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I didn’t see this posted here yet and thought it would be helpful. Stay safe out there sisters!

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I just want to say that if you're anti women's rights, homophobic, transphobic, racist, anti gun laws, pro pedophilia, ableist, anti vaxx, ect this will never be a safe space for you.

I want this platform to be a soft and gentle place but the evils of this world weighs heavy on me often and I just want my stance to be known. I am fiercely for a kinder and more loving and safe future and that's not going to happen if we play nice with the people trying to drag it into darkness.

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Trying to Want to Live Despite it All

I Am Not Your Final Girl: Poems; "Sally", Claire C. Holland // Ep 4: Joseph Campell and the Power of Myth - 'Sacrifice and Bliss', Joseph Campell // Ask Polly: Help, I'm The Loneliest Person In The World! - November 6, 2013 // On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous, Ocean Voung // @/lucidloving // mid-evening, r.a. @boymiffy // @/softsweetwhispers // unknown // unknown // @/madamescarlette // @/death-born-aphrodite // @/hjarta // @/octoberloved // Bee in Jar, Molly Brodak

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Reminder

…that no homophobes, transphobes, nazis, aphobes, terfs, or any of the like are EVER allowed here on my blog. This is a safe space and I will NOT tolerate any of the above.

That also goes for people who believe boys and non-binary people cannot be witches.

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I finally found a therapist who's accepting new clients, holy shit. I start seeing her next week. She sounds so nice in the phone, and she's actually not 60+ and her voicemail doesn't end with "God bless you!" Like half the ones I called. Oh my gods I'm so excited!

Wishing I made the appointment for this week, but I need to close things out with the one I've been talking to.

This feels so good. I thought I'd be super nervous but I'm so excited.

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Spiritual Growth Tip

🌙 I’ve learned throughout my spiritual journey that in order for me to form my beliefs, I have to experience them. Just like in life, I can’t just take someone’s word for it.

It’s part of the whole process as humans to learn, and even change our beliefs we once had, through learning differently. It’s okay to admit what you thought was true before, doesn’t seem the same anymore. That’s not weak, and you didn’t lose anything... you grew.

You have to stay open minded to receive these experiences or lessons (or however you grow), and allow them to change you. 555

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Pick-a-Card Reading: What’s happening within the next 30 days?

After all the positive feedback I got on my last Pick-a-card reading, I decided to do another one. This reading is to let you know what’s coming towards you within the next 30 days, and what guidance the Universe has for you with that. This reading is timeless, so whenever you come across this post, is when the next 30 days starts for you. No matter what date this was posted on. Use your intuition to pick one of the four groups (Left 1-4 Right), and continue reading to see your message. 

Keep reading

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I've really felt a nagging to get myself a proper tarot deck. I practice with a deck of playing cards but it isn't enough. I'm also working on a YGO deck to use for divination, but a proper deck was on my agenda. They're just so expensive T-T

Found a cheap one tonight. There are no local witch stores around me, an I'm in such a heavily Christian-dominated area that I found I'd ever find things like that in thrift stores or anything. So online is basically my only option. I found a nice deck that stood out to me that was within my price range. We'll have to see how I like it once it comes in <3

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The storm tonight was beautiful. Brief, yet intense and powerful. I stood outside for most of it, just listening to the wind and rain, feeling the spray of the water on my face, hearing and feeling the thunder rocking the earth. It was Magical.

For once I had a bit of foresight. I saw the clouds rolling in and I set out a pot to collect storm water in. When the storm has passed, I brought it inside and filtered any debris out of it, and bottled it. Not entirely sure what to do with it yet, but I'll research. I'm also charging some Moon Water tonight. I'm trying to get some of these sorts of tools built up. I haven't been practicing my craft as much as I should, so I'm going to start trying more.,

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Pop Culture Paganism: A Mental Exploration

My own personal thought experiment regarding a mental exploration of Pop Culture Paganism and Witchcraft. Don’t like it, you don’t need to read it. Flamers will be ignored. Constructive discussion and rebuttal is encouraged.

