Alouette) as well) but She Loves You seemed like the most solid option.

30: a song that makes you nostalgic

Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson (to date I consider this my Childhood Favorite Song, not to be confused with my Teenage Favorite Song or Early 20's Favorite Song, because no I can't choose just one favorite song, are you kidding??)

[chasinglondondreams]

"If comfort is people, then these guys are my comfort" (c)

it's been a month since i saw super junior perform live and my heart couldn't get any happier.

in all honesty, i just became a fan recently and this is my first comeback. i hope you won’t judge me on why I'm part of that crowd even though I'm just a baby elf.

the thing is that when zayn left 1D i decided not to fangirl anymore because i cannot bear the sadness that comes after when your fave boy band disbanded. i was so heartbroken that time. ff to the years ahead, told myself why not try kpop this time..i listened to some of their songs & t'was actually good tho, u get that catchy vibe so i’ve been a casual listener since then. don’t want to stan hard yet....

a year ago, something happened and my days have been sad ever since. one day, i came across to this one eunhyuk video. he’s just standing and breathing there but damn he looks so ethereal?? got me curious like i want to get to know him.

so i search about him only to find out that he’s an idol and a member of sj. but before that, i already know yesung as sj coz of that kdrama voice. from then on, i started listening to their songs, to watching their variety shows & everything in between. the rest is history.

my sad days have been a lot better now since i get to know them i’m not even kidding. they are my new found source of happiness. sj are not just a performer, they can also be an entertainer, a host, an actor and i think that’s amazing. that’s why they’re still thriving even up to this day.

but what i love the most about them ofc is their music esp the ballads. i’m drawn to songs that makes me feel nostalgic/melancholic vibe. kinda weird tho i'm already sad but i still want to listen to their ballads.

i’ve come to a point that i won’t last a day without listening to their song & watching suju content. i somehow realize oh i’m in love with this group that i even bought their merch & the fanlight (w/o knowing if i’ll be able to attend the con or not)

i cannot believe myself! HAHAHA i usually don’t buy stuff. i’m really not into it plus it’s costly. besides, i don’t fangirl this hard before but rn when it comes to suju i’d be willing to go all in. the things you do for love.

and when i heard the news that they’re coming back here in my country i would never want that opportunity to pass. i need to see the group who keeps me sane and alive when i’m having a hard time even if they know nothing about it :((

i literally prayed for it to be able to see them perform live. i’m so glad i did, it’s the most surreal and special thing ever. & did you know that 15 mins before the show starts, my seat was upgraded into vip seated FOR FREE?!!! ISN'T IT AMAZING?! THE PLOT TWIST I DIDN'T EXPECT

indeed, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.

[barneswilsonrogers]

F K L Q V

yay thank you!

F - What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom?

One Direction 😂😂😂😂 I was a huge fan ever since their second album, Take Me Home. When they break up, I moved to solo Zayn fandom and I still like him. I don't listen to others' solo stuff tho.

K - What character has your favorite development arc/the best development arc?

This is so hard but on top of my head:

Ahsoka (Star Wars), Issa (Insecure), and Leighton (SLOCG) are some of my faves. I hope Ahsoka and Leighton will continue to be better.

In the MCU, I am one of those very, very few fans who actually like the parallel of Steve and Tony's arc, and their ending is not perfect but at least it's acceptable IMO (don't yell at me lmao)

L - Say something genuinely nice about a character who isn’t one of your faves. (Characters you’re neutral about are fair game, as are characters you merely dislike. Characters that you absolutely loathe with the fire of ten thousand suns are exempt, as there is no point in giving yourself an aneurysm over a character that you hate.)

I'm Team Cap till I die but I quite like MCU Tony Stark (his better written in the comics-just like most of them). He is a rare nepo baby who grow up to be a thousand times better than his parents. He died a hero, and a as a loving father and husband, two things his Dad will never be.

Q - A fandom you’ve abandoned and why.

Does football count? I was a huge Arsenal fan as a kid but now I have no idea who's playing. However back then I know exactly which girlfriend is dating which player lmao

V - Which character do you relate to most?

