androgynousdeer7

[androgynousdeer7]

If y’all like my writing I have a Wattpad story up with a bunch of short-stories / oneshots that I’ll slowly be adding to over time as I get more ideas for writing lol

I have one posted, one completely written and is going to be released this Sunday, and two planned out :3

[androgynousdeer7]

Getting into writing one shots since I haven’t properly written in a loooong while. So here’s one of my one shots!!

GAME OVER : CONTINUE?

Content warning: Death

Word count: 995

A rounded stone now caked in mossy greenery sits encircled in hundreds of others, "Game Over : Continue?" etched out on the front. My last wishes, for these small words to be carved on something people viewed to be so big.

I had always loved video games, even before I died, and now, I sit here, tears permanently staining my pale, blue skin. What's seen of the dim moonlight beams through my flesh, the small dust pellets floating through me. I've been sitting here for decades. My family, what's left of it, stoped showing up after a few generations. My parents, the ones who agreed to fulfill my last wishes, past long ago, and my sisters grandchildren, the only ones I see here anymore, never visit for me. I don't blame them, not anymore, that anger had faded long ago.

I sit there, my arms wrapped around the top of the gravestone as I question the reason for my existence for what feels like the millionth time, when I notice a little girl walking towards me, well, my grave. I don't pay much mind to her at first, but as she gets closer and closer to where I lay I begin to get up from my seated position, curiosity enveloping me as I wait for her to do something, anything really.

She steps up to the edge of my grave, the once green soil now brown with decay, and pauses for a moment, before stepping around it, walking another few steps up to my headstone.

Now that I get a good look at her, a small silver coin being flipped between her fingers draws my attention.

"I- um.. I don't really know you, but, my mama found a book recently and says you were important to- to my gramma, and the last time we were here, she saw- she saw your grave and thought it- thought it would be a good idea to give you a coin! She says it helps people move on to the afterlife." She holds out the coin at this point, it looks as if it's been polished recently. She continues, drawing my attention back to her, "I don't really know what to- to do with this, and I can't see to good, but she says there should be a slot on your headstone, so I'm gonna try to put the coin in it!" Her small hands curl around it again as she brings it to her chest and walks towards my grave stone. One of her hands reaches out, her finger tips grazing across the probably cold stone as she searches for the slot. Finally she finds the coin slot and brings the shiny, silver coin up to it, the metallic circle sitting comfortably between her index and thumb as it breaches the entrance and she slides it through with the pads of her thumb.

   As soon as it crosses that border I get a strong feeling of pain explode within me, the first feelings I've had in so long surprising me as I can feel myself get sucked down into the earthy ground. The cold mud staining my fingers as I dig into the mud trying to keep me above the ground, but my fingers slip and my upper body is sucked into my dead body, stale air getting sucked back into my lungs for the first time in years as I go to sit up, hitting my head in the process and falling back onto the rotting wood, my hands lay at my sides, fingers resting against the cracks in the bottom of the casket.

I lift my hands to the lid and begin banging on it, hoping the girl and any other passersbyers. I attempt to scream, my dry throat sore from decades of rot, I can feel the flesh inside my throat begin to rip and I slam my mouth shut, trying over and over again to make saliva just so I can communicate for help, but nothing happens, years and years of moisture being sucked out of my body finally affecting me. I raise my hands to the lid in one last attempt at a scream for help, I slam against it, my fists almost immediately going through the cracked wood into the cold soggy dirt, it crumbles on top of me and I'm forced to hold my breath, trying desperately to dig up out of the ground like a cheesy zombie film.

The dirt sinks in under my nails as I push the dirt under me, quickly moving to a seated position to allow the most amount of dirt to slide under me. The more I dig the colder and damper the dirt gets, small roots of what I can only assume is grass, get dragged down with the mud, and after what feels like an eternity I see a hole in the dirt, golden rays of early sunlight filter through it, coating everything in a thin layer of warmth.

I push my self through the mud, clawing out of the place I called 'home' for decades like some ravenous beast clawing itself from hell.

As I pull my head out of the grave the warm sunlight envelopes my dried skin, water droplets from the recent rain sticking to my skin like glue. I look around for any sight of life.

