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The Life of an Addict

Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to. I honestly believed at the time, that this was the most exciting time of my life. The people around me loved me so much, right? It wasn’t just that they were using me as a place to go, to party, take drugs. I felt seen for the first time in my life, I felt loved for the first time. The bad things that came with it, those were worth…

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I’d be someone with a healthy mind

If you could be someone else for a day, who would you be, and why? Imagine being able to hop out of bed after the right amount of sleep and feeding/walking the dog to wake myself up a bit more. Taking your time getting ready, breakfast.. Possibly even a scroll through socials. oh look, no more meds to forget! I would be in my dream job by now, working in forensic psychology, dressed like a boss…

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My best friend’s death paused my entire world

Disclaimer: any names changed for privacy purposes TW: drug abuse, SA, death, speculation on some parts, suicide attempt I’ve mentioned briefly how I was as a teen, crazy, always up for a ‘good time’ which you could now consider my worst nightmare! Throwing house parties every weekend, doing things I shouldn’t have been doing such as; overindulging in alcohol, substance abuse, hyper sexuality.…

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My best gift is now also what finally broke me🖤

Share one of the best gifts you’ve ever received. My beautiful girl 🩵 Disclaimer: any names etc will be changed. Possible TW:SI, psychological abuse, pet theft When I was 17, my dad’s birthday present to me was a puppy! a work friend had just had a litter of little Blue Staffies and my heart instantly burst. My dad’s way of showing love was through money and gifts, he never had that ability to…

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I have a contact page on the blog I’ve just started, because I want people to feel like they are able to reach me for absolutely any reason.

My aim is to share my own stories and experiences as it truly seems to help others feel less alone, as well as helping me get my true feelings out. Sadly, this is the only healthy way I seem to feel some sort of release..

Eventually I want to build a community who come together and help each other, help themselves. Sharing their own stories and experiences (can be anonymous) because you feel you need the outlet or that your thoughts and experiences can help someone else. My SM is always open to whoever chooses to reach out 🩷🖤🩷🖤

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This one was a little bit vulnerable for me, I know further down the line I will be willing to write about many of my childhood experiences, but the thought of the ability to have a chat with my younger self kinda broke me

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Helloooo! I have come here to try build a community for my newly started mental health blog! Mostly focused around navigating life while having BPD/EUPD, cPTSD and GAD. I plan to share a large amount of my vulnerability there, perhaps overshare a bit too much while also staying as lighthearted as possible 🖤 love vic