MY BABY SAM

The way Sam is being hailed as the mature, responsible person the fandom wants him to be is exactly how i feel growing up as the first daughter in my family.

I have to be a good listener, a caretaker, bla bla. But there's so much more to me. I think Sam is a lot like me in the sense of, he knows he's good at making people feel better, but that doesn't mean he wants to do it all the time.

The fandom will wax poetic about how much he means to their favorite characters (usually Steve and Bucky), but they will not stop and think about 'what about Sam? how is he feeling? how is he doing?' unless Sam is performing something for their faves, they will not pay attention to him. I've been in the same position way too many times before and still am.

That's why I can't wait for Cap 4. I hope we get to see him loved, cherished, and adored WITHOUT him having to do something for someone else. There's no question he will do it anyway, because Sam's a good person, but I hope he will get a love interest and a good, solid team who will go to war for him.

[the-kipsabian]

🦄

“Yeah, as if. If anything, Sami Zayn was all about causing a scene, especially when it came to getting what he wanted.“

send me a 🦄 for a random sentence from one of my wips ~

[purpleparrot]

i’m glad that my 14 year old instincts were correct when i chose niall as my favorite member of 1d 

[dehydratedpool]

hello again!! it’s the beginning of a new month, meaning a new fic rec post!! here are some fics that i read this month that are just... exquisite and deserve all the love and attention <3 

there aren’t as many as last time unfortunately, since i was quite busy this past month, but i promise next month won’t fall short! ((fics that i’ve reread this month are indicated with a **))

Foolishly Laying Our Hearts On The Table [11k] by runaway_train @runaway-train-works 

“You think Harry wants that?”

“Dunno. Maybe. Wanna make him happy.” Harry takes advantage of the red light he’s pulled up to turn and look properly at Louis’ face. He’s not even looking in Harry’s direction though, focused instead on something out of his side window, head drooped, mindlessly playing with the string of his hoodie between his fingers, lost in his own world somewhere. For some reason, it makes Harry’s spine straighten.

“Because he’s your best mate?” Harry questions carefully.

“He’s my boyfriend.”

He couldn’t have heard him right. “What?”

Louis releases a deep breath, still not turning around. Harry wonders who he thinks he’s talking to right now. “He’s so pretty. Want to kiss him all day long. And buy him a big house and give him presents and marry him.”

Or; The one where Harry is in love with his best friend Louis but doesn't think he stands a chance until some wisdom teeth and a rather unusual confession might just change his mind.

--> this is a new comfort fic for me tbh. i got rec’d this after louis tweeted about getting his wisdom teeth removed, and i’m so SO glad i decided to give it a read. it’s so precious and lovely and personally, i found it to be a quick read. it’s the kind of fic that makes me both warm and fuzzy inside but also highly upset that i’m single and will surely be alone forever

Just Let Me [14k] by HelloAmHere 

The party was going well. So well, Niall had already sworn undying love to one multi-tiered chocolate cake, two friendly corgi-poodle mixes, Zayn’s hair, and the entire population of Los Angeles. So well, Zayn had only laughed and ruffled Niall’s hair and not even twitched towards a cigarette. So well, nearly everyone had spilled far past the boundaries of the night’s original plans, extracting bottles of vodka from the cabinets and losing a lot of clothes. Harry had proclaimed that he was finally going to throw a small and very grownup dinner party and of course here they were three hours later, fifty people half-naked in the pool. Soon to be full-naked, if Louis had to guess. Everybody in LA loved a heated pool. Everybody loved Harry.

--> ok LISTEN. as some of you know, i just recently got into reading a/b/o fics and this one is definitely at the top of my fave a/b/o fics out there. it’s an interesting take on the trope, almost a bit more realistic in my opinion, and to quote the author’s note, “’what if a/b/o but less biological determinism?’”. i believe i found this one through a masterpost of “touch-deprivation fics”, so if that’s your thing, give this one a chance!

my ugly mouth kept running [4k] by theankletattoo @hadestyles

Another seed, another try except they know what caused the first wilt. They will be careful, they will be kind and together they will nurture it to life.

sometimes second chances are more important than the first.