Nothing.

I pull my lower body out of the caved in pit and lift my legs onto the ground, grass prickling my knees. I look up into the sky, taking in the blue and orange hues as I slide myself off the newly destroyed grave, lying down on the grass off to the side.

Even if this is the last time I see the sunrise, I'll be content.

I take a deep breath, letting the damp air moisturize my mouth and throat as I close my eyes, the light shining through the veins of my eyelids as warm tears bleed down my stained skin.

~The end~

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[androgynousdeer7]

Recently I have been having a hard time continuously working on the same story, which has caused me to slowly burn out.

So as a way to still write and create content including writing I am going to be working on one shots. These will not have a consistent upload schedule as it is purely for me to still have practice with writing while getting my ideas out in a way that doesn’t cause me to have hundreds of different unfinished projects.

I will be slowly updating these four different series’s with different one shots within each of them. More information will be provided within these stories. I will update when I actually post at least one in each of them.

By the time that update comes there may be more categories.

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Wanted to share how I’ve been writing more recently and how I go about making a story in the first place (most of the time lol)

[androgynousdeer7]

Revamping my “KEY TO MY HEART” story and working on time-lining and the general plot of the story.

But anyways here is the super sketchy rough draft! So the writing isn’t that good lol

[androgynousdeer7]

Said in an earlier post I would post the first chapter before I go through and edit it all. So this is sort of a rough draft since I haven't had my editor friends to go through this, but I did go through it a couple times. If theirs still issues they will be gone in the final version.

The forest is Silent - Chapter One

Dust hits my ankles as we walk up the trail, Airilyn walking a couple feet ahead of me while the rest of the group follows a bit behind us. The hot sun slips lower and lower in the sky as we make our way to the campsite, ‘only a couple more miles’ I think, sweat dripping down my face as a cool breeze drifts past us.

   “How much further do we have to go?” Leana asks, her curls now a frizzy mess loosely wrapping around her head.

   “Five or so miles I think?” I turn to face her, slowing my ascent slightly.

  “Alright, can we stop to drink water real quick then? My legs hurt and I forgot to take my water out of my bag earlier.” Her hair covers her face as she slouches forward a bit, wiping away sweat from her forehead with the sleeve of her arm.

   “Yeah, good idea.” Airilyn stops, her pink hair cascading down her back, a couple of strands falling in front of her face as she walks back down to where the rest of us are. I step up to a large rock on the side of the trail and sit down on one of the many flat surfaces as I pull off my bag, placing it down on the dusty ground. Everyone follows my lead, finding places to sit and taking off their bags, taking out their water bottles while catching their breaths.

Once everyone is rested we pick up our bags putting away whatever we had out, and begin our way up the mountain again, the talk amongst the group much louder now that everyone is feeling better. Airilyn slows down to my pace, now walking next to me,

    “What do you want to do first when we get to the campsite?” Her blue eyes shimmering in the sunlight as she looks over to me, the question hanging loosely in the air for mere moments as I stare into her gaze before I respond.

   “Sleep” I answer honestly, “Walking all the way to the campsite drained me.” I laugh, the overall exhaustion of walking all day in the heat gets to me, but she laughs too, and for a little bit we just walk in silence, the trees become denser around us, their leaves covering the trail in shade as the sun begins to dip below the horizon.

   “So what do you want to do tomorrow after we all get some rest?” I ask, a gust of cold wind blowing past us.

   “I don't know, maybe swimming? We haven't gone swimming in forever and it would be nice to do that again.” She pushes a stray strand of hair out of her face, the early night sky reflecting in her eyes.

   “Yeah that would be nice, the lake is gorgeous this time of year.”

   “Well, I hope it's as good as you've hyped it up to be seeing as though I can see the gate!” She speeds up to a jog as we get closer, and within mere seconds we finally reach it. The partially rusted gate towers over our small group, the dim moonlight reflecting off the silver bars. I pull out an equally rusted silver key, slotting it into the metal lock. With a turn and a click the gate door slides open, a sharp creaking sound piercing the near silent night. We all slide through the doors and I make sure to lock it again behind us.

