thehummingbee20

[thehummingbee20]

The longer I go without something, the more comfortable i get with its absence.

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why does it feel like we have met before,

in another life, another shore?

and yet your eyes, as they explore,

see the world with a first life's wonder at their core

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right now when you look at me, your eyes see gold

but i am scared to let you close

cause what if someday you see me the way i see myself

a shell of light, filled with nothing but cold void

[thehummingbee20]

"no matter who we are or where we live,

deep inside we all feel incomplete.

it's like we have lost something and need to get it back.

just what that something is,

most of us never find out.

and of those who do,

even fewer manage to go out and look for it"

-forty rules of love, Elif Shafak

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— roach-works

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[thehummingbee20]

is there anyone who prefers the darkness of the night and not the warmth of the day? you said you always loved the night scenery over the blinding daylight

but as the darkness sets in...your eyes search for those tiny balls of light up in the sky...you complain there's nothing to look at when there's no moon...a cloudy night sky is your least favourite cause then there's just a huge mass of darkness to stare at

so do you, do you really not prefer the warmth that darkness lacks? that i lack?

cause i only ever felt coldness and a void within me that i doubt it could ever be dotted with anything warm

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"in my opinion, the greatest work of art is taking the most personal story and telling it in the most universal way"

-Kim Namjoon

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this time too, i guess this is it.

...but then why does every time my heart wants me to believe that there would definitely be another life where our story won't end with us as strangers?

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one would say it's just brown

but i still haven't figured out

which shade of brown to use

to perfect your eyes

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I wish some people could just un-know me. Like I don’t want to be known by you at all anymore.

[thehummingbee20]

someone who can take your breath away and yet fill your lungs with air when you feel breathless.