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Spare the sympathy

[Reposting of my art is not allowed under any circumstances. Reblogging is fine.]

It’s been a while since I’ve drawn Benny-boy so here he is. He’s had a rough couple of days.

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Chapter Two of Flesh and Burns is up :)

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Chapter 14 of Brother Called is finally up!

Sorry about the wait 🙃

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Would anyone be interested in becoming a beta reader for my chapters before I post them? I'm really not happy with them, but I'm also still struggling with myself at the moment 😅

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I made a Tik Tok. Here's a Dabi drawing

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Haven't been able to draw in months. Friend gives me a furry icon commission and I knock it out in an hour. Is this my new brand? Maybe.

"I want MY fursona but Bakugo themed. Not a Bakugo furry." - Her words.

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Hi, update on my Snowbaz date. I went to Goodwill and I'm currently making my cosplay. Still waiting for this to end badly because this is literally some ya novel shit.

I spent way too long on this one wing and I'm not even done

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UH, hi. Will delete later and this probaby won't get attention but help???

I met a guy, he likes me and I like him, went on an accidental first date and now he wants to cosplay my favorite book which is also his favorite book? How do I cosplay Simon Snow because I literally can't disappoint this dream. Like what the fuck is happening. I'm screaming, he wants to go to the zoo as Simon and Baz. Someone punch me.

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I feel this deeply

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In case anyone cares...

I did it. I'm moving 2000 miles away in less than two months. I'm leaving them behind. I can finally move on. I'm scared as fuck and it took a lot of bravery, but I fucking did it.

It gets better. I promise you're stronger than you believe.

They love you, but they're still toxic. Remember that.

People used to tell me that my family loved me when I said I wanted to kill myself. And yes, it was true. But that didn't stop them from yelling at my after I failed at doing so.

Telling someone not to kill themselves because their family loves when they're the poison killing them anyway is so fucking harmful.

I was fourteen when I first tried. 17 when I last attempted. I'm 20 years old and am just now accepting the fact that my family loves me, but they were so fucking mentally and emotionally abusive towards me without even realizing it. Or maybe they did, but that never made them change.

Now, all those times that I was told my family loves me and I should keep holding on plague my mind. I'm in therapy again trying to sort out that fucked up part of myself because I know my family loves me, but they're the reason I want to fucking kill myself in the first place. I'm in this weird, awful stage where yeah, I really want to die while I'm around them. But before I do so I try to plan to give them the easiest life after I'm gone because I know they love me.

They don't deserve it. They don't deserve me. And neither do the toxic people in your life.

Listen, this makes no sense and is all over the place, but I'm just on the verge of a break down because its all come crashing into me at once.

Please please please don't make the same mistakes I did. It's okay to let them go. The sooner the better. Love doesn't mean you have to stay. There are people out there who will show you what real love means. You'll find them.

For the first time in my 20 years of life, I have a family that I can count on. I met them in the most unexpected ways.

Hold on to yourself and let the poison go.

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Chapters: 1/? Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Shinsou Hitoshi & Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Family & Todoroki Shouto, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Todoroki Shouto, Bakugou Katsuki/Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Shouto, Class 1-A & Todoroki Shouto Characters: Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Todoroki Fuyumi, Todoroki Touya, Todoroki Natsuo, Todoroki Rei, Shinsou Hitoshi, Bakugou Katsuki, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), League of Villains (My Hero Academia) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Tokyo Ghoul, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Todoroki Shouto Has a Different Quirk, Good Parent Todoroki Rei, Protective Todoroki Fuyumi, Protective Todoroki Natsuo, Protective Todoroki Touya, Protective Shinsou Hitoshi, Shinsou Hitoshi is Bad at Feelings, Todoroki Shouto is a Dork, Todoroki Shouto Needs a Hug, Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Angry Bakugou Katsuki, Soft Bakugou Katsuki, Supportive Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Protective Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Quirk Discrimination (My Hero Academia), Midoriya Izuku is a Ray of Sunshine, Quirk Accident (My Hero Academia), Slow Build, Trauma, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Good Parent Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Platonic Relationships Summary:

“This is to stay between us for now, understand? As far as the public will know, Shouto is quirkless. Nothing more.”

Enji and Rei had four strict rules that were to be followed.

1. Don’t let Shouto go outside alone. 2. All injuries where the skin was broken are to be reported to them immediately. 3. Never let the coffee supply run out. 4. If anyone asks, Shouto is quirkless.

If anyone knew the nature of Shouto’s real quirk, Enji wouldn’t doubt they’d rip his son to shreds. He wouldn’t let him be thrown away like the others deemed monsters by society. With Rei, Fuyumi, Natsuo, and Touya along side him, Enji has no doubt about Shouto’s wellbeing.

Name: Shouto Todoroki Diagnosis age: six Quirk: Ghoul

New fic! Brother Called will be updated very soon. I was hesitant to post this, but I’ve been working on it on the side anyway to prevent burn out and I didn’t want to lose it in my drafts. Hope you enjoy!

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gay ppl be like yea these are my comfort characters *literal ray of sunshine*, *murderer*, *war criminal*, *six feet under*

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I don't know about yall, but I like that Bakugo chose such a cheesy, immature, fanboy hero name.

He's a kid who feels responsible for ending his hero's career and I feel like way too many adults in the show forget that.

Not to mention he's literally bleeding out and still said it so proudly?? How could you not be fond of that???

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Telling my friends and family that I now like unsweetened sparkling water drinks was harder than coming out as trans and gayish combined.

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✨Ch 292 spoilers✨

Everyone leave Shouto Todoroki the FUCK alone- Bakugou you will climb back into Iida's arms right now or so help me God- Izuku stay down don't you dare get up holy shit-

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They love you, but they're still toxic. Remember that.

People used to tell me that my family loved me when I said I wanted to kill myself. And yes, it was true. But that didn't stop them from yelling at my after I failed at doing so.

Telling someone not to kill themselves because their family loves when they're the poison killing them anyway is so fucking harmful.

I was fourteen when I first tried. 17 when I last attempted. I'm 20 years old and am just now accepting the fact that my family loves me, but they were so fucking mentally and emotionally abusive towards me without even realizing it. Or maybe they did, but that never made them change.

Now, all those times that I was told my family loves me and I should keep holding on plague my mind. I'm in therapy again trying to sort out that fucked up part of myself because I know my family loves me, but they're the reason I want to fucking kill myself in the first place. I'm in this weird, awful stage where yeah, I really want to die while I'm around them. But before I do so I try to plan to give them the easiest life after I'm gone because I know they love me.

They don't deserve it. They don't deserve me. And neither do the toxic people in your life.

Listen, this makes no sense and is all over the place, but I'm just on the verge of a break down because its all come crashing into me at once.

Please please please don't make the same mistakes I did. It's okay to let them go. The sooner the better. Love doesn't mean you have to stay. There are people out there who will show you what real love means. You'll find them.

For the first time in my 20 years of life, I have a family that I can count on. I met them in the most unexpected ways.

Hold on to yourself and let the poison go.