The forest within the gate becomes visibly more lush, the trees looming above the trail, thick bushes outstretch past the tree line, coating the ground in brambles and thorny vines. The pathway transitions from a crumbly sand to a dense dirt, muddy patches sticking to our boots as we slowly make our way down the path.

   “Wow, it really is as pretty as you said it would be…” Aila mutters out, his voice barely above a whisper. Everyone nods in agreement, slowly making our way closer and closer to the campsite.

   “I’m excited to go hiking more over the next week, it's been awhile since i've been able to.” Evelyn beamed, her syrupy brown hair partially tied up into a bun while the rest flows down her shoulders.

After an hour of walking we begin to see the campsite, the large trees parting to show the wooden lodges with thick patches of tall grass encircling the camp. As we make our way to the bonfire I go to stand on the stone ledge, stepping up to be above everyone else.

   “Alright everyone, we're going to split off into three groups because we can't all stay in the same cabin, who wants to stay with who?”

   “Me and Evelyn want to stay in one of them together.” Ado announces, and soon after Leana follows their lead,

   “Me and Lila are okay with sharing a cabin.” Lila nods in agreement, standing closely to their now cabin mate.

   “Alright that's settled then, Aila and Airilyn you're with me, were going to be going to the large cabin with the heart symbol,” They signal this was fine and start heading off to their cabin, 

   “Ada and Evelyn you're going to go to the cabin with the diamond shape,” They nod and start heading off to their cabin leaving only one group left, 

   “Leana and Lila, you're going to the cabin with the circle symbol.” They nod and head off to their cabin, leaving me in the dark alone for a few seconds before I turn and make my way to my cabin, the cold air making me shiver as I step up onto the wooden porch, grabbing the cold metal door handle and twisting it, pulling the heavy wood door open with a creak.

I step inside, my boots making a soft tapping sound against the tile flooring, the sound of Aila and Airilyn talking echoes through the house, the only light coming from upstairs barely illuminating the downstairs, leaving shadows in the corners of rooms, but I build up the courage to walk through the house, shutting the door behind me before making my way to the staircase. As I make my way up the sound of talking gets louder and clearer until I make it to the top of the staircase,

   “Hey, have yall picked out rooms yet?” I ask just as I walk up to them.

   “Yeah actually, Aila is going in the room to the far left and I'm going into the middle room, if that's alright with you.” Airilyn spins around to face me, her hair pulled up into a messy bun, the yellow light making it look shinier than usual.

   “Yeah that's alright. I’m really tired so I'm going to unpack my things and head to bed. I'll see y'all in the morning.” I wave my hand to them as I spin the opposite direction and step up to my room's door, twisting the door handle and stepping inside, shutting the door behind me.

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for anyone who wishes to know (EX: People who have my wattpad or have read my writing and want to read more)

Of my upcoming horror story project book thingamajig I have;

-Chapter 1 and 8 finished

-Chapter two hallway done

and -Chapter nine completely plotted out.

So uh. When I finish chapter two imma post chapter one here, and then the following chapters as I finish them, and then the edited and final versions will be posted on my Wattpad account :] So see y'all then!!

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Y'all

who tf was gonna tell me that writing is actually really fun once you've gotten into it!?

Cuz im halfway done with chapter two of a story thing im making and its actually really fun!

[androgynousdeer7]

Key to my Heart

{Part two}

{Word Count : 405}

A cloaked figure paces down a desolate street, the sharp stones piercing their thin shoes. They peer down alleys, and down thin streets between houses, the crinkling of leaves following every step they take as dead leaves flow out under their feet.

As they reach the end of the street they pause for a moment, the cold night air stinging their face. Leaves drift past them as wind flows through the city.

They turn around to face the other direction, but just as they do leaves crinkle and shift around them in a slow circle. They pause for a moment, then begin pulling of their bag slowly.

As they start to unzip it a small cat pounces as their ankles, its teeth digging straight into their flesh, forcing the cloaked figure to flinch for just a moment, before pulling out a can of tuna and pulling the lid of, a loud pop sound echoing out after it. The cat backs away from their ankle a looks up at the person, its tail wrapping around their body as it sits down, the tip of its tail wagging gently.