--> rori, the author, never fails to disappoint when it comes to all of her works. i’ve said it once and i’ll say it again, she’s so incredibly fucking talented it’s unreal. her imagery is so vivid and real it leaves simultaneously everything and nothing to the imagination. as usual, h and l’s dynamic in this is an addicting portion to this fic that has you anticipating how their dynamic will shift and grow up until the end. if you’ve yet to read any of rori’s work, i suggest you add that to your to-do list for the month, and get a head start to her collection with this one!

**As Wicked As Anything Could Be [21k] by whoknows @crazyupsetter

It starts when Louis decides that he wants to lose his cherry and announces that he thinks the best way to do that is by going to a gay club. Naturally, Harry can’t let him go alone, so he tags along and spends the night rating guys with Louis until someone finally catches Louis’s eye.

Harry shoves him out to dance with the guy, and he can already tell that it’s going to be a quick and dirty hook up, so he’s not surprised that Louis and the guy disappear into the bathroom ten minutes later.

It is a surprise when Louis comes out not even two minutes later, pale and clammy, grabs Harry by the hand and drags him right out the door.

Somehow Harry comes to the decision that it would be a good idea for him to be in the room with Louis while Louis gets laid.

It’s a stupid fucking decision.

--> i discovered this fic a while ago on a whim and i have zero regrets. this is absolutely on my top ten fave fics list (that has yet to exist but perhaps i’ll post it one day). whoknows is a well known author within the fandom, so i’m sure i don’t have to say much about their immense talent, but SERIOUSLY, their plot progression, even their use of dialogue is wonderful in every way. as a writer, i envy them lmao. this fic takes me on a rollercoaster every time i read it, it’s yet another comfort fic of mine and never fails to disappoint every time i pick it up again. please, do yourselves a favor this april and read this.

Keeping The Flame Alive [19k] by whoknows @crazyupsetter 

Recording with One Direction never felt like this. There’s a couple reasons for that, Harry thinks. One is that they did most of their recording on the road, rushed and in busses and hotel rooms, never in one place long enough to really get an argument going. The other, larger and more important one, is that back then he had the sweetest, meanest little omega around to distract him from all of that frustration.

The first time around, when he’d been recording his debut solo album, it hit him pretty hard. He likes to think he’s better adjusted to it now, but frustration is warring under his skin nonetheless. He doesn’t want to be told what to do most of the time, and he especially doesn’t want to be told what to do when it comes to his music.

What he does want right now is that sweet, mean little omega right in front of him with his mouth on Harry’s cock. Unfortunately, the best he’s got is his own hand and a shared toilet. So. That’s really not going to work.

--> yes, for the first time in dehydratedpoolfics history of fic recs even tho i’ve only been doing this for a month i am rec’ing the same author twice, but seriously, how could i not??? this fic took me on a literal journey like... wtf. i have no words. seriously, i have none, i’m just that blown away, go read it for yourself .

**a trail of honey through it all [27k] by bruisedhoney @yvesaintlourent 

The boy in front of him, well really, the man in front of him, was like something out of a confusing wet dream. Built, tall, tan and muscular, his skin glistened with sweat after a long day of working outdoors with his hands. He was wearing a cut up old American football shirt, the bottom hem was torn and the sleeves were cut off to the point where the t-shirt was really just a loose tank top. The shorts he had on had clearly been full length jeans at one point, and were now just crudely cut off above the knee. His white socks were pulled up too high on his calves, and the brown work boots he had on were old as fuck, the leather peeling along the edges of the soles. Curly brown hair stuck out from the edges of his backwards snapback, and there was a smudge of grease wiped along his brow bone. The smattering of hair along his jaw proved that he hadn’t shaved in a week or two, the hair growing in thicker across his upper lip and around his chin. His sinfully bowed mouth was pink and plump, and Louis was suddenly hyper-focused on the way that he chewed at the toothpick stuck between his lips. He looked like he needed a shower. Louis wanted to lick him.