It’s worth noting that I’m a fairly recent “convert” to a pagan setting. I consider myself an eclectic polytheistic pagan witch. I worship a number of gods from different pantheons, and have a generally mixed Eclectic spirituality. I’m still learning and experimenting and discovering my craft and my path. I am not an expert by any means, and the following are my personal opinions. The only reason this post is not Private like most of my entries on this blog is because I feel this discussion may be validating for some who are put down for their faith. 

Now without further ado, if you’re interested, check under the Cut. ;)

I’ve been doing a lot of research recently. It started by my looking up if it’s offensive to the gods to watch/enjoy/associate them with pop culture. Is Hades offended by my love of the Disney version of him? Would Bast or Serket be offended by my using images of them as they appear in video games like Smite? 

I’ve come to answer myself with; it depends. It’s going to require experimentation, meditation and asking each specific god their preference, but in general, I think the answer is mostly no. If you have the proper intent, I think the gods appreciate it all the same.

I found an interesting Reddit Thread in which their was a discussion about Pop Culture Paganism. I didn’t realize that was even a thing, but reading the discussion was fascinating, and validating. While some are offended by the mere thought of not strictly following the old ways as closely as we can, others argue that myths of the old gods began as stories. 

It’s doubtful that if these gods existed as real people or divine beings before humans, that these stories we know of them are one hundred percent accurate. Humans are fallible, we embellish, we exaggerate, and even when trying to be as accurate as possible, we still insert personal bias into everything. We can’t help it, it’s in our nature. So any story, true or not, is going to, at it’s core, be subject to the bias both of the original first-hand account, by every subsequent retelling, and by the person hearing it. 

Therefore, why is it offensive to the gods to follow a new retelling of them? a modern version of a god, like, Loki and Thor, for instance, should be just as valid. It’s doubtful that the comic writers and film producers over at Marvel have consciously been contacted by Loki and Thor to tell them how to depict them, but does that mean that the gods weren’t influencing their own stories? Could Loki not have inserted the ideas, placed sources of inspiration into the lives of the writers? Of course he could have.

Another point that was brought up was that new gods spring up all the time. There is a new goddess being worshiped in India by the Dalit community. There are authors who have unwittingly created new gods or religions with their writings. There are sects of people who worship the Valar from Tolkien’s universe, the Jedi Way is a recognized religion now, Lovecraftian monsters are widely accepted as actual ancient beings and have permeated so many areas of culture. Some Celtic deities are traced back to seeming works of fiction.

Some people use pop culture figures as associations for their gods; more tangible, relate-able and realistic than their ancient stories. I recently made a strong association between Benedict Cumberbatch’s Sherlock and Thoth. I’ve also used a Tolkien Mantra of sorts to honor Anubis; Patience being a struggle for me, and one of His attributes, I will occasionally find myself thinking of Treebeard’s signature philosophy, “do not be hasty.”

Some do actually worship fictional characters, even those not intended to be deified. Some use archetypal characters for worship and find pop culture associations for them, but some literally worship Batman or Sailor Moon. Some use fictional characters in spirit work, or create spells around them. The concept of the energy, the love and adoration, the living and breathing history and collective thought poured into and about these characters, this whole process makes absolute sense to me. I’m not sure if I’ll go quite so deep into it, though perhaps. Vi has already mentioned potentially worshiping Clavicus Vile. I’d be okay with that. 

Given that many works of fiction draw from real life mythology, legends or properties, a lot of fictional deities and characters have some real-life counterpart. One can find strong correlations to the Gems in Stephen Universe having similar properties to their real-life crystal and stone counterparts. Many fictional deities are amalgamations of real gods. Hell, many “primary” sources of old gods are works of fiction in and of themselves, such as the works of Homer. While there may be truth the stories, they are embellished and theatrical to make it interesting to read, and are at best an artist’s interpretation of events.