The person steps back a bit, and crouches down to place the can on the ground, making a quiet scraping sound against the pavement.

Just as the can is let go of the small kitten jumps on the food, the fishy liquid soaking its fur. The cloaked person crouches down text to the small kitten, and as they do they notice the black and red collar around its neck.

A small silver key dangles from collar, the quiet jingling noise piercing the silent night.

They reach their hand out, but before they can reach the cat it back up quickly, its teeth bareing as a quiet hissing noise flies out of its mouth. The person stands and steps back giving the kitten more space. As soon as they do that the tuxedo colored cat digs back into its food.

"HEY!" A loud voice breaks through the near silence as heavy footsteps approach at a rapid pace.

Just as this happens the kitten bolts up and starts sprinting away behind houses.

"Why'd you let it get away!? You had her right there!" A tall, more muscular man sprints up to the hooded figure. But they just shrug, standing up as they do so, and before the now red faced man can complain more they just walk away, dipping between houses just as the cat had done moments ago.

[androgynousdeer7]

Reposting this so bigots know to stay off may page!!

if you say any queer identity is not part of the lgbtq+ community, including but not limited to people with neopronouns, bi people who just happen to be in a straight relationship, and anyone on the ace or aro spectrum, i curse you with the gayest tapeworm you've ever seen

[androgynousdeer7]

I’m ace, aro and tired

Reblog if you are also LGBT+ and tired

[androgynousdeer7]

So I've been reading writing promts because I was bored and wanted to write but couldnt think of anything so I wrote this :]

So may I present to you..

~Key to my Heart~

(Part one of many)

{Word count : 249}

The sunset colors the sky in a pinkish orange color, men circle around a large wooden stage in anticipation.

"Welcome everyone! I hope youre all ready for this years competition!" Her voice echoes through out the town,

"I hope by now you all know the rules of this game, but for any newcomers here they are;" she steps towards the edge of the stage, her powerfull voice pushing through the usual murmers of towns folk.

"Rule one, the way to win my hand in marriage is to unlock the gates to the castle by capturing the key, which is attached to my dearly beloved cat." People wait in anticipation, nearly falling on their faces from how much their leaning towards the princess.

"Rule two, the finale rule, you may not harm the cat, you may chase, follow, or whatever else you may need to do as long as the cat does not come to any harm. If you harm the cat you will immediately be disqualified and you will be forced to pay a fee." She pauses, looking around the circling crowd as more people push forward towards the stage.

"Now that that's over..." She takes one last step forward, raising her head to look over the large crowd,

"Let the game begin!"

Everyone pushes past eachother, racing to different parts of town, but a singular cloaked figure stays facing the stage, their hood covering the majority of their face.

After a few moments the cloaked figure finally turns, and disappears into the quickly dispersing crowd.

[androgynousdeer7]

~{Welcome to my account!}~

{Warning; Mentions of Disabilities, Politics, violence, and}

{explicit content}

{TLDR: I'm cringe, don't be a bigot or else I'll report and block you,}

{I'm queer and trans, I stand with Palestine, I'm autistic,}

{and I'm an artist in a lot of fandoms, I also write and animate.}

About me:

Preferred Names: Leaf / Ralzai (you can also call me deer or some other gender neutral nickname as long as I dont tell you to stop calling me it)

Pronouns: I'm okay with anything except she/her, but I prefer They/Them. (And yes this means anything, xenos/neos, it, call me a bug for all I care lmfao, just dont call me she/her)

Orientation: Aroace ( lithoromantic, sex repulsed cupiosexual)

(lithoromantic means desiring a romantic relation ship or feeling romantic attractions with no desire, or even feeling disgust, at those feelings being reciprocated)

(Cupioromantic/Cupiosexual is when a person has little to no romantic/sexual attraction but desires a romantic/sexual relationship)

(Being sex repulsed means to feel disgust or discomfort at the though or action of sex or sexual intimacy, it can also mean feeling disgust at the action of it and still having that attraction, or feeling disgust at the thought of it but have no issues or even experience pleaser from the action)