Or, the TPH fic we’ve all been waiting for.

--> okay look. i may or may not have a slight obsession with this fic. i reread it constantly, mostly for the iconic line, “are we fuckin’ or fightin’?”, because how can i not scream over that?? ((also patiently waiting for the sequel)) this is a literary masterpiece, one that defines an entire generation of this fandom i stg. but in all seriousness, hayley, the author, does such a wonderful job of giving the reader a vivid look into “nowhere, georgia”, and as a southern gal myself, i absolutely adore the itty bitty pieces of southern culture embedded into this, the tiny quirks that make this fic authentic. i could probably go on forever on why this fic is so iconic, but perhaps you should read it for yourself instead *wink* *wink*

SO. that’s all for this month!! if you read any of these, first of all, be sure to read the tags and author’s note (if any) before starting, AND please don’t forget to leave a quick kudos or comment, it means more than you may ever know <3

[muqiing]

tagged by @leonzhng​ thanks for making me dig through my most embarrassing crushes 😭✋

i’ll tag @highwarlockkareena​ @yibobibo​ @lan-xichens​ @purplexedhuman​ @aheartfullofjolllly​ @lanzhansmiles​ @nyx4​ i feel like i tag you guys in everything i am so sorry please ignore this if u don’t wanna do it !!

putting this under a read more for reasons

MEN 2010 – 2016

literally nothing more embarrassing than falling on the same type of white man over and over again (with the exception of minho from shinee bless his heart)

tommy joe ratliff → he was the bass player for adam lambert during his glamnation era (think of songs like for your entertainment and if i had you) idk why exactly i liked him so much but i just did.... however i searched him up again quite recently and found out he’s one of those republicans that says the dumbest shit on twitter so Big Yikes

harry styles → “baby you light up my world like nobody else, the way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed, and when you smile at the ground it ain’t hard to tell...” and BOOM 13-year-old me was sold for well over two years

louis tomlinson → basically i liked harry most until around 2013 when for some reason i started to like him a little less, and i got more focused on louis tomlinson, and although i didn’t like one direction anymore louis tomlinson always had a special place in my heart

ashton irwin → so ashton is 5sos’ drummer, i discovered 5sos through one direction & i stanned them until late 2014

harries twins → the harries twins (jack & finn) are basically the reason i started spending a lot of time on youtube, they were funny and pretty and they just had good videos in general, so for almost two years i’d watch their content regularly

choi minho → my first steps into kpop happened bc i was watching videos on youtube (most probably the harries twins) and suddenly i saw the sherlock mv in my recommended videos so i clicked on it and then 14-year-old me proceeded to fall for minho like an idiot

brooks twins → still youtubers, the brooks twins were 3/5 of the janoskians (jai & luke brooks, beau brooks, daniel sahyounie, & james yammouni), an australian youtube comedy group that was active from 2011-2018 though i was only around from 2012-2014 (when jai brooks was dating ariana grande)

jc caylen → surprise! another youtuber! jc caylen was part of o2l (our2ndlife) a youtube collaboration channel on which each of the 6 members posted videos on a certain day in the week (mondays with connor, tuesdays with ricky, wednesdays with sam, thursdays with jc, fridays with trevi (my 2nd favorite member bc she participated on the x factor), saturdays with ricardo, and then they had surprise sundays every week) and i remember how much joy jc & the others always brought me with their silly videos

misha collins → up next, you might know him as the gay angel that was sent to superhell after confessing his love to the homophobic hunter on supernatural, it’s misha collins! basically misha was a huge source of comfort for me, and i even went around calling myself emmisha for almost two full years (cringe)

henrik holm → he played even bech naesheim in skam and my crush on him reached that level of ridiculousness where i actually tried my hand at learning norwegian (i can only remember how to introduce myself and some curse words i would make a great first impression on him)

MEN 2016 – 2021

min yoongi → okay so my baby steps into kpop happened through shinee’s sherlock, but i only got really invested when yoongi dropped agust d 1 because Holy Fuck y’know??

