unabashedlywingedtraveler

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

i feel useless and numb

I’m so sorry you feel like this, did you want to talk? You can DM me or send me asks and remain anonymous if you’d like ❤️

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

Hey. Ive seen your poems—and I resenate with them a lot.

I’m sorry for the sudden vent—but I currently have no one to go to with this. How do I deal with loneliness? I lost two of my closes online friends, and all the friends I have in person just feel so distant. They all have their own best friends—and I feel like I’m intruding if I try to get close. But even when I try to be honest and emotional—they don’t know how to deal with me.

My mom passed one year ago, and my father isnt present. My sister is popular in her own school—and no family member is close enough to me. I just feel so lost with eho I am, and where I stand with people. I try to make friends, but I end up pushing them away. And it hurts to admit, but I know IM the problem—because I become too attached and dependant on them that whrn I realize that—I push them away. I realize I’m not getting the same affection I give to them. But it’s because I’m too much? I’m not sure.

I’m sorry this is a lot. I think I just need someone to talk to. You absolutely dont HAVW to answer, but thank you for reading this <3

Hey there, first of all thank you so much for reaching out, I’m truly sorry you’re feeling this way, and I’m sorry for everything you’ve been through, but I’m so glad you had the strength to talk to me.

You’ve been through a lot, so it’s not abnormal that you’d be hurting and feeling disconnected. I promise you you’re not too much, you just have a big heart, which isn’t a flaw in any sense.

It’s okay to feel lost, especially after everything you've been through. Grief, loneliness, and emotional disconnection can leave us all feeling unsure of our place in the world. And sometimes, the people around us just don’t know how to show up in the way we need. But that will never mean you’re unlovable or wrong for needing more. It just means your heart is craving a deeper kind of connection, and you just haven’t found the people to connect with yet, but you will!

I’m not sure if any of these will help but I can suggest some stuff to help you ease the weight you’re carrying.

Start journalling, and write to yourself like a friend or someone you love, it can help you build kindness toward yourself, especially if your mind says you're the problem.

Start making gentle boundaries with people, especially new people, don't pour too much of yourself into people before they’ve earned your trust.

I very highly recommend talking to a therapist if that’s possible for you.

But the main thing, the biggest thing, just give yourself a bit more patience and credit. Healing takes time, and you’re doing a brave thing by even opening up about it. You're not broken, you’re not unloveable, you’re not unworthy of being seen and heard, you’re just learning how to carry something incredibly heavy and I understand that completely. Try not to be so hard on yourself, you are incredible.

You’re not alone in feeling like this, even though it might seem that way now. There are people who can and will meet you with the kind of understanding you need, you’re just still on the journey of finding them.

I’m always here if you ever need to talk, you can DM me or if you want to remain anonymous that’s completely okay, my asks are always open. Just please don’t give up, you’re worth so much more than you realise, and you are loved so much more than you know.

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

You’ve sat there patiently waiting,

You have been now for years.

Through all the talk and nonsense.

Through all the laughs and tears.

I hate to keep you guessing,

But I haven’t got the strength.

The years just keep on rolling by,

It must be like the tenth?

How is it you’re so patient?

I can’t grasp the fact you care.

I’m terrified you’ll change your mind,

A thought I just can’t bear.

Life without you it just scares me,

But so does that leap to make you mine.

I’m aware that it’s a pathetic excuse,

I know I’m running out of time.

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

Watching the clock ticking down

Wishing for those hands to halt

Wondering where I went wrong

I can’t help but feel it’s my fault

Why do I have all this pain

Seemingly coming from null

Feeling so fucking mundane

Nothing is any less dull

I’d like to be rid of this curse

The one that you people call life

How can you say

“It doesn’t get worse”

If you can’t see that I’m holding this knife

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

Hi, can I translate your poems to another language? I also have a small blog to write poems about depression. Your poems very inspired. It's okay if you say no, I still love your poems and what you do :')

Honestly I cannot believe you want to do that, that’s so sweet.

