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when they respond with "cool" and internally im crashing out wondering what i did wrong
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was okay 20 minutes ago but suddenly feel like im not gonna make it past 25
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nvm guyz i think life is okay because i have my boyfriend >w<
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not personal but i honestly wish my fp’s friends would just disappear
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i wish i was pretty so fucking bad
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daily affirmations time!!
i will not date a league player. i will not date a league player. i will not date a league player. i will not date a league player. i will not date a league player. i will not date a league player. i will not fall in love with a league of legends player. i will not fall in love with a league of legends player. i will not fall in love with a league of legends player. i will not give all my time and attention to a league player. i will not give all my time and attention to a league player. i will not fall absolutely in fucking love with a league player.
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when you’re so ill you can’t trust your own emotions anymore
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laughing at silly reels to distract myself from the fact i wanna rip my heart out from how much i miss him
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i fear franz kafka gets it
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oh my god even the morning announcements “smashing pumpkins” reminds me of him and now i have no one to tell im gonna kms
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even the wordle today reminds me of him and im actually gonna start crying
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so embarrassing to have my mood swing based off of someone else’s interactions with me
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lwk hate when i realize my fp talks to people other than me like wdym im not the only person you talk to and hangout with and think of????
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oh my god my fp gave me a big kitkat bar cuz i didnt get to go trick or treating >w< i wanna bite himmm :3
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@todostoast second account!
bpd vent! fp obsession, attachment issues, a bit too silly
lets be moots! i love radiohead, pierce the veil, and talking about music in gen! my fav anime/mangas are lain, happy sugar life, and goodnight punpun
dm from minors only pls :3
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