I saw another post today that was so validating. Can’t find it right now, or I would link it. Basically it said that a god becomes a god when someone believes they are one. It could be a single person. They are a god. The older the god, the more energy put towards it, the more followers they have, the stronger they become. So in my mind, old gods like the Egyptian, Roman, Norse, Celtic, ect. gods, those of ancient civilizations, most of these will be far more powerful than a new god with a small following. Millions of people did and still do worship Anubis. There are probably only a select few who worship Dipper Pines (though given GF’s cult following, I’m sure I’d be surprised at that number-). Therefore Anubis has more influence and power as an established god, able to reach out even to those unaware of him at the time, and sometimes bring people to the fold this way. Versus Dipper, if deified, would have a harder time calling to a random new child to join the cult of the Mystery Twins. 

My concept, which I originally considered a sort of excuse or explanation of my odd and unusual spiritual beliefs, is that energy is a force, it’s neither created, nor is it destroyed. If magic is just channeling one’s will into existence, expending your energy and maybe using other energy aids (a burning candle, a charged crystal, stored energy in plant matter, ect) to yield a desired effect, then why can’t the same concept be put towards anything? If we can will the spirits to read our futures, if we can will two people to fall in love, or will the universe to cause someone bad luck or harm, why can we not will a new being into existence? 

In the same way that offerings, prayers and even uttering the name can strengthen older, established gods; in the same way, why can I not make offerings, prayers and epitaphs to Smaug, or Winnie the Pooh, or any fictional character? 

Personally, the concept of pop culture magic is also fascinating to me, and that makes even more logical sense to me. If we take a character like Ash Ketchum. A character of indomitable spirit, fierce determination, immortality, and innocence; a character beloved by millions, who’s journeys have inspired generations of children, even shaped the lives of some - there is magic there. There is so much collective thought, energy, love, adoration there. So many know his name, his image, his stories. There are myths and legends about him, theories about other adventures, other possibilities. Artwork is made, statues created, there are buildings dedicated to his world, his friends and family, the animals and creatures of his world. 

Even if you don’t see the correlations to a god from an outside perspective, that amount of power centered around some pixels on a television screen is real. It’s there, it exists. No witch or magic user should be able to deny that. Using that stored energy in a spell would be simple when looking at it from this perspective. In the way we can take an animal, look over all its aspects, and channel it into our spells. In the same way we can invoke Mother Bear for strength, maternal protection and love, we could invoke a character like The Doctor for wisdom, compassion and a drive to do what’s right. 

The other angle here, is that anyone who subscribes to the Many Worlds Theory can’t really deny the possibility of most of this. This theory proposes there are an infinite number of universes full of infinite possibilities. There is a world where the Roman Empire never collapsed and we’re all living under the new Caesar. There is a world where modern day man is still living alongside dinosaurs. There is a world where ours does not exist. There is a world exactly the same as this one, except that you ate cereal for breakfast today instead of scrambled eggs. There’s a world where dogs are the dominant species and keep humans as pets. There is a world where the Avengers are fighting against Thanos. One where Luke Skywalker is teaching younglings in the Jedi Temple. One where Ash and Pikachu are traveling to another new region in the Pokemon world. One where we live in a giant computer simulation. Infinite. Possibilities.

I’m not here to convince anyone, I may or may not even practice any of this, it’s just some interesting thought exercise. I like thinking about things like this sometimes. I also think that in a world where we are beginning to pave our own Paths; we’re inventing identities for ourselves, discovering new genders, sexualities, magics, gods, everything; that we should be kind to each other as we discover these new avenues. To each their own, and live and let live <3

Blessed be, everyone, and may you all find whatever Path you wind up on fulfilling and full of joy.

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Moving all Journal entries off my Grimoire Blog and onto here. It makes things much more tidy :D

Journal: I didn't become a witch, I realized I have always been one

It occurs to me upon finding some old poetry I wrote in high school that despite only recently ��discovering’ witchcraft, that I have always been a little witchy. Some of these old poems very much sound like spells. This was my 'emo’ phase, where my emotions were always raw and spilling out and my way to let them out was poetry. I can feel the energy and intent in these emotional pieces of writing. At least a few of these will probably go in my grimoire, if only to remember where I’ve been. And to remind myself not to get caught up with ceremony and lose what I’m trying to do in the process. If I can feel the magic in these words ten years later, clearly I didn’t need anything fancy to cast it.