kim namjoon → oh man i remember thinking namjoon was cute and a very good leader and then BAM he dressed like THAT at the 2016 mma’s and i fell in love. hard

park seojoon → i started liking park seojoon whilst i was watching hwarang (you guessed it, i watched it bc of taehyung), although he wasn’t my favorite character by far, but he was very silly off camera & i liked that (i’m not that into him anymore tho </3)

kim seokjin → OH BOY LET ME TELL U i liked seokjin from the very beginning (i got to know bts in late 2014) and i always liked seeing him perform and be himself and god once i realized i had a crush on him it just hit me like a mf truck, and he’s still one of my favorite people to this day

jung hoseok → god fake love era hoseok really hits different.... also yes i know i have all of bts’ hyung line on my list BUT bts was a really big part of my life for almost 6 years soooo honestly they deserve it i still think they’re great guys

choi san → when ateez made their debut in 2018 i immediately fell in love with san, he was such an amazing dancer and he captivated me right from the very beginning, to this day he’s still my bias in ateez uwu

xiao zhan → AND THEN, OCTOBER OF 2019 HAPPENS AND I WATCH CQL AND... i fall in love with xiao zhan, something i’d never expected would happen bc when i watched cql for the first time i wasn’t as invested in the story, but i really really really liked xiao zhan and one thing led to another and now here i am as a xfx

wang yibo → the thing is, i’ve known yibo since eoeo except i didn’t know cql yibo was uniq yibo (bc i’d forgotten his name) and when i looked it up i can tell you my jaw dropped to the floor bc holy shit????? also he is very silly and i love him loads ok

lee minho → ah, the man who has been my skz bias since 2018, not only is minho my bias i also kin him (there’s a lot of aspects of myself that i see in minho and vice versa) and he’s very comforting to me

bang chan → honestly, it was only a matter of time before i’d fall for bang chan, i knew the moment i got into skz again that i’d start biasing him and, well, here i am, double biasing chan & minho

WOMEN

this list is shorter bc i’ve in general always had less crushes on women than on men??? blame society forcing me into thinking i was straight for a LONG time

ariana grande → remember the 2011 layout of twitter?? where u could not only have an icon and a header, but also a background and ur twitter page was smack in the center of ur screen with the big ugly menu bar at the top??? yeah ariana grande was always my background for my l*rr* st*l*n*s*n layouts

perrie edwards → this was right around the time she was dating zayn & little mix was breaking out into the spotlight, yeah i just really loved her

andrea russett → okay so remember o2l?? andrea russett was kian’s girlfriend for a pretty long time and they always did videos together and i always thought she was super pretty

lily collins → maybe i don’t like clary in tmi all that much but i sure liked the way lily collins looked

alona tal → MY BISEXUAL AWAKENING, it’s only when i saw alona tal in spn that i realized, fuck i might be gay

park jihyo → i discovered twice (my 2nd jype group after day6) through the like ooh-ahh mv and red-haired jihyo really did something to my heart (i just rewatched it and god zombie bang chan is so mf cute)

kim jisoo → when bp made their square two comeback i was immediately smitten for red-haired jisoo in playing with fire, it’s also when i realized she was my bias out of the four members

shin ryujin → the reason that i have blue hair is partially bc of ryujin and her amazing intro in wannabe :D

xuan lu → her portrayal of jiang yanli was SO ON POINT and she’s just such a kindhearted wonderful person wow i want her hand in marriage

lee yoobin → god i’ve known dreamcatcher from back when they were still called minx and ever since i’ve always looked at dami that bit more than the rest, i was also able to see dreamcatcher live in october of 2019 and the whole experience was just so amazing !!

