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Just watch this. Pls! I beg of you. (Especially so if you’re tired.)

Please take a few to just sit down. Breath. Be. Embrace the moment and yourself, which is to say just living, for a time be watching this treat of a video. You deserve it!

Thank you to the friend that shared this with me because I totally lost the post I made off her video ages ago in the thick of it myself and it feels full circle that I’m at the end of a chapter myself and refound her channel after loosing her channel for a while there, but right when I needed to reconnect most with this special brand of more mature and real ass hopecore things just align. Wow.

I really think she’s so well balanced in being grounded in meeting yourself where you’re at and seeing how you can go about living that “1% better” of committing to yourself/your passions/dreams and I need more people like her around me so ima def go back to listening to her vids as able before journaling and or meditating to get back into my practice the way I used to be. I think of it as a means of manifesting this energy into myself and those around me, whether the people that are already in it being pulled towards it in their own life for the better or new people I’ve yet to meet, it’s on its way to me.

Truly think her stuff is amazing. This was the video that I first posted about and I’ll try to replace later w/the link to the OG post.

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INTJs in 60 Seconds #shorts

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i am obsessed with this and need an entire essay on it like last year. wonderful!

Also, while on the topic, i highly rec you peep this series if you like dracula, as i did. It really helped me feel validated in a lot of interpretations i couldn't explain.

had a fascinating english class that resulted in the notes header “the forcefeminization of victor frankenstein”

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when you only realize as an adult just how much of a Gothic fan you were. lol sm favs are of this genre. i also got into understanding many more "horror" genres since we don't gather that there're soooo many fracturing off subgenres to it.

horror sub-genres: gothic

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L'APPEL DU VIDE | NYU SIGHT & SOUND FILMMAKING

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first date things

love that mid-way of my first date, the guy, after telling me he's had a blast thus far due to the exact fact he was about to address, proceeded to say, "but just so you know, not everyone is going to be as accepting and chill as me so you might not want to be so open and honest, you could get hurt" and i said, "firstly, bold of you to think someone's disapproval or approval of how i choose to move through the world would hurt me. if they're for me then so be it, if not, then it is as it is. so, why would i behave anyway but true to myself? it's better that someone sees the true me from the start. i don't believe in acting any certain way for acceptance or approval. if someone, anyone, friend or otherwise, is going to love me, they'll love me for me and only ever that." to which he said, "fair enough, but this date has just not been socially normal at all and i thought i'd lyk". i said, "while i thank you for the note, i just feel i need to express myself on the matter. it's been as it's been because it has reflected myself and my beliefs so... good. i'm glad it's not normal, i am not normal."

in conclusion: i will not destroy (any part of myself, or) betray myself for nothing. (which "nothing" in this context would be a relationship built upon a false version of myself. what point is there to that?)

oh, Dostoyevsky. we're really in it (<-the (gay) dating scene) now. *sigh*

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Her name is I Saw the UV Glow

(Centruroides hentzi)

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INTJ/ENTP?

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How the media depicts the Apollo 11 mission:

Actual quotes from the Apollo 11 mission:

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Acknowledging that “critical thinking” means “thinking about things in a thorough way from different perspectives” and not “finding every flaw in a thing and fixating on it until all the joy is gone” is so liberating.

It’s supposed to be about intellectual curiosity, not about finding ways to devalue things that aren’t perfect or that we personally dislike.

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there's so many statistics i've read during my undergrade degree that make me want to write a bunch of papers on so many topics but seeing the dipropionate numbers showing the harsh reality of the world bi women face, we really do have to face the biphobia and stop minimizing it. especially within our own community. enough!

as someone who's graysexual/rom, i purposely watch how i talk to try to include all when i speak because there is no right or wrong when it comes to how we are. we are who we are, and we need to love and accept ourselves. (coming from my own history of swinging between hypersexuality and aro/ace due to trauma, i've learned to destigmatize my language as much as i can because i never want to make someone feel bad for where they're at or who they are.)

we are all valid in how we express ourselves and our gender/sexuality/rom identities. let's keep this in mind for all varieties of people. what might not be your cuppa is someone's else's, so just try to be kind and considerate. exploration isn't meant to be sterilized or streamline. let people live and figure shit out however they need and love em on their journey to self-discovery and acceptance or leave em be to do their thing.

(sorry, just did my final and it was touching on another older paper i did about gen stats of SDOH for lgbt (but the ones for bi women in particularly were appalling) and i just... i can't stop spreading the individuation vibes. LOVE YOURSELVES, PLS!!! and learn to be there for your fellow people as much as you can while taking care of yourself, frens.)

Actually, bi women who love sex, threesomes, kinky stuff, partying, and drunk make out sessions with other women are essential to the lgbt community. Die mad over it.😁

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sometimes, yeah. it do be like that.

there's little tricks i've seen since i was younger about rewording the intro in the closing that's helped me. i tend to just reread the whole thing from start to finish sm times that my mind puts the key points into a little summary paragraph in a few lines, then i reread the intro just to make it a further concise summary. i hope that helps.

remember, the thesaurus is our friend, when burnt out, search it out. you can find new words to express the same things.