Of course you can, what an honour 😌

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

Thank you for being here for people who need help! This is so special! <3

There’s no need to thank me, it’s the least I can do 😌 But I appreciate your kind words more than you know ❤️

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

Just looked at your account and you seem like the sweetest person ever 🖤 Thank you for what you do and remember to take care of yourself as kindly as you take care of others :)

Thank you anon, you’re so kind 😌 don’t you forget to take care of yourself too, it’s tough out there! ❤️

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

I just want to vent that depression is the worst and has made me lose so many people who I thought were important to me. I feel like such a failure all the time but it's hard existing in a brain that doesn't want you to live.

I’m so sorry you're feeling this way, but thank you for reaching out. I want you to know that what you’re experiencing doesn’t make you a failure, it makes you human.

Depression can feel so isolating, but it doesn’t define your worth or your future. You are so much more than the thoughts in your head, and there’s a strength in you that’s already carried you through so much, even if it doesn’t feel that way right now. You’re deserving of kindness, of support, and of your life.

I hope you know you’re not alone, and there are people who care about you, if you ever need to talk please just send me a message.

Keep going, one moment at a time. You’re worth the fight, you’re worth the effort and the space you so beautifully fill. The world is better with you in it.

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

You’re account seems so safe and wonderful.

I’m content to know their isn’t just prejudice assholes  on here. Bless your heart, you’re an amazing person who deserves everything in life.

That is such a sweet thing to say, thank you. I hope every step you take in life leads you closer to pure joy and peace.

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

You’re a lovely person, thank you /gen

I wish for your days to be as kind as your heart seems to be.

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

The hardest part about it all is not the pain you hide

It’s not the weight you’re carrying

Or the guilt you keep inside

It’s the wishing for it to be over

The not knowing how to cope

Assuming that you’re doing well

When you’re at the end of your rope

Expectations to get through it

But they can’t see into your mind

Nothing feels the same to you

And you’re just buying time

You wage a war of feelings

There’s no way that you can win

It’s becoming overwhelming

The ice is getting thin

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

☄️You’re facing a lot right now, and it’s okay to feel like it’s all too much. Life can be unbelievably overwhelming and painful, and it’s understandable that you’re struggling. You matter, and even when life feels heavy, your existence holds immense value. You’re not defined by the tough times; you’re defined by the courage you keep showing in facing them. Keep moving forward, even if it’s just one small step at a time. Even if you have to take a moment to pause. Even if you fall backwards. I believe and care about you☄️

You are so unbelievably kind, thank you, anon. 😌

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

you should talk about the times you don't feel yourself too, it's only fair and it helps

Hey don’t you start worrying about me, I’m all good, I promise 💖

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

Who or what motovated you to be a beacon of light for others? :)

I just know how difficult it is to ask for help, it takes effort and a level of trust that sometimes is impossible to muster up. I just want to be an option for someone if they need it, even if only to rant and get stuff of their chest ☺️

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

I feel horrible.

I’m so sorry to hear that, my DM’s are open if you need a friend or if you prefer to stay anonymous that’s totally okay, stay strong 💖

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

I love that you’re there for people. Never stop being kind. I wish everyone could be as lovely, supportive, and understanding as you. I hope you’ve genuinely touched people’s lives right when they needed it most. You are everything I aspire to be in life.

Just also please take time for yourself. Sending a huge hug (the kind that you could sink into for days, the kind that never feels long enough, the kind that lifts a weight off your shoulders that you didn’t know you had until it was gone) ❤️

Thank you for your kind words, it always brightens my day more than you know. Spread that positivity around like fire, you never know who will need it ❤️

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

Hi, I hope my message reaches you! I’ve read through some of your poems and honestly, I absolutely loved each and every one of them! I’ve read through some of the messages and I just wanted to get things off my chest. I’m going through some tough times lately, in short, everyone has been turning their back on me. I keep getting ignored intentionally by my friends and it’s been breaking me more than I already am. I just don’t know how to handle the situation. What should I do? How should I act? I honestly have no idea whatsoever…

Ps- so sorry to bother you with my rant, I

Thank you so much for your message, it really means a lot to me! Don’t ever apologise for asking for help, it’s one of the bravest things you can do. Sometimes things are a blessing in disguise, those friends of yours sound like nothing but negativity and you do not need that in your life. Maybe you can’t change things right now, but at the very least you know what you should do in the near future. I have cut a few toxic people out of my life and I have never looked back. If you need to rant more please feel free to message me, I’m truly sorry you’re this situation.