FICTIONAL CHARACTERS

there’s a whole lot more than just these 10 but i wanted to fit the evolution into one (1) slide as best as i could lmao

peter pan → this movie came out in 2003 (?) and he’s honestly the first fictional character i remember ever having a crush on

legolas → i was really doubting between placing haldir or legolas here but i only really got a vague haldir obsession when i was like 14

zuko → LOOK. ZUKO IN ATLA? HOT. ZUKO IN LOK? HOT EVEN IF HE’S AN OLD MAN.

will turner → man was annoying sometimes but i really liked him and his relationship with elizabeth was cute

jo harvelle → gosh i can’t believe she’s the only female character in here???? yeah she was one of my two spn faves and i’ll never forgive the screenwriters for the way they killed her off

castiel → does your fave ever get sent to super hell for being gay? no? well. mine did

kili → fili and kili’s storyline tore my heart out, spit on it, and then laughed straight in my face, KILI WAS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE DWARF

howl → i only watched this movie for the first time in 2020 so i kinda fucked up the tl cause i watched cql in 2019 but shh, anyways howl with his blonde hair was good looking but howl with his black hair just hits differently. i want a howl

lan jingyi → MY BABY BOY, TINIE LITTLE BABIE WHOMST I MUST PROTECT ok no but seriously this kid. i love him a lot

mu qing → BARK BARK. that’s all (that’s not all i love him a whole lot and it hurts me to see so many people misunderstand his character and only see the bad parts of him when they can forgive others for fucking up (eg. xie lian himself & feng xin) but bc mu qing doesn’t deal well with emotions suddenly he’s the bad guy??? i s2g if ppl are gonna do to him what they did to jiang cheng in the tgcf la i will RIOT)

[bisluthq]

As someone in the victim advocacy nonprofit world, I wanted to thank you for how you’re talking about both Johnny/amber and Gigi/zayn. Binary thinking of abuser vs victim is still absurdly common in services and education probably because of the fields roots in white socialite charity saviorism 😬 tho luckily the conversation is shifting towards nuanced perspectives that break down all sorts of binaries. I’m just feeling really encouraged to see this badass take on my fave Taylor blog!!! Hell yeah!!!

Could you add a tag for domestic violence to these topics when you get a chance? Thank you ☺️

Thank you and I’ll make a tag!

I know I mostly just want to talk about dumb shit I find funny here but these conversations are genuinely important imo.

[justice4canyonmoon]

Which one of the OT5 would you put into these categories: Marry, F*ck, Kill, Share one intense romantic night with and never see again, Baby Daddy

this was actually so hard for me to decide on (other than the husband spot, that choice was instant)!!!!!!!

Marry: Harry <3 he's my baby and my no. 1, so in my eyes, there's no other option for the husband role

F*ck: probably Zayn tbh, he's super hot ngl. I'd let him do whatever he wanted to me

Kill: I don't really want to kill any of them :( but if I had to, I guess I would pick Liam :( only bc his music is my least fave out of the five (again, I still like it, it's just what I'm least likely to listen to out of the five)

Romantic Night: Louis, I think!!! I feel like he'd be a good person to share a night with!! I'd be sad to never see him again tho :( at least he'd probably write a cool indie song about it!!!

Baby Daddy: Niall, I feel like he'd be such a sweet and caring dad <3. plus, Zayn, Louis, and Liam all have kids already, so if I had to have kids with one of the boys, it would be one who doesn't already have one

[lightskinrry]

I wonder what new info hs3 interviews/promo direction is gonna bring about Harry's creative process/life? Like it's kind of weird to think he's assumingly just gonna keep sharing stuff even tho i'm greedy for musicanrry/faves at times if i was famous i'd put a cutoff point somewhere (like zayn or mj did at a point for a while) and be so confused as to why so many ppl still cared to Know aside from the obvious reasons. There's too much explaining involved if that makes sense 💀

I think it’s gonna be very interesting to see what direction they will take in promo for HS3 but I think it will depend on the vibe the album has and what it’s about and how it’s sequenced and brought to life it could totally be a silence album like I can see Harry dropping it out of nowhere and not doing any traditional promo for it just as much as I can see it be an open book album and have Harry be even more intimate about himself in future interviews it could go any way ,,, I’m always greedy for more informations on the creative process and inspiration on my favs music but I love the way Harry is very nonchalant about it all we’ll get to see how he goes about it in the future I could see him not talk about shit anymore lmaojdjd but I hope not and I think ppl love to know bc it makes them feel closer to the ppl they care about despite the glooming evidence that they never will truly know™️ you get what I mean ?