(Aroace is a term used for people who are somewhere on both the asexual and aromantic spectrum where they feel little to no romantic/sexual attraction)

Gender Identity: FTM TransMasc Male-Alighned Agender

(FTM is a shortened abbreviation of Female To Male, which is used for trans males or trans mascs who where born a female/AFAB but now identify as a Male or somewhere on the masculine spectrum)

(Transmasc means to be transgender but not exactly trans male or female, it just means to align with a masculine aligned gender)

(Male aligned means to be somewhere on the masculine spectrum of genders but not necessarily just 'male')

(Agender is a gender Identity that sits outside of the gender binary. It is used to describe people who feel as though their gender is neutral or just does not exist at all.)

Special Interests: Astrology (not the fate telling kind), Astronomy, anything to do with the ocean, spiders, snakes, black cats, Crystal's, gaming, art, animation, reading, Jesters/Clowns, Circus stuff, and TSAMS/TMGAFS/TLAES.

(Theirs probably more I just cant remember it)

Fandoms: Minecraft, Stardewvalley, Pokemon Arceus, Unpacking, GachaLife/GachaLife2, Creepypasta, Marblehornets, TOH, Underale, Deltarune, Welcome Home, My Little Pony, Pokemon, MHA, Marval, DC, FNAF, FNF, TSAMS/TMGAFS/TLAES, Little miss unfortunate, Fran bow, Sally Face, Little Nightmares, Omori, What remains of Edith Finch, and GoodPizzaGreatPizza

(Theirs probably more I just got a crappy memory and cant remember them all)

An intro on what I do, who I am and what I stand for:

I am no where close to being a professional by any means, but I hope to one day turn my art and writing into a career. Maybe I'll even be able to do game development haha!! But for right now I'm going to work on what I do know and build that up across platforms slowly :]

Also: I'm a furry, a therian, and I'm Aroace and Agender. I will post about these things on here and if you're uncomfortable with that you can either just skip over it or leave.

Another fun fact about me is that I have Autism and Dyslexia! I also have asthma and bad eyesight. These things affect my life daily and if I get comfortable enough on here I might talk about that a bit. But for other disabled people, please know that this is a safe space :]

This is also a safe space for other minorities and anyone who just wants somewhere to relax without having to deal with stuff like being disrespected or politics or whatever.

(So basically if you're lgbtqia+, poc, disabled, or anyone that just wants a place to chill, welcome!)

I will only talk about politics when it's about people’s rights or lives being taken. I stand with Palestine, and I'm a queer trans person who is disabled. My accounts are not a place to be a bigot, pr0sh!pper, homophobe, transphobe, rac!st, Ziønist, pedø, or any other gross or hateful thing. If you think like or support any of these, please get the fuck off my account.

What I make and creations I will most likely post about:

Animations (AMV's, practice ones, just small ones, etc) I'm just practicing it and I just recently got into it but I want to get better at it some day! I haven't done a whole lot of full animations but I'm getting there!

Writing (I write solely about my own OC's) I mostly do; Fantasy, Romance, Adventure, Action, Angste, and stuff involving gore and Violence, and in all my writing I post here I will try my best to put the appropriate warnings on it! (This also goes for all my work) if I fail to put the correct warning please inform me and I will update them.

Art (Mostly OCs but I'm more than happy to draw art for fandoms or other creators OC’s!) I mostly just do little doodles of my characters or character sheets but I'm gonna start practicing doing full finished drawings! I'm mostly a digital artist but I do make traditional art and I dabble in realism every now and then :] My favorite kinds of traditional art are painting and colored pencils! I really like drawing realism but I'm also a cartoonist!

Fursuit / Dino Mask / Coplay creation and planning, I want to get into sewing so I can someday make my own fursuit and cosplay stuff, but until then I'll just be posting what I have (which is mostly just Dino Masks).

Gaming (Minecraft, stardew valley, etc...) I'll be posting small clips or screenshots, or photos of games I'm playing, and I'll probably even make art for those games and stuff lol