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Collages !!!

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if you read my day x of being in love posts in continuity please please please message me we can be friends!!!!

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Day 111 of being in love. It slightly died down a little now it’s strong and so is my faith. Idk how to explain it but I know it is meant to be. Always has been.

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WHAT IS WOMANHOOD?

I AM DOING RESEARCH FOR MY DEGREE ON WHAT DEFINES WOMANHOOD- I AM CONDUCTING A QUESTIONNAIRE PLEASE DO IT IF YOU IDENTIFY AS A WOMAN

THANK YOU

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Day 105 of being in love. Every night in my dreams. Every single night. Losing hope but I have trust.

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recommend me books based on my current faves please:

- the secret history by donna tart

- the handmaids tale by margaret atwood

- no longer human by osamu dazai

- my year of rest and relaxation by otessa moshfegh

- the bloody chamber by angela carter

- 1984 by george orwell

Super basic taste but I wanna start reading more please comment recommendations !!!

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I love this photo so so much I can’t even explain like it scratches my brain

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recently

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day 98 of being in love. after a most intense ovulation period filled with yearning and an insane aching feeling of want and need and desire, I feel a little more stable except not really. it’s been rough- the yearning. So much yearning. As we approach day 100… the passage of time goes crazy. I feel mad in the head for being in this state for 100 days but mind you it’s actually been about 200 days just more so 100 days that I’ve documented. Being in love is sooo good but oh god the pain… and the longing. I hope all this want leads to something.

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New what’s in my bag post. Took this in Feb 2024! I’ll soon do a summer bag post <3

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Day 96 of being in love I watched a tarot reading my fav tarot reader predicting a shift of sorts so im noting it here ! Let’s see how it goes….

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Day 95 of being in love. I think i am in love more than ever before. Dangerous developments. Truly dangerous developments. I feel like it’s meant to be i am yearning with heart ache and giddy happy and giggly all hours of the day when i feel positive of this love and oh so sad when i think it negatively.

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Day 90 of being in love. The intense yearning is back I am really really down bad. Genuinely soooo down bad

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day 87 of being in love and we met again. my confession oddly enough is I think im in love with so many people at things and ideas at once. I had a rough couple of days when I didn’t feel in love with anything at all. My dear friend helped me out and she’s so wonderful and im in love with her also. I also saw my other two good friends who im also in love with. Today I saw the person I initially started this like countdown posting thing for and it was nice. It’s an interesting dynamic. I’m definitely still in love. I’m happy to feel the love for all not just one person. But the past two weeks I’ve felt horrible and the love for this person, anyone else nor myself kinda disappeared but it’s back. I don’t want to commit or anything I just feel extremely grateful to be alive and feel in love even if it’s an imperfect dynamic and even if it is with multiple people and even if it isn’t really romantic with anyone. I don’t really feel intense romantic love at the moment. Just intrigue and limerence in a deeply enjoyable way.

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day 85 of being in love. one year ago today I got dumped. I’m still in love (not the one who dumped me god forbid)

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brb girlies I need to study my yearly cycle of ups and downs and why March is always such a fucking downer of a month every year with no fucking exceptions