[simon-eriksson]

who was your favorite member when you became a fan? is he still your fave?

when i became a fan, and before when in middle school someone asked me ‘who is your favorite member?’ even tho i knew like 5 songs, it was zayn, and still is but accompanied with louis. They both are my favorites and rn that’s painful i know

[the-kipsabian]

what or who got you into wrestling? First fav wrestler and show? Any favourite wrestling memories?

oh goodness its been a while with this question lol. this tracks back to liiike 2005 i think? while i feel like most ppl got to wrestling as kids through randomly seeing it on tv or through family members, i actually did that through the video games originally. my brother got a ps1 from one of his friends and one of our first games was smackdown 2. and then by some miracle shortly afterwards we discovered it was actually showing on our pay channels as well (2005 was a very different time, we were extremely lucky to have this program showing current [technically, we got episodes a month after they actually aired lol] episodes in our region oof) and then it just. kinda stuck as a habit. staying up late as a pre-teen to watch weekly shows every friday. and here we are. 17 years later and i still dont know whats wrong with me LOL

as for shows, i was always a smackdown fan. it was funnier, had better characters, i loved the blue aesthetics, it was a really chill show. smackdown is still my fave from the w's selection tbh (im an impact slut now tho, however that was also very early in my wrestling tastes [christian cage bouncing to another company my beloved, opened so many doors for watching new shit])

my first favorite wrestler, and one i still hold very dear to my heart honestly, is eddie guerrero. he was funny to watch, i always liked his vibe.. and then he turned heel and my whole world shattered LOL. so he was also my first real exposure to wrestling heartbreak, betrayl and heel turns. and then he was replaced by my Actual Real Wrestling Love, matt hardy lol

as for memories, i have a few. they are more current, the earliest dates back to only 2019,im sure i have some before that, but thats one of my all time faves tho as it was the year of my first (and so far only) live show. as the w finally got back to our neck of the woods after a ten year break, and i was finally an adult with my own income, yehawe made the trip with my brothers. pretty shit seats now that i think about it, but for the money we had we had a blast. ive never been happier to yell at sami zayn that he sucks LOL (heel sami my beloved)

another good one is watching njpw battle in the valley with @ss-trashboat, as i was losing my goddamn mind over buddy finally returning to somewhere where i could watch him, and it was also then when we stumbled upon the realization that karl fredericks is an absolute goddamn beautiful thot. salty can confirm i was fucking crying at this at two in the morning on voice chat in the middle of a work week LOL

if i have to name three, im gonna be petty and say thats yet to come. wrestlebash at jersey on the 20th. catch me crying my eyes out at kip sabian ✌️

[twelvegrimmyplace]

I didn’t know I wanted solo Harry that much until it happened lol. I remember when we got the first news he got a new pr team (so much time in 1d fandom was spent complaining about their pr/mgmt) and it was like a switch went off in my head and I was like oh shit I’m excited at the prospect of him going solo okay I knew I was a Harry stan as a part of 1d but now I’m 10000% onboard with his solo career. And then the Dunkirk casting got announced a little later and i was like 😨😨😨

This was sort of me as well. Because Harry was always my #1 fave from the very beginning and I don’t think I would have ended up invested in them were he not in it. We talk about the dynamic of 1D and stuff and I do think it was magical and great, but for me personally i fully subscribed to the Seth Meyers brexit/1D way of thinking lol. Zayn left and and altho I was sad, they could still be 1D for a time anyway. Had Harry been the one to leave? There goes 1D. He was imperative to the group for me in a way the others weren’t.

I didn’t rly think about solo Harry that much even tho I always viewed 1D as having an expiration date. Once zayn left and the tour winded down tho I was ready. And then the acting curveball? The major record deal? Was THRILLED.